i was scared what was i supposed to do.. tidodaht..he was eyeing me..o i told nooniie .. ihya ba3ad 5afat, he wore his aviators that had a reflective lence so i didnt know exactly what was he looking at. I parked i got down of my car and headed to choc…

Maya didn’t know what to do…she didn’t know where he was exactly!!
‘omg it’s all my fault..’ she told herself as tears started streaming down her eyes..
‘omg omg omg.. i want him, i want him, plz god don’t let anything happen to him..plz god.. i swear if he’s fine i’ll pray an extra rak3itain with every prayer for the rest of my life’ Maya was crying hysterically now..

Lulwa was just about to go to bed when…
Incoming call: Maya
“Aloo hiii” Lulwa said cheerfully, she had good news to tell Maya about herself, she hoped Maya would call, she wanted to tell her the piece of news herself
“Luuuhoooluuu” Maya sobbed uncontrollably
“MAYA SHFEECH?” Lulwa’s heart dropped til her feet…
“5ALED HAD AN ACCIDENT..MA3ARF WAIN WADOOH..HE WAS TALKING TO ME AND I HEARD HIM CRASH…ABEE AROO7 LAH ILMUSTASHFAA LULU..BASS MA3ARF WHICH HOSPITAL” Maya said between her sobs, she couldn’t control herself from screaming on the phone. (U know the feeling u get, when u know if u talk it’ll come out as a cry but u force urself to talk and then it comes out as a scream and u cry without stopping?..yeah that.)
“Maya maya smila 3laich.. 9aly 3l niby, i’m coming over right now! i promise we’ll find him..Bahrain is small it’s easy to find someone i promise.. yalla i’m coming” Lulwa tried to comfort Maya while she panicked…
“HOW R WE GONNA FIND HIM? i want him i want him 5la9 i’ll be with him..” Maya whispered her last words..
“i’m gonna find him, trust me, now get dressed we’ll go to the hospital” Lulwa ordered
‘how r we gona do that’ Lulwa thought to herself as she dressed quickly..

Maya did as she was told, she pulled out a pair of jeans and a lose t-shirt without even looking..
She was still crying..her eyes were full of tears that blurred her sight.
‘i want him..what am i going to do without him’ Maya cried harder

Within 10 minutes, Lulwa reached Maya’s house.. Maya quickly got into the car, and fastened her seatbelt..
“did u find him??” Maya cried, looking worriedly at Lulwa
“yes i did babe, he’s at the BDF hospital, we’re going over there” Lulwa smiled softly at Maya.. “apparently he was in Riffa when the accident happened..”
“is he okay??” Maya asked terrified
“i duno sweety..they couldn’t give me that information, they told me i had to be a memeber of the family in order for them to tell me anything about him..” Lulwa said apologetically
“inshalla mafee shayy” Maya sobbed harder…

They parked their car, got down, and headed to the main enterance..
They asked for directions, until they found their way…to the emergency section.
Doctors were walking around, people with severe injuries were just brought in, mothers crying..
It was a busy place, they didn’t know who to ask about 5aled..
They saw a nurse, went over to her and asked her..
“excuse me, do you know where 5aled al- is, they said he’s here” Lulwa asked the nurse
“are u a member of the family?” asked the nurse..
“yes, she’s his fiance” Lulwa said pointing at Maya, “and i’m his cousin, his parents are out of town for the day” Lulwa said, trying to act normal
“yes, actually i’m his nurse, he’s still in the operating room, he’ll be out most probably in an hour..” said the nurse, sympathetically
Maya felt as if she was going to fall to the ground, she felt her knees trembling, and her heart beating so fast she couldn’t even feel it beating..
“it’s okay.. Lulwa touched Maya’s arm, “come lets sit and wait”

Maya kept sobbing non-stop….
It was then and there Maya decided that she’ll give him a chance, she wanted him, she couldn’t act as if she didn’t care about him anymore.. ‘Life’s too short’ she thought.. ‘what if something happens to him, i swear i wont forgive myself’
‘what have i done?’ Maya kept thinking ‘why didn’t i give him a chance..i love him.. i want him.. plz god i can’t handle it if anything happens to him’ Maya started sobbing again..
It was times like these, when u think u’ll lose someone that u want them the most..

Maya kept sobbing…

1 and a half hour later
It seemed to Maya like 10 hours passed
The doctor came over to Maya and Lulwa with a nervous smile..
“e7m..” the doctor cleared his throat “
“dr. is everything ok??” Lulwa asked, as Maya kept crying quietly
“there’s some good news, and some bad news..” the dr. started
Maya’s heart stopped and she sobbed loudly
“what is it dr?” Lulwa asked worried about what he was going to say
“he’s out of the operation, he will recover soon..” the dr. began, “but we don’t know how long it will take him to recover..”

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…She stared at her phone for a minute. She could feel her heart throbbing. She couldn’t see or hear anymore. Sitting down, she dialed the number she still remembered without thinking twice.Ex?Hey…He sounded worried. She had missed his voice. She fe…

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Now no one denys that P2BK was a success. I mean come on, I heard that more than 13 thousand people came in the first day alone!! that is like major WOW!!

The fact they managed to organize such a fabulous event, initiating the most coveted place for young Kuwaiti businesses to show their stuff, getting this much attention.. is just AWESOME!

Hurray for them, o ya36eehom alf ALF 3afya.
Fikra o shoghol yestahloon 3alaih kel taqdeer..
Bravo!

But,
and there’s always a but,
there were some things that annoyed me which could have been otherwise prevented.
Like for example:

*Why take on more than 120 participants?
The place was too small and we ended up with really tiny tiny booths, and even smaller hallways!

*The band was noisy, took up precious space, and was really unnecessary.

*I read in Reema’s blog, here, about some clowns walking around in the crowd handing out tiny pieces of paper that read cheesy things like:
~Proud to be Kuwait that doesn’t own a car <— WTH??
~Proud to be Kuwaiti who is unmarried <— Malah da3y killish!!

*I thought that asking some booths to pack up and close @ 7pm inorder to add some chairs was just rude, and utterly unprofessional. The event closes @ 10pm, and asking SOME to leave while visitors and buyers are still pouring in was an unforgivable mistake.

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Maya felt horrible that night, she couldn’t sleep.
She sat there lying in her bed, her heart torn apart…
She pittied Tahani, but still admired 5aled…how could she fix this?

Early that morning, Maya’s phone rang, she was still in bed while she picked it up..
“Aloo” she said in a sleepy voice
“Maya” he said
her heart stopped..
it was him…
it was his deep voice…
“um n3am?” Maya said, sitting up straight on her bed, feeling nervous
“abee akalmij..fe shy abee agoolaj eyaah” 5aled said nervously
“uuh 5air? tfa’9al” Maya was being as professional as possible
“Maya……” 5aled began, as her heart started flipping, “ana enfe9alt 3an Tahani”
“laish?” asked Maya innocently
“l2ny abeech inty”
Maya didn’t know what to say…she kept quiet.. so he continued..
“il9araa7a, inty mo il sebab il wa7eed..wayed ashyaa2..bass plz..momkin abtidy akalmij?” 5aled’s intentions were not to play around, he really wanted to settle down….but with the right woman.
“um madry 5aled, ya3ny Tahani’s my friend.. i couldn’t do that to her…” Maya was considerate
“u won’t do anything to her…there’s nothing wrong with it.. i ended things with her…mafeeha shay.. ya3ny i can’t be with someone else?…someone i like?…someone i fell in love with from the first time i saw her?”
Maya stopped breathing, she wanted to hear his every word, she wanted to make sure she wasn’t dreaming…
she sat there smiling….feeling something she never felt before… everytime he first spoke she felt a jolt in her heart…it was a nice feeling…
it’s called love…
Maya took a deep breath, while she thought about it.. ‘it’s true, he did end things with her’ she thought…’why not give him a chance? i really want to.. i really like him…’
“no 5aled, im sorry” Maya said regretfully..
“plz think about it Maya, u’re not doing anything wrong….plzz..for me” he begged
he wanted her so badly…he just knew she was the right one for him…
he knew she’d agree eventually…
Tears beggan dropping on her face, while she hung up…
she wanted him, she wanted to be with him, she dreamed about him……but she couldn’t do that to Tahani…

2 weeks passed by with no message, no phone call from 5aled..
‘i wonder if he’s just giving me space, or doesn’t want me anymore’ Maya thought to herself…
she was in touch with Tahani, for the last two weeks…
Tahani was always crying, felt down, stayed at home, watched tv, and slept…she didn’t do much.. always just called Maya for comfort, they talked in the phone, Maya trying to make her feel better…although nothing could.

As Maya stepped out of the shower, that night, her phone rang…she went to pick it up.
“Maya” 5aled said in a sad voice..
“5aled” Maya said his name shyly
“fakarty fil maw’9oo3?” he asked curiously..”abeej walla abeej”
“5aled walla may9eer..Tahani refeejty..magdar” Maya stook to her decision..she was convinced it was the right thing to do..
“ana yayaj ilbait” he said in a bubbly voice
“laa2! 5aled laa2! shino baitna? may9eer omy oo oboy fil bait…”Maya got nervouse
“imbalaanabayiybaitkomba56ibijminobooch” he mumbled, he said it all in one word
“where r u?” Maya asked
“filsayaara” he said in a husky voice
she heard him sip something
“are u drinking?” Maya became worried, she disapproved of drinking
“ya…u know why?…cuz i’m in love..and the one i love…” he went quiet..
Maya heard a loud crash…
“…………….”silence
Maya’s heart froze!
“5ALED??” Maya yelled into the phone “5ALED?? 5AAALED? DO U HEAR ME??” Maya almost screamed..
“…………….”

Silence…

A few seconds later, Maya heard the siren of an ambulance.

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If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I’ll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I’m falling,
you won’t let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking,
I know you won’t let me drown
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Worth all the long nights dreaming of forever
Someday we will be together
I know it will have been so worth the wait
Worth the wait
-Worth the wait -Jordin Sparks

Everywhere I’m looking now
I’m surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you’re my saving grace
You’re everything I need and more
It’s written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won’t fade away
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I wanna spend my nights and days between your arms
Every day breathing your love
And even in my dreams I wanna be kissing your lips
Baby, breathing your love
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Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste
every drop
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i got out of coffee bean with a million thoughts in my head..did he really like me? i loved the way that he told me about his past and the fact that he didnt lie to me and told me every single detail. when i got home i opened my phone to see a msg from aziz.

aziz’s msg: thankyou jawa thank you so much for understanding me..and btw: u looked amazing today.

i stood there and jumped with joy ! yes yes i was acting like 14 yearold in love bs what was i supposed to do..il shi3our ma yinwi9iif. I told noonie about eveything since she slept over that night she was so happy for me..i still remember his amazing sent that KILLS ME.

Noora: i kneww it ! i knew ina he was gona like you i knew it from that day .. the way he looked at you in starbucks.

me: nooooniiee !! im so happy (i said while screaming)

Noora: BS 3ALA SHAR6 ! u have to let me meet his friend..bs mo ashkara make it mysterious (a)

me: haha anything for you.

*HUGGS*

3;00 am:

i didnt know what to do since noonie diyayah already namat :p hehe noum il 3awafe

i decided to send aziz a msg the msg said ” i like you to aziz “

i was hezitated to send it .. i looked at the msg for 30 mins before i actually clicked ” SEND ” i was surprised that he was awake he said ” i have this smile on my face that i couldent take off..jawa you made me so happy just by saying that..o ta3alay shimga3id jojo il 7ilwa ? ;* “

hehe that made me blush we spent all night msging each other..i decided to call it a night since it was 7;00am.

aziz’s msg: “goodnite ya a7la jawa;*”

i was begining to dream until the devil woke up !

noora: YALA GOUMAAYY !! 5anroo7 choco bar..7adi mishtahya there sandwhiches

me: mmm..noonie banaamm

noora: ya shagoull G E T U P

me: iff iff kaaa bagoumm !!

i woke up washed my face brushed my teeth and 9alaiit..noonie wore her DKNY balck dress with gold flowers ( hehe we have the same dress ) i was gonna wear it o we had this nagging 3ala who gets to wear it since we both had it and we both had it in mind..akhir shay 5alait’ha talbisa :p i wore my black highneck dress with my rassberry colored Donna Karen pantyhose.

on our way there i saw the stranger next to me bil ishara ( the stranger that i saw bil jam3iy )..