At Home..
After i got home, i changed into my comfortable sweats and went to eat lunch. While i was eating i couldnt help but think about 3abdula. Hes soo handsome, these mesmorizing hazel eyes and tanned skin, his structured face and muscular body, his perfectly filled lips and smooth black hair, if i had to imagine the perfect guy, i’d imagine him.

Maybe its not just a crush after all, i think im starting to like him. noo noo!! i cant like him, he doesnt like me and never will, he has sara. If i like him then i’ll start loving him, and loving him will just cause me pain and heart ache since hes with another girl.

I finished my lunch so i went to start my homework. At first i was focused on doing my work, but after a few minutes i found my self doodiling and writing 3abdula’s name on my notebooks with hearts around it. I really dont want to like him, why cant i get the fact that he has a girlfriend? I quickly tore the page, scrunched up the paper and threw it.

While i was buzy doing my work 3awaash dar3imat into my room.

3awaash: Waay im so bored!

Me: Ga3da asawee my homework

3awaash: wehh ana 5alaa9t minzimaan

As usual 3awash was doing her daily routine of noisiness, looking through my stuff and itnabiish. Madry shloun bas ilcha7aat the crumbeled up paper in trash can.

3awaash: SOME-ONE IS IN LOVVVEEE

I felt the blood rush into my face and heat started radiating out of my face.

Me: Chuub! im not! he’s just a crush!

3awaash; yeaa suuuree, that explains why you have hearts all around his name..

Me: mm..Maybe i like him just a slight bit

I looked at her with my puppy eyes glittering. My mobile started vibrating

1 message received
i opened it, and the message read;

*yaal bal3aa! malyoun kakaaw haa?*

NOWAAAY!! theres no freakin way the message could be from 3abdula, he doesnt even have my number!

Me: 3AWAASH LI7GAAY! i think im having a heart attaaack! i5thaay my mobile w shoufaay!

She grabbed my mobile and read the message out loud. Her eyes grew wide with excitment.

3awaash: Yallaa reply! what are you waiting for?

My hands were trembiling as i typed the reply

*Sorry i think u have the wrong number*

I figured that was the safest reply, i didnt want him to think that i was expecting anything from him.

1 message recieved

*Ooh, asif! ur not reem?*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA5 GALBY!! ya3ny its him!

*Embala i am, do i no u;s?* ..i replied

Hehe ya3ny ma adry minu..

1 message recieved

*im sure u do..*

UGH! why doesnt he tell me that its him, im starting to doubt that its him..

*Are u expecting me to guess?* ..i replied

1 message recieved

*No not really, Its me 3abdula..i just figured you’ll no it was me min awaal msg*

*Hehe sorry i didnt think of that, umm where’d you get my number from?* ..i replied

1 message recieved

*i have my people;)..*

*Like who? saraa?* i replied

That ought to teach him! Next came something totally unexpected..

Incoming call +96599……

You guys! I’m contemplating being mean and not posting itha you don’t comment, cuz I’m starting to think the story SUCKS! I heart feedback =( fa change my mind! ;p____________________________________________________________I laughed off the sudden chi…

You guys! I’m contemplating being mean and not posting itha you don’t comment, cuz I’m starting to think the story SUCKS! I heart feedback =( fa change my mind! ;p____________________________________________________________I laughed off the sudden chi…

I stand in the shower
and shave my pubic hair
(perhaps it will make me
more sensitive
perhaps it will make me
feel something
when he fucks me)
I stand in the shower
and shave my pubic hair
and cast off
auntie’s remonstrations:
Never shave!
Your hair will come out like barbed wires
thick
coarse
and more plentiful
than before!
She shuddered as
she uttered
her warning with uplifted index
finger
But I continue to shave.
perhaps [...]

LOOOOL 3ad t3arfoony ana lazim atmankar shwaya – basically this is the I LOVE YOUR BLOG award thing – weeee tawny it-thakart il I LOVE YOU bug. Shiiiiiiiitttt zamaaaaan. I remember I was in Uni and me and my friend in5ashaina in the library on campus w…

RawanI looked at the expression on her face, it kept on changing as though she was struggling on the inside, ma tadri shitfakir….”Um, dating?”"Ee..”"Since when?”"I don’t know…” I whispered, well, I did but she doesn’t have to know….”Okay, this is…

RawanI looked at the expression on her face, it kept on changing as though she was struggling on the inside, ma tadri shitfakir….”Um, dating?”"Ee..”"Since when?”"I don’t know…” I whispered, well, I did but she doesn’t have to know….”Okay, this is…

NoufMy heart skipped a beat, my lips turned into a smile, my face glowed, my body warmed, my thoughts ran a mile a minute, all because of those three words. :)I was so excited until I heard Rawan say, “Um, Nouf, tara it’s four in the morning, bigawim o…

NoufMy heart skipped a beat, my lips turned into a smile, my face glowed, my body warmed, my thoughts ran a mile a minute, all because of those three words. :)I was so excited until I heard Rawan say, “Um, Nouf, tara it’s four in the morning, bigawim o…

Rawan”3ala mino ati9il awal?” Nouf interrupted my thoughts… I guess I’ll think about Sa3ad after….And I should tell her about Fahad now, shouldn’t I?”Nouf tara I think you should call Ali and tell him your decision.”"Akeed moo Fahad awal?”"Um, no, …

Rawan”3ala mino ati9il awal?” Nouf interrupted my thoughts… I guess I’ll think about Sa3ad after….And I should tell her about Fahad now, shouldn’t I?”Nouf tara I think you should call Ali and tell him your decision.”"Akeed moo Fahad awal?”"Um, no, …

Sorry people I know it took me awhile to post, it’s just that I just got my results and I’m pretty upset.

Anyway, I hope you like this post! I’m glad more people are reading!!!

Mwaaah;*

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Wednesday, 5.00 pm.

Shahad came over, she opened my closet and started taking out clothes.

Shahad: “Lulu!! What are you going to wear?”

Lulu: “Jeans and a shirt?”

Shahad: “NO! It’s a date! Wear something cute, like a skirt!”

Lulu: “1. I don’t own skirts. 2. NO! 3. I DON’T EVEN LIKE HIM.”

Shahad: “uff! Fine! Wear jeans and a shirt it’s none of my business”

When we got to Mc Donald’s at around 6.00 pm, it was kind of cool, and I didn’t have a jacket, so we had to wait in the cold. Ahmad didn’t arrive yet, so I decided to send him a message asking him where he was.

To: Ahmad

Hey, we’re here where are you?

From: Ahmad

Yalla I’m on my way.

Lulu: “Ahmad is on his way.”

Shahad: “ee okay good!”

 At around 6.30 pm Ahmad came with his friend Adel.

Let me describe Adel, he’s buffed up, kind of short and had a HUGE nose and VERY annoying and aggressive to Girls.

Ahmad was sitting on the bench and he signaled me to come and sit next to him. I was nervous I don’t know why, but I was. You know that feeling? When your heart goes down to your stomach? Yeah, that feeling.

So, I sat down next to him, he put his arm around me. I don’t know why, but I actually liked it, silly little naïve girl, little did I Know what’s going to happen in the future.

You know the feeling I was talking about? That means something bad is going to happen, and every time I have that feeling something bad happens.

Anyway, back to the date.

Ahmad: “so Lulu, talk about yourself.”

Lulu: “What about? You ask and I’ll answer.”

Ahmad and I started talking about our lives, and the feeling went away or I just ignored it.

I started shivering! It was REALLY cold that night! So he put his jacket around me to keep me warm…

He started being romantic and as a 14 year old, I really thought he cared; I was naïve that’s all.

It was around 9.00 pm, when my mom called. So I called Shahad who was with Adel talking. And we went away from the guys and answered her.

Lulu: “ha mama waynek?”

Mom: “Yalla ana jeye! 5 minutes and I’ll be here!”

Lulu: “Okay mama! Yalla bye!”

When my mom arrived, we said goodbye to the guys, and went home…

1 new message.

‘Lulu, I had an amazing time with you, you’re beautiful and so much fun, would you be mine?”

Until next time…

My Dear Readers,

I ctreated this post just to tell you how thankful I’am for you guys reading my blog and enjoying them. I just started out blogging not long ago and have gotten a few followers which Im very happy about. To some it may seem like nothing but to me its something big.

I’ve never blogged before so this is kinda a big deal to me. Hehe i know ma kan feeha da3i for this bs i really wanted to.

Oh and one more thing i wanted to clear up with you. For those of you assuming ini s3odeya into ’3al6aneen, 3ashan i’am kuwaiti… born and half raised there then i came to SA.

Merci once again !

- Susy.Q

I’ve been really excited posting the parts of my story, I hope you guys enjoy reading it as much as I enjoy writing it ;*

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To refresh your memory ;)

.. and headed to the elevators. “Please don’t let me see him” I whispered to myself while waiting for an elevator to stop by our level. DING the elevator reached our floor and its doors opened and it was …

empty ..

Well not empty there was this old American man in it, but I mean no sign of the .. hmm let’s call him the mysterious guy shall we?

“Thank god” I sighed but deep down inside of me I was kind of disappointed.

I reached the lobby and sat on one of the chairs admiring the huge chocolates that were on display. I waited for about 10 minutes and none of my brothers or parents showed up. “Uf shu ha! I woke up early 3al fa’9i!” I muttered to myself and headed to the concierge.

“Hi John how are you” I smiled widely. Everyone always says that I have the widest smile ever. “Hi Ms. X I’m doing fine how are you today?” He smiled back “I’m okay umm .. can I use the reception’s phone to call my brother?” “Sure just one moment” He said.

And then suddenly I heard a deep voice behind me that made my goosebumps jump “Salam 3alaikm”

I quickly turn around and it was .. him.

I stared at him for a moment. Well I couldn’t not stare at him. He was very handsome with perfectly tanned skin, brown-ish hair and light golden hazel eyes. ” SNAP OUT OF IT!” I told myself “Shit he knows I’m Emaratya” I realized “Uff shu asawi? 5alni ast’hbal” I decided.

“Excuse me?” I looked at him with a confused expression “Bs asalem” He smiled devilishly.

“What’s up with this smile” I thought to myself “I don’t understand what you are saying” I smiled back. He looked at me and raised one of his thick shaped sharp eyebrows.

“Uf maybe if I talk italian -I’ve been studying it for a couple of years now- he’ll think that I’m not from any Khaleeji country” “Non capisco che lei dice” (I do not understand what you are saying) in the best accent I can pull off.

He suddenly laughed and said “Spiacente ho pensato lei era arabo! ” (Sorry I thought you were an Arab)

My whole body suddenly froze “He knows Italian?” I asked myself “Lei parla il buono italiano” (You speak good Italian) I finally said with a big awkward smile.

“So. Mia madre è italiana” (I know my mother is Italian) He grinned “Realmente?”(Really?) I was completely shocked “That explains his looks!” I thought to myself.

“No scherzavo! E lei può fermare per fingere di essere italiano so già suoi fratelli” (No I was joking! And you can stop pretending to be italian I already know your brothers) He winked and laughed.

My face completely turned burning red and then sparked with all the colors of the rainbow “Uh .. uh” I did not know what to say, but he was already leaving and his back was facing me.

“HEY!” I screamed and he immediately turned his head around “Non ho mai detto che sia stato italiano!” (I never said I was italian) I glared he burst out laughing I could tell he was amused and then he just ….. walked away.

*Note: My italian is very VERY weak therefore I depended a lot on online italian translation so for the people who do speak fluent italian sorry for the mistakes!

A Lover in Dubai

From that very moment I felt alive again .. I felt the world is a good place again .. I was happy once again ..My baby was back to meAnd there isn’t enough words to describe the way I felt the day he got back to meThere isn’t enough words to descri…

I cant believe she did that. She had no right to do so without consulting me first. I mean i barley know him nor do I even want to. Im still hurting from what happend between me and Boodi… oh sorry I mean 3bdulla. I dont think I’m allowed to call him that anymore. I do, I wanna find love again. I wanna be seriouse this time with someone seriouse and settle down. I mean I’m now 24 soon to be 25, and I cant keep doing this. I want some one… some one perfect, My Mr. Right. Anyways the wedding like i said was in a week and I still didnt buy a dress. I was going to go with Sarah dress shopping since she too hasnt found a dress.

Sarah: Dina how the hell are we supposed to choose from all of these? I mean look at thats black one its elegant yet sexy at the same time. And what about that red one, its so alive and and… i hate weddings.

Me: Haha.. chill ok. You’ve always look gorgouse in black so get something in black but try a diffirent style this time. You always get the same style. Hey look over there at that one shoulder flowy black dress.. since your a little curvy you would look drop dead sexy in it.

Sarah: Yeah why not, it is beautiful. I’ll go try it one, one sec.

Me: Now me. The one I’m wearing is nice. I mean red had always been my color.

I was wearing this red sort of mini dress it was gorgous.. I have no other of explaing it except VA VA VOOM !!

Stranger: It’s beautiful, I think you should take it.

Me: Excuse me?

Stranger: I dont mean to be rude but I noticed you talking to yourself so.

Me: *blushing* Oh you herd me huh?

Stranger: Yeah hehe sorry.

Me: Its ok. So whats a man like you doing in a dress botique?

Stranger: Oh im here with my sister.

Me: Oh..

Stranger: Well I dont wanna keep you, so I’ll be going. See you around.

Me: Bye..

Sarah: Im back, so how do I look?

Me: Its amazing mashallah, take it.

Sarah: You too take the red it suits you perfectley.

Me: Yeah, well apprantley it is “beautiful”

Sarah: I herd you talking to some guy?

Me: Yeah he all of a sudden came over and said that my dress was beautiful.

Sarah: Weird much?

Me: Tell me about it.

So we both got the dresses and headed home.
Late night, so I was all cuddled up in bed trying to sleep but I couldnt. This has been going on with me ever since me and 3bdulla had split. I mean Im fine now. Im over him but Its been really hard for me to fall asleep. I havent sleep well in 3 days. Ive developed bags under my eyes that not even the best creams could get rid of. I needed to get some rest. The wedding was in 4 days and I needed the proper beauty sleep to glow on that day… aside from Hayouna, she will be the queen.

I remember when we were like 16 we used to goof off and enter bridal shops and try on the gowns and she would always look like an angel in white. She was the ideal bride. And me.. hehe well I didnt look bad. Me and the girls would always play pretend weddings. One of us would be the groom and one the bride.

**Incoming call Haya**

Me: Mmmm… aloooo *so cranky*

Haya: Babe listen Im sorry about yesterday wallah I am. Lwsama7ty sam7eny.

Me: E e ok I forgive you wsh d3wa.

Haya: 7beebty its 3 in the afternoon what are you doing still asleep?

Me: I havent slelt well in a whille.

Haya: Im sorry I woke you, go back to sleep.

Me: No its ok, Im supposed to be up anyways. So whats up?

Haya: Well I just called Sarah and she agreed. So now Im going to ask you.

Me: Ask me what?

Haya: I wanna talk to you guys about something important. So I wanna invite you girls out to dinner tonight. At Black and White at 10, do you think you could.

Me: Ofcourse I wouldnt miss it. I’ll see you at then.

Haya: Perfect. I cant wait. Love you, bye 7beebty.

Me: Bye Hayouna.

I had the biggest headach that morning. I felt like I was the drum and someone was just baging the sticks at me. SHAKE IT OFF !! It’s an important night tonight. The three of us havent been out all together to dinner since forever !! I missed it so much !! :’(

After I woke up and got dressed I went to Le Mall to buy something pretty to wear tonight. I hit a new ladies botique called “Aqua”.. weird name I know but had some amazing stuff.
Their accesories were weird but adorable. LOVED ‘EM! their dresses were classy yet hip. LOVED ‘EM! Their shoes were so high and sexy. LOVED ‘EM! :D
I got an orange and baby blue flowy cocktail dress. And matched them up with these gold heels. So funky and beautiful! I was so excited about tonight I couldnt wait.

After I was done I headed to Cofee Bean to relax and enjoy some coffee. I was sitting at the corner table next to the window where I could see the cars driving by. It was cozy and relaxing.

Stranger: Excuse me?

Me: Yes?

Stranger: Your the women who was at the dress botique yesterday right?

Me: Umm… yes and you would be?

Stranger? You dont remember me do you? Your little dress stalker hehe.

Me: Oh right right haha. Ahlan. Sorry.

Stranger: Are you here alone.

Me: Oh yeah.

Stranger: Would you mind if i joined you.

Me: Uhh.. no not at all. Tfathal.

Stranger: So how are you?

Me: I’m good 7mdela o int kfk?

Stranger: Good good.

*After an hour of talking*

Me: Haha yeah I know its so not right.

Stranger: Yeah hahahah.. Anyways you didnt give me your name.

Me: Oh Im sorry, I’m Dina.. Dina AlFlan.

Stranger: Well Dina, Ive really gotta be going now. My sister needs me to pick her up from someplace.

Me: Oh ok well wha—

Stranger: Im sorry I really need to go. I’ll see you later bye.

Me: Ufff.. rude much?

That was kinda rude. He just all of a sudden walked away without giving me his name. Well whatever not gonna let that bother me. Cause tonight is our girls night.
I headed back home Got dressed and met them at the restuarant.

Me: MY GIIIIIIIIRLS !! I MISSED YOU !!

Haya: Missed you more babe !

Sarah: Heeey !!

Me: Ok so now that were all here whats the big new?

Sarah: Your not calling off the wedding are you?

Haya: Haha no way not in a million years!

Me: 6yb yallah spill spill !!

Haya: Well The wedding is in 4 days. And I want to take a little trip with you guys to Sharm el shee5 for 2 nights.. You know sun, tan, beach… so what do say?

Me: YES IT SOUNDS PERFECT! But is Fai9al aware of this?

Haya: Oh yeah yeah he’s fine with it.

Sarah: Well ok then I’m in. When do we leave? Hehe well tonight.

Me/Sarah: TONIGHT !!!

Haya: Yeah at 1 am. So hurry up and eat so we can get home and pack.

Me: But how?

Haya: Fai9al hired us a private jet to take and bring us back. He already book made reservations at the Four Seasons. 3 suits all connected.

Me: OMG AGHH IM SO EXCITED!!

Sarah: Hayouna your a saint !!

Haya: I try.. hehe

When  I reached starbucks, I called him.“BOO!” I screeched. “5ara3teeny!”-he talked back.“ashkara la2”-I pouted.“9idteeny..”-he laughed.“wainick?tara ana bara starbucks!”-D“uhhh..dishay.. ana il7een ma3a rfeejy”-J“ 3ayal lai…