Articles Archive for February 2009
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Najma Says:Nadooy you don’t get it, I’m inlove with two men! it’s so confusing and now Bader is angry at me and I can’t stop thinking about him I don’t know what to do! I need to make it up to him Nadooy :-SNadine Says:shako m3a9ib? he pretty much told…
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Question!!Cham ur fone bill at the end of the month?!AMBAY THIS MONTH! BADA3T! ;’( im BROKE NOW bsibat my fone!! ifff .. o mara7 as2al my parents for money 3ashan angiri9 wat2adaaaab ! ;@ iff 7adi m3a9ba 3ala nafsi .. taboon et3arfoon eb safriti cham 9…
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i have always had trouble saying these three words .. and this time it was no different .. im not ready to tell him that .. ofcourse i love him! after everythng that happened how can he even ask me that? he shud feel it .. im not ready to tell him i do…
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Sleepless in Bahrain: Are you seeing anyone?Naylah: I think this is a private matter..you wont even tell me your name and you want me to tell you such intimate details about my life??Naylah: I cant believe you…Sleepless in Bahrain: la laa latfahmeeen…
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“You can’t keep on blocking him away, 7aram 3alaich he called me million marra egool he needs to see you” Farah said. She didn’t leave my bedside in the past ten days. I was still in the hospital; I was too um… Broken to be released. the doctor said something like “meno ga9 3alaich o galech enna mafeech shay?”
“Farah maly 5elg ashofa, 7ady lay3a chabdy menna, mat9adgeen shkether!” I said.
“ee laish ya3ny?? You know it’s not his fault! 7aram 3alaich tara methel ma ana Martha 3laich ham ba3ad Martha 3leh”
” ana agolech laish! La2ana kelma im with him, something happens! Madry laish! , 7ady tenasait feh, o a7es ena if I saw him I’ll do something that I’ll regret later!” I tried to explain how I felt.
“Something like what ya3ny?!” I could sense her annoyance, she was mad at me.
” something like DUMPING him”
“okay, fahma” I whispered.
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But of course om 3bdulwahab wouldn’t have it that way.
” 7amani,wahab 6el3aw shway barra e5etkom ta3bana” she said.
” mama mu ta3bana abeehom here, I missed them” I said. I was sick from fear.
” 6el3aw barra” she said sharply. They got out of the room whispering something to each other.
” sem3eeny 3adel jano, ana sakta 3anech o 3an sowalfech 9ayerly foug el 7 months, kel youm 6al3atly ebchethba o ana ga3da a6aweflech, entay eshayfa omich?? La golely eshayfatny 7MARA?!! ” she shouted as soon as they slammed the door behind them.
I was so scared, I had never seen mom like this. I daren’t say a word.
” bnaya shkobrech matest7en 3la wayhech??? Mafakartay ennas yet7achon??? Mafakartay enna 3endich som3a o ahal??!! Shely estafadteh el7en?? ’3air enich emkasara o naima bel mostashfa??!!!”
She grabbed my arm real tight, it hurt. ” sem3eny zain jano! Mabeech tshofena marra thania, SEMA3TEENY?! Shdarach enna ohwa mu ga3ed ege9 3alaich??! Jana ohwa lo e7ebich chan taqadamlech!!!”
“You can’t stop me! im a big girl! IM A WOMAN mom! You cant stop me from seeing him! 7aram 3alaich!!” I was sobbing like a baby, my mom never treated me like this her entire life, I had always been a good girl, and she knew it.
” mu hathy elmoshkela gelteha!! You’re a woman! Bas wain ely yefham!! Entay ely 7aram 3laich!! Tsaween ebnafsech o feny chethy!! , esta’3fer allah yaraby 3endy bnaia wa7da o mlaw3a chabdy!!! Lawa3ty chabdy!! “
” BAS!!! Bass!! I DON’T WANNA HEAR A WORD!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!” I yelled and then all of a sudden she was caught off guard and she slapped me very hard on the face.
I can still remember the look in her eyes. I couldn’t tell what she felt, was it fury? Sadness? Regret? Was she crying? I didn’t know and I couldn’t see. I only saw one thing; I saw hatred in my heart for that woman in that very moment.
When she left, I resumed crying, I was crying furiously because everything went wrong, I was helpless and I was sick of “7athy el 3awai”.
After long hours of crying, I started thinking about Terki. If he was worth all this pain im going through, what if mom was right and he was “ege9 3alay” , but I knew that he wasn’t , I knew that he loved me, I felt it.
Then it hit me, I needed to talk to Terki as soon as possible, like NOW.
Shit. There was this problem, my phone wasn’t with me. I thought for a minute and came up with something.
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since this is an r-rated blog ;p .. mala da3i ashra7 shsar after bas entaw 3ad fehmow!Him: ” 7abeebti .. “Me: ” Hmmm .. “Him: ” alarmich le3an 5ayri ! “oh shitt nesayta! i reached for my fone o 6afaitaa .. 3 missed calls min Nour and a msg ..Nour: * Ba…
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Once upon a time, everything about you annoyed me…
You would follow me always. Ever since you opened your eyes into this world i was there. Bigger, wiser, and more experienced. I would complain about you always. and i was told that one day, i will understand that you annoyed me the most because you loved [...]
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***UPDATE***
–Check below–
Dreams?
I know nothing about them!
I would love to get to know them, but they don’t like me very much as they seem to steer away from my blissful slumber for ages now.
And I’m really frustrated!
Why can’t i dream?
Or maybe I do dream, but forget all abt them the moment I wake up?
Listen to this:
A7lahom had this dream of our late grandmother- Allah yer7amha. She said she saw her in a well- lit place, her face was glowing and she was wearing white. But,…. She looked sad :-(
So in the dream A7lahom approched her and asked her:
“Mama, why are you sad? Intay mo bl jannah? “
“Ana bl jannah 7beebti“, she replied with a sad smile. “Bs illy emkaddirny inny ma sheft elrasool. Ana bl daraja el3ishreen o oho wayed foogy… “. She sighed and said: “I need more“.
6ab3un needless to say that my mother upon hearing this, intensified her prayers and sadaqaat for my granny’s soul.
Now why can’t I ever dream of something so deep, so meaningful.
I’m so jealous!!
I’m my granny’s favourite, why didn’t she visit my dream?? :-/
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Oh and the other day, Sweetness was saying how her dreams are very powerful. And she told me about this dream she had where she was sitting with A7lahom at the beach admiring the sunrise when all of a sudden the sky turns black and the sun sinks in the sea again. The waves rise like an angry tornado and suddenly, a huge voice fills the agitated skies “ALLAHO AKBAR, ALLAHO AKBAR“.
So she held tightly to A7lahom and they huddled close and started praying together until all was calm again.
Now that was scary @@
But can you see where i’m going with this, it’s not only that I don’t get to dream, I’m not even included in one!!
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And then, my bestie calls me up… She told me that she saw herself wearing a long green robe, happy and content walking on the clouds towards this big golden gates, only to be blocked by the gate’s keeper. He told her she can’t get through just yet. She has to go back down and fix herself up, tie up some loose ends, before she can cross to the other side!!
Now how deep is that?!!
O ana methel ilkharoof, anam o agoom o wala 7ilm ashooof :-/
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Now finally,
just today,
i woke up remembering a dream :-)
FINALLY!!
hehehehe
Tadro0n 3ad 7alamt ib mino?!!
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GEORGE CLOONEY !!!
Na3am ya3ny?!!!
La, o mino kanat ilba6ala bl film,
3afwan aqsed bl 7ilm ??!!
Ana???
No0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0 !!!
Kanat Katherine Heigl- malat Grey’s anatomy!!
SHAAAAKOO!!
O azeedkom mn il she3er bait,
the dream was in ENGLISH
He was looking at her with adoring eyes, as he was about to kiss her. But she pulls away from his embrace with tears in her eyes.
“What’s wrong? ” he asks her softly.
“I can’t do this” She looks away and heaves herself on the sofa
“But I love you” and he kneels on the floor beside her.
“You deserve someone better” she says between her tears.
O bas.
Salamatkom.
Khallas il7ilm 3la chethee !!!
AY SHY!!
heffffffffffffffffffffff
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This morning, I was just about the check my blog and read comments when I realised that I do remember some dreams !!
I actually even wrote about this crazy dream back in June, the one that almost caused a fight between X and I, but thank God X 6awwafha le :-/
Mo ma3qo0la elnisyaan illy feeny!!
Sij elkobor shain :-(
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Days have passed from the moment 3abdullah was admitted into the hospital, Amna still quite devastated. Each and every minute, of every 24 hours Amna grew closer and closer to 5aled, in the vicinity of deep affection. She would call him every night and…
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Days have passed from the moment 3abdullah was admitted into the hospital, Amna still quite devastated. Each and every minute, of every 24 hours Amna grew closer and closer to 5aled, in the vicinity of deep affection. She would call him every night and…
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We’re best friendsWe’re familyNo, we’re more!We all laugh out loud at the silliest things until our tummies hurtWe swear at each other for no reasonI love it when we go out and make total fools out of ourselvesWe sleep over and steal each others blanke…
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To begin, Tigerlilly…isn’t…online…Fa I couldn’t vent to her :(And Bu Loai is currently at work.Fa I can’t vent to him :(So, kilakoom. You’re here.Fa I’m gonna vent to you.Thanks.1)I’m 19. NINE. TEEN. When I turned 18. EIGHT-TEEN. I should have go…
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…continued
*Yasmeen*
“Hey man, where you at?” Ebrahim said into his phone. “Yeah it’s apartment 1404…ok just ring the bell.”
“Bas beyee begi6 il shai o beyamshee mabe6awil” he told me, as the bell rang and I buzzed his friend …
