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Hmmm… Well I really don’t know what to say except for sorry. Wallah I didn’t mean to upset anyone. But this is how it ends, I can’t re-write the post.

You guys know how it is. Some stories have a happy ending and some don’t. But Dina’s life turned out fine and she’s happy and complete.

I love you all so please don’t hate me.

I’m thinking of a next story. Some things are juggling in my mind so just give me a little time and inshallah soon I will have something for you guys.

Once again I’m so sorry but what’s done is done, I can’t change anything.

xxx -D.

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Hello to my fantabulous readers,

Do you know how much I’ve missed you, well ok, ALOT! I missed you guys so much and I’m really happy since I’ll be posting in…yup you guessed it, 2 days! I so can’t wait. I’ve been so busy this past week with exams and all, and to add to my stressfulness, I’m currently studying for my French oral O’level exam this Saturday. So I’ll be thinking loads and loads of French this weekend, hehe, and the thing is I’m kind of proud of myself for studying on a Thursday. Anyways, I wanted to ask you guys about something, do you want Reemas to go back to 3abdalla or she should forget him and make things happen with her and Nayif? Yalla guys I have to get going, but I’ll be back. Soon, very soon Inshalla. A7bkuum my lovely and one of a kind readers, Muaa.

XOXO,
Sunset.

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No Dedications for now .. Sorry for being late ;) — Cashier : mama .. She turned around like she knew what he was going to say .. Noura : keep the change As she walked she felt like her feet were carrying her by their selves …

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Here’s your weekend treat all :) .. And since you guys ALWAYS complain that my parts are just too short I joined these two together lol ;)

ENJOY

PREVIOUSLY;

I opened the window. “Oh my god” I whispered. It was Rashid. He smiled and waved “Mabe’3aity!” He screamed “What do you want?” I screamed back “I have a surprise for you.” He laughed.

I quickly ran downstairs. “Surprise?” I thought to myself. “Rashid then Abdulaziz yarabi sho mistwi?

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I rushed down to our backyard to see Rashid. “Hey” I waved and smiled “Faiiiii 3ndi lech surprise!” He sounded very excited. “Okay” I said cheerfully.

He took out a small box out of his pockets. “WHAT THE HELL IS HE PROPOSING?” The first thought that crossed my mind. “Ahem what is this?” I asked. He handed me the box “Happy Birthday” He smiled.

“What .. wait! How did you know my birthday is tomorrow?” I asked shocked “I have my ways” He laughed.

“You are a stalker” I rolled my eyes and he handed me the box. I opened it and gasped “Oh my god Rashid this is so beautiful and sweet oh my god” I stared at it it was a gold necklace with my letter F on it.

He walked closer to me “Balabsch eyaha” He smiled. Okay seriously I couldn’t say no he just gave me the gift.

“Uhh okay” I took my hair of my neck and he stood behind me trying to close the necklace. “Yarabi this is hard” He sighed. And his breathe was tingling on my neck. “Uh huh?” I couldn’t think.

“Wait” And he got closer to me and oh my god I couldn’t stand there anymore.

“Bas!” I quickly gasped. “What’s wrong?” He asked innocently. “Mashai” I smiled. “I just a’3ar bser3a” I made up an excuse.

“Oh really?” He smiled mischievously “I think it’s cause you’ve never been that close to a guy haaa?” He smirked “Uff okay ow ba3dain?” I sighed. “You’re really just too cute” He smiled. “Oh no” I thought to myself.

He walked closer and closer to me and I took steps back. “Wha .. at a..re .. youu doing?” I whispered. “Doing what I want” He grinned “And what’s that?” I asked taking a step back.

“Getting closer to you” He whispered devilishly.

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“Noo .. Rashid” I whispered taking steps back. “UFFF!!!!” muttered Rashid.

“Don’t you get it?” He said loudly ” Get .. what?” I asked “I NEVER WANTED TO BE YOUR FRIEND” He roared. “Never” he repeated. “I just .. wanted to get closer to you” He said “And this was the only possible way” He whispered.

“Rashid I .. ” My lips parted but I couldn’t say anything “Nooo shhhh” He put his finger on his lips.

“Ta3ali” He ordered “No” I quickly said “If you won’t come to me I’ll come to you” He smirked and walked towards me.

“Please .. don’t do this Rashid” I said heavily. He put his hands on my arms. I couldn’t resist him. “Why .. ??” I thought to myself. I could feel his breathe on my face. He looked into my eyes.

“Fai” he whispered. “La2″ I said trying to get away. “My .. my brothers will kill you” I whispered “Then I’ll die a happy man” He whispered back.

“Why .. do you do this? To amuse yourself?” I asked “Of course 3yal laish?” He laughed.

“Maybe .. because you are a coward” I said “A coward?” He took a step back.

“You can’t .. tell me about her .. because you’re afraid” I stuttered. “UF NOT HER AGAIN” He groaned. “Sho ey5e9ha?” He said.

“Sho ey5e9ha? You don’t have the guts to tell me about her .. you throw yourself like that on me .. do you think .. “- I took a deep breathe - “That I have no pride? That I will let you do whatever you please?” I groaned.

“No Fai .. it’s not like that” He suddenly said “No one” I said quietly “No one will ever”- and I took off his hands- “Will touch me .. ever” I said loudly.

“Fai ana mob qa9ed eneh aheench wallah” He said “You already did” I whispered. “Wallah it’s not like that Fai .. I .. I love you!” He said loudly.

“Show me you love me” I whispered “Well you are not making it easy” He whispered back “No .. tell me .. tell me about her” I said.

“I .. can’t Ana asef Fai” He said quietly “I .. Like you .. Rashid but I love .. myself more and I’m .. letting you go” I said quietly and took some steps back.

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Stay Tuned

A Lover in Dubai

PS Silent readers your comments are MUCH appericated :P loool

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Kaleidoscope of events.
A collage of  voices, sounds, and visual artistry.
Images that tug at my emotional chords, fusing the cacophony into a beautiful serene humming sound.
Here.
I am here after all this time
This is London.
I am like a dog dashing down the sidewalks, tongue extended in excitement, reveling in the new scents, looking at surroundings as though [...]

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I am literally freaked!!!
Shinsawee? Wain inroo7 ? Wain inwaleee?
I am the kind of person who get flu 600 times a year!
and I do admit to have the Obsessive Compulsive Disorder thingy which can go very wrong!!! I already wash my hands with dettol 1000 times aday!!!!
Flu has reached the UK! THey are testing people’s temperatures in [...]

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Packing & leavingTaking a long break ..Take care everyone & stay safe !The Fortune Cookies of the day :* Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn’t know you left open.* When you’re in an arguement, take a deep breath, close your eyes,…

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What is this “it” I’m talking about, you ask?

It’s the whole romantic shit, I can NOT do that crap! if I do it has to be in extremely small doses every once in a blue moon.
Anyway, this post is about my dear mother, not my problems with all the fucking “lovey dovey” crap. Hmph.

I have a pup, well he’s not exactly a pup but he’ll always be a pup to me *hugs her dog*, he doesn’t like hugs though… he’s definitely not a hugger. Good god I can’t seem to stay on track, can I?

Ah yes, my dog, his name is Costello (named after Elvis Costello) and he’s a 9 month old German Shepherd. SO today I asked “Adam” to get his 8 month old female Chow Chow to my house so she’d meet Costello. You see Costello never actually “hanged out” (?) with a female dog before, well other than Sultan’s homocidal Pitbull (I swear she’s the scariest most fucked up thing ON EARTH *shudders* errrghh, I can NOT believe anyone would love that monster) ANYWAY so my mother got really excited about “Adam’s” bitch coming over (what? it’s what a female dog is called, don’t give me that look!).

SO What does my dear mum do?

1- She took Costello to Life and Nature (A pet shop) 3ashan they clean him up. Not a big deal, right? WRONG! there’s more.

2- She bought him a new collar so he’d “look good” for Dolphin (that’s the dog’s name, yes “Adam” is dead fucking serious about the name)

3- She made a special Spaghetti and meatballs meal for the two of them to “share”, she wanted the whole Lady And the Tramp scene to happen *sigh* yeah, that’s my mummy!

4- Rayan asked if he could get his Labrador Retriever, Shangri-La (He named him after some fictional place in a novel he likes *rolls eyes* how fucking extremely lame of him, I know) so I told him it was okay, but dear mummy ordered me to tell Rayan to NOT get Shangri-La with him because I quote “Costello and Dolphin are on their first date”

5- She decorated Costello’s playground with BALOONS! (we call it Costello’s playground, it’s actually this place where all of his toys and stuff are. We also built these fence-like things for him to jump over, he likes jumping over things…. yeah I don’t know why I just mentioned that).

6- She baked heart shaped dog treats. (YES, I’M FUCKING SERIOUS)

7- During the whole time Costello and Dolphin were together she kept taking pictures of them! and going like “Awwww look they kissed! awww look they’re hugging! awww look bla bla bla”

8- After everybody left I went upstairs to find dozens of framed pictures of Costello and Dolphin in our family living room!

9- She kept talking about Costello and Dolphin for HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS! first she kept talking about them with my dad, then when one of my brothers came she started telling him all about it, then I came w ga3adat ti7keili 3anhom (even though I was right there WITH HER), w now she’s telling my other brother all about the “romantic date”.

So yeah, that’s an example of the hopeless (unnaturally crazy?) romantic my mother is. Thankfully, I didn’t inherit the “crazy” gene from her.

Phew.

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Im so sorry 3ala il-laziness oo 3adam il-ihtimam :(

bas im reaaaaally pressured!! IM TOOO YOUNG TO B PRESSURED!! D’:

anywayz

Sorryy agaiiin! i really cherish you readers!! every single on of you even youuu yesss youuuuu :P  silent reader or not I LOVE YOU!! :P

thank u for not giving up on me :*

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She stared at her blank mobile screen waiting for a message from Bader. She felt someone hovering over her..So she turned around and to her suspicion 3abdel3azeez her colleague/buddy was standing behind her with a goofy smile on his face.

3azeez: Hallaw XD

Jumana: ahlan :)

3azeez: Mo chinna ta2a5artay 3ala ur class?

Jumana: La2.. ;p bagy 15 mins..

3azeez: Oh ok..

He stood there awkwardly..

3azeez: umm..

Jumana Gave him the “shno” look.. ;p im sure u know it (illy u shake ur head in a downward way :P)

3azeez: y9eer ag3ad ma3ach?

Jumana felt uncomfortable sitting with guys but 3azeez was a sweet heart a really funny and fun to be around with kinda person so didnt mind sitting with him for 15 minutes..

Jumana: tifa’6al :)

3azeez: 9ij!

Jumana: Ee!! :P

He took a seat and an awkward silence fell on both of them..

3azeez “agool wala ma agool??”

Jumana: So…

3azeez: So… :P

they laughed

3azeez: What ur fav color?

Jumana: Im getting this question allot these days! :P Bas umm tara kilyoum loon :P

3azeez: Lol ok ;p ilyoum shno lounich?

Jumana thought of bade and felt lovey dovey..

Jumana: Peach pink and red :P

3azeez: waaaai3 mal banat :P

Jumana: y7a9illikom intaw hal-alwan iljameela! intaw 7adkom aswad wazrag :P

3azeez: Lol! :P

Jumana: inzain inta?

3azeez: um.. Blue?

Jumana: ur asking me? :P

And there silly question marathon ran on untill she had to go to class..

After her super boring lecture she walked to her car holding her notes.. she felt someone walking behind her.. she turned around but saw nobody then turned back around and gasped..

Jumana: 3AZEEZ!!! Umbaaai yinny yinny!

3azeez: smilla 3alaaaaiii!!

Jumana: soo watsup.. ba’3ait shay??

3azeez: uhhh eee.. abee akalmich ib maw’6oo3 bas yabeeela ga3da

Jumana: okaai.. inroo7 il-cafeteria..

They walked to the cafeteria and sat down..

Jumana “weee a5af ygoolly a7ibich w madree shno :S  weeeeh ;p kibar rasyyy! killa min madam bader!”

3azeez looked at her nervously..

Jumana: 3azeez shfeeek??

3azeez:abeee atzawwaj a7ad!!

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Sorry bas di5t.. nimt 3al-keyboard taw misa3 ;p 6afkom wayhee 6abba3 il-letters :P

Llove yall & gnite!!

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Hey !I know I used to update on a daily basis bas I have so much work to do lately that I really don’t have a lot of time on my hands. Next week I’ll be done and I’ll probably update the blog Thursday (May 7th). Also, the next post will be from 5aled’s…

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

ana il-5iblaa illy sa2altkom daily!! ;p akeed taboon daily! mno ma yaby daily?? :P (chinny i’3tarait? :P)

ya kirhy lamman atfalsaf!! DX

Tara im trying wallaaaah.. i know its not daily.. but its project week!!

O my projects are gi6a3!!

Itha easy maly 5ilg asaweehom

withaa hard ma3arif! oo laii 3araft maly 5ilg!!

shiftaw il-kasal!??!?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Oo taraa mafeeny ideaaas killish!

looo feekom 9aber lai il-summer vacation..

wallaaaaaah afantigkom!! ;P

Anywayzzz now mafeee mawa3eed mo7addadaa.. bas ‘6imnaw bil-weekends fee posts.. oo itha mafeee i will aballi’3kom :O)

o’3aaaaaai??

:)

Thank u ;*****

I LOVE MY AMAZING READERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D ;D ;***********

 

Sometimes u wanna runaway

aint got the patience for the pain!

And if u dont believe then look into ur heart

The beat goes on..

IM TELLIN U

THINGS GET BETTAAA

THROUGH WATEVA!

U need to know,

If the mind keeps thinkin’ u had enough..

But the heart keeps tellin’ you dont give up!

Who are we to be questioning and wondering what is what?!

Dont give up!

Do it! All just stand up!

;D

 

-Just stand up (to cancer)

Leona Lewis, Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Carrie underwood…

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ALOHA! so…as i promised all of u i’m gonna post today! YAAAAAY!! ya whatever :p ….don’t get mad cuz i only posted 8a…its really long….and remember I won’t post tomorrow :P
ENJOY! :***

P.S. : i would reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllyyyyyyy love to read the comments of my silent readers….toodles!
o tara the post is SUPER DUPER LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG!!!!


Its Friday and its 7:00 pm…Zaina and Fara7 were getting ready for the 3azeema….Fara7 was sick but Zaina begged her to come…she didn’t wanna be alone…

Fara7 wore her violet dress and applied simple pink makeup…while Zaina wore an elegant black dress with little details, she curled her straight brown hair into big wavey streaks..and wore simple makeup

Um Zaina (calling the girls): haaa Zaina mama 5alla9taw??

Zaina: ee yumma kanna L7een ib nanzil…

Um Zaina: Yallah ibsir3a 5altich 6aiba daggat 3alay itgo0l abeekum ityo0n gabil baji L m3azeem

Zaina: 5ala9 yumma…moo i7na binro07 mashi…fa intay ro07ay w ana w Fara7 nil7igich…

Um Zaina: ok 7abeebti… La it6awlo0n…

7amad’s house was exactly behind Zaina’s house…there are two ways to get there by walking…the short but dark and scary way..and the long normal way “street” (not that long..3 to 5min.)…

Zaina and Fara7 were finally done, they went using the short way ofcourse…they finally reached 7amad’s house and were about to ring the bell when suddenly zaina said….

Zaina: Fara7 mabiiii…..

Fara7: chub chub…ana ba6ni i3awwirni o 7addi mali 5ilg….yallah 6iggay L jaras…

Zaina: ifffffffff….a5af asho0f 7amad…

Fara7: Ma ra7 itshoofina ihya 3azimat 7areem!

Zaina: adri bs….iffffffffffff…..5ala9 yallah 5andish….

Zaina and Fara7 went inside their house…it was their first time…after the note incident Zaina always made some excuses so that she won’t go to their house…Samya and her are good friends…she comes to Zaina’s house every once in a while…

Zaina and Fara7 entered the house, no one was there yet…there was only their mom, Um 7amad, and Nora (7amad’s eldest sis)…

Zaina & Fara7: Salam 3alaikum….

All: wa 3alaikum L salam

Nora: oh Zaina o Fara7 min zimaaaan 3ankum…shlonkum sha5barkum??

P.S: Nora is 7amad’s eldest sister..”7amanni’s mom” and now she’s 4 months pregnant..

Zaina: ee wallah min zimaaan… L 7imdillah zaineeen

Fara7 was coughing and her head was spinning…

5alti 6aiba: haw?! Faro07a 7abeebti shfeech ayeeblich panadol?

Fara7: haa?? La la 5alti 3adi mala da3i…tawni ma5tha 7abba…

Um Zaina: Faro07a 7abeebti itha ta3bana tigdireen triddeen L bait…bas ni6ray shway 3ala ma iyo0n L nas…

Fara7: NshAllah yumma…

Fara7 (whispering to Zaina): U owe me like crazy!

Zaina (whispering back): I know I know…wallah sorry…

Um Zaina and Um 7amad were busy with the people who started to enter one after another….they were talking some old women talk..remembering old memories…mino 5i6ab mino tit6allag..(typical kuwaities :p)

Zaina: illa Samya wainha? 7addi walaht 3alaiha!

Nora: wallah madri L mafro0’6 itko0n ta7at min ni9 sa3a…bas it3arfeen Samya o
mawa3eedha…

Suddenly Samya enters the living room full of people…she starts to sallim on each woman…(boring 9a7?)..she finally reached Zaina and Fara7 who welcomed her with a big smile on their faces…(long time no see)…

Samya: ZAYOOOON! FAROOOO7!!

Zaina: SIMAASIM!

Fara7 was busy with her coughing…she just smiled…

Samya: waaaay ma a9addig awwal mara ityo0n baitna….walaht 3alaaaikum waaayiiid…

Zaina: i7na akthar! Min zimaaan 3annich…ha shlon L shi’3il ma3ach..??

Samya: L 7imdillah zain…..*looking at fara7*…Fara7 shfeech 3asa ma shar shaklich ta3abana…

Fara7: haa?? Ee shwayyat nahsla o ka77a…

Zaina gave her a look…*3adi u can go*…Fara7 got her message…

Samya: salamtich ma tsho0feen shar…

Fara7: L shar ma iyeech…yallah ana baro07…bas yaait 3ashan asallim..

Samya: ma3tho0ra… yallah ma3a L salama…

Fara7 said bye to all and went home…

Everyone was busy drinking their tea and talking…Samya and Zaina were having a lot of fun together…until when suddenly Samya remembered…

Ooo 9ijj 7amad….babda my first step now…

Samya: ee 9ij Zaina ta3alay…7amad igo0l innich itdarseena Bil ma3had..9ij?

La la la la… don’t talk about 7amad…ma 9addagt inna I finally stop thinking about him…

Zaina ( turning into a tomato): ummm…7amad?…eee 9ij..

Ahaaa….ya3ni moo bas 7amad…hee hee hee…it’6a7ik wiyha mista7ya…

Samya: hahahahaha….kint bat2akkad 3abali 7amad i5o0ra fog rasi…

Zaina just smiled…

Yaaaaaay it’s the fun part…! Its buffet time! (I’m starving fa 3adi….live with it)……everyone was busy serving themselves…Samya escaped to her room…

Samya: Alooo…7amad wainik??

7amad: ana bil diwaniyya…shatbeen??

Samya: abeek itrid L bait L7een!

7amad: taw L nas…ommi galatli ma arid L bait gabil L sa3a 12 o L7een L sa3a 10:30 …

Samya: ifffffffff….agoollik abeek ityee L7een winta itgo0lli ommi w ommi…

7amad: Walaaaaain…Laish tabeeny ayii L7een..?? haaa goolay sh3indich?

Wallah balsha….shagoolla 3ad ma abee ib shay….ee ligait.ha!

Samya: a9lan ommi ihya illi galatli adig 3alaik o agoollik ityee!…Yallah ibsir3a moo it6awwil…

7amad (i6affir Samya): eee itha ommi tabeeny 5 digayig wana 3indich…hathi L ‘3alya om L ‘3aly :p…bas wallah itha ma 3indich salfa ya wailich minni!

Samya: i7a9illik a9lan L ostatha Simsima itdig 3alaik o itgo0llik ta3al rid L bait…

7amad: 7imdillah w L shikir…9ij ma 3indich salfa…yallah bye 10 min. w o9al L bait ya ostatha simasim…

Samya: bye

Hiyya hiyya hiyya!…..Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!…5i66iti ib tinja7!..
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After the buffet people started to leave…and only few were left including Zaina and her mom…zaina and Samya were sitting alone in a small living room…Samya was waiting for 7amad to come…

Ring ring ring ring ring….

Samya (answering her phone that was ringing): alo0o…ee eee kani…ana bil 9ala L 9’3eera…

She closed the phone and continued chatting with Zaina

BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!!! *door of the small living room opening*

7amad (carrying 7amanni): Simasim…….wain illi ommi tabee…..

7amad was wearing a red polo with navy shorts

7amad froze in his place…staring at the girl next to Samya….

Abbaaaaih! hatha 7amad?!………laaaaaa sh.hal ‘3aba2 ya3ni akeed ohwa….waaaay abbaaih fashla! Ishawwig L yahel illi ma3a mashallah…I never knew he loves kids….Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Ishawwig…oooooops!…forget this part I didn’t just say that…

Ifffffffff Samya o 7arakat.ha L ma95a…chan galatli inna fee ibnayya ma3aha bil 9ala…la7’6a la7’6a …moo china hathi Zaina?!….L moshkila inha imnazla ras.ha fa ma agdar asho0fha….

Samya: Ohhhh 7amad….nisait agoollik inna Zaina ma3ay bil 9ala….

Ee wallah hathi zaina… damn she’s…she’s …she’s beautiful mashallah….a555 chinni gilt mashallah….7amad shfeek?! …….

7amad: hala Zaina shlonich?

Zaina: L7imdillah…inta shlonik?

7amad: ana zain L 7imdillah..

Samya: ta3al 7amad ig3ad laaish wagif…

Since samya was sitting on the single couch and Zaina was sitting on the double couch…o the other couch is kinda far from them so he sat next to Zaina….

La la la ….la tig3ad yammi….i can feel that I’m turning red right now!

Hahhahahaa….ibsir3a taglib 6oama6a…..hatha illi kintay ga3da it5a66i6eenla ya simaasim haaa?? …… i5ti w a3arfich 3adil….

Samya: eee 9ijj Zaina! …..Ma thawagtich milkshakey L 3ajeeb!

Zaina: Oh…itsawween milkshake ba3ad! 3ishtaw! chan giltay min gabil….7addi shab3ana

Samya: 9adgeeny itta7issifaain itha ma jarrabtee…haa 7amad ma tabi milk shake..??

7amad (faham 8a9d samya): eee 3ad it9adgeen 7addi mishtihee….bas abi illi intay itsaweena moo mal Marry illi ilawwi3 L chabd…

Samya (smiling): NshAllah 5 digayig w ayeeblik L milkshake….

Samya got up from her seat and went to the kitchen, 7amad was still holding 7amani on his laps…

WaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayYyy ma asta7mil! Isahwwig ishawwig ishawwig! Mashallah he’s so adorable! Abi agari9 5do0oda! Iffffffffffff…bas L moshkila inna 3ind 7amad…hidda plz hidda 5alla iyee 3indi…

7amad leaned down and whispered in 7amanni’s ears…

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww…look at 7amad…he’s such a good uncle mashallah…

7amanni: hahahahhhaha…*looking at Zaina* Uncle hamad gool intay waaayid hilwa…

‘3abi ‘3abi ‘3abi! Iifffff tadro0n shlon ana L ‘3abi moo ohwa! 5adaaay gtla goollaha intay 7ilwa moo uncle 7amad igo0l intay 7ilwa!….L sharha 3alay ana illi…ifffffffff

Ummmm….ummmmm….is that supposed to be a flirt…? ….hahahahahahaa….bas wallah 7amanni I’6a7ik fi’6a7a…look at 7amad’s face … priceless!

7amad: mmmmmmmm….chathab 7amanni…

Zaina’s shloulders were moving up and down, her face was turning red..she was about to cry from laughing….

7amad put 7amanni on the floor…he couldn’t fake it anymore…he started laughing hysterically…!

7amanni went to zaina…she lifted him and put him on her laps…he was laughing and playing with is ball …Zaina was in another world…she forgot about 7amad…

Suddenly 7amanni’s ball fell on the floor…both Zaina and 7amad leaned down to pick it…they froze in their places…his hand was over hers…his dark mysterious eyes were looking right into her warm hazel eyes…it’s the first time he actually looks at her…

Zaina: umm…*nazzilt ras.ha*

7amad: oh..*he took his hand off hers*…

Zaina was still frozen…7amad was trying to find the right words…

7amanni (ruining the moment): 3ato0ny kolti!

Zaina (took the ball): haak 7abeeby…

7amanni: 9oklan XD

They both sat on their seats…

Waaaay Katko0o0o0ot ishawwig mashallah…

Her eyes…they’re warm…I-I-I think I should apologize….haa?? la la shinu apologize..? min mita 7amad yit2assaf…bas hathi…hathi Zaina!…Tadro0n minu Zaina…Zaina…is…is Zaina… la la la ana lazim ag6a3 L tad5een o redbull:p..shga3d ago0…l witha Zaina? Shinu ya3ni..? 3ala ras.ha reesha w ana madri?

Samya (smiling): sorry 6awwalt 3alaikum…

Zaina: la 3ady i5thay ra7tich…

7amad: yah yah yah…shinu hatha 5osh milkshake Samo0y!

Samya: ofcourse ofcourse 7abeebi…dam ana imsawyita 3ayal akeed 7ilo…wala shrayich Zaina?

Zaina: hehehehehe…ee 6ab3an rayi min rayich..

7amad: Afa! W ana 3abali ibtogfeen ib sidey…*giving her a look*side ur student…

Zaina (it’3ayyir L salfa): hahahaha *looking at her watch*…yalah ana lazim aro07 ta2a55ar L wagt…

Samya:La taw L nas…

Zaina: La shinu taw L nas…L sa3a 12 billail…

Samya: 3ala ra7tich..


Zaina went to the big Living room…she was looking for her mom…

Zaina: 5alti 6aiba ….wain ummi?

5alti 6aiba: ommich ra7at L bait…gtlaha it5alleech 3indina shway…Samya waayid walhana 3alaich…

Zaina: hhehehehe…wallah ana illi walaht 3alaiha o 3ala sowalifha…Zain 3ayal dam chithee ana baro07…Yallah ma3a L salama…

5alti 6aiba: la la7’6a …yaya mashi??

Zaina: ee 6ab3an…baitkum yam baitna ma yabeela sayyara…

5alti 6aiba: ee 7abeebti bas L wagt mit2a55ir 5a6ar tamsheen bro07ich…

Zaina: adig 3ala 5addamatna ityee…

5alti 6aiba: wil 5addama ishbitsawweelich NshAllah?…la la la ma y9eer…ana L7een anadi 7amad iwa9lich…

7amad?! la la la mabi 7amad maaaabiiiiiii!!!

Zaina: la 5alti mala da3i…

5alti 6aiba: la yumma ma y9eer…*calling 7amad*…7amad yumma ta3al wa99il Zaina bait.hum….

7amad came to the living room…he gave Zaina a look and opened the front door…both went out…she rushed out of the door quickly…she just wanted to reach home without him saying a word…but he was always right behind her…

7amad: la7’6a Zaina shway shway…laish mista3yila..?

Zaina: haa? La la moo mista3yila wala shay…

7amad (soft voice): Zaina…

Zaina: na3am?

7amad: ummm…ana..ana aassii…*he didn’t continue the word*

Ofcourse ma tigdar tgo0lha…cuz u r 7amad….o ba3dain can u actually feel guilty…?? I don’t need ur apology…for 6 years I got nothing from u but trouble…yes u bring me trouble!

Zaina looked at him and laughed sarcastically…she walked and gave him her back…and went to the dark but short way to her house…she didn’t hear his voice…she knew he left her alone

Fashalt nafsi jiddamha…shinu ya3ni itha ta2assaft laha??…ana 9ij athait.ha waayid ma3ay…bas magdar magdar…ana 7amad…7amad illi min yom ohwa 9’3eer ma i3tithar 7ag ay a7ad…7atta lo kan yadri inna ohwa ‘3ala6…

She was walking into the dark road…it was soo dark…until suddenly their were loud voices…laughs..and cigarette smoke was getting closer every time she stepped another step…

Guy:hahahhhhhaaa….3baaaaaiiid ta3aaal ma gtlik 3an L bnayya illi shift.ha theek L marra ib *****

Guy2: KAAAAAAAAAAAK!! Hatheech ma ‘3air.haaaa??

Waaay yumma shinu hathaail…ma yisti7o0n 3ala wyo0hum..Yumma waaaaayiiid ‘6alma!……..hatha wagta 7amad iro07?! Iffffffffff ofcourse he will…cuz he’s 7amad o i7ib y2atheeny!

She suddenly felt someone holding her hands…

Zaina: HHHhhhhhhhh!!






















7amad: ta3alay….hal 9bayyan moo zayneeen imshay nro07 L 6ireej L thany..

Waaay ashwa i5atara3t 3abali waa7id min hathaila w inta ri7 o 5allaitny bro07i…bas…7amad ma 5allany…kan yamshi waray…o he actually cared…he wasn’t planning for one of his new plans…he..he..he was protecting me?!

7amad was still holding her hand…he walked and she walked silently with him…he stopped in the middle of the empty street…

5ala9 7amad…bas i3tithir ag9aha kilmitain..ana asif o bas…

He turned around and looked at Zaina…but this time he looked at her differently…he wasn’t planning for anything he just wanted to apologize!

7amad: *lookin into Zaina’s eyes* Zaina ana asif…

Zaina: ………………………….

He’s apologizing…7amad is apologizing to me…is he?

La2! La togfeen o it6al3eeni chithee…ma agdar 3ala hal na’6ra…7amad shfeek?! Ithgil ithgil L7een bitrid 3alaik…ifffff bas 6awwilat….tadro0n shlon bago0llaha marra thanya yimkin itrid 3alay…

7amad: Zaina…adri inna asif shwayya 3ala illi sawwaita feech…adri inni athaitich ib wayid ashya2 o adri innich yimkin ma itsam7eeni…bas please 3a6eeny another chance…we can be friends…or act formal…bas min ‘3air mishakil o athiyya…

Ma38o0la? Ma38o0la I give him another chance? He’s my only enemy in the world! I-I can’t give him another chance…bas he looks honest…iffff madri madri shasawwi….

She kept looking at him thinking and wondering………..

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!! *car’s horn*

Zaina turned around and closed her eyes from the close flash lights of the car…. She froze in her place…

7amad: ZAINA!


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Fai9al: Huh are you ready?

Haya: Wait let me het 5aloody’s bag.

Fai9al: 6yb give him to me… yala opaaa… Im in the car.

Haya: Ok I’ll be there in a minute

Yusif: Sana teen !!

Sarah: Shfeek ?

Yusif: I’ve been honking out here for 10 minutes what took you so long?

Sarah: I had to pick out an outfit…

Yusif: Are you kidding me? Your friend is about to give birth to you that means walking the red carpet ?

Sarah: Ya rabiiii yusif dont make a big deal and just drive.

Yusif: Fine bs I bet your gonna get real embaressed once you see Haya dressing apropriatly.

Twenty Minutes Later

Haya: Ahhhh you look adorable !!

Sarah: Me? What about you! Stunning as usual !

Yusif: Oh my god…

Fai9al: Tell me about it. All they need now is a red carpet.

Yusif: You read my mind.

Sarah: Is she in already ?

Haya: Yeah we got her kinda late but rayan informed us that she’s gonna be ok.

Sarah: What’s going on ?

Haya: Mdri wallah, shes not giving birth just yet. She’s having a few contractions but its not that bad.

Sarah: Oh ok good.

Yusif: You ok ?

Sarah: Yeah Im fine but I’m just worried about her thats all..

Yusif: 7beebty She’ll be fine lat 5afeen 3leeha.

Sarah: Yeah I know but its normal right to be scared .. ?

Yusif: T3ali 3ndi… haha she’ll be fine.

Haya: *knocking on the door* RAYAAAN !! RAYAN !!

Fai9al: *pulls her hand away* YA BNT ! Shfeeki habla !! give them some damn privacy

Rayan: Haya? really ? Now ?

Haya: How is she doing?

Rayan: Ya Haya I told you once something new comes along I’ll let u know.

Haya: Ok, kiss her for me… wait… and hug her .. and ..

Rayan: HAYA !!

Haya: WHAT !!

Rayan: Shes about to give birth, I dont think its time for the lovy dovy stuff just yet.

Haya: Uff fine !!

Fai9al: Haha yallah go back in.

Rayan: That wife of yours…

Fai9al: I know.. i know…

Rayan: Yalla ashoofik b3deen.

Fai9al: Good luck

Four Hours later

Rayan: T3ALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!

Everyone ran into the room and huddled around me
They all praised me and the baby saying how happy they were and how adorable the baby looked, how she resembled me, her mother.

Rayan: Isn’t she an angel…

Me: See I told you *sticking my tongue out*

Rayan: Yes you did 7beebty.

Haya: Dandoon Im so happy for you.

Me: Thank you Hayouna… thank you, all of you for being here by my side. Your the best friends I could ever ask for.

Fai9al: Yallah were gonna leave the two of you alone.

Haya: WHAT !

Faia9l: Now…. outside.. *whispers*

Haya: Babe were gonna go to the cafeteria for a bit and be back ok?

Me: Yeah no problem take your time.

Sarah: Allah y5alekom lba3ath.

Rayan looked down and me and the baby and smiled. He pulled us even more closer to his chest. It was as if we were one heart, beating as one. We still hadn’t decided on a name, thats when we starting the heat discussion.

Me: L2 I want to call her Manal !!!

Rayan: Ya Dina that name doesnt go with out daughter.

Me: INT WSH LIK DA5AL MO KNT TIBY WALAD !!

Rayan: Mo 3ala walad ma walad l2 !! Ever since I could remember I’ve always wanted to call my little girl Lama.

Me: Its a disgusting name.

Rayan: No. When you say the name Lama you can automaticaly tell how the person will be. Elegant, classy, beautiful, heart full and all the wonders.

Me: Oh pish posh.. were calling her Manal…

Rayan: FFFFF… 3ala ra7tik 7beebty…

Me: Are you mad?

Rayan: La 7beeby 3adi, we’ll call the nxt one Lama.

Me: The next one? And when will that be inshalah ?

Rayan: Whenever you want it to be. *kissing my forehead*

Me: Baby?

Rayan: Na3am 7beebty ?

Me: Could you ask the nurse to get me some juice and an extra blanket please.

Rayan: Mn 3yoni.

Five Years Later

*Incoming Call: Haya*

Haya: Hey girly watcha upto ?

Me: Ahlan, la wala nothing just about to take Lama out to lunch.

Haya: Hmm sounds intresting, mind if we join you ?

Me: Yeah sure, and invite Sarah too .

Haya: Ok see you soon.

Sarah: Hey

Yusif: Hala bl 8amar t3ali 3nd 5alo ..

Fai9al: She’s getting cuter by the second mashalah 3leeha.

Me: Thanks 7beebty your sons not so bad hehe

Fai9al: Oh your evil.. *winks at me*

Sarah: Yalla lets order Im starving.

Yusif: Into dayman j3ana.

Sarah: Nananan… Is that how you talk to your finace..?

Yusif: 7ather 6al 3mrik ana asif.

Sarah: Ewaaa kitha il adaaab !!

Me: Haha its been like what? A year? When the heck are you guys gonna get married ?

Sarah: E walla mita ?

Yusif: One second your looking at a bridal magazine then you switch on the tv then the next your on the phone wiht the wedding planner then the next your on the phone with Dina.

Me: Hehehehe…

Sarah: 5ala9 baby.. Tommorow we’ll call in the planner ok ?

Yusif: Mmm hmm we’ll see.

Haya: Awww look at them staring at eachother.. I scent marriage.. *high excited tone*

Fai9al: A3othobilah their only 6.

Haya: Omg so ?

Me: Haha bs yalla order !

Haya: 5loodi is so good enough for Lama !

Me: 6yb ana ma 8lt shay.

Fai9al: You always think about the future take it one step at a time.

Haya: Omg you guys lighten up I was just goofing off.. wow tight room in here !

Me: I would like to say something *i stand up*

Sarah: Oooooo speech !!

Me: I would just like to say thank you. All of you have been here for me, supporting me and helping me take care of Lama and I lovr you all so much. I could have never gone through these tough years without you.

Youve been my rock and you taught me how to be strong again.
I may have lost my husand but still you guys make me want to go on.
You make me want to wake up in the morning and smile.
You guys make me love this little angel so much.
You guys are my family and my everything.
And I cant wait to see where we are after the next 5 years.
And may god bless our kids and ourselves and keep us together.

The girls bawled in tears while the guys shed a couple of drops.

Yes, I named her Lama. Rayan was right, it did suit her.

She is the most precious thing in my life whom i will always cherish.

To me Rayan isnt gone, his spirit still lyes with us. Everyday.

I feel his presence sometimes,and when I dont I’m not sad cuase I know he’ll be back.

I didn’t turn into one of those widows who ruin their lives and stay indoors locking in her child with her.

Im living, and I’m going ot keep it that way.

I finaly got a job.

I’m proud to say I’m the owner of an art gallery showing all my art.

I’ve travled to spain, india and africa with Lama by my side and took some wonderful photograghs which are know hanging in my gallery.

My life never stopped or darkened.

This was gods plan so how could I be mad at that?

Theres a reason for everything.

Whatever gets taken away is replaced with something better.

I have no “crazy world” anymore. Its my perfect world.

I’m starting a new chaper in my life…. Dina and Lama.

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It’s like he has a spell on me.. I thought to my self as I stopped in the middle of the side road not sure if I was supposed to be going left or right. He doesn’t call much, so on those rare occasions he does, and for the few minutes we spend talking, …

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I have finally embraced one aspect of modern technology and decided to join the tweeting flocks on Twitter!
My twitter link is http://twitter.com/Danderma
if u are already there let me know or u feel like seeing what the fuss is all about you can start exploring now…

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I’M BACK! :P with part 7…Wallah seems like a VERY LOOOONNNNGGGGG time ;p
Enjoy ;****

Zaina~
Zaina finally reached home….she saw her mom sitting on the couch..

Zaina: Salam 3alaikum

Um Zaina: wa 3alaikum L salam….

Zaina went and sat near her mom

Um Zaina: Zayo0na 7abeebti la tinsain bacher L 3azeema ib bait 5altich 6aiba…o thakray Faro07a ba3ad

Zaina: NshAllah yumma

After one whole hour of chatting with her mom, she went upstairs and picked out some clothes for the 3azeema…

Ifff wallah mali 5ilg…ma 9adagt a5alli9 min L ma3had 3ashan ma ahso0fa…o ham basho0fa bil weekend..i know inna ma ra7 iko0n mawjo0d la2inha 3azeemat 7areem…bas it3arfo0n lamma u have this feeling inna something will happen…??
………………………………………………

7amad~

7amad reached home 15 minutes before Zaina did…he went to his room and sat near the window waiting for her…

Bas 5ala9 ya 7amad…5ala9! Sheel hal bint rasik moo killa itfakkir feeha! Laish killa an6irha… ? Laish ma agdar anam illa lamma asho0fha..?? 5ala9 ma ra7 asawweellaha shay…atwa88a3 inna illi sawwaita feha kafi… Hob Hob…shfeek ya 7amad.. it7is ib ta2neeb L ‘6ameer?! Ana…la killish moo no3i…….ifffffffff…wallah inni i7tirt….Tadro0n shlon badig 3ala Reem a7sanli….3al a8al asheel hal zaina min rasi…o just in case ur wondering…tara the answer is no I don’t luv Reem…

He grabbed his cellphone and was about to call Reem when suddenly Zaina’s lights were opened…he just couldn’t..he dropped the phone and started looking…he didn’t hear the foortsteps of Samya coming towards him…

Samya (5arri3ing him): CHAKKAAITIK!! Shitsawwi ga3id bil ‘6alma bro07ik??!!

7amad (faz min mokana): Ya 7mara! Ana cham marra gayillich it6iggeen L bab gabil ma itdisheen! Haaaaaa???

Samya: ista7 3ala wayhik..3aib 3alaik ana i5tik illi akbar minnik ib 11 months o 22 days o 6 hours.:p…O ba3dain ta3al shitsawwi ga3id 3ind L direesha?? Shit6ali3??haaaa???

7amad (tidodah): haa?? Moo ga3id asawwi shay…abi ashim shwayyat hawa…

Samya went near the window to peek…when she did Zaina was passing in front of her window….

Samya: huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh!!!moo hathi Zaina bint 5alti ‘3alya…?? 7amad layko0o0nn……

7amad: heeey intay shga3da it5arbi6een….ana mali shi’3il feeha

Samya (it6affir 7amad): ee 9a7 malik shi’3il feeha…gool ihya illi malha shi’3il feek…wana ago0l laish killa 9ak 3ala ro07ik L bab o imjabil L direesha….

7amad: Shoofay Samyo0o….mo tig3ideen it6al3een 7achi o isha3at…tara ana a3arif sowalfich L ma95a…

Samya (it66afra): 3ad it9addig ma tinlaam….L bnayya moo bas mamlo0o07a…mashallah ityannin!….*silence* it7ibha??

7amad (gam min Lkirsi o 3a99ab): intay shga3da itgo0leeen la 6ab3an ma a7ibha!

Samya felt her brother’s tense…but deep in his eyes she could see something hiding…something that he himself doesn’t know…

Samya (it.haddeeeh): haw shfeek 3a99abt…ga3da a6afrik…o b3dain inta u5o0y wana athi8 feek adri innik moo mal hal sowalif…

7amad was relieved after what Samya said…

7amad: ee ashwa 3abali ba3ad…xD

Samya left with 1985979584798756987 thoughts haunting her mind :p …she was planning for something…she remembered the 3azeema tomorrow….she wanted to see her brother happy…she thought of a plan and swore she’ll do it in the 3azeema….

End of Part 7…

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I wasn’t planning to jump so far ahead with the story, bas 7assait if I don’t I’ll just be dragging the story on and on and on…. w 9ara7a the story abadan it’s not worth 32 parts :/ I could’ve just gone through the whole story in 5 parts.

ANYWAY, here it goes.

Me loves you all, you kick ass.

Text message from: Rayan
Whatcha doing?

From: Mya
None of your beeswax

From: Rayan
You’re such a wonderful girlfriend, Mya.

From: Mya
I know, you’re lucky to have me.

From: Rayan
Beyond lucky.

From: Mya
Is there a reason for these pointless messages? wella you’re just in a “I want to annoy Mya” mood?

From: Rayan
Can I come over?

From: Mya
Nope

From: Rayan
Please?

From: Mya
No

From: Rayan
Come on!

From: Mya
Naaah

From: Rayan
Okay -_-

[30 minutes later]

*knock knock*

“Who is it?”
“It’s John Lennon”
“What?”
“I’m back from the dead to haunt you”

*The door swings open*

“MYA! what are you doing here?” He looks at me, flustered by the site of me standing in front of his door.
“I’m here to see you, fool” I kiss him and glide into the living room, “What? are you going to stay there all night?”
“Uh.. no no” He titters and rests on the couch, right next to me.

We were both silently watching TV when he came a bit closer to me, gently holding my hand with one hand and playing with my hair with another. I don’t like it when he’s this close, I don’t like it when he touches me, I don’t like it when he invades my personal space like this, and he knows that.

He makes me feel suffocated, I don’t know why, but he does.

He gives me all the space that I need. He doesn’t call randomly during the day, he doesn’t hold my hand in public, he doesn’t kiss me, he doesn’t touch me, even though he expressed how much he wants to. I told him I don’t like it when he does these things, and so he doesn’t.

Yet I still feel suffocated.

He came even closer and started to kiss my neck, I cringed the moment his lips touched my neck, but he continued doing what he’s doing.

“Rayan”
“Shhh, it’s okay” He placed his finger on my mouth, and ripped his lips from me, “I’m sorry”

He then holds my hand, tracing my now very visible veins with his finger.

“Mya, I love you” He squints at me, trying to get the best view he can of my reaction.

First he hated me.
Then he liked me.
Then he hated me again.
Then he liked me.
Then he “liked” me.
Then he told me he might fall in love with me.

And now he loves me?

“Rayan, I have to go” I shot up and started to walk straight to the door.
He jumps and stands in front of the door, “You can’t leave, I just told you I love you”
“What do you want me to do?”
“Say something!”
“You’re making me say that I love you?”
“No. I want to know how you feel about what I said”

He wants to know how I feel about what he said?

“Mya?”
“Mya, say something damn it!”

“I don’t feel the way you feel”

“It’s okay, I told you that I’ll wait till you’re ready”

“No, I don’t want what you want out of our relationship”

“What? Then why’d you go out with me in the first place?”

“I don’t know, you insisted and I couldn’t say no”

“You’re saying that you only went out with me because I fucking insisted?”

“Well, yes”

“You’re unbelievable. You made me fall in love with you and you didn’t even want to go out with me in the first place?”

“I didn’t MAKE you fall in love with me. You knew from day one what you were getting yourself into, and you CHOSE to get yourself into the mess you’re in. Don’t blame me for it”

“You’re right, I can’t blame you for not loving me. I kept trying to weasel my way into your heart, but you pushed me away every single time. I thought that maybe you were just afraid, and that all I needed to do was to make you feel safe, let you know that I’ll never leave. Well guess what Mya, you’re not afraid, you’re just cold and heartless and incapable of loving anyone”

“WHAT?” I practically scream in rage.

“I’m sorry” He looks down and moves away from the door, “You can leave now”

“Okay” I giggle nervously, “Ka2anak shway kabbart ilmaw’6ou3?”

“No, I didn’t. I’m sorry Mya but this is obviously never going to work out, so it’s best that we end things now”

“You’re ending things just because I didn’t tell you I love you? Well guess what, it takes time to fall in love”

“I know it does, that’s why I’ve been patiently waiting for just a sign of affection from you for the past 7 months. Apparently you don’t feel the way I feel, and you never will”

“So, is this it?”

“Yes. I’m sorry, I can’t go through this anymore. I can’t love you from behind the cage you locked yourself in”

“Wow, that’s a bunch of beautiful sounding crap” I laugh and open the door, “Well, It’s been good knowing ya”

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I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies.

I try and laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes.

Cause BOYS I don’t cry.

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The next couple of days things have been really weird. Rayan hasn’t been himself. I would try to talk to him for him to open to me, but all he would do is change the subject. The thing that really confused me was why he stopped feeling the baby. He kept a distant from me these past days. Everything was fine so I don’t know what could have caused this. We didn’t fight, nor did he getting into anything bad with anyone else cause I would know, dont ask how but I just would.

Me: I’m really freaking out here …

Haya: Calm down I’m sure its nothing, maybe he’s just stressed out from work.

Me: Oh yeah he’s stressed that he has to keep away from me?

Haya: Look dont jump to any conclusions ok , talk to him today and –

Me: Dude I’ve been talking ! Over a million times but he just wont budge. What more do you expect me to do?

Sarah: Sweeite he loves you.

Me: ….. *raise an eyebrow* wow your really helping..

Haya: Ignore her. She’s just in her own little world with Yusif.

Sarah: Hey !!

Haya: Arn’t you ?

Sarah: Well… yeah but it doesnt mean I dont care.

Haya: Just go, shoo shoo, go…. fetch a chicken or something.

Sarah: *shocked face* Well I must say I never expected this from you !

Haya: Shhhhhhhhh cant you see were talking.

Sarah: Im leaving.

Haya: Bye……… anyways what are you gonna do now?

Me: I dont know, i think Im just gonna head home and try again..

I rested my back on the sofa and sighed. Haya came next to me and gave me hug and told me that everything was going to be ok. She comforted me then I left to go home.

Once I entered my house it was all dark. As I took a few steps forward I could hear someone talking. I followed the voice and it was Rayan in his study. I got a little closer to the door so that I could hear what was going on. The door was closed so I didn’t have to worry about him catching me. I placed my ear on the door and listened.

” Yeah……………………………………… but how could it have happend?…………………………… everything went fine so……………………………………..are you sure or is there a way I can stop this? …………………………………mmmm …………………………………….. mmm…………………………..ok then what ………………. NO !!! “

Me: bsmilah …

” WELL WHAT THE HELL AM I TO DO HAAA TELL ME???……………………………………….NO THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH !!! ………….. WELL I DONT CARE FIND ME ONE IM NOT GONNA LET THIS HAPPEN DO YOU HERE ME ?? !!…………………………………………. LISTEN I GOTTA GO AND THE NEXT TIME I CALL I WANT GOOD NEWS !!!………… “

I quickley started to walk faster and faster towards the stairs, thats when he opend the door and saw me. He yelled out my name in such a furiouse manner that I got scared and walked even more faster. I reached the stairs and started my way up till he grabbed me by the hand.

Me: Rayan let go of my arm !

Rayan: What were you doing listening ?

Me: Rayan !! Your hurting me !!

Rayan: Why were you listening?

Me: Ayy.. ahh…

I slipped and tumbled all the way to the bottem. I dont know what happend after that but all I remember is waking up in my bed.

Doctor: Dina? …. Dina?….

Me: Esh 9ar ?

Doctor: You fell but your ok now.

Me: THE BABY !!

Doctor: Shhh.. lye back down 7mdela the baby is fine. Your really lucky , it was a bad fall.

Me: Will she be ok ?

Doctor: She perfectly fine. But you need to stay in bed for a while and rest. You have a bruise on your shoulder that needs healing. I gave your husband the medicine and I instructed him what he needs to do. So dont worry you’ll be fine.

Me: Thank you so much doctor.

Doctor: Have a good night.

Rayan: 7beebty are you ok do you want me to get you anything ?

Me: I need you to leave the room.

Rayan: *sits next to me*

Me: Get off now.

Rayan: 7beebty whats wrong?

Me: Next time when your upset keep it in your study not on me and my baby.

Rayan: Oh sweetie. I know I went a little over board –

Me: A little ? You were the cause of all of this Rayan.

Rayan: I know and I’m going to do whatever it takes to make it up to you.

Me: You really wanna make me feel better ?

Rayan: Yes. Anything.

Me: Call up my girls and have them come over and you leave the house for tonight.

Rayan: Dina…

Me: Would you rather I leave ?

Rayan: 7ather…

Sarah: Klb ma ysta7y !!

Haya: 7beebty inti im so sorry.

Me: *sigh* I dont know where this guy came from. I’ve never seen him like this before. It was like a monster came after me. I was so scared.

Haya: Sweetie were here now and were gonna make sure this doesnt happen to you again. Do you want me to get you anything? Im heading to the kitchen.

Me: Just some green tea please.

Sarah: Oh me too please.

Haya: Ok.

-Whispers -

Rayan: Haya ?

Haya: What the hell are you still doing here? Havent you done enough ?

Rayan: Is she ok?

Haya: She is now.

Rayan: Listen please dont get the wrong idea about me. I love her with all my heart, I do.

Haya: Well you really showed that off tonight.

Rayan: It was an accident I didnt mean for it to happen.

Haya: An accident? No rayan, you could have controled your anger. Plus your wife is pregant havent you thought of that ?

Rayan: I know what I did was unforgivable but cant you talk to her for me please, make her see that it wasnt my intention.

Haya: Excuse me? No im sorry. Your gonna have to prove yourself Im not doing it for you.

Rayan: Haya?

Haya: Rayan please leave.

Rayan: Good night…

Haya: Bye

Me: Hey, what took you so long?

Haya: Sorry.

Me: Anyways… how’s 5aloodi ?

Haya: Y7lelo he’s getting cuter by the minute.

Sarah: Is fai9al with him now ?

Haya: Yeah he wants some father son time haha.

Me: 7lelhom bs !

Sarah: Well Haya listen you go and I’ll stay over.

Haya: No no its ok you go I’ll stay.

Sarah: Haya you got a kid so go.

Haya: And you got a date in less than an hour remember ?

Sarah Oh shit !!

Haya: Yeah…

Sarah: Ummm…..

Me/Haya: GO !!

Sarah: You guys rock I love you !!

Haya: Did Rayan tell you where he was going ?

Me: No, but probably at one of his friends houses or something.

Haya: Did you get a chance to talk to him after what happend?

*Incoming Call Rayan*

Me: Speak of the devil.

Haya: Answer him.

Me: Hell no.

Haya: Hello?

Me: HAYA !

Haya: Oh hey Rayan, yeah shes here with me hold on.

Me: *giving haya the eye* Hello…

Rayan: Hey baby.

Me: Hi…

Rayan: How are you feeling?

Me: Better…

Rayan: Did you eat anything?

Me: Im not so hungry.

Rayan: Yeah but the baby’s got to eat sweetie.

Me: The baby huh? Now you think of our child?

Rayan: Sweetie wallah im so sorry you dont know how bad I feel. I feel like total crap. Please dont be upset with me anymore please.

Me: What happend in your study?

Rayan: I dont wanna talk about it.

Me: Well your gonna have to.

Rayan: *sigh*….. work.

Me: And?

Rayan: I lost one of my biggest clients who holds three very important companies.

Me: Oh…

Rayan: Baby ?

Me: Hmm …

Rayan: Are you my baby ?

Me: Mmm hmmm..

Rayan: Walla ?

Me: E….

Rayan: Lesh ?

Me: Mdri…

Rayan: Agolik leh ?

Me: Leh ?

Rayan: 3ashan mafi a7ad bl dnya mithlik.

Me: *giggle*

Rayan: Baby?

Me: Huh?

Rayan: Can I come home?

Me: Mmmm…

Rayan: I love you.

Me: I love you, now get your ass over here.

Haya: Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww !!

Me: Hahah sheeki ?

Haya: You guys are so cute in such a freaky way.

Me: Leh freaky inshallah ?

Haya: Haha no im kidding you guys are simply cute.

Me: Y7belk. Babe yallah go to your man and kid.

Haya: Are you sure you dont want me to stay ?

Me: Nah, dont worry were good now.

Haya: Ok but if you need anything call me. I’ll rush right over.

Me: Thank you sweetie,

She kissed me goodnight then left me in my room. I couldnt get out of bed, I looked like such an old hag it was disgusting.

Rayan: 3yoniiiiiiiiii

Me: Hi.

Rayan: Look i brought jawbreakers !!

Me: AHH I LOVE YOU !!

Rayan: Haha yallah scoot on over for me.

Me: Dude I got a person inside of me. You come on over to the other side yallah bla kasal .

Rayan came in and wrapped his arms around me. I sucked on my lolipop while him the little perv was eyeing me. I knew he was so I kept sucking and licking on it in such a dirty way. At one point he actualy drooled. I laughed so hard that I smacked him on the head indicating him to snap out of it.

After our mini pervo session he went in for a shower. As I waited helplessly for my prince to return, his phone rang.

O l2ni marra malgoofa 6b3an radeit.

Me: Aloo ?

?: Aloo ?

Meen: Who is this ?

?: Umm im looking for Rayan.

Me: May I ask who’s calling ?

?: Is this is wife ?

Me: Yes it is.

?: Well is he available at the moment?

Me: No he isnt and here we are back at the question of who are you ?

?: Im sorry for calling so late but just tell him to call me back.

Me: How can I do that without knowing your name ?

?: Good night.

Me: Wait !…………….. Ufff rude.

Rayan: Hey baby?

Me: Haaa?

Rayan: Who was that ?

Me: Mdri, this dude saying he needs to speak with you. And when asked for his name he was all weird about giving it to me.

Rayan: Huh? Maybe someone at work didnt regognixe you and got embaressed.

Me: He knew I was your wife.

Rayan: Hmm.

Me: Who’s the guy Rayan ?

Rayan: Baby I dont know. Like I said probably someone from work. I’ll see to it tommorow.

Me: Yeah… ok…

Three Weeks Later

Baby’s due soon so I’m really excited. Plus Rayan is back to his happy go lucky self again. No more weridness going on between us.

5aloodi was so adorable we would go over to visit him every other day. It was kinda like a practice test for us.

Sarah and Yusif were hitting it off really well…… really well. He took her last week for a long weekend at the south of france.

“Baby’s due soon” and I already have the nursery all set. I can’t wait to become a mother. To have someone to care for, to love and raise. I’ve wanted since I could remember. And now it’s finaly here.

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I have a q…
Hypothetically, if you had a race, and you let Dom from Fast & Furious, Frank from Transporter, and Daniel from Taxi race against each other…
Who do you think will win?!
Would love to see it on screen one day!
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