You GUUUUYYSSS ITS OVER !! AM DOONE AM DOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE !!! am the most happiest girl right now !! yimkin i dont get kicked out of Uni for failing math after all !! i had two midterms todaaaay !! w one of them is math which i failed first course ! (…

Yes, I am back! Bes…esm7ooooliii please, lena the post is not as long as I thought I would make it…I promised a special Anonymous reader there would be a post up today, and I’m stickin’ to it!=) I know this post isn’t that great, leni wrote it in a hurry..but yeah, I was inspired today xD Inshalla, I’ll post part 5 this weekend, too…lena I’m thru wit one project, fa lesser load..bes I have a midterm comin’ up next monday…soo…d3watkom all! yalla..b5alleekm a7een – Happy Readin’!=)

Ohhh..btw, part 5 DOES depend on comments/followers…so I might just change my mind if I don’t recieve any feedback :P Just a lil teaser: a new character comin’ up in part 5 – wait for her ;)

Tears streamed down 3aisha’s face as she stared aimlessly at the wall, having failed at yet another attempt at a good night’s sleep. Usually at this time, she would have been talking to Sulaiman, and he would have been telling her how he spent his day. 3aisha smiled sadly at the memory of him rambling on and on, barely allowing her to get a word in between. Whoever said ‘women talk more than men’ was in need of a meeting with Sulaiman; I’m sure they’d reevaluate their statement right away! A soft knocking pulled her back to reality, ‘3woosh, wa3ia wla rgedti?’ she heard 5aleel whisper, before he turned the handle and came inside. ‘La la, mafeeni rgaad…t3shait wla?’ 5aleel was looking at her quizzically, ‘Aba3ref sho elli y9ayyi7ch past 1AM..yalla…spill’ He sat down on her chair, and propped his feet up on her bed. ‘Mno gallek I was cryin’, a9ln? Trani t3bana, fa 3ady..my eyes are slightly reddish..’ He wasn’t buying that, not even for a second, ‘Aiiwaa…do they water and wet your pillow, too?’ he asked nonchalantly. Busted! ‘Umm..noo…my pillow’s wet cuz of my hair…I took a shower and didn’t bother to dry..’ 3aisha bit her tongue. You idiot! What wet hair? Your hair’s as dry as a desert! ‘Right, 3woosh..don’t waste my time. The only reason you’d utter such nonsense is if you had something to hide. So, what is it?’ 3aisha faked a yawn, and dove under the covers, ‘Wow..fake yawning, too. And before you protest, it was you who told me a few minutes ago that you weren’t sleepy..fa yalla…ermsiii..a7senlich..!’ 5aleel yanked the covers off her. ‘Leeeooo..Allah yb5es ebleeeesek..trani brdana w jesmi mkasser; I think I might be coming down with something, fa you know…’ How long can you keep avoiding his questions? You’re just making him more suspicious by building all these loopholes for yourself! Gooleeleh weftekki minh! ‘6ayeb..this might not be an easy thing to hear and digest fa…’ 3aisha’s voice was cut off by the sound of 5aleel’s ringing phone. Placing his finger on his lips, he motioned for 3aisha to keep silent, and then answered the phone.

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Malak

‘Reddi 3lay, 3wooshii..reddii!’, Malak said to her phone. She had now lost track on the number of times she’d dialed 3aisha’s number, but one thing was for sure – something was up. Why else wouldn’t she answer her phone?! Malak felt A7mad’s hand on her bare arm, and looked up to stare into his honey-colored eyes. ‘Just let her be, ya Malak…when she sees your missed calls, she’ll definitely call you back when she can…maybe she’s asleep..’ It had now been over 7 hours, and Malak had still not given up. She sat on A7mad’s bed, tapping her phone restlessly on her lap. ‘6ayeb, why should I let her ruin our evening..?’ She walked over to A7mad who was looking in his closet for something. ‘A7madooh, weyn bnseer elyoum? 5alna nyles hnee fil bait…’ Before A7mad could say anything, her phone rang. Malak jumped up as if she’d felt an electric shock, and bolted towards the phone. ‘Mno?’ A7mad asked, unable to disguise the annoyance in his voice. It seemed like forever since they had spent any quality time alone; either Malak was too busy stressing over 3aisha, or her university kept coming between them. ‘…Mb fa’9ya lek’ he heard her say in a low voice, indicating there was trouble. ‘Malak, trmseen mno? Give me the…!’ he took the phone from her hand, ‘Enteh mno? Shtebi minha..?’ After laughing mockingly on the phone, the caller disconnected the call. ‘A7mad, you didn’t have to do that’ Malak glared at him angrily. ‘Laysh? Mno ho? Fesheltich jiddameh? I’m entitled to know who calls you….trani raylich a7een. We’re not just ‘dating’ anymore. Wela you’ve forgotten we signed the deal, OFFICIALLY?’ he replied, not able to control his anger anymore. ‘Gelna we’re going to start over, and you promised to make things up to me tonight..gelteeli there would be no interruptions…wela ana ‘3l6an??’ How dare he talk to me like that?! Mno yet7erra 3mreh?! ‘Entitled to know who calls me’?! Min meta..!? ‘If you hadn’t come in between and screwed things up, yeah…maybe we’d be on the floor right now gettin’ hot and heavy..that’s what you’re missin’, aren’t ya? You’d like that, right? All you’re after..’ Malak pointed at herself and screamed, ‘is THIS! You want the sex, too? Like you already said, we’ve ‘signed the deal OFFICIALLY’! Why not get it over with, A7mad? I’ll lie down here, and go ahead…use me, abuse me..do whatever..because I’m YOUR property now, right?!’ Malak wiped the tears off her face, not caring about the mess her mascara was making. ‘Never…NEVER did I force myself onto you, and I won’t EVER do that. If all I wanted was sex and a hot body to warm my bed at night, there were SO MANY to choose from..yet, being the IDIOT that I was..I chose YOU! Someone who only cares about her manic, suicidal, ‘bestie’! Someone who only cares about ‘having fun’ in life, and can’t take the responsibilities she’s been given! You are a WIFE now, do you understand that?! Is it SO hard for you to comprehend that you are no longer free to talk to ‘blasts from YOUR PAST’?…Malak…’ his voice turned into a spiteful whisper, ‘Don’t make me regret the day I made you mine.’

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5aleel

Staring down at his baby sister for a long time, 5aleel wondered what it was that made her cry. Could it be some playing asshole? She knows better than getting into another relationship, doesn’t she? 3aisha stirred in her sleep, and whimpered pitifully. She was crying again. In her sleep, BA3D?! She had fallen asleep while 5alfan went on and on, endlessly asking questions on how exactly he needed to change his work-out schedule. As he thought of countless scenarios 3aisha could have been in, a flickering light caught his eye. Her laptop. Should I…? It’s logged in…I might find something out…I might be able to help he r out, then. He walked across her room to her laptop, and knelt down to pick it up. He hadn’t yet laid a finger on it, when he heard 3aisha cry out, ‘NO..PLEASE DON’T!’ He spun around immediately, and stared at her. Shit. Had she seen me? Was she PRETENDING to be asleep the WHOLE time?! I’ll kill her if she was havin’ the time of her life, watchin’ me starin’ at her worri..wait – she was asleep. A nightmare, perhaps? But..what kind?

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3aisha

He was looking at her with those lust-filled eyes again, and they gleamed with malice. She tried to get him off her, but failed. He was too heavy for her light frame. His hands were already wriggling up under her shirt, groping bare flesh. She tried pushing him off again, but then surrendered herself to this unimaginable nightmare. As his hands suddenly moved down to her waist, she screamed helplessly as she realized his filthy intentions. ‘NO…PLEASE DON’T!’

3aisha opened her eyes, sweating profusely and shivering. ‘3wooshii, babe..what’s wrong with you?’ Were those tears glistening in 5aleel’s eyes, or was she just imagining things? That nightmare…that reoccurring nightmare from her past, which never failed to haunt her. Again. Why? ‘3aisha, rmseenii..shfeech, baby girl? Are you OK? 3AISHA..!’ 5aleel was shaking her violently by her shoulders. He was applying pressure to them, and it hurt…but she couldn’t care anymore. Her eyes glazed over as she stared expressionlessly at him. ‘I’m fine’ she whispered, barely audibly. ‘You call this FINE?! You’re a NERVOUS WRECK! What the hell is happening to you?!’ he asked exasperatedly. He squeezed his eyes tightly shut, and pinched the bridge of his nose. ‘Babe’ he whispered. ‘Who’s doing THIS to you?’

You may ask…so Change on a scale from 1 to 10 how was your first working day..?And I’ll answer… 100000000000000 Loved it..!!!yes I kinda had a wardrobe dilemma, but what i end up wearing was perfectly suitable to the wh…

Previousley…


Rayan: Wsh 89dik?

M7md: Ahaaa… tra as her boyfriend you should know where she is and what shes doing at all time.

Rayan: Fe shay lazim a3refo?

M7md: Hmmmm… tisba7 3ala 5air

Rayan.Dooot dooot doooot…


What did he mean by that? Why calling her now? Know where she is at all times? Is Dina hiding something from me? Something concerning him?


- Back To Me -

I woke up so happy th enext morning. I was engaged to a wonderful man who loved me. It cant get any better than this. I had a few of my stuff be left over here incase I ever spent the night. So I washed up, wore my wrobe and headed downstairs to have breakfast with my fiance.

Me: Good morning *singing*

Rayan: Hala.

Me: 7beeby whats wrong with you?

Didn’t you sleep well?

Rayan: No, actually I didn’t.

Me: *sitting down next to him* Leh 7ayati ?

Rayan: I dunno, you tell me.

Me: Excuse me?

Rayan: M7md called last night while you were asleep and apparentley you two have some unfinished business he would like to sort out.

Me: Rayan I can explain.

Rayan: *gets up from the table* I’m late for work. Enjoy breakfast I had them make you the chocolate waffels you love.

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With every step he took I felt my heart slowly starting to break. I didn’t want this to be the end. When I came in last night, I came because I loved him, not out of guilt. I never wanted the kiss with M7md to ever happen. But it did. Sometimes we all get caught up in a moment in which we lose all of our senses. But, if he answered my phone then he must have definitley known what had happend. M7md 6b3an told him.

I got up from the table and got dressed. I knew exactley what to do.

- At M7md’s -

Knock…knock !!

M7md: See baby you know you co –

Me: *slap* How dare you !! *barging in*

M7md: What the hell was that for?

Me: First of all why did you call me at such a late hour and second why are you so cruel as to tell Rayan what happend. He was supposed to hear it from me not you.

M7md: *walkes closer* I know but either way he knows now right?

Me: What do you mean either way?

M7md: I mean now we can finaly be together. *grabs my waist*

Me: Oh no no not that again.. back off mister!!

M7md: Playing rough are we? *gets closer*

Me: *backs away* No….. I cam here to tell you to leave me alone.

M7md: But we belong together.

Me: Umm.. no, I belong with Rayan and you belong god knows where.

M7md: But the kiss? *grins* was hot and you know it.

Me: What the…. hot? What are you, one of the guys from america pie?

M7md: Doody we nkissed which obvisouly stands for something.

Me: Yes true we did kiss but it was a HUGE mistake and if I could take it back I would do it in a heartbeat.

M7md: Don’t you love me?

Me: I once did, but I love somebody else now. And I wanna marry him and spend the rest of my life with him.

M7md: But you said that your not the married type and that your not ready.

Me: You know what I realized?

M7md: What?

Me: I was ready all along but just not with you.

M7md: But we were perfect before all of this happend.

Me: Yeah we seemed perfect but maybe I wasnt supposed to go down that road with you.

M7md: Dina how could you say such a thing?

Me: M7md Im not saying this to hurt you but Im going to marry the one I love and I love Rayan.

M7md: What about me, what am I supposed to do?

Me: You’ll live. Love never kills anyone. It just draggs then down for a while and eventualy life goes on. Im sorry but I want to marry my true love and someday you’ll find yours.

M7md: But we can atleast stay friends cant we?

Me: I dont think that would be such a good idea.

M7md: But how will I…

Me: Life will go on.

M7md: Take care of yourself Dina.

Me: You too. Good bye.

I walked out glowing with joy. I couldnt believe that was finaly over with. But what about Rayan? What am I supposed to say to him? Where is he? Will he —

*Incoming Call*

Me: Rayaaaan 7beeby I was just thinking about you!!

Rayan: How was your morning?

Me: Good, but I wish I could have spent it with you.

Rayan: Umm Dina listen we need to talk about us getting married.

Me: No no! Rayan please dont do this wallah I dont know why I kissed him but it was a huge mistake that I wish I could take back.

Rayan: But still, you did.

Me: I know but I love you so much and I want you not him.

Rayan: I dont know doody, how can we move past this?

Me: Im marrying you arn’t I ?

Rayan: *sigh* Listen Im heading into a meeting right now with some VIP clients so we’ll deal with this later.

Me: Ok good luck, I lo –

Dooot..dooot…dooot…

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My lovly readers,


Im so sorry I havents posted in what I think to be two days? It’s just that I’ve got alot on my mind latley. It’s just that, oh and when I say this I say it not for those random blog attentions but I say it cause im happy to say it, I dumped my boyfriend. Remember the previous post? Yup!

I hate men who try to change you. Like I said we’re a package so take it or leave it. Having someone make you cry every other day like its an ongoing routine that will never end. Feeling that your the man in the relationship, taking care of it wen it should be him. Getting jelouse of everything in the world and over and ladies I mean over sensitve. I want a man.. a real man. Ma aby wa7ed bazer.
Oh and to top it all off kithib kithba w7sha, that so cannot be forgiven. And its worse than cheating. YES YOU HERD ME WORSE !

Anyways Im so relaxed now and relieved that its over with. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulder. No more pressure.

Inshallah rejal reja ! Yit5al f 7ayati o ma ykoon bazer o 8elat adab o kathab.

I wish you all the best aswell and again, i know Ive bored you with it but I will say it again. Never change for anyone. Be yourself and love it.

3rfa ma kan lo da3i to say all this bs I feel great about it so yeah… lw mo 3ajebkon la t8roon.

Love you all :***

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Oh, and I know this post is kinda short but today has been a super busy day but I promise to make it up to you all. :D

Bonjour!! ;** adreee 6awalt 3alaikom bs inshalla tonight i will post oo il weekend kila ;D a7ibkuum ;**

Ok so this is totally random, I know that it’s so out of the blue bas this subject is really pissing me off. Ok so you know how likwait kilaha faj2a habat ib blackberry? Not only Kuwait but all the GCC countries, ok fa ya3ni ana I got it before la il kil ehib fee bishwaya bas 3ad al7een wala m9a5at everyone in Avenues has one! I love my BB so much, bas chabdi ga3da tloo3 min kither ma it’s available 7ita il hailag 9ar 3indihum:s Just yesterday a 10 year old masik bold! Laish? Now come to think of it, I wish that agdar arakib el bb service 3ala a regular phone 3alashan maseer min hali yamshoun o yitfalsifoun eb their bb’s. A7is mabi a9eer minhum!

Ok that’s one case, the other case is ili shareen BB bas moo imrakbeen el service! Laish? Aslan ya3ni moo min zeen shakla, people get it just for the service fa shil fayda bdoon el service? Bas tifilsif o bas! Ee ok sorry I know it’s totally random bas wala wayed ga3da anqath kilshay haba o a7is I don’t wanna be one of those bas I can’t live without my BB oo a7is ina it’s not a habba for me ya3ni 7ta lo I get bored of it I’m gonna get the next bb, it’s so much easier to communicate. And trust me the next thing bihiboon fee likwait is Sidekick just wait till it arrives!

Previously…
Zaina parked her car o inzalat wihya 7adha mista3yila o it3addil shakilha gabil ma itdish L class … she entered and..
SHOCK!!! ….. THERE WERE BOYS TOO…

Zaina
OMG OMG OMG! Shlon badarris guys akbar minni?!! Abbbaaih fashla! Umm..bas yimkin wa7id minhum cute :p bas la la la abbaaaih shlon??! Goolooly shlon??!! Waaaay… wana ago0l 3ammi laish inriba6 ilsana yom gtla inna they’re just girls… URGH!! :@

Zaina went to the desk and placed her things aside and all the students were staring astonished

They’re looking?! Eeee I think they’re looking! Waaay BABCHI! Wallah I can tell the guy with the green polo is looking!

Na9er (snapping his fingers): yal 7ilwa wain 3ala Allah??! Tara hatha desk L “professor”.

Zaina (thinking that nothing could be more embarrassing): Umm… well your professor is not coming until 2 weeks after today… and.. Umm…I…I.. will be ur subs. Teacher 3ala ma iyee

Na9er (moo im9addig): “6IGGEENY 3ASHAN A9ADDIG INNI MOO GA3ID A7LIM! “

WAAAAAAAAAIIIIIII33!! 7imdillAH wishikir !!! THEY’RE FLIRTY TOO! Allah yastir dam hathi awwalha :S

Zaina ignored him, and faced the students to introduce herself.

Zaina (talking to the students): “Hi, ana Zaina I’m an engineer student, o mithil ma glt 7ag the guy there *pointing at Na9er* I’ll be ur teacher for 2 weeks, oo since its my and ur first day let’s just get to know each other, and I’ll tell you a little bit about the course. *smiling* so let’s start with the ladies… name and job please.”

Lulu (playing with her hair ibdala3): ana lulu, o ana fashion designer… O I need this course 3ashan asawwi ads 7ag my amazing designs…* it6ali3ha min fog lay ta7at* 3araftay?

7imdillah wishikr shfeeha hathi? 3abalha miss Kuwait wana madri?!….hahhhahaha wallah maskeena no3ha ta5ith sa3a 3ashan tgo0l kilma wa7da :p

Zaina smiled and looked at the girl next to her

Jana: ismi Jana o ana 9a7afia ashti’3il ib jareedat L ******

Laila: ana Laila o ana mohandisat décor

….the girls continued introducing while Zaina was smiling and nodding her head… until she started with the guys..

Na9er: *moving his eyebrows up and down* ana .. *fixing his hair* Na9er ;) , o ana engineer … “nafsich”

La2 Zaina! Don’t laugh…Don’t laugh! Shfeekum A9lan ana tikana, ma a’67ak jiddam L riyayeel…bas ma agdar… wallah ib ti6la3 ib ti6la3 L ‘6a7ka! Ma agdar ma agdar!

Zaina couldn’t help it, she tried to hold her laugh but she couldn’t! She laughed and everyone laughed along…

Wayihha moo ‘3areeb.. ana wain shayifha min gabil??!! Wain ya 7amad waaain??! Ifffff…I’6aher 9ij redbull bida y2athir 3ala mo55i! :p moo chinha….la la la moo ihya… ya3ni moo ma38o0la ihya…

Zaina: ok thank u Na9er next..

7amad: * still trying to remember * ana 7amad, o I’m creating my own business…

Zaina remembered his face and started to change colors

LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA2! He’s the same guy illi shafni argi9 bil sayyara!!! Bala bala he’s the same guy! GOD! PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS NOT HAPPENING!!

KAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!!!! 6la3at ihya!! Bala bala ihya! Same hair same navy polo shirt, HATHI IHYA!

She quickly turned her face to the guy next to him “Fawwaz” which works with 7amad…

Zaina: Wow! Mashallah, everyone has a great job, yallah L fal li lamma at5arraj wa9eer mowa’66afa =)
Laila: Allah ywafgich NshAllah.. (Laila was the eldest in class, she’s so caring and she has a big heart)

Waaayyy ityannin hal Laila wallah 7abbait.ha <3

Na9er: zain ana 3indi so2al…

Ifffff…hatha shyabi?! MOZ3IJ

Zaina: is2al…

Na9er: cham 3omrich?!

WaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaYyy!! Malgo0o0o0o0o0f! la7’6a la7’6a…. laaish ga3da a7is inna 7amad lail7een i6ali3ny??!!

Zaina: almost 21

Na9er: * smiling a shirreera smile* PERFECT!

Zaina 9ar feeha ———-à Shino Perfect ;/

Faj2a 7amad ‘6a7ak ‘6a7ka 7adha 8awiyya! O L kil iltifat lah!

Fawwaz: 7amad?? Shfeek ti’67ak bro07ik??!

7amad: *masik ba6na min kithir L ‘6i7ik* KAAAAK!! La ma feeni shay bas tithakkart shay 9arli bil jam3ia L yom 7adda y’6a7ik….(6)

Zaina started changing colors again..

La bas 5ala9 chithee ma agdar! Ra7 abchi ya nas! Ra7 abchi!

Laila 7assat inna Zaina tiwattirat minna chan tig3ad itsolif ma3aha o it’3ayyir L jaw shway o kilman solaf ma3ahum..

Moo gtlikum inni a7ibha! Wallah ityannin hal insana, its as if she was reading my mind!

7amad didn’t say a word, he kept staring at the cute dimple on her left cheek, pretty face and silky straight brown hair, he’s remembering something… remembering someone…

La7’6a la7’6a… ana waain shayif hal bnayya min gabil..? adri inni shayifha bil jam3ia L yom..bas shakilha killsh moo ‘3areeb 3alay.. sha3arha o ‘3ammazat.ha…

Zaina: ok… so tigdiro0n tro07o0n L7een, o la tinson ityeebo0n ur laptops bacher..

Everyone started leaving, o lulu 3a6at.ha na’6ra gabil ma ti6la3 5awwifat.ha… bas she ignored
started to get her things ready…
No one was in the room and Zaina was busy with the papers on the desk.. and she didn’t hear the steps of 7amad coming towards her..
7amad got closer wihya kanat imnazla ras.ha mindamja bil papers illi ma3aha

7amad (in a calm tone): Zaina…

Zaina i5tab9at lamma isma3at 9ota o with no reaction she kept playing with papers

ifffffffff… zain daraina innik 3araftni bas 5ala9 3ad illi feeni kafeeni! La ta7rijni zyada!

Zaina (in a calm tone):na3am?

Ya3ni imsawya roo7ha tikana…kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!!
7amad: *smiling* 3arafteeny?

La wallah…yista3bi6 L a5!? Waaay ifashil!
Zaina (turning red): itha 3an today please don’t start..

Hahhahahaii…no3ha tisti7i..
7amad: *laughing at her* la la moo 3an today, bas mit2akda innich ma 3arafteeny??

Haw?!! Shfee hatha 3arafteeny o 3arafteeny?! La yko0n o5o0y min om thanya wana madri?! :p hahhahha ta5ayyilaw?! Mmm…mino biko0n ya3ni…it.hago0n 9ij a3arfa?!

Zaina lifted her head to take a close glimpse at his face o nazzilta ibsir3a,, I know this face.. the tan.. the height.. those sharp features..OMG is it…. ??

ntabhat 3ala L paper that has all of the class names, o she read his name o ba’3at tabchi yom 3rifta!

ITS HIM! ITS HIM! ITS …KETCHUP!

Akeed 3rifatny … 6a3 L wayh galab rainbow .. :p
7amad : ana 7amad L flany.. wild yeerankum

Adri wallah adri inta minu…bas tadri shlon basta3bi6 3ala rasik shway :p
Zaina (tista’3ba): 9ij?? Ay bait>?

3allaaainnna?! 3alaainna ya Zayo0n … adri innich 3arafteeni…Yallah warreenna shlon bitrideen 3alay L7een..
7amad(ma 3a6aha for9a): il bait illi warakum…. *silence* w ana illi direeshti gbal direeshtich..

Zaina (7adha tinarfizat bas she acted very calm): eee… winni3im

She grabbed her Gucci purse and rushed to the door, Ooooooooooops!!!!……she tripped….Yes she tripped but 7amad was fast enough to wrap his arms around her waist…

Zaina(turning into a 6oma6a): Ummm….

7amad(still holding her): salamat salamat :p

I’6aher 3ajba L wa’63! WAI3 he’s such a perve! Ma a7ib these situations! Wallah its soo embarrassing…HELP!
Zaina( releasing ketchup from her face !!):p : plz…ummm… 3adi ithidni…

Hahahhahahaa….9ot.ha fee bachya… bas maaany hadha..:p
7amad (i6affirha): ee 3adi.. bas a5af itha haddaitich it6ee7een…

Zaina ( still a tomato o 7adha itnarfizat): please let go of me…!!!

China ahidha a7sanli?…a5af it6igha bachya wabtilish feeha… ahidha??!! Eee.. eee ahidiha..

7amad gave up and let her go without saying a word…

Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!!! It’6a77ik imbayyin 7adha mi5tar3a! Maskeena 5arra3t.ha! a7is itgo0l ya laitny 6i7t wala misakny!

Zaina quickly runs to her car she was ransacking in her bag for the car keys

Ifffffff wain ra7aw hal keys ba3ad!? 7adda moo wagt.hum! URGH!!!! I HATE THIS PURSE! MA LIGAIT ILLA L YOM ALBIS.HA!??

7amad followed her outside…

7amad (playing with her keys): looking for these??

Zaina: umm… ee.. please 3adi ta36eeny iyyahum?

7amad gave her the keys.. and she quickly opened the car, and noticed 7amad in the car next to hers….

Waaaaaaaaaaayyy!! Akeed biro07 ib nafs 6ireeji! … 5al a7arrik al7een 3ashan o9al gabla..

Both cars moved at the same way…

End of Part 1…

My lovely readers here is a long post for you!

ENJOY!

PREVIOUSLY;

“Rashid Al X accepted your friend request”

“Oh my god” I whispered.

Suddenly a little box popped up. With the word Rashid Al X beeping. He was talking me on the facebook chat. I slowly moved the cursor to press the chat box.

Rashid: …… Fai?

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“Ared 3alaih?” I thought to myself while my heart was almost flying out of my chest. “Yes” I said to myself. I wanted to make things clear, that I wasn’t desperate for him and it wasn’t me who added him.

Fai: Yes ..
Rashid: I thought I’d never talk to you again how did you find me? .. I always knew you were a stalker ;)
Fai: Sorry to disappoint you but my friend added you as a joke
Rashid: Your friend knows about me :S?
Fai: Well I don’t have sisters so she’s like my sister of course I’ll tell her ..
Rashid: Fair enough ..

We were bickering. But I had the hugest smile drawn on my face.

Rashid: We need to talk ..

“No” I whispered “I don’t want to talk! I need to shun you out of my life” I said to myself.

Rashid: Please ….
Rashid: I need to see you

“What? NO WAY!” I almost fell of my bed.

Fai: I think you know me well enough ..
Rashid: I’ll take that as a no then
Rashid: I miss you

“Don’t do this” I whispered ” I .. I just got over you!” I almost screamed “Why why does he do this to me?”

Fai: no one told you to leave
Rashid: I’m so sorry
Rashid: For everything please forgive me
Fai: …..
Rashid: I’m sorry .. you had to see me with that girl twice wallah it didn’t mean anything .. I’m sorry I embarrassed myself and you infront of your brother! I’m sorry I left .. I had to .. to protect you.
Fai: Whatever ……

“Be cold” I said to myself “You need to cut him off” I tried to be strong, but I was shivering with tears.

Fai: I don’t care about that girl at all .. and I forgive you for the thing with my brother and .. I’ll tell you what I told my brother I’m not a child I don’t need protection
Rashid: You haven’t changed have you?
Rashid: I want to see you .. now
Fai: I said no :S
Rashid: But I say yes
Fai: no
Rashid: I’m sorry I hurt you
Fai: excuse me?
Rashid: I saw you .. in the airport
Fai: oh..
Rashid: why were you crying?
Fai: I wasn’t
Rashid: I’m so sorry I’ll never let you cry again
Fai: you didn’t
Rashid: I could read your eyes. You hated me didnt you?
Fai: ……
Rashid: I need to see you

“Uf why won’t he give up?” I sighed to myself and then typed.

Fai: I said NO
Rashid: Well .. too late!
Fai: Huh?
Rashid: I’m outside your house .. thank god for internet on phone right ;)?

I quickly ran to my window .. a navy bentley was parked outside. “Could it be him” I whispered “La2 omg La2″ I got nervous and ran back to the laptop.

Rashid: come outside
Fai: leave me alone
Rashid: you added me ;)
Fai: Rashid please 5ala9! Why are you doing this to me why? What have I ever done to you?
Rashid: What have you done to me? Ask yourself! Everytime I see you I’m breatheless every second I’m with you.. you drive me insane. I don’t know why. 3afanallah shu testa5demain se7er?:P

“Typical Rashid” I sighed sadly

Fai: .. you know me ana mb mal hal sewalef please leave please
Rashid: I don’t want to I want to see you

I snapped. He wants to see me? And he almost makes out with that girl Alya!

Fai: go to your Alya ..
Rashid: don’t even dare .. you don’t know anything about her latebeen 6areeha
Fai: GOD! You are two-faced!Yyou sweet-talk me and then the next minute you’re all over her. Please leave!!!!
Rashid: Don’t you even have faith in me? .. Bas ma3alyh if you knew the truth .. anyways I’ll leave for now .. you know how I feel ..

I quickly rushed to the window and the car was moving away. I secretly didn’t want him to leave. I wanted to rush to his car with my pink duck pyjamas and hug him tightly. I missed him I missed his intelligence, charm and most importantly his smile.

“If all you’d know the truth? What did he mean by that” I whispered to myself while watching his car slowly go away ..

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Stay Tuned,

A Lover in Dubai

I woke up to the blinding rays of the sun. My head was throbbing with unbareable pain. It felt like my eyelids were sown shut. In a failed attempt to opening them, i pulled the covers over my head and lay under the pillow. I let out a muffeled groan in…

When laying in bed in
a state of semi-consciousness
I heard the clear voice say:
“I agree with
Dominicus.”
I come back from that
space in time
alert
and wonder:
Who is Dominicus?
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- 2 Months later -

I had been in Sharjah for about two months now. AUS was better than I really expected, I thought that the lectures would be as boring as the lectures I had attended back in Doha. Al 7mdilla, they aren’t. I would wake up every morning looking forward to my day ahead of me. I liked going to uni now, its because here at AUS their professors were one of a kind. They taught from their hearts and souls. It felt good being an AUSer. I really enjoyed it, and I kind off liked the subjects since I’m always paying attention in class and the lectures are really interesting. I loved studying here, even though I miss my family and friends terribly back home. I missed home alot. And most of all I MISS BADER!

I’ll be heading back to Doha in 2 days time since we finished finals and its summer baby yeah summer. I’m so happy, and what pleasure to go back home and catch up on some news. A few weeks ago, Nayif and Bader came here to Dubai and both of them stayed in our appartment in Dubai while I stayed in my own appartment in Sharjah. After I left to the UAE a month ago, 5alid, Bader’s cousin, introduced him to Nayif. They were sitting eb mayls el shabab bl 5oor when they met. Well, they actually met months ago back when the fire happened and he took me to the hospital. Anyways, Bader and Nayif are inseparable now, they’ve been really close, and I was really pleased to hear so. And that’s when I told them both to come, I really enjoyed their company.

Incoming call. Reemas.

It was Reemas. She was a really close friend of mine. She was like Tamara. I knew her from when we were toddlers. I remember coming here to the UAE when I was a little girl and we used to go out on play dates with our sisters and brothers. They were the good days walla. Reemas was an Emarati, from Dubai and her mom was Qatari. We met each other through our moms. 5alty Manal, Reemas mother, was my moms best friend back when they were in uni and they still are. 5alty Manal was living in Do7a until a relative of hers from the UAE asked for her hand in marriage. And when she accepted they got married and moved to the UAE. After seeing her name flash on my screen, I picked up.

“Reemas! Wainich ma trdeen 3ala my calls?”

“Babeee I’m so sorry but I was busy with my cousin, she needed help with which 8a3aa t7jzha 7ag her wedding. Babee you ok?”

“I’m fine bs 7ady zahganaa. Between I’m going to stay in Dubai for the next two days, and since you’re coming with me to Do7a, tabeen tjeen m3ay Dubai? We’ll stay at my family’s appartment. Please say yes, I don’t want to go alone!”, I said begging her to come with me. It would be so boring if it was only me, I needed someone to have fun with!

“Ok then, let me start packing and I’ll call you in an hour to come pick me up ok. See you in a while babes!”

“Sure just give me a cal when you’re done 3ashan a6la3 o come over to your place. Ciaoo 7ayati. Thank youuuuuu! Bye!”

YAY! She’s coming, that means I’ m not staying by myself. A.J. was coming with me to Do7a, ehya o 5alty Manal. But 5alty Manal will follow us later on, she’ll be coming in the weekend and she’ll be going back to the UAE on Saturday night. The best part was that Reemas was staying in Do7a and we were travelling together. Today was Friday, and I was much more relaxed form the day before. I went to the SPA! Which felt really good.

A while later I started packing and was done an hour later. I went to the bathroom, took a bath and showered. I later dried my hair and put on my clothes. I decided to wear my beige pants from Zara that fit perfectly on my body with my pink Ralph Lauren Polo, the one that had the number three printed on the sleeve and back in green. Sammar gave it to me for my birthday, along with a Cartier Love bracelet and ring. I then went and bought the necklace afterwards since it was out of stock when Sammar had gone there. After dressing up, I went on and put my make up. I put on some concealer at first and then some bronzer. But this time I decided to go a little light with it since I already tanned a few days ago. And after I did the result was FANTASTIC! Haha not to brag or anything, but I kind of looked like Italian with my new colour. And I simply LOVED IT! After that I put on my skin color lip gloss from Sephora, black liquid eye liner from M.A.C and my last touch, my Mascara from Lancome. Minutes later I was done and went to wear my favorite Chanel flats and my Hermes Birkin bag in pink. I then went on to iron my 3abaya and was ready, waiting fro A.J. to give me a call.

My phone started ringing. Its A.J. akeed, and when I look at the screen its 9ale7. I haven’t spoken to 9ale7 for two weeks now. Well I guess he’s busy. He went back to the States a week after I left to come here. I miss him. I answered when his name kept flashing on the screen.


“9waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiil7777! I miss you dudeeee! How you been?”


“Chillin’ in da hoods hommie, whats up wit’chu?”, he said like an original American gangster boy.


“Haha 9ale7 boy you been dating Rihanna recently wla shl salfaaa?”, I said laughing my ass of.


“OOOH no baybeeh. I broke it off with Rihanna a few weeks back bro, and now I’m on with Sologne Knowles baaybeeeh, you know with her still single, What the heck!”


“La walla b3dd. Walla zain zain 3alaiik thoo8, Sologne Knowles, you have made a good choice ma man, you know what I’m talkin’ ’bout. Foo shizzle! Whose gonna be next hommie?”


“Honestly man, I was thinkin’ Kim Kardashian, I mean DAAAAAAAAAAAY-UUUM!”


“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH 9alooooooo7 Alla yg6a3 bleesk! DAAAY-UUM b3d haa? Enzain, bnshoof haha!”


“Hahahah adryy yabeela haa, el mohm w7shtinyy yal dubba!”


“Int akthaar walla. How’s everything bl US? How’s uni with you?”


“Walla things are really boring here, o I’ve decided not to do my masters anymore! MALLAIIIT! Shlonich sweet cheeks, how’s everything eb AUS?”


“Fine and flyyy hommie, fine and flyyy. Walla raj3a el Do7a in two days, can’t wait. Mitaa raj3 intt?”


“Walla in 2 months, finals are coming up and then ta5aruj Inshalla o barid el Do7a for a few months. O Alla ya3lam wain baseer mn ba3dhaa! Bs ymkn arj3 el US m3 A.J. for the next tthree years 3ala ma et5al9. Ahaly mo ra’9yeen etkoon bl 7alha! Anyways chaiif el Emarat ummy? Chaiif el 7aal? Inshalla kl shay 3aybanich hnak?”


“LOOOOOL 9aleeee7 bassik with the languages dudee bs walla mashalla 3alaiiik PRO! Hahah ee al 7mdilla kl shay 3aybany hnii bl Emarat. Shloon A.J. between?”


A.J. was 9ale7′s sister. Her real name was Al Johara, but all of us called her A.J. It was her first year of college. She decided to go with 9ale7 and stay with him. She went to NYU. She was so beautiful, elegant, smart, and most of all tres tres chique! She looked just like 9ale7 but a bit nicer. Bs 7atta law, both of them were lovely. He was handsome prince and she was a sweet princess.


“Haha kahy yamy taby et7acheech.”, he said giving A.J. the phone.


“Sarzieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee pooooooooooooooh! I miss you like hell 7ayatiiiiii.”


“7abeebty A.J., I miss you sooooo effin’ more! Shloonch hunn? How’s everything with you, uni and most importantly hows 9waile7 treating you? Tell me 3ashan if he did anything wrong a2adbaa lichh. Hahaha.”


“Hahah 7ayatii entyy, ee akeed you’ll be the first to know. Ma la da3y taw9iyaa hehe. How’s UAE babee? You havin’ fun hnaak?”


“HELL YEAAAH dudee. Its amazing here Mashalla. I love it very much. I’m going back to Do7a in 2 days. So babe how’s your first year since its coming to a end? ”


“Hahah walla I’m getting ready for finals, y3nii I already started and stuff, bs yalla el bagy eb eed Alla sub7anah!”


“Yalla sweets shdy 7ailich o erj3elina bl Do7a na6reenich ok?”


“Hahah Inshalla hunn, yalla Sara 7abeebty it was so fun talking to you bs gotta run al 7een. Haach 9waile7 bkalmich. Salaam.”


“Bye, take care love.”


“Alloo”


“Halla 9ale7.”


“Halla feech, 5alaa9 3ayal bs 7abait asma3 9ootch. Yalla 3ayal ana baskr tamreen 3ala shay?”


“La yubba salamtk. Ma3 el salama.”


“Yalla hunn take care, salaam.”


After talking to 9ale7, Reemas called me and told me to pick her up. Before I left I tied my hair up into a pony tail and let me fringe swing sidely as I cut it a few days ago, I put on my 3abaya and the shaila on my shoulders since I don’t wear it here in the UAE and closed the door of the appartment behind me and locked up. 10 minutes later I reached her house and I caleed her. She told me to come down 3ashan 5alty Manal taby tg3ad m3ana shway. Ya 7beelha 5alty Manal walla, the most sweetest and kindest person ever. She’s like my second mother after coming here to the UAE to study and she treated me like her own child. I got out of my Range and walked over to the living room hall door and went in.


“7ayalla mn nawar hal baiit walla, Shloonich 7abeebty Sara?”, 5alty Manal said as I walked over to her to exchange formalities.


“Alla y7ayeech 5alty, walla inty ely emnawrita awal ma skantoo feeh. Ana b5aire Alla ysalmich inty shloonich 5alty? Inshalla tmaam.”, I said sitting next to her on the couch.


“Ee ya galby el 7mdilla b5air, ha kl shay jahzz?”


“Yupp, o bga kam mn shay a5thly mn Dubai, but other than that al 7mdilla.”


“Al 7mdilla. Ezain mama yalla ro7y 3nd Reemas foog, shofy etha 5al9at. W lain 5ala9to kl shay enzlo ta7at ba2klkum sweet yjanin ana emsawyita eb edainy el thntain. Yalla mama goomy.”, she said with her big warm and hearty smiles.


“Inshalla.”


I got up and left the room and went through the hall and made my way up the stairs and into Reemas’s room. When I reached her room, I knocked on the door.


** Knock Knock **


“Mnoo 3al bab?”, came Reemas’s sweet, soft and quiet voice.


“Mn ya3nyy? R seeray o ftaay el baaab!”, I said copying her Emarati language.


“Hai hai kany fat7atna el baab.”, she said as she walked towards the door to open it for me.


“BIG BEAR!”, I screamed when she opened the door. That’s what I call her since she was a little bit taller than me.


“CUDDLY BUG!”, is what she called me.


“HAHAHA haa kl shay jahzz? Tabeen asa3dich eb shay?”, I said as I went and sat on her bed.


“La salamtich cuddly bug, I already called Lucy o she’s getting the suitcase down right now. Yalla 5alna n7n enseer t7t 3nd Mama.”, she said pulling me up and going out the door as I followed.


“Yalla.”


Two hours had passed and we later left. We exchanged formalities for the last time with 5alty Manal and 3amy Rashid, Reemas’s father and went to Dubai. The drive was fun but we were stuck in traffic the most of the time, but I had some CD’s Sa7ar made me before coming here and so we had fun singing and dancing. An hour later we finally got to the appartment.


“So you’ll be staying here in the guest room o I’ll be down the hall to the right. Ok?”, I asked her pointing towards my room down the hall.


“7looo Mashalla, ee ok.”, she said all smiley. I loved her company. I really enjoyed it alot. Its like she filling out for Tamara. OH SHIT! That reminds me, I’ll give her a call later.


“Ok 3ayaaal haa n6laa3?”


“Yalla, I’m thinking Mall of the Emarites, shoo rayiich?”


“Hai hai 7lo yalla nseer o b3dain we take a stroll bl Marina Mall shrayich?”


“Perfect!”

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Cala: 7abeeebi?

Bandar: ee 7abeebich who else would be calling you at that time?

Cala: min gal ina inta 7abeebi I meant my other boy friend

Bandar: other boy friend haa?

Cala: Ee you expected me to wait for you while you were gone? I had to have some kind of rebound

Bandar: ba3ad?? rebound? way3a

Cala: hahaha i love you baaby

Bandar: laa sh3ugba go to your boy friend khal yinfi3ich

Cala in a dala3 voice: BABEEEEEEE I’m sorry khalas ma3eedha

Bandar: I missed you 7abeebti, walaht 3ala dala3ich and everything about you

Cala: ana akthar 7abeebi

We sat their not talking for a couple of minutes, just hearing each other’s breath. I can’t believe how it’s possible, but it is. I feel so secure and peaceful when I hear his breath. It’s the best thing that keeps me safe and warm.

He broke the silence.

Bandar: 3umri

Cala: hmm

Bandar: kili

Cala: walaht 3alaik

Bandar: Baby, solfeeli, tell me everything, I just wanna hear your voice, I miss you

I told him everything, how I felt and about everything that happened to me while he was gone.

Bandar: I’m sorry I had to put you through all this, o inshala you’ll never shed another tear from me, I know I’ve said that before bas please believe me this time.

Cala: 7abeebi don’t apologize for anything it doesn’t matter, all it matters is that your here now and we’re together.

We kept talking about random things, I didn’t want to talk about his blindness sensing his discomfort about it. I know that he’ll talk about it one day from himself informing me how he felt about it.

I woke up this morning feeling energized, for the first time in a long time. As I was about to send my baby our good morning message I remembered his condition, and erased it. I found a request in my blackberry messenger, Khalid Al Flani.

I accepted knowing that this is Khalid, Bandar’s friend.

We exchanged formalities,

Khalid: Cala I added you knowing how the situations are different right now, I mean it’s much harder to communicate with Bandar right now and I wanted to tell you that if you want anything you just ping me whenever you want anything, I’ll be around Bandar at most times.

Cala: Thank you Khalid so much, this means so much so me, you’re a truly good friend.

Khalid: Well it’s only my duty, I wish I could do more to him, plus you’re a truly great girl friend but please bare with him, hang in there.

Cala: Khalid you don’t need to tell me this, I would do anything for Bandar no matter what it is

He’s such a great friend, I excused myself, and just as I did, MY BABY called me

Bandar: I missed hearing your voice the first thing I wake up.

Cala: I missed you, in the morning, in the evening, in the night time, every moment of the day.

Bandar: Magdar chithi ana magdar, min il 9ib7

Cala: hahaha

Bandar: Baby, I wanna see you today, please don’t tell me that you can’t

Cala: inshala 3umri, I’ll leave everything for you, just you name the place and set the time.

Bandar: ya b3adi walah, how about you finish your classes then call me and we’ll set everything ok?

Cala: aren’t you attending any classes? ( It crossed my mind and I forgot that he dropped the semester)

Bandar: No baby, I’m gonna go back to sleep oo intay 6i7say in between the classes

Cala: haha we’ll see how long you’ll be that spoiled

Bandar: sh7arich al7een intay sh’hal shar? Khaleeni mithani

Cala: haha laa 3alaik bil 3afia enjoy it while you can

Bandar: Ay while you can yam3awda? Walla intay eli enjoy your life, anaam oo lai mita batim bas anam bidoon la shaghla wala mashghala?

Cala: Don’t say this 7abeebi

Bandar: 3al 3imoom, 7imdila 3ala kil 7al, yala 3umri please take care on your way and drive safely

Cala: I love you, good bye

I got dressed and stopped by the University’s Registration Office after attending my classes.

Registration Lady: Tfathilay

Cala: Law sima7tay abi e3adat tasjeel 7ag isim Bandar Al Flani

Registration Lady: Ihwa kan ib hal jam3a min gabil?

Cala: ee na3am

Registration Lady: Khala9 3ayal 3abay hal namathij (applications) o ta3aleeli 3ogeb bachir.

I filled out the applications and thanked her.

Cala: hey baby

Bandar: hala ib my baaby, khalastay ya galbi?

A huge smile spread across his face. Mashalla Mashalla, he’s so beautiful. We kept staring into each others eyes. He looked so happy, ma alooma mskeen y3ni to find out that someone he loves got engaged when he loved her with all his heart. Al 7mdilla, I thought to myself. Things turned out great in the end.


“Y3nii…Y3nii…You’re not engaged?”, with his smile getting bigger by the second.


“Hehe yeah I’m not. Like I said, you’d be the first person to know.”, I said trying to keep my laugh in. Me? Engaged? 3ala ’3aflaa? Haha.


“So you’re-”


“Yes I’m still Sara bint ubooha hehe”, I said not being able to keep my laugh in anymore. Seconds later I burst out laughing even harder. But then when I say his eyes…


“What’s wrong? Why are you laughing? Did I say anything? Do anything?”, he asked frowning. Ya labbyyyy so cute.


“Haha la la 5ala9 ma shay. Well fine, you look really cute when you frown. I could just come and squish your cheeks and never let you go.”, I said as I stopped laughing and looked into his mesmerising eyes. Those hazelnut eyes of his are the most wonderful I have ever seen in my entire life.Mashalla.


“Thank you…”, he said in the shyest tone ever. Ya 7beela, 3ala goolat Tamara.


“Anyways, are we…ok now?”, looking at the ground hoping the answer to be what I wanted. I LOVE YOU BADER. And now I wrap my heart and place it in your hands, please take care of it, I thought.


“Are you…Umm…Ready?”, he asked closing his eyes shut and opening them when I first spoke…


“I’m…Ready.”, I said without any hesitations or anything. I was READY. I could do this. I AM READY.


“I love you Sara Al-Flani, I really do with all my heart.”


“-”


“Take your time, as I said I don’t want to rush you through things, Soso.” WAAAAY, 8albyyy. I LOVE YOU TOO! But I can’t say that right now, I don’t know why!


“Bader hehe…”, I said giggling like a teenager telling her friends about her first kiss.


“AAA5, sh7alaat esmy 3ala elsanich…7abeebty.”


I blushed all over. My ears were SO RED like the traffic lights on the streets. He called me…7ABBEBTY!


“7ab…eeby…”, I said cheekily.


“Shinoo? What did you say? Ana…7abeebch! Saroonty, a7bich a7bich a7bich. Manyy gadr shloon a3aberlich 3an msha3ry. Sara, I’m the happiest man alive, thanks to you 7ubby, thanks to you.”, he said coming next to me on the sofa. Mmmm, he smelt so GOOD. I miss you Bader. I miss everything about you.


“Hehe ee, 7abeeby.”


“Fdaitiich ana walla, amoot feech ya 8alby inty!”


“Attention passengers, flight 0023797 heading to DXB International Airport, it is now time for boarding.”


“Bader.”, I said like a child. I didn’t want to leave, but unfortunately I have to.


“Yalla Sara 7ayati, lazim etro7een. Yalla goomay.”, he said getting up.


“NO. I want to stay. I miss you Bader, I don’t want to leave. I want to stay here, 5ala9 maby aroo7. Walla mabyyy.”, I said as a single tear fell down my face. I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU!


“7abeebty Sara la may 9eer lazim etro7een. And besides I’ll come see you every weekend bs lat 9e7een. You’ll be back before you now it 7atta. And you’ve got 2 months ahead of you and you’ll be done with your second year in uni. And if it makes you feel any better, I’ll wait for you baby. Even if I have to die waiting for you, I don’t care. As long we’re together, I’m OK. Yalla 7ayatii yalla goomy. Ma naby en3a6l el msafreen, yalla baba yalla.”, he said as he hugged very tightly. I love it. I love it. I feel safe again. I LOVE THE FEELING. And I love BADER. My…Bader hehehe.


“O…Ok…B…Bs y…You prom…promise you’…ll come t…t…to the UAE?”, I said sniffing as I controlled my crying. I already lost him once I don’t want that to happen again. He came back.


“Walla I will ya 3umry walla I will, yalla goomy enty al 7een o roo7y m3 5alid.” WHAT?! HOW…HOW DOES…HE KNOW…5ALID? When I turned my head, he was coming towards us with a friendly smile on his face. BUT huhh? How does he know him? My face has the confused-look again? And Bader knew…


“Haha shfeech he’s my cousin. Don’t worry he’ll take care of you. Wa9aita to do so. Ha 5alid yalla tamshoon?”, he said turning around and facing him. Bader arms were over my shoulder cuddling me in some sort of way. I wanted to stay like that for ever. OOh so his cousin, what a small world we humans live in.


“Ee bs bga namshy o n5al9. Haa Sara jahzaa?”, asked 5alid with a warm smile.


“Umm…Ee bs dgayig please…”


Bader looked at him to tell him to go ahead and we’ll be right behind him in a few, but he left before he could. How thoughtful he was. I’ll have to set him up with Sa7ar. Hehehee I can’t wait to tell her.


“Ee ok 3ayal banta’9rich 3nd el bab. Haty your luggage let me take it from you. Yalla ana bakoon wagif hnaak.”, he took my luggage and off he went to wait for me at the door.


“Sara if you need anything you know what to do, call me. Saroonty 5ala9 basich crying, yalla smile. FOR ME! Hehe ee that’s the way I want to see you, all smiley and happy.”, he said as I stopped crying and smiled…for him. GOD I love this man. I looked into his eyes again. I’ll be leaving him now. I’ll be away from him. I’ll miss him.


“I love you, tro7een o trj3een bl salama.”, he kissed my forehead and walked me to the door. Al 7mdilla, I’m blessed to have such people around me, people that care fro me and people that want whats best for me.


“Bs haaay lat 6awleen 3alaay”, he said winking at me.


“M3 el salama 7abeeby. Alla ysalmk. Hehe Inshalla I won’t.”


I wanted to kiss his cheek but in front of all these people? La yubba 5al a7terim nafsy, mo wagtaa.


“5alid choof 3aad ma wa9eek 3ala Sara, wa9lha el 6ayara o make sure everything is fine and call me afterwards. Yalla 7abeeby, ba2mnhaa 3ndkk.”


“Akeed Bader akeed, lat 7aty she’s safe with me. Ma yabeela etgoly yubba. Yalla namshy?”


“Yalla. Bader, I’ll miss you. Take care.”


“Agool maby lovey dovey jdamy yalla 5alna enroo7. Haha yalla Salaam.”


“HAHAH ee yalla ok 7abeebty, bakalmich when you get there, my flight isn’t until another hour and a half. Salaam.” , he kiised my forehead again when we reached the doors of the Lounge and 5alid and I went down to the gate. He waved goodbye to us from behind the doors.


- At DXB International Airport -


1 msg recieved. B.

You there? Shall I call?
Miss you already.

03:57 p.m.

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1 outgoing msg. B.

Yeah.
I miss you more.
Me wants to be next to you :’(

03:59 p.m.

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1 msg recieved. B.

Ya galbyy inty.
I want to be next to you,
breathing you, most of
all I want to be with you.
A7ibchh <3

04:00 p.m.

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After I read the message, Bader’s contact name was flashing on my screen. I’m going to add a heart to next to it, his name I mean, I thought as I was going to answer.


“7mdilla 3al salamaaa ya 8albyy. I miss you. I want you!”, he said in a desperate voice that made me giggle. I never knew I’d be missed this much.


“Alla ysalmk. I MISS and WANT YOU more. But hey you promised you’ll visit and I cna’t wait, at least there’s something that’s keeping me alive and on my toes.”


“Saroona fdaitiich ana. Ya 7ilwiich walla. Adry walla adry I can’t wait to. OOh yalla Sara 7abeebty they’re calling for boarding. Bati9l feech laman awa9l, ok?”


“Ma gltly waiin ray7? Ok 7abeeby, don’t keep me waiting 3ad, yalla to9al bl salama ya rabby.”


“Ray7 London, bazoor 5aly o murta w 3yala, o b3d ta’3yeer jaw 8abl finals. Alla ysalmich 7ayati.”


“At least you’re graduating this year. Lucky you. Yalla 7abeeby bakalm later Inshalla. Salaam.”


We both closed and I went and waited while the porter was getting my luggage. The chuaffeur Lorenzo was picking me up from the airport and dropping me off at my family’s appartment in Dubai. I loved Dubai. I have been coming here every summer, Eid, random holidays, and everything since when I was a little girl. It was my second home, and when I came here I never wanted to leave, but I guess as the time would pass by I’d be bored here and waiting unpatiently to go back to Do7a, just because I study here now. And Bader waiting for me back home. I had a few friends her, and the closest to me was Reemas. Whenever I’d come to the UAE I’d be out with her the whole time. We even had sleep overs at our appartment or at her house. I didn’t just love Dubai, the Arab Emarites, but I also loved Emaraties and 7amdaaaaaaan bin Rashid Al Maktoum. CUTEEEE, I thought of him.


“Miss Sara, how are you? Its been, what three months?”, said Lorenzo as he opened the door to the BMW and got in.


“Yeah, well actually four. Haha I’ve been counting. I’m great, never better. What about you? You seem thinner.”


“Yeah I did loose a few pounds. Why?”


“Nice! I like what you’ve done.”


It was a half hour drive and we finally got there. As I got in the car, I inhaled deeply. Mmmm it sure was Dubai alright. I have this thing, whenever I travel, I diffrentiate between the smells of the countries I visit, and now I was inhaling Dubai’s smell. It felt really good. Dubai was like my second home. As I went into the tall building and up to our appartment and Lorenzo following behind, I told him to come in the Range Rover and give me the keys, since I knew this city by heart like my name. I was going to get up in the morning and drive to Sharjah and check out the appartment my dad picked out for me. I liked it this way. Feeling independent and living by yourself, I mean. As soon as he was done getting the luggage up, I washed up, took a shower, and slept peacefully like a baby.

I found that stellotaped to the light pole infront of our house…

Can anyone make sense of that???
P.S. Do u think it’s a magic spell?!?!?!??!?!?!

I dreamed a dream – from Les Miserables
Renditon by Susan Boyle on the show Britain’s Got Talent Episode 1, Saturday 11th April 2009 (Inspirational clip. Thanks to special friends who send me special links   )

Lyrics:
I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never [...]