Articles Archive for January 2009
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Since I wont be able to post part 13 till another few hours I decided to give you a sneak peak because I think this is by far my favorite part.Part 13 is gonna be 2 parts; part one is going to about breakfast then Khalid decides he wants to keep Haya w…
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im still sticking to my word about the technology thing .. yemkin a5eth my fone bas a6afii (a) .. cuz madri .. a7es eni ’6ay3a bedoona ;$My final the other day was .. WEIRD .. thats the perfect word to describe it .. it caught me off gaurd .. its not l…
LOVE, RELATIONSHIPS »
TO MY READERS:This post is very difficult for me. As I’ve said before, half of the story is based on things we all hear, twisted and turned into a fictional story. The other half, is personal experience. But I feel it’s important to relay all informati…
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Charmbracelet7aLeeB KaKaWlove ;**Um Mit3ibtigerlillyLove, Lust, and LifeKilakoom. You made my day. You have no idea.I had a hard night last night. Part 12 was posted for a couple hours, and my first reader was…3eesa. The real life 3eesa. Whose name i…
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i looked at him .. in shock .. and confusion.. he looked like he just heard his thoughts out loud7amani: ” aaaah .. ” 3abood looked at him with a confused expression3abood: ” mino?! ..”7amani stared at all the faces staring back at him .. including my …
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Sarona and 9ale7 walked for an hour talked about random stuff, but for the most part they were silent, he was too busy trying to read her trying to understand her more. They found a spot to sit down, 9ale7 lit a cigarette and looked at her. She smile…
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Fahad: “hmm, so Jala haa?”Me: “ee laish??”Fahad: “awal mara asma3 il isim, what does it mean?”Me: “it means clarity”Fahad: “well, I dont think you are clear”Me: “uuuh??”Fahad: “let me explain, I dont think you are clear in terms of I cant read you, I d…
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Sorry guys, I know you’re expecting a YotL post, but I had to clear my head. This post is a *very* special dedication to my uncle, Bu A7mad, who’d won a tough fight with cancer. It is a joy to have you back home, healthy and safe, and you make my heart…
family, LOVE »
Sorry guys, I know you’re expecting a YotL post, but I had to clear my head. This post is a *very* special dedication to my uncle, Bu A7mad, who’d won a tough fight with cancer. It is a joy to have you back home, healthy and safe, and you make my heart…
Lust »
We walked over to the dinner table, each girl sat down next to her man and we each had our private conversation while eating.Fahad: “Teddy and Tanya mashalah 3laihum they look so in love, I want that” (great, I just told her that I wanna be in love, wa…
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Um-Loai sweetie what happened to your blog? I was reading it and about to comment o fj2ah it said ina your blog no longer exists :( is it just for me or is everyone having the same problem?
LOVE, RELATIONSHIPS »
TO ALL MY READERS:This post is very difficult for me. As I’ve said before, half of the story is based on things we all hear, twisted and turned into a fictional story. The other half, is personal experience. This post many offend many, and I apologize …
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H: Hi, zain sema3na hal 9oot il 7elow a5eeranMe: heheh thanx,H: how are u doing? How are u feeling after what happened?Me: Im ok, dealing with things, my life is in tumoil right now, and everything is so chaotic but inshalla things will calm down..I sa…
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My dear readers, I was reading over my blog and I noticed alot of errors and I just wanted to apologize I have so much to say that I sometimes tend to forget to put a word in lol. I promise I will be double checking everything I post. A clarification …
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Dear Readers,
I’m pleased to share with you a piece written by a guest writer on the Boudoir, Eti Quette , who has recently joined the workforce and describes some of the more daunting aspects of spending the whole day at work. Enjoy and please don’t hesitate to offer any golden nuggets of advice.
Jewaira
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Generally, when you’re [...]
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What did i do to deserve this? Ha?
Isn’t it bad enough that its the crack of dawn? and im already battling tons of traffic to reach work before i get a stern warning and they take my minutes of lateness out of my payroll?
Do u realize this is a WORK place?
If you weigh anything above [...]
Lust »
Since I am on a roll I don’t want to stop, plus I have a few hours to kill before meeting friends for dinner, so you are all getting a few extra posts lol, dandooon I promised 5 and I delivered more enjoy sweetie, I hope Im your good luck charm for you…
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“uh just wanted to tell you inna we are not coming back in 9ale7′s car bs in my car, so you can tell the front gate ;p”Me: “yakhty 3laih, it7sen wa7id bs yaby esolif, Sarona you think its normal that I am feeling this way? I mean you know me I never d…
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The boys walked over to the girls who were giggling away.Fahad realized inna she had naturally rich caramel color hair, she was white but glowing, she was petite but had an hour glass body, I loved curves on a women and her eyes mashalah, every time he…
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“what? I missed you…” he looked taken aback.
” I missed you too but..”
“shhh..” he planted a light small kiss on my chin.
Okay that was getting dangerous, that man was dangerously sexy and I had strong feelings for him, and I didn’t trust my heart then, it could betray me at any minute.
I moved my arms up so that they draped over his shoulders, and hugged him the hardest possible. I sniffed his neck to remember that scent of his ,LANVIN APREGE , it still make my heart stop.
” i love you, as stupid as it may sound, Im crazy in love with you..i know that its so early, I know enna mamedana en3aref ba3ath but I do..” he whispered while kissing my ear.
” I feel the same way” I said, and I meant it.
He pulled away slightly, and looked deep into my eyes. I caught my breath. God those pierced eyes.
” lets go home terki” I paused “we shouldn’t be here”
” I wish I could take you home with me” he said.
I smiled at him. ” yalla lets go”
It was the most joyful ride I had ever experienced, we couldn’t stop loving and touching eachother, we didn’t say a word, I rested my head on his shoulder while he drove , and every now and then he would plant a warm kiss on my head.
He walked me to my car , tried to kiss me but I MIRACLE-Y stopped him. Because I knew that I’ll be obsessing about his kiss for the rest of my life.
When I got home, I called him immediately , he was sleeping at the old house, we talked forever, we both couldn’t be away from eachother, we both couldn’t hang up.
2 months had passed , and we were even more in love, my life revolved around him , I couldn’t spend a single day without him, his voice, his presence , and in times when he traveled for work, I would go all cranky and moody and cry all day.
Fahad was still sending me stupid mean messages, i ignored him bas mako faida, he would stop for a week or two then he’d come back with even more evil messages.
One afternoon I was studying with Farah in her room, it was our senior year in college , me in law school, her in college of business administration. We were supposed to graduate a year earlier but I had difficulties , since law school was in Arabic and I wasn’t that good in Arabic, Farah on the other hand was late for graduation because back in the day when we were in highscool , her twin brother passed away(allah yer7ema) and she skipped school for a whole year, she was so attached to him and it was heartbreaking.
” how’s terki?” she asked.
” hmm?” I was distracted with the fat book in my hand.
” how’s terki?” she repeated.
“oh, terki is fineee” my cheeks flushed right away for the thought of him.
” you love him don’t you?” she asked.
” t9adgen 3ad , sometimes I feel enny a7eba akthar min nafsy, I never felt like this before faroo7″ when I said that my eyes started tearing, I didn’t know why.
She smiled ” you’re lucky you know, s3ood mayadry 3anny” she said miserably.
” aww honey , ana getlech shofelech wa7ed ’3aira wela be single the way you are a7sanlech” I tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear.
” I have feelings for him, madry a7es he’s the one” she sighed ” i tried to show him bas ’3aby ! he cant see it”
” I don’t know he’s the one for you fara7″ I said.
“laishh ya3ny ana nage9ny shay!! Laish ya3ny may6ale3ny, why he’s not the one for me?!!”
” OFCOURSE MU NAG9ECH SHAY!! , I told you this before, e7a9ela! , trust me fara7 he’s not the one for you and I have to tell you something” I bit my lower lip.
And I told her about that day when he called me and said “ana a3teberkom nafs 5awati les’3ar” ofcourse I deleted the ” I want you” messages and acts.
” why didn’t you tell me about that min zman?” she was almost yelling.
” I didn’t wanna hurt your feelings”
” well you did, o ethaher enich gumty et5esheen wayed ashya2 3anny” she said and left the room leaving me alone in it.
