When he whispered in her ears, and she started to blush I had to leave the room, I needed some air and a smoke as ironically as that might sound. The whole night started on the wrong note, I wasn’t invited by him, but by my cousin and through my sist…

excerpted from:
Ten things you didn’t know about Bat for Lashes
April 16-22,  p.99,  Timeout /London
8. She once got a message from her future son in a dream
‘I won’t say it was unsettling, but it was profound. I was on a train that was completely packed, with quite an angry atmosphere and a lady embarked at one [...]

Alrighty! So, this was supposed to be posted like.. 2 days ago? But I totally got sidetracked and stuff! *slaps self* bad Lilo! But there wouldn’t have been anything to post anyway since I just started working on it, so yeah -.- I’m sorryy, I’ll askit …

Alrighty! So, this was supposed to be posted like.. 2 days ago? But I totally got sidetracked and stuff! *slaps self* bad Lilo! But there wouldn’t have been anything to post anyway since I just started working on it, so yeah -.- I’m sorryy, I’ll askit …

I am secretly depressed. but then again every person in this world is depressed at some point. I’m not depressed all the times, no. Iam happy el7amdlella, but I need to greive every now and then to breathe. just to breathe and let all the pain inside my heart out. I still dream of him, 7abeebi..my twin brother, I still miss him terribly, though I managed to live 10 or 11 years without him around..I dream of him frequently..as his young self, he talks to me in my dreams, he sleeps next to me, sometimes he cries and thats when I cry the most…

what depresses me the most now is that he have not visited me in a long time, it’s been what, a month? maybe more, I’m not sure, all I know that I dont feel him around any more, I used to dream of him every week, sometimes every two days in the week.?!

what happened baby bro, don’t you miss me any more?

I know i shouldnt be thinking this way..wallah I know.

I need some sleep, but Im afraid to go to bed, to be honest I’m glad that I dont have enough time to sleep, I get to spend my time with presciouse baby boy and the other kiddo;p; my sister’s older son which was named after el mar7oom..

I miss a lot of people currently, I miss my brother, I miss my husband, I miss my best friend, and as strange as it may sound, I miss my other home(the one with my husband) since I’m staying at my parents house with my sister. I miss his warmth..his love, his scent…I’m so pathetic, I wear his shirts for bed, I use his perfume, I spray his perfume over my pillow, is it me or this is soooo 16 years old girl in love?!


its strange…how can my heart take all this missing? how can it deal with it? is it even healthy? my husband will be back but my brother will not..my best friend will not get back to the way he was..he’ll get married eventually and I already got married.

will I stop missing THEM then? should I stop? will I be able to stop?

I am secretly depressed. but then again every person in this world is depressed at some point. I’m not depressed all the times, no. Iam happy el7amdlella, but I need to greive every now and then to breathe. just to breathe and let all the pain inside my heart out. I still dream of him, 7abeebi..my twin brother, I still miss him terribly, though I managed to live 10 or 11 years without him around..I dream of him frequently..as his young self, he talks to me in my dreams, he sleeps next to me, sometimes he cries and thats when I cry the most…

what depresses me the most now is that he have not visited me in a long time, it’s been what, a month? maybe more, I’m not sure, all I know that I dont feel him around any more, I used to dream of him every week, sometimes every two days in the week.?!

what happened baby bro, don’t you miss me any more?

I know i shouldnt be thinking this way..wallah I know.

I need some sleep, but Im afraid to go to bed, to be honest I’m glad that I dont have enough time to sleep, I get to spend my time with presciouse baby boy and the other kiddo;p; my sister’s older son which was named after el mar7oom..

I miss a lot of people currently, I miss my brother, I miss my husband, I miss my best friend, and as strange as it may sound, I miss my other home(the one with my husband) since I’m staying at my parents house with my sister. I miss his warmth..his love, his scent…I’m so pathetic, I wear his shirts for bed, I use his perfume, I spray his perfume over my pillow, is it me or this is soooo 16 years old girl in love?!


its strange…how can my heart take all this missing? how can it deal with it? is it even healthy? my husband will be back but my brother will not..my best friend will not get back to the way he was..he’ll get married eventually and I already got married.

will I stop missing THEM then? should I stop? will I be able to stop?

A call interrupted the scene..

Me: Fayoo ur phone..

Faye: haa?

Me: UR PHONE!!

Faye: laa it’s yours.

Me: u idioit I have different ring tone..

Faye: waaaay pause pause..

Me: bser3aaaa ..

Faye: oooo its Wahab ;D

Me: waaaai 3ayal shaklii ba7e6 play..

She didn’t hear me saying that if she did then we had an argument about pausing the movie. EEEEE M6AYER 3AGELHAAA HEHEHEE.. I played the movie while she went to a secluded area so she can have her “privacy” ;p

On the phone:

Faye: alooo .. she said in a low voice

Wahab: mara thanyaa lo sam7taay..

Faye: sheno? ;S

Wahab: abii nafs il “aloo” ily tawa..

Faye: hehe Wahab mo wagta ga3da a6ale3 movie ;p

Wahab: laaaa ? ana al7een 9irt mo wagtich?

Faye: laaaaa laaaaaa mo ’3a9dii chithy ..

Wahab: haa 3ayaaal?

Faye: hehe mm ya3nee madreee ;p

Wahab: laaa 5ala9 za3alt ro7ay shofay your movie..

Faye: laaaaaa Wahaaaabiiii mabi a6ale3 il movie

It was silence when Wahab her her sayin Wahabii.. Her wahabii.. her one and only!

Faye: mmm aloo?

Wahab: ma3aaaaaaach fayoontii bs si7t shway..

Faye: hehe haa ashoofik ri’6ait 3anii ;p

Wahab: goleeeli shloon shloon az3al min hal wayh? shloon?

Faye: oo gooolii shloon azaaa3el ana hal wayh ;p

Wahab: ooooo tara ana ma agdar 3ala chithy ..

Faye: ma 3arafnalik mara itha ma36ainak wayh tiz3al oo itha 3a6ainak wayh itsee7..

Wahab: 5aleeni saye7 ana ra’6iii

Faye: hehe..

Faye heard me yelling from the 9ala.. NOOOOOO NOOOOOO .. 7ARAAAAAAAM !! WAAAI3 7A’3EREEEN .. WAAAAY OBOHO ZOOO’3A!

Faye: il 5aysa she played the movie oo i told her to pause it

Wahab: ay movie?

Faye: Taken

Wahab: oofff ’3awy il movie

Faye: ee 7ada !

3abood came out from the toilet and saw Wahab on the phone..

Wahab: 6aaa7saa.. saying to Faye..

Faye: hehe laish ?

Wahab: gayeeli in6er latdig 3aala Faye ila laman a6la3 min il 7amam ashan adig ana 3ala Jawa ..

Faye: laish ya3neee wiya ba3ath?

Wahab: shdaraniii 3ana mo 9a7ii

3abood from the other end..

3abood: whayeb ga3ed itkalim Fayoo?

Wahab: istaa7 sheno Fayoo .. ana bs anadeha chithy

3abood: 9iij inik mo 5oosh gayelik ma3 ba3ath

Wahab: ana kilish mo fahem laish ma3a ba3ath

3abood: ashan Jawoonty mat7is lonley..

Wahab: 7emdela weshker dig 3alaiha bs oo ithlif

3abood: mashiiiii ana awareeek ;p

Wahab: hahaha!

My side:

I was watching the movie and was disturbed from 3abood’s call.. I didn’t see who was calling I answered immediatly so I won’t miss anything from the movie. Even though I could pause, rewind, and forward I wasn’t planning on doing it because I couldn’t wait for what was going to happen next.

Incoming call:

Me: haaa?

3abood: sheno haa? il nas igolon alooo

Me: weee 3abood

3abood: laish meno 3abalich?

Me: laa cuz I didn’t see who was calling ..

3abood: meno im6ayer 3aglich lay daraja inich matabeen itshofen meno ga3ed idig?

Me: TAKEEEEN!!

3abood: hatha il film?

Me: eee.. 3ajeeeeeeb 3ajeeeb.. walla 7araaaam kasra 5a6rii the girl .. Ga3dt agreg foog rasaa 3an il movie..

3abood: Jawaaa.. Jawoonty.. omii.. oboyy..

Me: hehe sheno?

3abood: nitkalam 3an il movie ba3dain.. intay shloonich al7een?

Me: 7adiii mitnarfizaa.. shlooon shloooooon isawoon chithy bil banaaat?

3aboood: walaaaaaain jawaaaaaaaaa!! please please focus..

Me: sorry sorry..

3abood: focused?

Me: eee :D

3abood: shloonich?

Me: zaaainaaa bs..

3abood: uushh mabii shay 3an il movie..

Me: ok 5ala9 ;p

3abood: wilaht 3alaich ;p

Me: tawek shayfniii ;S

3abood: eee walaht 3alaich may9eeer?

Me: hehe ee i9eer ;D

3abood: intay walhana 3alai?

Me: tooooooooo much ;D

3abood: 9iij wala mojamala ashan itsikeen il phone oo itreden 7ag Taken ..

Me: ana ma ajamel 3aboooody :D

3abood: gaaaaaalb 3abood intay ;D

Me: hehe 3yoon Jawoona intaa..

3abood: baaaas 5alaaaaaa9 ma agdar ;p

Wahab screaming from the other end..

Wahab: 3baaaid iskiiit il bait kila daraaa..

3abood: agool 6a3 min yitkalam sowalfik wa9la lai 3indiii kilshay sima3taa.

Me on the phone:

Me: bss bss howash!!

3abood: shdaraniii 3ana 7a6 dooba ib doobi..

Me: ifff shswii feekom yahaaal!!

3abood: na3aaaaaaaam?? yahal haa?

Me: eeeeee ..

3abood: 20 years yahel haa? 3ayal 17 sheno 3ayooz?

Me: ti6anaz 3ala my age haa?

3abood: intaay ily badya..

Me: truth hurts..

3abood: tara ayeech al7een..

Me: yalaa..

3abood: tara asaweeha wallaaa

Me: I will cut my hand..

3abood: ya3nii agi9 eedi?

Me: ee ;p hehe

3abood: 5anshoof ily btnga9 eeda ilyom ;p

Me: lets see ;p

3abood: yallaa ana awal ma o9al adig 3alaich haa?

Me: ee afa 3alaik an6erik 3ind il bab.. I said sarcastically

Faye’s side:

3abood went to Wahab and ordered him to put hold.

Wahab: Fayee dgeega 3baaid madree shyabii ..
Faye: okay take your time..

1 minute later Wahab was back at the phone ..

Wahab: aloo
Faye: siinaaa?
Wahab: you said take your time..
Faye: well I don’t mean it hehe
Wahab: ma’3boola minich ;p inzain listen shway oo adig 3alaich..
Faye: okaay bye
Wahab: bye

Faye came to the 9ala and sat next to me.

Faye: waaaaaaaay Jawoon iyaneeen..
Me: hehe laish shswaa?
Faye: madree ya3niii he’s flirting oo I’m boiling from the inside..
Me: hehe cuuuuuuuuute
Faye: what about you?
Me: bs i6afernii i7eeeeeeer!!
Faye: hehe shfeech when guys annoy girls it means they like them.
Me: I know bs waaayed !
Faye: maku flirting?
Me: ofcoarse there is.. bs in a funny way.. madree he’s funny.. I like him
Faye: I like mine too..
Me: shrayich we watch the movie?
Faye: sh3ogba? you watched half of it..
Me: iiffff.. I wanna know what’s going to happen
Faye: yalaaa please rewindd..
Me: iff fine..

Incoming call 3abood:

Me: walaaaaaaain looks like we arn’t going to watch it..
Faye: wala kaifich you talk to him and I’m going to rewind.
Me: fine

On the phone:
3abood: haa? is the knife ready?
Me: eeee haw shfeek yamii..
3abood: eee tara ana ta7at..
Me: haha funny..
3abood: min9ijy tara.. 6ilay 3alai..

I went running to the window and saw the black car parked ..

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!! OMG! IS HE SERIOUS?

Me: 3abooooood la sheno maynoooon? manynooon? la7ad ishoofik.. ana ib bait fayoon shloon itsawiii chithy??

Faye: sheno sheno shfeeech?

Me: 3aboood oo wahab are outside..

Faye: na3aaaaam whyyyyyy shakuu?

Me: madreeeee :O

Me: 3aboood go go away la7ad ishofik..

3abood: heheheh

Me: you think its funny? YOU THINK GETTING CAUGHT IS FUNNY?? ROOOOO7!

3abood: hadaaay hadaaay mama.. shofay yaybeenlokom ashya2 bin5alii jidam il bab oo i5tho..

Me: laaaaaa we don’t want .. just leaveeeee pleaaaaaaase 3ashaanii..

3abood: I’m going to leave bs take the stuff..

Me: okay okay i will bs leave..

3abood: yala gi9ay eedich

Me: waaaaaaay 3aboood kilish mo wagtaa..

3abood: 5ala9 ba3aaad 3omriiiii I’m leaving yala byeeee …and he gave me a kiss through the phone

Me: bye byeee..

I saw Faye running up and down checking all the rooms to make sure no one was at home.. Lucky us .. no one was at home..

Faye: yan hatha?

Me: agoolich mo 9aa7y.. umbaaay bser3aa lets go get the stuff they brought..

Faye: na3am? ay stuff?

Me: madree bs yallaaa!

We went down to take the things. We opened the large wooden door and saw a basket on the floor.

Faye: ya7lailhum..

Me: omg!!! Your mom’s car is coming.. FAAAAAAAST

Faye: shiiiiiiiiit

We took the basket and went running to her room and locked the door. We opened the basket and saw DVD’S including: romantic, comedy, horror, and action. Everything was in the basket, it’s like we have a cinema showing over here.

Someone was knocking the door.. Faye and I freaked out. We knew she saw us and we were sure that now it is going to be the end of our lives. Faye opened the door with a stressed face. I was sitting on the bed biting my nails. Then, I noticed I should go and say hi..

Faye: hala yooma shlonich?
Her mom: hala fayoona zaainaa ..
Me: hala 3amity .. we greeted then went back to bed
Her mom: haa shfeekom itrakthoon baraa?

SHIIIIIIIT!

Me: laaa 3abalii il driver bara fa ri7na bs mo mawjood ..
Her mom: eee laish ma3inda mobile?
Me: 3inda bs he doesn’t have my number.. he’s new
Her mom: aah ok
PHEEEW THAT WAS CLOSE!!

Faye closed the door and came to hug me.

Faye: you saved OUR lives..
Me: hehe as usual ;p
Faye: shutup hehe
Me: hehe.. back to the basket..
Faye: waaaaaaay so so so so cute.. lets watch..
Me: laaaa wait next time.. 9iij the driver is coming now..
Faye: wee 9aaa7 .. sleep over :D
Me: no i can’t .. I have plans for tomorrow..
Faye: ooh okay then after tomorrow?
Me: i’ll ask and tell you ;p
Faye: okaay ..

Helen came in and told me that the driver was waiting outside.. I took my stuff and left the basket at Faye’s house. We said our good byes and left. I texted 3abood..

Message sent:
You’re the sweetest thing ever ;**

Message recieved:
You’re my sweetest and lovliest and everything in my life. btw I need to hear that kiss on the phone

Message sent:
hehe I’ll think about it..

Message recieved:
If you said no i will do something crazy again ;p

Message sent:
oh no , I don’t need one of your craziness again ;p

Message recieved:
then I need a good night kiss ;p

Message sent:
hehe.. ;$

Message recieved:
fidait ily yste7oon.. oo i will be waiting for the phone call with the kiss ..

Message sent:
:p

I reached my house and went in with a sigh. I missed my family.. I need to stay with them more.. 3abood took my life away, but in a good way. I sat with them for a while then went to my cozy room.

I brushed my teeth wore my pyjs and warmed my self up with my fluffy offwhite blanket.

Incoming call 3abood:
Me: are you spying?
3abood: eee tawech tadreen?
Me: hehe.. stop spying you’re freaking me out.
3abood: la ga3ed at’3ashmar.. laish?
Me: cuz I just got into bed.
3abood: I don’t spy, but my heart feels everything you do ;p
Me: 3abooooooood ..
3abood: kiss.. kiss… need the kiss ;p
Me: hehe
3abood: yalaaaaaaaa bs ga3da oo tith7ak nowwwwwwwww!
Me: ok ok
3abood: 5..4..3..2..1..
Me: hehe ;p
3abood: walaaaaaaain yaaaaalaa ;p
Me: *kiss*
3abood: ba3ad mara ma sima3t
Me: waay 3abood lazim itsawii hal 7arakat bs 3ad ;p
3abood: agaain a5er mara please..
Me: *kiss*
3abood: *kisses back*
Me: hehe good night 3abood
3abood: good night jooj ;p

It was a stressful day, and after the phone call I calmed down and deeply went to sleep

Yaa naaas!! whats up with the stuff ive been hearing about 2012?Awal shay i hear ina this planet called “planet-x” entered our solar system and is about to crash into us on 2012, and that NASA made sure of that. W bi3dain i hear ina the sun is going to…

Ok, so here’s the next part, as promised :DI hope you guys like it .. _____________________________________________ Continued from the previous diary entry… So I picked up the phone…“Aloo” he said“Hala, shlonik?”“il7amdillah, inti?”�…

SUUUUURRRRRRRPPPPPPPRIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSEE !!!!aaaaaaah !! aaa surpise parttyyyyy !! yaaaay. i went to hugg nooniiee me: AAAAAH intaay shino?? thaankkk yoou ya a7laa noooniie ! I LOVE YOUU.noonie: heheheh !! ana cham jooj 3indy? 7abebbty your welcome..yo…

I’m happy today and because I’m happy I’m posting a VERY LONG post. If this isn’t long enough then I don’t know what is :P (It’s both part 26 & 27)

SILENT READERS! Attention, I’d like to see your comments :( :P

This post is dedicated for naturala such a loyal reader ;)

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PREVIOUSLY;

“Wait .. I know that things are weird between us now”-and he looked into my eyes-”I’m really sorry about that and I’m over all this drama .. let’s just act as if nothing ever happened and perhaps we can be friends” He smiled sincerely.

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A couple days have passed by peacefully. Oh what a miracle. Things between Rashid and I .. well there weren’t any things. I mean we didn’t see each other a lot and if we’d bump into each other it was just smiles and waves.

I never expected us to end up this way. I miss him. I mean I see him, but I miss RASHID not the “let’s be friends” Rashid. Did I mention he’s so good at this friends thing? Uff! It is so true when they say a guy has 1000 hearts and a girl has 1! I swear I feel Rashid is so over me and I’m still sinking into the thoughts of him. I’m so pathetic seriously!

- AT UNIVERSITY -

I was running through the corridors of the university filled with these thoughts and late for class as usual when I spotted .. Abdulaziz sitting on the steps of the stairs.

He had his face staring at the ground and his hands over his head. I quickly ran to him “Abdulaziz are you okay?” I asked he looked up to me and his eyes were almost red. I gasped “Sho feek?” I asked worried.

“Oh” He laughed “Is it that obvious how depressed I am” he rubbed his eyes. “Well your eyes say a lot” I smiled “Are you okay?” I asked to be nice, I mean I expected him to say yes it’s nothing but oh no.

He looked up to me and sighed “Gracie dumped me just now.” “Oh” I said “I didn’t expect that” I thought to myself.

“Umm. .. ” I tried to sum up something to say, but I’m not good in giving advice about relationships. “Well ahem .. it’s her lost right? There are a lot of fish in the sea” I said trying to be positive.

“She said she saw no point in our relationship” He sighed “She said that we were not going anywhere” He said. I sighed “It looks like I’m skipping class” I thought to myself and sat beside him.

“What did she mean by that?” I asked “She said that” He took a deep breathe “Awanh because I’m Emarati and my parents are like too arabs so they’d never let us you know .. netzawaj .. so what’s the point?” He sighed.

“Well isn’t that your decision not your parents?” I asked “Yeah exactly but .. she was kind of right! I mean I’ll never marry her I can’t upset my parents no way! So I stood there like a silent idiot” He sighed.

“Well .. maybe your upset because your in denial I mean looks like you knew this was coming all along but you avoided it mentally” I said “You’ll be a good shrink” He laughed “Thank you” I said sarcastically.

“But it sucks et3arfeen girls are just too sensitive now Grace won’t even talk to me as a friend!” He muttered. “She says that if you really ever loved someone you can never be friends with them later on” he said quietly.

“Really?” I asked shocked “I mean he does make sense .. but Rashid and I are friends .. well no that’s different we were never a couple .. 9a7?” I thought to myself.

“Sorry to bother you. Looks like you have to be somewhere” He said “Oh no it’s fine! I’m a good listener” I smiled “Fai you’re really great .. ” He suddenly said “Umm .. thanks” I said confused.

“One day you’ll make a guy feel like the luckiest guy on earth” He smirked. My face suddenly lit up and I blushed. I tried to smile and he just smirked devilishly just like Rashid. My heart started beating very fast and I knew that sitting beside Abdulaziz so close wasn’t such a good idea.

I quickly stood up “Balach negazti?” He laughed “Uhh .. ” I tried to say something “Haha you’re just too innocent” He grinned “Excuse me?” I said quickly “Nothing .. don’t you have class?” He smiled “Yes .. class yes bye” I quickly ran to class.

- Part 27 -

1 week passed by .. peacefully again. I’m all alone at home all my family went to Abu Dhabi for a wedding but I told them I can’t make it so ya home alone.

UF anyways why can’t Rashid be a man and DO something to get me back. Yarabi wait do I even want him back?

I just sighed to myself and got back to surfing aimlessly on the internet when suddenly I got a friend request on facebook.

“Abdulaziz?” I whispered to myself. “Why is he adding me” I quickly accepted him. He then immediately talked to me on the facebook chat.

Abdulaziz: Faiiiiii babez sorry 3l add akeed you freaked out

“Babez?” I asked myself confusedly.

Fai: la 3adi
Abdulaziz: I just want your advice
Fai: about?
Abdulaziz: Well you gave me good advice last time if you remember :P

“Is he serious? I’m practically the virgin queen sho 3arafni eb relationship advice” I said to myself.

Fai: Okay so whats up
Abdulaziz: Grace
Fai: okay?
Abdulaziz: she wants me back she says she made a big mistake
Fai: that’s good! Mabrook
Abdulaziz: are you serious? I mean do you think I should seriously go back to her
Fai: Yeah if you really like her why not
Abdulaziz: what if there’s a problem ..
Fai: ya3nii?
Abdulaziz: ya3ni if Grace left me it would seem pathetic to go back to her 9a7?
Fai: I guess if you were begging her to come back, but she wants you back 9a7? So it’s not pathetic
Abdulaziz: 9a7 bas 9dgha the thing we have will never go anywhere
Fai: okay mmm ma3rf
Abdulaziz: hmm let’s say that a certain someone, is making me feel this way
Fai: mafhemt
Abdulaziz: y3ny it was me and Grace and now it’s me, Grace and maybe someone else.
Fai: GRACE IS CHEATING ON YOU??!?!
Abdulaziz: la2! Someone else for me. I think I met someone .. I’m growing fond of ..

I gasped. “Hathi na’3za wila sho?” I asked myself “I wish I can call lamoy shit mashai time!” I took a breathe “La2 Fai no way you! y3ni shy alf bint fe el3alam! And he’d never be interested in me I’m a kid 9a7?” I tried to convince myself.

Abdulaziz: weinch?
Fai: Here
Abdulaziz: so what do you think should I try to make things work with Grace or try to make things start with the other girl
Fai: stick with Grace
Abdulaziz: I have a feeling it tells me to try it with the other girl :D I think I should follow my heart 9a7?
Fai: la2 think with your brain Grace is much better
Abdulaziz: sho 3arafch?
Fai: Madry 5ala9 do what you want .. but I don’t advice you to go to the other girl
Abdulaziz: haha okay thanks! bye
Fai: bye

“Ufffffff!” I screamed “Yal ’3abya! Shu 3arafch it is you 3shan etgoleela not to go with the other girl” I scolded myself.

BANG BANG

“Bsmellah sho ha?” I quickly ran to my window. And saw .. Rocks? Someone was throwing rocks.

I opened the window. “Oh my god” I whispered. It was Rashid. He smiled and waved “Mabe’3aity!” He screamed “What do you want?” I screamed back “I have a surprise for you.” He laughed.

“Come down!! I know you’re home alone! I’ll show you something! As .. friends!” He called out I laughed “Okay!!”.

I quickly ran downstairs. “Surprise?” I thought to myself. “Rashid then Abdulaziz yarabi sho esalfah?

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Stayed Tuned

A Lover in Dubai

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Um Abdullah sighed wearily as she heaved herself off the low seating in the living room where she had just finished having her afternoon tea. El hamdullilah, she groaned pitifully. Her knees were stiff and her back hurt constantly these days.
Mariam! Mariam!
She called in her weakest, most dependent tone.
The windows were covered in thick velvety [...]

Well it’s good to know that things worked out between those two. But what about Haya, you have to be wondering.

Well Haya is in the hospital giving birth. She’s having pre-mature labor. She’s supposed to be due 2 months before me but I guess fait had other plans.

Haya: Heee hoo heeee its not working !!

Fai9al: Baby breath just breath the doctor will be here any second.

Haya: I DONT HAVE A SECOND THE CONTRACTION ARE 1 SECOND APART AGHHHHH !!!

Doctor: Excuse me sure please step aside… ok Haya im going to need you to start pushing for me ok?

Haya: Hooooooo heeeeeeeee o. k

Doctor: One… two …. three

Haya was screaming like hell. Poor baby she was so exhausted. We were all there by her side, except for Yusif and Rayan who were waiting out side.

After she gave birth she screamed out to see her baby boy. She didn’t care about the after birth stress or anything that came along with it, she just wanted her baby.

She held him in her arms and Fai9al came up onto the bed by her side and put his arm around her.

Fai9al: So what do we name him ?

Haya: ….. 5alid

Me: 7beebty.. *hug*

Haya: He was my other father. I loved him.

Me: I know you did sweetie.

5aled was his name.

5 Days later

Me: Rayan yallah I wanna go now !

Rayan: Yallaj jay jay.

Rayan and I went to this little new baby botique. I was so excited once I walked in. There was so many gorgouse things for her that it was so hard just to pick a few, so I didnt. We were twirling around for an hour than Rayan got tired and decided to sit down, while I ofcourse continued on. I got so many things probabley some which I didn’t even need. But it was for my baby girl and I wanted her to have everything. Once everything ran up I saw Rayan’s eyes widen and jaw drop. I simply let out a cute giggle. He nodded his head and got out his credit card. What an angel he was.

Rayan: Do you realize how much we just spent?

Me: 7beeby c’mon its for our little baby girl *pout*

Rayan: Yeah and then you bought a ring and bracelt for yourself .

Me: It was half off…

Rayan: 3,000 riyals ya dina !

Me: It was 3, 500 ..

Rayan: Allah ystar bs..

I gave him a small peck on his lips which made him smile, which as always means I’m off the hook.

Haya was supposed to stay at over at the hospital for at least a week. She needed plenty of rest with it being premature. Plus the 5alid had to be kept in an incupater. He still wasnt fully ready to be handeld. He need a few days in there.

Sarah and I would take turns for the next couple of nights staying over at the hospital. Haya was having those on and off depressions. But thank god it wasnt postpartum depression. So before we would go to her, we would stop and get dinner or some icecream. Or we would get a mini dvd laptop and watch a movie. We tried everything we could to make her smile. What a relief we managed to keep her calm and happy.

Me on the other had still had about a month and a half until I would have to give birth and I was scared. I mean I saw the pain Haya went through and for me to also be where she was would just kill me. I mean the pain and the screaming. I’ve always seen them on televison and it looked so easy but what I saw a few days ago was totaly diffirent. God be with me.

A few days later Rayan got a surprising phone call while I was at Haya’s helping her with the baby.

Rayan: Mmm hmm… how?…………………..are you sure?…………… feha 7al ? …………………….. bs kl shay zain ?………………………lazim ajekom y3ni? …………………. ok 6yb al7een jay ba3al salama…..

you know sometimes when you meet new people, to break the ice they’d ask you, or you would pop the question of.. “if you were to be granted 3 wishes, what would they be..??” will.. since summer have barged in, and its too hot, lets melt some ice.. If y…

you know sometimes when you meet new people, to break the ice they’d ask you, or you would pop the question of.. “if you were to be granted 3 wishes, what would they be..??” will.. since summer have barged in, and its too hot, lets melt some ice.. If y…

How the hell do I put myself in these situations !meshkila ile yegoom men ilnooom mestanis oo yensa 3umra :PCookiez gets out of her car..Peter : Madame, I’ll park the car for you.Cookiez – feeling ashamed even the new driver realized I can’t park a car…

Hiii ;) seems like forever :p…sorry i coudln’t post yesterday….but i’m posting today :p

Enjoy ;********

Zaina didn’t actually sleep…she called Basma and told her about what happened… she was so embarrassed from 7amad.. she didn’t know how to face him tomorrow….Fara7 came, and she told her about everything that happened…and fara7 couldn’t stop repeating her well known sentence “I TOLD U ITS MEANT TO BE……Ahhhhhhh….its meant to be!!!!” . They finished they’re sowalif and each went to her room to sleep.
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Today Zaina woke up at 10:00 am she didn’t have any mo7a’6ara today!
She called Basma and they decided to go Shopping! …she changed her clothes and went to her car…she found another note near her left window…she opened it…it says..”the eyes don’t ever wanna see u cry”

Zaina: what?! The eyes don’t ever wanna see u cry…Mino Shafni abchi? 3ad ana moo no3i abchi jiddam L nas…*remembering* OMG! ITS 7AMAD ITS 7AMAD! BALA ITS 7AMAD! URGH!! I7IR !!! ANA AWAREEEEK! URGHH!!!!

She threw the note over the old notes near the driver seat…she went to avenues and met Basma near the entrance (near IKEA) they finished shopping and got really hungry… they ate lunch at Johnny Rockets…(7addi mishta.hyita that’s why 7a66aita :p)…they finished and they went home…

She took a shower…and went near her closet to pick something for the ma3had…

Iffffff mali 5ilg ahso0f 7amad L yom….abi afashla w a9arri5 3alaih! Madri shalbis……iffff tadro0n shlon balbis 5alajeen!

She wore her baby blue juicy training suite and pulled her hair into a ponytail…

Eeeee Kaifi balbis training!! A7san! Wallah mali 5ilg….o kaifi kaifi kaifi basawwi 3ango09…adri inna L trainingz ishawgo0n bas moo malot hal kalam …adri shbitgo0lo0n bas kaifi!…mali 5ilga ;p

She entered the class…smiled when she saw Bader….and frowned when she saw 7amad who was wearing a white polo with beige shorts……..

Na9er: haaa? Im3a9ba L yom shissalfa?

Na9er I can’t believe I’m saying this bas I LUV U! thank u thank u! now agdar a6alli3 7arriti ib 7amad!

Zaina (itna’6ir 7amad): la bs mazaji i5tirab min ams…la2inna wa7id la7agny chan ad3am….

Hahahhahaa…lail7een mit2athra min salfat ams…

Na9er: Allah Allah Allah…3a6eeny ra8am sayyarta wana awarreech fee!

Zaina (laughing): hahahaha…la mashko0r 3adi ma 9ar shay

Bader: 3asa ma ta33awartay…?

Awww…ishawwig..he didn’t change….

Zaina (smiling): La L 7imdillah ma 9ar feeni shay…

Eee ‘6i7kay 7ag 7abeeb L galb ‘6i7kay…

Bader (smiling): L 7imdillah…=)

Zaina: ok yallah lets start our lesson…

She grabbed a pile of papers and squeezed one of the notes that she received from 7amad…

Zaina: first I’ll pass these papers and then we’ll check the projects

Na9er: abad! Ma itgo0meen…ana illi bawazzi3hum…dam mazajich mit3akkir L yom…ana a3addilich iyyah…intay bas amray

Everyone was laughing….

PERFECT! Na9er inta L yom moo bas 3ajeeeb!

Zaina: hahahhaa thank u….

Na9er got up and passed the papers he suddenly stopped…

Na9er: Zaina…shinu hatha “the eyes are looking”

7amad jumped from his seat when he heard him reading his note out loud..

What the hell?!! 9a7ya???? Sh8a9dich ya zaina?!

Zaina: weee I’6aher I messed up the papers ma3a ba3a’6….o its just a stupid note I found on my car window..

Jana: eee abbaaih… 7atta ana 9arat feeni… wai3 9bayyan L yom ma yisti7o0n

Na9er (galab alwan): la la la … yisti7o0n shinu ma yisti7o0n…

Bader: la wallah illi isawi hal 7arakat o y2athi banat 5alg Allah ma yisti7i!

7amad already hates Bader and when he said this he suddenly got up from his seat and got out of class…

Fawwaz” waaaaaaih al7eeen shisakta…akeed 3a99ab..allah yastir minilli yay”

7amad was thinking while he was smoking his lungs out…

Ifffff….aro07 L bait? Mali 5ilg adish w ajabil hal bader…. I7irni! Ya3ni msawwi roo7a’ ana L rayyal L san3’….bas tadro0n shlon..?? …. mani rad L bait…ana adri sh8a9dha…ihya tabi itbi6 chabdi! Bas ana illi babi6 chabdich ya zaina! O mani imsawweeelich wala shay….mita ma ri7tay yimeen and baro07 yisar…

He quickly changed his angry feature and grabbed a flash memory and entered the class…

7amad: sorry nisait hatha *pointing at the flash*

Zaina (in9admat inna rad): ..its ok have a seat…

Bader was in another world looking at Zaina…and remembering how he used to be her life saver in school…defending her from the aggressive boys…

Zaina: We’re done for today…o ITS WEEKEND!!! Cheer up everybody!

Everyone got out of class…Bader came near Zaina..

Bader: Zaina…

Zaina: hala Bader ba’3ait shay…

Bader: la bas kint bas2ilich 3an hathak illi 7a6lich L note…im2atheech?

Zaina (smiling): la la moo im2atheeni wala shay…

Bader: *looking directly into her eyes* Akeed?

Zaina: ee akeed…

Bader: ok…bas itha athaach gooleeli

Zaina (blushing): NshAllah..

Ya zeen illi yisti7o0n wallah….

Bader: yallah ana bamshi…nsho0fich next week xD….

Zaina went to her car…7amad left before her…so they didn’t meet on the way…she suddenly remembered something…

LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! Its weekend! Bacher yam3at L jeeran ib bait 5alti 6aiba! O yes 5alti 6aiba is Um 7amad! Ya3ni bacher baro07 bat.hum illi wala 3omri 6abbaita…bas walaht 3ala Samia o Nora…bas still…mali 5ilg y9eer any contact ma3a 7amad…o since 5alti 6aiba is my mom’s best friend ya3ni lazim it6awwil!!!! …..waaaaaaaayyy….

End of Part 6…

Has hit writer’s block ..GREAT.

Ok, so .. I had a really long post but I decided to split it into two posts. So I’m posting this one now and the next one some time tomorrow.+ For the people who are waiting for a post with Masha3el, I’m sorry but you’ll have to wait a little bit longe…

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