It is shameless of me I know.
I can’t help but giggle as I remember the way other men were attracted to Rakkan. Even when relaxed, he was hung like a horse and the light material of his dishdasha gave anyone a hint of what was beneath. He was in his early thirties and could go [...]

FINAL MINUTESTHEY LEFT IT TO THE FINAL MINUTES!AAH GALBY!I thought it was all over after they started the stoppage time .. Barcelona will be out and i had my heart set on both my teams reaching the final! It didn’t look that way in the end .. Chelsea h…

I know I’ve been so lazy and not updating but things have been hectic in my life. Anyways I would like to ask you guys a question and by guys I think I am talking about (Cupid ;* and Dazzlin’) mostly hehe since you are my only two readers. If you were to marry the [...]

Heeeeey.. shlonkom?? :D ana mo zaina.. lana today was CHAOTIC!!!! I had to do essays, study for my quiz etc.. oo wayed kan mo 5oosh hehe.. fa ya3nee :$ maku post !! bs barage3 7ag ro7i shway bawareekom this funny video ily i keep watching everytime.. some of you yimkin shiftoo bs the ones who didn’t ya3nee lazim itshofoon.. oo ana wayed ga3da agrig il mohim shofooooo ;D
Aalllllllaaaah the feeling of tomorrow is Thursday is AMAZING!!! yala gd nite oo sweet dreams :D

Chaaaaaaaaw ..;**

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1_lSS_VUlU

“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”"Between the optimist and the pessimist, the difference is droll. The optimist sees the doughnut; the pessimist the hole!”“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so…

“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”"Between the optimist and the pessimist, the difference is droll. The optimist sees the doughnut; the pessimist the hole!”“Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so…

Hey readers, it’s up to you, should I continue or do you think this is the end?If I end it, I’ll start another story.However, if you want me to continue it, I’ll try to keep making the story nicer.It’s in your hands.What’s your choice?love you all and …

Hey readers, it’s up to you, should I continue or do you think this is the end?If I end it, I’ll start another story.However, if you want me to continue it, I’ll try to keep making the story nicer.It’s in your hands.What’s your choice?love you all and …

Maya reached the restaurant, parked her car, and entered. As she was just about to ask for the reservation name, she saw him sitting in a cosy square table for two on the right. She saw the man she was going to spend the rest of her life with, the ma…

Maya reached the restaurant, parked her car, and entered. As she was just about to ask for the reservation name, she saw him sitting in a cosy square table for two on the right. She saw the man she was going to spend the rest of her life with, the ma…

I’ve realized I didn’t post for a while, sorry! Here’s this post celebrating my 50th follower Lol. Thank you all :*

PREVIOUSLY;

“Why why can’t you tell me about her why?” I asked angrily “Because .. I just can’t” He looked at me “trust me there’s nothing between us anymore” he whispered

“I dont trust you .. ” I said “I’ve told you that many times.”

“I know” He said “bas hal marah lazem you trust me” “Really?” I asked “I don’t know .. Rashid I don’t want to get hurt .. I’m sorry I need to leave” I smiled weakly. “Thanks” I looked at him and I left.

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- AT UNIVERSITY -

“FAI!!!”

I quickly looked behind “Abdulaziz Esalam 3alaikm” I smiled “What are you doing here?” I asked.

“Hmmmm …. ” He murmured “Kint gabel tee 3shn etchoof Grace but now? wait are you stalking her now?” I joked “Nope” He smiled “I’m stalking someone else now” He laughed.

“Who?” I asked excitedly “You” He whispered. I burst out laughing. “7elwaaaaaa” I highfived him.

“I wasn’t joking” He looked at me seriously.

“I want to talk to you about something” He pulled my hand and took me to some corner.

“You remember when” He said but I cut him off “What’s going on?” I asked “Do you remember when Gracie galat eneh there’s no future for me and Grace?” He asked “Umm yeah?” I said confused.

“But” He said softly “There’s future for you and me, us” He smiled “What?” I gasped “Are you talking about?” I stood paralyzed.

“Fai let’s stop kidding ourselves we have chemistry” He laughed “Haa .. aa ?? but but .. no Rashid” I mumbled.

“I dont want to be the barrier of bad news 7abeebti Fai .. but he told me everything he can’t offer you want you want” He looked to me. ” But me, I can, I’ll wait for you .. I will wallah no matter what .. ” he smiled.

“I .. ” I tried to say something. “I’ll give you everything just say yes” He held my hands “I already talked to my father” he winked.

“Whaaaat?!?!?!” I almost screamed “No no that makes it official” I whispered.

“Well I want it to be official don’t you?” He smiled “I didn’t say yes” I quickly said “9a7 lakin you didn’t say no either .. I think we both know I’m a good catch” He laughed.

“But but Rashid” I quickly uttered ” I can’t!”

“Why?” He asked softly “Because .. because” I hesitantly said “He took away my heart and he isn’t giving it back”

Abdulaziz smiled “I’ll get it back for you” He smiled “Trust me” ..

“Trust me? I’ve heard this before .. from Rashid but I never could trust him .. but with Abdulaziz I feel that I can .. I can trust him” I thought to myself.

“The only obstacle here is Rashid but he’ll get over it ..” Abdulaziz said “Huh?” I asked “Choofy maba a3athibch or something but Rashid only likes you because .. he sees Alya in you” He said softly.

“What?!” I gasped. I was absolutely shocked and disappointed. “oh my god it makes sense he said that before that I remind him of .. of someone!“

“Think about it .. our engagement okay?” Abdulaziz smiled widely, patted my head and left me by myself with my crazy thoughts.

Is he serious?
Can I leave Rashid for him?
But I .. I .. L .. Rashid I do .. I won’t leave him for Abdulaziz so suddenly.
How can Abdulaziz do this to Rashid? What’s going on?

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Stay Tuned,

A Lover in Dubai ..

A few days passed and thankfuly I didn’t hear from Fahad. I haven’t even seen him around the house checking ont he work. It was like he vanished into thin air. I just hope he wasn’t hurt. What? No… wait. Why should I even bother to care if he was hurt right? I’m a married women. I have a husband .. although he hits me that’s no excuse for me to go around kissing other men. Im a one women man.

I didn’t make a mistake. I didn’t lead him on in any way, I was straight with him the whole night. He knew I was married yet he still managed to ignore that fact and make a move. He’s the one who should be ashamed not me.

Today Jimmy was going to finaly call Yasmeen. And by finaly I mean FINALY. He panicked and bailed when he was supposed to call her. Plus he didn’t even see her that weekend. Poor poor Jimmy. I mean how could this 17 year old girl have such an effect on him?

*Dialing Youmi*

Yasmeen: What?

Jamal: Umm.. Hi Youmi…

Yasmeen: Hi huh? Now?

Jamal: I can explain..

Yasmeen: Save it, it’s been 3 days wallah 7aram 3leek.

Jamal: Please hear me out and then make your decision.

Yasmeen: Fine yallah let’s hear it.

Jamal: I was going to call wallah, don’t think I forgot. It’s all I could think about ever since out chat on msn. I was so happy but then when the time came I just got nervous and freaked out.

Yasmeen: Why did you get nervous?

Jamal: Ya yasmeen yes we have been friends for a year but I never actualy got your number or hung out with you except at school. So this whole thing is new to me. I didn’t wanna make a fool of myself.

Yasmeen: You could never embaress yourself infront of me Jimmy.

Jamal: So are you still mad at me?

Yasmeen: The problem is your just too cute !

Jamal: Haha inti il cute ya a7la youmi !

Yasmeen: Haha, so will I see you today?

Jamal: Uh… did we make plans?

Yasmeen: No, but I’m making them now.

Jamal: Ok then.

Yasmeen: So I’ll meet you at Pearls ?

Jamal: Yeah at 8.

Yasmeen: Can’t wait !

Well atleast things are going perfect with one of us. It was M7sins birthday today, and as much as I hate saying this bs abadan ma kam leya 5ulg. But I had to present my self better tonight. Maybe if I got him te best gift and spoiled him he would see how wrong he was to hit me and that maybe he’d stop. Well it’s worth a shot. Right now I’ll grab anything that flys my way.


So I went and got him the new Rolex watch. It was pretty expensive but I knew he’d want it. He loves watches. He had this special drawer filled with watches. All the fancy designer brands. He had over 30 watches in that drawer. His little collection. I found it kinda spoilish. I think it would bring a smile to his face, another watch being added to his collection.

M7sin was working late at the office so I had some time to prepare dinner. He loves italina food and so do I so made him three diffirent types of pasta. I prepared the table and placed the gift on his plate like it was a starter hehe.

He finaly arrived about an hour later….

M7sin: Noura?

Noura: 7beeby I’m in the dining room.

M7sin: What is all this?

Noura: Happy Birthday, come sit down.

M7sin: Ya rabi ya Noura..

Noura: 7beeby whats wrong? I made Italian. Look over at your plate.

M7sin: NOURA MA 3NDI W8T !!

Noura: *eyes watering* M7sin… I did all this for you…. I wanna be with you on your birthday.

M7sin: MA 3NDI W8T MA TIFHAMEEEN SHAY !!! I JUST GOT BACK FROM WORK AND IM EXHAUSTED !!

Noura: Well this is a way for you to unwind…. Please have dinner with me.

M7sin: Uffffff !! Get out of my way !!

He pushed me aside and stomped him way up to the bedroom. Once he slammed the door I bawled into the tears. I blew out the candels and shut off the lights. I didn’t even bother to clean up the food. I just went and sat by the window and cried.

How could he do this to me? Ok fine, the hitting I guess I got used to them by now, but not appreciating that I wanted to celebrate his birthday with him. I slaved for five hours making the perfect meal. I shopped for which seemed like a lifetime.

*Incoming Call: 050******* (M7sin’s mobile next to his car keys by the door)

Noura: Huh?………. Aloo ?

—: 7beeby your forgot your sunglasses.

6oooo6 6oooo6 6ooooo6…. I hung up.

Yes my blog is up but no stories just wanted to have it up for those of you who might have missed out on reading some parts ;D

و يمكن يكون بعد أول بوست أكتبه بالعربي و إحتمال آخر بوست. لكن للضرورة أحكام.
كنت السنة ناوية إني ما أصوت حق و لا قطو بصراحة، أروح و أوقف و حر و زحمة و هواش و طق كأنه مقصف أولى إبتدائي! و الحمد لله أنه أخوي مجنون الإنتخابات مسافر السنة لأنه ما يبقى وحدة مو مصوتة قاعدة في بيتهم [...]

I wanted to tell you about my lover. Well, he was my past lover you see. Not in the present tense. He was not past perfect either.
He used to be a past perfect continuous kind of lover, with me not being able to forget him. He then dwindled into a past perfect only memory, and [...]

This post is not only dedicated to Gutter Flower; it was written for her altogether.-I kept my end of the deal…now its time to keep yours ;Pp-For the sake of the exams and presentations I have, and for the sake of this extra extra extra long post i m…

This post is not only dedicated to Gutter Flower; it was written for her altogether.-I kept my end of the deal…now its time to keep yours ;Pp-For the sake of the exams and presentations I have, and for the sake of this extra extra extra long post i m…

Hey you guys ! I feel like it’s been such a long time since I’ve posted anything .. w I just want to thank all of the people who have been commenting ! I love you all ;*This post is dedicated to my friend Mimil .. I hope you like it :DOh, one last thi…

Heeeeeey.. my cousin told me aboout this song and I just heard it. To summerize it .. AMAZING.. 6ab3an I have to share it with you fa sim3oooohaaa now pleeeeeeease!! ;D and who sings it?? Ciara ft Enrique… YES YES :O

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w55Nib4uf1U

-Ugh! i hate being sick!!! I now what your thinking, and no its not the swine flu.-Finals are closer than they appear. YAY! bi3daiin HEELLOOO SUMMEEERRR(H)!-Its may, how come its not hot outside?-My heart aches for him. Minzimaan ma shift the hot dude …

- Sara -

** Beep Beep **

** Beep Beep **

It was my alarm. Gosh, how I wanted to sleep some more, but unfortunately, I couldn’t. It was 05:00 a.m. in the morning, the sun already shinig. I miss the winter days, and only for one reason. The sun couldn’t come up unitl 06:00 a.m. Do7a time, but I was in Dubai so 07:00 a.m. I liked it that way, I liked the darkness in the sky, but not the night darkness, no I mean the morning darkness.

I took my iPhone, slid the lock and the phone went silent. I got up from bed, turned the light on my night stand on and went over to Reemas’s room. I went out the door, made my way down the corridor and knocked on her door.

** Knock Knock **

**Knock Knock **

“Shoo mn 9baa7 Alla 5air?”, came in Reemas’s sleepy voice from behind the door.

“Ad5ll?”, I asked her struggling to keep my eyes open.

“Haiii, o mn mita ts2aleen ummy?”, she said as I opened the door, threw myself on the bed and laid beside her.

“Uffff, sktyy ady feeny noom! How are you this morning?”, I asked her closing my eyes.

“Anything BUT relaxed. Saraaa tarany feeny nooom, aba naaaaam!”, she said in her baby-like voice.

“So do I, bs yalla 5al njhaz w inroo7 el m6aar, we’ll have breakfast eb Costa, yalla!”, I said getting up and pulling her with me, but she wouldn’t move.

“5 more minutes, pleeeeeease!”, she said covering her head with a pillow.

“No, wla 7ata a second. Yallaaaa!”, I said getting up and opening the cutains to the big glass windows.

“I hate you.”, she said pouting.

“Shda3waa hunn, matadreen, I love you hahahah!”

After making sure that she got up and went to the bathroom, I headed back to my own room. I opened the curtains and closed the lamp. AAAAh, just seeing the morning sun and I’ll feel all better. My favourite part of the day was morning. It was so beautiful and well…morning? Hehe.

Back to where we were, after closing the lamp on the night stand I went to the bathroom. I turned the hot tap on and took off my pj’s. As soon as I got under the water I felt my muscles relax and my body losen up. However, the warm water made me even more sleepy. I took a bath, washed up, brushed my teeth, twa’9ait and wore my green Juicy Velour tracksuit and prayed the morning prayers. When I finished praying I got up and took the Quran and continued from where I had stopped the day before. Half an hour later I was done and went over Reemas.

She was straighting her hair. I loved her, it was amazing Mashalla. O a7la shay laman she straightens it, she has this glossy, classy look. Mashalla tabark al ra7maan.

” Umm, 5bry ena 3abdalla is going to pick up Bader, mo inty”, I teased her.

“Shoo…uhhh…laa….bss….SARAAA! Moo wagtch abad!”, she said pouting. Ok so let me tell you something about her, she’s a major POUTER! Bs totally cute!

“Hahaha 7abeebty, its ok. Shay 6abee3i believe me, 7ada 7ada cool. 3ayal ana, awal ayami m3 Bader ela ela I look perfect!…between babes bagoolich shay, don’t sweat it Mashalla 3alaich you’re pretty however you look, you know that right?”, I said as I sat on the couch.

“AAAAw Saraaa thanks a bunch babeeee, inty el prettiness kila walla. So ma ra7 tjhzeen?”, she asked me finishing with her hair and straightening a few strands of hair.

“Yalla ummm I’ll be done in an hour, call me if you need anything.”

I went down the corridor and into the living room. I checked the time it was 05:50 a.m. I went up to our small kitchenette and poured myself a glass of milk and sat at the counter. I was thinking about Bader. I’ve been blessed by having this amazing guy in my life. I sat there for a few more minutes and then left to go to my room.

I had already picked out what I was going to wear the night before. I had settled with my Banana Republic skinny fits, white tank top and my purple cardigan. I also was going to wear my black Gucci pumps and my black LV bag.

I started getting ready and applied my make up. I went with the usual; foundation, bronzer, liquid eyeliner, and mascara. The only thing I changed was that I applied my cherry Labello chapstick. After finishing off the final touches of my make up I started getting dressed. Half an hour later I was done.


I had finished earlier than I thought, and so I went to the living room to wait for Reemas. I went on and sat on the big comfy sofa in front of the flat screen tv and switched it on. I was flipping aimlessly through the channels when I hear my mobile ring. I jump up of the sofa and walk as fast as I could knowing it’ll be no other than…BADER <3


“Hello.”


“Good morning, Miss Sara.”


“Good morning to you too, Lorenzo. How are you?”


“I’m fine, thank you. How are you this morning?”


“Good. So you’ll be picking us up?”


“Yes and I’ll be there in 5 to 10 minutes. I’m on my way.”


“Ok then. I’ll see you in a few. Bye.”


“Bye.”


I hang up and put on my 3abaya, grab my bag and do a quick last time check. Yup, everything was fine. I closed the lights of my room and went over to Reemas. She was wearing her 3abaya when I got to her room.


Before going out we all checked for the last time if everything was with us. As we got out I took the keys of the appartment and locked the door, closing everything behind me before we left. Lorenzo came up to take the luggage, and off we went.


Meanwhile…


“5ala9, kl shay mawjood?”, 3abdalla asked Bader as they got into Bader’s 2010 E-Class Coupe.


“Yeah, namshy?”, replied Bader putting on his seat belt.


“Yalla. Ok, you called the girls?”, he asked driving away to DXB.


“I will now. La7’9aa bss…”


Bader got out his mobile and pressed speed dial. It wasn’t until after the third ring that Sara answered.


“9abaa7 el 5aiir.”, came in that sweet, soft voice. I love this girl.


“9abaa7 el noor 7abeebty, Sh5barich?”


“Fine that is, b3d ma sma3t 9ootk, inta shlonk?”


“7ayatyy inty, ha wainkum.”


“Bl sayara m3 el sayig, umm yalla 7abeeby I have to go bakalmk when I get there. Bye.”


“Ok 7abeebty, yalla bye.”


“Ha wainhumm?”, asked 3abdalla.


“Bl 6reej, ray7een el mu6ar.”


“Ee 7iloo yalla Inshalla nt9adaf feehum.”


Ufff al 7een aby as2la bs shloon 3aad?


“3abood…”


“Halla, shfeek?”


“Do you mind if I ask you something?”


“Akeed, y3ni ma la da3y ts2al, yalla gool?”


“Amss…wain r7t lain Reemas gamatt?”


SHIT! Inshalla ma y’9ba7nyy bs!


“Uhh…8ltlkk…knt bl 7amaam o 9damt eb Laith…o bs. Why?”, he was looking out of the window.


“3baiiidan, gool, yalla!”


“Y3nii, shoof ana bagolk, t’9krr my ex ely 8ltlk 3anha? Ely kint aby a56bha. Bs…things happened. Do you?”


Laykoon? No way? MN 9JAAA HATHAA!


“3abdalla, laykoon…Reemas?”


My eyes widened.


“Ee ya Bader, Reemas.”


“La7’9aa ubooy, wainy ana? Shly ‘bs…things happened’ ?”


He told me the story mn el awal lain el a5rr. Mskeena Reemas, poor thing, she didn’t deserve it wala bit.


“Bs now y3ni you’re back on?”, I asked still not believing what I heard.


“Yeah…”


“3abdalla, if you’re going to do that again, 5al el bnt bl 7alhaa yubba walla ma tstahal.”


“Bader, efhamnyy, walla I love her, I’ve always did. Even when we weren’t together. Bader a7ibhaa, a7ibhaa!”


“You really do, I can see it in your eyes. Bs shoof bagolk shay, take care of her.”


“Ee walla I will. Int ma tadry ams shloon knt 6ayr mn el far7a. Bader, when I first saw her, I thought my prayers were answered. And now I’m sure ena they were. Bader, mn ams ana ma nmt mn kthr ma I’m happy. I haven’t been this happy in two years. In TWO YEARS Bader! Mo bs chii I’m ecstatic b3d!”


“Yubba, go get her heart. Alla ywafgkum.”


“Inshalla. Inshalla.”


Minutes later we arrived at DXB and I texted Saroonty.


1 outgoing message. My Baby ;*.


7abeebty, wainkum?
A7ibch <3


07:30 a.m.

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1 recieved message. My Baby ;*.


Turn around ;)


07:32 a.m.

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I turn around to see her standing there with her breathtaking smile dazzling me like always. Ya 7luhaa.


“Miss me?”, said that innocent voice.


“More than you think.”


I couldn’t hug her here, jdam el 3alam. 7aram, a5r shay bs a5ys sm3at el bnt. Bnt ely a7ibha wa moot feeha. El bnt el aby atzawajhaa. El bnt ely aby a9ab7 eb wayha kl yoom eb 7ayaty for the rest of my life. El bnt ely btraby 3yalyy.


“Hey, stop oogling o yalla, tell me sh5bark?”


“You look beautiful. You know something?”


“Nope, what?”


“You know that you dazzel me with your beauty every single day. You get more beautiful by the minute.” I had to get that out.


“Haaaay, tarak you’re making me blush. Hehe, adry. 8ltlkk, I’ve put a spell on you.”, she said while winking at me.


We kept on talking for a while until Reemas and 3abdalla came. Oh yeah did I mention that when the girls first came in, we said our hello’s and then 3abdalla and Reemas left for some ‘Privacy’. Ha! Well yeah they did.


After they came back, salamna 3ala 3abdalla o we all left to go check in. We passed passport control and finally entered Dubais Duty Free. We all went and had some breakfast at costa and then checked in at the first class lounge.


“Umm, ana baroo7 el 7amaam o barj3.”


Sara got up from her chair and made her way to the restroom. Reemas and I sat on the chairs.


“Reemas…”


“Halla Bader.”


“I’m going to tell you something bs bs ytm bainatna, ok?”


“You have my word. Spill.”


“I’m going to propose.Bs…”


Her eyes lit up with excitement and her lips curved up into a smile.


“Bader, that’s so sweet walla. OMG 7adhaa she’ll be happy. Enzain when? Where? Did you but the ring?”


“Shway shway, oh 5ala9 yalla lets change the topic here she comes.”


“Listen 3ad bakaml m3aak b3dain.”


“Bader, mita el boarding?”, said Reemas as Sara approached us.


“09:15 a.m., laiish?”


“Perfect.”, she turned around to Sara, “lets go do some shopping ta7at. I want the red YSL lip stick I was telling you about.


“Sure lets go. Bader, you’re welcome to tag along if you want.”, she asked with a cheeky smile. AAAA5 fdaiit hal smile ana, o hal cheeck that I so want to squeeze, o those lips…

“La please ay shay bs shopping for make up, hay the only girl language ely ma afhamhaa. La bag3d hnii abraklyy. Bs lat2a5roon, I’ll give you call when its time for boarding.”


“Bye 7abeeby, don’t worry. We won’t take that long.”


After they left, I sat there thinking about how and where I’m going to propose, but I was absoulutely sure about one thing, the ‘When’ part. I’m going to propose soon. Soon Inshalla, soon.

Dedicated to love ;**

7beebty please don’t go. Wallah mafi shay ismah blog mn ’3erik !! :”’(

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After that humiliating incident I got up from the table and stormed out. I managed to actualy find a taxi at 11:00. Got in and went to my parents house. It was late, well to my parents atleast. During this time they would be sitting in the living room watching the news. I rang the doorbell and they opend up with a confused look on their faces.

Mother: 7beebty Noura what are you doing here?

Noura: Hala mama *kiss* wallah sorry but I was alone in the house so I decided to drop by.

Mother: Nawarti el beit.

Father: Nouni I’m sorry sweetie bs I have to sleep.

Noura: La baba please taw jeet !

Father: 7beebty you know I would love to bs they want to me come in a bit earlier tommorow.

Noura: Oh ok well your off the hook this time *teasing*

Father: Haha yallah 7beebty good night. *kiss*

Noura: Where are the guys?

Mother: Jamal is upstairs doing god knows what on is laptop. Why did you have to bring him a laptop it’s all he ever uses.

Noura: Ya mama haw! He’s 17.

Mother: Mmm hmm…

Noura: Whatever. And Yasser ?

Mother: He went out with some friends he should be back soon.

Noura: 6yb ana broo7 a83ad m3 Jimmy shway o arja3lik.

Knock Knock !!

Jamal: Yeah?

Noura: Helooooo !!

Jamal: Nouni *kiss*

Noura: Hey Jimmy whats up?

Jamal: Laptop.

Noura: Ok now seriously what do you on that thing ?

Jamal: Chatting…

Noura: Or your ….

Jamal: OH NO!! W33333 YA NOURA ALLAH Y8RAFIK!

Noura: Haha well then why are you always on it. I can’t think of any other reason.

Jamal: Promise me you won’t laugh ?

Noura: Wa3ad.

Jamal: Well I’ve been too scared to ask Yasmeen for her number so we just talk on msn.

Noura: Jimmy.. C’mon how scary is it to ask a girl for her number? Your such a coward.

Jamal: L2 ya Noura what if she doesn’t wanna give it to me?

Noura: You ideot, she likes you and you like her, so why would she refuse ?

Jamal: Mdri bs it’s..

Noura: Move over let me see.

Jamal: L2 please Nouni don’t read !!

Noura: O99 !!

J-Man says:

So how was your quiz ?

Youmi says:

It was ok I guess.. but there was this one creep trying to copy off my answers LOL :P

J-Man says:

Oh… good that he didn’t.

Youmi says:

So what do you have planned for the weekend?

J-Man says:

Wallah I dunno yet you ?

J-Man says:

Yasmeen you there ?

J-Man says:

NUDGE !

Youmi says:

Oh hey sorry my mom called.

J-Man says:

Oh ok.

Noura: ARE YOU FREAKIN KIDDING ME !!

Jamal: Shhhhhhhh!! Mama will hear you !

Noura: Jimmy she’s practicly throwing herselt at you. And your acting as if you dont care. Keif knto inshallah bl ma63am ??

Jamal: Ummmm….

Noura: Oh my god give me the laptop.

Jamal: Now what are you doing?

Noura: You’ll see …

J-Man says:

Hey Youmi, sorry about before it’s just that my sis was in the room so I was kinda distracted. Anyways this weekend I would love to see you.

Youmi says:

Ok great !!

J-Man says:

Hey mind if I ask you to do something for me?

Youmi says:

Sure.

J-Man says:

Could you give me your number ? :)

Youmi says:

I thought you’d never ask. 050******* ;)

J-Man says:

Thanks. I’ve got to go now, but I’ll definitley call you tommorow.

Youmi says:

Can’t wait :D

Noura: Now that’s how it’s done!

Jamal: What do I do now?

Noura: You save the number dumbo and call her tommorow. Don’t call her too late or too early. Same thing with the chats. Don’t ask why just listen.

Jamal: Thank’s Nouni.

Noura: A.T

Jamal: Please don’t speak msn.

Noura: Heeeeeey!! I had msn back in my days too you know.

Jamal: Whatever.

Noura: Haha 6yb yallah go to bed it’s late plus you have school.

Jamal: Night sis.

Noura: See ya’ Jimmy.

I walked downstairs laughing so hard I nearly tumbled down. I walked into the living room and saw my mom drinking some hot milk. We sat for about a half hour and chatted up about everything…well not everything. Once again…. faking it all.

Mother: 7beebty it’s 12:30. Dont you think you should be going home?

Noura: La ya mama please ab’3a anam 3ndk elyoum.

Mother: Allah y7ayeki bs M7sin?

Noura: *sigh*

Yasser: Hala ib a7la o5t bl dinya!

Noura: Haha your only sister!!

Yasser: T3ali give me a kiss.

Noura: Where were you this whole time.

Yasser: We went over to 7asan’s house after the match.

Noura: What match?

Yasser: Barcelona.

Noura: Damn I missed it !

Mother: O5tk bitnam 3ndena elyoum.

Yasser: Wa a5eeran !

Mother: So I’m gussing you two will have an all nighter ?

Noura/Yasser: Yup!

Mother: Haha allah y5alekm leh.

Noura: Ameen inshallah.

Mother: Do you guys want something before I got o bed ?

Yasser: Yuma bs shahi a5thar.

Mother: 7ather 7beeby.

Ding-Dong !!

Who could be coming over to my parents house at this late hour? My heart started racing the minute I heard the bell. I had a feeling… no I knew it was him. It had to be. I mean obviously it took him this long because he went back to the house, and had no other option but to come over here.

Yasser and I walked to the door. I wanted to grab his hand away from the handel but I couldn’t. My hands were shaking. I dont know why but I just had this idea in my head that M7sin would grab me and throw me into the car.

Yasser: Hala M7sin.

M7sin: Ahleen keif il 7al ?

Yasser: 3ayesh walla int ?

M7sin: Good, just came to pick up my wife. Yallah 7beebty nmshe.

Noura: No.

M7sin: Noura 7beebty t2a5ar il w8t yallah.

Noura: I said no.

I talked to him with the calmest voice I had. I tried to controle my myself…. but not for long.

M7sin: 7beebty you can come back tommorow.

Noura: I SAID NO!! STOP CALLING ME 7BEEBTIK!! I’M STAYING HERE TONIGHT!! NOW GET THE HELL OUT!!

Mother: Bismilah wsh feekom !!

Noura: Nothing mama. Now I said leave.

M7sin: 7ather 7beebty. Yallah inshallah ashfk bkrah. Good night.

The very second he walked out I slammed the door so hard I was surprised the windows didn’t break.

Mother: 7beebty…. Nouni… are you ok ?

I ignored my mother and ran upstairs to my room. I closed the door behind me and started crying on my bed. How could he come to my parents house and act like nothing happend? He practicley told his friend that I was a whore and he excepts me to just forget that. Even if it was a joke it certainly wasn’t funny nor should it be used.


Yasser came up to me and sat by me. Ofcourse my mother sent him up to do some detective work.

Noura: Please go away… *sobbing*

Yasser: Nouni wsh feeki fj2a you turned upside down?

Noura: I don’t wanna talk about it please just leave me alone.

Yasser: Gomi.. t3ali.

Yasser lifted me up and put me aside next to him. He pulled me closer to him and just hugged me. Whispering shhh’s to me. Tring to leep me calm and collected. He was always good at those things. He knew everything about me. The way I was close with him was undescribable

Noura: I wanna stay here…

Yasser: You know you can’t do that. You have your own home now.

Noura: I know but….. I miss you…. I miss all of you.

Yasser: Isma3eny… try and get some rest now and remember tommorow’s a bright new day.

Noura: Yeah your right…

Yasser: Good night Nouni.

Noura: I love you.

Yasser: Ana akthar.

Before Yasser shut the door he said one more thing to me which kind of gave me goosbumps.

Yasser: I don’t want to pressure you. But whenever you want to tell me, know I’ll be here. I hate seeing you like this.

After he left he went downstairs to my mother who was waiting anxiously. No, he didn’t rat me out but instead covered for me saying that me and M7sin had a small fight about something pointless. Although he made me look like a fool it was better than the truth.

The next morning I woke up to find myself on the floor. I kept tossing and turning all night. How did I not wake up from the fall ? My eyes were red and I looked so pale not even my bronze powder could save me. I brushed my teeth and headed down to breakfast.

I felt like I was a teenager again. My dad had already gone to work so it was just my mom and brothers at the table. I miss those days…

Mother: Aha jat il 7lwa.. keifik elyoum?

Noura: A7san shway.

Yasser: Smile for me *whispering*

Jamal: Bismilah someone’s happy.

Noura: Haha yup! *poking Yasser*

Mother: 7beebty Fahad called a few days ago for you.

Noura: Me? Why?

Mother: I forgot to tell you, but he just wanted to say hello.

Noura: Oh, well If I see him at the house I’ll let him know I got the message… Mmm speaking of which can one of you guys drop me off ?

Yasser: Yeah I’ve got to go to the gym anyways so yallah.

Noura: Bye guys love you !!

The whole ride over was in total silence. We didn’t speak a word. I knew he wanted me to open up but I just couldn’t. He would be so furious he’d probabley shoot M7sin. Yasser was always overprotective of me, not to the extreme but to the level of love. I felt so sad and guilty. I wanted to tell him to pull over. I wanted to burry myself in his chest and just cry and let it all out. I wanted to tell the truth. I’ve never lied to him or to anyone in my entire life. But now M7sin’s making me lie to the people I love. How can he have such an effect on me? I was blinded by love. Yes, the fold just came off and now things are clear.


Yasser kissed me and drove off.

I walked in to find M7sin infront of my face. He looked .. I can’t believe I’m actualy gone say this, but happy to see me.

M7sin: 7beebty I missed you. *kiss*

Noura: Well, glad to know you missed your little whore.

M7sin: Baby I know, I was way out of line. I messed up and what I said… wow I can’t even believe it. I wish I could take it back I really do. What can I do ? You name it, anything.

Noura: You can give me my life back. First by letting me pass.

Fj2a I heard Fahad’s voice. I went on up to the third floor and stood by him watching the workers do their thing.

Fahad: What do you think?

Noura: It’s really starting to come together.

Fahad: Yeah only a few more weeks and were all done.

Noura: Yeah……. great.

Fahad: You ok? You don’t seem yourself.

Noura: And how would you know ?

Fahad: Trust me I know you.

Noura: Oh really ?

Fahad: Yup.

Noura: Anyways when are you guys gonna finish up today ?

Fahad: Oh sorry if you want us to leave we could.

Noura: Oh no no no !! I just wanted to know.

Fahad: Well two hours max.

Noura: Oh ok.

Fahad: Oh my god Noura !!

Noura: WHAT !

Fahad: You have a bruise on your arm.

Noura: Oh … that. I fell.

Fahad: It must have been a pretty bad fall for it to be looking like that. Did you go to the hospital?

Noura: No need I’m fine really.

Fahad: Noura you have to get this checked out please. How long has it been like this ?

Noura: About a week.

Fahad: A small fall would never cause this. Let M7sin take you.

Noura: M7sin’s busy so I’ll just go by myself later tonight at like 9 or something.

Fahad: E please do.

Fahad left. M7sin was watching tv. And I was upstairs trying to figuir out a way to get out of the house. I knew if I told him I was going to the hospital he would refuse. So I wore my pink juicy tracks and went to him.

I asked him if I could go take a jog and surprisingly he approved. He smiled at me and asked for a kiss before I left.

What is this? Is this my M7sin? Is he back? Oh please let it be for good.

I arrived at the hospital to find Fahad standing there at the enterance. I was shocked, I never expected to find him here. I knew he wanted me to go check my arm out but coming with me?

Noura: What are you doing here?

Fahad: I had to make sure you were ok.

Noura: Fahad I’m fine now please leave I can take care of myself.

Fahad: I wanna come in with you.

Noura: Are you crazy they know me here. If they see you they might tell my husband.

Fahad: Well I’m related to you so 3adi. Why would they tell your husband that a relative came with you.

Noura: Ugh! Fine yallah.

We got into the doctors office and sat down. He lifted my sleeve up and examined my arm. He said that it looks bad, like real bad and that I needed an X-Ray. After a few minutes he came back to me with the results. He informed me that I broke my arm. That the bones were badly damaged and bruised. He warned me that if I had came in any later it would have worse and probabley I would need surgery.

I will never forget the day he did that to me. It was about two days agp when I was washing the dishes in the sink that he walked in and started yelling. He was yelling about me being too slow with washing the dishes and how lazy I was.

Well that day he had five of his friends over and I had to make him lunch. How many dishes and silverware would I have to wash ? C’MON !!

I broke my arm. Now have a cast. Can’t hide it.

M7sin will see it. He will yell. He will probabley damage my other arm to make it even.

Fahad was in utter shock the whole time. His eyes widend with every word the doctor had said. How would I explain this to him?

He dropped me off home and walked me to the gate. I couldn’t have him near the house, M7sin would flip.

Fahad: Please take care of yourself.

Noura: I will don’t worry about me.

Fahad: But can’t help buty worry ya Noura.

Noura: Why?

Fahad: Because…

He cut off his words and leaned in and planted a gentle soft kiss on my lips. Nothing too serious or aggresive. Just a warm nice kiss. The kind of kiss that would wrap up a day.

I backed away quickley and opend the gate and turned back to look at him one more time.

Noura: What are you doing? No… I’m sorry but… No…..