Il laila il 7aflaaaaaa!!! wa a5eeran!!!7addiii 7adii mistansa bas lail7een ma 6ila3t!!! ;/As soon as I post this, ba6la3….Bas b’3ait agoolookum 3ashan I’m soo looking forward to it…Oo ba3ad kint bagoolookum ineee 7adii istnast ib the other two 7afl…

Il laila il 7aflaaaaaa!!! wa a5eeran!!!7addiii 7adii mistansa bas lail7een ma 6ila3t!!! ;/As soon as I post this, ba6la3….Bas b’3ait agoolookum 3ashan I’m soo looking forward to it…Oo ba3ad kint bagoolookum ineee 7adii istnast ib the other two 7afl…

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He pinned me to the wall, and he put one hand on the wall and the other on the back of my neck. He started staring at my lips, as if they were something to eat… he kissed me, and no, it wasn’t a peck on the lips, he put his TONGUE down my god damn throat!!!

I was surprised; I didn’t even know what to do… I was 14 for goodness’ sake! I never kissed a guy EVER! I never had a boyfriend!

‘OMG what the hell is going on? What am I doing? Did he just put his tongue down my throat?’
all this questions crossed my mind in less than a second!

When he was done making out, He looked at me and said “I love your lips.”

I told him “I’m sure they love you too. I have to go now, my mom is probably asking about me.”

He looked at me, surprised and disappointed, and said “5ala9 3ayal, akalmich ba3dain 7abeebti, Take care, and I’ll see you next week.”

“Okay. Bye…” I smiled and walked away, I didn’t know if I should be happy or angry… so I decided that I’ll tell Shahad, since she had experience. When I told her she was happy and she said “OMG! He kissed you!! You should be excited!!!!”

So after thinking about it for a couple of minutes, I said “Yeah! I should be happy! I am happy!”

“Good! I’m so happy for you ya 7mara. I want a kiss! I haven’t kissed a guy in a while now… UFF!”

“He he, you will don’t worry! Soon!” what was I supposed to say? No? She would say something like “who are you to judge, you just made out with a guy.”

So, yes people, my first kiss wasn’t a Kiss, it was the most disgusting feeling ever!

Over the next few weeks, when Ahmad and I went out, we wouldn’t talk; all we did was make out. I didn’t really complain, since I didn’t know any better, I was naïve and young and stupid. Very stupid actually. During those weeks, I lied to my mom a lot, you see dear readers I hate lying, I hate liars, but I lied, I don’t know why, it was stupid of me.

Christmas came, and my parents were going out, my little brother was going to my cousin’s house, and my sister was going out with her friends. Shahad and Farah were coming over.

As soon as Shahad walked in the door she said “Lulu, 5alee Ahmad, Adel oo Hamad come over! Please pretty please!!!”

“ambay Shahad NO! wain ga3deen?”

“No common! They’ll hang out for an hour, please!”

“No, please I’m not in the mood for Ahmad…”

“Yalla!! Please 3ashani”

“hff okay, you can call them and tell them!”

“YAAY! Thank you”

“You’re welcome”

After an hour the guys arrived, I let them in, we all sat in the living room, and then Shahad and Adel go to my room…

Before I continue, let me describe how Shahad, Farah, and I look like.

Shahad has a thin figure, big brown eyes, light brown hair, which is long and straight. She’s very pretty, and she can get any guy she wants…

Farah is Shahad’s sister, she was a bit fuller, with curly long hair, and big brown eyes (bigger than her sister’s) she was beautiful, compared to any other girl I’ve seen. Tyanen, every guy wants her, “she makes the most powerful men crawl on their knees begging for mercy” she does, she really does.

I on the other hand, have small eyes which are dark brown, my hair is dark brown, and medium length. I’m very short, average looking, and I’m fuller than both of the girls, I’m like a girl next door.

Farah and Shahad are met7ajbat, btw (=

So they went in my room, I heard Shahad giggling, and Adel laughing, so I just knew what they were doing… I just ignored it. Ahmad kept looking at me in a way, you know the “I want you” look? Yeah that one! I wasn’t in the mood, I didn’t want to do anything, but he just didn’t get it!

He took my hand, and took me to the other living room… and started kissing me, he wanted me, and I didn’t feel like arguing, so we kissed for a while…

“7amood, 5ala9, I don’t want to make out anymore… Plus, it’s getting late, and I think you should leave.”

“Aha, ee okay… 3ADOOL! HAMAD! Yalla meshaina?”

He was angry, and I just didn’t care, ’cause I was tired, and I let them come over for Shahad…

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People say you shouldn’t regret what you did in the past, ’cause that makes you who you are now. Well I disagree, cause, well… I regret that kiss, I was only 14, I should’ve slapped him, or at least pushed him away. Oh well, the past is the past, and I can’t change it…

Okay people, adree my story is Boring, oo disgusting… but I need motivation to continue… Feedback please? Anyone?

Until next time… XoXo

Different leagues i love you more ;* w love your story!!! *sigh*________________________________________Incoming callMahooytyy-Pooh;*If I answered her call I knew I would definately mention 7amad. Whether I want to or not is not related. I have just ne…

i couldn’t sleep that night, I kept tossing and turning. I just desperately wanted to know… how bad was that Shireefa girl was!*Imessagedgoodmorning Jassim :) wake up…and im not calling youbecause you’ll hate me (: andim going to Paul for break…

MALAIIT YA NAAAS!

Nearly 2 months of skool left, ya3ny 60-ish days! 9iij ena this yr maar bser3aa bas, i cant take skool anymore, abyy a6laaa3 without worrying 3an tests w projects! Aby arou7 el shalaaih w asafir w astaniis

I CANNT WAIT FOR THE SUMMER BREAAK! kel ma i wake up in the morning its just 1 day less till the summer break, hathaa il imsakitnee;p

hhhhhhhhhhh *breathing out* (a)!

Of to studyy..toodles (exactly what im talking about)

Haya: 7ayati i love you, last night was amazing.

Fai9al: 3yoni inti, all i wanna do for the rest of my life is make you happy.

Haya: You already have… uFFF i dont wanna leave tommorow. I wanna stay here in your arms forever.

Fai9al: 7beebty, we will always have moments like this. The fantasy doesnt have to end.

Haya: Yeah…

Fai9la: Yallah 7beebty go get changed so we can go downstairs to have lunch.

Haya: Ok.

Haya got dressed while Fai9al waited for her downstaris and the small cafe.

Fai9al: Wow you look stunning 7beebty.

Haya: Merci 7ayati

Fai9al: Ba3aaaaaad french… hotness all around haha

Haya: Agool bs !

Fai9al: Ba3aaaad m3 il 4e8ul ?

Haya: OMG.. excuse me ill have some iced pinneaple juice please.

After lunch…

Fai9al: 7beebty im gonna be out for a while you need anything?

Haya: Ween ryi7?

Fai9al: Just wanna cruis around.

Haya: Were in Hawaii what could you possibly wanna see besides the beach.

Fai9al: Babe ill be back dont worry *gives her a peck on the lips*

**Dialing Doody**

Me: Aghhh Hayounaaa i thought i wouldnt hear from you till you got back.. kfk ?

Haya: Just had a late lunch with Fofo.. and now he suddenly disappeared. Mdri weeno !!

Me: Haha ok .. 3adi just go on up to your room and watch a movie or something till he gets back.. then start the fun hehe if you know what i mean.

Haya: Hahah ya ws5a !! Yallah babe byee

Haya took the elevator up and walked towards suit 1101. She searched for her card but didnt seem to locate it. She fell onto the floor and emptied her bag. She searched and searched but it was missing. She went down to the lobby and asked for a new card but the consierge wouldnt give her another one. He said “Im sorry ma’m but we do not offer extras” Bull shit she thought!

She walked back up and sat infront of her room on the floor waiting for Fai9al.

An hour had passed.

All of suddent the door flung open and Haya fell on her back to the floor. It was her baby!

Haya: Ayyyyy wj333 !!

Fai9al: Haha 7beebty t3ali 3ndy.

Haya: Wsh tha ya Fai9al you were hear the entire time. I was sitting out here for an hout and you were inside. I went down and you were here. You herd me trying to locate the card and you did nothing.

Fai9al: Baby –

Haya: L2 dont you baby me.

Fai9al: Baby –

Haya: Omg stop babying me i cannot believe what you did i really dont know what to say to you right now i — wow….

Haya finaly walked in after yelling at Fai9al in the hallway. She walked in to a dim lighted room.
From the door all the way to the tiny round dinner table were dozens of white rose petals on the floor. Haya was never really a fan of red roses but she adored the white ones. Their were shimmering candels all around which made the room glow beautifuly. The window was opend bringing in the warm breeze and the soft sounds of the ocean. Fai9al had prepared her a romantic dinner which was just to die for.

Haya: 7ayati int… you did all this for me?

Fai9al: 6b3an 7beebty ajal l meen inshallah? I wanted our last night to be perfect.

Haya: Well im surprised thats for sure. *pecks him on the lips*

Fai9al: Do you like it?

Haya: Do i like it? I LOVE IT BABY!! Im sorry i yelled.. ya7athy feek, allah y5aleena l ba3ath.

Fai9al: Lel abad

So the newlyweds had their romantic dinner. It was so adroable, haya was glowing more than ive ever seen her. And Fai9al.. well lemme tell ya something, i dont think ive ever seen a guy more inlove.

After their dinner they slipped into their comfies then cuddled into bed together and talked. They talked about all sorts of things. The house they might buy in the future. How many kids they each want. Baby names. Vacations. They discussed it all. To some couples it might seem a bit too early but to them it was as if everything was coming at them all at once. Thats what i love about them… They dont care, they just say and do whatever comes to mind and are happy with it.

Wow… m y best friends honeymoon. Again i will have to say a little jelouse. But c’mon i mean who wouldnt be right? Did you see what he did for her? How much he adores her? I thought i had that, guess not.

Wheres my own baby?
M7md… well i cant say he isnt good looking. He’s got dark brown hair. Amazing brown eyes. Hair was kinda curly yet soft. Sweet. Caring. Gentle. Funny.
He had all the qualities i like, but still i dont know. Well the date is tommorow so i guess i will just have to wait and see. Only God knows.

Now back to me !!

-Thank you for being there when no body was. -Thank you for putting up with me and my siblings all these years. -Thank you for believing in me, when no body did. -Thank you for lifting me up, when life let me down. -Thank you for picking up the pieces …

Saroona, Exquisite:*
This part is dedicated to you guys, I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH
and you guys really, everyone, your kind words just inspire me more and more each day and I love your comments, all of you. I love you all:*
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The next week was a bit hectic, I had so much going on mind, lots of projects, essays, exams and 3azayim wi3roos. I kept thinking about him the whole time but I never saw him.

I was starting to wonder probably what happened was just a normal thing for him, I mean no doubt that it’s just all in my head and he doesn’t have any feelings towards me or anything. Well, I guess only time could tell.

Mom: Calaaa yalaa mama we’re gonna be late, ana nazla minich intay labsa and you hade your make up done, what’s takin you so long?

Cala: Inshala mama I just need to get my clutch and i’m ready

( I walked down the stairs holding up my dress so I won’t trip over it, I felt like a princess)

Mom: Mashalaa smila 3alaich.. all eyes are gonna be on you tonight bil 3irs.

Cala: mamaa la tbal’3een shda3wa i’m just like any other girl

Mom: zain yala mama igray il mu3awithat 3shan namshi

The wedding was a blast, I had so much fun, everything was very well organized and structured. The songs were really good and most of all the food was yummy!

Mom: Cala mama yeebay lafiti 3alashan namshi

Cala: enshala

I went to get Mama’s lafa and we said good bye to the bride’s mom and our family and were waiting near the gate for the driver.

That’s when I bumped into him.

Bandar: Cala?

Cala: umm ee… hala Bandar shlounik?

Bandar (with a huge grin on his face): ahlaaain hala wala. 7emdela ana b5air intay shakhbaarich?

Cala: il7emdila i’m good mm mama this is Bandar Al Flani, Bandar this is my mom.

Bandar kissed the crown of her head ( so cute right?): Hala walah 5alti shakhbarich shi3loomich?

Mama: 7emdila walaa b5air inta shlounik?

Mama and Bandar exchanged formalities…then mama bumped into a friend of hers and was busy chatting with her which left Bandar and I alone. He was just staring at me the whole time.

Bandar: Mashala..shaklich..intay….mashalah kamla wil kamil raby

I had my head down I was blushing: Mashkoor madga9ir

I felt his eye burning into me (god he looks so good wihwa im’3atir too mashala mazyoon)

In between our moment of silence a guy shoved me from behind unintentionally which caused me to almost fall down, but thankfully Bandar had his hand behind me before I could fall.

(Bandar to the rescue, it’s like he’s my superman)

Bandar: are you ok? 3asa ma ta3aawartay?

Cala (i’m ok aside of you being so damn close to me) i moved away quickly god that’s so embarrassing: yeah i’m ok mashkoor

Our car arrived

Cala: i’m sorry i need to go. I helped mama get into the car then got in myself. I felt his eyes following me as my dress danced from under me as I made my way into the car.

Essays were piling up on me and I heard no word from him. That night I went to the library to do some research and gather some books for my essay. Then I saw him with a group of his friends studying. He saw me but did not bother to get up and say hi or even wave. He turned his face and completely ignored me, his smile washed away as soon as he saw my face.

Awal shay i’m REALLY sorry for not updating in a long time, wayed minkom waited so patiently for me and I really appreciate it. I’ve had a long month with loads of stuff to do mixed with severe writers block. I hope you enjoy the new post o enshall…

Awal shay i’m REALLY sorry for not updating in a long time, wayed minkom waited so patiently for me and I really appreciate it. I’ve had a long month with loads of stuff to do mixed with severe writers block. I hope you enjoy the new post o enshall…

Dont hate me, but its not that i dont like him. I do, but once he asked about “him” i remembered what happend and how i was hurt badley. I realized that i was on a date, an actual date with another guy. Im scared to get hurt again. Dont think im not over “him” cause iam. Its just that im afraid to get hurt all over again. It took me a long time to pick up the broken pieces of my heart and put them back together.

Yeah i might be over him but still the fact that he was my first love will never be erased from my memory. When he walked away it felt like my heart was being ripped out, my veins stretched out. Like someone picking at a rose petal one by one.

A few days flew by and i havent spoken to M7md since. I think i embarresd him more than enough. How could someone explain that she was scared and confused?

Sarah: Hey are you ok? You barley touched your food.

Me: La 3adi im fine just didnt get enough sleep thats all.

Sarah: C’mon its me.. wsh feeki ?

Me: Remember they guy i told you about?

Sarah: M7md? ee shfee?

Me: Well we were out on a date, and then all of a sudden i just got up and left. I was scared..

Sarah: Babyyy i know its hard, i mean your first date after all this drama between you and .. mm we’ll just not say his name. Im sure he understands.

Me: But see thats why i feel so guilty, cause i was the one who asked him out, all he did was prepare everything. I did the asking.

Sarah: Ohhh.. well sorry to say it but you kinda screwed up. Why did you run away?

Me: He wantd to know about “him”. And i couldnt take it, i was scared sarah so scared. I dont wanna get hurt again.

Sarah: That we have no control over. When we allow love to enter into our lives we are also allowing the possibility of a heartbreak. You dont know wheather it will be broken or if it will last forever. But trust your heart and let faith guid you. If you feel that you could be with him, then go to him. It either works or it doesnt. If it doesnt, it doesnt mean you such but it means that theirs someone out there better for you who was made for you.

Me: Wow.. where did all this lovey dovey come from?

Sarah: Oh your welcome . im glad i could help!

Me: Haha walah a7bk !

Sarah: E e yallah bs eat.

We had our late lunch then parted ways. She headed back home to her boo (Kareem), and i decided to give M7md a surprise visit. I really hate myself right now, he was trying to contact me for the past 4 days but i wouldnt budge.

*Knock Knock*

M7md: Ahlan ! Dina tfathly..

Dina: *went on over to the couch and we sat* Listen about the other night –

M7md: PLease dont say a word. I understand. It wasnt my place to ask about him. I know what your going through. I too have recentley broken up with my girlfriend of 3 years who cheated on me with a close friend of mine.

Dina: Oh my god M7md walla im so sorry…… umm.. How long ago? If you dont mind me asking.

M7md: We broke up last year around spring.

Dina: I dont want you to think im still hung up on him, its just that its hard to form a relationship again after what happend. I dont wanna get hurt.

M7md: *he leaned in closer and looked me in the eyes* Listen to me, I know how you feel, i feel it too. Im scared too. But Dina i dont know how but once i saw you, you took my breath away. When i saw you at the wedding you left me breathless. I would never hurt you. I wanna know you. I want you to know me. I know its soon.. but im willing to sacrifice my heart again. Theres something about you, something that catches me everytime i see you.

Dina: *blushing* I like you too but –

M7md: Dina, please give me a chance.

Dina: …. Ok……

M7md: You just made me so happy *kisses me on the forehead*

He walked me out to my car and i was off. We had a date set for tommorow, lunch at 3.
He gave me shivers up and down my spine. I was so excited. I knew this was right. I Knew i wanted to see him. I just hope this time i dont run off again.

I would firstly like to thank everyone who commented on the previous post! All your comments are much appreciated thank you so much ;*

Anyways .. here’s a long post for all of you! And if you thought Rashid was rude in the last part check him out in this one! lol I’m loving this!

Previously;

“Girls”-and then he rolled his eyes – “especially girls from the UAE they think ..” and his voice got quieter softer and he bent his body so his face reaches the level of mine. I could literally feel his breathe on my face! “That any guy who talks to them is in love with them or something and that .. is just pathetic ” He whispered.
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Lamya: Hahahaha I can’t believe he said that!
Me: Well he did and it is not funny! HE IS SO ARROGANT!
Lamya: Arrogance is hot
Me: Shutup! Mdri keif hoo roo7ah decided eneh I’m “in love with him”
Lamya: Well he didn’t really say that right?
Me: Okay he was talking generally and I am included! What should I do Lamyo?? I don’t how to deal with guys!
Lamya: Y3ni I do?
Me: Better than me! LATSTAHBLAIN!
Lamya: okay okay let me think hmmm
Me: Yalllaaaaaaa
Lamya: If you stop nagging maybe I get an idea!
Me: okay sorry
Lamya: GOT IT! Next time you guys meet up
Me: Don’t say meet up! It’s not like we go on dates or something we just meet by coincidence!
Lamya: GOD! I didn’t even say that! That proves that you’re in love with him
Me: I AM NOT!
Lamya: Okay whatever! Next time you “coincidentally bump into him”
Me: Heeh that’s better
Lamya: STOP INTERRUPTING ME!
Me: haha sorry
Lamya: Next time you “bump into him” BE A BITCH!
Me: Haaa??
Lamya: YEAH! Go up to him and go like you’re arrogant you think everyone is in love with you you have attitude problems and all that!
Me: I CAN’T DO THAT!
Lamya: GROW UP! BE THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE! Always remember no MAN is stronger than YOU!
Me: What the hell are you crapping about?
Lamya: Just do what I tell you trust me! Okay I gotta hang up I’m going out
Me: I should go do your “plan” thingie
Lamya: Wein?
Me: The lobby duh!
Lamya: Oh the drama place .. how do you know he’ll be there
Me: He’s always there
Lamya: HAHAHA Okay Bye!
Me: Bye

After ending the phone conversation with Lamya I took off my comfy velour tracksuit and wore my favorite skinny jeans, my grey chloe casual dress and perfected the outfit with my classic louboutins. Yes. I had to look absolutely hot when pissing him off.

I looked at myself in the mirror “I should put some make up on” I decided. I’m not a makeup person usually a colorful lipstick is enough. But today I had to look extra hot. I love when hot girls piss off guys makes it more exciting don’t you agree? So I put some foundation, blusher, eye liner and lipstick. “Perfect” I smiled arrogantly. Oh yes I was so confident and excited for some reason.

I went down to the lobby and unfortunately Rashid was no where in sight. I stood there for one second just to browse the place around.

“BOO” I suddenly heard from behind me.

“Bsmellah!” I almost screamed. It was Rashid smiling it was the very first time I see him smile widely.

“Dimple” the word escaped my mouth. “Yes it is kind of obvious” He smiled mimicking me and his adorable dimple showed up. “Actually it’s not .. you don’t smile that often” I said cooly.

“I don’t think you know me well enough to use the word “you” and the word “often” in the same sentence” He smirked. That asshole!

“I meant the times I bumped into you” I smiled awkwardly “God I lose all my sanity when I’m around him” I thought to my anxious self “So you are calling this “bumping into one another”?” He looked at me wickedly.

“Yes .. yes” I suddenly got nervous “Coincidentally bumping into each other .. Rashid” I nodded “ANA WAYD ’3ABYA” I thought .. more like screamed to myself.

“Bumping into each other? I think it is more like stalking” He raised one of his eye brows and grinned “Na3am? Shu qa9dek stalking?” I said with my eyes wide open.

“You know my name” He pointed out “So someone’s been stalking me I see” He laughed to himself “What? That doesn’t mean anything! My brother just mentioned your name by by” “coincidence?” He interrupted me “Actually yes!” I squeaked.

“It’s okay you don’t have to admit that you were asking about me” He smiled “Bs ana ba3teref eneh I also have been snooping around about you” “What?” I asked shocked

“Fai” He winked “How did you know my name?!” I asked immediately “You have your ways .. I have mine” He smirked. I shot him a glare.

“By the way what’s wrong with your face?” He asked suddenly in the most straight forward way.

“Huh?” I was completely shocked “It looks different .. bad different are you sick or something?” He asked “What? No!” I almost screamed.

“Heeh 9a7 .. by the way I don’t think your brothers will like seeing you here all alone in the lobby at night. With me. Right?” He said in his killing sarcastic tone and then he immediately left his infamous typical exit.

“Nothings wrong with my face” I whispered “UF it was stupid makeup! I was supposed to look hot!” I rubbed the blush from my cheeks and sighed.

Uffff! He didn’t even give me the chance to piss him off! He ended up pissing me off! How the hell did that happen? Yarabi!!!!

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Hope you liked Rashid’s rudeness hahah ..

Stay Tuned,

A Love in Dubai

MISS YOU WAYED ;**thanks for all your comments. Your support meant so much to me wallah =)I’m not really back yet but I woke up feeling a little better today, so I figured I should share my good mood with you!Hope you enjoy it! =)ps: again, MISS YOU WA…

I cant believe what I just did. Hate to say it, but I was actually rude, very rude. Yes fine I admit he gave me a good reason for what he did.. I might aswell have just shot him in the head. I knew there was no other wedding and he just wanted to get away from me, marra kan bayen !
I embarresed him, I really really did and Im feeling so bad and guilty about that. I really wanna apologize to him but I dont have his number or email to even contact him. AHA.. HAYA !!

**Texting Hayouna**

Hey there newlywed, I know you must be getting ready to leave for your honey moon right now, but i need a small favour and dont ask why. I really need you to text me M7md’s home address right away! Have fun and call me when u get back i loooove u :***

**Reply**

Hey babe… yeah im all set and we leave in 4 hours to the airport. soo… you finaly want him now haa? haha ok well have fun while im gone ;)
his address is ………………

I quickley changed into some tracks and rushed over to his place. I rang his door bell once, no answer. Waited a couple of seconds and rand two more times no answer. I gave up. Just as I walked away he opend the door.

M7md: Dina?

Dina: Ahlan… (omg wth im a doing.. o no dont sweat please not now awwww)

M7md: What are you doing here?

Dina: (walking towards him) Uhhhh.. well I wanted to talk to you.

M7md: You could have just called.

Dina: Well.. I didnt have your number.

M7md: Yet you managed to get my address?

Dina: Yeah.. you see –

M7md: You wanna come in?

Dina: (with a smile) Please.

We walked in and sat on his amazing L shaped black leather couch. His house was amazing. 1 story. Two bedroom. Living room. Dining room. Two bathrooms. Kitchen. Small gym.

M7md: So?

Dina: Well about last night, I know you didnt leave for another wedding.

M7md: And what if i didnt?

Dina: Ok listen, I acted childish questioning you and all. I just didnt like you lying to me, not just you i mean anybody. I cant stand them. And c’mon i did have a right to go alittle angry on you and ask you all that.

M7md: Yeah you did but the way you said it, the way you acted it was as if you were talking to a criminal.

Dina: Yes and for that im really sorry.

M7md: But still you didnt answer my question… why did you come?

Dina: Uhmm.. i wanted to know if you had anything planned for today.

M7md: Why?

Dina: Seriousley? Your gonna ask me why?

M7md: Haha y7lelik… yes i would love to go out with you *finally*

Dina: Great! Pick me up at 9 and we’ll hang out.

M7md: Ok then… bye

Dina: Bye.

I’ve ogt jitters up and down my spine. Wow.. no hey hey hey wait.. did i just ask him out ! Awww maann not cool so not cool. Damn it women pull yourself together! Ok freaky im turning into one of those girls who talking to themselves. I so need to seek help. There i go again. SHHHHH !!

**Fai9al and Sarah’s Honeymoon**

Haya: Mashallah the room is amazing, look at that beautiful view!

Fai9al: Oh im looking .

Haya: 7mar haha stop it!

Fai9al: Baby im your husband now i get to do whatever i want.

Haya: Whatever.

Fai9al: (holding her so tight and gazing deep into her eyes) Baby were together now and nothing can ever come between. I will love you until forever, until death do us part we will be together. I want you to take my hand and never let go cause 7beebty when i say i love you it means till death do we part. I love you my hayouna my true love.

Haya: I love you Fofo. And i cant wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

He leaned in and kissed her lips softley.. her neck. Yada yada yada they landed on the bed making out them WHOOOOOOOOAH 3EEB 3LEEKOM LETS GIVE’EM SOME PRIVACY… !!

**Back Home**

Me: Ok he’ll be here any minute.

DING DONG!

Me: Aghhhh !!

SHHHHHH!! WTH IS WRONG WITH ME!!

M7md: Uhhh hi, did you just scream?

Me: Hm? Me noooo.. i thought i saw a rat.

M7md: Aha… ok then yallah lets go.

He took me over to his beach house. where on the sand he had this little picnic set up for us. With candels ( well duh with candels then how the hell are we supposed to see )
We sat down and starting chatting up and eating. It was amazing ..

M7md: Wllah your so beautiful mashallah.

Dina: Hehe thanks.

M7md: Dina i know its not my place to ask but who was he?

Dina: Uhhh.. i gotta go.

M7md: What? why? wait !

Dina: Sorry but i have to leave bye!!

And i stromed outta there so fast and back home..
I couldnt take it..
I cant..
It still hurts.. I might get hurt again…

This part is dedicated to My Little Secrets :*

RORO:* babe you sure are one of a kind, we miss you so much over here in the blogosphere you and your amazing story! Your a talented girl and I think you should never hide that talent of yours, after all I really am starting to believe that it runs in your family, and not only in your staggering writings but also in ur sensational personalities and sweetness, i love you:*

and to everyone, thank you so much for your support and your amazingly sweet comments you have been really great and your great comments are what motivates me to keep on writing, i love you all ;**
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My guy: i’m so sorry but it seems that you’re stuck with me…

Cala: Me? Why?

My hero: cuz my friend had just bailed on me for some reason oo either way I wasn’t gonna let you go back your house brou7ich not with hal ashkal around kint basayrich laiman to9leen.

I didn’t know what to say ( god is he like the most chivalrous guy or what? and they say chivalry is dead! it’s so not!)

I just smiled.

Cala: I’m so sorry for all this wallah i didn’t mean for any of this to happen bas they kept insisting walah ma 3a6aithum wayh wla shay.

My guy: 7a9al khair inshala i know you didn’t but some guys just couldn’t take no for an answer you have to be careful out there. Zain bitwagfeena here all day?

Cala ( what? shagoula ya3ni? fashal i tell him to come into my car): i’m sorry what do you wanna do?

My guy: how about I get into your car for starters, we head to your destination and i’ll have a friend pick me up from there?

I had a hesitant look on my face again brain freeze!

My guy: by the way I’m Bandar Al Flani oo mala da3i t5afeen I’ll tell you any information that you want to know about me. You’ll drive oo walah I wouldn’t ever think of hurting you lo bish3ara. ( walah inshala e9eerli shay if i ever thought just thought about hurting you baby girl)

(I couldn’t help but smile and get into my own world. I was on cloud 9. His name only got me mesmerized and now he’s getting into my car. aaaah)

Bandar: so where are we heading?

Cala: I was hoping Chilies.

Bandar with a devilish look: Ma shiba3tay gaz ib prime? or fir9a to hang out with me? haaaa?

I felt so embarrassed

Cala: you stalker! how did you know i was in prime?

Bandar: lol la stalker wala shay 3adi i was there wila ya3ni may9eer? oo 6ala3t oo i saw you bil 9idfa

Cala (dagra): ahaaaa

Bandar: zaaain yala shra7 takleen ib chillies?

Cala: moo 7agi i’m just ordering pick up for my mom she loves their food!

Bandar: ya7lailha she’s so cute (i hope i’ll get to meet her someday)

We stopped by Chillies, he asked me what my mom wanted and went down to order. All of a sudden someone opened my door i looked up and it was him.

Bandar: hehe u think i’m gonna let you stay alone in the car? la ya mama not after what I’ve been seeing lately.

I turned my head looked down, he was right every time he bumped into me it was an embarrassing situation with random guys. It was obvious that I was upset of what he said, even though I’m sure that he didn’t mean it.

His eyes were regretful

Bandar: Cala i’m so sorry wallah i didn’t mean it the way I said it. God wth is wrong with me! Cala pls forgive me for the last time, wallah i didn’t mean it this way ma kan 8a9di ina athaygich (inta ‘3abi ‘3abi ‘3abi. mat3arif tagthib ilsanik.. well i can’t when she’s around. Bandar ur not the kind that gets like that around girls shfeek! oo me apologizing? since when do i apologize to anyone?)

I couldn’t help but smile at him, his voice was filled with remorse and I’m sure he didn’t mean it (aw baby stop apologizing i know you didn’t mean it)

He was jocund to find me smiling obviously on the contrary to what he had expected. ( is she really smiling? wow if it was any other girl she’ll make a huge deal out of it and i6angir wil 7ala 7aala. i like her)

Bandar with a grateful smile: yala how about tanzileen oo we order ur mom her food?

Cala: Inshala

He asked me what my mom wanted and I recited the order while he repeated it to the guy I don’t get why he just wont let me tell the waiter my order oo bas.

He got the check and I came to take it from him.

Bandar with his brows up: na3am? khair i5ti amray?

Cala: mm may i please have the bill

Bandar “imitating my shy voice”: no of course you may not, plus i’m not the waiter you know

Cala (god he keeps embarrassing me but I won’t show it this time)

Cala: mm please Bandar give me the bill

Bandar raising his hand hanging the bill above me so I can’t reach it: la mama I’m not giving you the bill

He was laughing at the childish girl in front of him I got tired knowing that he’s much taller than I am and that I would definitely not reach the bill! Who am I fooling? He’s much taller than me.

I pleaded: Baandaaar pleaase give me the bill

( 3yoon Bandaar intay listen to her sayin my name laa wib dalaa3 I’m gonna have a heart attack)

Bandar said sternly: Cala khala9 bala dala3 I told you I’m payin oo khalas don’t argue mafy farg baini oo bainech ba3dain a9lan 3aib 3alaich ina you just offer to pay.

I know it’s wrong to offer to pay when with a guy bas I mean ya3ni shaku ihwa yidfa3 it’s for my mom! ( But godd he’s so sweet and charming)

He took the bags of food

Cala: olaa what’s all this?

Bandar: shinu what’s all this? It’s food, I hear it’s a really great inventory.

Cala: I know it’s food bas min 7aga kil hatha?

Bandar: it’s for me. Why do you mind?

Cala: ohh okaay noo noo I’m so sorry (shit fashla)

Bandar: lol no 3adi shda3wa bas ma kalait 3adil oo I got you some food too I ordered chicken crispers I know ina you’re gonna say what is he a kid baas wallah their so good I love them. Oo you’re gonna have to love them too

Cala ( I was blushin): since you just said that I have a confession too ana I always order chicken crispers too wallah ask Jilan their my favorite with honey mustard aaah

Bandar: you have taste in food ba3ad I already ordered honey mustard and ranch. Don’t worry

I dropped him to his house, it was in Surra. What a small world my house was in Surra too only a block away. Of course I did not tell him that I just dropped him and he thanked me.

Bandar: Mashkoura ya a7la Cala, oo asif walah adri ini ta3abtich ma3ay

Cala: noo it’s fine ma sawait shay, ta3abik ra7a ( then i smiled, chan zain lo kil ta3ab this way)

He stared at me for a few moments then regained his awareness and let himself out of my car and waved goodbye before entering his house.

This part is dedicated to My Little Secrets :*

RORO:* babe you sure are one of a kind, we miss you so much over here in the blogosphere you and your amazing story! Your a talented girl and I think you should never hide that talent of yours, after all I really am starting to believe that it runs in your family, and not only in your staggering writings but also in ur sensational personalities and sweetness, i love you:*

and to everyone, thank you so much for your support and your amazingly sweet comments you have been really great and your great comments are what motivates me to keep on writing, i love you all ;**
—————————————————————————————————————————————–

My guy: i’m so sorry but it seems that you’re stuck with me…

Cala: Me? Why?

My hero: cuz my friend had just bailed on me for some reason oo either way I wasn’t gonna let you go back your house brou7ich not with hal ashkal around kint basayrich laiman to9leen.

I didn’t know what to say ( god is he like the most chivalrous guy or what? and they say chivalry is dead! it’s so not!)

I just smiled.

Cala: I’m so sorry for all this wallah i didn’t mean for any of this to happen bas they kept insisting walah ma 3a6aithum wayh wla shay.

My guy: 7a9al khair inshala i know you didn’t but some guys just couldn’t take no for an answer you have to be careful out there. Zain bitwagfeena here all day?

Cala ( what? shagoula ya3ni? fashal i tell him to come into my car): i’m sorry what do you wanna do?

My guy: how about I get into your car for starters, we head to your destination and i’ll have a friend pick me up from there?

I had a hesitant look on my face again brain freeze!

My guy: by the way I’m Bandar Al Flani oo mala da3i t5afeen I’ll tell you any information that you want to know about me. You’ll drive oo walah I wouldn’t ever think of hurting you lo bish3ara. ( walah inshala e9eerli shay if i ever thought just thought about hurting you baby girl)

(I couldn’t help but smile and get into my own world. I was on cloud 9. His name only got me mesmerized and now he’s getting into my car. aaaah)

Bandar: so where are we heading?

Cala: I was hoping Chilies.

Bandar with a devilish look: Ma shiba3tay gaz ib prime? or fir9a to hang out with me? haaaa?

I felt so embarrassed

Cala: you stalker! how did you know i was in prime?

Bandar: lol la stalker wala shay 3adi i was there wila ya3ni may9eer? oo 6ala3t oo i saw you bil 9idfa

Cala (dagra): ahaaaa

Bandar: zaaain yala shra7 takleen ib chillies?

Cala: moo 7agi i’m just ordering pick up for my mom she loves their food!

Bandar: ya7lailha she’s so cute (i hope i’ll get to meet her someday)

We stopped by Chillies, he asked me what my mom wanted and went down to order. All of a sudden someone opened my door i looked up and it was him.

Bandar: hehe u think i’m gonna let you stay alone in the car? la ya mama not after what I’ve been seeing lately.

I turned my head looked down, he was right every time he bumped into me it was an embarrassing situation with random guys. It was obvious that I was upset of what he said, even though I’m sure that he didn’t mean it.

His eyes were regretful

Bandar: Cala i’m so sorry wallah i didn’t mean it the way I said it. God wth is wrong with me! Cala pls forgive me for the last time, wallah i didn’t mean it this way ma kan 8a9di ina athaygich (inta ‘3abi ‘3abi ‘3abi. mat3arif tagthib ilsanik.. well i can’t when she’s around. Bandar ur not the kind that gets like that around girls shfeek! oo me apologizing? since when do i apologize to anyone?)

I couldn’t help but smile at him, his voice was filled with remorse and I’m sure he didn’t mean it (aw baby stop apologizing i know you didn’t mean it)

He was jocund to find me smiling obviously on the contrary to what he had expected. ( is she really smiling? wow if it was any other girl she’ll make a huge deal out of it and i6angir wil 7ala 7aala. i like her)

Bandar with a grateful smile: yala how about tanzileen oo we order ur mom her food?

Cala: Inshala

He asked me what my mom wanted and I recited the order while he repeated it to the guy I don’t get why he just wont let me tell the waiter my order oo bas.

He got the check and I came to take it from him.

Bandar with his brows up: na3am? khair i5ti amray?

Cala: mm may i please have the bill

Bandar “imitating my shy voice”: no of course you may not, plus i’m not the waiter you know

Cala (god he keeps embarrassing me but I won’t show it this time)

Cala: mm please Bandar give me the bill

Bandar raising his hand hanging the bill above me so I can’t reach it: la mama I’m not giving you the bill

He was laughing at the childish girl in front of him I got tired knowing that he’s much taller than I am and that I would definitely not reach the bill! Who am I fooling? He’s much taller than me.

I pleaded: Baandaaar pleaase give me the bill

( 3yoon Bandaar intay listen to her sayin my name laa wib dalaa3 I’m gonna have a heart attack)

Bandar said sternly: Cala khala9 bala dala3 I told you I’m payin oo khalas don’t argue mafy farg baini oo bainech ba3dain a9lan 3aib 3alaich ina you just offer to pay.

I know it’s wrong to offer to pay when with a guy bas I mean ya3ni shaku ihwa yidfa3 it’s for my mom! ( But godd he’s so sweet and charming)

He took the bags of food

Cala: olaa what’s all this?

Bandar: shinu what’s all this? It’s food, I hear it’s a really great inventory.

Cala: I know it’s food bas min 7aga kil hatha?

Bandar: it’s for me. Why do you mind?

Cala: ohh okaay noo noo I’m so sorry (shit fashla)

Bandar: lol no 3adi shda3wa bas ma kalait 3adil oo I got you some food too I ordered chicken crispers I know ina you’re gonna say what is he a kid baas wallah their so good I love them. Oo you’re gonna have to love them too

Cala ( I was blushin): since you just said that I have a confession too ana I always order chicken crispers too wallah ask Jilan their my favorite with honey mustard aaah

Bandar: you have taste in food ba3ad I already ordered honey mustard and ranch. Don’t worry

I dropped him to his house, it was in Surra. What a small world my house was in Surra too only a block away. Of course I did not tell him that I just dropped him and he thanked me.

Bandar: Mashkoura ya a7la Cala, oo asif walah adri ini ta3abtich ma3ay

Cala: noo it’s fine ma sawait shay, ta3abik ra7a ( then i smiled, chan zain lo kil ta3ab this way)

He stared at me for a few moments then regained his awareness and let himself out of my car and waved goodbye before entering his house.

Everyday, for the past 3 weeks, M7amad has been calling me. Sometimes, more than often, he’d just call to ‘check and see how I was doing’. Everyday, things got better between us, and so, I decided that today I was going to tell him how I truly felt abo…