My Lovley Reader,

I’m finaly back home, sorry I’ve kept you waiting so long.

I’ve missed you all and your wonderful comments.

Enjoy the post .

Love you all ;**

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3 Months Later

Everything was perfect, on the right track and still heading that way. Rayan was such a sweetheart, always there by my side and the babies. He sometimes wouldn’t sleep at night just incase I woke up and needed anything. He would spoil me to a level that I never knew exhisted. He was simply amazing and I’m so glad to have him in my life.

Haya was I think about… 5 months pregnant but yet as always still glowling like an angel. Sara and Yusif, well things were heating up with those two. They grew incredibley close in those 2 months. He even took her away to Kan for a long weekend.

Once again everything was perfect for the 3 of us that we coudln’t ask for anything more or better.

Rayan: You look beautiful 7beebty.

Me: I look like a fat pig in tracks !! * falling back onto the sofa*

Rayan: Its juciy, you love juicy.

Me: Ugh.. juciy my ass.

Rayan: Hormones?

Me: Yeah, worse every day.

Rayan: 3adi 7beebty. Just think of it from the positive side.

Me: ….

Rayan: Were soon going to be parents and have our selves a little rascal running around the house.

Me: Rascal huh? What makes you think its going to be a boy ?

Rayan: I’ve got a hunch. *winks at me*

Me: Yeah well it’s going to be a little angel.

Rayan: Hahah yseer 5air inshallah. Yallah let’s go see.

Me: You made the appointment ?

Rayan: E esh feeha ?

Me: Rayan… what did I tell you !! I wanted it to be a surprise for the both of us.

Rayan: 7beebty I really wanna know .

Me: Well I dont ok ! Can’t you please respect my decison.

Rayan: Ok listen, how about this… we go but only I will know what it is and you wont. I’ll have the doctor just tell me.

Me: Fine but how I can trust you not to blab.

Rayan: Wallah 7beebty I wont.

Me: Uff.. fine yallah lets go. Help me up.

So we went to the hospital and Rayan got the sex of the baby while I stuck to the deal I made with myself. I mean why do people love to spoil the surprise? Why ruin the thrill ?

Later that day after the hospital for some reason Fai9al wanted to meet up with me, so Rayan dropped me off and this was how things went.

Fai9al: Halla bl 8amar. *hugs me*

Me: Haha ahlan.

Fai9al: What do you wanna drink?

Me: water would be fine thanks.

Fai9al: Bs? Yallah 3ad.

Me: La walla Fofo shab3ana.

Fai9al: 6yb 3ala ra7tik.

Me: So how are you and Haya.

Fai9al: A77m..

Me: Haha sorry and the baby?

Fai9al: La everythings well 7mdela. Bs Haya keeps going on and on about how fat she’s getting and about the tracks she has to keep on wearing.

Me: She and me both !

Fai9al: Haha inti ba3ad ?

Me: YES !!

Fai9al: Y7belkom.

Me: So, why did you want to mee up? Is everything ok?

Fai9al: La I just wanted to catch up thats all.

Me: Oh.. ok.

Fai9al: So how was the visit to the hospital ?

Me: It went fine.

Fai9al: Wow I can’t believe your having a little girl.

Me: WHAT !!!

Fai9al: What ?

Me: A GIRL !!!???

Fai9al: Bsmila 3leeki Dina yes a girl.

Me: Awww *tears* Im having a girl.

Fai9al: Oh sweetie come here *hugs me*

Me: A little girl…

Fai9al: Want me to take you to Rayan ?

Me: Yes please.

We payed the check and Fai9al dropped me off home. Yeah I didnt want to know but I felt happy when he told me. You know when you dont want to know something and once it hits you, you get excited,not mad at the fact that you found out?
I arrived home and found Rayan walking up the stairs. I hurried over to him and hugged him.

Rayan: Uffff bshweeesh hahah esh feeki 7beebty?

Me: Were having a baby girl.

Rayan: Ya 7ayati inti… a7bk marra.

Me: W ana ba3ad akthar ya 3mri.

Rayan: Yalla lets go upstairs and watch a movie in bed.

Me: Perfect.

We walked up the stairs, changed into our warm sleep wear and cuddled into bed and watched a movie.

While we were cozying up, Sarah and Yusif were still up late.

Yusif: I love you…

Sarah: I love you too…

Yusif: Do you really ?

Sarah: With all my heart.

Yusif: Would you move in with me if i asked you?

Sarah: No…

Yusif: Sarouuuu !

Sarah: E 6b3an I will.

Yusif: I love you…

Sarah: Oh my god enough we get it.

Yusif: Way to ruin the mood.

Sarah: 7beeby its not that , its just that your too sensitive. You have to chill and relax we dont always have to say it to eachother. I know im your first girl friend but it doesnt mean we have to follow up to Cory and Tepenga.

Yusif: Who ?

Sarah: Their this couple on a disney show called “Boy Meets World”

Yusif: O… k

Sarah: Dont look at me that way I’m just giving you an example.

Yusif: Ok Im sorry. But I cant help it.

Sarah: Yeah well its kinda annoying wallah so if you could cut it down a bit.

Yusif: Sarah are you seriouse?

Sarah: Whats wrong with what I said ?

Yusif: Well first of all its rude. And second, yeah I may be a bit sensitive when it comes to us but thats only because im madly in love with you, the first girl I’ve ever been inlove with.

Sarah: I know 7beeby and i love as much as you do –

Yusif: Yeah it really shows…

Sarah: I do, dont say that !!

Yusif: Fffffff….

Sarah: It’s just a little weird ok..

Yusif: How on earth could this be weird for a couple to do ?

Sarah: Well Kareem was never like this…. oh

Yusif: Excuse me?

Sarah: I… I’m sorry that was never supposed to come out….

Yusif: Yeah if it didn’t then you would have been thinking it …

Sarah: I didn’t mean it I’m —

Yusif: Don’t…. please dont..

Sarah: Sufi I’m so sorry…

Yusif: Yeah… I think I’m gonna call it a night.

Sarah: No wait please dont go.

Yusif: I’ve got an important client coming over in the morning.

Sarah: Oh…. well cant you stay the night? I mean its late.

Yusif: Thank you but I’ll be fine.

Sarah: Well… will I see you tommorow ?

Yusif: We work together Sarah.

Sarah: Yeah I know but I ment after ….. work…

Yusif: I dont know I’ll have to see.

Sarah: See? See what?

Yusif: You know what your right. I dont have to see anything. You see what you want from me and when you finaly know then let me know.

Sarah: Where’s all this coming from you know I love you.

Yusif: I know you do I never said you didn’t.

Sarah: So what’s the problem ?

Yusif: The problem is that you just compared me to a man that took you for granted and cheated on you. So I’m sorry if my personality does not match his. Im the caring devoted type and if thats not what your into then you can just fall back into his arms.

Sarah: Yusif !!

Yusif: I’m leaving now bye.

Sarah watched Yusif got into his car and dirve off until he disappeared. Did she just make the biggest mistake of her life ? I got a phone call from her in the middle of the night in tears.

Me: Hello

Sarah: Dina ?

Me: Hala 7beebty, isnt it a little too late for you to be this up?

Sarah: I’m scared.

Me: 7beebty whats wrong?

Sarah: I think I just made the biggest mistake.

Me: What ?

Sarah: I think I just lost Yusif…

2 Days Later

Yusif: Ok, so you wanted to meet up now what ?

Sarah: Ok I know what I said was out of line and it should have never come out and I’m so sorry. I dont want him or anybody like him. Im greatful to have you, someone who cares so much for me and would do anything just so see me smile. I love you and again I’m so very sorry. And I mean this from my heart.

Yusif: You really hurt me you know that ?

Sarah: I know baby.

Yusif: 5ala9 almhm its all over and done with. Let’s move on and go on and get your stuff.

Sarah: So you still want me to move in ?

Yusif: It never left my mind for a second.

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I know this is a bit short. Bs yallah sam7ony. I feel things are moving a bit slow so the next post is going to start from 5 months later. Because it would be close to Haya and Dina’s birth. And well I just think it would be best. I hope thats ok with you all ??

xx

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Weekend issue-

The

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Dedicated to Laymoon :o)

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Bader: ..

Jumana: bader?

Bader: Wallah itha 7asaitich close to ready ill tell you..

Jumana: La2!! i need you to tell me now!

Bader: y9eer 5air..

Jumana gave up and just sat in silence untill they arrived al-shaab park.. (so she can pick her car up because he made her ride his for the surprise remember??)

it was 10:40

Jumana (in a very formal way): Thank you bader i really had fun.

Bader: La7’6a..

Jumana: na3am?

Bader: laa tiz3ileeen! bas magdar agoollich al7een..

Jumana: itha ma giltlee laish.. hathee a5er marra akilmik feeha.. la2inna may9eer chithy!!! a7is im carrying 1000 pounds of guilt going out with you chithy.. this is certainly not guiltless..

and she got out of his car and walked to hers..

Bader: la2.. jumana.. ni6raay!

She was still run-walking to her car which was a bit far..

a group of 3 spikeanians ;p (ya3nee 6aggat spikey skinny oo that stuff) approached her and started following her and kind of touching her and poking her..

Jumana: i7tirim nafsik a7sanlik..

she sad as she semi turned to them while walking.. nafs.ha ib 5ashimha 3ala goolat.hom ;p

Spikanian 1: oo2 oo2 it.haddid ba3aad

Spikanian 2: amooot 3al wardy ana

Spikanian 1: ma gad shift il-wardy 7ilo bas lamma shifta 3alaich ‘3ayyart rayey

(he was weaaring a pink tee with music writings all over)

Spikanian 3: shda3waaa! sharfeena bkilmaa wa7da bass..

Chan spikanian 1 ygoom oo yag’6ibha min eedha oo he turns her to face him..

Spikanian 1: inzain 3a6eena wayh ;)

she screamed at him and tried to fight him off but he kept holding..

Spikanian 1: walla many 3a’6ich.. shda3waaaaa ;)

Jumana: HIDNYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

He wouldn’t and she started to tear up.. cuz she was alone with three guys at the end of the shi3ib parking..

Jumana “god im so stupid!! laish 5allait bader!!”

She started to cry..

Spikanian 3: haaay la tabcheen shaddala3.. mi7na 3a’6eenich

Spikanian 2: Shda3waa hatha w bas maskat il-eed shloun il-bajy? ;)

Jumana started crying more..

6AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA5

Spikanian 1 fell to the ground.. he was covered with blood coming out of his nose and mouth..

spikanian 2 o 3 huddled up over someone..

Jumana just froze there..

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOV

Spikanian 2 & 3 heads bang with each other…

And they fall.. then the three of them runaway..

and then she saw..

Jumana (still covered in tears): Bader?

Bader (in a very remorseful tone): ASIF JUMANA!! WALLAH MA KAN 8A9DI AHIDDICH!! KINT GA3D ADAWWIR 3ALAICH! RI7T WAGGAFT YAM SAYYARTICH GILT YIMKIN ITKOONEEN MINNAK BA3DAIN SIMA3T 9RA5..

Jumana tried to stop crying.. she hated when she cried infront of people.. but she just cried harder.. the whole situation was just soo.. over whelming.. who would’ve know what would happen if Bader didnt come..

Bader: wallah asif!!!! allah y5alleech la tabcheen! bas! ga6a3tay galby..

He came closer and hugged her..

Bader: Wallah if you give me the chance.. i will never let anyone lay a hand on you or hurt you.. just give me a chance… try me..

Jumana kept crying silently on his chest..

she gradually stopped crying and he let her go..

Bader: haa 5ala9? c:

Jumana shook her head with shame..

Bader smiled and side hugged her all the way walking to her car..

While there walking in al-shaab park’s msafi6.. the girls there kept giving Jumana dirty looks.. and flirted with bader and doing everything to get his attentio.. One girl actually stopped them and asked for his number.. but he being a nice guy even to hal-ashkal declined politely..

he dropped her off to her car.. and told her to wait inside and lock the doors because hes gonna go to his car and then he will ysayerha all the way home..

Bader: gifleeh 3adel.. a5af wa7ed min hal-8aleeleen il2adab yifta7ah 3alaich o ysawee 7arakat..

Jumana: inshallah..

She smiled that painful smile.. the ones after u cry real hard..

Bader: itha tabeen ay shay 6iggay hirin arid lich rake’6..

Jumana laughed..

Jumana: bader.. i think i can manage a few minutes alone..

Bader: oo right.. sorry.. ok umm latroo7een digeega..

He ran back to his car..

Jumana smiled at his goofyness..

she waited 2 mins

6oooooooo6 6oooooooooo6..

She looked at her rear view mirror and saw bader..

She started moving and he followed..

When they got to their houses..

Jumana: Thank u bader..

Bader: dont thank me.. ilyoum killish ma kan what i planned..

he looked down..

Jumana: a9lan taby the truth! today was the best day i had in a very long time…

Bader: kanaw madree shbysawoon feech hathool oo itgoleen the best day?

Jumana: Eee la2inna one bad event cant ruin a day full of great ones..

Bader semi smiled..

Jumana: i played games i would have never tried.. ate like ive never ate before.. and rode horses even though im scared of them.. and saw my favorite movie under the stars.. shaby ba3ad?? :-)

Bader grinned..

Bader “hathee ihyaa.. ee hathee”

Bader: mashkoora.. :)

Jumana: inta illy mashkoor..

They said there goodbyes.. and stood there..

Bader “move legs move!!”

Jumana “waay shna6ra ana!!”

Bader “maybe i should ask her out again.. la la a5af itgooly laish obooy ib yir’6a o madre shno, ba3dain kil shay yi5tirib..”

they both managed to move and entered their houses..

Jumana entered her house screaming..

Jumana: YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! XD IYAANNIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Baba: shno illy iyannin?’

She saw her father yi6la3 min i9ala with her mother and brother following..

Jumana: Haa?!?! laaa.. ha???

Baba: shnoo illy iyannin? oo laish it9ar5een ib no9 il-laaail!?!?

Jumana: um.. feee ga6wa barraa itshawwig..

fai9al: yy oo yy a5er shay tilgoona 3itwee 9afi6 yam lizbalaa..

Jumana: agool.. yalla minnaaak!

fai9al: Shtabeen 7a6a doobich dooby!?!

and they kept fighting for 10 mintues untill ma oboohom zafhom zaffaaaa ;p..

Jumana headed for her room..

She changed he clothes and wore her betty boop pjs ;p

she went over to open her window..

but then stopped..

Jumana “iff bader..”

She turned around and sat on her bed.. and then opened her bo 6agga laptop..

she kept looking at the window..

suddenly she started to breath really fast and her eyes were teary

she ran over to her brothers room and opened the window and almost threw herself out..

She took a deep breath..

Jumana “ista’3firallah..”

she got out.. and saw her mother..

Mama: jumana shfeech!??

Jumana: bas ‘6agat nafsee, kint m9akra iddireesha..

Mama: Haw!! ba6leeha!

Jumana: Laa yumma!!

She was too late, her mother was already in her room shirri3ing the window

Jumana: yummaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Mama: Maynoona intaaay!? laish 8amtaa nafsich?? tabeen tmooteen!?

she wasnt screaming but she was talking loudly..

Jumana peaked to see if he heard or something..

but she just saw open lights..

then she saw bader walk over to his window..

she hid behind the curtains.. but she could still see..

Mama: haaw!! mafeeha shay il-direeesha! laish ma ba6alteeha?

Jumana: haa madree..

Mama: 5ala9 yumma ana baroo7..

Jumana: yalla ma3a issalama..

Mama: allah ysalmich.. bas haaa ma t9ik.. shfeech min5asha wara il-barda? shit6al3een?? haaa??

Jumana turned and faced her mother..

Jumana: laa bas bashoof itha yimkin il-barda 5arbaanaa.

Mama: allah yi9li7ich ya bnayty..

Jumana laughed and her mother walked out..

she hid behind the window again and saw Bader…

his window was already open..

he then came to it and looked at Jumanas

Jumana “ayal chathaab.. i would never look.. ee ee 9aa7”

and then he closed his curtains..

Jumana “wee ‘6alamtah.. iyannin hal-2insaan iyanniiiiiiiin! XD”

She felt drousy.. so she closed her laptop and went to bed..

next morning she woke up to her mobiles message alarm..

She looked at her clock..

it was 1:30

Jumana: i might as well get up now..

she threw off the covers.. headed for her bathroom.. brushed her teeth.. twi’6at.. and then got out prayed and changed her clothes for uni..

She stared at her kabat wondering what to wear..

Jumana: shalbiiiis.. shalbiiis..

She eventually decided on a navy coat with a white shirt and a slim brown belt with beige pants.. beige laffa.. hot pink flats with her favorite gucci babouska bag and gold accessories .. she applied mascara blush and lip gloss.. and she was ready to go..

she saw that she had an hour and a half left so she thought she would get something to eat..

she went down stairs and saw her mom sitting bi9ala drinking her tea..

Jumana: salam 3alaikom..’

she kissed the crown of her mothers head

Mama: wa 3alaikom issalam hala bibnaytyy ta3aaly gi3daay..

She took a seat beside her mother..

Mama: Haa shal-kash5aa.. lyoom shaklich ‘3air.. sh6ary 3alaich il3ada jooty riya’6a jeans w nafsich b5ashmich.. ;)

Jumana: yummaaaaa shakoo.. ;p ma 6ary 3alay shay bas chithy ishtahait ilyoom albis 3ala moody..

Mama: ahh inzaain ;p.. haa shtabeen takleen??

Jumana: abee chai 7aleeb oo baskoot :o)

Mama: CHANDRAAA MAKE FOR JUMANA CHAI 7ALEEB AND BASKOOT

Chandra: OKKK MAMAAA

Chandra brought the chai 7aleeb and baskoot.. and Jumana la6itah killah ;p wa3alayya you3ana ;p

An hour passed so she got up and went to her car after saying goodbye to her mom.. because she figured the half an hour would be wasted on the way stuck in traffic so she wouldnt be late..

She was in her car when she got a call from Lulu

Jumana: Heeeey

Lulu: Umbaaai yalla tell me sh9aar ams!

Jumana told her every single detail.. from il-shi3ib laaain spikanians ooo salfat iddireesha ;p

When she was done with the salfa she was in her unis cafeteria..

Lulu: UMBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI!! IYANNIN!!! IYANNIN!!! TARA IN MA TIZAWJTEEH ANA BA5THA BA5THAAAA!! WITHA TIZAWWAJTY BA6IGGICH 3AIN!!

Jumana: Chub 3aad shno atzawijaah..

Lulu: heeeeeeeeeeeeey!! il-walad perfect wil-perfectness 7ag allah.. laish ma titzawijaainah??!?!

Jumana: madreee ;p a5aaf

Lulu: min shnoooo!!??!

Jumana: inny akoon alone ma3ah :S

Lulu: kaach 9irty alone ma3ah cham marraa!

Jumana: noo i meaan when were married maykoon fee boundaries faaa.. madree :S kissing w madree shno :P a5aaf!

Lulu: haha! ma 3indich salfaa ;p

Jumana: siktaay!

Lulu: weeeeeeeee ta2a5art 3ala my class.. BYE!!

Jumana: B-

9akkitah ib wayiha ;p

Jumana “7mara ;p”

She places her phone on the cafeteria table.. then she noticed she had a message..

Jumana “eee 9aaa7 message ilyoum i9ob7..”

She opened it wala..

Bader Al-Flani:

Thanks for yesterday :)

It was full of adventures :P

and spending it with you made it indescribable.. (i know cheesy ;p bas i cant put it into words)

Jumana “Umbaaai min9ijaah!! chinny im in love ;p laa shda3waa.. bas iyannin iyannin!! XD”

Jumana:

and thank u as well :)

Send..

Jumana “WAAAAIH is that the best i can do! malat 3alaay ;p malsoona 3ind ’3air il7aja fa8a6 ;p”

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Inshallah its enough ;p

Bas i know that this post was kind of crappy cuz im experiencing this thing called

WRITERS BLOCK

2an 2an 2an 2annnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. :P lol 6amzz :P

ehda2 5a9 7ag Gutter Flower: no, there was no fly on her face ;Pp**********************************It wasn’t fair.I never saw it coming.I was caught off-guard.It was unexpected and unannounced.And uncalled for, for that matter.In less than a split se…

ehda2 5a9 7ag Gutter Flower: no, there was no fly on her face ;Pp**********************************It wasn’t fair.I never saw it coming.I was caught off-guard.It was unexpected and unannounced.And uncalled for, for that matter.In less than a split se…

Soo from a few weeks ago…Successful Crush Party! YAY!I had a ridiculous amount of fun last night!! Somehow the day worked out even better than I had anticipated! I went to math and got more extra credit to work on, ate a sausage egg mcmuffin from McD…

Soo from a few weeks ago…Successful Crush Party! YAY!I had a ridiculous amount of fun last night!! Somehow the day worked out even better than I had anticipated! I went to math and got more extra credit to work on, ate a sausage egg mcmuffin from McD…

Sorry I was really late in posting this part. Forgive me I’ll make it up to all of you I promise!

PREVIOUSLY;

“What are you doing here” I sighed “Stalking me?” I thought to myself. “Well I live here of course!” He laughed “WHAT? NO YOU DON’T!” I screamed “Yes I do” He smirked “Guess what love .. we’re neighbors!” He laughed hysterically and drove off.

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The next I woke up completely tired, I quickly took a shower, wore my casual Abayah and fetched my car keys and headed to the garage.

As I backed up my car, I saw Rashid .. taking out the trash! “Is this guy serious?” I said to myself. I opened the window “Are you seriously taking out the trash?” I said.

He laughed and came closer to the window. “Good morning to you too” He winked “I’ve been living in New York for a while and I didn’t have anyone to take out my trash so yeah it’s a habit” He smiled.

“Aha okay” I was going to close the window when he suddenly said “Laa Fai .. I know how this looks bas wallah I’m not stalking you. Wallah kanat 9edfa .. I was interested in the house and loved the Freej I never knew I’d be your neighbor ya3ni please you know me I’m not that pathetic” He smirked.

“Okay .. that’s a relief I guess?” I said coldly “Wait .. I know that things are weird between us now”-and he looked into my eyes-”I’m really sorry about that and I’m over all this drama .. let’s just act as if nothing ever happened and perhaps we can be friends” He smiled sincerely.

“Friends? I can never be that” I thought to myself “So? Sho rayich?” He asked “Because I seriously think that things wouldn’t ever work out between us you know” He said quietly.

“W..hyy?” I asked myself. I was suddenly crush and disappointed.

“You do have guy friends don’t you?” He asked “Well ahem .. not really” I said quietly “Haha okay .. so you are as innocent as you seem fine I’ll be your first then” He smiled.

“Enzein” I whispered “Sure let’s start over as .. friends” I smiled “Cool! So Fai I’m Rashid your new neighbor” He laughed “Hey .. you already know my name” I smiled “Nice to meet you too .. but I have to go .. ” I waved to him and backed up my car and left.

Friends?
Let’s see how things will work out.

I came back home a bit earlier than I thought as I drove my car into our main gate, but I coudn’t not stop. Rashid was out of the house TOPLESS with shorts and washing his car.

“WHAT THE HELL?” I almost screamed “Ahh ya Fai let us stare please” Lamya was drooling.

“3aib yl ’3abyah .. How the hell does he want us to be friends?” I cried out. “Ah he’s so hot I can NOT get over it” Lamya hummed “Oh look he’s waving” She pointed.

I looked at him and the soap slipping over his abs. “Wallah 9edgch he’s so hot!” I surrendered I waved back and quickly drove in. “Enti 3anz 3anz 3anz! Wallaaaaah HOW CAN YOU NOT BE WITH HIM HE’S SOOOO HOT!” Lamya said while we were getting out of the car.

“Ya bint! It’s complicated and it’s not only about looks” I sighed “Okay, he has a HOT personality wallah he’s a catch bas enti wallah ’3abya” She whined “Ufff one word. ALYA!” I sighed “Oh 9a7 ufff! Why does she exist” Lamya sighed. “Whatever let’s go in” I said quickly.

Wallah 9a7. Why does she exist? Why is she so important to him that he doesn’t want to talk about her. Most of all why does he think things will never work out between us? I don’t blame him I’ve been such a burden and a kid. I should seriously move on!

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Stay Tuned,

A Lover in Dubai

NOTE:The story used to be called “Is It Love?”. Bas then, while browsing around blogger I found another blog with the exact same name and I was like :OSo yeah, I changed the name to “The Tables Have Been Turned” w I guess it still fits in a way :PAlso,…

I really enjoyed that little moment i spent with aziz..it ment the world to me..”he cares..he really cares..” i said to my self.that momment me reema and aziz were just talking about random stuff..GOD I MISSED TALKING !”In your arms I can still feel th…

I’m so sorry you guys but I’m traveling this week plus I think I need a break, I’m getting really bored of my story and it’s starting to feel like a chore lately while I started doing it as a fun thing in the first place. So please bare with me, I love you all;**

and wow you guys are really good, exquisite:* if I haven’t known any better I’d say that you know me, you and Khalid actually! You both freaked me out, real close:p

Well I’m about 167 cm, not white or dark, tanned as you may say. My hair is dark and straight and my eyes are dark as well. Mm, I’m not fat neither am I SUPER skinny, my love;**:p and that’s all

I’m gonna miss you all:*