Hey guys, i was feeling a little generous today so here you go. :D
hope you like it. And thats it fyewwww… yallah till tommorow. enjoy!
Love u ! xx

The next few weeks were amazing. Everything was working out perfectley with M7md. We saw eachother probabley more than we should. We talked about everything, he knew everything about me. He was so charming that whenever he would talk to me i couldnt stop blushing. I got butterflies everytime i’d first see him. The most thing i loved about him was his sense of humor. He sure does know how to make a girl laugh like an ideot. Kan dayman ydale3ny. And one thing that really put my heart at ease was when all of us would hang out. Me, m7md, Sarah, Kareem, Haya, and Fai9al. We would go out to dinners together and head on over to the beach for the weekend. We were like one big couples group. It was lovley. There was never this kind of thing with 3bdullah. He never liked to do group things thats much.

Tonight was me and M7mds 1 month annaversary. And yeah i know its lame to celebrate something of 1 month but he seemd really 3xcited about it so he wanted to take me out for a nice evening. Y7belo !! Im so head over heels for guy im going to suffocate.

I wore this mini flowy red dress. Gold heels. Diamond earrings. Black tiny clutch to put in my lip gloss and cell phone. You know what they about the color red.. it drives men wild ! ;)

That evening at M7mds house…

M7md: Your beautiful you know that?

Me: *blushing* hmm.. thanks

M7md: So one month.

Me: Yup.. mm hmm… as weve come to so far.

M7md: La baby please dont get nervous on me again.

Me: 7mood walla im not but im just so excited i dont want to ruin it by making a fool of myself.

M7md: Haa? baby how could you make a fool of yourself? Anything that come out of your mouth is sweet.

Me: M7md i want you to know that i care for you deeply. And this past month has been like heaven. Im really happy to be with you.

M7md: With that said I have something to give you.

He pulled out a thin long velvet colored box. I opend it and to my scock it was a diamond tennis bracelt. Ive always wanted one of those OMG how did he know !!?

Me: M7md its gorgouse thank thank thank you!!

M7md: Let me see it on you… I saw you staring at it as we walked passed the store. It seemed to catch your eye in a split second. I knew you wanted it.

Me: Your the sweetest damn thing. Wallah thank you. but you really didnt have to.

M7md: Wsh d3wa doody i wanted to.

I gave him my wrsit, as he put the braclet on i couldnt stop staring at him and smiling. It all felt like a dream, I couldnt believe my eyes. He then removed his eyes from my wirst and turned it up at me.

M7md: There, beautiful.

Me: Thank you 7beeby.

M7md: Doody?

Me: Na3am 3yoni.

M7md: A7bk..

I looked at him and smiled.

Me: O ana ba3ad a7bk.

M7md: Happy annaversary baby.

He then leaned towards me and kissed my lips. Probabley our longest kiss haha !

After that we went and dined in his dining room. He cooked me this amazing meal. Yes.. he does cook. I love a man who cooks, its so so sexy.

Two hours later, after i got home.

“Thank you sir have a nice night”

As i walked up the steps to my house someone was sitting on the ground near the door. I was scared, i couldnt make out who it was. It was man.
As i got closer he got up. I slowly moved back wanting to run. I could barley see since it was night and all. I didnt have my out door lights on. The man got closer to me until i could finaly see his face.

“Oh my god… 3bdullah ?”

“Hey baby im back, aww whats the matter? Didnt you miss me?”

He had this look in his eyes. Something didnt feel right. Now i really wish i had listend to M7md and let him take me home.
Why did i feel he was about to do something? I dont know.

I wanted to scream but i was scared.
I wanted to run but i was scared.

3bdullah: C’mon lets go inside.

Me: Ummm. no i think think you should leave.

3bdullah: Hmm… no get in.

Me: Why ?

3bdullah: I wanna talk.

Me: So talk.

3bdullah: Inside.

Me: No.

3bdullah: DINA AL7EEN INSIDE.

Me: NO !! GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE !

He grabbed me by my arm and started to pull me until we got into my house. He then pushed me onto the couch and i started to cry.

3bdullah: Ive been thinking about us..

Me: *sobbing* Us? There is no us anymore dont you get it !!

3bdullah: Come with me to Riyadh.

Me: HELL NO !! I have someone in my life and im in love with him.

3bdullah: YOU WHAT !! *walking over to slap me*

Ding Dong.

(ashwaa al7mdela.. ya rab sa3edny ya rab sa3edny)

It is working!!! It is WORKING!!! The diet and the 30 minutes exercise on Wii Fit daily has paid off!!! I have LOST WEIGHT!!!! Significant amount of weight!!! and it is NOT WATER!
HEYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Yesterday i have done the Wii Body Test, it shared with me my happiness!!!
The Wii session daily is amazing! The day i used [...]

My trip was cut 2 days short. It did not go as planned. I had a 6 hour road trip back home alone last night and with a really bad flu.Today the flu is worse and I feel like I have mucus in my brain. There is so much pressure in my head I just wanna dri…

I was in utter shock. I mean yes there probabley would be an explination what I saw, but it definitley won’t be a good one. Although I was kinda jumping into conclusions, I couldnt help but think back to last night. Was it something I said or did. Cause you know mean, the one tiny thing you do could make then flip and go the other way. But I did nothing wrong I’m positive. You saw how we ended the night.. PERFECT! All we needed was some backround music and some black and white lighting and a big THE END across the screen and were done.

Haya finally arrived . I called her up and asked if we could instead just order in.

Haya: Ahlan !

Me: Hayouuuuuuuuuuuuna !! *gave her a hug and kiss*

Haya: Haha ayy ayy ayy thahrii ya hablaaaa !!

Me: Hehe sorry, come come sit sit !!

Haya: Ok so now tell me did he call you today?

Me: Who?

Haya: Who? M7md thats who. *looking at me in confusion*

Me: Oh you mean the guy whos’ practicaly cheating on me at this very moment. Nah were good.. peachy… fine.. perfect !

Haya: WHAT! WHAT DO YOU MEAN CHEATING!

Me: I went on over to his house this morning to surprise him with breakfast, but then through his window I saw him, he was about to hug this girl.

Haya: Thats what your fussing about? A hug? Maybe it was his sister, or cousin or…

Me: His bitch?

Haya: Dina babe seriousley c’mon. You yourself told me you were falling for him. So dont judge him so fast.. like you do everyone.

Me: Heeeeeeeey !!

Haya: Oh c’mon who are you kidding! Anyways lets get it over with so yallah call him up.

Me: Huh?

Haya: Yeah .. call him up.

**Dialing M7md**

M7md: Hala bl gamar

Me: Hala feek

M7md: Kfk?

Me: Good you?

M7md: Good. Hey I think I’m getting lucky.

Me: Oh really, how so?

M7md: Yesterday I was out with the most adorable thing in the world, and this morning free breakfast on my front door.

Me: Oh yeah, i hope you enjoyed them.

M7md: Did you?

Me: Yeah …

M7md: Y7lwlik walla, why didnt you stay?

Me: You were busy hugging some girl.

M7md: What? Oh.. awww cute, your jelouse.

Me: No, im not but I’m just a little upset.

M7md: No your jelouse hehe. Listen do you know that girl was.

Me: Are you for real? .. How the hell am I supposed to know who the little tramp is when she was hugging you so damn hard she didnt move for me to see her !!

M7md: Oh dina… dina.. dina .. dina

Me: What?

M7md: That girl this morning was my sisters friend. Both she and my sister came to see me.

Me: Oh really? Well I didn’t spot your sister anywhere.

M7md: Thats cause she was in the kitchen making us some juice.

Me: Well whatever, the hug didnt seem friendly at all.

M7md: Ok first of all she and my sister have been friends since grade 2. And when i was little we would all play together. And I stopped keeping in touch with her a long time ago. That hig was a way of saying hello. I promise you theres nothing.

Me: Oh…

M7md: Doody, you know I care about you so much to hurt you.

Me: Yeah… ok im sorry i over reacted.

M7md: Its ok. So do you have anything planned for tonight?

Me: Im here with Haya now, but at night Im free.

M7md: Ok good I’m gonna come over, we’ll watch a movie.

Me: Ok see you then, bye.

**End**

Haya: Mmm hmm !

Me: What?

Haya: And you thought he was cheating on you. Poor silly girl. You know not all men are the same.

Me: Whatever!

Haya: No dont say that. Listen to me very carefully. He likes you alot ok. Dont back away from him give him a chance, and be your full self. Let him see and discover the real you. Please Dina.

Me: Fine fine!!

Haya: Now about me and Fofo… damn he’s a great kisser.

Me: Okaaaaaay and thats the answer to every question I had to ask you.

Haya: Hahaa ya ws5aa !!

A couple of hours passed by. We ordered in Chinese. Haya suddenly had to leave cause Fai9als mom wanted to see her, which was something she wasn’t so thrilled about. You see she never really liked her mother in law. She was too much into other people lives (malgoofa). Haya thought of her as ” a pain “. Now as for me I wanted to look good for M7md.
I hopped into the shower and started to get ready. I wore my dark blue barmodas, pink sleevless top and a losse white sweater over it. With it my white Chanel flats and diamond earing which was my moms. God I missed her so much. If only she were here to know what’s been going on. You know sometimes I dont believe their death that I always feel their going to be downstairs in the living room once I came down. But now my house is dead with silence.

He came !!

M7md: Aww look at you all dressed up for me. *gave me a kiss on the cheeck*

Me: Hehe la yikthar bs !!

M7md: So how would you feel if we watched the notebook?

Me: YEEEES YEEEEES YEEEEEEES !! AGHH !!

M7md: Wow.. ok yallah haha 7lelik

We popped in the movie and sat down on the couch. We were sitting on the same couch but were far from one another. He pulled me by my arms closer to him. He put his arms around me. Through out the movie i kept on crying. He laughed and whiped my tears away. Its not funny ok !! Its such a powerful movie and that Noah.. wohoooo he’s damn hot !! Oh right theres a nother hot next to me hehe.

I fell asleep on his muscular chest. M7md tried not to move and got the blanket that was next to him to cover me up. He just kept staring at me, stroking my hair lightly.
I finaly woke up to find him still there in the same position he was when we first started the movie. He just stared at me as I woke no, No words said. He pulled myh hair back behind my ears and pulled me closer to him. He put me back onto his chest but this time in the position where we were both facing eachother. We didnt take our eyes off eachother. He whispered to me ” I never want to forget this moment “. He slowly leaned in ans kissed my nose. I closed my eyes. I could then feel his warm breath beneath my nose. This was it the kiss i wanted. I was ready. I knew he was.
His lips touched mine. It was so soft. I melted to the ground once i felt them. He kissed me with such passion. He then slowly backed away and pulled me closer to him. We then remained the same. Me lying on his chest with him holding me like i was a jewl he was trying to protect.

This is the beggining of a new chapter in my life. I was certain M7md was going to stay in it.
Remember when i said i had faalen for him? Yeah well sctrach that and put it real hard !

Me: This place is quite..

M7md: Yeah i know i’ve always loved this place.

Me: Oh so you bring all your girls here? Ahaa..

M7md: Haha laaa2.. i ment that i sometimes come to dine here alone. Its small, cozy and i love it.

Me: Oh hehe sorry.

M7md:So you like it?

Me: Yes its perfect.

M7md: Meaning im perfect right *wink at me with his adroable million dollar smile*

Me: *blussing* Hehe

M7md: Yalla lets go?

Me: Yeah im all set.

He payed the check and we walked out twards the car. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back.

Me: Whats wrong? The car is this way.

M7md: Yeah i know, but i wanna walk you home.

Me: Umm… seriosuely its like an hour walk.

M7md: I dont mind.

Me: W- what about your car.

M7md: Ehh i can have someone pick up in the morning.

Me: Oh my god your actualy seriouse?

M7md: Well do you blame me for wanting this date longer. Im not ready to say goodnoght to just yet.

Strolling along…

M7md: So tell me.

Me: Tell you what?

M7md: Why are you so nervous?

Me: Me? Im not nervouse what makes you say that.

M7md: Hmm.. you barley ate anything. You barley stared at me and you barley noticed me wearing your favorite color blue.

Me: Oh im so sorry walla i did but i was too shy to say anything.

M7md: *he sat me down on a bench that was near us* Listen doody, i really like you and i want you to feel confortable around me. Be yourself, you cant possibly mess up cause im at the chapter where im hooked and i dont wanna close the book.

Me: Ok i promise.

M7md: Good, now i wanna knowthe favorites.

Me: Ok, lay’em on me.

M7md: Hmmm… movie, music, animal, book…

Me: Why these specificaly?

M7md: Bs mazaj.

Me: Ok… my favorite movie is the notebook. Favorite music is country especialy Rascal Flatts. Animal i would have to say dolphine and book hmm.. The Wedding by Nicholas Sparks.

M7md: Nice *winks at me again*

Me: So i never asked you. What do you work?

M7md: Im a lawyer at a law ferm.

Me: Wow… that was fast.. arnt you like 23?

M7md: Yeah, i finished college fast and when i was an intern they thought i had potential so they upgraded me. And while im working im doing my masters. I do it through the internet. And im in my second year now.

Me: Mashalah 3leek im impressed.

M7md: Wa a5eeeeeeeeeeran shes impressed!!

Me: Haha shut up !

An hour of conversations flew by.. and I finaly arrived home.

Me: So this is me.

M7md: Gorgouse

I smiled and stared at the ground. I saw his shadow getting closer to mine. He stood there infornt of me and put his hand on my chin and lifted my head up. He then put both hands on my cheek and looked me deep in the eyes. I never realized until now just how beautiful his eyes were. At that very moment i thought he was going to kiss me. I was so nervouse it was our first kiss. I was prepared i closed my eyes. I puckered up my lips just a little then i felt his lips on my cheek. He gave me a small peck.

WHAAAAAAAT !! Is he kidding me? Fashalt nfsi. Anyways he then slowly removed his hands from my face and took a step back and held both my hands.

M7md: So Dina Al- Flan did you have a great time tonight?

Me: Why yes i did thank you.

M7md: And me?

Me: *i kept silent*

M7md: Ok… do you think you would want to see me again?

Me: Definitley.

He kissed one of my hands and walked away slowly. I didnt leave my spot and kept smiling until he was so far away that i could only see him as ai tiny doll. I cannot believe this night. I never thought i would get butterflies for another man. I like him, well really really like him. He made me feel, i dont know.. special which is something i really needed. He made me feel like a jewl tonight. This night will never be forgotten. I’m going to see him again!

I walked into the house, locked the door and headed up to my room. Once i was there i took off my make up and clothes, changed into my hello kitty shorts and pink sleevless shirt and jumped into bed.
I pulled out my phone and called Haya up. Yes she was back in Dubai. It was 1 am but i couldnt wait, i just had to tell her.

**Dialing Hayouna**

Haya: Mmmm.. mmm.. aloo ?

Me: Hayouna are you asleep?

Haya: Hmm.. yeah are you ok?

Me: Im more than ok im great!

Haya: Babe your freaking me out with all this hyperness. Whats wrong?

Me: I’m falling for him.

Haya: OMG !! Wait dont go anywhere.. hold on one second.

Haya hurried out of bed putting on her white silk robe and ran down to the living room. She jumped onto the couch so excited.

Haya: Ok go! Start from scractch! Dont leave out any detail or so help me god i’ll kill you!

Me: Haha i love you first of all for all this. Ok so here it goes ………

Haya and i stayed up for 3 hours last night talking about M7md. She gave me advice.

I woke up that morning so excited. So excited that i wanted to jump off a cliff !! Dont worry ufffff i wont. I felt like going over and surprising M7md with breakfast. I changed and headed off to starbucks. I got us 2 coffee’s and some muffins. I was speeding so fast that i got there in exactley 3 minutes. I got our stuff and walked twards his door. I noticed his window curtains open so i went and had a little peek to see what my baby,(hehe yeah i know i said baby) was doing. As i got closer to the window i saw him hugging this girl. My heart started to race rapidley. Who the hell is she? Why the hell is he hugging her? Was that his ex? Are the getting back together? WHAT WHAT WHAT! Somebody help me!

I backed away slowly leaving the starbucks coffee and muffins on the door step. As i walked back to my car tears started falling down my cheeks. I headed back home.

What more was there for me to think or to do?
It was pretty clear what i saw, and it wasnt a type of fiendly hug. The way she leaned over and hugged him. Does she work part time as a stripper or something? Ugh.. slut!

Whatever, not gonna let it bother me. I was having lunch with Haya in a few hours anyway. There, something positive to think about.

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— SLUT !! —

A week passed and Tahani still hauted Maya in her dreams.. she still had nightmares about her trying to break them up…..Every 5 minutes Maya would look at her cartier ring with a smile on her face… and daydream about her future with 5aled…Her par…

Okay so I decided to be a bit extra generous tonight, and as I promised, this one is a longer post;* 3anooda hope your satisfied:p

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Cala: Go to who? Are you insane? Fahad is just Jilan’s brother, shino 3balik mithlik I moved on so easily, as if nothing happened baina, I started crying again, I was tormented, my heart was aching.

He put his hands around me and buried me into his chest, I missed him. I cried for everyday I spent without me in his arms, I cried for every day he spent with her, I cried because I loved him and he was hurt because of me.

Bandar: shh it’s ok.. everything’s gonna be okay, Cala I didn’t move on, and I never will ily 9ar kan sou2 tafahum. I’ll explain everything to you later.

I was so relieved that there was an explanation to what I saw, at the same time I was worried about what it might be. I heard him let out a moan of pain when I moved.

Cala: Bandar, please goom yala quickly let the nurse treat you.

Bandar with a tired smile: Bs ana shiftich o 6bt

Cala: Bandar I’m serious please 3alashani you’re gonna bleed to death.

He did not say anything other than his tiring smile. 7abeebi he looks so tired.

Nurse: Maam he has to lay down for a couple of hours he lost so many blood.

Bandar: La abi arou7 il bait mabi ag3ad hnee

I layed him down on the bed and covered him: mafi 6al3a ila after you get your rest.

As soon as I finished my sentence he was fast asleep. Just like a baby. I held his hand the whole time laying my head on the bed next to him and sitting on the chair. I fell asleep waiting for him to wake up.

Bandar (smila 3alaiha she looks like an angel wehya nyma, 7abeebti ta3abt’ha ma3ay ma tistahil. I promise baby girl that I’m gonna make it up to you. You’ll never shed a tear from me other than tears of happiness inshala)

I stayed there just playing with her hair. Then she moved and opened her eyes.
She’s the most adorable thing in the world

Bandar with a smile: I hope I didn’t wake you up

Cala: I’m so sorry nimt bidoon la7is

Bandar: It’s okay why are you apologizing you sleep like an angel mashala

with a concerned tone: how’s your hand right now? Is it better?
( I touched it to adjust the bandage)

Bandar: Never better now that you touched it

I moved away and just smiled with my head down.

Bandar: Cala we need to talk

Cala: No Bandar it’s fine really. I’m in no place to judge you or interfere with your personal life.

Bandar: No it’s not fine. Ba3dain if you’re in no place who is?

I just stayed there quite: Ok but not now, I want you to go home and rest you are tired.

Bandar: No i want to tell you to get it over with, because I can’t wait any longer for the next step.

Was that a grin on his face?

Bandar: listen Cala, the day I met you, la tadreen shloun the moment I met you, you have changed many things in my life. You are different from all the girls that I ever met.

You’re benign, sweet oo wayid 3ala niyatich, you’re genuine. Lo bag3ad agoolich you’re amazing traits mara7 a5ali9 oo bidoon ay mujamala, you captured me the first time I saw you ib Avenues o knt bmout leana ma 3rft shloun o9alich b3dain shftich ib Prime o I knew it was a sign.

Bs lmn shft the Hummer following you yanait 3baly your boyfriend bs I couldn’t just let you leave l7agtich, o il7imdilah leana ma adree shknt basawi lw 9arlich shay o ana ma knt mwjoud right there behind you to help you.

The thought of just anything happening to you gives me goosebumps. I was the protective kind of person but with you it’s different.. everything’s different when it comes to you.

I was on cloud 9 after I met you but not for long. My dad told me that I had to marry bint 3ami. Her dad passed away a couple of years ago and my dad thought that it was best if I took her knowing that I won’t ever harm her since she’s my cousin and all.

I refused at first but my dad is sick and told me that this is his only wish for me before he dies. He told me that I did not have to marry her instantly, bas ina a5a6ibha oo we’ll see how things go. I never loved her, she’s a sister to me and nothing more. She seemed to be extra happy with this news. Until one day, I caught her with another guy. She told me that she really loved him and she was crying so much, blaming me for that I stood in their way. I talked to the guy and he seemed serious and he was willing ina ya56ibha min ibooy oo I gave him the approval.

I told my dad that I’m not gonna be able to make my cousin happy since I saw her as a sister only and nothing more and he saw that it made sense. So fi9a5t il 5i6ba later on. Ibooy 3a9ab bil bidaya but I had to stand against him, we both wanted other people fa laish in’6ya3 7yatna o in3eesh a miserable life. O taben il 9ij intay il wa7eda ily ra7 tigdar she puts a smile on my face. He then flashed his million dollar smile.

Cala, I stood against my father and my whole family just for one person and only god knows that this person is you. I’m so sorry for all the pain that I caused you from the day in the Library but I wanted you to hate me and not get hung up on me because you’re such a great person and deserve someone so much better than me. May you please allow me to make it up to you? For all the pain and throbs that I’ve caused you.

Cala (I was speechless. It was like I was in Seventh Heaven. There’s no way I could be hearing this and from who? Bandar! This is just way too good to be true.)

Cala: Bandar

Bandar: aaaah ya3yooon Bandar tell me what’s bothering you?

Cala: Bandar, I can’t I’m so sorry

Bandar: ok oo laish why can’t you?

Cala: I’m just too scared I feel this is just too good to be true oo I’m not ready to be crushed yet again, my only fear is that you’ll leave me some day and god knows what condition I’ll be in at that time.

Bandar: Cala, 7abeebti, I promise you that I’ll never leave you I can’t a9lan even if I wanted to. Please just give me some time, allow me to make it up to you and if you didn’t like it just tell me and I promise that I’ll never bother you.

I couldn’t help but smile: But I’d love it if you bothered me.

He seemed like the happiest guy on the earth.

Bandar: 3ayaaal you made a big mistake saying that to me. I’m gonna bother you way a lot, starting this second.

Cala: hehe a7laa bother

Bandar: noo noo noo maagdar chithi ana you want me to have a heart attack.

Cala: Laaa smila 3alaaik la tfawil 3ala 3umrik

Bandar: hehe zaain yala baaby let’s go

I was blushing so much: Bandaaaaaar

Bandar with an innocent look: what?

Cala: you know what.

Bandar: oh yeah mushkiltich you better get used to it you’re gonna be hearing a lot more of it from now on.

aaah i liked the sound of this. He seemed struggling a bit to get out of bed but he didn’t ask for my help not wanting to bother me or so: Yala here let me help you.

Bandar: no it’s okay I can help myself.

Cala: yeah and about this stubbornness thing. You have got to get rid of it.

Bandar: hehehe inshaaalaa min 3yooni il thintain

Tislamly 3yoonik

We got out of the hospital really close to each other that’s when he put his arms around me and pulled me even closer, he whispered into my ear: Baby I’m really sorry
(for all the things that I’ve done and all the pain that I’ve caused you)

My body lingered from the closeness that was between us and I couldn’t help but smile: It’s okay as long as this pain led to me being with you at the moment.

Bandar: It’s not just this moment. You wish. You’re stuck with me way more than this moment little missy.

This post is dedicated to Aishah thanks for always making me laugh in the comments section lol! And thanks all for the feedback! love you Xx

Previously;

COINCIDENCE? That when I finished my wonderful speech the elevator stops at the level he wants! I THINK NOT! He ran away. He declared his defeat. I have won!

Hmm won what? Well honestly I don’t know! But I feel victorious and that’s what matters!

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Buried under the pillows of my comfy bed celebrating victory with sleep, my mother had to barge into my room and pull away my luxury my love my .. blanket.

“Mamaaaaaaaaaa! Sho tebaaaaaiiiiiiin?” I whined “Wake up 7abeebti !!!!” She kept shoving me “Leish ufff aba arged” I complained “We’re going out!” She said cheerfully.

“Wow mu3jezah we’re gonna do something productive?” I teased “Yalla goomi neshi banseer that mall you’ve been wanting to go to!” She said “What mall ?? The one in New Jersey? Seriously??” I jumped up excited “Yes yalla 7ubi bs etlabsai and meet us outside” she smiled and left. I quickly got ready and rushed down to leave.

I walked out of the hotel to be greeted with a huge black Range Rover .. with Rashid inside of it.

“Mama” I called out “Ha 7abeebti” She suddenly appeared from no where.

“Yalla enseer” I smiled “Okay deshi esayarah” She pointed to the Range. “Mama sho?” I looked at her completely confused “Rashid’s taking us” She smiled widely.

“What? Huh? Laish?” I asked all the questions that crossed my mind “Lanh your dad doesn’t have a car here and you know how much he hates going on a Taxi or the subway so Rashid kindly offered” She smiled “Okay mama I doubt the car will fit us all” I tried to make an excuse.

“All? It’s just you me and your dad” She said “WHAT? What about the monkeys?” I asked “Don’t call your brothers that! El muhm they don’t want to go shopping” She said.

I looked at Rashid in the car glancing at me devilishly. “Uh I’m sure he planned all of this” I said under my breathe “Did you say something 7ayati?” My mom asked “No No nothing at all everything is just .. PERFECT!” I sighed.

In the car my mother had to carry out her “match-making” skills. Seriously she wants me to get married and I’m still 18. I had to witness her trying to pair Rashid and I up. “Oh Fai is interested in her studies she’s so independent and funny” My mom kept saying.

I didn’t know what to do but blush from frustration and embarrassment. Mom immediately took advantage of the moment when my father fell asleep so she could talk Rashid into considering me as a wife.

My mother suddenly said “Do you know that Fai is a pianist?” “Oh” – he laughed- “I know that” Rashid said bluntly “You do?” My mom asked with a confused tone.

“Mama bs!” I demanded in a whisper “Sho?” She said loudly. “Mama I know what your doing stop being a child uff I hate being the adult!” I scolded her with the lowest voice possible.

“Sho sawait?!” My mom said loud enough for Rashid to hear and say “You girls okay back there?” He asked “Yes yes we are! Nothing’s”- and I gave my mother a glare- “wrong!” I said.

“Oh look! A petrol station Rashid ubooyh please wagef shwy I want to get something to eat” Mom suddenly said “Sure” Rashid replied and parked the car in front of the station.

My Dad immediately woke up. “Bsmellah! Sho istewa” He jumped out of his sleep “Hahahhaha la mshy I just parked the car 5alo tba tnzel ta5th shy takla” He said and my mother quickly got out of the car.

“Oh 3yal zain ana banzel ba3ad bseer el 7amam esm7ooli shwy” He opened the door to exit “Waiit!” I cried out. Rashid quickly looked at me with his devious eyes glowing like crazy “What are you scared of being alone with me?” He grinned.

“No but I think it is not proper” I said expressionless “Well your parents don’t seem to mind” He pointed out “They trust me you know” he gloated. “Well …” I whispered “I think they shouldn’t” I looked into his eyes.

He looked back and his stare was very sharp “I was waiting for this” He said quietly “Fo ..” I tried to say but he cut in “Shhh let me talk” He said softly. “What does he want” I thought to myself while my heart started beating nonstop.

“You seemed mad before” He said “but now you look nervous” he continued. “Should I?” I finally said. Awkward silence invaded the conversation and Rashid’s face went blank. He was thinking deeply. He then looked up into my eyes and whispered playfully “May…” he then took a long deep breathe “Maybe” He smiled evilly.

I looked at him my face filled with shock and fear for some reason. Then I finally had the courage to speak again.

“Wha .. at do you want” I murmured “I was waiting for you to ask” He smiled widely but not innocently.

“I want you to give me my” – and his tone got lower – “my dreams back.” His eyes then continued staring at mine for what seemed forever.

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A Lover in Dubai

Bandar: Who’s this?

Cala: Na3am?

Bandar from behind his teeth: Minu hatha eli ma3ach hatha eli 9arla madri cham youm ma yamshi o yith7ak o yakil ila ma3ach?

It was obvious from his tone that he was angry but did not want to lose his temper.

I answered ib kil birood: wint minu 3alashan tis2al? bil a5a9 int shaku?

Bandar: ana shaku?

Cala: ee laish int omi.. ibooy.. i5tii.. i5ooy wana madri?

Bandar: I go away for just a couple of weeks oo matsadgeen 3ala allah you go and find yourself a replacement?

Bandar: Cala why are you talking to me this way?

I became a flowing river: Why am I talking to you this way? The question is why are you even talking to me?! What do you want from me? What on earth did I ever do to you that a man like you would carry all this hatred and envy on me? Laish? Ana shsawaitlik? Just tell me! Ba3dain you’re a married guy now and what you’re doing is 7aram. Go to her, go to your wife. (gritting my teeth at the last word)

Jilans’s brother saw me crying and Bandar standing outside my car, one thing came to his mind so he rushed on over to make sure I was fine.

Bandar: 5aair shtabi? min int? t3arifha t3arfik?

Fahad: ana eli il mafrooth as2ilik shaku wagif chithi itkalim bint il nas, shsawait feha?!?

Bandar: oo min ti6la3 7a’6ritik?

Fahad: a6la3 eli a6la3 int shaku

Here he goes again with the loud yelling and the fighting, this one was more intense because Bandar was obviously mad. I called Jilan, and she rushed over to take the guys to the hospital, il7imdilah Fahad ended up with a few bruises, and once I explained everything to Fahad he apologized for losing his temper.

Cala: it’s fine wallah

I smiled and patted his shoulders as they left. I shifted my gaze over to Bandar, he looked tired, hurt, agonized and lastly he looked disgusted….with himself.

Nurse: Sir your nose is bleeding you have to get in so we can put some bandages for you.

Bandar: Get away from me I’m fine.

The nurse was really scared and went back into the room. It was obvious how agitated he was. I couldn’t see him like this helpless. His nose was bleeding and so was his hand. I went over to him to try and convince him to the let nurse take a look at him. He was sitting on the chair with his head in his hands. Facing down. He looked exhausted.

Cala: Bandar

He didn’t move an inch.

Cala: mm Bandar

He looked up at me slowly and returned his head to it’s position.

Bandar: 5air? What do you want? Fee shay ib galbich tabeen dgooleena ba3ad oo ma gilti?

His hand was bleeding more and he was squeezing it.

I screamed:

Bandar your hand is bleeding for gods sake do something.

He replied coldy: drop the act Cala it’s all over, and I don’t need your pity. I apologize for being such a fool and thinking that there was a thing that we had between us, you made it obvious right now that we don’t so what do you want more?

I cried (There’s no way in hell that this is Bandar, why is he speaking to me so coldly and what the hell is he saying? Me? Now he’s blaming it all on me?) I couldn’t help but cry more.

Bandar ( god what does she want now moo kafi moo kafi eli 9ar? walah 7adi ta3ban oo she’s crying now? What does she want exactly from me)

He said so gently and slowly,

it was evident that he was really tired: Cala? Cala what do you want from me? Go to him. He’s the one that needs you right now.

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That night I went to the library to do some research and gather some books for my essay. Then I saw him with a group of his friends studying. He saw me but did not bother to get up and say hi or even wave. He turned his face and completely ignored me, his smile washed away as soon as he saw my face.

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What did i do? Did i do something wrong? I must’ve done something or why else would he pay no attention to me whatsoever. No no it’s all in my head akeed it’s just because he’s with a group of his friends oo mayabi ya7rijni. I caught him looking up at me for a second but turned away as soon as I saw him. I went to the restroom and as soon as I saw myself in the mirror I couldn’t help but cry. I quickly washed my tears away and tried to regain my composure and act happy.

The moment I stepped out of the restroom I saw him. He looked me into the eyes. At first he attempted to ignore me but when he saw my red eyes I guess that he couldn’t.

Bandar: what’s wrong? have you been crying?

Cala ( oh yeah the last thing I need is your pity right now): la2 oo mafeeni shay

I walked away but he grabbed my hands: Cala I’m not stupid I can tell that you have been crying. Shfeech? a7ad imthaygich?

Cala: let go of my hands please.

He did and I walked away. And that was it.

So much for a fairy tale. So much for my prince charming.

I cried myself to sleep…I made a decision I will no longer give any guy the opportunity to step over me. I am over this.

He’s not gonna affect me or ruin my life or cause me to suffer. I don’t care about him, he wants it to be this way so be it!

Two weeks have passed, I didn’t hear anything from him and I actually couldn’t care less. Deep down I knew I did but I just did not want to acknowledge that.

Cala: Jilan how about we go to the movies?

Jilan: Sure, when do you wanna go?

Cala: mm around 6:30 is great but please I don’t want avenues I’m not in the mood to bump into any people I know.

Jilan: ok sweetie i’ll pick you up.

We got dressed and went to Al Fanar to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. It was great I really enjoyed it but not for long, on our way to the car I saw him.

I saw Bandar.

With a girl clinging to his arm.

The girl seemed to be so happy but he wasn’t smiling or anything he seemed miserable actually. A guy in his place with a girl that beautiful with him would be ecstatic. He looked at me, no not at me…he looked into my eyes.

I gave him a look of deceit, pain and anger while he gave me a look that showed his unhappiness and his misery. I passed right by him as if he didn’t exist. So people where right, he does have a Fiance and I was fooled by him this whole time. I can’t believe it! Why? What did I ever do to him?

Cala: lets go back home

Jilan: why? lail7een ma ta3ashaina

Cala: please Jooj I’m tired abi arid.

Jilan: khala9 ok 7abeebti as you want

I saw him at college; he kept passing by me as if I didn’t exist. And I did the same. I caught him taking a couple of glimpses every now and then. Then I did not see him for more than three weeks. He vanished, he went away, just like that. Akeed tizawaj and he’s on is honeymoon right now with that slut.

I was told by Jilan that he dropped the course this semester and was taking a break.

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Bandar: Who’s this?

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