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[31 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on Just Like Me – Part Eight | 0 views]

Note: I’m starting to hate my story and my writing and college is sucking up all my energy. Ok, that was a lie. I would just rather do my nails as I watch America’s Next Top Model cycle 12 than write. Sorry! This story is coming to end soon s…

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[31 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on A Poem : It Is Her | 0 views]

I’d like to dedicate this post with a poem I wrote for my grandmother , who passed away on the 28th of January 2008 . I miss you both . Allah yer7mich oo Ya’3mid rou7ich il janna ya yuma …I love you.Time flies by in the blink of an eyeWords go un-sa…

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[31 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on MiAmor[11] I want you…..more? | 0 views]


UH… I don’t know what I should do.. I mean what .. hu :S?

My mom looked at me puzzled, and thousand thoughts kept running inside my head.
I mean I cant leave him there hanging..
“Daliaa yala binroo7 il bait.. basna shopping 7ag alyom”-M
“uh..uh. ok”-D
*ring ring*
“sh3alamich? Digega uboch bil 5a6… halla ya 3omreeey halla”-M

*Imessaged
I’ll think about it.

I didn’t know what to answer… I mean I’ve never had a boyfriend or any of hal sowalf… u no? and the fact that I like this person AND this person likes me.. is like a huge bombshell dropped unfolded and completely unauthorized.

*Message
3ndch il wakt kila

I had to think about this… it’s a situation that maybe sometime in the future I might regret. I had to be mature about this, and set my mind into it.
I’ve had other guys ask me that question, but I refused. The reason for that, is I didn’t really like them the way they liked me.
But now, I like Jassim the way I think he likes me and more.
You know when you can see the future for like a mili second, and then it just hits you that your living, and your in reality now…
Well I can see him with me… in the future.
I mean, I cant imagine myself without him.
Maybe its just hormones talking but, im the kind of person who sets her mind to things and always has to accomplish them.

“yalla dalia”- my mother squealed breaking my whole imaginary bubble off the knot.

“ok-kaik”-D

We walked back to the car, and drove back home.
After changing into my night wear, and headed to bed… and thought about this for over I don’t know how many hours, I decided to call.
I didn’t want to leave him hanging like a hook, and I didn’t want to lose intouch with him; certainly not.

*dialing..dialing…*
“halla Dalia!”-J
“halla….”-D
“adg 3alaich il7en!”-j
“uh.. laish?”-D
“maby il mokalama itkoon 3alaich yalla 7aboba bye”-J
“byee”-D
*click*
*ringing ringing*
“halla… shta3wa jassim”-D
“ahlain, a7san chithy”-J
“3ala ra7tick, int mo bil duwaniya?”-D
“la 6ila3t imbacher, bacher 3andi game min 9oba7 alla 5air!”-J
“bas it’s a holiday”-D
“eee adri… bas shinsawee hal coach wayed imthari6”-J
“haha ok goodluck”-D
“mashkora….inzain ha fakraty.. wela lail7en time?”-J
“uh..e…bas mo wayed((7ady im lieng)) I don’t know if im capable … ya3ni madry a7is im betraying my family oo madry 7aram”-D ‘chuckled’
“intay walla mara a7d s2alch hal so2al?”-J
“imbala, bas I always rejected. Liana I didn’t like them oo I didn’t see it going anywhere. Bas jassim.. I like you more than a friend oo I cant do anything about it”-D
“ham ana I like you more than a friend…”-J
“bas maybe its for the best we remain friends …”-D
“ma3a benefits”-he laughed
“madry 3an hal sha’3la wallah!!”-D
“inzain hahah sim3eeny…”-J
“sh3indick”-I teased
“ill give you time… mara7 a8a9bich…mara7 I threatn you wella hal sowalf”-J
“laish int you threatened min gabl yaal shai6an!!”-D
“haaaaaaaaa!! Ana shai6an?afaaa”-J
“3adi as2lk so2all… bas moo t3a9ib!! jad jad”-D
“a3rf shra7 tis2leen!”-J
“sh3arfk”-D
“liana agra mo5ch… oo la.. ma 7abait min gabl”-J
“uh.. mo layig 3alaik”I teased
“hahaha.. la la, bas ya3ni gabl ayam il thanawiya.. kan rifije ygoly 3an hathy .. o o madry mino, oo ygoly ‘yoba 3ady il3b ib mo5’hm’ bas la… ana ma kint chithy AGOOLICH YA DALIA ANA SHAAAAAAAAY!!”-He teased back
“ma fahamt ya3ni INTA!! Il 7iLO!!! Ma kan 3andick?? Int bas chithy ga3d itgool 9a7?”-D
“laaa laaa mo bas chithy!! Haha inzaiin aggolich”-J
“HA HA!! Wa a5eeran 6ila3 il 9ij”-D
“kint ya3ni … a7achee hal bnaya… kanat wayed it7ibeny.. bas ib mw8ofy kint bas bal3ab feeha… ya3ni bas chihty.. 5o ayshay”-J
“ok ok kaml”-D
“fa g3dna nit7acha bil telephone… bas ma gitl’ha 3an ay shay… lana a3rf ina mafe waraha shay, ya3ni kina bil thanawiya… shbin sawe fogha fahmatny?”-J
“ee ee KAMIL lat ga6i3”-D
“Yuma Yuma, inzain hahaha…. Fa il mohm bdait a7achy wa7da thanya.. oo lail7en kint ga3d a7aichy hatheech… ya3ni bas y67al6moon ib rasy.. ana kint ag3ad bil zigara oo asma3.. oo bil duwaniya kano ydoogon chinhom bugar… fa chakoony kint ga3d a7acheehom il ithnain ma3a ba3th madry shloon nisait, oo bas zafony oo madry shino … kan sowalif yahal… oo ana kint asma3… ath7ak ib galby, bas min yomha wigaft, lana jad many5ilg sowalf 7ob oo ‘3aram oo madry shino oo ana kint mo ma5th hal mawthoo3 jaaad”-J
“yal 7aywaaan haahahahahahhaa 7aram 3alaik umbay ahahahaahahh wala itha chaikatk imsawe feeny chithy a8ichk”-D
“afaaaaaaaaaaa… la la.. intay sha’3la thanya!”-J
“3abaly ba3ad!!”-D
“inzain oo intay.. mako?”-J
“la2 ana sha6ra”-D
“yalla 6al3ay..!!”-J
“uf uf inzain”-D
“ok … ta3rft 3ala this guy min rifeejty oo kan jaaaaaaad ywanis… oo kan yfham.. bas ma kint agola shay ya3ni any of my secrets ooh al sowalif, liana kint a5af.Fa il mohm 6ilab ra8my oo bidaina nit7acha bil telephone, oo kan ydig 3alay kil ma he breaks up ma3a 7abebta .. .fa yoom galy ina yaby ykoon my bf.. oo ana 6ab33an RAFTHA ya3ni RAFTHA! Oo ohwa y8a9bny.. ooo y8a9bny… oo ana l2 o l2! Fa gal ok 3ayal inkoon friends.. oo 9ij thaliana friends… fa fe yom ri7t ma3a rab3y chee 6al3een wela ma wa3ait ila shifta… oo ana ri7t in5ashait… madry laish, hahaha nisait”-D
“haha inzain”-J
“ee fa.. ba3dain ra7 camp oo bida y7achny min ihnak, oo ana wagaft amasga liana ma abee yfakr iny kint a7iba aw shay… fa lama kan ydig a7gira oo akon 9aka il telephone… fa bida il 7aywan y6al3 esha3at 3any,, iny kint a7iba oo ohwa y7ibny oo madry shloon… fa bas ya3ni wagafna in7achy ba3ath oo haathy ihya….”-D
“gawaad! 7mar… bas zain itsaween… walla ma yswa reputation 3ala sha’3la mafe as5af minha”-J
“oo il7en a7na shg3d insawe jassim hahahaahaha”- I started laughing
“la a7na bil jam3a, hatha ‘3air”-J
“shlon ‘3air ya3ni?”-D
“ya3ni kbar, shfech mo fahma 3lay”-J
“hahah oh ok.. liany ta3bana, shift il sa3a cham?”-D
“la2”-D
“THINTAIN YAL MAYNON”-J
“lat nameen”-J
“haw laish?”-D
“in9aly winam, tara ga3d a8mizllich il7een”-J
“inshala.. oo ana ba3d ahhaah “-D
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i stil don’t know how to work the private thing, as soon as i know ill tell you!
enjoyxx

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[31 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on Ok Ok !! | 27 views]

OK !
I’m not going to stop with the other story. I will continue them both. Everyday a new post from each.

Im so sorry Wallah wa3ad mini i will continue. But for those of you who didnt get to read the whole thing, ask me what you wanna know cause I will start from where I left off.

Wallah y7belkom Im so sorry.. la tz3aloo mini plz. Wallah cuase i thought the story became boring for u guys so i decided to change. But 5ala9 2 stories.

I love u all walla ma twa8a3t kitha :**

I will continue!!

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[30 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on Dear Readers, | 0 views]

Dear Readers,I miss you all alot. Im sorry for not posting in a long time!! But ive been super super busy these days!!Promise i will write a v.long post tomm!Love you all.HUGS And kisses to you all.

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[30 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on Picking Up The Pieces (4) | 0 views]

You guys :( I’m not getting the feedback I used to get 7ag the lostb2amreeka story w im starting to think i suck w u all were just interested in the fact tht its in america w thts why everyone was reading? If it sucks golooli ill stop wasting my time n…

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[27 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on part 35 dedicated to SlouchyPants ;* my new first hehe | 0 views]

NOUFFive minutes later.. I paced around the room, waiting.I was so nervous…. what was I going to say?10 minutes later….where is he?18 minutes later…. ati9il 3alai?19 minutes later…*Dialing F’s #*”Aloo?””Fahad, wainiiik? Your house isn’t that fa…

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[26 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on hope pt.17 | 0 views]

AAAH should i pick up..la2na he seemed angry at me :s aaah stupid stupid jawa ! shlone itgouleen chithe jidam u5oo !! ‘3aba2ee mo 6abee3y..me: a-alooaziz: jawa?me: um..hala aziz..tara..im sor..aziz: la la 3adi i understand !! bs joj kilish ma kan la da…

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My mobile started to ring.
We stopped cuddling each other and got into shape.
“omi”-D
he nodded.
“halla mamaty”-D
“ha 7abebty!! Lail7en your studying?”-mama
“uh ..tawny im5al9a gilt atmasha shway “-D
“uhaa.. inzain 5aleech ihnak ana yayatlich.. “-mama
((crap))I stared at jassim with a worried look and bit my lip.
“inshala, ya3ni yabelch cham digega?”-D
“15”-Mama
“yalla ok ana na6ritich”-D
*clic*
“3asa ma shar?”-J
“omi ra7 tiyee”-D
“uha ok.. uh shloon 3ayal?”-J
“wallah madre..”-D
“5ala9 ana amshee”-J
“not now”-D
“ee ee inshala”-J
now it was his phone ringing
“aloo.na3am?………yal 9aidaÖ kaaak.. ubook ya 7mar”- and so the convo continued…
while I drifted off to forver21. He was standing outside, in the stand.
I picked up a couple of dresses and some funky shirts… that had lame jokes on them.
And headed to the dressing room..
I put on a blue poka dot dress,and examined it on me…
*naah makes me look like a blueberry*
*my phone started to ring
“ya?”-D
“wainich?”-J
“dressing room”-D
“yalla bye”-J
*click*
he came to the dressing room, but not call my name out..cuz obviously everyone would think were crazy.
When I finished trying on the stuff I got, I unlocked the door, and saw him sitiing and busy with his phone.
“ha 5ala9ty?”-J
“yupyup”-D (I winked)
“jassim come, inside”-D
he stood up and headed to me, I closed the door.
“im going to call shireefa now”-D
he gave me this serious look like MIN 9IJICH
“and i donít want to do it alone.. fa”-D
ìkany ma3achî he touched my hand and squeezed it. 
*deed, deed, deed*
by the forth ring  she answered
“halla 7abooba!!”-S
“halla sharoof”-D
“agool dalia ana shiftech ma3a jassim wela ga3d at5ayl?”-S
((jassims face was close to mine, cuz he was trying to itsama3))
“ee”-D
“AHAM SHAY!! Ma hagaitich chithy”-S
“look whos talking ” I mumbld to Jassim.
“la sharoof, kan ga3d ydarisny”-7awalt arag3íha
“y9eer 5air, tara hes mine so if you respect me back off”-S
((I giggled))
Jassim wanted to pee on his pants.
“agool, I respect you enough to do that, but I called you for a reason”-I winked to jassim
“and whats that?”- S
“ma a3tirf feech inich rifejty …fa i5ti9aran.. I donít want to be your friend”-D
and I shut the phone.
Me and jassim kept laughin, he fell on the floor and I fell with him.. only on top of him.
His hands were around my waist.
“why are we laughing? I just lost a friend”- D *giggle*
“madry hahah”-J
—- mama caling
I punched jassim ” sh sh , my mamas calling”
“halla mamitaaa”-D ( he cuddeld me so close, and put his face on my shoulder.)
***CHILLS****
“wainich? 5ams digayg oo o9al avenues”-mama
(( jassim kissed me on my neck.. woah ok!!)) 
I punched him.
“haha mama ok”- D –I was so lost with words.—
“shfeech?shal thi7k?”-Mama
(( he kissed my ears)) and I punched him again
“wala shay mama”-D
(and I mumbled bes to jassim)
“yalla alageech ib debenhams”-M
“okaaay byeee”-D
*click*
 I stood up, and held out my hand to him.
He stood up.
“uff by the way your leaving now”- I stared at him and started to laugh.
“la bacher”-J
“malee8 jassim :) ” i teased
” bye “-J
“byeeeeeeeee”-D
and he hugged me soo tighttt, and I hugged him so tight back. 
“you smell amazing yal zag, im borrowing your calonia”-D [ I said while we were still hugging]
“a36eech yaa, walla yhimich”-J
“bas 3ad, tara f8a9tny”-D
“digega ba3ad”-J
“jassim”-D
“HM?”-j
“tara I sleep if you hug me to much”-D
*mama calling
“OMI GA3D DIG ya 7ilo, bas digega.”-D
“mama ana ib forver 21”-D
“ee ok , kaho jbaly, digega oo ayelich”-M
*clic*
“BARAAAAAAAAAAAA JASSIM BARA”-i laughed. 
“bye”and he pecked my cheecks.
((whats happening to him..?))
and he left, and I left…
My mom and I shopped like crazy. 
And we decided to rest in starbucks.
I missed jassim already, last time I saw him was 5 hours ago :( 
*Imessaged
yo, whats your pretty face doing?
*message
ga3d ashoof koora ma3a il shabab
*Imessaged
oh ok.. i miss you hahaha
*message
walla ana akthar
*imessaged
:* ill leave you to what your doing
*message
Dalia… will you be my girlfriend?

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“inta erfeej u5uy…? Ummm, t3arf wa7ed isma Ri’6a Al-Flani?” I asked, knowing the answer to that already.”ahhaa… fehamt… entay e5ta?””ee..” I giggled, “what are the odds, eh?””ee wallah… i’m supposed to keep a look out for you, is it the first t…

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[22 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on sorry | 0 views]

This is the end of my posts.NO, it didnt end like that.We had so much stuff going on before stepping forward.But i just wanna close my blog, or like… not continue it.sorry.. its nothing personal.p.s. your mean comments is like hell burning my heart.y…

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It’s been three weeks.. Me and my family were doing great.. there was still this void.. I felt lost.. I was lying on my bed when my mum came in .. Mama: mama shfeech mu 3ala ba3thich? Sara: mafeeny shay yuma shfeech? Mama: madre a7isich ib 3alam thany …

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[21 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on 7aflat Rashid Il Majid | 0 views]

Il laila il 7aflaaaaaa!!! wa a5eeran!!!7addiii 7adii mistansa bas lail7een ma 6ila3t!!! ;/As soon as I post this, ba6la3….Bas b’3ait agoolookum 3ashan I’m soo looking forward to it…Oo ba3ad kint bagoolookum ineee 7adii istnast ib the other two 7afl…

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Different leagues i love you more ;* w love your story!!! *sigh*________________________________________Incoming callMahooytyy-Pooh;*If I answered her call I knew I would definately mention 7amad. Whether I want to or not is not related. I have just ne…

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i couldn’t sleep that night, I kept tossing and turning. I just desperately wanted to know… how bad was that Shireefa girl was!
*Imessaged
goodmorning Jassim :) wake up…
and im not calling you
because you’ll hate me (: and
im going to Paul for breakfast iley ib avenues
fa your most welcome

that was at 9, and I knew for sure he would probably reply at like 1?!
I took my books, and my laptop.
I wore my skinny jeans, and a white flowy shirt and wore my black ballet shoes.
I took my keys, and explained to mama that im going to study there.
When I got there, I ordered my coffee from starbucks and went to Pauls.
Kilish mafee i7tiram ;p bas I cant live without their coffee ;p
I opened my laptop, and started typing my essay… and putting sticky notes on my book.
The waiter seemes distracted and hated the fact that I was studying at their place.
But I kept telling him “5 more minutes, im typing the last word!”
*message
7AYATI I miss you..
shda3wa you don’t ask about me
… dalioo hatha yzay oo athab6ich ;] jk jk

[ewww its shirefa ]

*Imessaged
halla 7ayati
sorry walla so much stuff
and intay laish u don’t keep intouch ;p!

[uf. ]

*message
Halla dalia, 9ba7 il 5air ;p
Omy tawha imga3datny 3ashan tabeny ayeblaha
Sha’3la min il jam3iya
Ba3d shway ayeelich

*Imessaged
9ba7 il THUHAR ;p
ok yalla take your time
and shireefa messaged!!

*message
7abeebty .. ana il7een ib avenues
H&M come.. lets get some girl bonding

*message
7igray.

*Imessaged
Shireefa 7ayati walla I cant
Im in avenues now, and im typing my essay

*messag
wain ib avenues

(SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT)

*imessaged
Pauls.. im meeting someone.

*message
ok.. fine… 3ayal… sometime later xx

*imessaged
inshala 7abeebty.

(uff il faka min’ha)

15 minutes later

*message
yaylich il7een…

*Imessaged
ok, bas ana mo ib Pauls.. i6ridony :p

*Message
ana a3ilmhom ;p

he called 5 minutes later
“aloo”- D

“halla, wainich ?”-J

“im trying on cloths in River Island”-D

“uh .. wain alageech ?”-J

“come here!”-D ( as i tried to zip my jeans)

“ma3rf waina, inzain… agolich meet me at Pauls, lana ohwa jidam wayhe”-D

“inshala,but give me a minute”-D

“okaik, bye”-J

I met him in pauls 10 minutes later, cuz a shirt caught my eyes.

“JASSIM!”- I screeched
I saw him sitting and smoking.
He was wearing a purple polo shirt, and grey trackpants(shkla 7ada not in the mood :p). and a hat, but he wore it backwurds, so part of his hair was coming out.

“halla dalia”-he stood up, and put his cigarette in the small bin.extinct.

“5alik ga3d sht3wa”-D

“la la, i7tiram shway shfeech”-he winked

“haha ok,,tabe tamshy wala we sit?”-D

“3al ra7tich”-J

“walk”-D …I gave him the puppy eyes look

“5ala9 WALK it is !”-J

“dalo, 3a6eny jan6itch iley feha laptop!”-J

“la la 5aleha ma3y!”-d

“byinksr thahrch, 3a6eeniyaha”-J

“jassim mo thgeela!!”-D

“3adi, 3a6eny yaha oo ray7eeny”-J

I gave in, and gave it to him.

“JASSIM DISH JASSIM DISH!”-D

“wain wain ??”-J

“zara,, OH OH by the way!! I got you something”-D

“shino haha”-J

“ta3al il dressing room.”
We went in, and into the room.

“ok shoof, hatha it just caught my eyes, and I thought it would look AMAZING 3alaik”-D

“wareeny ya!!!!”-J

“first drum rolls!”-D

“laa!!”-J
“please jassim please!!”-D

“ukh , ok dum dum dum”- he looked upwards
and I started laughingggggggggggggggg!!

“yalla kahoo yal fashill hahah!!”-D

HE OPENED HIS EYES SOOOOOOOO EXTENSIVLY!

It was a power rangers shirt ;]

“laaaaaaaaaa2 laaaaaaaaaa2 magdar!! Ana wallllaaaa mooo 3omry ithnain”-J

“try it,,” as I unlocked the door and stood outside.

“dalia…”-J

“jassim..”-D

and he closed the door.slowly,passing his gloomy face.
SUCCESS!!!

He came out, and I got my bb out.
*click*(picture)

“FOG’HAA?!!!”-J

“haaaaaaahahahahahaha yoou look so cute walla hahahaah”-D

he came close to me, and started pinching my cheecks.
And yes we were in a girls dressing room
And that lady stared at us like we were insane, she stared making calls
Jassim noticed.
And ignored.(he was a bit disappointed)
He went inside and changed.
We went out, and started to talk.
You should have seen the peoples faces…
So dramatic
“Umbay, hathy mnin9ij’ha wain ga3dain?”
I heard people say as we passed by.

We walked to the end of avenues, it was so empty there, we were the only people.
He put his arm around my shoulders, and his face close to mine.
I felt so cuddled
“za3lana?”-J
“wallaw!!it was so fun”-D

*messaged
5osh company! Ma ti3zimony?

His arms cuddled me so hard

“jassim ma giltle 3an shirefa”-D

“ee.. wala hal bint 9ay3a!”-J

“she just messaged me, look”-D

“shino ya3ni, 5osh company? Min 9ij’ha.. goléelaha ma7d 6ilab raych.. 5al tathlif.”-J

he let go of his hand, and i stood infront of him.
“see that’s what I don’t understand,,, weren’t you like friends with her”- I started talking with my hand gestures.

“hadday balich… bas ina il shabab galoley ina shayfeen’ha ib 7aflat wa7d, shes drinking and smoking.. alaho a3laam shitsawe ba3ad! Min 9ijich tabeny ag3ad ma3a hal ashkaal? Kil digega i6arishhly messages I love yyouo oo madry shino, oo aham shay you think artha inich tig3deen ma3a hal ashkal oo ti5tirb sim3tch 3al fathy”-J
I blushed. Ya7laila.
we stood by the stairs.
I stared downstairs.
He rubbed my back.
“madry min wain y6la3on hal ashka’l. wae3, that whore.. sorry 3ala the words. Bas jad, lay mita chithy.. ?y3ni shbe golon 7ag zoj’hm when they get married, I doubt they can even hide it, no one would want them ba3ad.”

“9a7 kalamich…”-J

“haha adri”-D

“za3lty?”-j

“laish.. 5al’ha twaly..hal ashkaal ma ystahloon wa7da nafsy”- I teased

he put his arm on my sholders, and hugged my so hard.
Uf It felt too warm and right… butterflies.. butterflies, and more butterlflies.
”3afya!!”-J

we walked, and I put my hand in his waist. Uf. It just felt right.
But still… that doesn’t mean were a couple right? Were just friends :)

I wasn’t crossing any boundaries.
I guess..

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-Thank you for being there when no body was. -Thank you for putting up with me and my siblings all these years. -Thank you for believing in me, when no body did. -Thank you for lifting me up, when life let me down. -Thank you for picking up the pieces …

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[20 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on Sincere Apologies… Part 9 | 0 views]

Everyday, for the past 3 weeks, M7amad has been calling me. Sometimes, more than often, he’d just call to ‘check and see how I was doing’. Everyday, things got better between us, and so, I decided that today I was going to tell him how I truly felt abo…

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[19 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on 5. Guys night out | 0 views]

“mrs 3azeez?” I looked puzzled”ee, I mean… wait you didn’t know?” he returned the same puzzled look.”Alf alf mabrook! Ya &%$#% ma getli 5a6ib!” I replied with a huge fake grin, trying to hide my true feelings. We hugged. I then looked at Leila st…

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[19 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on part 34 dedicated to Pa7NaSS | 0 views]

NoufI was frozen in my place, I was scared, I wasn’t ready….oo all of a sudden Fahad popped into my head.Fahad, my best friend!!! The person I’ve been through everything with!!!Why isn’t he letting me in his life now?Ooo I realized, I needed him righ…

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[19 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on part 33: dedicated to Finicky hehehe | 0 views]

7adii 7addi asfa 3al ta25eer…. wayid wayid 7oosa these days!! il muhim…. i’ll continue now … love you all ;*** —————————————————————————NoufGimt bil ‘6ihur the next day oo my mind was blank,until…

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[18 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on hope pt.16 | 0 views]

sorry 6awalt 3alaiikum !love u all :*enjoyxoxo..*R_____________________________________________________________I LOOOOOOOVE HIM YA NAS !! am i sick?? i dont know ..am i ? im going crazy over him..the was he cares just drives me C R A Z Y i even have hi…

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[18 Mar 2009 | Comments Off on I feel ME | 0 views]

“People who suffered the most, are those who don’t know what they really want.”– Merideth, Grey’s Anatomy