Articles Archive for February 2009
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beep beep!! my alarm went on .. it was my first day of jam3a, i was the shy type girl whenever i was around boys, i didnt know how to act around them. That happened to me since was in a private all girls school. I was so nervouse..That day i decided to wear my white Alexander Mcqueen sungress..which looked great against my sunkissed skin color..i also wore my tanned bottega galdiators and decided to leave my naturaly wavey hair fall down against my shoulders.
jawa 7abebty ae u ready for ur fisrt day?” my mom said”
ee mama ya3ne bs khayfa shwaya ..3alabuna awal youm”
bs ashwa noora is gonna be there.”
noora was my best friend we met in middle school…she was realted to me somehow but i didnt figure out how until the last year of 8th grade..noora understanded me like no one ever did..she was truly my other half..my sister i loved her.
i felt my blackberry vibrating in my oversized bag.. it was noora
!!noora: heey jooj
me: heeey noonie 7abebtii
noora: haa wainich..im waiting..tara were gona be late..haha its not highschool anymore
me: haha ee the good days.. yala kane yayah ill be there in 5 min
it took 5 mins for jawa to reach noora’s hows since jawa lived in quortuba and noora in yarmouk.
noora looked so gorg. with her purple dress that commented her curves..and her oversized miumiu bag. her hair was left in a slik ponytail which was amazing. noonie had those eyes that were black with thick eyelashes (mashalla) ;p
noonie: someone looks extra sexy today
me: yes youu!! ;p shazain
noonie: shinsawe ba3ad laziim ..first day of jam3aa .. ann jooj 7ade khayfa
me: ee same here..hehe kila min ahalna ma 3awidona ..we were stuck in an all girls school forever.
noonie: haha yeaah..blame them bs yala hanaat
me: wana go to starbuks to grab some latte’s
noonie: i thought u would never ask..yumm yalaa;p
me: shiftay shlone
we arrived at starbuks we ordered two caramel latte’s skimmed milk we were waiting on our order and there was that guy that was watching me he wore an orange abercrombie hoodie he was tanned with is pearly white teeth an his amazing eyes (mashalla);p he was standing to take his drink..tana7t 3alaih shwaya chan astaw3ib o alif
noora: joj mo china hatha ga3ed ikhiziich
me; haa? ahoo
she ment the orange hoodie guy
me: la la noonie ilthahir ur imagining
we took our orders and when to the car so we can go to the jam3a.. and there i saw him
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I am sorry everyone, I wont be posting for a while, I am hibernating bl shalaih for a week, and then traveling with friends for a week.Please bare with me, I truly am sorry but I feel like I am suffocating and I just need space to breathe away from eve…
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Part VII
Bu Ali came nudged closer to his wife’s womanly frame and proceeded to show signs of waking up. His right hand moved up and down her body, squeezing the pliant flesh beneath her caftan. The more he squeezed, the more pressure he applied and Um Ali knew without opening her eyes what he wanted.
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Me: Jara7y, I should leave.Jara7: Okay 7beebty, I hope things work out between the two of you.I headed over to Badoor’s shalaih, I found him leaning on the railing of the balcony, msra3 ma he took his clothes off, he was in his cotton american eagle sh…
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I’m taking a short break, so sam7oony etha I dont post very often (if I do post at all) in these few coming weeks.I’m very very sorry, bs I’m going through a really tough time, so bear with me.For more details, click here.Will miss you alot =(
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Thank you for your kind words, it meant a lot coming from my readers. I wont be posting anything new, but I will however be keeping my blog.Feel free to ask anything, or if you would like to discuss anything at all I dont mind.Thank you once again.
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Thank you for your kind words, it meant a lot coming from my readers. I wont be posting anything new, but I will however be keeping my blog.Feel free to ask anything, or if you would like to discuss anything at all I dont mind.Thank you once again.
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I am a HUGE fan of the series. I have many read the books over and over too many times. and I usually do not like it when a movie is adapted from a successful book because they sometimes leave thingies out. Important things.
But now? This?
This hideous excuse for a book adaptaion?!
Are you kidding me?
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She froze, she didn’t know what else to do..’he’s Tahani’s fiance, why is he acting all wierd? aren’t they supposed to be in love? isn’t he faithful to her? is he a player? is he really looking at me like that or is he serious? why isn’t he moving.. i need to pass! i’m gonna melt, i’m LITERALLY going to melt’ she thought…
she had a million questions go around in her mind like shooting stars, which she had no answers to.
“um plz 5aled, let me pass” she told him in a strong voice, she didn’t want to be the reason to destroy Tahani’s engagement, whether or not they loved each other..she’s not the kind of girl who broke people up, and broke marriages, she actually hated these things happening to anyone.. she always thought that there are better ways to be happy, even if it means sacrificing for the one u love, any kind of sadness is better than a kind of happiness that is based on someone else’s misery..
He smiled at her, a smile that had meaning, a smile that made her weak, a smile that meant he wanted her. She couldn’t bring herself to think of the reasons that lead him to this, even though it made her happy, still…she tried to block it out.
Maya blushed, and he noticed her blushing, he moved to the side, knowing that he made her blush, and watched her go back to her friends…
he couldn’t stop smiling..
When u see them (5aled and Tahani), you’d think that they’re a match made in heaven!..no one suspects anything, she seems happy, he seems satisfied..but deep down they both know they don’t have that much chemistry between them..
whenever 5aled tries to flirt with Tahani, and tells her how beautiful she looked, she would just look down and turn her head away, making him stop instead of encouraging him to say more…
She didn’t find him sexy, she just accepted him as he was because of his family name and money.
And it seems that the same goes to 5aled.
5aled wanted to get married, and when he saw her getting out of the car, he thought he fell in love, but the night of Tahani’s graduation party, he knew what it really felt like to fall in love..
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I couldn’t believe what just happened to meLamia and Tala were calling me nonstop but I ddnt answer..My mind was just too busy thinking !I grabbed my phone and called h7m7 to try and understand what was going on’ shtabeen ..’ she answered rudely’ shf…
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AlRAYA BALLROOM
today @ 6- 10pm
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tomorrow @ 10 am- 2pm, 5 – 9pm
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Over 100 brands will be participating,
such amazing talents, all special in their own way..
and many of them are my friends :-)
Come and show your support
See you all there ;-*
If you do go there, pls come back here and tell me what you think, what booth you liked best, and if you got to buy anything at all.
Looking forward to your feedback :-*
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A few days back, when I found out I passed 100,000 hits, and no one claimed it bl comments section, I thought ya 7asafaa, khalaaaas… My record has gone with the wind :”(
So you can imagine how happy I was when I checked my email and found this picture:
The lovely Ansam was visitor # 100,000.
Luckily, she had liked how the numbers looked so she took a picture of it and sent it to me- God bless her heart :-)
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Later, that very same day,
I check my email again, and to my utter surprise,
I find this:
Another picture, from an old reader of mine!!
Funny, huh?!
Just a little while back I was afraid I lost this number forever, and now I have TWO ;-D
Oh well,
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get me so excited, im hot, come on so get it, get and ill open my spot for you anytime you want me to so you can act bad, dont hurt me, look sexy, talk dirty, and ill open my spot for you anytime you want me to get me so excited. For some girls it migh…
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Naylah went over to Yousif. To her suprise, he already got her what she wanted. BTW- there were no words to describe how hot he looked. He ditched his usual kandoora ( emariti national dress) and 3a9ama (the qetra wrapped around the head- in Bahrain we…
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You’re probably wondering what happened after I left Terki in that hospital. Well, after I left that hospital I went home right away. Surprisingly, I didn’t shed a single tear, not ONE tear. I was emotionally numb; I didn’t feel anything to the point that I wished my heart would ache so I could feel human again.
As soon as I reached home I sat on the corner sofa in the living room before my mother. She frowned when she saw my face. “jana? Eshfeech?” she said.
” maby atzawaj Terki, I left him” I told her and walked to my room.
When I entered my room, my wedding dress was hanging out on the closet’s door. I brought a mini scissor from my manicure kit and stared at the dress for a while. “im sorry” I ran my fingers over it gently and then I began cutting it off like crazy.
After ten minutes when I saw my six thousand kd wedding dress turned into tiny pieces of fabrics, I sobbed like a baby.
At night my phone beeped. * Sometimes I have to be cruel for the right and wrong reasons. It’s a burden only I will live with* Terki.
I saw my mother crying twice that year, and I knew that she knew that I wasn’t the one who ended it with him. She saw me as a divorced woman and it killed her. I didn’t know what hurt more the fact that I was practically divorced or that my mother was grieving.
I don’t remember my life back then, it was blurry. I remember a few things though; being pathetic, ignoring the outside world, living on the sofa and most importantly, I remember getting gray hairs.
One day I opened my eyes. I had one of those moments of waking dislocation. Where was I? I wondered. It wasn’t my bedroom’s ceiling. Then I turned my head and saw the big plasma TV of the small living room. I must’ve slept while I was watching that series, I thought. Suddenly without even thinking of it I got up with the blanket wrapped around me, and walked to my mother’s room.
” mama, bakkamel derasty”
“9ij?” her face lit up ” ofcourse! Wain tabeen? Bil ba7rain? Nafs farah?”
” no mama, I thought London actually, and since when Farah betkamil bil ba7rain?!”
” 5altich muneera galatly, tgool she’ll quit her job at dewan el mu7asaba o betkamil derasat’ha”
“oh” I really missed my sister Farah, who thought we would lost our friendship at the age of twenty three.
After two months I was ready to leave. Everyone came to say goodbye to me, Farah’s included.
” deeray balich 3la ro7ech o lateg6e3en please” she said.
“You too” I hugged her.
When we pulled away we had tears in our eyes but we pretended that we didn’t cry. I was going to miss her terribly but I needed this so much. I needed to be away from it all.
When I walked into Selfridges for the first time and smelled APREGE LANVIN; his scent in the air, I collapsed. It was very embarrassing but I couldn’t help it, I sat on a chair at fendi’s store and wept. Everyone was looking at me. And then someone came and touched my shoulder “lo sema7tay? Entay kuwaitia?” a soft female’s voice said.
I looked up and saw her familiar face. Her beautiful face was tanner that before, her short blonde hair was longer. She was simply beautiful. ” jana? 9a7?!” she said.
” yes deema” I sniffed. ” hi”
“are you okay?!” she looked concerned.
” not really” I smiled weakly.
Then she helped me to stand up and took me to one of the Cafés upstairs . ” I’ve heard about your um..breakup with Terki , im really sorry ” she said.
” he’s always like that” she said.
” can we please not um talk about him?!”
“sure, sure im sorry” she said and she looked like she meant it.
we talked alot, and I have to admit I really had fun with her. she lived here and she gave me her number and said that I could call her anytime. but I never did.
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25th of july-2007 was the first time I let him in my life again. It was my twenty-four birthday. I was watching TV on bed, when I heard my doorbell’s ringing. I was wearing a tiny agent provocateur night dress, my bones were sticking out beautifully; I had lost tones of weight. I got up from bed, smoothed my fringe with my fingers and my new black hair and opened the door.
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Hey everyone! I posted part 22 (aka I Can Live Without You, Too: Part XXII – Overlapping) with the final three guys. Now all that’s left is the finale, where I reveal who the current bf is. In case you forgot/didn’t catch on – the curren…
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You guyz i’m new in this.. i’m trying to add the blogs i follow into my profile…bass ma3arf shloun ;( if any of u know plz teach me how;(((
Thnxx!!
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