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Why couldn’t I face him? And how dare he disappear for 2 days after what he has done to me! And now with what Sara just said I’m getting more confused!

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Later on that night I was cozying up into my bed full of comfy pillows watching sitcoms on TV when my door bell started ringing. “Yarabi! Ufff!” I complained out loud and walked towards the door. I poked my eyes into the door hole or whatever it’s called and it was someone from the staff. I opened the door immediately “Umm hi?” “Hello Ms. X we have something for you” the woman smiled “You do?” I asked “Yes” and then she took out a long red rose. “I have been asked to deliver this to your room” and she handed me the rose and left. “Wha .. at?” I looked at the rose and there was a small card hanged on it. I opened the card immediately.

Fai,

Please accept my apology for my sister’s childish behavior today. I hope she didn’t insult you in any way she is sometimes out of control and I cant stop it ;)

x

Rashid

I stared blankly at the card. “I should … call lamooy” I said to myself peacefully.

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Lamooy: Chathaba! Fai if you are not falling in love with him tra I AM!
Fai: This is so ..
Lamooy: Romantic?
Fai: I was gonna say weird

RING RING

Fai: Oh I have to close the room’s phone is ringing
Lamoy: Okay bye

I picked it up expecting it to be one of my brothers

Fai: Alooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!
….: Is your voice always man-like on the phone?

I gasped and my mouth literally fell on the ground.

….: Leish sekati? Kenti mt7amsa hahaha
Fai: Rash ..
Rashid: Yes .. hmm does you not being able to continue saying my name mean I take your breathe away?
Fai: ………..
Rashid: Alooo?
Fai: Why are you calling?
Rashid: Did you like my gift?
Fai: It was just a flower ..
Rashid: It wasn’t JUST a flower it was from me!
Fai: May I ask why are you calling again?
Rashid: Because .. I can ..
Fai: That’s childish
Rashid: kaifyyyyyyyyy
Fai: That’s even more childish!
Rashid: 5ala9 bagolch el 9idg
Fai: Sho?
Rashid: Well its gonna sound VERY cheesy but .. I just called because I wanted to hear your voice ..

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A Lover in Dubai

Two weeks had passed and nothing changed we were the perfect couple. Until that incident happened.

Cala: 7abeebi wainik?

Bandar: anaa bil shalaih with a couple of my friends bas ihma radeen right now wana barid bachir il 9ib7 inshala, mali khilg a7dir al7een.

My mom turned out to know his mom and I remember visiting their chalet once a long time ago. It was in Bnaider and mama gave me the directions I told her that I knew his sister and wanted to give her something. I hated lying to my mom but I had to. I wore my green juicy couture tracksuit and headed to his chalet. I found him sitting there in the living room with nothing but his boxers.

He sensed my motion and raised his face

Bandar: Calaa?

Cala: I hope you don’t mind me inviting myself.

Bandar: I’m so sorry one second.. he went to his room and wore a Hollister hoodie with a pair of shorts. Sorry 7abeebti I didn’t know you were coming

Cala: I wanted to make it a surprise and since I knew you were alone I just couldn’t hold myself back, I miss you so much 7abeebi

Bandar came in to me and hugged me.

Bandar: 7abeebti i miss you more I’m sorry i’ve been a bit busy lately but with the work and all, that’s why I’ve been a bit distant. Bas I promise 3umri ina I’m gonna make it up to you

I leaned in to kiss him my lips were longing for his, I just wanted to devour him. I don’t know what came into me it’s the first time I act this way. My lips were ravenous for his.

He pulled back after a couple of seconds,

Bandar: 7abeebti you have to go I can’t allow you to stay at my shalaih what will people say?

What if someone walked in right now or saw your car outside? I don’t want anyone talking about you or your reputation.

Cala: Baby are you expecting someone?

Bandar: la 7abeebti why?

Cala: I don’t know but you don’t seem happy to see me

Bandar smiled: affa now I don’t seem happy to see you?

I just smiled

Bandar: 7abeebti you want me to tell you the truth?

Cala ( i felt that I wasn’t going to like what was going to come out of his mouth but I managed to answer him back): Yes baby of course.

He raised my face

Bandar: look baby this is kind of embarrassing to say.. I mean it when I say that I can’t resist you oo I’m afraid that you do something that you don’t want to do. I don’t want this relationship to be physical and I don’t want to lose you just for a moment of pleasure. Even though when I’m with you every kiss is meaningful, it’s always different so I don’t want you to do something that you don’t want to do.

I was so glad that this was what was worrying him and let out a sigh of relief: 7abeebi I did come to you didn’t I? And I’m sure that you won’t do anything, baby I trust you or else I wouldn’t have come to you.

Bandar: zaain how about you stay now and we watch movies?

Cala: movies sound great

Bandar: zain 7abeebti give me your car keys a36ee il 9ibi 3alashan idashish your car.

He came back in with a smile on his face.. now you little missy come here I missed you so much. I went to him and he pulled me so close to his body and hugged me, he almost crushed my bones but I did not mind it, I wanted it.

Cala: 7abeebi i can’t breathe

Bandar: I’m so sorry baby yalla let’s pick a movie oo I’ll make us some popcorn.

Cala: noo honey how about you pick the movie oo i’ll make us some popcorn.

Bandar: okay baby the kitchen is right there to your left.

I went and decided to fix us some sandwiches too. Their fridge was fully stocked up. I decided to make up my own kharboo6a sandwich, i made some grilled cheese and put it in the microwave and another pair of sandwiches made up of slice cheese, mayo, mustard, tomatoes, lettuce and some pickles. I brought some chili sauce just in case because I knew he liked spicy food.

Not a cliff hanger after all:p

Prrrrr.. prrrrr.. prrrr.. ok I’ve been sitting here for the past hour playing with prrring my lips god when will he wake up. Yeah ok he’s in pain and all but I wanna see my baby. I miss him. You know he’s been sleeping for the past 12 hours, I so dont know how the hell he does it. In the mean time I finished a few episodes from Desperate Housewives.. God I love it! Hmm…. what else? Ohh ohh I went out ALONE to coffee bean for a little bit. And bought me a little pick me up… CHANEL bag.

Hey wait mn zaman I didnt call the girls or tell them anything that happend. Uff im so rude !!

**Dialing the girls// 3 way convo**

Me: Hey bitches did you miss me !

Haya: Hahaaaaaaaaaaa ofcourse we did muwaaaaaaa7 kfk???

Sarah: Denoooooooooooooh weeeeeeenik !! You havent returned any of our calls !!

Me: Looooong story… if you guys are free we could meet up now?

Sarah: Yeah I can… Kareem is still at work anyways, he wont be back till 3.

Haya: Yeah ofcour– Faisal stop it ufff !!

Me: Haha shfeek?

Haya: Ufff he like wants to make out for the fifth time today and its still thohor !

Me: Ohhhh sexaaaay haha

Haya: Agool bs .. la ykthar haa!

Sarah: Yalla where?

Me: Bolese?

Haya/Sarah: Ok

*After I told them about what happend*

Sarah: Wow 7beebty I’m so sorry, bs 7mdela your ok **hugged me**

Haya: 8lbi I love you and Good everything between you and M7md are ok **hugged me**

Sarah: Awwwwww the girls are back.

Haya: Shut up we never left !!

Sarah: Wohoaaaa..!! PMS much?

Haya: Uffff sorry.. he’s just pissing me off today since we woke up.

Me: Meen?

Haya: Meen? The PERVO, meen fe ’3ero !

Me: Why are you so pissed at him he just wants to be with you.

Haya: Yeah be with me as in get me into bed every minute… oh my god why cant we be together watching a movie, or be together at the mall… all he seems to wanna do it make out! Ok im cool with it but not every god damn minute.

Sarah: Okaaaaay… are we ready to order.

Me: Excuse me.. three lemon mint please.

Haya: Uffff walla I dont know what to do.

Me: Talk to him, tell him how you feel.

Haya: Hell no !! The only thing he’ll say is a7san bkefik fine then dont kiss me dont na na na nanananan !!

Me: Childish much?

Haya: Bitch much !

Me: Ok… seriosuely Hayouna I love you and all babe.. but try to controle yourself. Its your problem not ours so go fix it then call us.

Sarah: Yeah babe we dont wanna deal with your drama… you tend to be a bitch.

Haya: Ohhh fine fine.. have it your way. Buh bye !!

Me: Wow…

Sarah: Yup..

Me: So what else?

Sarah: Dont get mad.. I told Haya since you kinda werent with us and…

Me: WHAT !

Sarah: He purposed !

Me: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OHHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD AAHHHHHHHHHHH MABROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK !!!

Sarah: SHHHHH shut the hell up and sit down your crazy!

Me: Haha sorry but im so happy for you,when is it?

Sarah: Hmm.. still haven totaly decided a77m a77m.. 2 weeks… a77m

Me: Beg your pardon?

Sarah: Hehehehehehhehehe

Me: Your kidding right?

Sarah: Well we just want a small wedding. Just family and two or three of our close friends. You know me I never really was a fan of the whole big charads.

Me: Well ok then… mabrook 7beebty.

I kissed Sarah and we had lunch together. I kept talking about M7md constantley and she kept talk about Kareem. We were both so head over heels ! OMG shit 7mood!!

I excused my self and headed back to his… oops hehe our house :D

7mood: Hey baby wehere have you been, I had to sponge bath myself.. sniff sniff

Me: Haha ya 7ayati shoo 7aram.. i was out with the girls for a bit.

7mood: Aha 6yb yallah come and gimme a bath.

Me: Dude you already gave yourself one.

7mood: Yes… but I couldnt scrub my whole back it was painful. *giving me those puting gorgous lips*

Me: Alright fine. Yallah up we go soldier.

We went up stairs and into the bathroom. And no he wasnt toaly naked, just wearing his swim shorts. He looked so hot with those amazing abs and tan. Wow and thats all mine.
The doctor said not alot of movement.. but I didnt get the spunge bath I mean it he wasnt that injured but whatever to see that beautiful smile.
I filled up half the tub and he got in. I pulled over a chair I got from the my bedroom and sat down and started filling the sponge with water and starting rubbing him so gently all over his back. Ya 7ayati he looked so peacful and sexy at the same time. I think thats the first time someone could actually be both at the same time haha.

He looked at me and out of no where pulled me into the tub !! I tried to get out but he kept pulling me back in. He kept tickeling me and that is my weakness. I hate tickles… hate em to death! I laughed so hard that I accidentley hit my head on the shower. He stopped tickeling me and pulled me closer to him and kissed my head. Then for the couple of seconds we just gazed into eachothers eyes..getting closer and closer until out lips met. He kissed me ever so passionatley and lovingly. I think that was the first time that we’ve ever kissed like that. The heat was rising. It was like a movie. We were wet. My shirt became see through, so he could actually see my purple bra hehe.. I love purple.

I was surprised he didnt try anything forward. He just simply kissed me a few times then we helped ourselves out of the tub. He was a gentel man. He could have taken advantage of me at any given point, but he just kissed me thats it! I mean not that I wanted him to go further than a kiss, Ive always said that I’d have sex only when im married not before. And thats something I plan to keep, no matter how much the temptaion got higher. I loved him even more for acting the way he did.

We dryed our selves off and got changed and went downstairs to eat. It was still 6:30 PM so we just made a bowl of pop corn and watched Desperate Housewives. I so wanted to continue it, I was at the episode where after the Tornado strikes. (sorry guys if I spoiled it to anyone :*** )

Twenty minutes into the episode had passed till someone at the door knocked. Ufff knt marra mit7amsa!

I opend the door, and I saw two ladies. One with two transparent bags with fabrics inside them. And the other with a few some what I think magazines in her hand. I was confused.

” 7mood whats going on? “

” Surprise baby! “

I sent the message, and thats when i realized 3awaash was still in my room. She had been silient the whole time just listening to our conversation. i felt kind of embarressed that a guy like him had such a strong impact on me and nearly made me cry. She looked at me with her hazel eyes wide open. I had nothing to tell her or anything to explain, she heard it all her self. I just looked back at her.

It felt kind of wierd just staring at my sisters face, so i got off of the bed to go wash my face with cold water.

When i came back 3awaash was still sitting on my bed.

3awash: Entaay min9ijiich?

Me: Shinu?

3awash: Walaa reema i was just waiting for you to cry 3ashaan a9ikiich 6raag. ma9arliich 3 days it3arfeen el walaad and already hes broken your heart. Its not his fault, he doesnt even now you like him, he thinks you see him as a friend. uhwa masawa shay ghalaa6..

Me: Embalaa he did!

3awaash: Tell me shsawaa?

I thought about what she said for a second, and to tell you the truth..shes right. Since he sees me as a friend, he didnt say what he said as a way to hurt me or anything.

Me: mm..9aa7 kalamiich. bas still mabee akalma, hes rude

3awash: kaifiich..a7san ba3aad

At that moment my mobile started to vibrate

1 message recieved

+96599…

Laish? shsawait?

5:45pm

i looked at 3awaash in a “shagoul?” look. She smilied..

3awaash: Mu giltaay matabeen itkalmeena? 5alaa9 3ayaal..

I ignored the message and continued doing my homework.

1 message recieved

+96599…

????

5:48pm

UGH! shyabee? he doesnt get ina i dont want to talk to him? and i think the message i sent him is enough to explain everything, my fingers slowly crept to my mobile to reply to his message, but as soon as i realized what i was doing i quickly switched off my mobile.

I figured i should take a little nap, today has been full of drama and had a rollercoaster of emotions..

The next day..

i woke up to the sound of my deafining alarm. i seriously have to change it. mahee 7ala kilyoum it scares the crap out of me.

i showered and changed into my uniform, put some lotion ,sprayed some perfume, grabbed my bag and mobile and left. In the car i switched on my mobile, to tell you the truth i expected like 50 messages from 3abdula..but to my disappointment i only recieved 1.

1 message recieved

+96599..

latrideen kaifiich, bas i just wanted you to now that it wasnt me bil fone..

11:03pm

How can it not be him? ya3ny who else? well theres only 1 way to find out..

message sent

+96599…

what do you mean?;s

6:31am

7adaa mu wagta..i have enough on my mind including 2 tests and 1 quiz that i didnt study for w ana mu nag9a i think about 3abdula.

Since i didnt expect any messages from 3abdula soon, i shoved my mobile into my pocket, opened my chemistry binder and started studying.

When i got to school, most of my friends were already there. I said goodmorning and started catching up on the latest gossip. i noticed a black haired girl sitting alone and staring at me from a distance, she had straight hair and white -almost transparent- skin, ive seen her a few times in the corridors but never really paid any attention to her.

Ksaraat 5a6ry, she looked very lonley so i smiled to her. Suddenly, without smiling back, she got up and started heading towards me.

He released his hands and stepped away. He was moving farther and farther.
I didn’t know what was wrong with him so I just stood there staring blankly at him without moving, without breathing. What? Is he gonna leave me or what exactly? I did not wanna cry even though I don’t know how far I can fight the tears back.

Then I saw him heading back in a strode, he knew his direction, he was heading back to me, pacing faster by the step and running when he reached really close.

Bandar: 7abeebti I’m so sorry i know i’ve been acting so stupid and weird lately but I don’t know what gets over me when I’m around you, its like I cant control myself and I don’t want to do anything that might ruin what we have, I care for you too much to do that.

Cala (i can’t stop myself, he is the epitome of sexiness, I cant, I have to kiss him, I leaned and and lightly placed my eager lips on his perfectly heart shaped lips)

He was still talking and my action caught him off guard. My move was obviously imperceptible to him. At first, he stood there trying to absorb what I did, he then took the lead. This was my first kiss, filled with passion and love.
He pulled me closer to him and slowly tugged on my lower lip, as I slowly sucked on his upper lip, I then lightly swirled my tongue against his lower lip, and then we parted. He kissed me again but I did not move it was just a lip on lip kiss filled with intensity.

Bandar: 7abeebti i love you. I know it’s too soon but I can’t control my feelings, this isn’t a game to me I want you, I want you to be mine for eternity. ( I hope this won’t creep her out)

Cala ( Loving him was definitely not a moot point, I remained silent, I did not want to ruin what we had just by saying I love you I was certain that I did love him but this is too fast only time could determine our relationship and if what we had was love or just lust)

He just smiled a smile indicating that he’s not expecting anything from me so I flashed back a smile of gratitude to him. The walk back was silent. He had his arms around my waist as I rested my face on his chest. His cologne was just sensational. I inhaled in his cologne trying to capture it before it was time for him to let me go.

He took me to my car at Starbucks and followed me home. He drove away after making sure that I entered my house safely. I went up to my room and took a nice long shower, jumped into my pjs and I saw a missed call from an unknown number. I left my bb on the charger and sat down stairs with my parents. It was 12 so I decided to call it a night.

I went up to my room and saw 3 missed calls from the same unknown number and a message.

“Cala please call me whenever you see this, my mobile tha3. Jilan”

I called instantly after knowing it was Jilan. But to my utter dismay a manly voice answered.

“Aloo”

Cala: sorry mumkin akalim Jilan?

“laa mu mumkin min ma3aay”

Cala: oh 5ala9 ok sorry il nimra ghala6

Ta3alaaay ta3aaalaay Calaaa don’t hang up

Cala: Bandaar?

He was cracking from laughter.

Bandar: ee ya 3yoon Bandaar I told you I’m gonna get your number

Cala: But how?

Bandar: you see.. when you went to the restroom at Starbucks you forgot your cell phone so I decided to dial my own number oo bas.

Cala: ahaa yaal shaai6aaan

Bandar: ti3ashaitay 3umri?

Cala: aaaah eee 7abeebi how about you?

Bandar: salaamtich min il aaah… yeah baby ta3ashait oo now I’m having dessert.

Cala: bil 3aafya.. what is your dessert?

Bandar: you

Cala: Bandaaar

I heard a knock on his room

Bandar: Tfathaal

“Bandaar sir wants you downstairs”

Bandar: ok Anne tell him I’m coming right now

Bandar: 3umri.. ibooy yabeeni shwaya ashouf what he wants oo I’ll get back to you. ok baby?

Cala: yeah baby take your time.. yala go see what he wants
(he’s incredibly sweet)

I haven’t heard from Bandar for more than an hour so I guess I just fell asleep.

I felt my phone vibrating

Cala: hmm

Bandar: namaat 7abeebti?

Cala: mm

Bandar: khala9 baby I’m so sorry go sleep and wake me up lmn itgomen

Cala: mm ok

I heard him laugh at my groggy voice but once I closed the phone I couldn’t sleep anymore 6arat 3ani il noma. I kept rolling and rolling for a half hour. That’s it I’m calling him, he woke me up now let him handle the results.
Now his voice was groggy.

Cala: baaby goom maa feeni il noma thanks to you

Bandar: haaa baaby what’s wrong?

Cala: Nothing’s wrong bas int gawamtni oo 6ayart 3ani il noma fa now it’s my turn to ruin your beauty sleep.

Bandar: mm

I screamed in a high pitched trill: Bandaaar wake up wake up wake up

Bandar: kaa kaa I’m up yal 7ananaa

Cala: haha a7san ma7ad galik to wake me up.

Bandar: sorry 3umri. bas ibooy kaan yabeeni ib mawthoo3 ib 5i9oo9 il sharika and all.

Cala: noo worries 7abeebi. Bandoori tell me all about you, yourself and your family

Bandar: hmm what do you wanna know?

Cala: All about you

Bandar: ok u sure lich 5ilg?

Cala: ee galbi or else I wouldn’t have asked you

He told me all about his childhood and his family. Bima3na il kilma ihwa RAYAL. He’s so caring towards his sister and his younger brother. He has an older brother but he’s studying in the States so basically he’s handling all the work and taking care of his father’s company and all of his family’s needs. We chatted for hours. He was a really decent guy oo kan yikbar ib 3aini by the second. He was never the player kind even though he mentioned that many girls flirted with him back at high school . He did have a girlfriend that he broke up with because he said that she did not suit him or his family lifestyle. She was too liberal and hung out a lot with many guys. We chatted for another hour and that’s when I felt sleepy again.

Two weeks had passed and nothing changed we were the perfect couple. Until that incident happened.

Here’s an EXTRA long part for all those who read. Recently been busy with uni, and no inspiration whatsoever! I even contemplated deleting this blog, and I’m still playin’ around with that thought. 4 followers…love ya chickitas(K) Aiight..new rule: depending on the number of comments I get *whaat? Feedback has always been crucial to any writer!(A):P* I’ll either discontinue this blog, orrr..take my very own precious time in givin’ you the posts!(A) The choice lies in your hands, dear readers (K) Happy Readin’!

3aisha was right; she faced hell when she came home. Thankfully, 5aleel hadn’t told anyone about her mishap, but her father always found one thing or the other to grill her for. Usually, Sulaiman would be her safe haven at times like this, but now…she had no one. When she couldn’t take any more cynical criticism, she excused herself and went up to her room, only to find 5aleel there, waiting for her. ‘Finally…rj3et eshay5a elli ferret telefonha fiz zibala..weyn 3aysheen? Tet7rain enti princess w ubooch 3ndeh some sort of overflowing bank account?!’ ‘5aleel, not now…not again…PLEASE! Lat3awwerli rasy, w low you have nothing good to say to me, please leave me alone! I wonder why I even came back home…I was better off outside!’ She sat on the edge of her bed, and fiddled with her old phone. Maybe, it was a good thing that her phone broke; it had too many memories. ‘Yeah, 5alleech with this phone for now; maybe then you’ll begin to realize the value of all the things you have. Money doesn’t grow on trees you know, and that whole money plant thing…I’m sure the guy who named the plant had just smoked a rejuvenating joint!’ 3aisha looked at him angrily, ‘Awel shay, latfelsef 3lay- you’re the one who keeps takin’ money from Ubooyeh kilyoum, enzain? Mageltlek shay youm shrait telefonek, wel desktop el5ayes elli 3ndek fel dorms..haiiih…w shrayek 3en all that 5raabee6 you take before and after work-outs? La la..of course that’s not ‘esraaf’, ha?! Pleease…engele3!’

3aisha knew she’d get into trouble for talking to him in such a way, but she really didn’t give a damn anymore. Screw his self-dignity, and ego to hell. He loves hearing the sound of his own voice SO MUCH that he won’t shut up and listen to what REALLY happened. Who the hell would go around throwing perfectly usable cell phones in the trash for no reason?! ‘Who the hell do you think you’re speaking to? Your younger brother?’ 5aleel got up and pointed his finger menacingly in front of 3aisha’s face. ‘Just because I’m tolerant and take your bullshit, doesn’t allow you to be disrespectful to me..do I make myself clear?’ He was talking in that unbelievably maddening tone that sent 3aisha’s blood pressure soaring high. That deliberately calm voice – barely a whisper, to prove his point – the unmistakable sneer, and his fists balled up by his sides, ever-ready to knock the life out of someone. 3aisha chose to maintain silence at that point, and she knew he’d get angrier. ‘Hello, I’m talking to you…lost your voice? You might be able to get away with that rotten attitude of yours elsewhere, but if you think I will just let it go, you’re mistaken…NEVER EVER RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME AGAIN!’ Saying that, he stormed out of the room, and 3aisha locked the door behind him. Whatever composure she’d had left her side, as she slid down against the door, tears flowing freely again.

‘Ezger e5tek, 5aleel…shfeeha? Sm3tkm wana yalsa fe9ala…5ayr?’ she heard her Mom say. ‘Ummi, 6ale3 wiya erb3, w bt2a5er shway…Salam 3lykm..’ 7ywaaaan, Allah ysam7h! Chenna masm3 kelma! …‘3wooshii, b6ly elbab, mama..shfeech 7yati?’ Shit. ‘Fdaitich mama, wela shay…aba arged a7een..t3bana..te9b7een 3la 5ayr!’ ‘7beebty, sho…yalsa 3dal elbab? B6ly elbab gabl la azger ubooch!’ Yep…that’s annoyance all right. I shouldn’t have tried the whole talking behind closed doors thing with her – it never works. 3aisha got up slowly, and unlocked the door. ‘I’m fine, and there’s nothing wrong…and my eyes are red because I need sleep. See? Alive. Now if you’ll excuse me..’ 3aisha knew it would backfire on her the minute she tried, but nevertheless, she took the chance. ‘Turn aro…OH MY GOD! Sho yalsa tsawween ef 3mrech?!’ her Mom screamed. ‘Huh?..whaa..?’ and then she saw it: blood. On her hands. What the…?! where did THIS come from? She looked at her hands in confusion, and then saw the aftermath of her involuntary nail-biting. Strangely enough, she had stopped ever since Sulaiman came into her life. But I guess since he’s gone, my nails don’t deserve to stay either. ‘Are you sick in the head?! Shfeech yalsa ef ‘3rftech biting your nails? W mb chennich wedderti this disgusting habit?! Aba3ref A7EEN..sho9ar beynich w beyn u5ooch?!’ Was there an end to all this pain? The love of her life conveniently dumped her; she nearly rammed into a car and broke her phone in the process, and if that wasn’t enough, she’d just fought with her brother. Now, this. Someone wake me up from this nightmare before I put myself to sleep…PERMANENTLY. ‘Wela shay, mamaty…uni is getting stressful – that’s all..and cuz of that, I have no control 3ela a39aby, w 5aleel just got me at a wrong time. Lat7ateen fdaitich…w lat5breen ubooyeh,t3rfeen it’ll just give him an excuse to pick up another full-blown fight.’ Her Mom’s expression changed into one that pained 3aisha immensely; one of confusion and sadness. She couldn’t hold back her tears any longer, so she hugged her mother to hide them from her. Get a grip on yourself, girl. Ednya ma teswa..Sulaiman is probably out having the time of his life with his friends while you’re breaking down over him.Chalb..mayestahlch ho…wla..enti elli matstahleeneh..

After the whole drama with her mother, 3aisha decided to keep the phone thing a secret for a while. It would only result in more lectures about her carelessness, and that would just result in more heartache. Thankfully, she salvaged her SIM card and memory card, but she doubted either of them would work. Maybe the SIM, but definitely not the memory card. It was worth a try; she had a whole lot of pictures she’d been too lazy to transfer to her laptop on it. As her phone switched on, her thoughts took over her mind, and memories of her last call with Sulaiman turned the waterworks on again.

A: Hala walla, 7beeby..esalam 3lykm

S: Ahlain, w3lykm as salam wr r7maa

A: How’s my favorite man?

S: Fine, you?

A: I’m OK al7mdella…madam I have you in my life..

S: Yeah, OK..good..listen, I want more pictures

A: Wow…OK…you’re being direct today..

S: Yeah, cuz I’ve sent you so many, but received only 3 or 4

A: OK OK *laughs nervously* I meant to email them to ya, bes you know me…too lazy to transfer!

S: Laaa..I want those pix in my inbox by night, or you’ll regret it

A: Right, whatever..they’ll be there and you know it…

S: Good, OK..b5alleech a7een – out with the guys

A: Ma3es…*call disconnected*

For some time now, his calls were very direct, and to the point. OK…who am I kidding? They were ALWAYS like that, unless he had something bothering him, or he wanted something. He wasn’t the loving and caring person she’d fallen in love with; this person was stiff and…arrogant. He had become irritable, bossy, and hurtful, but she had always dismissed it, and labeled it as ‘stress’. Her friends used to tell her this wasn’t love; it was abuse. Love wasn’t meant to cause such irreversible damage. When she’d bring up the sweet things he’d do for her in the beginning, they’d say she was his challenge. He had to lure her in, and it required sweetening things up a little bit. Has he been cheating on me all along? Why would he do this to me…he promised he’d take care of me. He knows what I’ve gone through, and he promised he wouldn’t ever hurt me. Why would he want my pictures if he was planning to leave me? 3aisha didn’t notice the phone calls she’d missed, and the messages that had come through. She was heart-broken, and her life was just a blur. He’d come into her life and changed it for the better, and then…he just ripped her heart and soul, and walked away. When she tried to find out what was wrong, she’d always get the same reply, ‘I’m not the same person anymore, just stay away from me until I’m stable.’ Days would go by, and he’d not do as much as reply back to her messages or emails. She’d be worried sick about him, and then he’d come around and say things like, ‘I’m not good enough for you’ or ‘I hope you find a better guy’. Why did she allow this to happen? What had he done to her? She was so blindly in love with him, that she didn’t notice all the signs of refusal. He finally came out with it and said it via a single-lined email, ‘GET OUTTA MY LIFE!’. So, why was she still going crazy over him? Let’s face it, things were only good for the first few months; when you found out he had been lying, and possibly, cheating on you, you let it go. You only asked for a confrontation later on, and he backed out. Your stupidity and naivety lead you to this, and now you sit and cry for him like a total loser. Had she really been in an abusive relationship? Thank God he never laid a finger on her, but the mental abuse was just as bad. Why had she fallen for this monster in disguise? What had he done to her, and…WHY? If it took her eternity to find out why he did this to her, she’d do everything it would take to get down to the bottom of it.

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5aleel

‘Ya5i, shfeeh hatha?! Mayred 3lay!’ 5aleel threw his phone away in annoyance. ‘6rshleh message, w ho bydiglek..maybe he’s busy’ said 5alfan. ‘5alloof, degleh w choof low ho byridlek.’ 5aleel was getting really irritated with the way Sulaiman was behaving. He had been avoiding him for the past four months or so, but never wanted to admit it. ‘Leo, had a39abek awel shay…you’re acting like 3aloya does when she’s PMS’ing, man..and THAT ain’t good!’ 5alfan was the ‘funny man’ amongst the guys, and also 5aleel’s best friend since childhood. 3alya was 5alfan’s childhood sweetheart, who – he strongly believed – would be his wife someday. ‘Ma mink faydeh, 5alfan..5alleek wiya elplaystation malek..36ni telefonek!’ 5alfan threw his phone at him, not bothering to argue any further; he couldn’t lose this race, or he’d lose big money…and nothing in the world could come between him and his ‘babies’, not even a PMS’ing 5aleel.

‘Cheft ya zeg? He’s probably busy, w you’re gettin’ your pretty panties in a twist for nothing!’ 5aleel slapped 5alfan on the back of his head, and was about to cancel the call, when he heard ‘Hala walla yel ‘3aly!’ 5alfan’s eyes widened as he muttered ‘oh shiiit’, and looked at a very angry 5aleel. ‘Laysh matred 3lay, ya Sulaiman? Shaklek wayed mash’3ool…ma3ndek wegt 7atta l’rb3k, ha?’ Nothing surprised 5alfan as much as the way 5aleel could keep his cool. He stared at him, mouth agape; a few minutes ago he sounded like he’d bring the house down, and now he was talking to Sulaiman like nothing ever happened! From the looks of it, Sulaiman was trying to squirm out of the tight spot he’d got himself into, and 5aleel wasn’t buying it. His steel coldness was well-known, and it was a deadlier weapon than anger. In fact, 5alfan was the only friend who knew that 5aleel could actually blow his top off; he’d maintain this bewildering calm in front of people outside. He’d always say ‘your anger brings great satisfaction to your opponent; he knows that he has successfully weakened you, wired you up, and laid the foundation for manipulation.’ After a few minutes, 5aleel politely turned down what seemed like a feeble attempt of reconciliation on Sulaiman’s behalf, ended the call, and then threw the phone at 5alfan.

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3aisha

3aisha was reading through all their old emails and crying endlessly. Nothing hurt like his spiteful words did; she’d never felt such agonizing pain EVER in her ENTIRE life. She noticed how he started changing within a few months after they became an ‘item’. Why didn’t I ever see this before? Could it have saved me from this heartache? His first few emails were full of love and concern, then they started getting more general, and it was like he had avoided all the mushy things she had stupidly written in her state of naivety. Why did I let him mistreat me like this…oh my God!

‘I fought with your brother again today; he thinks he’s a Mr. Know-it-all. He can never beat me in an argument, yet he always tries his best to.’

But that’s not what shocked her, it was this:

‘I know, he sometimes acts like this hotshot who thinks he knows everything. It also gets on my nerves sometimes, but usually..I let it go. He’s got a full-blown ego, and this sense of pride. He’ll fight with you even though he knows he’s wrong, and you’re right. LOL, I’m sure he’ll never be able to beat you in any..you’s the man (H) and what’s best is..you’s MY man’ ;)(K)

Her eyes welled up with fresh tears…tears that did not flow for Sulaiman this time, but instead…tears that flowed out of shame. She put down her own blood for this bastard who only thought of her as a game, a CHALLENGE. ‘Blood is thicker than water’ she whispered, as she read the passage over and over again. How could she stoop down SO LOW? She dissed her own family for the sake of a STRANGER? You deserved what you got, you stupid bitch! How could she be SO BLIND? She quickly got up and dialed 5aleel’s number; there was NO WAY she’d go another second without talking to him.

K: What?

A: Salam 3lykm

K: W3lykm as salam, look I’m in the middle of somethin’ right now and can’t…

A: I’m sorry

K: What?

A: I’m really VERY sorry *voice breaks*

K: 3woosh, not now…I’m busy…

A: 5aleel, please talk to me…I’m so very sorry for everything I’ve said to you…you’re the best bro anyone could ever have, man…walla…ma astahelkm…I have a caring & loving family, yet..*starts crying*

K: 3aisha, we’ll talk when I get home

A: Just..please…don’t be mad at me..

K: OK..we’ll continue this when I come home, 3woosh

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Malak

She was so worried about 3aisha’s state, Malak didn’t notice what A7mad was saying to her. ‘…7beeeeebtyy, you’re not payin’ attention as usual!’ A7mad complained. She winced, and sighed frustratedly, ‘7amadooh shesawi? Yennenet elbnayyeh..! It’s been FOUR years since that asshole left her, welyoum, dgaitlha w t3ref shgaletli? HE DUMPED ME!’ ‘Shma3na? She’s seeing someone new now, w he dumped her?’ A7mad looked so genuinely confused yet concerned, that Malak felt like leaning over and kissing him senseless. Woman, focus on 3yoosh…she needs ya more than he needs kisses! ‘La A7madooh, you can be soo unbelievably cute, sometimes…!’ she smirked at her man. ‘Y3niiii, she’s back to reading his old emails again. I told her to delete them, but she said she needs them in case he tries to take her down. T5ayel…he’s threatened her a few times, w I saw the emails with my very own eyes!’ A7mad couldn’t imagine why the hell anyone would want to hurt a girl as perfect as 3aisha. Although he’d never seen her, they’d spoken on the phone a couple of times, and he’d heard endlessly about her from Malak. Sometimes, he even felt jealous because she’d talk nonstop about how great 3aisha was! ‘Geltlich, 36eeni 3nwaneh, ow 3el a8el rgmeh…so I can talk to him and set him straight! He plays banaat en nas like they’re useless toys!weyn er rjooleh?!’ Malak didn’t reply to that. The truth was, she wanted to send A7mad to Sulaiman, but 3aisha had made her promise she’d never do such a thing. She also made her promise that she’d never tell A7mad about how he treated her, but that was something Malak just couldn’t keep from her fiancé…well technically, husband. They were just waiting for him to land a proper job, because he wanted to make sure their Big Day was special, but they’d gone through with the melcha right after he had graduated. ‘Rmst 5alty w geltlha ena therapy might help 3aisha, w she went into a state of shock. She started asking me all sorts of questions, w at that point I felt so very helpless, ya A7mad. Tra kilyoum ashker Rabbi…I married a man who loves me, and knows how to treat a woman.’ Tears started forming in Malak’s eyes, and A7mad couldn’t stand to see the love of his life unhappy. It would be a lie if he said they didn’t have their own problems, but they never faced any they couldn’t overcome…unlike some very unlucky others.

‘Hey..heeyy..c’mon babe..no tears..’ A7mad said, as he shook her shoulders slightly. ‘Seriously..shesawi? She’s WASTING her life over him, ya A7mad! Five attempts on her life, and still counting…w a7een ttshek feeni..and I’m SURE she’s hiding things from me now, lena I told 5alty what actually happened! Chenni her enemy..!’ Tears streamed down Malak’s face as she fumbled with her phone. ‘Tra he matred 3lay, dgaitlha w 6rshtlha msgat..you think she…’ her voice went to a mere whisper as she said ‘hates me now?’ ‘Noooo, 7yatiiii..HOW can ANYONE hate YOU?! Tra he m’9aygeh w she’s goin’ through a hard time, fa give her some space. Meanwhile, you can always give meeee some attention..?’ A7mad raised an eyebrow at her, and grinned. Malak looked up at him and smiled through her tears. Mashalla, y9abber wayed 3lay..7laileh..I need to make it up to him somehow! ‘Hey..babe…you spaced out again? It’s all good though..you’re smiiilliiiing..whatch’a thinkin’ of, eh?’ A7mad winked at her, and she winked back. ‘If I told you..’ she leaned over, bridging the gap between them, and deliberately let her lips brush softly against his ear ‘it wouldn’t be a surprise now…would it?’ she whispered. Leaving a small trail of kisses from his ear and across his jaw, she finally pressed her lips against his, momentarily forgetting everything that existed in the world, and focused solely on him.

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3aisha

3aisha looked at her phone longingly, dialed Sulaiman’s number then immediately canceled the call. After staring at his number on the screen for about 15 minutes, she wiped it off, and began to check the messages she had received, and the calls she had missed.

5 miss calls, 4 messages received

Wow, I should break my phone more often – at least people would call and message me, then! All from Malak. OK, maybe not! She contemplated calling her up, but knew she’d hear another lecture, and after all the lecturing she’d received today, she decided it would be wiser to turn in for the night. While she was in the bathroom getting ready for bed, her phone vibrated for a long time, resulting in an addition to the missed calls list; only this time…it wasn’t Malak.

As I promised I said I’ll post this part rather fast!

Enjoy! *A new character will be introduced here!*

PREVIOUSLY;

Now I was lying on my bed again, but thinking about what lamooy said “It’s obvious that he likes you.” “Can it be true?” I asked myself and continued humming “I want my dreams back.”

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After a night full of me thinking about Rashid I barely slept, so I woke up early in the morning. I headed to Starbucks to pick up my usually breakfast, after taking my Cafe Latte and yummy chocolate muffin I headed back to the hotel.

As I entered the lobby I was greeted by a girl who looked very Emaraty. She was a bit tanned, light brown eyes and black hair she looked about 15 years old. “YOU! IT’S YOU!” She suddenly said in an angry tone while pointing to me.

“Wha .. at?” I asked very confused “It’s you! The one he has been talking about forever! The girl with the green eyes! IT MUST BE YOU!” She almost screamed.

“Umm hady hady I Think you got the wrong person! I don’t even know who you’re talking about” I defended myself “Oh no no nooooo! Don’t play stupid! You know who I’m talking about!” She growled “Rashid!”

“Rashid?” I asked “YES! Look I don’t care who you are! JUST STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO MY BROTHER!” She groaned “Your .. your brother?” I asked “Wait you’re Sara?” I asked.

“YES SARA! So what lat’3ayreen esalfah! Listen I don’t want to get aggressive bs may5e9ch ef u5ooyh I don’t know what you’ve done to him but he keeps talking about you and THAT IS BAD! I hate girls like you .. the ones who embed their claws into my brothers! I already lost my big brother to a stupid girl like you and I’m not losing Rashid! I’m ON TO YOU! SO BACK OFF!” She roared

“Umm Sara I think this is a misunderstanding you see” I tried to say but she cut me off “Mafee misunderstanding I pretty much understand everything! I can’t accept Rashid falling in love again! YOU’LL HURT HIM JUST LIKE THAT GIRL” She interrupted me “Falling in love with me?” I suddenly thought to myself and my heart burst .. “Wait .. that girl? Who’s that girl?” I suddenly asked myself.

“Look CALM Down! Sara it’s me Fai we use to play with each other when we were kids how could you think I’d do that!” I protested “Oh whatever so we were playmates or play buddies I don’t care! Just back off and stop stalking my brother!” She screamed.

“Okay lower your voice people are looking at us!” I demanded “Uf whatever!” She looked around. “Look I’m not stalking your brother I swear there is nothing between us a9ln!” I said.

“Oh please so your saying my brother is stalking you trust me my brother never follows girls they always follow him” She laughed. “She’s a kid she’s a kid” I kept telling myself so I just rolled my eyes.

“Whatever I’m leaving just remember what I said or” But a new voice was suddenly added to this conversation. “Sara?”

We both looked in that direction it was Rashid. “Rashid?” I thought to myself my heart stopped “That idiot! I didn’t see him for days!”

“Sara” He repeated “What’s going on?” he asked his sister specifically. “OOHHHHHHHH” – and her tone suddenly turned into extra innocently girly – “Rashood! Nothing I was just chatting with Fai” She smiled innocently.

“That brat” I said under my breathe “Allah ey5aleech saroo we both know you never “just chat” what was going on” He demanded “Uf agolk mashay!” She said in an annoyed tone.

“Whatever I’m leaving” – then she turned to face me – “Fai nice to meet you again! Enjoyed our little chit chat we should have another one soon” She winked evilly and left.

“Fai” Rashid suddenly said “Ye .. es?” I asked with my voice very weak “What was going on?” He asked me softly. “Nothing .. ” I replied “9dg?” He doubted me. “I think I should leave” I said immediately and ran off.

Why couldn’t I face him? And how dare he disappear for 2 days after what he has done to me! And now with what Sara just said I’m getting more confused!

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A Lover in Dubai

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My heart skippted 3 beats, and my mouth turned dry. Everything is moving too fast for me..first the coincidence in the jam3iya, then the message and now this? 9iij ena im really happy that he realized that i exsist , but im not the type of girl that talks to guys on the fone and stuff. Ive never even had a boyfriend for godsake. But i picked up the fone anyways..

Me: Aloo?

3abdula: Hallaa walaa, shlounich?

Me: Ib5aiir il7ilmdellah

3abdula: La7’6a digeega okay?

When he was back, his voice sounded different..Its not the same soothing voice

3abdula: Kanyy radait

Me: mhmm

3abdula: la7’6a la7’6a..entaay shfeech 3ala sara?

What? i didnt even say anything about her, well i mean not technically..i dont even no the girl!

Me: Haw shsawaiit?

3abdula: 9ADOO!! Hehehehe

MAYNOUUN HATHAA?! i nearly had a heart attack, i dont now what i would have said if he wasnt joking..

Me: Hehe

That was all i managed to say

3abdula: haa shlouniich sha5barich?

Maybe he forgot that he already asked me this question.. ooh well..

Me: Zaiina il7imdila..w iinta?

3abdula: Tamam walaa

I was soo nervous, i didnt have anything to say so i figured keeping quiet was the best thing to do.

3abdula: Shfeech saktaa?

Me: Nothing, bas it feels akward

3abdula: What does?

Me: Madry..talking to you i guess

3abdula: Laish? lail7een ma ta3awadtay?

Me: hehe, bismilaah bas 9arlina 2 seconds on the fone

He was quiet for a seconds but then he replied..

3abdula: Umm L-laa2, i mean from all the guys you talk to, its akward talking to me?

Me: Im in a all-girls school..

3abdula: 8a9dii bil fone..

Me: umm..i dont talk to guys bil fone, min galik?

3abdula: You still havent figured it out?

I knew who he was talking about..who else? Sara. shtabee hathy? i dont even no her..

Me: w intaa im9adig Sara?

3abdula: Madry, a9adigha wela laa2?

Me: Laa2..

3abdula: Ahaaaa

I could hear the sarcasim in his voice, he doesnt believe me.

Me: Even if i did, why would it concern you?

3abdula: It doesnt hehe..

Shit, fashlaaaaaa..

Me: Sara tir’6a you talk to me? ya3ny you 2 are together w she hates me and stuuff

3abdula: w min gaal tadry?

Me: Ooh ya3ny shes is your girlfriend, wenta gaa9 3alaay itgoul ur frnd hehe

I was just laughiing as a way to cover up for myself..i dont want him to think that im this psycho who is crazy over him

3abdula: umm..eeh eeh 9idteeny!

Even though i expected it, hearing it from him was still shocking. I wished it wasn’t true but it is..i felt tears filling up in my eyes.

I hung up before he can say anything else.

That is not the same 3abdula that i saw. The other one was kind and funny. The other one denied that he was with Sara. But this one is different..this 3abdula asks alot of questions and is mean. But most importantly..this 3abdula is the exactly the same as all the other guys, the kind that dont care about anyone elses feeling except there own.

While typing a message, i faught the urge of letting my tears flow down my face. but im not going to cry over a guy..especially not for a guy who i just met.

Message sent

+96599…

Please dont call or text me again.

5:37pm

NOUFFive minutes later.. I paced around the room, waiting.I was so nervous…. what was I going to say?10 minutes later….where is he?18 minutes later…. ati9il 3alai?19 minutes later…*Dialing F’s #*”Aloo?”"Fahad, wainiiik? Your house isn’t that fa…

NOUFFive minutes later.. I paced around the room, waiting.I was so nervous…. what was I going to say?10 minutes later….where is he?18 minutes later…. ati9il 3alai?19 minutes later…*Dialing F’s #*”Aloo?”"Fahad, wainiiik? Your house isn’t that fa…

Me: 3bdullah please.. he’ll die

3bdullah: Why the hell should i help you?

Me: Because i was there for you…

3bdullah: You cheated on me !!

Me: Oh my god are we back to this again ! I didnt cheat ok, he kissed me suddenly and i pushed him away in less then a minute and rushed out of the car !! It wasnt planned it just bombed on me !!

3bdullah: Whatever dina, just go.

Me: 3bdullah listen to me…

3bdullah: 5eir?

Me: I love him ok.. im inlove with him. I know this isnt something you want to hear right now but you’ve got to. And for once instead of listening with your ears, listen with your heart.

This man took away my misery. He shun a light on me again. He took my head and made me believe in again. If he leaves me i dont what i’d do. Yeah you might have lost me, but do you hate me that much to not help me? I really need you right now, please… im desperate.

3bdullah: *sigh*

Me: Please 3bdullah… please

3bdullah: Ummm…. i think your minutes are up. *looking down at the floor*

Me: ..Aha… i see…. ok …. good bye

As i left pictures of M7md just wouldnt leave my mind. I kept thinking about whats going to happen to him. Right now i have nothing left to do… except pray.
I walked into his room and just stood there by the door. I was too embaressed to walk in. I mean right now im supposed to be taking care of him… but what is care? I have nothing.

I starting letting out all my tears. i stood there holding onto the door handel crying. I couldnt contole myself anymore. I wanted to have somebody with me right this second taking care of me. I cant handel this… its too much and im afraid i was at the verge of a breakdown.

2 Hours Later…

I was still next to the door, didnt even take one single step in. But this time i was sitting on the floor.. knees up and my head placed on them asleep. I was freezing… all i had on was my jeans and a sleevless top. I was shivering the entire time.

I could hear footsteps coming my way, it was the doctor, what more could he want right now…. cant he see im not in the mood ?!?!

Doctor: Miss? *he shook my shoulders slowly*

Me: Hmmm?

Doctor: Were ready now.

Me: Hmmm?

Doctor: For the blood transfer.

Me: *lifted my head up from my knees slowly and turned to look up at him with a confused face*
What did you just say?

Doctor: Your friend, he’s waiting in the room where were taking you boyfriend right now.

Me: Oh right that, sorry i forgot haha… umm… yeah ok you guys go get M7md and I’ll just go see my friend for just a sec.

Doctor: Alright Miss.

I was so confused. Theres no way it could be him, could it ? No it cant i mean its him c’mon.
I walked faster and faster over to the room the doctor directed me to.
I opend the door slowly and saw 3bdullah.

3bdullah: Hey

Me: Why ?

3bdullah: I think i hurt you enough when i left you. And i dont want to do the same thing to you again…. I still love you Dina but if i cant make you happy and someone else can then i wouldnt want to take that away from you. Your happiness is all that matters.

Me: 3bdullah thank you…. thank you so much.

3bdullah: Yeah…

Me: Whats next?

3bdullah: Next is me going back to Riyadh jail.

Me: Im sorry…

3bdullah: Dont be. I brought this on my self. I dont know what got into me… or why i killed him.

Me: You should have never done that… i never —

Nurse: Miss..?

Me: Mmm.. yeah

Nurse: Were bringing him in so would you mind waiting outside?

Me: Yeah sure..

I waited outside the door for about half hour untill M7md was sent back to his room. 7mdela he was fine, but still alseep. I spoke to the doctor and he told me everything went well, but he didnt need that much blood as he thought. Which was amazing news. He just told me he needed plenty of rest for tonight and he would be released tommorow to go back home. And ofcourse i would be there by his side staying with him until he gets better. His little nurse ;)

I asked about 3bdullah but they told me the second after the tranfer was over he disappeared. Yeah i guess sometimes the people that you underestimate the most could surprise you.

Me: *i walked on over to M7mds bed and sat next to him on his bed
7ayati… 7ayati.. wake up

M7md: 7beebty…

Me: 3yoni

M7md: A7bk

Me: W ana akthar.. how are you feeling?

M7md: Move in with me…..

He was so exhausted i though he was over exhausjurating with it all .

Me: Um.. thats a new feeling… listen you need your rest ok so do that and ill go get me some coffee…

As i wanted to get up he pulled me back down and looked me in the eye.

M7md: I want you to move in with me

Me: Are you sure, were not moving too fast.

M7md: I love the way were moving and i want you with me.

Me: Ok then *smiling* Ok.. omg ok hehe

M7md: Haha y7lelik ! *pecks me on the lips*

We slept there next to eachother.

It was finaly morning he was going to be discharged yaay !!

7MOOOOOOOOOOOD YALLLAAAAH WAKE UP WERE OFF BABY….
WE GOTTA GO PCK MY STUFF….
UNPACK MY STUFF…
AGHHH LET GOO !!

Bsmilah… ok ok baby…

I cant wait to live with you…

FINALY ONE POST THAT ENDS WELL UFFF

AAAH should i pick up..la2na he seemed angry at me :s aaah stupid stupid jawa ! shlone itgouleen chithe jidam u5oo !! ’3aba2ee mo 6abee3y..me: a-alooaziz: jawa?me: um..hala aziz..tara..im sor..aziz: la la 3adi i understand !! bs joj kilish ma kan la da…

My mobile started to ring.We stopped cuddling each other and got into shape.”omi”-Dhe nodded.”halla mamaty”-D”ha 7abebty!! Lail7en your studying?”-mama”uh ..tawny im5al9a gilt atmasha shway “-D”uhaa.. inzain 5aleech ihnak ana yayatlich.. “-mama((crap))…

My mobile started to ring.We stopped cuddling each other and got into shape.”omi”-Dhe nodded.”halla mamaty”-D”ha 7abebty!! Lail7en your studying?”-mama”uh ..tawny im5al9a gilt atmasha shway “-D”uhaa.. inzain 5aleech ihnak ana yayatlich.. “-mama((crap))…

Previously; “I want you to give me my” – and his tone got lower – “my dreams back.” His eyes then continued staring at mine for what seemed forever.
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“I want my dreams back I want my dreams back” I hummed to myself while laying restlessly on my bed. Ever since he said those words to me he never talked to me again. On the same day he dropped us at the Mall and came back to pick us up that’s about it no conversations or anything of the sort. 2 days have passed and I didn’t “coincidentally bump” into him. “I want my dreams back” I whispered to myself.

“UF! What did he mean by that!” I’ve been recapping the moment in the car ever since. Suddenly the vibration of my phone snapped me back to reality I picked it up “Lamoy calling” was flashing on the screen.

Me: Aloo?
Lamoy: YAL SA5EEFA!!! I HAVEN’T HEARD FROM YOU FOR TWO DAYS OR EVEN MORE! ARE YOU STILL ALIVE? BECAUSE I’M GOING TO KILL YOU!
Me: Lamooy balach?
Lamoy: Balayh? You know what happens to me when you do not communicate or contact me! I called you a dozen times!
Me: Really I didn’t get anything maybe it’s just the network
Lamoy: Who cares why didn’t you call me back to tell me whatever happened between you and that guy! You know what curiosity does to me!
Me: That guy esma Rashid
Lamoy: OH whatever tell me tell me!

So I told Lamoy practically everything from the elevator incident to him volunteering to take us to New Jersey.

Me: And now is the important part I need your falsafa!
Lamoy: Fe shu?
Me: So suddenly Rashid and I were alone in the car both mama and baba left to go to the petrol station
Lamoy: HOW EXCITING!
Me: Uf anyways I don’t recall everything bs I wanted to leave with baba and he suddenly was like shu enti etze’3een etkoneen wyay alone?
Lamoy: okay then?
Me: I told him I’m not bs a7s 3aib then he said that my parents are okay with it since obviously they left us alone and he was like because they trust me so I said maybe they shouldn’t and then I asked him what he wanted from me then he ….
Lamoy: What did he say?
Me: The weirdest thing ever! He said that he wanted me to give him his dreams back! and then we just stared for what seemed like eternity and my parents came back to car and we didn’t talk ever since! PLEASE TELL ME WHAT HE MEANT!
Lamoy: Hmmpp I want my dreams back …
Me: Soooo?
Lamoy: God Fai your so new at this guy stuff!
Me: I know
Lamoy: He meant that you’ve been in all of his dreams as in he thinks about you A LOT lee darajah that you’re even in his dreams! AAAAAWWWWWWWWWWW
Me: What the hell? Shu aww ba3ad! What am I supposed to do! I don’t want to like have a “thing” with him lamooy you know me ana mb mal hal sewalef
Lamoy: But he’s such a catch!
Me: Shu 3arafch! You don’t even know him!
Lamoy: WHO CARES! It’s obvious that he likes you! And from what you told me he sounds like a keeper!
Me: you think so?

Now I was lying on my bed again, but thinking about what lamooy said “It’s obvious that he likes you.” “Can it be true?” I asked myself and continued humming “I want my dreams back.”

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I know I know! No Rashid in this post! But, I had to add a post where Fai realizes that there might be a “THING” between them. Don’t worry though going to post more of Rashid soon!

Stay Tuned,

A Love in Dubai

This post is dedicated to cherriMuffin :**
Happy birthday babe and may all your wishes come true.
Just as you requested your birthday present has arrived LOL …
Have a blast today.. live it and love it.
xxx

Me: 3bdullah what are you doing? Put the gun down slowly. You dont wanna do this. *PANICING*

He was standing right infront of me with a gun in his hand. He was shaking. He was looking at me straight in the eye. I could see tears developing in his eyes. He started to sweat.

He was shaking so hard that he accidentley pulled the trigger. 3bdullah pushed me out of the way so hard and the bullet hit him right in the arm. I fell onto the floor and hit my hand on the wall. Thankfuly nothing happend to me, i quickley got up and rushed over to M7md who was lying there on the floor losing so much blood.

The police came in and took 3bdullah. That was the last of him…. i think.

Nurses rushed in to treat him. They tried as much as they can to stop the blood. They called a doctor but he was late.

The doctor ran in and they all carried M7md onto the wheel chair bed into surgery.
I sat there in the waiting room crying and crying for hours. Its been 3 hours. What was taking them so long? I mean its a bullet, you just pull it out. Thats it!

The doctor finaly came to me..

“7mdela he’s alright. We got the bullet out succesfully and he’s resting now in the ICU.
But theres also something else. He lost so much blood that he needs a blood transfer.”

Me: Can we get a doner or something? Our blood types are diffirent?

” We could, but that might take alot of time. You would have to be on waiting list. Your boyfriend isn’t the only onw in this situation.”

Me: Ok.. well how long would we have to wait?

“Well im not sure. It depends. Maybe a week or two.

Me: What? No we cant wait that long. He might die!!

“That is a possibility”

Me: Well is there anything else we can do.. please?

“Do you know anyone with the same blood type?”

Me: Ummm… im not sure….

“Well if you could check that would be best. And if you found somebody bring them in and we can start the procedure right away.”

Me: Ok… i’ll be back…. but please take care of him while im gone.

“Dont worry he’s on good hands”

I didnt have much friends here in Dubai. I mean all i had was Haya and Sarah and two of my cousins here. All the rest moved all around. Some were living in Beruit, some in Egypt, and some in Riyadh. I called them (not the ones out of Dubai) and asked them but sad to say their blood didnt match M7md’s.

I got back to the hospital. I sat there for hours next to M7mds bed just holding his hand. Every now and then i would fall asleep for just a few minutes… on and off rest. He was sleeping the whole time. He had been through so much. I dont want to lose him. If he goes away its like a half of me is gone. I love him so much that I’d do anything for him. I hate myself so much right now for having the same type.

Then.. it something came to me. Someone came to me that has his same type….. 3bdullah.
I had no other choice dont blame me. He was my only hope. I didnt want to but this is M7mds life at stake here. We all sometimes have to do what we never want to do.

I headed to jail and asked for a visit with 3bdullah.
I was scared, walking past all the other cells. I never pictured this to be life. Coming to a killer, to ask for blood.

I arived at his cell, it all the way at the end. Ofcourse they didnt let me in. They jusy got me a chair and i sat infront of his cell. I had 10 minutes. Ready.. here it goes.

Me: Hala 3bdullah

3bdullah: Hmmmf

Me: I know this isnt where you wanna be right now but it will get better.

3bdullah: C’mon who are we kidding here? Haa? Im in jail.

Me: I know… but i have a question.

3bdullah: Hmm?

Me: Why did you kill him?

3bdullah: Who?

Me: 3bdullah….. Allah yirtha 3leek dont play dumb with me.

3bdullah: I dont know i just did ok.

Me: Why would you kill him. He did nothing to you to deserve this.

3bdullah: 5ALA9 BS !!! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME !!!

Me: Bismila.. ok ok… 3bdulla please calm down. Lets not make a scene.

3bdullah: *silent*

Me: The reason i came here was to ask you to do something for me. I really need you for this.

3bdullah: Ahaaa… here i am thinking you came here to see how i was doing but ofcourse not.. i should have known you need something.

Me: M7md lost alot of blood. And he could die –

3bdullah: Allah yir7amo…

Me: NO!! 3bdullah please dont say that.!!

3bdullah: What does this have to do with me?

Me: Your the only person i know who has the same blood type as his. And without a doner he’ll die.

3bdullah: You want me to give your boyfriend blood?

Me: Yes, but it’ll only be a little.. please his life is at stake and i cant lose him……… Imagine if this was me, and you lost me.

3bdullah: ……… I already lost you. Now go.

My heart was beating faster and faster with every minute… Time was passing by fast….

Do you believe in fairytails, where prince charming hurries to his princess and saves the day? I honestly thought this was b***shit! I knew that love existed somewhere in the world far away. As any other teen, I seeked true love, one that can be seen in movies only, one’s that true enough to see the sparkle in the beloved one’s eyes. To tell you the truth, I didn’t believe that love comes before marriage for that’s what I’ve been taught for years by my parents and our society, of course. They painted this image for years…

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One day, wa ma adraaka ma hal one day! Shiftah o shafinii… Lim7tah o lima7nii..

Masculine figure.

Black aviators.

Ghitra o thoub. *My type.

Perfect tan.

Bikhtisar: The IT man. *notice that I didn’t say guy.

I’m glad to finally say: I fell for him. I fell for his flashy smile. I fell for his everything. I kept staring at him, noting that there was something weird about him. I’m not the kind of girl that would stare at some random guy just because he looked good, or just because I loved the smell of his luxerious parfume. There was something more about him.

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LAAA! LA TGOOLOON! * looks at him in disbelief *

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O ana agool hal wayh mo ’3areeb 3alaii… 6ala3 uhwa ya7lailah :p. Bas he’s changed a LOT! Ten years sure is a long time, bas not enough for a childish boy to change into a man bima3na el kilma. On second thought, It is MORE than enough.

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6ala3 mn ya tura? *3aysha eldour :p*

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MY ONE AND ONLY COUSIN!

I wasnt actually tagged I just felt like doing it since Im in bed with pneumonia. This is the second time I guess pneumonia in the past 12 months and they were both exactly after a Dubai trip. WTH?? maby.Anyways humour me. Im ill oo ga3da adawir dala3L…

3bdullah stomped his way all the way up the stairs. What could M7md do? The first thing that came to his head was to hide in the closet. Poor baby he was terrified to death. He never expected he would be in this situation.
3bdullah walked in the bedroom, he knew, he sensed that someone had been in. I mean the door was opend so what more could have given it away.
He searched under the bed. Nothing. Behind the door. Nothing. Behind the curtains. Nothing. He walked out.

With M7md so relieved he slowly opend the closet door a few seconds later and tip-toed to the door. A step after he had gotten out of the room 3bdullah came at him with a vase that was next to the stairs and smashed it in his head. He fell out of conciousness.

He woke up to find himself locked in the basement. There were no windows down there, the only way out was through the door which was locked.

Upstairs…

3bdulla was pacing throught the living room with both hands tied to his back. Fj2a he saw a picture of Dina set on the counter table… with M7md. He took it and stared at it for several minutes.

” What am i doing? Now she’ll never come back to me. Look at her, smiling so happily. She seems at peace. It looks like he makes her happy more than i ever did. “

To M7mds surprise the door opend and 3bdullah came down and helped him up. He wrapped a thin towel around his head. It was bleeding pretty bad, and took him to the emergency.

Luckily nothing happend to M7md, just needed a few stiches and some rest.
3bdullah took his cell phone.

**Cimpose message**

Hey, im at the hospital. Dont worry im fine. Please come.

A half hour later…

Me: Excuse me Hi, my boyfriend is in here M7md Al Flan he just came in here like a few minutes ago. Where is he?

Nurse: Yes, go on straight ahead, the first door to your right.

Me: Thank you!!

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Me: 7beeby 7ayati 8lbi… are you ok what happend. You worried me so much.
I started kissing his face all over.

Fj2a behind me. 3bdullah: He’ll be fine he just needs to rest.

Me: YOU!! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE!! HAVENT YOU DONE ENOUGH!! YOU COULD HAVE KILLED HIM!!

3bdullah: Doody.. –

Me: DONT YOU EVER CALL ME THAT !! GET OUT NOW !!

3bdullah: It was just a vase i hit him with he will be fine.

Me: Ohhhh a vase. well that makes it all better then doesnt it.

3bdullah: Im sorry…

Me: OH NOW YOUR SORRY AFTER NEARLY BEATING ME TO ALMOST KILLING MY BOYFRIEND NOW YOUR SORRY.!!! AND GOD NOWS WHAT YOU DID TO THAT POOR CAB DRIVER!! GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT NOWWW !!!

Suddenly 2 policeman ran in. You know how in every hospital there’s security and all that.

Policeman 1: Shfee? Your screaming is this man bothering you?

Me: Oh he did alot more than that. He did this to my boyfriend, look at him.

Policeman 2: Can your boyfriend possibly make any statments since he was with him when the attack happend?

Me: Baby 7ayati wake up just for one second. Can you hear me 7beeby? *i shaked him so gently to try and wake him up*

M7md: Mmmm… yeah..

Me: Ok good, the police are here, what else happend in the house?

M7md: He killed the….mmmm

Me: Yes baby say it.

M7md: Cab driver…. lying in your bed with blood.

Me: sta’3forallah… sta’3forullah

Policeman 1: 3afwan but sir your going to have to come with us.

The policman took 3bdullah arm in arm and walked him down the hall way
Halfway through he pushed both policman aside and grabbed one of their guns.
He ran back to the room.

Right there the gun… pointed at me directley… is this it?

Before starting this post, I’d like to thank everybody for the awesome and supporting comments, and welcome the new followers, I wish everybody could be as supportive and caring as all of you ! Love you all x x !You could say, Nayla was living a fairy…

Before starting this post, I’d like to thank everybody for the awesome and supporting comments, and welcome the new followers, I wish everybody could be as supportive and caring as all of you ! Love you all x x !You could say, Nayla was living a fairy…