Hey guys whats up?? Been a while since I wrote one of those random conversational posts to you hasnt it??Anyways I come to you with ulterior motivesI just posted 2 polls on my story blog – A New BeginningI need you to cast in you votes. Mainly to the q…

NoufBreathe Nouf, breathe Nouf, breathe…. I kept repeating to myself when Fahad left….After sleeping and getting up and thinking about him and showering la7a’6t inee i’m in a really good place right now…. and so is everyone else… oo everyone is…

NoufBreathe Nouf, breathe Nouf, breathe…. I kept repeating to myself when Fahad left….After sleeping and getting up and thinking about him and showering la7a’6t inee i’m in a really good place right now…. and so is everyone else… oo everyone is…

RawanLibast oo itjahazt oo ri7t 3ind Nouf….kanat tawha mitsab7a oo imbayin inha bachya….kilish mo wagta Noufiiii.”Noufff shfeech?”"Wayid imbayin?”6ala3tha chinee I’m thinking… bas ma kan yabeela thinking…. “Umm…. eee..”"Ahh… bas kan Fahad…..

RawanLibast oo itjahazt oo ri7t 3ind Nouf….kanat tawha mitsab7a oo imbayin inha bachya….kilish mo wagta Noufiiii.”Noufff shfeech?”"Wayid imbayin?”6ala3tha chinee I’m thinking… bas ma kan yabeela thinking…. “Umm…. eee..”"Ahh… bas kan Fahad…..

SORRY wallah sorry I didn’t post for SO LONG!!! ahhh…. so many things happened bas the thing you’d most be interested in is the story…. so first of all: Nora, heheh you got my hands back in action…. i’m typing, wallah i’m sorrysecond of all:Shoug…

SORRY wallah sorry I didn’t post for SO LONG!!! ahhh…. so many things happened bas the thing you’d most be interested in is the story…. so first of all: Nora, heheh you got my hands back in action…. i’m typing, wallah i’m sorrysecond of all:Shoug…

i ran to my room, and started to think.he probably heard…ofcourse he did…he wouldn’t just walk away…—-Faj2a… my brother came in, sat on my bed… next to me.”mino kan il walad”-A”Jassim il ***–”-D”uh….samee3 fee…hal walad mo hayen!”-A”Ha…

I found this poll of the age old question on this site and thought it was interesting to gauge the Kuwaiti/Boudoir pulse :
Posted in Polls, Sex, Sexuality

Now this is a new way of match making:

“All The Sex, None of The Nagging!
Are you tired of wondering if she’s cheating on you? Do you love to leave the toilet seat up? Want to enjoy freedom on the weekend and watch a little football with your buddies, rather than work on your “honey do” [...]

Am I seeing right? Is it really who I think it is? Is it Bader? It is. What’s he doing here? Seconds later I sign off from MSN and go on to check my e-mail, trying to forget the fact that he’s a few steps away from me. Now? He talks to me now or actually instant messaged me NOW??? After all this time? He comes and talks to me after 4 weeks?! So what? Now he expects me to talk to him? He expects me to forget all those painful looks and the way he ignored me. Its like he hated me for what I did, but I didn’t mean it. I’m just not ready. I don’t want to rush into things. What if something goes wrong? I’ve been through one break up and I’m not going through another. But I guess I have to take my chances. But again, I don’t want to. I took out my iPod and popped the ear plugs into my ears, trying to distract myself. But no such luck, I failed at it.


A while later I see him get up and come towards me. I felt nervous. I felt worried.. AND I don’t know WHY! And most of all I felt angry. Please tell me he’s not coming to talk to me! Please! I don’t know what to do or say. This is hard, people! As he made his way through to where I was sitting, I gave up and turned the iPod off and placed it back into my bag and closed the laptop. And that’s when I first heard him speak…


“Do you mind?, came that voice that I longed for so much.


“No.”, I said trying to hold back some tears. YES, tears. And God knows why!


“Sara please don’t cry. I didn’t mean to-”, he said apologizing.


“I’m not cr…cry…crying.”, I said as I wiped a tear that escaped from my eyes with the tip of my finger and stuttering as I spoke.


“I know you, and you’re going to cry but please hold it. For me at least.”, HA! I wouldn’t even if you were the last person on EARTH!


“So, you’re talking to me now?”, I said as I got a piece of tissue and dabbed it under my eyes not crying anymore. I’m strong and I can do this. I’m wasn’t going to cry, well at least not now!


“Sara, you don’t know what I’ve been through. Walla I was going through a rough time.”, he said with a shaky voice but regained the calmness in it.


“What is it that was rough that you couldn’t even open your mouth and say hi.”


“I…I…I heard you were…engaged.”


WHAT?! ME? ENGAGED?!!! Mn mitaa?!


“And since you’re getting married soon I just wanted to come clear things up. You see Sara, I was sitting bl majls 3nd el shabab o sma3t my friend talking about a friend of his ena 56ab. O this girl was Sara Al-Flani. And you’re the only Sara Al-Flani I know and when I heard that my life became a living hell. I thought I was going to be the man that would be with you till the day we day and off together in heaven. I thought you wre going to have my babies. I thought you were going to be the mother of my children. When I first met you, I thought you were HER! But I guess I was wrong. I came here to congratulate you Sara. I wish you all the happiness in your life and all the best.”


My face was BLANK!!!! The friend of his friend? Minoo? Mn mina? WHO? But most importantly, WHAT!? OOOh, Sara! Bnt 3amy Sara. Sara Al-Flani. Hahah. Ashwaa.


“Bader I’m not-”


“I’m didn’t come here to win you back if that’s what you’re wondering. You seem happy. Doom Inshalla.”


“Bader STOP IT! I’m not engaged or anything! GOD!”


“You’re…not?”, he said as his face was lighting up. CUTE!


“If I were you would be the first person to know. No Bader I’m not. Hathy bnt 3amy Sara Fajer Al-Flani. Mo ana!”, I said with a warm smile on my face.

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Guys walla I’m so sorry but I have a lot of work ahead of me and I had to post something at least. I promise you guys tomorrow will be much longer, Love you!

P.S Don’t hate me ;***

XOXO,
Sunset.

Because I was very mean with my last post which was extra short I’m sharing with you a part today!!

N O T E: This post has ‘facebook’ in it. If you don’t know what facebook is let me explain. It is a very famous website where you can have an account and contact people you know. You can only contact your friends and that is by adding them to your list of friends on your account. There is also a facebook chat it is like any other chat but you can only chat with the friends you have on your account. There is also something called status. In the status you can write anything random usually you write what your doing. EX: Manal is happy, Manal is @ the beach .. etc I hope that was a clear explanation! I know most of you know facebook but some of my readers are not cyber-freaks hence they don’t know how facebook functions!

PREVIOUSLY;

3 months have passed by.
And I haven’t contacted Rashid or even have the guilty pleasure of glimpsing him. Is he gone? Forever?

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“OH MY GOD!” Lamoy suddenly barged into my room. ” I came to your house just because I HAD to show you this!” She jumped on my bed an switched on my laptop.

“Sho mistewy?” I asked her confusedly “BLAST FORM THE PAST IS WHAT’S HAPPENING!” She jumped up and down.

“LOOK!” She quickly put the laptop in my face. “Enzain Facebook?” I looked at it. “LOOK AT THE PROFILE!” She screamed and pointed on the screen “Rashid Al X” was written on the profile page.

“OH MY GOD!” I started jumping up and down “This is like the closest thing I got to him ever since you know what” I screamed.

“I know!” Lamya screamed with me. “Your such a stalker! But I love you for that” I hugged her.

“Okay bas now! let’s check his profile” She said “You didn’t check it already?” I asked “I wanted you to do the honors” She winked “Hahaha okay” I immediately browsed through his page the first thing that popped into my mind was his relationship status.

( Relationship Status: It’s complicated )

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Asked lamooy “Y3ni ana a3rf” I raised my eyebrows.

“Oh my god! Let’s check out his picturesssssss” Lamya nagged “Oh 9a7 how did I forget” I quickly pressed Photos of Rashid. “Ahhh he’s soooo hottttttttttttt” Lamooy sighed “He’s hotter in real life” I smiled.

“OH MY GOD!” I screamed “What what” Lamya nudged me .”Chofi! He changed his status omg he’s on his profile! OMG HE’S LIKE A CLICK AWAY” I freaked out.

“Rashid is missing someone quite terribly” Lamya read his status “Maybe it’s you!” She squealed “Maybe it’s Alya” I sighed “Uffffff stop being negative!” Lamya muttered.

“Will you add him?” She asked “No way!” I jumped “No way!” I repeated.

“UFFFF! well ahem too late” Lamya suddenly ran away from me. “Sho … SHO SAWAITI?” I quickly looked at the laptop and found out that Lamya added him as a friend. “OH NO YOU DIDN’T LAMOY HOW CAN I REMOVE HIM A7EENA LA2 PLEASE” I was about to cry.

“You’ll thank me later wallaaaaaaaaa” She danced around my room “Omg lamooy I hate you walla!!!!!!!!! He broke my heart! I don’t want anything to do with him” I was seriously pissed “Oh .. okay .. sorry?” Lamya freaked out “Lamoy please leave!” I sighed “Please” I looked at her “Okay .. Fai I didn’t mean to upset you” and then she left.

I stared back at my laptop and sighed. “ONE NOTIFICATION” I gasped .. “Could it be?” I asked myself I pressed the button.

“Rashid Al X accepted your friend request”

“Oh my god” I whispered.

Suddenly a little box popped up. With the word Rashid Al X beeping. He was talking me on the facebook chat. I slowly moved the cursor to press the chat box.

Rashid: …… Fai?

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Until Next Time ..

A Lover in Dubai ;)

Previously…


He then slowly came closer to my lips. Didn’t kiss it but blew lighty over it, which made me go crazy inside. Hormones raging but I had to stay on my ground.

He looked in my eyes while I stared down. I didnt wanna look at him, I know that if I did I would break down.He then pulled me closer to him and kissed me. I seriously lost all my senses once out lips locked. With each kiss he pulled me up to him harder. I wanted to nail him down and…. a77m a77m.. ofcourse I wont do it,, y3ni remember my rule “NO SEX B4 MARRIAGE” Haha I feel like a num from a church.

10 MINUTES LATER

Me: L2 WA5ER 3ANI !!

M7md: 7beebty…

Me: L2 I CANT IM MARRYING RAYAN !!

I ran away…And with a tear down his cheeck he whispered to himself as I walked away…


“What?”

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What just happed? Why does he have that kinda of an effect on me? I cant be with him, he betrayed me…. he found someone else and then treated me like trash. He doesn’t deserve me. I deserve a nice decent being who I know I count on. M7md used to be that person but now I don’t think I can ever trust him again. Cause once a man does something he will do it again. It’s like a drug. Just like “If a man hits a women once he will do it again, because thats what he knows how to do” Sometimes you can the bad habits they have.. but this cannot be changed. He betrayed me and like I said, I can never fully trust him again.

Rayan had been a darling. He is sweet, caring, kinda, supportive, and he really loves me, like I can feel it. Yes, I appreciate what Haya did and I still am but sometimes things just dont work out and better things come along later. I will always cherish the wonderful memories I had with M7md. But he lost me… and we can never be together again. The most important thing in a relation is Trust. And what is love with trust? Trust is the first thing that has to be established. And with him… Never.

I ran out of the supermarket with buckets and buckets of tears. I was so confused. I got into my car and drove. I didn’t know where to go so I just parked in a back ally somewhere to cool off. I closed my eyes for a while and tried to relax. A few minutes later I was off again, and this time I knew where to go.

*Dingg..dingg..dingg*

*Ding..dingg..dingg*

Rayan: Dina? What are you doing here? It’s 11:30.

Dina: I want to.

And with that he knew exactley what I ment.

Rayan: Come in.

We walked in and sat down.

Rayan: But you said you wern’t ready.

Me: Yeah I know but I figuired were going to do it eventualy so why not now right?

Rayan: E inshallah bs I dont wanna pressure you into doing something you’r not ready for.

Me: Listen, I thought about it and I love you and I want to be your wife.

Rayan: I’m all in for it 7beebty and you know that, but are you sure your ready? Because if you want to wait then we’ll wait.

Me: No, I dont want to wait. I’m ready.

Rayan: One second.. *he pulled out the box and slowly put the ring on my finger*

Me: Haha you had in your pocket?

Rayan: Yeah why not?

Me: Haha..

Rayan: So thats it… were getting married.

Me: Yup married ! *huggs him*

Rayan: Dina you just made me the happiest man on earth.

Me: Just?

Rayan: Uff you know what I mean.

Me: Yeah hehe… Hey lets play !!

Rayan: Huh?

Me: A board-game.

Rayan: Are you seriouse?

Me: Yeah so?

Rayan: How old are you again?

Me: I’m 24 but c’mon their so much fin and I love them so your just gonna have to try and get used t them.

Rayan: Allah y3een..

Me: Nah nah nah *dala3*

Rayan: Ok I guess have something around here…… aha… do you like monoply?

Me: E bs its all about money and stuff so your gonna win.

Rayan: 6yb its the only one I got.

Me: A55 of fine !

So we played Monopoly for about an hour then got sleepy so we called it a night. And being the perfect gentelman as he is, he offered me the guest’s bedroom not his although were engaged.
He took me upstairs until I got settled and kissed me goodnight.

He went downstairs to close all of the lights when he herd a phone ringing. He followed the tone until he stopped infront of my bag. He pulled out my phone and saw M7mds number flashing on the screen.

- Rayan’s Side -

“Why would M7md be calling her at a time like this?……….. Aloo? “

M7md: Meen?

Rayan: Ana Rayan.

M7md: Hala, Dina mawjoda?

Rayan: La da5alat tnam.

M7md: 6yb 5leeha tkalimni awal ma tgoom lwsama7t.

Rayan: Leh wsh fee?

M7md: La bs fee mawthoo3 mohim?

Rayan: Ili how?

M7md: La may 5a9ek Rayan.

Rayan: lw fee shay y5a9 Dina y5a9eny.

M7md: Rayan tisba7 3la 5air.

Rayan: Lwsama7t il marra il jaya lat kalem Dina f hatha l w8t.

M7md: Lesh inshallah mafiha shay.

Rayan: Ila feeha. Al7een 12 mit2a5ar il w8t o tklemha 3ala esh inshallah?

M7md: Lesh ma int tis2alha bnafsik.

Rayan: Wsh 89dik?

M7md: Ahaaa… tra as her boyfriend you should know where she is and what shes doing at all time.

Rayan: Fe shay lazim a3refo?

M7md: Hmmmm… tisba7 3ala 5air Rayan.

Dooot dooot doooot…

What did he mean by that? Why calling her now? Know where she is at all times? Is Dina hiding something from me? Something concerning him?

- Back To Me -

I woke up so happy th enext morning. I was engaged to a wonderful man who loved me. It cant get any better than this. I had a few of my stuff be left over here incase I ever spent the night. So I washed up, wore my wrobe and headed downstairs to have breakfast with my fiance.

Me: Good morning *singing*

Rayan: Hala.

Me: 7beeby whats wrong with you? Didn’t you sleep well?

Rayan: No, actually I didn’t.

Me: *sitting down next to him* Leh 7ayati ?

Rayan: I dunno, you tell me.

Me: Excuse me?

Rayan: M7md called last night while you were asleep and apparentley you two have some unfinished business he would like to sort out.

Me: Rayan I can explain.

Rayan: *gets up from the table* I’m late for work. Enjoy breakfast I had them make you the chocolate waffels you love.

 
Do you know the emails sent with pictures of brilliant strange looking cakes that we ooh and ahh over and think to ourselves waaay ayshawgoooon they look tooo good it’s too sad u have to ruin them in order for them to be eaten!?
 
I remember a few years back, when i was still a new bride and life [...]

Place:
transit bus, Heathrow Airport, London
Subject:
Young British man
Description:
Average height
small build
creamy white skin
over-sized Chanel sunglasses perched on the top of his head of spiked hair
Pretty honey-coloured eyes were rimmed with perfectly shaped eyebrows (the kind of shaping one only gets with threading).
Louis Vuitton men’s shoulder bag slung across his shoulders
right hand : a bright orange D&G watch.
carried [...]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5n9YslsI4CU&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fperezhilton.com%2F2009-04-08-back-by-popular-demand&feature=player_embedded

ok you guys MUST, I repeat MUST watch this video, it’s so funny, I wish I had these dance moves:p

and another video of our friend;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxfe8YTd6N4&NR=1

I made sure that Bandar reached his family’s table, I passed by them on my way out, and we said our good byes.

On my way back I was thinking about us, Bandar and I. It was unusual how a person could cause me such feelings, how a person could get me pain so easily and take it back in a glimpse. I remembered the days where I haven’t heart from Bandar and after the break up, I was in numbness and pain.

“I tried to shy all memories of us, but somehow I seem to always greet them. His voice never left my head. As much as I struggled not to think of him, I never seem to struggle regards forgetting him. I always worried late at nights when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation kicks in, it broke down all my defenses. There was one thing that I wanted to believe when I didn’t hear from him, one thing only. I had to know that he existed, that’s all. Anything else I can endure. I might not endure easily but I will manage to endure. My mind was a sieve, I kept having those nightmares, I was afraid that I’d forget how he looked someday. But thank god, I don’t have to worry no more. He’s back now, and I’m never letting him slip away from my hands again.”

“I remember the first time I saw him, back at Coffee Bean. Something kicked into my system, something that has been long absent from it, it was Adrenaline. It kept drumming my veins filling my heart with fear. But now that he’s back there’s no reason for fear.”

I snuggled into bed as soon as I wore my pjs and washed up. I prayed rak3itain as a thank you, 7amd o shukir lallah. I prayed for Bandar as well. Relief filled my heart at this moment, I can’t remember the last time I felt this kind of jollification.

I slept in my thoub, the level of palliation I was at, had caused me to sleep in my thoub. The sound of my phone had woke me up. A smile managed to form on my face as soon as my phone had rung, guess who? Well there’s no need to guess, you know who it is, you know why? Well if it was Jilan calling me at that time of day, you’d see a frown form on my face. But it was Bandar. I knew it from his custom ringtone.

Bandar

I was hesitant at first,

Was what I’m doing right?

Is it in her benefit?

Am I holding her back?

Is she feeling pity towards me?

No that can’t be, I know my baby. I love her oo she loves me. I know it. I know that everyday from hearing her voice. The way she speaks to me, her tone, everything about her tells me that she does love me. I was torturing when we were apart, and so was she. The way she spoke to me, the way she acted back at Coffee Bean, even tonight. I’m not gonna let such thing separate us. From this moment on, I declare that we’re inseparable. 7abeebti, I missed her scent, her touches, her hair, her voice. her features, and everything about her. The thought of me forgetting her face kept crawling to the back of my mind. I knew that there’s no way that I’d forget how she looks like, but what if I started to after 10 years or so. I shrugged at these thoughts claiming my mind.

I told Raju to turn up the volume of the radio, hearing the lyrics, word by word as if they were dedicated to me, Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard.

Come up to meet ya, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start

Coldplay, The Scientist.

I reached home with the help of Raju, then my mom helped me into my room. Got me out my pjs and helped me wash up. She offered helping me into my pjs but I just laughed, thanked her and kissed her good night. I prayed after washing up and I stayed for a while in the sijood, I kept praying my heart out, saying everything that I wanted, praying to get cured one day, praying that I won’t be a burden on either Cala or my family. I thanked god for everything, 7emdila 3ala kil 7al, I may have lost my sight but there are lots of people who are in much worst conditions than I am. I mean it’s already enough that I’m alive.
I smiled a smile of pain, remembering how I wished that I died in the accident when I was away from Cala. I was so stupid and naïve. I found my way to bed, and pressed the speed dial.

Dialling 3youni:*

Pretty soon, August started rolling in and the end of summer break was almost there.  Senior year was almost starting and Jade couldn’t wait to get back to school.  Throughout those past few weeks she started reconnecting with Musaed as well as Nasser.  She still had that first crush that she always felt when talking [...]

**cherriMuffin for U my dear. Good luck with your mid-terms and hopefuly you can still use the laptop ;P fa lat 5afeen.

It might be a bit short, wallah sorry. Cause well today I’m so pissed at a certain someone so my anger is taking controle now. But I’ll be better tommorow inshallah so forgive me and inshallah a longer post tommorow. Wa3ad :*

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Previous last lines…

Me: SHIT!!!

Sarah: Shfeeki?

Me: WHOLY SHIT SHIT SHIT !!

Sarah: DINA WHATS WRONG ?

Me: WHERE THE HELL SHOULD I GO HIDE ME !Oh and you should know I wasn’t actualy screaming but just whispering very loud and freaky.

Sarah: WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ?

Me: It’s M7md he’s an aisle away from me!

Sarah: So?

Me: Didn’t I tell you?

Sarah: TELL ME WHAT?

Me: Oh shit then I must have told Haya.

Sarah: Y7mara mat goleenli shay !

Me: I’m sorry walla I’ll you everything later.

Sarah: l2 !! ’3asban 3anik al7eeeeeeeeeeenn !! DINA !

Me: Shit ok Im almost reaching the end of the aisle to get the hell out!

Sarah: DINA KLBA WHAT THE HELL HAPPEND?

Me: After I busted Ruby..

Sarah: YEAH !

Me: He dropped me home then before I left the car we kissed –

Sarah: WAIT ! You mean kiss or hmm hmm ?

Me: Hmm hmm all the way !!

Sarah: DAMN IT! What about Rayan ?

Me: I wasnt thinking it just happend…. Then he proposed to me !!!!

Sarah: HE WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT !!

Kareem: 7beebty esh feeki tza38een ?

Sarah: SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! ASS !!

Kareem: Ufffff.. ana t7t !

Dina: Ooooop.. *drops phone*



Yup I bumped into him !

Now what?

Hmmm..Dunno..Maybe fly away..

Nah..

Kill him? …

7aram…

Love him?

Already do…

Marry him?

2 DAMN PROPOSOLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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So there I am standing infront of him just staring at his shirt. I was too flushed to look up.
But sarah was still on the phone yelling but I was scared to bend down to get it. I dunno why but I kinda felt invisable just standing there frozen. Every single girls feels it !

M7md: Is my shirt that intresting?

Me: Uhhh.. its lovley yeah..

M7md: Lovely?

Me: Yeah…. I gotta go !

M7md: *pulled me back* wait !

ME: What?

M7md: How are you?

Me: Good… you?

M7md: Better now that I’ve seen you.

Me: *silent*

M7md: What have you been up to?

Me: Nothing just out.

M7md: Do you still have the braclet I got you?

Me: Ya rabii M7md l2 please dont do this.. not now ok !

M7md: Do what?

Me: You cant just expect me to come crawling back into your arms that easy !

M7md: What will it take?

Me: Oh my god I cannot believe you. Are you even hearing the words coming out of your mouth?

M7md: Dina I know it, You know it.. we belong together.

Me: Yeah? Well you should have thought of that before Ruby.

M7md: I said I was sorry, I really am.

Me: Yeah your sorry now. After I planned a freakin movie for you to see her in the act. You didnt believe me and called me lair.

M7md: 6yb I –

Me: L2!! I wanna finish. You’ve known her for only 2 months and me alot longer and yet me the one who cares about you more than she ever will tells you something and you curse at her , calling her names? La enough is enough.

M7md: I know I made a mistake Ok and I’m sorry. You think I didnt miss you? Oh baby I missed you like crazy and I still love you!

Me: I have nothing to say to you anymore. Were done. Im with Rayan now and he is a real man, which is something that you’ll never be!

M7md: He cant make you happy like I can. He cant make you laugh like I can. He cant kiss you and make you feel what I make you feel.

Right then I started imagining his lips all over my body. DAMN it he has to be so seductive!! MEN !

Me: *silent*

M7md: See? Its us baby…. its always been us. *gets closer, hands on waist , leans in*

Me: I ca–

M7md: Shhh…

(((By the way if your wondering we were at the last aisle, an emty aile the one with the laundry detergant and stuff… speaking of I have to learn how to wash clothes some day.)))

He then slowly came closer to my lips. Didn’t kiss it but blew lighty over it, which made me go crazy inside. Hormones raging but I had to stay on my ground.

He looked in my eyes while I stared down. I didnt wanna look at him, I know that if I did I would break down.

He then pulled me closer to him and kissed me. I seriously lost all my senses once out lips locked. With each kiss he pulled me up to him harder. I wanted to nail him down and…. a77m a77m.. ofcourse I wont do it,, y3ni remember my rule “NO SEX B4 MARRIAGE” Haha I feel like a num from a church.

10 MINUTES LATER

Me: L2 WA5ER 3ANI !!

M7md: 7beebty…

Me: L2 I CANT IM MARRYING RAYAN !!

I ran away…

And with a tear down his cheeck he whispered to himself as I walked away… “What?”

There’s just something about London that always gets to me. I’ve traveled to places around every nook and corner, but I never managed to find anywhere as peaceful as I do here. Its always been the city closest to my heart.And London in winter was a…

There’s just something about London that always gets to me. I’ve traveled to places around every nook and corner, but I never managed to find anywhere as peaceful as I do here. Its always been the city closest to my heart.And London in winter was a…