Ok people….starting from yesterday :p i’ll post every two days one super duper long post…just like this one :Pp ENJOY;***
oooo this post is dedicated to the one and only 7annana in the world 6AMZ! ;)



7amad wasn’t in the mood for any actions, he was busy thinking of Bader…These thoughts kept haunting him all the way, for some reason he became furious and called his best friend Fawwaz…

7amad: BA6 CHABDI HAL BADER!

Fawwaz: laaish ba6 chabdik? Sh.sawwalik?

7amad: madri bas 8athni ya a5i 8athni!

Fawwaz: 7amad had a39abik laish im3a99ib?!

7amad: winta killa laish o laaish?!

Fawwaz: ya3ni shtabeeni agoollik?

7amad: iffff madri… ana illi abi a3arfa zaina laish waayid mihtamma fee?

Fawwaz: Aaahh.. ya3ni L salfa feeha zaina?

7amad: sh8a9dik?!

Fawwaz: laa moo 8a9di shay bas …

7amad: bas shinu?

Fawwaz: *silence*…

7amad: Fawwaz?!

Fawwaz: ….. ok 7amad ana lazim aro07, ashoofik bil diwaniyya

Fawwaz hung up the phone and left 7amad in the confusions of his thoughts…
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Zaina was happy to meet her friend after a very long time, she kept singing all the way, but she remembered 7amad… she didn’t know why.. but she can’t unlock her mind and set him free… her thoughts betrayed her all the time…whenever she thinks about something 7amad will always find a way to grab her attention, even if he had nothing to do with it… she stopped and parked her car, she was finally home…
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7amad went to diwaniyya, he was having fun, he saw Fawwaz, but Fawwaz avoided looking at him…. 7amad knew it was about the phone call, he didn’t wanna talk…

I’6aher inni 9ij az3ajta ib sowalfi 3an zaina, 3ad 9ij ana laish im3a99ib?! ihya ma it9eerli o 7urra ib ta9arrufat.ha..

Fai9al (interrupting 7amad’s thoughts): ha bu L 7md… shitfakkir fee??!

7amad: haaa? La wala shay…

Fai9al: bayin 3alaik ta3ban

7amad: ee wallah ma amdani arayyi7, 5alla9t min L ma3had o raddait L bait baddalt o seeda yaitkum..

Fai9al: yallah kilha shahar o cham yom o tiftak min L ma3had

7amad: ee wallah allah yisma3 minnik…
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Zaina was out with her family.. obo0ha kan 7ajiz lihum 6awla ib Lenotre’, they sat, talked, ate, and had a lot of fun. Of course Zaina told fara7 about everything that happened today with her and Bader…
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Its 11 pm, Zaina and her family just reached home, after five minutes 7amad 6ala3 min L diwaniyya o ra7 L bait…
Zaina was so tired, and she has a mo7a’6ara at 8 am tomorrow…so she needs to get some sleep… she went to her room and got her stuff ready for tomorrow she started to print some papers for the students bil ma3had, while 7amad on the other hand just came home and he was looking at her, waiting for her to sleep…… he waited for 30 minutes then she closed her lights…he knew she was asleep, he smiled, closed the window, closed the curtains, got the note ready, closed the lights, and went to sleep…
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Its another fresh day, Zaina woke up and got ready for jam3a, she wore skinny jeans with a simple flow white top, and fuchsia ballerina shoes, she held her Louis Vuitton bag and directly went to her car, her mother was still asleep as well as fara7, her dad was off to work, and her younger brothers were at school….
She found another note on her car’s left window she took it, opened it, and read it, she figured it was from the same sender but she still didn’t know who it was

Zaina: “The eyes are seeking for more” , iffff minu hatha …..shyabi?! O shinu ya3ni?!!
She threw it near her car seat and went to jam3a…
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7amad was at work, he was busy with Fawwaz his friend doing plans for their business, Fawwaz still didn’t talk about 7amad about yesterday’s phone call, and 7amad didn’t bother to ask…
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7amad finished his work at 2 pm, he went home and sat with his Mother, Father, and his sister Samya…they ate lunch then he went to take a bath, he sat in the living room and watched T.V and waited for time to pass by so he could go to ma3had…

Samya: ooohh kashi5 L yom 7amo0d! sh3indik?

7amad: ifffffffffff….ma 3indi shay, intay shtabeen killa 7a66a doobich doobi!?

Samya (ti’67ak 3ala 7amad): winta lail7een yahel ma kibart hathi jomlitik nafs.ha ma
ta’3ayyirat min sinat alf o tis3imya w 76iba!

7amad: ha ha ha itnakteen 7a’6ritich?

Samya: waaay ya 8ithik! Allah y3een mortik 3alaik gool ameen!

7amad (ibtisam): morti w ana kaifi asawwi feeha illi abi ..

Samya (it6afra): haa 7amo0d I’6aher fee wa7da ib balik wana madri…??

7amad (looked at his watch o gam): la t7ateen maku, itha fee intay awwal wa7da bit3arfeen *smiling* yallah ana baro07 tabeen shay?

Samya: ee ashwa 3abali ba3ad, la mabi shay salamtik

7amad: Ysalmich..

7amad went to the ma3had and today he came after zaina…
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7amad enters the class; he smiled at Zaina who was wearing a cute yellow dress and sat in his place next to Fawwaz and “Bader”. Lulu was smiling and playing with her hair all the time hoping that she’ll grab 7amad’s attention in some way…

Zaina: ok so tomorrow is the last day to hand in your webpage, please bring it to me in a flash or cd

Na9er didn’t come to the ma3had today, that’s why zaina finished from her lesson fast and with no interruptions…

Zaina: ok so we’re done for today, you can go now o illi ma faham yig3ad..

Everyone went out except for Bader who went near Zaina, while 7amad was waiting outside for zaina to come out…

Bader: haa Zayo0n shlonich L yom? O shlon Faro07 i5tich 7adda min zimaan 3anha

Zaina: hahaha.. L 7imdillah, o Faro07 7adha ishta66at itgo0l abbaaih abi asho0fa!

Bader: hahahaha… ee wallah 7addi walaht 3alaikum o 3ala L rabi3 hnee bil Kuwait…

Zaina (blushed for no reason): w7na akthar

Bader (laughed at zaina): hahaha lail7een ma ta’3ayyartay ibsir3a taglibeen 6oma6a

Zaina (blushed more): waaay Bader bas 5ala9, ya3ni u know inna ana chithee…

Bader: hahahaha.. ofcourse I know, yallah ana baro07 o tara basawwi 3azeema 3ala yom a3zim feeha L rabi3 o ur invited 6ab3an

Zaina: ee NshAllah … ma3a L salama

Bader: Bye *smiling his charming smile*

While 7amad was waiting outside lulu went and talked to him….

Lulu: 7amad …. Bakalmik ib maw’6o03…

7amad (mala 5ilgha): na3am shtabeen? Please ibsir3a 3indi shi’3il

Lulu (got angry from his rude tone): 7amad inta laaish chithee?? Ana ish.sawwaytlik?! Laish tikrahni!?

7amad (ib buro0d): ana ma akrihich…

Lulu (‘3origat 3yo0nha): BALA! Inta ma it7ibny! Ya3ni ma38o0la ma tadri inni..inni a7ib-bik?! Min ayyam L jam3a winta killa titharrab minni, bas…

7amad: bas shinu…?

Lulu (ba66at.ha): zaina ihya L bint L wa7eeda illi igdirat ta5ith ur attention! Laish?! Shmi3na ihya!

7amad (ihtam bil maw’6o03 yom sima3 isim zaina): zaina shaku ib salfiti ma3ach?

Zaina got out of the class, 7amad quickly changed his eyes path into Zaina’s direction, o lamma shafita lulu in8ahrat zyada…

Lulu: WHATEVER! 5ALA9 7AMAD ANA FI8ADT L AMAL FEEK!
And she left…

7amad didn’t care he went after Zaina, he got in his car and followed her home, when they reached they’re block he opened his window…

7amad (i6ig hirin): *whistling* 3a6eenna wayha ya L 7ilwa…

Zaina kanat already mitdodha 6ool il 6ireej ma it3arif itso0g o hatha waraha…she kept ignoring bas the dude CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH!
7amad ‘6al i6ig hirin o y9affir o y2ashirlaha, o y6alli3 9ma5a min L direesha o ygi6 7achi china 95ala :P…. He was shocked when suddenly zaina’s car stopped

Abbaaaih sh.hal 9ot?! Sh9ar? Sh6aggaait?!! SHDA3AMT!?

7amad: wa a5eeran istaslamtay!

Zaina got out of her car and she stood and gave 7amad her back, all what she did was being silent….

7amad (lail7een y2atheeha): Zaina…Zaina….Zayo0o0o0o0on…

Zaina was still ignoring, 7amad shak bil wa’63, he got out of his car and went near zaina….

7amad (serious tone): Zaina shfeech?

Zaina: u’ll know shfeeny bil next post :P hahahahaha
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Yes. i now i now! i have neglected you dear readers oh so very much. But in my defense, i do have my reasons. School is being extremely stressfull. Take tomorrow as an example, tomorrow i have a test in every single subject i have except art and pe. uu…

“Saraaaaa. Saraaaaaaa. Ok if you don’t get up for the millionth time I swear I’ll shout on the top of my lungs! 1-2-”, said Reemas jumping on my bed.


“Andddd…”


“Reemas walla if it any earlier than 12 I swear I WILL KILL YOU!”, I said taking the pillow and covering my face with it.


“And if its any later than 12 I WILL KILL YOU! Mafhoom? Yalla seeray el 7amaam zahag, I’ve been awake for hours and they keep on passing S.L.O.W.L.Y! YALLA!”, she said jumping even harder on the bed which made me lose my balance and fall off the bed since I was sleeping on the edge.


“OOOOOOOOOOOOOW! REEMAS!!!!”, I said falling onto the hard wood tile floor.


“UUUUf wa a5eeran ma b’3aity! Yalla get up lets do something fun, I’m bored the hell out of my mind!”


“Whats the time?”, I asked laying still on the floor covering my eyes with my hands from the light of the corridor.


“3 in the effin’ afternoon! So btgomeen wlaaa?! Tara shofyy ana I just opened the door o e7tramt nafsy o ma fta7t el laitaat, so don’t make me do that wla I’ll not just open the lights, I’ll open the curtains b3d!”, she said getting down from my bed and pulling me up from the freezing floor.


“Really? 3? Ma 7asait bl wagt.”, I said sitting on the bed.


“DUUUH! That’s 3ashan kinty tired as hell and I could hear you all the way from the living room.”, she said laughing.


“CHUBB! I don’t snore enzain!”, I said hitting her playfully on her shoulders. ME? SNORING? Hahaha 9a7yaa hathy?


“What if I say 3ndy proof?”, she said with a smirk.


“WHAT THE- Laykoon-”, I said getting up again on my two feet.


“HAHAHAHA, yupp baby you guessed it. I taped it hahahahah.”, she siad laughing so hard.


“Tabeen tsm3eena, tara 7adda F.U.N.N., FUNNY BAYBAAAAAAAY!”, by know she was laughing a bit harder and taking her mobile out of her sweater dress.


She played and we both listened silently. But to tell you the truth after hearing it, we both cracked up. O la b3d snoring heavily mn 8lbb! After that I got up to go to the bathroom and wash up and everything. The next hour I was done and went over to Reemas to sit with her on the bar table with her laptop infront of her.


“Yalla, wain ely taby t6la3?”, I asked her.


“Sara! You know who added me 3ala Facebook?”, she said all excitedly like it was the best thing that had ever happened.


“MN? 7AMAD?”, I asked. Ok so t7amast, since she’s excited like this it means its some hott guy she’s got a crush on. Hahah yeah believe or not 7fa’9t her facial expressions heheh. 7amad was this guy ma3ana bl jam3a, he graduated a week ago, and Reemas had the biggest CRUSH on him bl 7ayaaa. Oo whenever he came up to her to exchange formalities and stuff o ysawlif o 7alla ttwahag o tt5asbag o ma t3arf shno etgool. O luckily for her, I come to the rescue hehe.


“SARA! Mn 9ijich intyy? He’s soooo yesterdaay, sooooo yesterdaaay, I’m just a bird that’s already flown awaay…”, she sang Hilary Duff’s So Yesterday. Haw? 3ayal mno ely she’s so excited about o the BIGGER question is, MA 8ALATLYY?


“BIG BEAR? Mnnnn? And you didn’t tell me?”, I said pouting.


“Cuddly Bug, bagolich shay bs promise don’t freak. And yes I’m so sorry about that.”, she said with a serious expression on her face.


SHIT! Alla y3een! MNNNNNN?! Bamooot, mnnn? I just stared at her blankly. MN?


“You remember when we were little we used to play altogether eb baitna? You, Summar, Sa7ar, 6ari8 and…Nayif.”, she said holding my hands.


Shjaab hatha eb hal maw’9oo3? I nodded my head in response.


“Ok so let me say ena yoom kina e9’3aar kna hiblaan o a5r hamnaa…el boys.”


Ok, and?


“Its been long since ALL of you guys came together.”


I do not get shit of what she’s saying!


“And well you know how it is, when we become older we open our eyes and see the world in a different way, and well lets just say, we saw…Boys…A little differently.”


“Reemas, get to the point. I can’t take it anymore so please just SPIT IT OUT!”, I said hugging her ever so tightly.


“Ok then long story SHORT. Its been years since I saw…Nayif…and when he came hee with Bader, I was like, MASHALLA whose that guy ely Sara ma 8alaly 3ana when we went to pick them up bl ma6ar but then I realise that it was…Nayif. Sara? SARA! Sara answer me pleeease do!”


And faj2aa out of the blue…


“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA, are you serious?! NAYIF?! NAYIF as in my brother NAYIF? HAHAHAHAHAAAY! Reemas yanaiity inty wla shay?”, cracking up as hard as ever. I couldn’t control myself and I went on laughing and laughing while she sat there quiet the whole time when she suddenly gets up.


“I knew you’d never take me seriously awal ma 8llich! UUUUf sharha 3alay ana eny I told you!”, she said crossing her arms and went cherry red.


OH CRAP! I didn’t mean to, bs believe me it sounded as hell funny. La la 5ala9 7araam the girl’s a serious wreck o ana hny laughing my ass off. I pulled myself together and got up off the stool and walked towards and gave her a big hug.


“7ayatiii I’m so sorry babee, I so didn’t mean too. Walla!”


“La balla, it sure did sound like you did.”


“I thought you were jocking around. Ok y3nii seriously, if your best friend tells you she has a crush on her brother believe me you would be laughing your ass off y3nii come on, he your brother. Get it? Get what I mean?”


“Yeaah, I’m sorry.”


“Big Bear, don’t be I’m the one whose supposed to be sorry. Bs y3nii really? O I only did that bs ena 3ashan, hes my brother, uggghhhh! See what I mean?”


“Hahah haaay he’s sooo nooooot uughhh. He’s soooo WAI YA 8ALBYYYYYYYY! HAHAHAH!”


We kept on laughing and talking about Nayif . Ya7laiihum, they’d look so cute together. 3aaad, Inshalla he feels the same about her. An hour later we went cruising in the car and dancing to the music. I was so happy for her. Y3ni its Nayif, a piece of cake! Haha but the whole thing sounded so, y3ni come on if you were in my place you so would have done that.


- In the car -


My mobile started ringing.


Incoming call. B <3.


“7ayatii…”, I said in my most ever dala3 voice while I turned down the volume and could hear Reemas giggling. Heheh well I can’t to giggle when she talks to her prince charming chii, AAAh love is the most wicked thing eb hal 3alaam.


“7ayatii ana, a7ibch.”, came in that manly voice of his.


“A7ibkk akthaar.”, I said quiety, as if Reemas ma esm3at hehe.


“Goum 3any, a lucky guy walla, I really am. AAAh I can’t wait to get you in my arms tonight babyy. I miss you like hell.”


“Hehehe I miss you more…Badoory.”, I said hesitant at first, bs al 7mdilla e6l3at mn 8albyy.


“Shnooo? SHGLTYY?! ANA…BADOORCH! ANA??? Saroooooooooooooonty inty walla. GOD its like you’ve put me under a spell, you make me love you more by the second. Walla ya 3umry inty! La2 8alby, kl 7ayaty, baby I give my heart to, everything I give to, I give you myself. A7ibich.”


“Badeeeer 7abeeby please stop, ast7yy hehe.”, I said giggling.


“7abeeeeebat Bader inty. Ok 7ayati, you busy?”


” No bs cruising around m3 Reemas.”


“5alaa9 3ayal yalla t3alo into el thnain, 3azimkum 3alla dinner.”


“Babee that’s 7adda sweet of, bs dgeega I’ll ask Reemas.”, I asked Reemas and she said ok.


“Babyy you still there, haa shgalat Reemas?”


“Halla 7ubby, yeah I’m here. Yeah sure. Bs umm wain?”

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Halla guys, umm Inshalla you like this post. I tried and tried and came up with this. Enjoy ;***

I love you all.

XOXO,
Sunset.

He looked, and I looked back. He stared at me in desire as I fought the longing to stare back. He smiled, and I just couldn’t help it. I simply gave up for his heart-throbbing smile.

Every story has a beginning, and that’s how mine started. What do I do now? Is it my fault that I fell for my cousin? He’s changed so much. He’s become a man, a good looking one too.

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WAIT,
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The real question is: DID HE FALL FOR ME?

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I stayed up all night wondering. I kept convincing myself that he’s not the one, and my heart DIDN’T choose him, for he’s just a random good looking guy that made my heart skip a beat. Obviously, that didn’t work.

I kept thinking about him, his perfect smile, his tan, his aviators, and his everything for days. God, this is not like any other crush! I tried everything to forget him but nothing payed off.

I signed in from my computer on MSN, and his sister talked to me. We chit-chatted, and all of a sudden her displayed picture changed!


IT’S HIM!


DID HE TELL HIS SISTER ABOUT ME?! WOAH! She asked me if I knew who it was, and I played all innocent. Maybe it’s him talking to me, not his sister. Maybe he didn’t tell his sister about me. What do you think, readers?

Everything is possible in this world of ours, so get your hopes up. ;)

I didn’t really want to go, it was one of those nights where you have so many plans with your so called friends and your mother would force you to attend a boring family event, this was very important for me she stated. I tried to be as late as I cou…

I didn’t really want to go, it was one of those nights where you have so many plans with your so called friends and your mother would force you to attend a boring family event, this was very important for me she stated. I tried to be as late as I cou…

You know what I hate the most? When your in such a rush that the minute you reach the car you realize you forgot something. Its so irritating. I walked into the house and ran up the stairs and into the bathroom. The minute I opend the door all I could see was steam.

Me: Rayan baby yallah we gotta go.

Rayan: 6yb give me ten minutes.

Me: We don’t have ten minutes, today is your big day remember ?

Rayan: Fine fine five minites, wait in the car I’ll be right there.

Me: Ok bs fast !

At The Restuarant

Rayan: Ya rabi dina why did you get a room in the back

Me: You’ll see …

Everyone: SURPRISE !!!

Rayan: BISMILAH HAHHA 5ARA3TONI !!

Me: You like it 7beeby ?

Rayan: *pulls mein closer* I love anything from you, but what’s all this for ?

Me: The cancer is gona isnt it ?

Rayan: Oh haha y7belik t3ali !!

He carried me up and kissed me right there infront of everyone. They all “awwed”, then suddenly I just couldnt take the embaressment so I pushed him away.

Rayan: Y3eeny y3eeny 3al mista7ya.

Sarah: He Rayan *hug* Im so proud of you .

Rayan: Sarou y7belkom sawetoli kl tha.

Haya: hey gorgous mabroooook !!

Rayan: Oh god shes here *sarcastic tone*

Haya: Haha so how are you feeling al7een ?

Rayan: Better than ever I mean look who I’ve got by my side.

Haya: Awww… allah y5alekom l ba3ath inshallah.

Rayan: iNshallah.

Everyone came and greeted Rayan then we all took our seats. Each couple sat next to one another. We just talked on and on and had a wonderful time. And Haya finaly got her wish she bragged about alot during dinner, “I cant believe were all finaly married”. Sarah then gave Haya a dirty look. 7aram Sarah got so flushed when Haya replied with “oh right sorry Sarah you too, soon inshallah” Cat fight anyone? Too bad

After dinner, we brought in a surprise cake for Rayan. He was so happy, the way he smiled.. i will never forget it. At that very moment I knew that we would always be together. There was nothing standing in our way anymore.


We then went to see a late movie. Once we got to the cinema it was closed .. I didnt get it, it started at 11:00.

Me: Why’s it closed?

Sarah: Ummm.. you guys…?

Haya: What ?

Sarah: I think I read it wrong.. um here it is…. it starts at 11 am not pm and the lasy screening was an hour ago *looks down on the floor*

Haya: 6b3an

there wasnt any. Sarah: Wallah im sorry…

Me: 5ala9 7beebty its ok.. mmmm let’s just call it a night ok ?

Fai9al: Yalla a7na ry7een good good night guys.

Rayan: Bye.

At Home

Once we got home we changed our clothes and cuddled up in bed. I layed on his chesy while he stroked my hair gently. Every other minute he would lean a bit closer and kiss my neck.
He then pulled me off of him and pointed to his lips. I kissed them once then backed away. He grabbed my arms and pulled even more closer this time. I swung my arms around his neck and inhaled evey part of him. It felt so good feeling his touch on me, espeicaly my weak spot.

Me: Kiss it again…

Rayan: You like it ?

Me: Mmm…

He kissed my neck over a million times each with a new trick. The best part was when he was sucking it, not in an aggrevive way but in a way that made me feel relaxed. He then slowly removed his shirt leaving on his boxers on. He took off my mini shorts and top and left me in my bra and panties.

I lyed back down on the bed signaling him to get ontop of me. Being the good boy that he is, he understood me. He started kissing me all around my body. I couldn’t move I just wanted to enjoy every moment. It was him doing all the work.. with me moaning in the backround.

While kissing me he started to remove my panties… thats when an alarm went off in my head.

Me: NO NO STOP !! 7ARAM !!

Rayan: 7beebty esh feeki ?

Me: 7aram 7aram no.. i cant i just cant.

Rayan: Esh how il 7aram ? We’ve had sex before and its normal for married couples to do it.

Me: Ya ’3abi I know that !!

Rayan: Then whats bothering you?

Me: ……. The… the….

Rayan: 7beebty say it its ok.

Me: ……… The baby..

Rayan: Na3am ?

Me: I dont wanna risk the baby..

Rayan: Doody your pregnant ?

Me: … Myeah ?

Rayan: Ya ba3ad 3mri *he hugged me so tight*

Me: I found out three weeks ago.

Rayan: Ufff !! 3 weeks and you didnt tell me ?

Me: Im sorry , but I just wanted to wait until you were 100% better.

Rayan: I could not be more happier right now. Im going to finaly be a father.

Me: Inshallah 7ayati. Rayan mind if I ask you something ?

Rayan: Ask away.

Me: Why didnt you have kids with your ex wife ?

Rayan: We tried and tried but we just couldnt.. something with the sperm and egg and whatnot, not matching. I dont know it was a really long time ago.

Me: Im sorry 7beebty walla I didnt mean to –

Rayan: I know 7beebty I know bs 5aleena al7een where we are. Our future with this baby.

Me: Were gonna be fine baby.. were gonna be fine…

Rayan: A7bk marra.

Me: O ana a7bk !

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Sorry I know this is a short post. But because right now here it’s 11 am and my takeoff to Kuwait is at 12:30 so I have to end it here and go get ready right now.

And if it takes me awhile to post please dont kill me lol… I just might be a bit busy re uniting with all my cousins and friends.

Love you all !!
xx

-D

As if you didn’t guess it… the title has multiple meanings.1. Ouch.So, I get a text from my little sister that reads “I have some news.” Well awesome. Thats just fantastic. Since its more common for bad news to follow that phrase rather than good …

As if you didn’t guess it… the title has multiple meanings.1. Ouch.So, I get a text from my little sister that reads “I have some news.” Well awesome. Thats just fantastic. Since its more common for bad news to follow that phrase rather than good …

……… it was such a long time ago..Aliyah was nervous..she was standing with all her fellow classmates..class of …it was her senior year,,it was the best year by far..She was so nervous..that the butterflies in her stomach were doing cartwheels!…

Haven’t posted in a while. It is really hard for me to post during weekdays

PREVIOUSLY;

My face expression was filled with shock. “Shit laikoon makinti t3arfeen? Sorry I assumed you knew!” Abdulaziz said quickly. “Ahem .. well of course I didn’t know! I told you there was nothing between me and Rashid in the first place” I smiled weakly.

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Driving back from university was hell. I’m a bad and amateur driver already and driving with lots of things on my mind was worst. I seriously needed something to drink and energy drink perhaps.

I quickly parked in front of the little Dekan of our Freej and honked for the guy to come. I told him that I NEEDED Redbull ASAP so he quickly rushed inside. I tuned up the radio to my favorite Virgin radio and started swaying to music.

“Uff where is he? leish et2a5ar” I complained and then suddenly he knocked on the window. “Thanks ..” I took the Redbull and he left “WAIT!” I screamed “Haa?” He said “I forgot to pay” I quickly said “La mama 3adi 7ad sawee dafe3″ He nodded and left.

“What the hell?” I whispered and looked at the car beside me. It was a mercedes G-Class and the window slowly slid down. “RASHID?” I quickly gasped. He winked and smiled “Surprise?”

“I can pay for my own Redbull” I glared “It was just a kind gesture” He smiled “What are you doing here” I sighed “Stalking me?” I thought to myself.

“Well I live here of course!” He laughed “WHAT? NO YOU DON’T!” I screamed “Yes I do” He smirked “Guess what love .. we’re neighbors!” He laughed hysterically and drove off. “WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?” I screamed.

I returned home to ask someone if Rashid was seriously SERIOUS. I saw my mom in the kitchen “MAMA!” I almost screamed “5air shu feech?” She asked

“Ahh mashai bs I saw Rashid wandering around fl freej it’s weird you know since they live so far away” I said casually “Ohh not anymore! He’s our neighbour” She smiled widely “What?” I smiled because I was just too shocked.

“You know ever since your uncle got married and moved out of the house beside us .. your dad put the house on sale and Rashid said he was interested in being independent and living alone so your father felt comfortable with that” She smiled

“No way!” I gasped “Is that guy serious?” I said under my breathe. “I AM LITERALLY GOING INSANE!” I screamed and left. “Bismella balaha hal bint?” My mother asked herself as I barged into my room.

“uf uf uf uffffffffffff!” I exclaimed “Now I have to close the curtains heaven knows he’d be spying on me!” I quickly went to shut the curtains. “Uf what am I going to do” I sat restlessly on my bed and started to whine.

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Stayed Tuned,

A Lover in Dubai

Halla halla bil amana
3omry ma fakart feek
Akhrat.ha ma3ak
Ya ba3adhum
Tentither
Tesha6ar wefhamha
Kaif aseebak
El denya tedour
El zain yafrith nafsa
Enty wanna
Enta el 3azeez
Estaktharak
Raheeb
Rou7y te7ibak
Asbab 7uby
Metghayer 3alay
Ghayeb 7abeeby
Khair enshallah
A3az el nas
Khala9 eb3id
Enty 7elwa
3a6ny wa3ad
Ma bayen eb 3ainik
Men te7ibah
3ala kaifik
Haibat malek
Ma gedart a9ber
Faragh el 3a6efa
Ehtam feny
Gelah
Layalina
Mekanik hena
Lain shafouny
Mathker meta
Hidoo
Makan el furag
Ya 3adeem el shoug
A7taj as’alak
Ensan akthar
Hathak awal
Baray7ak
3asa raby
Foug hatha el 7ub
Alf marrah
Taly tagdeerik
Yama 7awalt
Malyoun kha6er
Ye7limoun
Amout eb 7ubak
7adek hena
La zad
Ma thanity
Ma3goula

Ghair el nas
Ma yensak
Rejawee
Sayed el galb
Ta7adouh el basher
Akheeran jeet
El awalany
El 7esn kela
El lail
Allah layjeeb el za3al
El mesafer
Amal magtoul
Ana a7ibik
Burj el 3arab
Bala 7ub
Teth7ak el denya
Temer el ayam
Ten7a6 3al jar7
Twa9y shay
7abeeby ma3ay
Khal el 3atab
Khalihum yenfi3ounik
Ra3boob
Ser el e3jab
Segany
Salamat
Swaleefik
Sheft dam3ity
9a7y lehum
Thaya3ouny
3ashan el 7ub
Qamith 3eyounik
Fegadnak
Gahar
La 3ad ta3neeny
Metkaber 3alaina
Hadiya
Wa7yat 3eyounik
Wedy abky
Wesh jah
Wesh feh balik
We9iya
Ya khooy
Ya ghadara

Nesfy el thany
Safart men el dar
Ya salam
Bagy amal
7abait 7ubak
Ma aloumik
Shofah
A3jibak
El kelma el akheera
Taj rasy
Men 3eyouni
Ahwak
Ghabu
Fireed el 7isin
Za3elo
Galbena wa7ed
Ma wa7ashtik

il 7ub lik
akher kalam
fidwitin lich
abi shorik
rid il ziyara
raji3
7asayef
manisainah
rid ya haway

3eyounik
Kashafo Sir il hawa
Balighooha
Galaw tara
min 3athabi

Ab3ad
A7bis edmou3y
Ekhtalafna
Asar el 3eyoun
Esmi7eely el gharam
A3terif lek
Agrab el nas
El amaken
El sail
El 3agd
El fajer el ba3eed
Allah 3alaiha
El mu3annah
El ma3azeem
An 7abeeby
Enta ma7booby
Ayoh
Jamrat ghatha
Jeetik 7abeeby
7abeeb el 7ub
Darb el ma7aba
Da3any el shoug
Re7t yam el 6abeeb
Sayer 3alaina
Shayel el thaby
3athbat el a6ba3
3alamtaha
3ala el ball
Feh el jaw ghaim
Feh 3eyounik
Galby yali
La tenatherny bi3ain
Lana allah
Law kalafatny el ma7aba
Ma temanaitak
Ma 3ad badry
Maho 3ady
Majmo3at ensan
Majnounaha
Moth.hila
Merta7 a7ibik
Masa’a el khair
Miseera erid
Mahma egulun
Maw3ed el a7bab
Naseem el 9aba7
Newa el galb neya
Halla bi6ayeb el ghaly
Y metlif el rou7
Ya mustajeeb lida3y

il sumer wil beeth
3ala khadi
oy oy dalal

Nalat 3alay yaduha
ya man fatantu bih

Zar wal nasu niyam

a7babtuha samra2
kashafo sir il hawa
Galo Tara
Balighooha
ya noor il 3ain
mata al8ak
wali fee riboo3 il shamal
ya sarya el laila
and all mutrif’s songs

Tuesday, May 27th, 2009 Dear Diary,Woah, I feel so lame already. Ok so by writing this diary I’m not making a statement that my life is actually worth reading about, like Anne Frank or whoever else kept a diary that was discovered later on. I just…

Sorry you guys, this is a short post.
All the best for the competitors:*
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I called Bandar but he didn’t pick up.

Beep

Khalid: You up?

Cala: Yes, mm Khalid I wanted to ask you, is Bandar alright?

Khalid: Yes, there’s just something on his mind lately and he wasn’t himself yesterday, but don’t worry about it I’m sure he’s fine just give him some bit of time.

Cala: Aah okay, thank you so much.

I got up, showered and prayed. As I was about to head down, I saw the red light of my bb flashing, indicating that I’ve got a message or a missed call. I rushed to it hoping that it was from Bandar, but it was Khalid.

Khalid: Cala I’m sorry but are you busy?

Cala: Nope, what’s wrong?

Khalid: Mm wallah I don’t know how to tell you this, this subject has been on my mind for a while now.

Cala: Spill Khalid, I’m on my nerves

Khalid: Okay so I really like your friend Jilan, from the moment we met you guys at Avenues, and she’s all that I’ve been thinking about for the last couple of weeks. I took her out of my mind after a couple of weeks but she turned out to be with me at accounting class and I can’t get her out of my mind since then.

Cala: awww, this is so cute, and that’s what you wanted to tell me?

Khalid: Cala, walah I’m serious and I’m not planning on fooling around with her, I really like her, really really like her

Cala: okay so because you have been tremendously sweet with Bandar and I, and really tolerate of me most of all, even though I thought of you as a creep the last few days, I’m gonna give you her pin, and I’m sure she remembers you

Khalid: haha affaaa creeep?? lol bas yala bamasheeha lich cuz I really was acting creepy the last few days bas mabi I tell you this faj2a fa gilt a6ayi7 miyana gabil:p

Khalid: wait, remembers me? Why had she mentioned me before?

Cala: I’m in no state to say, you find out yourself:p

Khalid: YOU SOOOO MADE MY DAY

Cala: hey! ma gilt shay

Khalid: ya ya ya, yalla what’s her pin?

Cala: You could be a bit more polite you know?

Khalid: I’m sorry, may I please have Jilan’s pin ya a7la Cala bil 3alam? (wala 7ala akhir ziman ana anthal, bas yala kilshay ehoon for Jilan)

Cala: there you go, much better Pin: ********

Khalid: Thank you thank you thank you soo much, i love you

Cala: yala bas khalas stop flirting with me or else I’d tell Bandar

Khalid: AGOOOOL! and speaking of Bandar, you should talk to him

Hey you guys !! I’m new to this whole blogging/story writing thing w I’ve been inspired by a couple of members here, and I started to write a bit. I hope you guys like it, w feedback (good or bad) is always appreciated !Thanks :)

I’m Baaaaack !! :D Cupid 7beebty this one’s for you ;**

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Previously…


All day I was out crusing around the car. I got bored in the house waiting for Rayan to get home. He usualy arrives at 2 but since he now works late he arrives at 4. But today was strange. It was 2 hours past and he still hadnt shown up. To cheer myself up a bit I went and bought me some Chloe shoes.I got home at about 9 and finaly there he was waiting for me.

Me: 7beeeeeeeeeby *running over to him* finaly your home! I missed you!

Rayan: Hala 7beebty I missed you more.

Me: You were supposed to finish up at 4.

Rayan: Yeah I know but I went somewhere after work.

Me: Oh..ok well you could have told me. You gave me such a fright. Plus you’re phone was swtiched off.

Rayan: Im sorry baby.

Me: So where did you go?

Rayan: The doctor, remember I wasn’t feeling so good a few days ago?

Me: Baby… I told you I wanted to take you.

Rayan: I have cancer.I froze.

I kept rewiding what he said in my head over and over again. I coudln’t… I didn’t want to believe it.

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I wanted to speak but it was as if someone had cut off my tongue. It was literaly frozen. I could barley form words. I was scared, what would someone say in this type of situation?

Rayan: Dina… *hugged me*

Me: No… your not sick NO NO NO NO I WONT LOSE YOU !! *crying on his chest*

Rayan: Shhh.. 5ala9 it will all be ok.

Me: How the hell is it gonna be ok?

Rayan: Because the dorcor said I came to him at a good time. The cancer still didnt spread anwhere else. So if I start treatment now then there will be a good 75 precent chance.

Me: 75? Thats not good enough for me Rayan !

Rayan: 7beebty ili katbo rabanah ray yseer. You cant prevent anything.

Me: DONT SAY THAT SHUT UP SHUT UP !! YOU WILL GET CURED AND WE WILL GET MARRIED CUASE I DONT KNOW HOW I’M GOING TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU !!

Rayan just pulled me closer into him. He kept holding on to me tight and tried to calm me down.
The doctor said he would start treatment/daily checkups every other day. And I assured him that I would be there by his side holding his hand. We were going to go through this together.

The Next Day

Me: Baby wake up !! *shaking him*

Rayan: Mmm.. 7bebty leave the cancer boy alone..

Me: *slap* FUCK YOU !! Dont say that now get up !! We have to be at the doctor’s at 11 yallah.

Rayan: Can’t we skedual it to the afternoon?

Me: L2 yallah.

I pulled the covers off of him and turned off the AC. That always gets him out of bed. I turned on his shower and lyed out his clothes for him.


After his lazyness he finaly came downstairs and we had a wonderful breakfast together. The wedding was in three days so we were practicaly talking about that the whole time.
We spent the morning together then we went in for his checkup. 7mdela everything went well, but still he will have to go in every other day. He later dropped me off and headed in to work. I had nothing better to do rather than call and annoy one of the girls .

*Dialing Sarah*

Sarah: Aloo.. 7beebty I’ll call you back ok?

Me: Oh… arn’t you free now?

Sarah: *whispering* I’m out with Yusif, were having lunch.

Me: Oh I’m sorry… call me later.

Sarah: Ok, bye……..sorry, it was Dina.

Yusif: Is everything ok?

Sarah: Oh yeah dont worry.

Yusif: 6yb you want desert ?

Sarah: Yes please chocolate pie for me.

Yusif: *mouth sropped open*

Sarah: 5air ?

Yusif: You do know that it comes in a large plate right ?

Sarah: Yeah so?

Yusif: …….. Ama go get you that pie.

Sarah ate the whole pie in just five minutes. I’ve always been kinda jelous of her. She is like inlove with food and eats a wide portion of food, but still at the end of the day she’s like one of those victoria secret models.

Sarah: Yallah lets go I’m full.

Yusif: I bet.

Sarah: Asswhole…

Yusif: Excuse me?

Sarah: You herd me.

Yusif: Lesh inshallah ?

Sarah: You’ve been eyeing me like a pig this whole time. And I wasnt even eating like one.

Yusif: Ive just never seen a women finish all an appatizer, main course and desert.

Sarah: 6yb gool mashallah mo tnatherni kitha zay il 7mar !

Yusuf: Sarou walla I;m sorry sam7eeny. You know I;m new to this whole thing.

Sarah: Uffff…. fine.

Yusif : *kisses her cheek*

They walked out of the resturant hand in hand and he drove her back home.

Sarah: 6yb I’m not ready to say bye to you just yet. *dala3 frown*

Yusif: Haha 6yb invite me in.

Sarah: Hmmm… alright kind sir would you as so like to come into my humble home ? *british accent*

Yusif: Why yes my lady I would very much like that. *british accent*

Yusif stayed over for a couple of hours and then left. They just talked and got to know eachother more and more. By now he knew everything about her , even the time when she faked being pregnant just to get ahead of line in the movie theater. (she knew it would be one hell of a line)

Ok….. one down , one more to go. Please let Haya be free please.

Haya: Hey babe !!

Me: THANK GOD YOU ANSWERED !!

Haya: Haha wsh feeki ?

Me: I called Sarah and she was busy so Im just relieved you picked up.

Haya: You ok?

Me: No Im just bored … Rayan is at work.

Haya: How’s everything with you guys?

Me: …..

Haya: 7beebty shfeeki sakaty ?

Me: Haya he had cancer.

Haya: Ya 7ayati .. I’m comimg over !!

20 Minutes Later

Haya: But.. how I mean,…

Me: Wallahi I have no idea. A few days ago he wasnt feeling to well so I guess that was the early signs and its good cause now theres a greater chance at him beating this. Inshallah Ya Rabb…

Haya: He’s a strong man mashallah 3lee he would never leave you like this. He’s gonna make it…

Me: Inshallah…

Haya: When will he be back?

Me: Hmmm… sa3a kam ?

Haya: 8 lesh ?

Me: Yup.. he’ll be home any minute now.

Haya: 6yb yallah ajal I’m gonna go.

Me: Ok *walking her to the door*

Haya: Dont worry Inshallah —

Rayan: Ahlan ahlan bl 7lween ahlan ahlan *singing*

Me: Haha halla 7beeby. *kiss on the cheeck*

Haya: What’s up with you.

Rayan: Can’t a man just be happy to be home with his fiance ?

Haya: Hey, I didnt say nothing… *wink*

Me: Yallah bye hayoun I love you.

Haya: Love you too yallah kisses to all.

Rayan: Bye…

Me: So how was work? *walking on over to the living room*

Rayan: Nothing really alot of meetings bs thats all behind me cause Im with the love of my life right now.

Me: Heheheh

Rayan: Mista7ya ?

Me: I love you !!

Rayan: Haha 7beebty inti I love you more !

Rayan and talked a abit about our day then popped in a dvd. We watched the godfather.. 3alashan my baby he loves it. I was so bored I actualy fell asleep on his chest like 10 minutes into the movie.. O howa marra mit7amas haha.. 7beeby ana.

After the movie he carried me upstairs, but this time to his bedroom. He placed me slowly on his bed and coverd me up. He dimmed the lights and lyed down next to me. He just kept staring at me as I slept.

” 7beebty inti… I love you more than you’ll ever know. Your my everything and I can’t stand seeing you unhappy… dont worry Im going to fight this… for you… for us. “

2 Months Later

*Dialing the girls*

Me: Yalla are we all set to meet up ?

Sarah: Yeah I’m ready, Yusif’s on his way to pick me up right now.

Haya: E 7beebty Fai9al is just using the bathroom then were all set to go, are you ready?

Me: Yeah I’m ready.

Sarah: 6yb yalla see you girls in a bit.

I got my car keys and headed out. We were all meeting up for dinner then to a late movie.

Me: Oh shit nseet !!!

I walked back into the house.`

monday/tuesday  issue-

Dedication for

ASAYRICH   Love that person ;********

Enjoy.

P.S: asfeeeeeen bas mako ta3wee’6at.. la2inna adree mafroo’6 two posts bas ma kitabt part 10 lail7een faa sorrrrrrrrrrrrry :P 

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Jumana: another suprise? ur spoiling me!!!!  ;p

Bader:  tistahlaain ;) bas ni6ray mineeh.. o la tit7arikaain baroo7 azahib ilashya2 ba3dain anadeech ok?

Jumana: okkk

He walked out and shut the door behind him..

after 15 minutes..

Bader walked in and jumana iltaftat to his side..

Bader: Yallaaa.. kolli 7agga gahzaa..

Jumana smiled..

Bader: after you..

Jumana “YYYYYY! EYSHAWWIG!! XD STOP SMILING!! TARA I’LL FAINT!! Y!”

he opened the door heading for the field for her..

she walked out and saw a couch a table full of all kinds of movie snacks (popcorn nachos chocolate pretzels chips and dips candy and a whole lot of gummy bears) and a presentation board thingie ;p (lol madree shismaa!) in the middle of the green field..

Bader: Were gonna watch a movie! :o)

Jumana: here?

Bader: yes here! ;p

Jumana: here here??

Bader: haha! EE! here here!!

She was blown away of how thoughtful and creative he was.. It was amazing.. being surrounded with so many flowers… the night sky covered with DAZZLIN ;p stars and BADER ;p LOL..  it was..

Jumana “romantic? this is weird.. mo mit3awdaa.. bas wow this is AMAZING!!!

Jumana: How!?!? ;p

Bader: awwal shay namshee ba3dain lamman noo9al nig3ad oo ba3dain nba6il 3aina oo inshoo

Jumana: hahaha! la22 i mean a movie in the middle of the field?

Bader: i love the idea of watching a movie under the stars ;p bas i never had the time to actually do it..

Jumana: I LOVE ITTTT!! XD

Bader: lol 7amdillah.. ;p ok i have a movie of every genre for you to choose, 5ift anggy wa7id ma ya3jibich..

Jumana: hehe ;p ok show me…

He handed her a stack of cd covers..

Jumana: ALLAAAAAAAAH!! JURASIC PARK!!

Bader: ee its my FAVORITE movie..

Jumana: ME TOOOOOOOOO!!! XD

Bader took the cd and played it..

the movie started and he reached for the bag of gummy bears..

Jumana: gummy bears? ;p

with a chuckle in her voice..

Bader: a7la 7alaw biddinyaa..

Jumana: hehe..

Bader: tabeen??

Jumana: no thank u..

Bader: tara y9eer shakly yahel itha bas ana ga3d akilhom..

Jumana: Okay okay.. ;p

Bader (yit6annaz): a9lan intay tabeen min ziman bas tabeeny atrajaach ;p

Jumana: 9a7. :O)

Bader: haha! 9ij!

Jumana: eeh! ;p

they both laughed and watched the movie with Bader’s nonstop comments..

Jumana: Bader! iskit! ;p

Bader looking all seious: Magdar ba3dain Lsany y7ikny..

Jumana burst out into laughter, she had never seen a grown man so silly as Bader was..

They watched the movie and laughed every time someone died..

Bader: HAHAHAAA!! maat!!

Jumana: HAHAAHAA! WA3ALAYYAAA!!  ;P

..

They movie ended..

Bader: So..

Jumana: Chinna lazim arid il-bait?? ;p

Bader: issa3a cham?

Jumana: umm..   10!!! ABAAAAAAAAAAIH!

Bader: Shfeech??

Jumana: 3alama twadeeny ishi3ib oo a5ith sayyarty ba3dain 3alama arid il-bait..

Bader: Oo 3alama nit3asha..

Jumana: BADERRRRR!!

Bader: shno?

Jumana: you have been feeding me non stop!! oo tabee 3asha ba3ad.. Lol! how do you keep your figure??!?!

Bader: 5o ana at7arrak! mo kil 5o6wa wi thanya.. (imatating her) YY UMBAAAIH!! 7ADDY TA3ABT!!

Jumana: HEEEY! :P

Bader: inzain yalla imshay :o)

Jumana followed him to his Aston marten and he opened the door for her, and she got in..

He started driving.. and silence crept around for a few minutes..

Jumana: um.. Bader..

Bader: Hala..

he said while steering and keeping his eyes on the road..

Jumana: bas2ilik so2al..

Bader: si2laay..

Jumana: umm..

Bader: shfeech, goolay..

Jumana: Laish obooy ri’6alee a6la3 ma3ak?? Shloun yir’6alee a6la3 ma3 wa7ed a9lan!… la! oo mazra3a ba3ad!! Shloun?? Shloun?? goolly!

Bader: Agoollich ba3dain..

Jumana: SHNO BA3DAIN!!! BADERR! tara ga3d tyeeny afkar inna obooy 3ady ygi6nee ib 2eed ay a7ad.. no offence ya3nee.. :/

Bader smiled..

Bader: non taken.. bas i dont think i should tell you now..

Jumana: If your gonna tell me later i’ll still have the same reaction!!!!!!

Bader:..

Jumana “SHNOOOOOO!! y is he so quiet!!”

Jumana in a really low worried tone..

Jumana: Bader?..  laish sikatt?..

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Haw! laish sikat?? ;p

Till wednesday my AWESOME readers and even AWESOMER.. MA FOLLOWERS! ;**

Oooo nisait.. for the weekend post.. taboon thurs—>sat short posts or just one looong post for the weekend (arya7lee oo awnas likom ;p)  nafs theech il-mara? voteee

There I stood, slanting my body to the white covered wall, lighting my first cigarette that night, trying to inhale enough to numb myself from all the mixed feelings that overwhelmed me that night, I was excited for my friends who were finally, after a…

There I stood, slanting my body to the white covered wall, lighting my first cigarette that night, trying to inhale enough to numb myself from all the mixed feelings that overwhelmed me that night, I was excited for my friends who were finally, after a…

so today im just home sick..so theres nothing to do , im just bored im sitting in my room and the sun is shining and im drinking my hot milk while listining to.. outta here..its a must here..7adha 3ajeeba :) so tell me whats on your mind ? while you te…

He pushed her up against the wall and seemed to enjoy the look of horror and fear in her eyes. He was lust-lorn; driven by the afflictions of the heart. She was tiny; nothing more than defenseless prey. She had her hair tied back in a ponytail and …

btw part 40-A was before this.. just for who haven’t read it. ;)————————————————————RAWANBidoon la afakir, ibtisamt….I was completly dazed and mesmerized!jadamlii akthar….. this is it…!!!I shut my eyes oo 7…