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Hey !

I know I used to update on a daily basis bas I have so much work to do lately that I really don’t have a lot of time on my hands. Next week I’ll be done and I’ll probably update the blog Thursday (May 7th). Also, the next post will be from 5aled’s point of view, and it was really hard writing it because, well, I’m not a guy and I don’t know how guys function.
Oh, and just incase you were wondering, the story is 100% made up. 
Meaning I’m not Juju, meaning I’m not a bitchy person in real life. So yeah …
One last thing. I want to thank everyone who has been reading the blog. Before this, I didn’t write at all and I’m hoping to improve my writing skills from your wonderful blogs :D 
So thanks everyone !

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[29 Apr 2009 | Comments Off on What About Now? pt8a | 0 views]


ALOHA! so…as i promised all of u i’m gonna post today! YAAAAAY!! ya whatever :p ….don’t get mad cuz i only posted 8a…its really long….and remember I won’t post tomorrow :P
ENJOY! :***

P.S. : i would reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllyyyyyyy love to read the comments of my silent readers….toodles!
o tara the post is SUPER DUPER LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG!!!!


Its Friday and its 7:00 pm…Zaina and Fara7 were getting ready for the 3azeema….Fara7 was sick but Zaina begged her to come…she didn’t wanna be alone…

Fara7 wore her violet dress and applied simple pink makeup…while Zaina wore an elegant black dress with little details, she curled her straight brown hair into big wavey streaks..and wore simple makeup

Um Zaina (calling the girls): haaa Zaina mama 5alla9taw??

Zaina: ee yumma kanna L7een ib nanzil…

Um Zaina: Yallah ibsir3a 5altich 6aiba daggat 3alay itgo0l abeekum ityo0n gabil baji L m3azeem

Zaina: 5ala9 yumma…moo i7na binro07 mashi…fa intay ro07ay w ana w Fara7 nil7igich…

Um Zaina: ok 7abeebti… La it6awlo0n…

7amad’s house was exactly behind Zaina’s house…there are two ways to get there by walking…the short but dark and scary way..and the long normal way “street” (not that long..3 to 5min.)…

Zaina and Fara7 were finally done, they went using the short way ofcourse…they finally reached 7amad’s house and were about to ring the bell when suddenly zaina said….

Zaina: Fara7 mabiiii…..

Fara7: chub chub…ana ba6ni i3awwirni o 7addi mali 5ilg….yallah 6iggay L jaras…

Zaina: ifffffffff….a5af asho0f 7amad…

Fara7: Ma ra7 itshoofina ihya 3azimat 7areem!

Zaina: adri bs….iffffffffffff…..5ala9 yallah 5andish….

Zaina and Fara7 went inside their house…it was their first time…after the note incident Zaina always made some excuses so that she won’t go to their house…Samya and her are good friends…she comes to Zaina’s house every once in a while…

Zaina and Fara7 entered the house, no one was there yet…there was only their mom, Um 7amad, and Nora (7amad’s eldest sis)…

Zaina & Fara7: Salam 3alaikum….

All: wa 3alaikum L salam

Nora: oh Zaina o Fara7 min zimaaaan 3ankum…shlonkum sha5barkum??

P.S: Nora is 7amad’s eldest sister..”7amanni’s mom” and now she’s 4 months pregnant..

Zaina: ee wallah min zimaaan… L 7imdillah zaineeen

Fara7 was coughing and her head was spinning…

5alti 6aiba: haw?! Faro07a 7abeebti shfeech ayeeblich panadol?

Fara7: haa?? La la 5alti 3adi mala da3i…tawni ma5tha 7abba…

Um Zaina: Faro07a 7abeebti itha ta3bana tigdireen triddeen L bait…bas ni6ray shway 3ala ma iyo0n L nas…

Fara7: NshAllah yumma…

Fara7 (whispering to Zaina): U owe me like crazy!

Zaina (whispering back): I know I know…wallah sorry…

Um Zaina and Um 7amad were busy with the people who started to enter one after another….they were talking some old women talk..remembering old memories…mino 5i6ab mino tit6allag..(typical kuwaities :p)

Zaina: illa Samya wainha? 7addi walaht 3alaiha!

Nora: wallah madri L mafro0’6 itko0n ta7at min ni9 sa3a…bas it3arfeen Samya o
mawa3eedha…

Suddenly Samya enters the living room full of people…she starts to sallim on each woman…(boring 9a7?)..she finally reached Zaina and Fara7 who welcomed her with a big smile on their faces…(long time no see)…

Samya: ZAYOOOON! FAROOOO7!!

Zaina: SIMAASIM!

Fara7 was busy with her coughing…she just smiled…

Samya: waaaay ma a9addig awwal mara ityo0n baitna….walaht 3alaaaikum waaayiiid…

Zaina: i7na akthar! Min zimaaan 3annich…ha shlon L shi’3il ma3ach..??

Samya: L 7imdillah zain…..*looking at fara7*…Fara7 shfeech 3asa ma shar shaklich ta3abana…

Fara7: haa?? Ee shwayyat nahsla o ka77a…

Zaina gave her a look…*3adi u can go*…Fara7 got her message…

Samya: salamtich ma tsho0feen shar…

Fara7: L shar ma iyeech…yallah ana baro07…bas yaait 3ashan asallim..

Samya: ma3tho0ra… yallah ma3a L salama…

Fara7 said bye to all and went home…

Everyone was busy drinking their tea and talking…Samya and Zaina were having a lot of fun together…until when suddenly Samya remembered…

Ooo 9ijj 7amad….babda my first step now…

Samya: ee 9ij Zaina ta3alay…7amad igo0l innich itdarseena Bil ma3had..9ij?

La la la la… don’t talk about 7amad…ma 9addagt inna I finally stop thinking about him…

Zaina ( turning into a tomato): ummm…7amad?…eee 9ij..

Ahaaa….ya3ni moo bas 7amad…hee hee hee…it’6a7ik wiyha mista7ya…

Samya: hahahahaha….kint bat2akkad 3abali 7amad i5o0ra fog rasi…

Zaina just smiled…

Yaaaaaay it’s the fun part…! Its buffet time! (I’m starving fa 3adi….live with it)……everyone was busy serving themselves…Samya escaped to her room…

Samya: Alooo…7amad wainik??

7amad: ana bil diwaniyya…shatbeen??

Samya: abeek itrid L bait L7een!

7amad: taw L nas…ommi galatli ma arid L bait gabil L sa3a 12 o L7een L sa3a 10:30 …

Samya: ifffffffff….agoollik abeek ityee L7een winta itgo0lli ommi w ommi…

7amad: Walaaaaain…Laish tabeeny ayii L7een..?? haaa goolay sh3indich?

Wallah balsha….shagoolla 3ad ma abee ib shay….ee ligait.ha!

Samya: a9lan ommi ihya illi galatli adig 3alaik o agoollik ityee!…Yallah ibsir3a moo it6awwil…

7amad (i6affir Samya): eee itha ommi tabeeny 5 digayig wana 3indich…hathi L ‘3alya om L ‘3aly :p…bas wallah itha ma 3indich salfa ya wailich minni!

Samya: i7a9illik a9lan L ostatha Simsima itdig 3alaik o itgo0llik ta3al rid L bait…

7amad: 7imdillah w L shikir…9ij ma 3indich salfa…yallah bye 10 min. w o9al L bait ya ostatha simasim…

Samya: bye

Hiyya hiyya hiyya!…..Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!…5i66iti ib tinja7!..
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After the buffet people started to leave…and only few were left including Zaina and her mom…zaina and Samya were sitting alone in a small living room…Samya was waiting for 7amad to come…

Ring ring ring ring ring….

Samya (answering her phone that was ringing): alo0o…ee eee kani…ana bil 9ala L 9’3eera…

She closed the phone and continued chatting with Zaina

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!!! *door of the small living room opening*

7amad (carrying 7amanni): Simasim…….wain illi ommi tabee…..

7amad was wearing a red polo with navy shorts

7amad froze in his place…staring at the girl next to Samya….

Abbaaaaih! hatha 7amad?!………laaaaaa sh.hal ‘3aba2 ya3ni akeed ohwa….waaaay abbaaih fashla! Ishawwig L yahel illi ma3a mashallah…I never knew he loves kids….Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Ishawwig…oooooops!…forget this part I didn’t just say that…

Ifffffffff Samya o 7arakat.ha L ma95a…chan galatli inna fee ibnayya ma3aha bil 9ala…la7’6a la7’6a …moo china hathi Zaina?!….L moshkila inha imnazla ras.ha fa ma agdar asho0fha….

Samya: Ohhhh 7amad….nisait agoollik inna Zaina ma3ay bil 9ala….

Ee wallah hathi zaina… damn she’s…she’s …she’s beautiful mashallah….a555 chinni gilt mashallah….7amad shfeek?! …….

7amad: hala Zaina shlonich?

Zaina: L7imdillah…inta shlonik?

7amad: ana zain L 7imdillah..

Samya: ta3al 7amad ig3ad laaish wagif…

Since samya was sitting on the single couch and Zaina was sitting on the double couch…o the other couch is kinda far from them so he sat next to Zaina….

La la la ….la tig3ad yammi….i can feel that I’m turning red right now!

Hahhahahaa….ibsir3a taglib 6oama6a…..hatha illi kintay ga3da it5a66i6eenla ya simaasim haaa?? …… i5ti w a3arfich 3adil….

Samya: eee 9ijj Zaina! …..Ma thawagtich milkshakey L 3ajeeb!

Zaina: Oh…itsawween milkshake ba3ad! 3ishtaw! chan giltay min gabil….7addi shab3ana

Samya: 9adgeeny itta7issifaain itha ma jarrabtee…haa 7amad ma tabi milk shake..??

7amad (faham 8a9d samya): eee 3ad it9adgeen 7addi mishtihee….bas abi illi intay itsaweena moo mal Marry illi ilawwi3 L chabd…

Samya (smiling): NshAllah 5 digayig w ayeeblik L milkshake….

Samya got up from her seat and went to the kitchen, 7amad was still holding 7amani on his laps…

WaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayYyy ma asta7mil! Isahwwig ishawwig ishawwig! Mashallah he’s so adorable! Abi agari9 5do0oda! Iffffffffffff…bas L moshkila inna 3ind 7amad…hidda plz hidda 5alla iyee 3indi…

7amad leaned down and whispered in 7amanni’s ears…

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww…look at 7amad…he’s such a good uncle mashallah…

7amanni: hahahahhhaha…*looking at Zaina* Uncle hamad gool intay waaayid hilwa…

‘3abi ‘3abi ‘3abi! Iifffff tadro0n shlon ana L ‘3abi moo ohwa! 5adaaay gtla goollaha intay 7ilwa moo uncle 7amad igo0l intay 7ilwa!….L sharha 3alay ana illi…ifffffffff

Ummmm….ummmmm….is that supposed to be a flirt…? ….hahahahahahaa….bas wallah 7amanni I’6a7ik fi’6a7a…look at 7amad’s face … priceless!

7amad: mmmmmmmm….chathab 7amanni…

Zaina’s shloulders were moving up and down, her face was turning red..she was about to cry from laughing….

7amad put 7amanni on the floor…he couldn’t fake it anymore…he started laughing hysterically…!

7amanni went to zaina…she lifted him and put him on her laps…he was laughing and playing with is ball …Zaina was in another world…she forgot about 7amad…

Suddenly 7amanni’s ball fell on the floor…both Zaina and 7amad leaned down to pick it…they froze in their places…his hand was over hers…his dark mysterious eyes were looking right into her warm hazel eyes…it’s the first time he actually looks at her…

Zaina: umm…*nazzilt ras.ha*

7amad: oh..*he took his hand off hers*…

Zaina was still frozen…7amad was trying to find the right words…

7amanni (ruining the moment): 3ato0ny kolti!

Zaina (took the ball): haak 7abeeby…

7amanni: 9oklan XD

They both sat on their seats…

Waaaay Katko0o0o0ot ishawwig mashallah…

Her eyes…they’re warm…I-I-I think I should apologize….haa?? la la shinu apologize..? min mita 7amad yit2assaf…bas hathi…hathi Zaina!…Tadro0n minu Zaina…Zaina…is…is Zaina… la la la ana lazim ag6a3 L tad5een o redbull:p..shga3d ago0…l witha Zaina? Shinu ya3ni..? 3ala ras.ha reesha w ana madri?

Samya (smiling): sorry 6awwalt 3alaikum…

Zaina: la 3ady i5thay ra7tich…

7amad: yah yah yah…shinu hatha 5osh milkshake Samo0y!

Samya: ofcourse ofcourse 7abeebi…dam ana imsawyita 3ayal akeed 7ilo…wala shrayich Zaina?

Zaina: hehehehehe…ee 6ab3an rayi min rayich..

7amad: Afa! W ana 3abali ibtogfeen ib sidey…*giving her a look*side ur student…

Zaina (it’3ayyir L salfa): hahahaha *looking at her watch*…yalah ana lazim aro07 ta2a55ar L wagt…

Samya:La taw L nas…

Zaina: La shinu taw L nas…L sa3a 12 billail…

Samya: 3ala ra7tich..


Zaina went to the big Living room…she was looking for her mom…

Zaina: 5alti 6aiba ….wain ummi?

5alti 6aiba: ommich ra7at L bait…gtlaha it5alleech 3indina shway…Samya waayid walhana 3alaich…

Zaina: hhehehehe…wallah ana illi walaht 3alaiha o 3ala sowalifha…Zain 3ayal dam chithee ana baro07…Yallah ma3a L salama…

5alti 6aiba: la la7’6a …yaya mashi??

Zaina: ee 6ab3an…baitkum yam baitna ma yabeela sayyara…

5alti 6aiba: ee 7abeebti bas L wagt mit2a55ir 5a6ar tamsheen bro07ich…

Zaina: adig 3ala 5addamatna ityee…

5alti 6aiba: wil 5addama ishbitsawweelich NshAllah?…la la la ma y9eer…ana L7een anadi 7amad iwa9lich…

7amad?! la la la mabi 7amad maaaabiiiiiii!!!

Zaina: la 5alti mala da3i…

5alti 6aiba: la yumma ma y9eer…*calling 7amad*…7amad yumma ta3al wa99il Zaina bait.hum….

7amad came to the living room…he gave Zaina a look and opened the front door…both went out…she rushed out of the door quickly…she just wanted to reach home without him saying a word…but he was always right behind her…

7amad: la7’6a Zaina shway shway…laish mista3yila..?

Zaina: haa? La la moo mista3yila wala shay…

7amad (soft voice): Zaina…

Zaina: na3am?

7amad: ummm…ana..ana aassii…*he didn’t continue the word*

Ofcourse ma tigdar tgo0lha…cuz u r 7amad….o ba3dain can u actually feel guilty…?? I don’t need ur apology…for 6 years I got nothing from u but trouble…yes u bring me trouble!

Zaina looked at him and laughed sarcastically…she walked and gave him her back…and went to the dark but short way to her house…she didn’t hear his voice…she knew he left her alone

Fashalt nafsi jiddamha…shinu ya3ni itha ta2assaft laha??…ana 9ij athait.ha waayid ma3ay…bas magdar magdar…ana 7amad…7amad illi min yom ohwa 9’3eer ma i3tithar 7ag ay a7ad…7atta lo kan yadri inna ohwa ‘3ala6…

She was walking into the dark road…it was soo dark…until suddenly their were loud voices…laughs..and cigarette smoke was getting closer every time she stepped another step…

Guy:hahahhhhhaaa….3baaaaaiiid ta3aaal ma gtlik 3an L bnayya illi shift.ha theek L marra ib *****

Guy2: KAAAAAAAAAAAK!! Hatheech ma ‘3air.haaaa??

Waaay yumma shinu hathaail…ma yisti7o0n 3ala wyo0hum..Yumma waaaaayiiid ‘6alma!……..hatha wagta 7amad iro07?! Iffffffffff ofcourse he will…cuz he’s 7amad o i7ib y2atheeny!

She suddenly felt someone holding her hands…

Zaina: HHHhhhhhhhh!!






















7amad: ta3alay….hal 9bayyan moo zayneeen imshay nro07 L 6ireej L thany..

Waaay ashwa i5atara3t 3abali waa7id min hathaila w inta ri7 o 5allaitny bro07i…bas…7amad ma 5allany…kan yamshi waray…o he actually cared…he wasn’t planning for one of his new plans…he..he..he was protecting me?!

7amad was still holding her hand…he walked and she walked silently with him…he stopped in the middle of the empty street…

5ala9 7amad…bas i3tithir ag9aha kilmitain..ana asif o bas…

He turned around and looked at Zaina…but this time he looked at her differently…he wasn’t planning for anything he just wanted to apologize!

7amad: *lookin into Zaina’s eyes* Zaina ana asif…

Zaina: ………………………….

He’s apologizing…7amad is apologizing to me…is he?

La2! La togfeen o it6al3eeni chithee…ma agdar 3ala hal na’6ra…7amad shfeek?! Ithgil ithgil L7een bitrid 3alaik…ifffff bas 6awwilat….tadro0n shlon bago0llaha marra thanya yimkin itrid 3alay…

7amad: Zaina…adri inna asif shwayya 3ala illi sawwaita feech…adri inni athaitich ib wayid ashya2 o adri innich yimkin ma itsam7eeni…bas please 3a6eeny another chance…we can be friends…or act formal…bas min ‘3air mishakil o athiyya…

Ma38o0la? Ma38o0la I give him another chance? He’s my only enemy in the world! I-I can’t give him another chance…bas he looks honest…iffff madri madri shasawwi….

She kept looking at him thinking and wondering………..

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!! *car’s horn*

Zaina turned around and closed her eyes from the close flash lights of the car…. She froze in her place…

7amad: ZAINA!


OooooooooPsssss i guess its the end for now :P mUhahahahahahahahah (6)

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[28 Apr 2009 | Comments Off on Failure to launch..!! | 0 views]

It’s like he has a spell on me.. I thought to my self as I stopped in the middle of the side road not sure if I was supposed to be going left or right. He doesn’t call much, so on those rare occasions he does, and for the few minutes we spend talking, …

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It’s like he has a spell on me.. I thought to my self as I stopped in the middle of the side road not sure if I was supposed to be going left or right. He doesn’t call much, so on those rare occasions he does, and for the few minutes we spend talking, …

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[28 Apr 2009 | Comments Off on What About Now? pt 7 | 0 views]

I’M BACK! :P with part 7…Wallah seems like a VERY LOOOONNNNGGGGG time ;p
Enjoy ;****

Zaina~
Zaina finally reached home….she saw her mom sitting on the couch..

Zaina: Salam 3alaikum

Um Zaina: wa 3alaikum L salam….

Zaina went and sat near her mom

Um Zaina: Zayo0na 7abeebti la tinsain bacher L 3azeema ib bait 5altich 6aiba…o thakray Faro07a ba3ad

Zaina: NshAllah yumma

After one whole hour of chatting with her mom, she went upstairs and picked out some clothes for the 3azeema…

Ifff wallah mali 5ilg…ma 9adagt a5alli9 min L ma3had 3ashan ma ahso0fa…o ham basho0fa bil weekend..i know inna ma ra7 iko0n mawjo0d la2inha 3azeemat 7areem…bas it3arfo0n lamma u have this feeling inna something will happen…??
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7amad~

7amad reached home 15 minutes before Zaina did…he went to his room and sat near the window waiting for her…

Bas 5ala9 ya 7amad…5ala9! Sheel hal bint rasik moo killa itfakkir feeha! Laish killa an6irha… ? Laish ma agdar anam illa lamma asho0fha..?? 5ala9 ma ra7 asawweellaha shay…atwa88a3 inna illi sawwaita feha kafi… Hob Hob…shfeek ya 7amad.. it7is ib ta2neeb L ‘6ameer?! Ana…la killish moo no3i…….ifffffffff…wallah inni i7tirt….Tadro0n shlon badig 3ala Reem a7sanli….3al a8al asheel hal zaina min rasi…o just in case ur wondering…tara the answer is no I don’t luv Reem…

He grabbed his cellphone and was about to call Reem when suddenly Zaina’s lights were opened…he just couldn’t..he dropped the phone and started looking…he didn’t hear the foortsteps of Samya coming towards him…

Samya (5arri3ing him): CHAKKAAITIK!! Shitsawwi ga3id bil ‘6alma bro07ik??!!

7amad (faz min mokana): Ya 7mara! Ana cham marra gayillich it6iggeen L bab gabil ma itdisheen! Haaaaaa???

Samya: ista7 3ala wayhik..3aib 3alaik ana i5tik illi akbar minnik ib 11 months o 22 days o 6 hours.:p…O ba3dain ta3al shitsawwi ga3id 3ind L direesha?? Shit6ali3??haaaa???

7amad (tidodah): haa?? Moo ga3id asawwi shay…abi ashim shwayyat hawa…

Samya went near the window to peek…when she did Zaina was passing in front of her window….

Samya: huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh!!!moo hathi Zaina bint 5alti ‘3alya…?? 7amad layko0o0nn……

7amad: heeey intay shga3da it5arbi6een….ana mali shi’3il feeha

Samya (it6affir 7amad): ee 9a7 malik shi’3il feeha…gool ihya illi malha shi’3il feek…wana ago0l laish killa 9ak 3ala ro07ik L bab o imjabil L direesha….

7amad: Shoofay Samyo0o….mo tig3ideen it6al3een 7achi o isha3at…tara ana a3arif sowalfich L ma95a…

Samya (it66afra): 3ad it9addig ma tinlaam….L bnayya moo bas mamlo0o07a…mashallah ityannin!….*silence* it7ibha??

7amad (gam min Lkirsi o 3a99ab): intay shga3da itgo0leeen la 6ab3an ma a7ibha!

Samya felt her brother’s tense…but deep in his eyes she could see something hiding…something that he himself doesn’t know…

Samya (it.haddeeeh): haw shfeek 3a99abt…ga3da a6afrik…o b3dain inta u5o0y wana athi8 feek adri innik moo mal hal sowalif…

7amad was relieved after what Samya said…

7amad: ee ashwa 3abali ba3ad…xD

Samya left with 1985979584798756987 thoughts haunting her mind :p …she was planning for something…she remembered the 3azeema tomorrow….she wanted to see her brother happy…she thought of a plan and swore she’ll do it in the 3azeema….

End of Part 7…

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[28 Apr 2009 | Comments Off on Heart Beeps (5) | 0 views]

When he whispered in her ears, and she started to blush I had to leave the room, I needed some air and a smoke as ironically as that might sound. The whole night started on the wrong note, I wasn’t invited by him, but by my cousin and through my sist…

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When he whispered in her ears, and she started to blush I had to leave the room, I needed some air and a smoke as ironically as that might sound. The whole night started on the wrong note, I wasn’t invited by him, but by my cousin and through my sist…

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[28 Apr 2009 | Comments Off on Foolish Games.. (18) | 0 views]

Alrighty! So, this was supposed to be posted like.. 2 days ago? But I totally got sidetracked and stuff! *slaps self* bad Lilo! But there wouldn’t have been anything to post anyway since I just started working on it, so yeah -.- I’m sorryy, I’ll askit …

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[27 Apr 2009 | Comments Off on 2012??! | 0 views]

Yaa naaas!! whats up with the stuff ive been hearing about 2012?Awal shay i hear ina this planet called “planet-x” entered our solar system and is about to crash into us on 2012, and that NASA made sure of that. W bi3dain i hear ina the sun is going to…

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[27 Apr 2009 | Comments Off on The Tables Have Been Turned (5) | 0 views]

Ok, so here’s the next part, as promised :D


I hope you guys like it .. 
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Continued from the previous diary entry…


So I picked up the phone…
“Aloo” he said
“Hala, shlonik?”
“il7amdillah, inti?”
“I’m good 5aled” I said. Ok fine, maybe it was a little too rude. But he was interrupting my tanning time
“Juju… laish matridee 3al messegaat?”
“Oh, sorry … I didn’t get anything! There must be something wrong with the network hnee in Dubai. Madree.”

Yes. I lied. I actually did get his messages. He asked me how I did on my exam and random stuff like that. You probably think I’m a bitch right? Anyway.. as I said before, I want to take my mind off of everything and everyone.

“I missed you these couple of days, I thought shay 9ar ”

All I could think was ‘Dude. Chill. It hasn’t even been three/four days’

“Wait.. Aish? You’re in Dubai?!” Mhmmm. I didn’t tell him. Must have slipped my mind.

“5aled. What? So al7een you’re mad at me 3lshan I didn’t tell you that I was going to Dubai with Sara?”

“Im not mad. Laish I get mad? Bil3aks 7beebti, have fun. A9lan you need that after your exams.”

Ok diary, don’t get me wrong. I know I’m being rude to him… but after he said those three words to me. I couldn’t even talk to him anymore. I mean, we were good at first, he just had to ruin it by saying that.

“Oh … ok. Anyway, I’m kinda tanning so I have to go.  Bye”

After that I turned to Sara.

“SARAAAA why isn’t he breaking up with me? Isn’t he supposed to be mad at me for not answering his messages and phone calls? Or for not telling him that I’m traveling?!”

“WHAT! You want him to break up with you? When did this happen? WHY??!”

“Umm. Hello? Have you not been paying attention to the latest updates? He said I love you. I obviously can’t stay in this relationship anymore”

“Juju. Chub ok? Just shut up. The dude loves you. Do you know how many girls would LOVE to be in your place right now? W it’s not like he’s an ass, 5aled’s an amazing guy…”

“Saraaa, I don’t know what to do. I didn’t get together with him to find love. Come on, you know that. I just wanted to get my mind off of other things and it worked. Im fixed, so there’s really no need for 5aled anymore”

“JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOJ! shfeech? Are you listening to yourself. Please, for a second replay what you just said in your head. Umm, you don’t need him anymore? WHAT THE HELL. Like he’s some toy you’re using and then you throw him away when his purpose is gone. Listen to me, you are not breaking up with him. If you don’t want him to love you then make him fall out of love with you, bas don’t be like ‘Hey 5aled, by the way it’s over. Thanks, bye’. “

“Sarooo…” I didn’t have time to finish my sentence. You have no idea what happened to me next. NO IDEA. I took a quick look at my phone and I saw his name on the screen. And right there, on my screen was:

Connected.
5aled Al X
+96650…
Mobile

I actually think for a split second there, my heart stopped functioning. Then, it started beating so hard against my chest I thought it was going to push its way out of my body mn kthr ma how fast it was beating. Then, I disconnected the call and started hyperventilating.


He heard everything…

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SUUUUURRRRRRRPPPPPPPRIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSEE !!!!aaaaaaah !! aaa surpise parttyyyyy !! yaaaay. i went to hugg nooniiee me: AAAAAH intaay shino?? thaankkk yoou ya a7laa noooniie ! I LOVE YOUU.noonie: heheheh !! ana cham jooj 3indy? 7abebbty your welcome..yo…

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you know sometimes when you meet new people, to break the ice they’d ask you, or you would pop the question of.. “if you were to be granted 3 wishes, what would they be..??” will.. since summer have barged in, and its too hot, lets melt some ice.. If y…

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you know sometimes when you meet new people, to break the ice they’d ask you, or you would pop the question of.. “if you were to be granted 3 wishes, what would they be..??” will.. since summer have barged in, and its too hot, lets melt some ice.. If y…

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Hiii ;) seems like forever :p…sorry i coudln’t post yesterday….but i’m posting today :p

Enjoy ;********

Zaina didn’t actually sleep…she called Basma and told her about what happened… she was so embarrassed from 7amad.. she didn’t know how to face him tomorrow….Fara7 came, and she told her about everything that happened…and fara7 couldn’t stop repeating her well known sentence “I TOLD U ITS MEANT TO BE……Ahhhhhhh….its meant to be!!!!” . They finished they’re sowalif and each went to her room to sleep.
………………………………

Today Zaina woke up at 10:00 am she didn’t have any mo7a’6ara today!
She called Basma and they decided to go Shopping! …she changed her clothes and went to her car…she found another note near her left window…she opened it…it says..”the eyes don’t ever wanna see u cry”

Zaina: what?! The eyes don’t ever wanna see u cry…Mino Shafni abchi? 3ad ana moo no3i abchi jiddam L nas…*remembering* OMG! ITS 7AMAD ITS 7AMAD! BALA ITS 7AMAD! URGH!! I7IR !!! ANA AWAREEEEK! URGHH!!!!

She threw the note over the old notes near the driver seat…she went to avenues and met Basma near the entrance (near IKEA) they finished shopping and got really hungry… they ate lunch at Johnny Rockets…(7addi mishta.hyita that’s why 7a66aita :p)…they finished and they went home…

She took a shower…and went near her closet to pick something for the ma3had…

Iffffff mali 5ilg ahso0f 7amad L yom….abi afashla w a9arri5 3alaih! Madri shalbis……iffff tadro0n shlon balbis 5alajeen!

She wore her baby blue juicy training suite and pulled her hair into a ponytail…

Eeeee Kaifi balbis training!! A7san! Wallah mali 5ilg….o kaifi kaifi kaifi basawwi 3ango09…adri inna L trainingz ishawgo0n bas moo malot hal kalam …adri shbitgo0lo0n bas kaifi!…mali 5ilga ;p

She entered the class…smiled when she saw Bader….and frowned when she saw 7amad who was wearing a white polo with beige shorts……..

Na9er: haaa? Im3a9ba L yom shissalfa?

Na9er I can’t believe I’m saying this bas I LUV U! thank u thank u! now agdar a6alli3 7arriti ib 7amad!

Zaina (itna’6ir 7amad): la bs mazaji i5tirab min ams…la2inna wa7id la7agny chan ad3am….

Hahahhahaa…lail7een mit2athra min salfat ams…

Na9er: Allah Allah Allah…3a6eeny ra8am sayyarta wana awarreech fee!

Zaina (laughing): hahahaha…la mashko0r 3adi ma 9ar shay

Bader: 3asa ma ta33awartay…?

Awww…ishawwig..he didn’t change….

Zaina (smiling): La L 7imdillah ma 9ar feeni shay…

Eee ‘6i7kay 7ag 7abeeb L galb ‘6i7kay…

Bader (smiling): L 7imdillah…=)

Zaina: ok yallah lets start our lesson…

She grabbed a pile of papers and squeezed one of the notes that she received from 7amad…

Zaina: first I’ll pass these papers and then we’ll check the projects

Na9er: abad! Ma itgo0meen…ana illi bawazzi3hum…dam mazajich mit3akkir L yom…ana a3addilich iyyah…intay bas amray

Everyone was laughing….

PERFECT! Na9er inta L yom moo bas 3ajeeeb!

Zaina: hahahhaa thank u….

Na9er got up and passed the papers he suddenly stopped…

Na9er: Zaina…shinu hatha “the eyes are looking”

7amad jumped from his seat when he heard him reading his note out loud..

What the hell?!! 9a7ya???? Sh8a9dich ya zaina?!

Zaina: weee I’6aher I messed up the papers ma3a ba3a’6….o its just a stupid note I found on my car window..

Jana: eee abbaaih… 7atta ana 9arat feeni… wai3 9bayyan L yom ma yisti7o0n

Na9er (galab alwan): la la la … yisti7o0n shinu ma yisti7o0n…

Bader: la wallah illi isawi hal 7arakat o y2athi banat 5alg Allah ma yisti7i!

7amad already hates Bader and when he said this he suddenly got up from his seat and got out of class…

Fawwaz” waaaaaaih al7eeen shisakta…akeed 3a99ab..allah yastir minilli yay”

7amad was thinking while he was smoking his lungs out…

Ifffff….aro07 L bait? Mali 5ilg adish w ajabil hal bader…. I7irni! Ya3ni msawwi roo7a’ ana L rayyal L san3’….bas tadro0n shlon..?? …. mani rad L bait…ana adri sh8a9dha…ihya tabi itbi6 chabdi! Bas ana illi babi6 chabdich ya zaina! O mani imsawweeelich wala shay….mita ma ri7tay yimeen and baro07 yisar…

He quickly changed his angry feature and grabbed a flash memory and entered the class…

7amad: sorry nisait hatha *pointing at the flash*

Zaina (in9admat inna rad): ..its ok have a seat…

Bader was in another world looking at Zaina…and remembering how he used to be her life saver in school…defending her from the aggressive boys…

Zaina: We’re done for today…o ITS WEEKEND!!! Cheer up everybody!

Everyone got out of class…Bader came near Zaina..

Bader: Zaina…

Zaina: hala Bader ba’3ait shay…

Bader: la bas kint bas2ilich 3an hathak illi 7a6lich L note…im2atheech?

Zaina (smiling): la la moo im2atheeni wala shay…

Bader: *looking directly into her eyes* Akeed?

Zaina: ee akeed…

Bader: ok…bas itha athaach gooleeli

Zaina (blushing): NshAllah..

Ya zeen illi yisti7o0n wallah….

Bader: yallah ana bamshi…nsho0fich next week xD….

Zaina went to her car…7amad left before her…so they didn’t meet on the way…she suddenly remembered something…

LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! Its weekend! Bacher yam3at L jeeran ib bait 5alti 6aiba! O yes 5alti 6aiba is Um 7amad! Ya3ni bacher baro07 bat.hum illi wala 3omri 6abbaita…bas walaht 3ala Samia o Nora…bas still…mali 5ilg y9eer any contact ma3a 7amad…o since 5alti 6aiba is my mom’s best friend ya3ni lazim it6awwil!!!! …..waaaaaaaayyy….

End of Part 6…

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Ok, so .. I had a really long post but I decided to split it into two posts. So I’m posting this one now and the next one some time tomorrow.

+ For the people who are waiting for a post with Masha3el, I’m sorry but you’ll have to wait a little bit longer .. 
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Friday, May 30th, 2009

Today I woke up at around 7:30am. Sara was still passed out on the sofa, and I didn’t want to wake her up, so I went out and decided to tan on our very large balcony. I heard guys’ voices and loud music coming from next door, but I didn’t mind the music, and it’s not like the guys can see me tanning. With my iPod on shuffle, I laid down and soaked up the early morning sun.

About an hour later, Sara came out with a sun dress on and started to say something. I couldn’t hear her because of Lady GaGa’s Poker Face, and after I removed my earphones and told her I had no idea what she said she just gave me a really confused look and casually pointed behind me.

Shit. Why do the stupidest most embarrassing things happen to me?
Yes, the guys had a clear view of me. I did not notice that we had (for god knows what reason) a shared balcony!

YOU’D THINK SOMEONE WOULD NOTICE THESE THINGS
But, in my defense, it was the morning and all I was interested in was tanning…

And the guys who were now on the balcony had a clear view of me. Tanning. Just laying there. Oh My God. I had no idea what to do. I didn’t see them because I had my eyes closed the entire time!

I went into panic mode, but I didn’t show it. I looked at Sara, I was trying to not scream and run inside, and I told her that we should order breakfast and head back inside. After ordering two orange juices and scrambles eggs, we sat on the couch…

“JUJU … shda3wa machifteehom” she said to me
“Sarooo !!! fsheeela .. wallah I didn’t see them, kint 7a6a il music 3al loud w ga3da im tanning.. w a9lan why does this stupid hotel link balconies! Ana I came with you, NOT THEM! So why are our balconies linked?!”
“Whatever, the balcony thing doesn’t matter. Did you see the guys though, Oh My God. Kl wa7ad a7la mn il thanee! I actually thought you went tanning outside just to look at them”
“Yeah Sara, first I’m a player w al7een I’m a slut. Shfeeech?! I thought you knew me better than that” It actually hurt, but I said it nonchalantly and as a joke, so I don’t think she picked up on my slightly hurt ego.
“Laa juju, I’m just saying!”

After that conversation and breakfast, we headed to the beach.
The beach. Just saying that relaxes you, don’t you agree? Anyway, yeah … we went to the beach. We stayed there for five hours ! It was mostly spent tanning, and in peace and quiet. But, that doesn’t usually last long and I was interrupted by a phone call from Khaled. I had to pick it up since, “I loved him too”. Urgh.
 

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I love you, he whispered once he sat next to her, and they held hands. I envied them for a split of a second but soon forget about it once the smile crept back on my face. The sight of them together with their helpless romantic selves always brightened…

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I love you, he whispered once he sat next to her, and they held hands. I envied them for a split of a second but soon forget about it once the smile crept back on my face. The sight of them together with their helpless romantic selves always brightened…

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it was late 2004..Aliyah called him up..she had to hear his voice..They talked everyday..She wasnt about to let him goEven if he was…She called..waiting..one ring..two ring..fahad: alooAliyah: hi babyFahad: aliyah pls dont make this harder..why r u s…

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Soo from a few weeks ago…Successful Crush Party! YAY!I had a ridiculous amount of fun last night!! Somehow the day worked out even better than I had anticipated! I went to math and got more extra credit to work on, ate a sausage egg mcmuffin from McD…

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NOTE:

The story used to be called “Is It Love?”. Bas then, while browsing around blogger I found another blog with the exact same name and I was like :O
So yeah, I changed the name to “The Tables Have Been Turned” w I guess it still fits in a way :P

Also, this isn’t exactly the best post. But I promise, the next ones will be better and more “action-filled”, kinda. + Sorry for the short post … 
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Thursday, May 29th, 2009

You will not believe what happened to me today.
I was fast asleep, and I had a beautiful dream, which I can’t remember.
Doesn’t that piss you off? When you know you had an amazing, euphoric, over the clouds dream and then, when your alarm wakes you up (or whatever wakes you up) your dream just comes to a complete halt and you wake up, not remembering anything from that wonderful dream? Other than the fact that it was incredible, akeed. Urghh.
Not the point.
Anyway, as my dream trailed off into nothingness I heard a loud noise. It seemed like it was coming from outside, like a person was drilling something outside my house annoyingly and very loudly. I looked to my left and the sun’s rays coming through the curtain blinded me, it was daylight. I looked to my left and saw that my phone was lit, and it vibrating so loudly (that was the drilling noise I had heard, which ruined my dream :( ). I answered it,

“Alooo Juju wenichhh ?! kalamtich like meet marra bas ma radeity 3alay, yalla we’re boarding in like 40 minutes, you’re supposed to be here”

Ana. Ri7t. Feeha.

I shut the phone on her face. I looked at the time. Shit. It was 11:20 and I was in my bed. Thank god I hadn’t left my packing for the last minute. I shot out of bed, and I went straight into the shower. I finished my shower in 10 minutes, and I got dressed. I wore red sandals, a white sun dress and I grabbed my red Jimmy Choo bag (which I * thank god * prepared the day before, with all the things I would need for the flight). I looked in the mirror, and saw that my hair was still half wet and wasn’t done. What was I supposed to do with my unruly hair? I knew that as soon as I got into the plane, the pressure would instantly make it frizz up, and stay that way. I tied it into a messy bun and left the house. Just as I was putting the keys into the ignition I looked down at myself, and great.
Just great.
I forgot to wear my 3abaya. I ran into the house, put it on and left. My suitcase was probably already in the plane by the time I left the house, my driver had taken it to the airport a few hours before I even woke up.

The flight wasn’t long at all. Mala7agt I sit illa the announcement comes up to put our seatbelts on and get ready for landing. The hotel wasn’t far at all; we stayed at the X hotel. Sara didn’t feel jetlagged at all, and neither did I. We wanted to leave the hotel, and obviously, we didn’t have time to go tanning. So we decided to head to the mall. There was something about the malls here in Dubai. It’s not like in Doha where I can’t stand to be around the people (mainly I think it’s the feeling you get that all eyes are on you and that you are constantly being judged by the people) so you go in the mall, do what you have to do and leave. Here, you just go to the mall for the sake of going to the mall, I can spend all day at the malls here in Dubai and not feel agitated and insecure. I get insecure all the time, and I’m always paranoid. To the extreme.

We shopped till we couldn’t feel our legs anymore, we had way too many bags and anyways, we practically bought everything we needed in just one day – and everything we didn’t need. Tomorrow’s going to be the most fun I’ve had in a long time, and I’m looking forward to it. And now, I’m sitting in the living room of the suite, writing this, with Friends (a TV show I can never get enough from) ready to start playing and sara giving me an angry look because she wants to start watching … 

So, the swalif of Ross, Rachel, Monica, Phoebe, Joey and Chandler are waiting for me. 

Bye …  


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I really enjoyed that little moment i spent with aziz..it ment the world to me..”he cares..he really cares..” i said to my self.that momment me reema and aziz were just talking about random stuff..GOD I MISSED TALKING !”In your arms I can still feel th…

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Hello everyone……NO MORE DEDICATIONS! yaaaay me :p….i hope u like this post…yimkin a9eer 6ayba o i post bacher…bas we’ll see… ;)
ENJOY :**



7amad (serious tone): Zaina shfeech?

Zaina:…………………………………….abbaaihh………

7amad(worried): Shfeech sh9ayir?!!!

Zaina (shivering min L 5ar3a): thi-ba-thiba7t.ha!! Abbaaaih matat!!!!

7amad (got near zaina): mino illi maaaaat??!!!

Zaina (pointing at the tires): L GA6WA! :’(

7amad (looking at the squeezed cat with a disgusted face): oooooooooooooooohh….Allah yhadach
sh.sawwaytay feeha…moo imbayyin minha shay 7atta 3yo0nha infa89at!

Zaina: a9lan killa minnik! Inta illi 5allaitny athba7ha! Abbaaih 7araam yimkin kanat itdawwir akil 7g 3yalha * 5nigat.ha L 3abra* bs..bs ana ma 5allait.ha….! THIBA7T.HA!

7amad (yi’67ak): hahahah…3adi shwari3na matro0sa akil… * y6ali3 L ga6wa* o yimkin ma matat…

Zaina (started crying): SHINU MA MATAT?! ma itsho0f killa dam 3al ar’6! Ana thiba7t.ha!

7amad quickly changed his smile into a serious look, He came closer to her. He quickly wiped the tear that was about to fall on her red wet cheeks…Zaina’s heart fell in her stomach…and her cheeks started to burn more..

Abbaaih fashla…bas he’s so cute…la la la shinu cute a9lan ohwa illi 5allany athba7 L ga6wa…bas still he’s sweet and … no zaina no! remember the cat…eee 9ij THE CAT!

Chinni L mafro0’6 ma ajees.ha…imbayyin inni a7rajt.ha…L moshkila inha lail7een tabchi..shasawwi… ?? wana laish 9ayir waayid ahtam feeha…?? La7’6a la7’6a 5atwaggif bachi ba3dain akammil….

Zaina couldn’t stop crying, she was feeling guilty and 7amad didn’t know how to make her stop… ksarat 5a6ra…he finally stepped up and talked..

7amad (with a calm tone): Bas Zayo0n ….Yallah 3ad ‘6i7kay ;)…. la tabcheen.

Zaina: I killed her shino la tabcheen?

7amad: inzain 5ala9 go home o ray7ay shway.

Zaina: O il ga6wa wain awadeeha inshala? Leave her here so more cars yid3imoonha?

7amad: Ok 5ala9 agi6ha bizbala.

Zaina (still crying): WHAT!!!??!?! DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT TOUCHING HER.

7amad ( looking at her with a wide smile): Ok ill leave it all to you, baroo7 l bait akil 3asha Bas I’ll try not to eat meat, cuz I think I’ve seen enough today:P

Zaina: Laaaaaaaaa!!la7’6a la tro07. Um … *puppy face* u know inni ma agdar asheelha bro07i…

7amad: laaaaaaaaaaaaaa??? Wain illi tawha don’t touch her o don’t think about touching her….??!

Zaina ( angry tone) : I CHANGED MY MIND!!! Al7een itroo7 tsheelha o tadfinha tara moo bas ana illi thib7at.ha!!

7amad(didn’t wanna argue more ma 9addag waggifat bachi): inshallla!!

7amad went to his car and brought a jam3iya bag and carried the cat. He and Zaina burried it in a garden near her house.

Zaina (feeling guilty): I’m sorry Mrs. Cat.. I apologize for you and your husband or wife :P o your kids o your mom and da…

7amad: BAAAS 5ala9!! Illi shoofna ihnee igool thiba7tay adimi moo ga6wa! Yalla ta2a55ar L wagt roo7ay baitkum.

Zaina: iff ok .

She parked her car and entered the house… she didn’t find anyone…her mom and dad we’re out…the kids were asleep and fara7 was at her friend’s house shooting a movie “7imdillah w L shikir” :p

7amad entered the house he found his sister Nora chit chatting with his mom, dad, and Samya who was holding 7amani (Nora’s son) on her laps..

7amani is 2 years old… he’s in love with 7amad :p… no seriously he likes him a lot…when he heard his voice he quickly ran and gave him a hug…

7amad (carrying 7amani) : Hala ib 7amani hala ib shabeehi hala…

7amani (fi9al 3ala “hala”): hala.. hala… hala Sabeehi..

Samya: la wallaah?! 7ag 7amad hala o hala… NORO! Ziffay wildich goolela inna ana a7ibba akthar min 7amad…!

Nora: wallah 3ad wildi o kaifa…i7ib illi yabee o yikrah illi yabee

7amad: Sharbika! 3ashat nora 3ashat! Mootay 7arra Sammo0o0y! haa 7amani minu a7la ana wala Simasim hal ba66a?

P.s. Samya killish moo ba66a bas mit3a8da min her body..killa 3abalha inha fat…so 7amad killa y6affirha ib jisimha…

Samya: BA66A?! HAYYIN YA 7AMOOD HAYYIN! ANA AWARREEK MINO L BA66A!

7amani: uncle Hamad hilu… aunty Thamya batta…hhahahahahahha

7amad (yi’67ak): 3afya bu fhaid… 3ad moo aro07 o itshayshik 3alay…5allik rayyal gad kilmitik…7amad 7ilo o Samya ba66a ok?

7amani (nodding his head): OK =D

Samya: in ma warraitik ma ako0n ana Samooy bnt ommi w obo0y!

7amad: hahaha… ma tigdireen 3alay..ana baro07 dari abaddil hdo0mi o 3ugub i9eer 5air..

7amad went upstairs he was thinking of Zaina…he smiled when he saw her window… he changed his clothes and grabbed his chair and sat infront of the window…he saw Zaina closing her window…after 5 seconds her lights were closed…he smiled closed his window and went down to sit with his family…

End of Part 5…..

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Wednesday, May 28th, 2009

I’m still not over what happened yesterday. A9lan she knows I never went into this in search of ‘The One’ and love. Bas kint abee rebound, w my hott second cousin from Saudi Arabia sounded like the perfect choice.

And what ever happened to the stereotype that guys were just fooling around and that they don’t get into a relationship to find love? I needed that stereotypical guy, and I just happened to end up with the one who wants to find love. *yay for me *  – not.

I mean, I know relationships don’t go according to plan. My last few have been a complete catastrophe. And one of them shouldn’t even count as a relationship to begin with, it only lasted a few weeks.

Anyway, I’m not going to bore you with the story of my exes, that’s for another diary entry. I’m going to talk about what I did today…

So, I woke up feeling mad. Then the madness turned into guilt when I looked at my phone and saw that there was a star on top of my blackberry messenger icon.
It was from Khaled.
Thank god it didn’t say what he told me yesterday.
If I was to be reminded of that as soon as I woke up I would have been frenzied and totally out of control.
The message read: ‘Good morning 7abeebti, inshallah you do well 3al imti7an ;*’
Nice. I felt sooo bad for lying to him about having an exam. But what was I supposed to do?
Next, the BBM from Sara that read: ‘Yalla gooomeee we need to go buy sun dresses and bikinis for Dubai!’

That message lifted my spirits. I had completely forgotten that I was going with her to Dubai over the weekend. We needed some time off, and what better way to relax than sitting on a beach, listening to the waves and having the blazing hot sun’s rays on my back- Not in Doha of course.

* Oh, by the way diary, I finished all my courses this year and I just have a couple of papers to hand in. Then, I’ll be done with my third year of uni! *

Back to the subject. So I quickly got dressed, skinny jeans and a tank top was the way to go, with high heels of course. I quickly ran down the stairs after I got dressed, wore my 3abaya and I called Sara to tell her I was on the way to pick her up. I got into my car and drove to her house, it took me the usual ten minutes to get there and we headed to villagio.

We started off in the marka section, not finding anything worth buying. I never really like going to that section, it’s always filled with pervy guys trying to scope out girls. And plus, personally, for some reason I never find any nice sun dresses and bikinis in that section.

So we went to top shop. Thank the lord for top shop. Il9ara7a, everything you need can be found in that one store. Hot leggings, cool tank tops, shorts, pretty sundresses and perfect bikinis. I was in a daring mood and decided to get a white bikini with a gold chain, damn it’s hot! I also got an emerald one, which perfectly suited my body. They had an amazing assortment of shorts, so I got one of each color! Sara got a dark blue bikini and a really cool orange tankini. I could just imagine us sitting on the beach, the sun on our backs, with our minds off of everything and most importantly, everyone.

The car ride back to Sara’s house was spent mostly in silence, except for T.I rapping in the background. I never really understood why she liked him and enjoyed listening to his songs. Every time I hear one of his songs I shudder, I can’t take it, but she begged me to try to listen to him, and I did. As we neared the turn into her house she got a message from her boyfriend. Something about needing to talk to her urgently. She didn’t seem worried about it, so I didn’t say anything.

Now I’m at home, comfortably sitting on my bed writing this. My suitcase is packed messily, but who cares? and I’m ready for Dubai. My flight leaves at 12 pm, so I have to go to bed now. Good night.

PS – OMG,  I can’t believe I didn’t mention this. During the car ride Sara turned to me and said
“Juju, bagolich shay…” I could hear the hesitation in her voice, and I could tell that she wasn’t sure if she should carry on talking
“Sara, shfeech? Tell meeee”
“Ok … ummm … Masha3el bitkoon in the hotel we’re staying at in Dubai” She said it so fast, that I could barely make out what she was saying, but I made out the name Masha3el

I could feel the anger inside of me, the anger that I suppressed for months was starting to claw out of me and I didn’t know what to do or think. I didn’t want to go to Dubai anymore, there was no way I was going to be in the same place as her.

“Sara, WHICH Masha3el?”
“Ya3ne which Masha3el? THAT Masha3el”

Ok diary, I can’t even think of this anymore, I’m gonna go sleep. More updates next time !
Bye … 

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