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I really hope you don’t mind baby, this is just too good ;** I love you ;******************************************************************************She was anxious, her heart was beating, her palms were sweaty.I cant believe it….she thought to her…
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I joined Twitter ..YES I DID! It’s like I don’t use enough technology already .. and as if I need any other thing to help me procrastinate ..Well, I joined .. and, surprisingly, I love it! It’s a way to blog without actually blogging in a blog .. you g…
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OH MY GOD!
OMG OMG OMG OMG!
OMG I’m sooo EMBARASSED … i don’t know where to hide my face!!!!
You see, in late 2008, my Butootee was going for a 3 day 3omra trip with a friend.
It was the first time he leaves me alone and travels from the day we got married.
I was extra emotional. I was [...]
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Ilyoum 2 posts of “the one” and before you give me that face, I need to think about “me and you” in terms of what is happening you know? But I promise no shocking events between Bader and Jazzy :Das always I love you all ;**____________________________…
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Two days had passed and I still ignored the fact that his “mistress” called him.
I decided I was going to take action so I did. M7sin was asleep, he didn’t have to wake up until 10 anyways. I texted her…
Hey sweetie I’m at the office now so please don’t call. But I wanted to have lunch with you at Barbetos so how about 2. I’ll see you soon. :*
Ok, I know I just sent that message without even thinking, but what else am I supposed to do? This was the only way for me to get the truth. The day went by, M7sin woke up and heade to work while I waited anxiously for it to be 2.
Finaly the moment of truth had arrived. I walked in then all of a sudden froze, I don’t know how this women looks like. How the hell am I going to spot her. So I had no choice but to scan the area and hope for luck. And oh did luck strike me. There was a table filled with teenage boys. A table with a couple. A table with some girly girls checking out the table of teenage guys. And another table at the far end of the room where a women sat. As I walked closer to her I coud tell she was beautiful. She had long wavy brown hair with a few blond low lights. She had hazel eyes. And was wearing these skinny jeans with a hot red top. And ofcourse I cannot forget her gold million inch heels. What did M7sin buy her that ?
I came around to the other side of the table and sat down. She gave me a confused look. I freaked out and out of no where started.
Noura: M..m..m7sin…
Hot Girl: Excuse me?
Noura: You know M7sin right?
Hot Girl: Ummm… not that it’s any of you business but yes… and you are?
Noura: His wife.
Hot Girl: *shcoked look* Wife??
Noura: You seem surprised?
Hot Girl: Oh my god !
Noura: Oh please, dont ok, just don’t.
Hot Girl: One thing I’m not , is a liar. And M7sin never told me he has a wife.
Noura: Bullshit !
Hot Girl: I swear to you on my parents life and my own !
Noura: St’3forallah ya bnt.. hadi shway !
Hot Girl: Uhh..
Noura: Noura.
Hot Girl: Noura, Im terribly sorry. If I had known he was married I would have never –
Noura: How long has this been going on?
Hot Girl: It’s only been a week. And I can assure you that we havent done anything. Not even a kiss on the lips. Just a hig and a kiss on the cheek.
Noura: Now what?
Hot Girl: Are you for real ? I’m going to end things with him ofcourse. I will not be known as the “other women”.
Noura: Thank you…
Hot Girl: Fara7.
Noura: Fara7, thank you.
Fara7: And I’m assuming you don’t want him to know that we’ve met?
Noura: Yes, I would really appreciate that.
Fara7: Mind if I ask you something?
Noura: No, go ahead.
Fara7: You deserve much better. You seem like a caring white eharted person. And you don’t deserve to be treated like crap.
Noura: Well I cant do anything about that.
Fara7: What are you talking about? Divorce him.
Noura: *sigh* It’s not that simple.
Fara7: Why not?
Noura: Because I’m living in a nightmare that I can’t wake up from. *tears forming*
Fara7: 7beebty… I’m so sorry.
Noura: No, it’s ok. It’s not your fault. You didn’t know.
Fara7: Hey, I’m sorry if I’m being way out of line but if you ever want to talk.
Noura: Yeah, thanks.
Fara7: Here’s my card.
Noura: *wiping the tears* Who knew I would actualy befreind you haha !
Fara7: Haha mn jd wallah !
Noura: Well he’s gonna be back soon, but I’ll definitley call you.
Fara7: Take care of yourself Noura.
I got back home feeling like total shit. Yeah ok she didn’t know and we hit it off but what now? She got the chance to walk away from him, but I can’t. I’m trapped.
I walked into the living room only to find M7sin sitting there with his cell phone in his hand.
M7sin: You know… I thought marriage was about trust.
Noura: It is.
M7sin: Haha, do you really think I’m stupid?
Noura: Huh?
M7sin: Don’t play dumb with me you b***h
Noura: 8LEAT ADAB MAT SIBANI !!!
M7sin: ASIB 8AD MA ABY !! WSH 3NDK TFATHSEEN JAWALI O TRSLEEN MESSAGES !!
Noura: YOU CHEATED ON ME !!!
M7sin: YOU WERE PISSING ME OFF I NEEDED TO !!
Noura: HOW THE HELL WAS I PISSING YOU OFF? I WAS BEING A GOOD WIFE AND THIS IS HOW YOU THANK ME !!
M7sin: 5ALA9 INTAHA SHE BROKE IT OFF WITH ME, ISNT THIS WHAT YOU WANTED !!
Noura: YOUR A SELFISH BASTARD AND I HOPE YOU ROTT IN HELL !!
Ding-Dong !!
I opend the door only to find Fahad standing there. He had this look on his face, I look that said “I know what’s going on”
Noura: Fahad, now’s really not a good time.
He stormed in and headed straight for M7sin.
Fahad: Hala M7sin kefik? Listen Um Noura told me to rush on over and get her.
M7sin: 5air esh fe?
Fahad: La wallah mafi shay bs there was this gathering she forgot to tell her about. And she told me to come and get her.
M7sin: Were busy.
Noura: Let me get my bag *shooting m7sin a look*
Fahad and I drove for hours without speaking. I was so glad to be out of that house. It was like a dongeon in there. It wasn’t my home any more. I was afraid in my own house.
We finaly stopped driving and was in the parking lot of McDonalds. Without speaking he just walked out and into Mc’s. A few minutes he came out with food. He got me a double cheese burger, fires and a chocolate sundae.
Noura: Why are you doing all of this?
Fahad: You need it.
Noura: Thank you Fahad.
Fahad: Why do you let him treat you like that?
Noura: Like what?
Fahad: You know like what Noura.
Noura: I can’t do anything about it. It’s complicated.
Fahad: What’s complicated? Go to your parents. Tell them and then you could finaly be free of him.
Noura: I cant do that… Im too scared.
Fahad: Noura, look at me *cupping my face in his hands* everything in this world is scary but we all have the strength to face them. I know you.. so well and you are one hell of a women, you can fight this I beleive in you. Now all you need is to believe in yourself.
Noura: Fahad… your words are amazing but I can never happen.
Fahad: But –
Noura: Fahad please dont… just take me back home.
Fahad: Oh yeah? What do you think will happen once you step into that house? Do you think you’ll get a warm welcome? A kiss? A hug?
Noura: I dont care anymore. Im nobody… just some girl my husband beats around.
Fahad: Hey! You are not just some girl. Through my eyes, your beautiful.
Noura: Fahad stop ok. please just take me back.
Fahad gave me a look of disapointment and drove me back home. Once again the drive was silent. I got back home at around midnight. I could bare to look at fahad so I just got out without saying a word.
I walked in only to find the house in comeplete darkness… M7sin wasnt anywhere to be found. I was relifed. I walked up and into my bed room. He wasn’t in there either. I thought “finaly this was my good night”
So I got into the shower. Enjoyed the hot water on my body and after a few minutes put on my robe. I opend the door and founf M7sin standing there with nothing but his boxers on,.
Me: Wow, you really think were having sex after all of this.
He grabbed me by my waist and pulled me close to him where I could feel his breath on me. He forcefuly took my robe off and threw me onto the bed. I was screaming so loud, crying so loud that I though I was going to lose my voice. I was terrified. Being forced by my own husband. He forced himself on me…
He lyed ontop of me. And entered me. He got annoyed my screaming and covered my mouth with his hand. I wanted to die right there.
He disgusted me. I no longer felt his love. He moaned and talked to me all at the same time…
“You will finaly give me my child weather you like it or not…”
All I could feel was pain, not the pleasure that he once brought me.
After about a few minutes which seemed like an eternity he got off of me and went into the bathroom.
I still lyed there bare naked crying… I wanted to get up but I was in just too much pain.. mentaly and physicly.
Is this what it had come to? Force? I would have given him the child if he just waited a bit more longer.
Trapped…
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……………………………………………………………………………………………………P.s : Not me ;)ONLY LOVE ( 1)It’s a cold February night. People are bustling through the streets, either pulling up their coat collars or …
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You guys..
I’m so sorry to bug you all with this. But there’s this e-mail that added me on msn. I’m not the type to accept anyone. But on msn I accept then ask to see who the person is and if I know em’ then I keep, if no then buh bye. So I asked this person who she/he is and his was the reply which freaked me out…
(2:12 PM) your life:
hi do u know me??
i’m sure u don’t
i just have something 2 say
i love u !! <3 <3
WTF? Where did he get my email? From who? Why? Is this a joke ?
When I told him enough with the silly games just tell me who you are, he signed out and said he was sorry.
Then today, like five minutes ago he signed in again. Here was how things went…
(2:02 PM) Doody ;*:
hi, ok listen plz just tell me who u r, i mean this is kind of absurd… u all of a sudden adding me then saying u love me. if i dont know u then how cud u possibly be in love? exactley… so plz just me straight with me and tell me who u r… im not looking to cause any trouble
(2:04 PM)
You have just sent a nudge.
(2:04 PM) your life:
i’m sorry , ican’t say
(2:04 PM) Doody ;*:
and why’s that ?scared?ashamed?
(2:04 PM) your life:
both
(2:05 PM) Doody ;*:
aha.. why
(2:05 PM) Doody ;*:
if u came all this way to tell the girl u love her and to add her then whats one more step towards telling ur name. i mean its not that im gonna blab to the whole world or anything. i just wanna know so that we can get this done with
(2:06 PM) Doody ;*:
im really not upto games and tricks so plz im asking nicely tell me who u r
(2:06 PM) your life:
i’m not going to tell u .. ur going to find out !
(2:06 PM) Doody ;*:
and how eactley will i find out ?
(2:07 PM) your life:
try to !
(2:07 PM) Doody ;*:
non of the ppl i know for sure ur not one of them and if u were, then ur playing a trick
(2:08 PM) Doody ;*:
i cant , u need to atleast give me hints and stuff like that. but if u want me to find out and then i actualy do, then eventualy i will know its u, so whats the dififrence finding out now or later?
(2:08 PM) your life:
srry
(2:08 PM)
your life is now Offline
(2:09 PM) Doody ;*:
u really cant be seriouse ? who r u? tra walla may seer kitha
I copy pasted it all, after everything he said he put a smiley bs mdri lesh it didn’t want to come up here.
This never happend to me. I know I should just brush it off my shoulders and move on with my life but this thing is really bothering me, and when something really bothers me I cant let it go , not until I get to the bottom of it. I need to know who the guy is. Not cause I’m intrested or anything no. But cause I feel it’s someone I know. And once I know who he is then I can play a little game if my own. I’ve always been good with those.
I realy need to know who’s been doing this. So I have a favor to ask love ;** <<<
Please I need you on this to help me.. I’m going to send you something on your email so please respond back to me there. 3ashan your just the right person with the right “7atakat” to help me on this one :) Its alot to ask I know but it would really help me so much !!
The rest of you.. umm if this did happen to u before what did you do?
THANK U !!
LOVE U ALL !!
SAM7ONY FOR THIS OH SO RANDOM POST !
XX- D.
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Dark street
Cold night
White light
Street lamp
Solitary man
Belting out
Persian song,
Rugged,
Alone,
riding his bicycle
down shadowed
pavement
of my English
street.
And I watch from my window
only,
never having the courage
to ride a bicycle
down the pavement
in London
during a Scorpio Moon
belting out traditional songs
in my native tongue
to an audience of
watchers
behind the tulled windows
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I sat in the cab looking out the window. As it made its slow way down the congested street, my eyes settled on a couple in front of a shop window. The woman had a short blond bob and the man had a darker complexion. What happened next was amusing. He turned around and smooched [...]
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Cuteandcuddly this is for you;* I love you;**
Bandar: Hmm i’ve been thinking about that too yesterday and I came up with the perfect idea.
Cala: You have? What is it?
Bandar: Simple, you see, Summer vacation is coming up, you can tell your parents that you’re taking an extra curricular course where they offer classes that aren’t offered here in Kuwait and that you need it for your major.
Cala: Hmm so my love is a smart ass wana madri?
Bandar: Ti6anizaain??
Cala: La walah I’m serious, you’re right, aslan my dad has been nagging me to do something that’s “useful” as I recall.
And just like that, with all our talks, I forgot all about Mi7sen.
Bandar: Baby, how about we go out for coffee after class?
Cala: laa 7abeebi, I wanna go back home, to propose the idea to my parents, I can’t wait I wanna knw their answer
Bandar: 6oul 3umrich 3ayla
Cala: Lol, ok so how about this? I go and ask them, and I’ll tell you what they say when we go out for coffee but AFTER their decision?
Bandar: This sounds great, I can’t wait.
I drove back home, and couldn’t wait to tell my parents about the idea.
Cala: MAAMAAA, BABAAA I’m home
Mama: Hala mama, ibooch lail7eena ma wisal
Cala: Ok, I’m gonna call him to see when he’s coming, I wanna talk to you guys about something
Mama: Khair sh9ayer?
Cala: Wala shay mama, lat7ateen
I heard the keys nibbling in the door and smiled instantly knowing that it’s gonna be my dad.
I went to him and hugged him
Cala: I miss you baba
He hugged me back
Baba: Hala baba, shakhbarich? Wainich hal ayam, min ziman ma shiftich
Cala: Ee baba, 7agik 3alay tadri hal ayam imti7inat oo chithi
Baba: eee yala shiday 7ailich baba ma biga shay
He went to my mom and kissed her hand,
Baba: Shlounech yal ghalya?
Mama was blushing, their adorable, even after all these years, I couldn’t help but wonder if Bandar and I are gonna be like my parents even after 25 years of marriage.
Mama: enshala, al7een ana arou7 anchib el ghada
Baba: ya 7abeebti, ana laish 7a6lich 5adam? Khaleehum ihma yanchiboon el ghada, wila shmihnat’hum?
Mama: la 7abeebi 3adi, may3arfoun lazim ana ib nafsi
Mama headed to the kitchen while my dad pulled me towards him embracing me
Baba: Omich ras’ha yabis
Cala: Haha ba3ad shinsawi, omna lazim nit7amalha
Baba: Calo! Ista7ay
Cala: Haha I sorry baba
Baba: I sorry ba3ad shti6la3?
Cala hmm let love;** explain that to him: Nothing nothing baba it’s just a cuter way for saying i’m sorry
Baba: hehe intaw oo mus6ala7atkum, manla7ig
Cala: Baba you know what? Awal ma a7ad egoolik shay oo ma3jibak just tell him whatever
Baba: Whatever
Cala: Yeah, you just say it
Mama came in with the lunch and had the cook make me my own dish since the lunch was fish and I didn’t eat fish
Baba: Shma3na Cala? Shinu ya3ni ehya she’s special itsaweenlaha 6aba8 broo7′ha wana la2?
Mama: la 7abeebi bas adri inik t7ib il simach oo bintik el di3la ma takil
He didn’t reply
Mama: Za3alt?
Baba: Whatever
And we all burst out into laughter.
It was the right moment, I told my parents about my summer program, and here’s what they had to say, something that I didn’t expect AT ALL
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Alright, as I mentioned on my other blog, I’m going through a slightly wai3 time right now? I’m saving up all the adjectives for the story so “wai3″ will have to suffice for now *rolls eyes* anyway yeah, I’m not really up to writing Ghala&3azeez’s…
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Alright, as I mentioned on my other blog, I’m going through a slightly wai3 time right now? I’m saving up all the adjectives for the story so “wai3″ will have to suffice for now *rolls eyes* anyway yeah, I’m not really up to writing Ghala&3azeez’s…
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- Sara -
We left the lounge and walked to the escalators. When we got to the YSL section Reemas went and looked for the lipstick she wanted with the help of the woman working there. I was busy thinking about Bader, my family and friends back home, and mostly everything. I had alot on my mind, especially how my grades were going to turn out to be. I really worked hard this semester and really hoped for a GPA OF 3.00. I occupied myself by looking at some cosmetics too when my iPhone rang.
Incoming call. Nayif.
“Alllooooo, Nayif! I miss you!!!”, I said into the phone, trying not to scream. I hadn’t heard his voice for 3 days. Yes, 3 days, that’s alot. Especially for me and Nayif. Before I left for Sharjah, we’d still call and see each other but now it was more often since we don’t see each other at the end of the day. It was a usual routine that now changed.
“Miss you too walla, ha sh5barchh?”
“B5air, int shlonk yal ga63, its been 3 days waink int?”
“Uff, anwaa3 el ta3ab bl sharikaa. O lain aby at9l feech, arj3 el bait o 3ala 6ool anam. O lain agoom el 9ub7, I’m usually rushing to work. AAAA5, ta3ab ta3ab!”, he said complaining.
“Alla y3afeek, kila ajr o 5air Inshalla! Shloon Baba, Mama o el bagyy?”
“Tamaam, na6reench actually. Ha mita 6ayartch?”
“09:15, int ely btmrnyy?”
“Yeah, enzain ma 8lty, enjoying the company hnaak eb Dubai?”, he said. I instantly knew he was talking about Bader. My Bader, ma ’3airaa.
“Hehe, ALOT walla. Sh3arefkk?”
“He told me. Ok 3ayal 7abeebty, 5ala9 call me lain when your plane first lands in Do7a 3ashan ayeelchh, ok?”
“Sure.”
“Yalla 3ayal, have a safe flight. Salmy 3ala Bader.”
“Alla ysalmk, byeee.”
“Salaam.”
- 2 weeks later -
Reemas and I were laying on the deck chairs tanning in our chalet. It had been almost two weeks since Sammar’s engagement. It was wonderful. The engagement was held at our house in the ball room we had. The place, decorations, lights and everything was fantabulous. But the pearl of the party was Sammar. She was glowing like a bride, with the most beautiful Anna Sui gown ever. She had been an enchanted princess with big sparkling eyes.
I got up from the deck chair and went and had a dip in the pool.
- Reemas -
I was tanning with Sara. We had gotten up at 6 in the morning, o bl moot gmt! We had spent three days here in the chalet, and we were going back to Do7a tomorrow. My ipod was playing and I was listening to Pink’s, So what. The song gave me alot of energy, and whenever I was down or just simply if I was in my crazy and fun mood I’d listen to it. As the hours passed by Sara and I talked about our usual topics; guys, friends, family and SUMMER. Yes it was finally summer but I still didn’t get the feeling of it. Its weird, though. Its like a big part of me was just set free, and yes I finally felt it.
“Reeeeeeeeeeeemasss! Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemas! Helloooooooo, wainch?”, Sara called out to me.
“Ohhh, sorry I didn’t hear you.”, I said pulling the earplugs out of my ear.
“Let me guess, listening to So What, 9a7?”
“Hehe, ee.”
She knew how I’d daze off into outer space whenever I’d hear this song. I’d start thinking about my future and all sorts of things.
“Yup, I knew. Anyways ta3ly take a dip ma aby y’3ma 3alaich o ana el sabab!”, she siad swimming lap after lap.
“Kany yaya.”
I had this thing, whenever I wanted to swim and water was too COLD, I don’t go down step by step, no, I’d do a canon ball and jump in the water. Haha, from when we learn’t how to swim, the canon ball was a tradition for me and Sara. I remember when we usually got our parents soaked with water when they were lounging by the pool chairs next to us.
“Alright, here I come, 1…2…3…CANON BALL!!!!!”, I said running the distance between the pool and where I was standing.
SSSSSSPPPPPLLLLAAAAASSSSHHH!
“WOW, baal 7ady rasy ga3d ydoor!”, I said as I came out of the water.
“AHAHAHAHHAAH, Reemas! I so miss our canon balls! Remember when we got Baba o 3amy Rashid soaked lama Mama o 5alty Manal went to have a manicure and pedicure?”
“Haha, ee walla the good days, the good old days!”
- Sara -
We kept on talking and talking. We remembered the old days and how good they were, o when nothing was any prior to us unlike now. We grew up and our habits changed with us. Oh well, I guess this is what happens when things change for the better!
We were still in the pool playing volley ball when my phone rang, it was on top of my bag beside the chairs. I quickly got swam back to the end of the pool, got out, dried myself and went to see who was calling.
Incoming call. B <3.
I answered with a split second.
“Alloo.”
“Do you know how your voice makes my stomach flip!?”
“Hehe, no.”
“Well then, it does. Shloonch 7ayati?”
“I’m fine, la7’9a shway, ok babe?”
“Take your time hunn.”
I mouthed to Reemas that I’d be walking down the beach incase she needed me.
“Baby, I’m back.”
“Fdait 9ootch ana. Wlaht 3alaiich, yalla lets meet up, I miss you 7aiil!”
“7abeeby, I miss you too! I’ll be going back tomorrow, so we’ll set up something, don’t worry.”
“Bl salama, 7ayatii.”
“Alla ysalmkk.”
“Ok 3ayal Saroonty, ana ba5aleech o baroo7 anaam, bs 7abaiit asma3 9ootch, tamreeny eb shai?”
“Abad 7abeeby, salamtkk. T9ba7 3ala 5air, o don’t forget, dream about me, hehe.”
“7abeebty, mn gaal, tadreen ina kl layla a7lm feech?”
“Hehe.”
“Ya b3d 3umry inty. Yalla have fun 7abeeby, enzain one last thing?”
“Amrr 7abeeby.”
“May amr 3alaich 3ado baby, enzain aby kiss!”
“Hehe, in7as mub ma36tek.”
“Laishh? Babyyyy pleaseee!”
“No. Yalla babe roo7 naam, 3ashan akml my tanning!”
“Afaa, la hal darajaaa tabeen el fakaa?”
“Bader!”
“3yoona.”
“A7ibkk, hehe.”
“AMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT FEEEEEEEEEECH, WALLLA WALLLA WALLLA!”
I could feel that he was jumping up down as if it was the first time I told him.
“Bye 3umrry.”
“Inty nawya t’9b7eeny wla shnoo?”
“HHAHA Bader, 5alaa9, yalla t9ba7 3ala 5air.”
“Winty mn ahala, haha salaam.”
We both closed and I changed directions and started walking back to chalet. BAAL, I didn’t think that I had walked this far. Hehe, my baby, a7baa. Right now, I honestly can relate to a reckless lover, I really can!
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CRASH!!What the hell?! I got out of my car to see my orange Touareg against a black Mercedes. Oh crap, it wasn’t a serious accident , just a normal, everyday crash. A guy got out of his black Mercedes, and he looked at the damages. His eyes popped out …
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CRASH!!What the hell?! I got out of my car to see my orange Touareg against a black Mercedes. Oh crap, it wasn’t a serious accident , just a normal, everyday crash. A guy got out of his black Mercedes, and he looked at the damages. His eyes popped out …
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This wasn’t like any other day. Yes it was a mess, but as soon as his arms cuddled me I forgot everything. I havn’t felt anything similar to this before. He was the only one that would make me feel full with passion. When I remember his features I get goosebumps, when he hugs me I get butterflies, when he stares at me I feel dizzy. Ohhh, those eyes.. if I could write every word that describes his eyes you won’t know the feeling that I get when I just glance at his eyes. It was so powerful that it can turn frowns into a smile. He turned all of the ugliness in my life into a beautiful picture. The most important thing of a relationship is faith. This is the most difficult step, and it was very simple with him.
I went to my house and saw my mother watching one of her series.
Me: salam 3alaikom ;D
Mama: wa3laikom il salam mama ..
Me: ma 6ila3tay?
Mama: ri7t ma3a 5alatich soog sharg oo yait.
Me: hehe ya7lailkum ;p
Mama: ee ha 3ayal bs intaw ti6le3oon ;p
Me: laaa 6il3aaw istansaw ;p
Mama: inzain, tara bacher bnroo7 il shalay.. zahbay a’3rathich
Me: wa25eeran??
Mama: ee ray7een ashan 7anitich ..
Me: hehe.. kilhom bero7on?
Mama: ee gilt 7ag 5alatich.
Me: okaaay ;D
Mama: bs 5aleeni atabe3 7al’3ity ..
Me: hehe inzain mama ana baroo7 darii
Mama: roo7ay..
I went up to my room and had a shower. I wore my oversized shirt with comfy shorts that I could sleep with. I packed my stuff for the challet and made sure I wasn’t missing anything. I miss the beach.. I love the sea, the atmosphere of bnaider and everything in there. I don’t mind living there instead of here. I dialed Faye’s number to have a smal chit chat and updates about life. She didn’t pick up, but 2 minutes later she called back.
Incoming call faye:
Me: heeeeeey loser
F: heeeey idiot..
Me: shloonich?
F: hmmm..
Me: hehe shfeeeeech?
F: a7is Ahmed ( her brother) is acting weird.
Me: why? what did he do?
F: he was trying to look at my messages and he always says “Faye abii ashoof dgeega shay.. and I tell him “sheno tabee?” ” abii achayik shay itha 3indich nafs il program ily 3indi iya” “Ahmed we have the same phone there isn’t any differences” “oooh 5ala9 5ala9″..
Me: umbaaay you have to be careful, 3ad this is his friend you are talking to.
F: ee madree shaswii..
Me: you have to face him.. I think sooner or later he will find out. I think Ahmed will understand, he will get upset and everything, but ya3nii those are your feelings what should you do? i3aref minich wala i3aref min ’3airich..
F: a5aaaaaaaf..
Me: eee it’s a hard thing to do, bs you have to.
F: ok .. i’ll try.. so what’s up?
Me: imagine he got into a fight with the psycho that I told you about in Sharm.
F: noooooooo waaaaaaaaaay.. what why?
Me: that freak was following us and i told 3abood.. He came for the rescue oo il ’3aleel il adab gam i’3el adaba 3ala 3abood and the fight started..
F: umbaaaaaay is he ok?
Me: eeee. FAAAAAAAAAYE he hugged me
F: wooooooow.. how was it?
Me: hehe
F: haw shfeech?
Me: hehe
F: yanaitay?
Me: eeeeeeeeeeee
F: telll meeeeee..
Me: it was amaaaaaaazing :D
F: I can picture your face..
Me: hahaha..
F: so what are you going to do tomorrow?
Me: goin to the challet..
There was a second call .. it was 3abood..
Me: I’ll call you later 3abood is on the other line.
F: haha ok byee..
Me: bye ..
Phone with 3aboob:
Me: aloo
3: haaaa waiting?
Me: eee
3: meno kintay ga3da itkalmeen?
Me: fayoo
3: aaaah..
Me: 3aboooood
3: 3yoonaaa
Me: bacher bnroo7 il shalay ..
3: hiiiiiyaaaa.
Me: sheno?
3: 9arlii sina abii aroo7 il shalay bs ga3ed ashanich ..
Me: btrooo7 bacher?
3: akeeeeeeed
Me: hehe
3: wain shalaihkom?
Me: bnaider.. u?
3: hmmm.. jlai3a.
Me: 7asaaaafaaa
3: sheno 3abalich bag3ad hnak ana? bayiiii 3indich !
Me: wain tyii ahalii kilhum hnii..
3: a56ifich shway minhum ..
Me: i56ifnii a56if wayhik..
3: ba3aaaaaaaaad.. 7alalich i5thyyy ;p
Me: mashkoor ;p
3: tamreen amer ;p
Me: inzain ana banam now..
3: yal diyay a7ad inam sa3a 10?
Me: ana diyay haa?
3: intay min wain tisme3een? ana ma gilt diyay..
Me: eee ana 9am5a shaswii
3: smella 3alaaaaaaich!
Me: yaaaalaaaaa baroo7 anaaam..
3: inzaaaain weh mat5aleen il wa7ed yithana ..
Me: ashan ma it6aferniii mara thanya..
3: ma 3ash min y6africh
Me: ee gi9 3alai bil 7achii..
3: afaaaaaa al7eeen anaaa..
Me: ee intaaa ;p
3: maku fayda feech ana shakli bagr9ich bacher..
Me: you wish ;p
3: laaa?
Me: hehe joking please don’t do one of your crazy ideas.
3: hmmm..
Me: hmm yourself ana banam hehe ;p
3: inzaaaaain inzaaain namaaay inshalla a6la3 ib a7lamich..
Me: inshalla la2!
3: alla i3eenich bacher..
Me: byyyyyyyyeeeeee
3: hahaha bye ya 7ilwa..
I hung up and went to bed in peace. I had weird dreams as usual, but 3abood wasn’t in those dreams.. I felt that someone was shaking my hands while I was asleep. I woke up terrified.
Emile (my nannie): waaake up jawooona ..
Me: you scared me.. what time is it?
E: 9:30
Me: Emileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee get out its too early.
E: noooo your cousins called they said they will come now to pick you up. You mama went to the shalay.
Me: walaaaaaaaaaain.. ifffff ok.
E: jawoona take me with you.. I like challet.
Me: hehehe gizeeeza Emile mo hayna..
E: what you say?
Me: salamtich.. pack your bag and follow us with the driver.
E: thaaaank you.
Me: hehe habla.. ok 6il3ay I want to change.
E: oqay.
I wore my yellow juicy traning with my black Havaianas flip flops. I tied my hair into a bun with two french braids on the side. I took my bag and went down to eat breakfast while they come. The smell of the chocolate chip pancakes tickled my nose. I was following the direction of the smell. YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUM!! hehe .. The chocolate melted in my mouth , it was like heaven. I ate of it.. zain ma kalait il plate ba3ad hehe.. I heard 6aiba’s car horn and went out. My sister came down with her eyes closed. Meno gal mo tawha ga3da min il noom. We went in and all of my cousins were in the car. It was a long ride. A tahu pops out next to the turn that takes you to bnaider. Nooooo.. nooo not him.. not infront of my cousins. Reem looked at me and smiled. I can tell from her look that she knew it was him. My lips curved into an “O” shape.
Message received:
3abood:
Shfeech mi5tar3a? ;p
Message sent:
roooo7 my cousins are with me.
Message received:
sheno ya3nii bisawooli shay? ee walaaa
Message sent:
mo wagtik rooooooo7..
Message received:
sheno 6ereeeejy hniii..
Message sent:
chathaaaaaab .. ur shalay is in jlai3a ;p
Message received:
rab3ii hniii..
Message sent:
ifff 3alaik
Message received:
mwaaaaaaaah ;**
Message sent:
:@ ;p
He came next to our car and stared. He was at the same speed that 6aiba was going.
Shoug: shfeee hatha? men wain 6ila3?
Sarah: kaifa sh3alaikom mina..
6aiba: wayha mo ’3areeb..
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!
Reem bursted laughing ..
Me: you ass don’t laugh .. I whispered
Reem: sorry bs it’s funny..
Me: i hate you
Reem: no you don’t.
Me: aghhhhhh
We finally reached to our challet. AAAAAAAH I miss the challet.
We went in and immediatly changed to my shorts and top. I applied some sun block and dived into the water. I tanned while my cousins come and ride the jet skis. They all came together and dipped their body into the cold water. The indian guys took the jet skis down the masana.
I took my jet and raced off. The feeling was fascninating. The wind was swift, brushing against my cheeks, the water was flowing so smoothly, I was going so fast that the seas became a neverending journey. I looked at the rear mirrow of the jet and saw a jet that was speeding and jumping up and down with the bumps of the water. I tried to speed, but the other jet was going beyong the normal speed. Suddenly, the yellow jet ski was next to me and there he was my 3abood on the jet .. laaa oo ba3ad his jet yellow my favorite color.. 7eloooooooo am dead ;p He had this huge grin on his face. He makes me laugh. His face was dorky. I wanted to annoy him I didn’t even smile back. I just looked at him and speed up. He came really close that the distance between us could cause an accident. He could jump into my jet ski from how close he was.
Me: 3abooooooood u’r crazy..
3abood: tin7ashaaaaain??
Me: watch your waay..
3abood: mwaaaaaaah..
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