Articles Archive for January 2009
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What really happened:Stranger: “thats my house over there, im here with some friends if you wanna come o it3adleen il mazaaj”I began running towards my car trying to keep my towel up, he walked behind me heading towars his house and just as I was about…
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Dalal didn’t think twice before hanging up on Dhari, she was in no mood for anymore of his threats. He called back a second time.Then a third. And a fourth.And just as Dalal was toying with the idea of switching off her phone…Incoming Call3eesa“7…
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Amna wanted to ignore 7amad’s message, but changed her mind and texted him back.”Okay ..” She slowly typed the four letters that she was temporizing about.”Amoon? Are you serious? You’re actually going to have a serious talk with him, he left you to ge…
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Amna wanted to ignore 7amad’s message, but changed her mind and texted him back.”Okay ..” She slowly typed the four letters that she was temporizing about.”Amoon? Are you serious? You’re actually going to have a serious talk with him, he left you to ge…
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Dear readers, there is something that has been bothering me since I posted part 13 yesterday I keep telling you about how honest I want to be, and how honesty is the best policy but on that post I wasn’t. I left out something that happened 3l ba7ar ma…
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Sorry about the short post, this is about what happened in Dubai with 6ariq and Sarona. I will be posting part 15 in a few hours…love ;**3 years agoIncoming call +1917…..Sarona: (hmm where is this number) “aloo”6ariq: “aloo, Saronty?”Sarona: (laa …
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The Ghaza Aid Fundraiser is on tomorrow! If you’re in Ba7rain, don’t forget to pass by!It’ll be held in Gulf Hotel’s Exhibition Center from 10 am to 7 pm…Be there! =)
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Amna ignored the call, and put her phone on silent. She tried to fall back into her deep sleep, but failed. Suddenly, flashbacks of her and 7amad were getting to her.7amad, Amna’s ex. Her first and last boyfriend. They were the perfect couple, they fit…
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Amna ignored the call, and put her phone on silent. She tried to fall back into her deep sleep, but failed. Suddenly, flashbacks of her and 7amad were getting to her.7amad, Amna’s ex. Her first and last boyfriend. They were the perfect couple, they fit…
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If I fell in love with you Would you promise to be true And help me understand ’cause I’ve been in love before And I found that love was more Than just holding hands If I give my heart to you I must be sure From the very start That you would love me m…
Lust »
Hayona: “umm girls…”The girls got into their swimming suits, poured themselves tall glasses of lemonade and got into the jacuzzi.Sarona: “yes Haya”Hayona: “I have something to tell you”Me: “whats up”Hayona: “okay you know how I always talk about sex,…
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“Protect me from what? Being rejected?”
” no! I just didn’t want you to get hurt” tears were stinging my eyes now, I was tired from studying and I didn’t know what to say to her.
She sighed ” look Jana, you should’ve told me, I’ll figure out sooner or later ya3ny! Just stop keeping things from me!!
” I know! I didn’t mean to..” my voice broke and I was crying now. I couldn’t afford any tension , I had a very very long day , I was worried about not graduating and other million things.
” huff! Jana please don’t cry! Mu 3ala ay shay you cry! Please we’re just having a normal discussion!” normal discussion?!
I covered my face with my hands ” im sorry uff, I hate today”
” listen, I know im being really harsh on you Jana, but im.. scared”
“scared of what?” I looked up at her.
” madry Jana a7es gumt a5af min el denia” she bit her lower lip.
” you had your share of perfect men, fahad, you cant deny how great he was with you , now terki , I never had one of those, don’t count a7med , he didn’t even love me back, Jana I feel so lonely , I never thought I would feel this way, e7na ga3deen nekbar o ana lel7en bro7y, la a7ad ga3d eyey ya56ebny wela boyfriend wela 3amat 3ain , jana for gods sake im twenty three! , even nour got engaged!” now it was her turn to cry.
I didn’t know what to say, I was speechless, I never thought that this moment would come, this moment of desperation. She was right , we were “eb sin el zawaj” yet no one came to knock our doors. For the first time in my life I felt scared, I thought about terki, he loved me, I could see it but what if we didn’t end up together? What if he found someone else? Million what ifs raced through my head. it was a new painful feeling, feeling of desperation and longing , I loved him more than myself , I wanted more of him, I wanted him for me only, I never felt this way with fahad, he was the one who wanted more. and I didn’t like the new feeling, actually I despised it, it killed me, and it killed me slowly.
I approached the kitchen table and sat on a chair next to her, we didn’t say a word, I just held her hand. We were both lost in our own thoughts.
After a long while I managed to open my mouth ” you know fara7, when the going gets tough there’s always VEGAS”
She burst out laughing ” you stupid devil hehee”
I smiled at her, I was glad she was laughing now.
” yalla gomay let’s resume our studies” I said.
” lazem?” she made a face.
“ee lazem, yalla!”
“okay mama hehe”
When I got home, I was so tired and depressed, I didn’t even shower I just put on yesterday’s pajamas and lied down with my phone in my hand. I was waiting terki’s phone call.
* wainek 7abebi?:(* I sent him a message.
* ga3ed weya s3ood enshoof film 7abebti, walahtay 3ley?*
* bas walaht 3laik? ;), 5alny sakta, ay film ga3den t6al3oon?*
* transformers, suddenly maby akamla , kella min w7da shai6ana 5a9begatny;)*
* Transformers? Lool that sucks! Latkamla then;)*
* you know I cant resist you;*, shwaya we5ale9 ok baby? Latnameen! Wait for me*
” aloo” I said in a soft “dala3″ way.
“hala hala wallah eb7abebat galby” he greeted me warmly.
” missed you” I kissed the phone.
He kissed me back one, two , three times , he didn’t stop.
” heyy stop hehe” I demanded.
” am I killing you with my kisses?” he said huskily.
” as if they were real! ” my heart was pounding so hard.
” I know you can feel them” he said so confidently.
I sighed. Get a grip of yourself Jana . I thought.
” terki?”
“hmm?”
” t7ebni?” I wanted to hear it so badly to assure my worried heart.
” hmm let me think about it for an hour o b3den a36ech 5abar” he teased.
i didn’t laugh nor said a word. That subject was too sensitive for me to joke about.
“I do” he said finally.
“you do what? Say it” I wanted to hear the word.
“I love you jana” he said.
“thank you”
” thank you? Okay you’re welcome”
” hmm”
“hmm back at you!” he said confused.
” so when will you graduate miss jana?” he quickly changed the subject.
” enshallah at5araj now, im not ready to fail wallah!”
” ee shedday 7ailech ba3ad 3ash3ashtay bel jam3a” he said.
” wallah baby sheday 7ailech 3ashan teftakain, and I promise etha ta5arajtay I’ll get you whatever you want” his tone changed to a serious one.
Farah graduated before me, el7emdella she passed all her six subjects, I passed three subjects, and I was waiting for the last one to come. I went to the university that day, and to my utter shock I got an F.
Talk about devastation , I didn’t accept it, I couldn’t , I didn’t want to leave with defeat. I waited in front of the professor’s office , it was 8:30 am. he didn’t come, I waited more and more and still he didn’t show up.
After three hours of fighting tears, bad mood and lots of cursing. The damn professor decided to come. I stood up when I recognized his familiar face entering the office. I rushed towards him.
” esalam 3alaikom , eshlonik doctor? Doctor baqet I discuss you eb my grade” I said breathlessly.
He gave me THE once over “etfathelay”
” shesmich bel5air?”
” jana al-flany”
” hmm jana you got a C+” he winked. WHAT THE HELL?!!!!!!!!!
” im sorry?” i asked stupidly.
” you got a C+ jana” he was smiling now.
” doctor ana sheft my grade barra kan F!”
” kan” he grinned.
” um..mashkooor doctor!”
He nodded, I thanked him again and left his office stunned.
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” fara7oo ta5araaaajt!!!! Bas 5ala9 neja7t eb kel shay!! Wohoooooooooo!!!” I said loudly on the phone.
” mabrooooooook 7abebti waaai wa2a5eraaan maba’3ainaa!!! Ahh im so happy!!” she said excitedly.
” t5ayely el doctor mas5araa! Kan 7a6ly F re7t kalamta chan e7e6ly C+!”
” 7elfaaay?!! Ambee 3ajeeb!”
” I knowwww madry en3ejab feny madry eshsalfeta hehe, anyways we should celebrate , tonight!”
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Guess what people? D sent me a txt the instant i pressed publish post :) eee shofaw my smile shaaga wayhee! Hey babe just woke up yea a little i have to get somethings done, then am heading to chalet, what u up to?heheheh yaaay!! o guess what Girls, an…
Lust »
Khalid woke up with the biggest smile on his face, he looked over at Hayona who slept in his arm so peacefully he wanted to bite her. (mashalah la ilah ila alaah, she is amazing, I want her, I wanna have kids with her aby my daughters with big black h…
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IM STILL IN THE AIRPORT!!!!!sh-hal ma95ara?! goolooli!! lama egooloon el6ayara hal sa3a! ya3ni hal sa3a!!6agat chabdi men el lounge! 6agat chabdi min my book!o yes 5athait my laptop o my ipod o my Blackberry .. magdar magdar!!bagoolikom shay .. sh-salf…
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While heading back to Al Dana’s, Amna stopped to pick up some papers from college. They parked, got out of the car and strolled to Amna’s class. As they were walking, they noticed the rest of the girls walking towards them.”Halla walla halla!” Noor sho…
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While heading back to Al Dana’s, Amna stopped to pick up some papers from college. They parked, got out of the car and strolled to Amna’s class. As they were walking, they noticed the rest of the girls walking towards them.”Halla walla halla!” Noor sho…
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This is my PDA to you.At my lowest point, you there to support me. There have been times where crying in front of anyone was the last thing I could do, no matter how much anyone hurt me. But with you, I’ve never had to think twice.You were my best frie…
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Hey guys! This is my first blog entry, I apologize if you get bored in the middle of reading this. This entry is just an intro to the main character and I wanted you readers to just get a glimpse of her personality and her physical traits. I promise th…
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Hey guys! This is my first blog entry, I apologize if you get bored in the middle of reading this. This entry is just an intro to the main character and I wanted you readers to just get a glimpse of her personality and her physical traits. I promise th…
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Waaaaii mn zimaaan 3an bloggy!!
Shakly ma saddagt aakheth an award o kobar rasy, hehehe..
No but seriously, it’s been an eventful week. And i’ll tell you all about it. But not now, because now ana sitting typing this while having on this most amazing gown, my face all glammed up and my hair all done and i’m laden with beautiful jewelery..
You see, i’m all vamped up and ready to go to this wedding party. O as always, i’m the first to be ready o lazem nan6er 7athrat’ha A7lahom 3ashan etkhallis, effffffff…
Ma7eb an6er!
Waiting is sooo not fun :-(
3ad nawya ahiz haz o dance my heart out, bs 3eshtaw X wassany ma arges, bs gelt lah ma aw3idik!!
3ad 7asafa 3alaih, ma shafny in my utter GORGEOUSNESS, le anni ba6la3 mn bait oboy… :-/
Bs you know what, maybe i’ll ask him to pick me up. Oh yes, and that way maybe I can put on some music and do abit more dancing when i’m back home with him heheheh..
Waaaaaiii bas la3at chabdi, yallah baroo7 anady A7lahom..
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D txt me awal ams, a week had gone by since we last contacted each other. It was soo sudden that day, walla i had a feeling he was gona txt me.. Throughout the whole day I woke up feeling shit and vunerable the empty feeling u get when ur dating a guy …
