They piled the orders on our table, and we started to munch like we haven’t ate in years, the water was still dripping from my hair and the smell of the sea overwhelmed our table, we laughed on how disgusted other people might be from us, making up b…

heey.. missed you! I know I’ve been a bad blogger. I’m not feeling well this week. I didn’t pass the test. I ran out of ideas but i’ll try to write what ever I could. luv u ;**

The sound of the jet was coming closer to us. 3abood tried to look at the guy, but he failed. The water was splashing all over her to the point that we couldn’t see him. I wanted to get on my jet and speed. I didn’t want to look wrong with him alone in the middle of the sea. Finally 3abood noticed this guy and said : ooh hatha Mi7sinoo refeejy.

Me: 3abood layshofnii .. lazim I leave .

3abood: lat5afeen ana at9araf.

I peeked from behind the jet ski to see Mi7sen. But i wish that I didn’t do that. My heart like literally stopped.

Me: 3aboooooooooooooood shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit that’s my cousin!!!!!

3abood: meno mi7sinoo??

Me: eeeeeee 3aboooood eeee!!

3abood: aaah!!laaaaish ya raaabiiii ana sheno sawaitlik?

Me: 3abood bser3a sheno insawiii?

3abood: gitlich ana at9araf.. 5aleech 3adii kahu ya!

Even the fishes could hear my heart beats. Why did he have to interrupt our moment why? At this moment I wanted anyone to see us, but not him. Not the jerk that fools around and doesn’t care about feelings. I feel sorry for 3abood, he comes out from a problem and another one pops out. IFFF I LOVE HIM!! Mi7sen parked the jet and jumped off.

Mi7sen: haaa 3aboood 3asa mashar.

3abood: ma shar, bs wana ga3da asoog il jet shift jet wagef oo sa3adtha.

Me: mi7sen? alla yabek ta3al sa3ednii..

Mi7sen was shocked when he saw me. He was quite and looked at both of us. He knew that there was something fishy over here. I could feel it from the look that he gave us.

Mi7sen: shfee jet ski malich?

Me: madree faj2a 9aar ba6ee2 oo wigaf 3alai.

Mi7sen: 3baid shfee jet ski malha?

3abood: bs gi9ai3 ( seaweed) kan da5el il makeena.. shilta laha.

Mi7sen: aha.. Jawa ro7ay shalaihkum

LAAAAAAAAA2!! Mabiii a5alee bro7a wiyak .. malat 3alaik roo7 shtabii int?? shaku yay ?? wai3 i hate u i hate u i hate u!! laaa2 oo malat 3alaik shak feena .. waaii3 ba6 chabdy!

I hopped on my jet and went away from them. I was just praying from 3abood all the way to our challet. I saw my cousins tanning. My sister was sayin “wainich” with her hands. I parked my jet and jumped off.

Me: hii

Sarah: intay wainich?

Me: ri7t 7ag my friend.

Sarah: inzain golay ga3dna in7ateech..

Me: ee imbayen ;p

They all giggled .. I was heading to our challet.

Reem: Jooj wain ray7a?

Me: da5el .. i need water.

Reem sensed that something was up. She came after me.

Reem: hay hay shfeech?

Me: i was with 3abood..

Reem: and?

Me: mi7sen saw us together in the middle of the sea.

Reem: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! NOO WAY!!

Me: yes way!

Reem: inzain details ish9ar?

Me: t5yalay 3abood told him that there he saw my jet parked in middle of no where so he stopped to help. He told him that seaweed wad inside the makeena.

Reem: oo what did Mi7sen say?

Me: he gave us “the look” and told me to leave.

Reem: alla yaster. waai3 inarfiz!

Me: 7adaa .. maskeen 3abood kasir 5a6ry.

Reem: eeee ma tihana.. send him a message.

Me: ya I know I will..

Reem: inzain yalla come outside tan with us. Tara everyone is saying that you changed lately.

Me: walaaain ..

Reem: ya so act normal.. like the old Jawa.

Me: haha ya3nee what nothing changed except that I have someone in my life.

Reem: ya and this changed you.

Me: is it a bad thing?

Reem: mm.. no, but we missed you.

Me: aaaaaw!!! Reemo don’t say that as if I abandon you.

Reem: haha inzain bs siktay wi9alna ;p remember.. old jawa

Me: hehe ok ok ;p

We sat on the boiling sand and chit chatted like old days. The sun started to fade and we went inside to shower and everything. I checked my phone and had 3 missed calls from 3abood and 1 from Mi7sen. UH-OH!!!

I walked to Reem’s challet walking with the water dripping all over. Our challet was in a circle with my cousins. aunts, and uncles all around. I went inside and yelled: Reeeeeeemoooo!!

6aiba: she’s showering jooj.. sheno tabeen?

Me: la 5ala9 itha 5ali9at let her come.

6aiba: okaay!

I went back to my challet and locked my self in my room. I called 3abood, but he didn’t answer. I started to get nervous. Three missed calls it was obvious that something happened. I left my phone on my bed and went to the bathroom. I took a long hot shower without any interruption. It took me half an hour and I don’t ususaly take this long to shower. I went out and had my self wrapped with a short white towel. I checked if my phone if he called back, but he didn’t. I had a message from Mi7sen saying: call me. I couldn’t wait for what he had to say so I called him.

Calling Mi7sen:

Mi7sen: aloo

Me: ha mi7sen?

Mi7sen: jawa bakalmich.

Me: laish?

Mi7sen: intay ta3alay shalaihna oo agoolich.

Me: ok what time?

Mi7sen: now.

Me: inzain abadel oo ayii.

Mi7sen: wala agoolich la tyeen shalaihna.. let’s go to somewhere else.

Me: mi7sen mala da3ii wain inroo7?

Mi7sen: I’ll meet you 3al ba7ar.. I’m waiting.

Me: ok.

I shut the phone and stared at it. I went blank.. I didn’t know what to think. He voice tone was normal, but it the way he talked was weird. I changed my clothes to a polo shirt and shorts. My hair was wet, I didn’t have time to blow dry it since Mi7sin was waiting. I sent a message to Reem informing her that Mi7sen wanted to see me and I’ll call her as soon as i’m done. I wore my crocs and went outside through the sea side. I saw Mi7sen waiting out with his hands in his pocket.

Mi7sen: ha ready?

Me: ee .. shfeek?

Mi7sen: baklmich 3an mawthoo3 ily ilyom 9ar?

Me: ee sheno 9ar?

Mi7sen: Jawoo bitfahmeeni ina wala shay 9ar? intay oo refeejy 3abood ib ni9 il ba7ar maku b3eed 3an il nas oo ma 9ar shay?

Me: awalan mi7sen my jet wagaf 3alai.. thanyan: meno inta ashan you judge me? thalethan: he came and helped me. shfeeeha ya3nee?

A call interrupted and it was 3abood. SHIIIT MO WAGTA!! what do I do? I stared at my phone thinking if I should answer it or not.

Mi7sen: riday shfeech?

Me: arid 3alaiha ba3dain laman we’re done with our conversation.

Mi7sen: la riday 3ady..

Me: ok ok .. I didn’t want him to sense that i was hiding something from him so I answered normally.

Me: aloo..

3abood: hala jawaa..

Me: hiiii shloonich?

3abood: hehe meno yamich?

Me: ana zaina .. wainich?

3abood: ana bil 9aloon asawii sha3rii *mimicking my voice*

Me: hehehe ana awareech..

3abood: ta3alay shalaihy ilyom..

Me: hehe madree..

3abood: meno yamich ur sis?

Me: la2

3abood: ur dad?

Me: la2

3abood: ur brother?

Me: la2

3abood: ur cousins?

Me: hehe ee ;p

3abood: ee ro7ay bro7ich ..

Me: la ma agdar.

3abood: laish ?

Me: ga3da amshii 3ala il ba7ar.

3abood: 3ayal bayii

Me: laaaaaaaaaaaaaa2!!

3abood: laish 3ady ur cousins..

Me: la2 not the one you’re thinking of.

3abood: 3ayal meno?

Me: waaaay Noooraa ba3dain aklmich ;p

3abood: la la meno?

Me: i7em.. ee your friend ihya??

3abood: MI7SIIIIN??

Me: bingo!

3abood: laykon imsaweelich shay?

Me: la2.. aklmich ba3dain..

3abood: 3ala 6ool digay 3alai

Me: ok .. luv you

3abood: la7tha la7tha sheno?

Me: hehe kilsih mo wagtich ;p

3abood: mwaaaaah

Me: hehee crazy .. bye

3abood: bye

Mi7sen: meno Noora? ana wild 3amitich shloon matabeeni a3aref ??

Me: mi7sen bs inzain bs.. shaku tis2l meno Noora? 5alaaa9 tara lawa3t chabdii

Mi7sen: githbay ilsanich..

Me: Mi7sen faker ily tabii itfakra ana malii shi’3el feek.

Mi7sen: Jawoon hatha refeejy bacher tlageena yitkalam 3anich oo i5areb som3itich.

3abood is not like that. Mo mithlik!!

Me: yitkalam laish? sawaina shay a7na?

Mi7sen: wala jawoon kaifich ana 7athartich bacher itshofeen.

Me: inzain bye.

Waaaay I can’t stand him. He’s getting on my nerves. Imsawii roo7a shay oo bil 9iij ohwa wala shay. I hate those guys. iiii555!! I went back and he was behind me the whole time. I called Reem to tell her that I’m coming over. I went to her room and told her everything.

Reem: waaaaih malich shi’3el feeh. Zain itsaween feeh!

Me: ee bs a5af he’s going to be a stalker.

Reem: let him be and I will kill him

Me: hehe yea sure.

Reem: inzain lets play uno?

Me: ok bs I’ll call 3abood dgeega..

Reem: Im going to be down i’ll call everyone.

Me: ok

Calling 3abood: He picked up from the first ring.

3abood: ya mar7eba ya na3em il 9oot wil 3ood..

Me: hehe.. mar7eba il sa3..

3abood: kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!! la la magdar

Me: ee sh3abalik ba3ad ;p

3abood: haa sh9aar?

Me: kalmnii 3anik bs 3a6aita zafa oo sawait ro7y baree2a ;p

3abood: inzain ta3alay shalaihna oo goleeli kilshay.

Me: laa 3abood..

3abood: sheno laa? it5afeen ya3nee?

Me: hehe.. la bs shloon ya3nee madree :S

3abood: la7tha la7tha intay bbil thab6 tawa shgiltay?

Me: hehe madree ;p

3abood: yala ta3alay la al7een ayeech ;p

Me: waay 3abood bs ifff kila ithadednii?

3abood: mayenfa3 ma3ach ila chithy..

Me: tara ma ayii..

3abood: la la 5ala9 .. ga3ed at’3ashmar yalaaaaaaaaaa ta3alaaaay yah! lazim a7in ya3nee?

Me: hehe ee;p inzain I’m coming bs wain shalaihkom?

3abood: yam shalay il flani.. 3arafte?

Me: eee hatha shalay my friend.

3abood: a7na loona white on the right.

Me: okaay coming..

3abood: waiting..

Me: hehe byee ;p

3abood: bye

I went down and saw my cousins in a circle playing Uno. Umbaay I totally forgot. Reem is going to kill me.

Shoug: yalaa Jawa li3bay wiyana..

Me: baroo7 shalay my friend shway..

Reem looked at me from the corner of her eyes. Ily “what the hell” look. Through my way out I texted her.

Message sent:

Walla he just told me to go and tell him everything that happened.

Message received:

Couldn’t you tell him on the phone?

Message sent:

ga3ed i7en 3alai .. wala sorry :(

Message Received:

5ala9 its fine. bs be careful !

Message Sent:

Hehe ok hun ;**

I went with the driver and told him to drop me to his shalay.

Message sent to 3abood:

Juliet is waiting outside.

Message received:

Come inside and you will fine Romeo.

Message sent:

La2 hide my driver ifaten .. hehe

Message received:

kaaaak inzain.

The car waited until the big garage door slides open. The car went in and I told the driver to leave. I waited until he left and searched for 3abood.

I heard his voice from the back..

3abood: hey sexy !

I turned around and saw him posing.

Me: hehehe la ana ma agdar chithy ;p

3abood: ta3alaaay ta3alaaay..

Me: come catch me.

3abood ran after me and I had to run round and round really fast, but I failed. He was double faster than me. He caught me and held me from the back and his hands was on my tummy.

3abood: you can never run away from me.

Me: You think?

3abood: no that’s the truth.

Me: hehe we’ll see.

He was talking still holding me from the back and face was next to my ears.

3abood: yalla lets go inside.

Me: ok..

3abood: yalla walk!

Me: how can I? you’re holding me.

3abood: 3aadii you can do it ;p

Me: hehe mo 9a7ii..

I walked and he was behind me walking and still holding me. It was hard to walk hehe;p

We went in and everything was neat and tidy. Even he set the food on the table.

Me: ya7lailik.. you did this?

3abood: i7em ee;p

Me: 9iiij?

3abood: eeee kil hatha ashanich..

Raju( the cooker ) came in and said: 3abood ana i7e6 akil oo nathaf zain? yabi shay ba3ad?

I turned around and looked at 3abood : wa3laya u must be tired from cleaning and cooking.

He scratched his head and had a small grin: ee shiftay shloon.. Rajuu la mashkoor roo7!

Raju: zain.. hatha meno binaya?

Me: giggled.. his habeeby

3abood: intay sheno nawya 3alai?

Raju: aaaah aboody inta shaytoon walla..

3abood: inzain raju roo7 roo7.. itha a7ad ya layda5el.

Raju: ee ana bs igool 3abood habeeby hnii ok?

3abood: haaaa laa2 laaa2! Raju iskit latiftha7!!

Raju: eheheehe.. la inta maku 5oof.. ana ygool 9adeeg 3abood zain?

3abood: zain yala roo7 roo7!!

Me: hehehehehe.. wala 6la3aw il hnood mo hayneen..

3abood: eee zahbeen 7ag hal sowalif.. inzain yala lets sit..

Me: hehe ok ;p so tell me..

3abood: 3an mi7sen?

Me: ee..

3abood: ohwa shak bil mawthoo3.. galii t3rfha? chan agoola la2 mi7sinoo bs yay asa3dha.. oo gal inta kint la7egha wala 9dfa ? chan agool mi7seno shfeeek ya3nee shak bil mawthoo3 akeed shiftha 9idfa.. oo bs ya3nee a7isa mo mirta7.

Me: ana galii itkalmeena? oo shak 3araft ily china ana wiyak imsaween shay ib ni9 il ba7ar.. well we are bs ohwa shaku? wai3 ma7iba!

3abood: we have to be careful.. a7isa biraqbna!

Me: waai3 he doesn’t have a life.

3abood: oola lay hal daraja karhita?

Me: ee!!

3abood: inzain 5an ‘3ayer il mawthoo3.. shloonich ya 7ilwa?

Me: zaina ya 7ilo inta shloonik?

3abood: tamaam.. He stared at my eyes then my nose then my lips. OOOH NO! Not again..

يا طير يا طاير على اطراف الدنيا لو فيك تحكي للحبايب شو بيني يا طير I can’t stop singing this song, for unknown reasons it’s stuck to my head.I’m not in love, Ihave been in love before and it didn’…

Hathe il traffic sign = Roundabout ahead = Dowwar…
Tadroon shino y3ni Dowwar? shino y3ni?!
Tra it’s just a dowwar not 3lem il Zarra
Y3ni if u are driving 120 Km/h in a street, o u see it, ‘3asben ma 3leech o 3leek u slow down to a COMPLETE STOP… look to ur LEFT ee il eed ilee ma [...]

Dear Diary,I decided to dress on the safe side, I opted for my trusted skinny jeans with an appliqued Lanvin tshirt – not too plain, not too dressy, it would look good no matter where we went. I quickly threw in my keys and wallet into my classic Chane…

She sat on the floor in the corner of her room, crouching and hugging her knees, as her father towered over her,”Tell me! How long have you known him?” Screamed her father,She silently rocked her body, as tears streamed down her face,”I’m talking to yo…

Aya’s napping on the couch, Dana’s playing guitar hero with Adam, and I have nothing to do.

So, here it goes! random factsies about me and my friendsies!

1. Sultan never had a girlfriend.

2. I HATE olives but I secretly wish I loved them.

3. One of the guys, I won’t say who because he specifically asked me not to *cough*R*cough*, speaks English in a British accent. EVERYONE makes fun of him because of his accent, so he’s been trying to make it less British. I think it’s beyond hot *licks lips* YU-FUCKING-UM!

4. Aya has a twin brother who is a major man whore (Sorry Aya).

5. Dana cries when she’s hungry. Well actually, there are three stages of Dana’s hunger.
First, she gets annoyed.
Second, she gets very annoyed that she stops talking to us. She just sits in a corner alone, furiously waiting for the food.
Third, she starts crying! more like SOBBING.

6. 3aboud used to have a crush on me when we were kids. He told Anoud (Aya’s older sister) that he wanted to take me out on a date to The Globe. LOL! I miss you 3aboud :(

7. Waleed SECRETLY listens to Paul Anka. DUM DUM DUUUUM! :P

8. Dana and I have been watching a stupid show called “Candy Girls” on E! *hides behind laptop*

9. This happened yesterday when Dana and I were watching Kite Runner.

SlouchyPants: Confession! I think the guy’s hot.
Dana: VERY! Confession, I found him hotter with the beard.
SlouchyPants: I SECOND THAT! NUMNUNUM!
Dana: Another confession, when his father was younger fil movie he was hot.
SlouchyPants: Hells to the yeah! I love me some Afghani men!
Dana: Uh-hmmmmmm!

10. My friends and I bought 600 S.R worth of gummy candy.

11. A couple of months ago, my ass suddenly started to feel numb. After two days of it ALWAYS being numb, I actually went to a doctor :)

Doctor: So, what’s the problem?
Me: My behind is always numb.

Yeah….. I won’t tell you what happened after that. My ass is numb again, but I won’t go to a doctor this time :P I learned my lesson :P

12. Whenever I say “Yogen Fruz” I crack up. He he! Yogen Fruz….

13. Whenever I’m in London, I go to the Abbey Road crossing and do a Beatles-esque picture while crossing the road with my friends :)

14. I owned a pair of MC Hammer pants (Also known as Harem Pants) WAY before they were “in”. It’s a shiny metallic grey one :P

15. Dana wishes she was a “Crayon making machine” (yes, that’s a machine that makes crayons).

16. Rayan thinks that Cheetos are his babies. Every month he buys dozens of Cheetos and stores them in his closet 3ashan he “saves” them from “death”.

17. Adam thinks that he has hidden super powers like “Matilda” (the movie). He constantly squints at objects trying to make them fly.

18. 3azeiz’s first crush was Rayan’s mother! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :P

19. Aya always pees 3ala nafsaha :)

20. Waleed has a HUGE collection of monopoly(s). He doesn’t actually play with any of them, he “collects” them.

21. When Sultan was a kid, he’d beg his parents to get him a hamster. Then he’d kill the hamster, and ask for another one. And the cycle goes on…

22. Rayan doesn’t own a single pair of jeans.

23. Sarah’s a whore who threw a water balloon filled with red paint at me today. That’s why I didn’t mention anything about her :)

24. BlackBerry’s mouse thingie makes my vagina ticklish.

The guys just came, I have to go!
For the people who actually made it to the end of this post, lol I’m sorry that you wasted your time 3ala this crap :P I LOVE YOU GUYS!

“Shatha, lech khelg tetmashain?” He looked up at me. I was sitting on the couch in the big tent and he was sitting on the floor right infront of my legs. I tickled him with my toes, “ee!” and flashed him a smile.”I don’t get tickled,” He smiled and stu…

Noura: Ok stop it !

Rima: What?

Noura: Biting your nails !

Rima: Haw! Ana 7ora!

Noura: Feeki shay?

Rima: …..No

Noura: *sigh* Ok, fine.

Rima: Uhhh… well there is this tiny thing.

Noura: I’m listening.

Rima: I kinda like someone…

Noura: Awwwwwww 7beeebty I’m happy wallah! A5eeran you actualy found a guy.

Rima: Yeah, and about the guy…

Noura: Who is he? Do I know him?

Rima: Uha…

Noura: MEEEEEEN ?

Rima: Yasser…

Noura: Wait my brother Yasser ?

Rima: Yeah. He invited me to dinner tonight and I wanted your blessing before anything started with us.

Noura: 7beebat 8lbi inti. Ofcourse you can go out with him you don’t need my permission. You guys would be an awsome pair.

Rima: Haha keif yallah ?

Noura: Well Yasser isn’t like those guys who goes crazy when he sees a girl. Mara thageel when it comes to that topic. So if he wants to have dinner with you that’s something HUGE.

Rima: So…. I should call him now right ?

Noura: Yeah go go.

Noura made her call and their date was set for tonight. Yasser would pick her up at around nine and they would go have dinner and this little french restuarant that Rima loves, which I hinted out to Yasser.

Meanwhile I was sitting bored in the living room waiting for M7sin to come. It was past his work hour and past il 3esha. He should have been home by now. I got worried so I decided to call which I never do. I give him his space the same way that I like to get mine. But this time was an acception. I called him twice but his phone was switched off. I left it at that and just sent him a message to call me back.

The hours past and Yasser and Rima were off at their little romantic dinner.

Yasser: So…. ?

Rima: Hehe mdri…

Yasser: La Rima please don’t act shy around me. Your never shy.

Rima: I know bs a7na al7een were past the “Friends” stage. Were dating now and it’s a little weird.

Yasser: Weird ?

Rima: No don’t get me wrong, I ment good weird.

Yasser: Yeah… ok if that even exhists.

Rima: It does with me !

Yasser: Almhm moving on.

Rima: How’s 5alty taking all of this?

Yasser: She got pretty emotional last nigth after you guys left but she’s much better today.

Rima: Yrabi thaya8at 9dri al7een. 7beebty heya.

Yasser: Hey, don’t be sad. I mean your on a date with the greatest guy.

Rima: Mashallah…. shoof 7alik 3ala nafsik, 3alay ana l2.

Yasser: Hahaaaayy…

Rima: Oh my god you are your stupid boy laugh.

Yasser: Rima…

Rima: Yeah?

Yasser: I’m bored.

Rima: Thank you !

Yasser: L2 not fo you. I just mean let’s get out of here and just cruise around.

Rima: Ok, ok yallah.

The two lovebirds left there untouched food and started to cruise around. They laughed turning up the music and singing along. Rima was so happy. She had a boyfriend before but he broke her heart.

They were together for a year until she left him. He chaeted on her with two other girls which broke her heart. She stayed home for days not wanting to leave. She really loved this guy and he just stole her heart. From then on she promised to never let another boy hurt her again.

But things were diffirent with Yasser she thought. She got goosbumps whenever he touched her hand. She smiled big whenever he would turn his head, and once he would stare at her again her huge smile would turn into a shy one.


Yasser dropped Rima home where she found me asleep on the couch. She covered me up, dimmed the lights and went on upstairs.

M7sin finaly did get back, but at 2:30. I woke up to the sound of his car.

Noura: Where were you?

M7sin: Hala 7beebty. You know some wives give their husbands a kiss when they walk into the door.

Noura: A kiss? Are you seriouse? It’s two !!

M7sin: I know 7beebty. Work was a little crazy today so I left at 5.

Noura: At 5 huh? Again I go back to 2 in the morning !

M7sin: I’m getting to that. The guys and I wanted to relax so we went over to mish3al’s house and hung out then had dinner.

Noura: All this until 2 am ?

M7sin: Yeah. Were guys noura.

Noura: Yeah ok fine but why was your phone switched off ? You could have called or sent me a message telling me you were going to be late.

M7sin: I know, I know and I’m sorry. I promise you it will never happen again.

Noura: Ufff… 6yb 5ala9 I’m going to bed.

M7sin: *pulling me back by my waist* No no no, don’t I get to taste the sweet lips of my wife first.

I gave M7sin a kiss then walked up. As I walked past Rima’s bedroom I didn’t notice her door half open. Behind the door there she was standing, listening to every word. She felt that something was up. Being the nosy girl that she is, she wanted to find out exactley what M7sin was hiding. Rima isn’t always right about everything. Maybe getting herself into this little mission was a bad idea., or a good one. Who knows.

My beautiful readers,I have been a bad blogger sorry but EVERYONE is here Fahad, Sarona, and 9ale7 ;D yes that is how happy they make me feel ;$I promise I will post something soon ;**I LOVE you all ;**

WAAAAAAAAY!

Ive had it with those stupid dumb dumb teachers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

English Teacher: The i think im cool & i wanna be your friend ba3dain stab u in the back for the principal kinda teacher.. 3OMREE MA SHIFT A7AD TWO FACED MITHIL THIS PERSON!!! oo she gives us a lesson yimkin two times a week.. bas tig3ad tsoolif lina 3an how our school is so up tight oo how her diet is going so well Oooo look at me ive lost 100 kg! :O She studied to be a dentest but dropped out on the last year.. oo tig3ad titfalsaf lina oo tishra7 lina 3an il-2asnan oo madree shno.. and the problem is when she points at a tooth tlazig her finger ib ib the tooth oo 9obo3ha yintiris sa3abeeel! aa7is inna im the only one who notices! o i get sooooooooooooo disgused if she touches me.. amish 3omree jiddamha! Oo t7o6lich blue shadow oo bright orange lipstick ba3dain la 6la3at 7attan law a night talbis her Buzzz sun glasses 3ashan shno??? “I dont seduct the men with my eyes” widdy agoollaha.. –itha a7ad byin3ijib feech tara 7addich ra3y il-ba8alaa.. Oo la yat twazzi3 lina papers and stufff she licks her finger 3ashan she seperates the papers! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAI3!! so i goo.. “here miss ill do that for you :D” oo one time i faced her.. nicely suggesting she doesnt lick her finger while distributing her papers.. shitgoool? “MARRY U RO SO RUDE OKAAAY?? U R SO RUDE!!” Ooo 3ogob ma tzifna oo ta36eena project oo 5amsta3ash summary hw shitgool?? “Class i am soo nice to you! and you always take it for granted!!” Oo since i never do h.w at home i was doing a math homework in english class while she was telling salfaaa about how her amaaaazing daughter is a faaab artist or how she was soooooo pretty when she was younger.. She screams at me and says put them away and listen to me and i go “why?? your not explaining anything r you?? Is pointing out that you were once upon a time soo beautiful a part of our curriculam I DONT THINK SO!!” ooo ba3daain she looks at me and then screams saying god knows wat.. and throws my h.w out into the hallway or ripping them into tiny little pieces.. Ifff ma t’3ith!! LOL!

Arabic Teacher: hal insana feeha borood ma 3omree shiftaaah 3ala a7ad!! Oo 3ad her stupid jokes! oo ga6at.ha isaa5eeefa illy bas ihya ti’7ak 3alaihom ya3nee like.. a girl says “skoon il-layl..” shitrid issa5eeefa!?! “skoon wala faa9la?” oo the class just stares at her.. i couldave sworn i heard crickets in the background..

Bass.. hathool il-2athnaain illy 7aaail min’3athaaa minhom.. oo hamman tara il-math teacher t7irnyy!! :P should i start? ok ill start..

Math Teacher: If you think you have figured out every nickname your name can ever form.. guess again.. My teacher can list 500 u have never even thought of.. like if ur name is sara “sororo come solve this equation hunny”.. or the one that just cracks me up (its common bas itfa9el!) “dodo focus darling FOCUS!!”… She showers us with homeworks and practices and projects.. ya3nee byfeedna??.. nsawee 9af7itain ba3dain inmil win’3ish il-bajy.. oo killa tzifnee inna i sleep in her class! do u blame me ya3nee… as5af period bil-dinya.. oo a9lan mo bas ib 7i9itich anam fa dont hold grudges hunny.. WALLAH!

Ok 6alla3t illy ib galbyy…

7amdillaah..

woow..

phew..

WHY DONT I FEEEEEL BETTAAA!?!?

lol im writing this post while i should be doing a project illy due date mala bacher :P hehe.. it makes me laugh… cuz mba6la il-laptop min thalath il-3a9er oo now its 12 midnight oo all i managed to do is one page :P hahaa.. kil no9 sa3a sa6er.. hehe ya7laaaily..
i think im having a nervous break down..

Ok.. i think i should go now..

B-bye

I ran down the wet street with wet eyes and a heavy heart. I couldn’t get over the fact that ahmed, the only person who believed me among all the people in my life, gave me that look, that look that only means one thing. I was mad. My tears turned to…

I was in the avenues today, enroute to Avenues Phase II, when i saw the sign for Office Depot new place…
It looks like it’s going to be a huge place.. and i love office Depot..

I thought I was stronger..I thought I was smarter..I thought I knew better..I realised that all my strength.. I drew from you..Without you I became a shadow of who I thought I was..I say I thought because now I know that for you.. I created characters …

ANY BODY HERE WHO’S A CRAZY DRIVER ?

“raise your hand dont be shy “

I admit I sometime have small episode of road rage don’t we all.

My car and I have lived through a lot of stupid and funny moments but not like the latest one. “can’t help laughing when I remember”

Well we were returning to our house from the chalet. We were traveling in a convoy ( made up of 6 to 7 cars ). Well I was to be the protector of my sister since her car is small and mines is big. Well I am not saying my sister doesn’t know how to drive but she really is annoying. She either speeds or drives like a snail walla no middle ground plus she is always on the phone . So I was behind her it was late like 10 pm (which is late since I don’t normally drive at that time curfew) . I didn’t want to lose her plus I take my job seriously. ( have you ever notice that you feel very protective of your older sisters ) So on the way there was this crazy dude who turned on me and forced me to enter the next lane ( I was driving in the middle lane ) and thank god the other lane was empty or I won’t be with you right now . He also had the nerve to curse me you know with the lights and that was not all he also flashed the high lights at me twice and then passed me. So being the crazy driver I was I got behind him in the lane and put the high lights on and then enteredthe next lane and passed him ( yeah that wasn’t smart of me since he thought I was flirting ). So I ended up with having a dude who was following me. I now honestly say I will ignore anyone who insults me in the road because I don’t want to end up being screamed at by mother and sisters .

They told me that I was wrong come on. I was just following the rule an eye for an eye
“turning on my helo”

until next time
xoxox

I love this song !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I watch this cartoon with my brother :)

I know i am a baby i still love cartoons ” standing head held up high and admiting it “

but the song really make me want summer to come fast !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

until next time

xoxoxoxo

Hellos there and how are you today? Good? Okay, so I am back from Lebanon! OMG it was amazing! You know going there for a long weekend, relieves stress! So the first day I arrived at around 1.30 pm? Got to the hotel at 2-ish, we rested for a while, by …

We spent the night watching television and it was mainly Kuwait TV channel one:
That night was very long indeed and held happy surprises. From very early on in the poll counting, Ma’assouma Mubarak held the number one position in the first constituency. In the third constituency, Aseel Al-Awadhi and Rola Dashti were in the top [...]

It’s been two since I’ve been back home. Thing’s seem to have gotten beter between me and M7sin. He seems more calm and relaxed which is a huge improvement. I went with him to see the doctor yesterday and he gave him some medication to help keep him calm and remove the stress. So far it’s all been working really well. I’m starting to feel “back at home”.

My parents have tried contacting me but I wouldn’t answer or call back. I was going to tel them, and Fahad but just not yet. Let’s see how things progress with M7sin first.

M7sin; 7beebty wnk I’m back?

Noura: I’m in the kitchen t3al !

M7sin: Hala bl 8amar *our first “kiss” since along time*

Noura: Uh…

M7sin: Feeki shay ?

Noura: Oh, no.. bs…

M7sin: I know… bs y3ni inti zojti.. and well.. its been…. a long time .. since… we…

Noura: Oh.. that? M7sin things are slowly started to progress between us. I’m not ready…

M7sin: Oh, well that’s ok. Almhm ina were together right?

Noura: Ofcourse.

M7sin: So what are you doing?

Noura; Making a milkshake.

M7sin: Mmm… can you make me one while I go change?

Noura: Sure.

I know M7sin is my husband and he has his “needs” but I’m still not ready to give myself to him again. I mean we’ve been through so much and I just need time. My wounds are slowly starting to fade. I’m healing so, he just needs to be patient.

*Incoming Call Rima*

Noura: FINALY !

Rima: Babe wallah I’m so sorry bs I couldn’t find a plane plus I was supposed to be here yesterday but the plane got delayed until this morning.

Noura: La 3adi it’s ok, almhm your here?

Rima: Yeah my cousin picked me up and I’m on my way to see you right now !

Noura: Uhh. here? Now?

Rima: HAW ! Wsh feeki I’m on the way bye !

30 Minutes Later…

Rima arrived and we had our year old hug.

Rima: Oh……..my……….. god.

Noura: I know, it’s alot to take in.

Rima: Ya think!

Noura: So what do you think?

Rima: Well I’m pissed at M7sin that’s for sure. But still I mean you did the right thing. He is your husband after all. If theres a chance your marriage might still workout then go for it.

Noura: Ok good, now I can tell my parents.

Rima: WHAT! YOU STILL HAVENT TOLD THEM?

Noura: L2 6b3an! I havent spoken to them in two days bs I will inshallah today but COME WITH ME !

Rima: Haha 6yb 6yb lat 5afeen. By the way where’s the beast?

Noura: RIMA !

Rima: What? Fine fine.. where’s Mr. Lovely?

Noura: Very nice *fake smile* he’s upstairs changing or showering..mdri 3ano.

M7sin: Ahlan ahlan nawarti betna.

Rima: Speak of the devil. *rolling her eyes*

Noura: 7beeby I hope you don’t mind but Rima’s going to be staying with us for a couple of days?

M7sin: Allah y7eeki Rima. Keifk? Keif London?

Rima: Haa?

I shot Rima in the foot signaling her to be polite.

Noura: Ouch! Oh London’s fine but getting cold.

M7sin: O inti keifik?

Noura: As always hot !

M7sin: Haha still with the “hot” I see.

Noura: Oh my god… *murmering*

M7sin: Na3am?

Noura: Nothing.

M7sin: So what do you girls have planned for today?

Noura: were gonna go to my parents.

M7sin: Oh your gonna tell them?

Noura: I have to.

M7sin: Yeah no I’m not saying anything’s wrong with it. Bl 3ax its a good idea. They should know.

Rima: Aha… well any whoooo I’m gonna go unpack.

After I helped Rima unpack her things we headed to my parents house. I was so nervouse and scared. But thankfuly I had Rima by my side. I told them everything. After I was done they just sat there in utter silence. Didn’t speak a word until maybe five minutes later.

Just like Rima they were still very angry at him but were prud of me for stil trying to make the marriage work. They all said they would suport me and stand by me. I felt relieved.

I really hate bad timings.. I got up walking towards the kitchen to get some water when I found the front door open with fahad standing there. He overheard everything and looked so sad. I could see it in his eyes. The rage.

I started to walk over to him slowly. I walked outside where he followed me.

Fahad: I guess congratulations are in order.

Noura: Fahad…

Fahad: Why didn’t you tell me?

Noura: It just happend like two days ago.

Fahad: I see, now what?

Noura: What do you mean now what?

Fahad: What about us?

Noura; Fahad there is no us. Those two crazy in love teenagers are in the past. This is the present and I’m married.

Fahad: Noura what about yesterday… we were going to kiss.

Noura: *sigh* That was never supposed to happen and it’s good that it didn’t.

Fahad: What are you saying Noura?

Noura: I’m saying that as a wife it is my duty to fix my marriage. I will try to fix things. And so far eveything is going really well. M7sin’s improved so much I can’t even believe it. If he could turn back into the man I met two years ago then I could be happy again.

Fahad: Do you still love him ?

Noura: What?

Fahad: you herd me. Do you still love him?

Noura: Ofcourse I do…. but its still buried somehwhere inside of me.

Fahad: So what am i supposed to do without you ?

Noura: You can try and support me. And I’m always going to be here for you. Let’s just start fresh, as friends. *putting my hand forward*

Fahad: Freinds?

Noura: Friends.

Fahad: Freinds…

Rima: There you are yallah… oh.. hey Fahad I’m Rima Noura’s friend.

Fahad: Hey Rima. Anyways I wish you the best.

Noura: Thanks… hey don’t be a stranger ok ?

Fahad: How could I ?

Rima: What happend?

Noura: Let’s just say it’s a new chapter.

Rima: 6yb do you wanna get out of here and go some place?

Noura: Yeah I need a new atmosphere.

Rima: Ok wait here I’ll go get out stuff.

Rima and I went to Crystal Mall where we had coffee and saw a movie. We had dinner after that then back home.

M7sin: Long day ?

Noura: Yup.

Rima: Hey M7sin.. well I’m beat. Good night.

Noura/M7sin: Good night.

M7sin: Yallah nmshi fo8?

Noura: Yallah.

20 Minutes Later…

Noura: Ahhhhhhhhhh I missed this bed.

M7sin: *pulling me close* It missed you too.

He looked deep into my eyes where I coul alost see the man I fell inlove with. He slolwy touched my lips with his. I kissed him back and we continued on. I have to admit it felt good to feel his touch again, his body on mine.

Things started growing more agressive, but not in a violent way ofcourse but in a more passionate way. He slowly started to remive my mini shorts when I stopped him and pushed his hand away. He tried again where once more I pushed his hands away and sat up.

Noura: M7sin… I told you no.

M7sin: But we were almost…

Noura: Yeah but we were making out not…. sex.

M7sin: 7beebty I don’t want to pressure you. But is that what your afraid of?

Noura: No, no ofcourse not. I just don’t think think it’s time yet for us to …. let’s just take things slow.

M7sin: 3la ra7tik 7beebty.

Noura: Thank you.

M7sin: For?

Noura: Doing all of this for me. I can’t tell you how much it means to me.

M7sin: You know I’d do anything for you.

In Rima’s Bedroom

Rima: Yeah dn’t worry I’ll keep an eye on him.

Yasser: Please take care of her.

Rima: She’s going to be fine, I’ve seen them today and from what I’ve herd from her.

Yasser: I know but still she’s my baby sister. I just don’t want to see her get hurt again.

Rima: Lat 5af 3leha I’m here.

Yasser: Thank’s Rima.

Rima: Walaw.

Yasser: Listen …

Rima: Hmm?

Yasser: What about that dinner you promised me?

Rima: Haha what dinner?

Yasser: Remember on my 20th birthday there was a dare you got from me?

Rima: Oh my goooooooood !! Yeah haha I can’t believe you still remember that it was all a game.

Yasser: Well I ment it.

Rima: Yasser… I don’t know.

Yasser: Oh c’mon one dinner won’t kill you.

Rima: But your my best friends brother. It’s kinda weird.

Yasser: No it’s not 3adi. Noura won’t mind.

Rima: Yeah but I’ll have to talk to her about it first.

Yasser: Mn jidik ?

Rima: Ofcourse!!

Yasser: Ok… talk to her tommorow and let me know.

Rima: I will.

Yasser: Good night Rima.

Rima: Night.

At the polling station:
We faced some traffic congestion as we drove up to the school. I got out of the car and began my short trek into the polling station. There was a hub of activity around me. Women and girls of all ages were standing around handing out candidate cards and fliers. I took [...]

At home, enjoying my siesta:
I had just flown back to Kuwait on the morning of May 16th and was taking an afternoon siesta when my mobile phone rang. A bubbly voice on the other end greeted me with much enthusiasm and after the usual greetings, she asked me: “Ha, you came back in time just [...]

Ok, seriously? Where are you guys? I’ve been updated sine yesterday.

I’m afraid that since I recently changed the template maybe it’s taking a while for it to appear on the site? Mdri.. So if you CAN see ME then let me know so I can stop “Uffing”

Mercii my pretties xx

That person has been through hell. That person had an extremely rough time growing up. That person has been in a place so dark that I wouldn’t wish upon ANYONE, not even you. That person’s worst enemy was himself. That person didn’t believe in himself. That person didn’t think he was good enough. That person locked himself in his own world, too afraid of how all of you would respond to all of his weaknesses and insecurities. That person thought he wasn’t worth living. That person wished for his own death.

That person is sweet. That person is caring. That person is funny. That person is deeper than most of you. That person’s beautiful, on the inside and the outside. That person is honest. that person would give the world to the people he loves. That person is weak. That person is strong. That person is smart. That person owns one of the purest hearts I’ve ever seen. That person’s silence is not a sigh of weakness, it’s what makes him shines. That person may speak so little words around people, but when it’s just us I can barely make him shut up. That person’s mere presence is enough to make my day complete.

But you wouldn’t know, would you? to you he’s just a sad story. A disturbed young man. None of you even bothers to maybe speak to him, get to know him. It’s a shame though, because you have no idea what you’re missing out on.

You judge him for what he was, for what he is. He isn’t ashamed of how he was, and he isn’t ashamed of what he is now. You keep tastelessly saying harsh things about him when I’m around, you do that on purpose don’t you? are you trying to make me feel bad? well I’m not, I’m proud of everything he is! and no amount of crap you’d say would change that. What you think about him is worthless, it means nothing to me.

When he comes into the room everyone suddenly goes silent. Those glances you give each other, those deadly stares you give him. It’s why he wishes for invisibility. It’s sad isn’t it? that someone would actually wish to be INVISIBLE. There you go, another reason to pity him. To pity me for being with someone like him.

It doesn’t get to me though, the way you look at him like he’s damaged goods. I know you pompously do that make me feel bad, but it doesn’t. It never will. When he comes around I WILL sit next to him, proudly holding his cold hands. I’m proud of him and I’m proud of us. We’ve been through a lot, and for you to openly say such baseless shit is just ridiculous. You DON’T know me, you DON’T know him, and you definitely don’t know if we’re “right” for each other or not. Our relationship is no one’s business but ours.

It’s really funny though, how people could be so judgemental, how they’re so quick to point out other people’s flaws while being so fucking blind to theirs.

So, to all of you who think he’s crazy, weird, socially awkward, depressed. To all of you who think that “I can do much better”. To all of you who think that “He can do much butter”. To all of you who think I’m too weird. To all of you who think I should wear a pair of pants for once, instead of the usual shorts. To all of you who think I have an attitude problem. To all of you who think that two wrongs don’t make a right.

Fuck you with something hard and sand-papery.

“But, don’t change a hair for me.
Not if you care for me.
Stay little valentine, stay!
Each day is valentines day”

Pour some water in the palms of your hand.. watch it seep through your fingers..How can you delay time?And how can you stop the inevitable?

- 3abdalla -

Please, please let her say yes. Please let her come back to me. I need her, I’m weak without her. Moreover, I’m lost without her.

“Reemas, are you there?…”

“Hmmm…”

“Reemas, please say anything, walaw kilma wa7da bss!”

“3abdalla…”

“3yoona, roo7a, 8albaa, kilaaa…”

- Reemas -

How stupid could I even get? I get it, I finally do. Nayif was right. I didn’t love him wla 7ata LIKE him, no. I thought so just to escape my mind from the thought of 3abdalla, but now I made up my mind and its set. I’m positive about my descision.

“Me too!”

“Shoo?”

He seemed confused. Ma fhamnyy.

“I love you too, 3abdalla, I do.”

“Reemas, baby, so that means…”

“Yes, yes, I realised I can’t live without you too. I did all this just to escape my thoughts from you. I didn’t want to go back, thinking the same thing would happen again. But I trust you 3abdalla, and I have one thing to ask from you.”

“Baby, anything. Amray!”

“Can you please not break my heart again and take good care of me?”

“Bs!! 7abeebty, akeed I will. Ma la da3y etgoleenly, ra7 a76ich b3yooni wla asheelhum 3anich. Walla ya Reemas, walla!”

“I promise to take care of you and everything, even if it was sacrificing my own life just to keep you safe, I would. If not for you, then for whom. You’re my pearl. You’re my Princess. You’re my Reemas.”

“I love you!”

“I love you more than you think. A7ibch!”

“Hehe, a7ibkk akthar. Baby, I have t go now, akalmk b3dain. Ok?”

“Salaam, yes, please do. 6amneeny 3alaiich.”

“Inshalla.”

I ended the call and got, straightened myself out, washed my face, reapplied my make up and went out to the 9ala to find Nayif and Sara waiting for me. They both looked up when they saw, and I let out the biggest smile of my life. I was HAPPY. Sara instantly knew and got up and hugged me ever so tightly and Nayif did as well. He whispered something in my ear…

“I’ll kill him if he did anything, and by anything, I mean anything that could possibly hurt you.”

I smiled, he was like my big brother after all.

“Thank you, my dear brother.”

And thats when he smiled his breathtaking smile of his.

“You’re welcome sis!”

He winked at me, put his arms over my shoulder and we went to have lunch.

- Bader -

“Shof, o awal ma to9al, 3a6ny rana amrk mn el mu6ar, ok?”, 5aly 3abdlra7man spoke on the other end of the phone.

So, I just got a call from my uncle telling me to come over for a visit, but I don’t want to leave my Saroonty. Anyways, so its two weeks till her birthday and I’ll be back by then, and thats when I’m going to propose. I’m going to step up a nice dinner by the beach, my chalet more specifically, and since its a few meters away from theirs, it would be so easy.

Incoming call. 3abood.

“Halla l 7abeeeeb walla, sh5barrk?”, Igreeted him.

“Tmaam, chaif 7alik int?”, 3abdalla said with a hint of happiness in his voice.

“B5aiir, shloon el Emarat?”

“Good, ela t3aal bagoolk!”

“Bashir!”

“5alaa9, we’re back Bader. The love of my life is back, and I owe it all to Nayif! 7abeeb walla!”

“3ABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD! Mabroooooooook! Al 7mdilla, ma b’3aaito!”

“Chub yalla chub! Bs et9adg 3aad, 7ady far7an! Many em9adgg! Enzain, I called for something else…”

“Ahahe let me guess, 5aly 3abdelra7man ete9al feek?”


“Ee, ray7 wla?”


“Ee ray7, int?”


“Yeah, enzain ba7jzly 3al 8a6ariya ana wnt o bajeek transair el Doha, ok?”


“7ayaak, ee yalla. An ba7jz t’9akr London o int t3al.”


“7lloo, ok yalla baroo7 el mayls! Tamr 3alla shay?”


“Salamtk 7abeeby, yalla 3ad shof b3d yoomain Inshalla enroo7 wnt t3al el yoom aw bachr, 3ala ra7tk.”


“5aleeha bachr, 9a3ba el yoom. Yalla Salam. Akalmk bachrr.”


“Yalla 7abeeby, M3 el salama.”


Ya7laila 3abood, mstanss 7ada! Walla ma looma, daam Reemas er3jatlaa, shay akeed yabeela far7aa. Bs Alla ywafghum Inshalla. I was in the chalet and I went to shower. After I was done I told el 9by y’3sl el sayara o lbast thoub o ‘3traa shmaa’3. When I was done t3a6art, wore my Ray Bans and left to el 8a6ariya 3ashan el 7ajz.


- Sara -


Hufff, waina Bader ma eti9al wla shay. Wla 7ata a message I didn’t get from him. Omg, am I being too needy wla shil salfa. I was just used to his good morning messages and late night talks.


1 outgoing message.

Hey Sunshine ;***
Wainkk?

05:10 p.m.


I pressed the send button and waited, waited, waited and waited…but to my surprise, I didn’t get a thing! A3oo’tho bl Alla mn el shay6an el rajeem, LAISH MA YRIDD?! Shda3waa, laykoon zhag mn wla shay? OH SHIT! Killa mnich Sara, baal 6la3tay lazgaa!

- Sara -


Bader. Bader was all I could think of when I got up. My mom had woken me up and told me to get ready for lunch and something about Nayif going to tell us something…anyways, so I got up, washed, prayed and went to put on my gray track pants and an over sized maroon GAP shirt. I pulled my hair up into a pony tail and put on some mascara and blush, and went to the 9ala.


“Good afternoon…”


Summar, Sa7ar, Reemas were in the living room sitting on the sofa.


“9a7 el noom! Ma b’3aityy!”, said Reemas smiling.


“Akeed ma b’3aat, she was dreaming of ba3′9 el nass, y3ni if I was in her place chan ma g3adtt!“, Sa7ar whispered to both the girls and they all laughed.


“Haha, o la b3d, aham shay el wayh el emnafa5!”, Sammar teased.


“Awalan Reemas, yes, ma b’3aiiiiiit! Second of all Sa7ar, I was!! Third of all, wintyy shi59ichh eb wayhyy, emnafa5 then emnafa5!”, I snapped back at them.


They laughed even louder this time.


“Babe, chill it, 3aad shda3waa, we’re just having a little fun! O by the way, yalla Nayiiiiiiiiiif is coming.”


She giggled while saying his name and all of kept teasing her about her until he came.


“Halla bl 7lween, sh5bar my favorite girls?”, he said coming to have a seat next to me on the sofa adjacent to the girls. He pulled me closer to him into one of his infamous bear hugs.


“Sh3ndkk Nayoof, 5ali9naa; tara we don’t have all day you know. 9arlina sa3a w7na na6reenkk!”, Sa7ar said, bored the hell out of her mind.


“Baaal! 5air yumma. Enzaiin enzain. Oo shloonch Reemas?”


I could see Reemas flushing deep shades of red from the side of my eyes, CUTE! Enshalla, o Enshalla something happens between them! Ya raaaab! O Enshalla shay zaiiin.


“B5aiir, enta chaif 7alikk?”, she said in her shy voice.


“Never better, walla, never better.”


“Enzan yalla, shoofo, no comments wla t3aleeq ela laman a5ali9 kalamy, etfa8naa?”


We nodded our heads in response, ubaiih, laykon shay mo zaiin. Sh9ayr?!


“Okaaaaay, so madry how to start, bs I guess I’ll just say it without an intro o 7alla…”


- Reemas -


“I’m Engaged….”


WHAT!? ‘I’m Engaged…I’m Engaged…I’m Engaged…I’m Engaged….’ His voice kept ringing in my mind and the words he said made me froze. Him…Engaged? Mn mitaa? I could feel my heart falling in the pit of my stomach. I felt like I was going to loose it and break into pools and pools of tears.


Everybody got up to congratulate him, except me, I froze in my place. I could see them standing up all together of hugging and congratulating him. They were crowding him and 5altii Leila and 3amy Yousef came and joined them. When I realised that I was still sitting, I managed to hold back my tears and get up. I steadied myself as I got up, pulling a straight face and I managed to put on a smile. When they were done, it was my turn.


NO, I CAN’T DO THIS! BUT I HAVE TO! DON’T CRY, BE STRONG! WISH HIM LUCK, HAPPINESS AND ALL! ANYTHING, BUT I DON’T WANT TO CRY!


“Mabrook.”


SHIT! That was all I could manage to get out?! Ya rabyy shoo haay! Y3ni seriously! Bs la, that only came out. Curse you Reemas! HUFFF!


I lift up my head to see him smiling his dazzling crooked smile, waaaaaaaaaaay! Yjaniiin!


“Alla ybarkk feech! El fal lichh.”, he said giving me a wink.


NOT ANYTIME SOON!


“Haii haii, Inshall….aa,”


B3d ma baraktlaa, srt daryy! I felt my soul shatter into what now were lifeless pieces, y3nii laish? Bs aby afham, Laishh!?


La ya Reemas, la! 5alaa9 may9eer! Alla yhanee, uhwa o murtaa. And…I truly wish them all the happiness and luck.


But I…I…I…can’t! I can’t go through this, a9lan as if we were togethr in the first place bs 7atta law, I had hope! know what I mean?


I closed the door behind me sat on the bed crying my eyes out. Hatha I’m crying o we weren’t even something! I thought it was HIM! I thought he would be my prince charming that would come and sweep me off my feet! I thought I no longer had to search for Him, since He was infromt of me! But, I WAS WRONG!


** KNOCK KNOCK **


I cleared my throat and wiped the tears under my eyes and around my face and sat up straight, cleared my voice and…


“Mnoo…?”, my muffled voice came out, at least it did!


“Nayif.”


“Halla Nayif…”


He came into the room and sat on the bed, realising the state I was in.


“Reemas, shfeech?”, he asked concerned.


YOU’RE ENGAGED, YOU IDIOT! THAT’S WHATS WRONG!!!


“Ma shaay. Umm, wanted anything?”


“Yeaah, Reemas…Sara told me…”


WHAT?! OH GREAT, COULD THIS GET ANY WORSE!!!


“About…?”


I made myself as if i didnt know what he was talking about.


“Reemas, you know about what.”


I turned my head away, SHIT! Ufff, I seriously hate myself right now!


“Reemas, look at me. Please…”


I turned my head back and faced him. I couldn’t help myself any longer and so I suddenly let out small sobbs which eventually turned into a crying feista!


“Shhh…bs 5alaa9…its ok…”


He kept calming me and soothing me unitl I stopped.


“So now I can talk?”, he said in a funny yet sarcastic way.


I kind of half-smiled nodding my head.


“Shofyy Rayooma, I’ve known you since potty training and diapees, so I’m going to be honest with you and my feelings. Reemas, inty 7sbat e5ty wana 7sbat u5ooch, the way you feel about me isn’t the way I feel about you. Its not that I don’t like you or anything, bl 3aks you’re beautiful in many ways that I can’t describe even if I used the most precious words, I simply can’t. You deserve someone way better than a moron like me, walla, I’m serious. O I don’t deserve those tears of yours. So please, la t9e7een!”


“Enty you deserve wa7id e7ibich, not you think you start liking someone bs 3ashan t’tharebain mn el thany… here take this and lift it to your ear.”


He gave me his mobile and I did as I was told. I was confused with the last thing he said, and I’m even more cnfused right now. He guestured me to talk into the phone.


“Alloo…”


“Reeemaaaas!”


3ABDALLA? How does Nayif know about 3abdalla, whats going on?!

“3abdalla?”


“Haii 7abeebty, haii. 3abdalla…”


“Reemas 7abbety, 8abl la etsakreen el 5a6 eb wayhyy I just want you to hear me out, please Reemas, please…”


“Hmm…”


Nayif gave me a smile and slowly left the room.


“Reemas, I love you. I’m now a hundred percent sure that I can’t live without you. Reemas. I want you back in my life again. I want to hear your voice every single day of my life. I want to grow old with you and want to have babies with you. I want to watch our children grow up and then their children and so on. The point is, Reemas…I want you back!”

Hello there my little pretties. Sorry about the short post. I promise a longer one soon. Love you all ! ;**

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I was in shock… I walked in and saw a completly diffirent room. The walls were painted diffirent, the carpet, the bathroom, the bed, the whole room was like it was magicaly copied from a magazine. It was gorgouse.

Noura: What is all this ?

M7sin: Well… while you were gone I decided to re-do the room the way you wanted.

Noura: The way I wanted ?

M7sin: Yeah, I remember when we first got this house you showed me some ideas of how you wanted the bedroom to be.

Noura: Yeah and you refused.

M7sin: I know but I was rumiging through your old stuff and I found it. I got a whole team together to have it done as soon as possible.

Noura: Ok wait… whats the point of all of this?

M7sin: The point is … *coming closer and taking my hand and putting it on his chest* I love you. I know your standing there thinking I want to kill him but I do. I don’t know why I did those things to you. I –

Noura: M7sin stop please…

M7sin: Nono wait let me finish, please. After you left I felt such guilt and shame that it killed me. I want us to work and I’m willing to do anything, anything you want.

Noura: See that’s the thing, we can never work out our issues… sorry YOU can never work out your issues. Your saying all this now but you will hit me again. It’s like a drug, you can’t stop.

M7sin: *getting on his knees * Noura 7beebty inti please… don’t do this. I just experianced my life without you and I don’t want to go through it again please. I’m willing to go to a doctor but please don’t leave me. *in tears*

Noura: …. Ok

M7sin: Ok?

Noura: Yeah, we’ll get you better.

M7sin stood up and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his beautiful soul again. He really was a deep man, but I just needed to bring him back. So I called and set an appointment for tommorow evening.

He is my husband after all and I’m his wife. It’s my duty to stand by him no matter what. If he’s willing to change and be a better person then I will help him with all my heart.

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