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Okay so this is the post i promised you with… i hope its longER than the previous one…. Enjoy Love Ya ;*******………………………………………………………………………………………7amadHehe , 6la3at jana il bint illy…
Ego, crushed, pride, split second and remorse »
We went to the Persian grocery shop and we got all the things I needed, Munthir yanani ma biga shay ma yabi yakhtha, Liban, bharat, kilshay ili yisma3 9arlina sina min hadaina likwait ma china ams yayeen
We went back to our place, and Munthir could not have been any sweeter I mean seriously ma yabi ikhaleeni ajees shay kilshay yabi ihwa isawi 3ani, I got really excited while cooking and burned myself by mistake.
Lamar: aaa7
Munthir: Shfeeech? Ta3awartay?
He hurried up to me
Lamar: la la mafeeni shay bas 7aragt rou7i bil ghala6
He went to the fridge and got me a pack of frozen peas and put it on my hand, he was staring at my bruise the whole time while I was looking at him, he moved his eyes to mine and we shared a moment, I moved away quickly afraid of the next step. He apologized and moved away heading to the bathroom to wash up.
Munthir: Khali for another 10 minutes la tsheeleena ba3dain 7i6eelich a band aid fee bil first aid kit.
We got dressed up and headed to Nawaf’s hospital. We got in and Nawaf was reciting the Qur’an. 7abeebi remorse is written all over him, he’s such a sweet guy and it shows how much he regrets all his actions. Ga3id brou7a yaksir il kha6ir. Istanas 3ala il akil wayid and of course Munthir was bragging, he took it as a chance and had his hands on my shoulders.
Munthir: Allah e3afi my little cook
Nawaf: Allah ekhaleeha lik wala ya7rimkum min ba3ath
Lamar: 3an ithinkum
I went outside wanting to give them their privacy and to catch up so I called Ghizlan.
I told her about all my late feelings regards to Munthir
Ghizlan: I’m sorry to tell you bas you DO have feelings for him oo Lamar he regretted what he did, I’m not telling you completely forgive him, bas I mean give him a chance oo I think what you made him go through was enough. Afterall he is your husband and you are gonna share your life with him
Lamar: Adri ya Ghizlan wallah adri, bas whenever I try to give him a chance, all the old feelings come back rushing through my veins and I just can’t help it.
Ghizlan: Those feelings are rushing back la2ana intay ma tabeen tit8abilaina lo inich tabeen the feelings you have towards him are gonna take over those feelings that you have of anguish and hate against him.
Lamar: Madri wala, I’ll talk to you later, he’s heading over to me right now
I was remembering what Ghizlan was telling me earlier so I pushed a smile out of my face
He stepped on his steps and hurried faster to me
Munthir: Shfeech 6ala3tay? Ta3bana? Feech shay?
Lamar: La mafeeni shay bas 6ala3t akalim Ghizlan
Munthir: Ah, Ghizlan agrab wa7da lich 9a7?
We started walking back to Nawaf’s room and Munthir was a bit close but I did not move since we weren’t touching or anything
Lamar: Mm bas i7na kilina ya3ni we’re close together.
Back at Kuwait
Ghizlana: Walaaa o akhir ziman ya Jiwano intay bit9eereen mirt ikhooy anaa!!!
Jiwana: Oo laish ma9eer chanitich smila 3alaich!
Ghizlan: simply because I’m the most beautiful girl in this whole world! Allah e3eeena 3alaaich
Jiwana: Hey tara ma9ar shay lail7een
Ghizlan: Shinu ma9ar shay ba3ad khi6ba o kha6abnach oo maw3id il milcha ta7adad, bas tara wayid mit2akhir allah e3eenich 3ala Ghassano!
Jiwana: Ee walah 3ad ana shifikni min ikhooch hal di3la! Mit2akhir 3alashan ban6ir Lamar 3ala matrid
Ghizlan: ee 9a7 a7san lai radat may9eer you have it bidoonha
Athalia: ela 9ij shakhbarha?
Ghizlan: 7emdila walah she’s doing great tawha il youm dagatli tgool wayid mistanseen
Ghizlan was the only one that knew about the incident out of all the girls
Jiwana’s face turned into a shade of red when her phone vibrated as she excused herself
Jiwana: Alooo
Ghassan: Ya ba3ad galb hal aloo!
Jiwana: Ghassaaan
Ghassan: Don’t Ghassan me, ana gayil badiglich 3alashan azifich!
Jiwana: Ana? Laish?
Ghassan imitating her voice: Ana? Laish? tsaween rou7ich baree2a? 7aram 3alaich yal thalma shinu il milcha 3ogib shahrain! Abeech 7agi abeech 7alaali basawi feech eli abi
Jiwana started to get scared: Shinu ya3ni bitsawi feeni ili tabi? Tara walah ahawin wagool 7ag ahali ina mabeek
Ghassan: la la yam3awda khala9 haa ibnit2adab! Asfeeen
Jiwana: eee khalik chithi san3 wila tara haa?
Ghassan: Khala9 yuba bintisana3 he was mumbling to himself, 7asha mathala hathi moo zawaj, hayin bas hayin
Jiwana: Na3am? Shgilt? Masma3
Ghassan: La abad agool salamtich, ila shakhbarich 7abeebti?
And they talked for the rest of the night all about their future plans and Jiwana’s struggles in the past with all of Ghassan’s pranks o da3alta
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El marath thabe7ny…I’m literally sick, god. I can do nothing but lay on the sofa. my family is travelling next week and this is when I wish I wasn’t married. I wish I can go with them, summer is so boring here. and marriage is not really perfect if you ask me. *sigh*
they say: * a perfect writer can make an emperor weep*, hope you guys enjoy this part;**
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I poured the gravy carefully on top of Enola’s special chicken and potato dish and put it down with the rest of the dishes on the big, wooden dining table. The strong odors of the cheese, garlic and curry made my stomach growl louder. I hadn’t eaten all day and I couldn’t wait any longer.
We gathered around the dining table noisily and started reciting our prayers together, it was some sort of a tradition here to pray, and connect with each other through the food. Food was a symbol of love and care in this family that I belonged to now.
“Hey, Iris, your mother told me that you worked at that pink house in town” I stuffed more grilled potato in my mouth and shoved it down my throat with a big swig of lemon juice.
“What pink house?” she frowned. Iris was Enola’s younger daughter and she used to work at houses to pay her college funds.
“Donna carina’s house” Enola answered her.
“Oh, yeah that house was creepy” she made a face.
“Creepy? Why?!” I bit my lower lip in confusion.
She looked around the table, examining the curious faces, including the kids, fortunately for me they were distracted. “How do you know about that house Nessa? I thought you hated going to town”
” um, actually they’re kinda my friends. Alex and his cousin Jon” I admitted.
” Nessa, I don’t know about Jon, but you don’t want to be friends with Alex” she warned.
“And …why is that?!” Although he wasn’t really my friend, I felt defensive towards him.
“He’s not really nice” she said. “And people say that he was cursed and his mother was a…sorceress” she was whispering by now.
“A what?” my eyes bulged out and my body became hotter. “And you believe this shit?!”
“Well, I’ve seen the mother, she looked normal” she shrugged. “But that house looks different and people talk, anyway how did you meet him Nessa?”
“He’s the man who saved me” my stomach did a back flip as I muttered the words.
When I got home that night I was unnaturally and utterly exhausted, I brushed my teeth, combed my long hair hastily and put on my long, white night gown. I climbed into bed and covered my body with the sheets. The bed sheets were soft and welcoming as ever, I buried my face against the soft, fluffy pillow and sighed heavily before I fell to the darkness of that other world I rarely visited.
I struggled to wake up but couldn’t, the dream held me too tightly in its coils. It was the same dream I had a few days ago, same white bed, same pain. I couldn’t breathe or move, the pain hurt so much that it felt real. And Alex was there. He was wearing a white lab coat and was staring at me while I was moaning and screaming with agony and he didn’t do anything to stop it.
I was really dazed when I woke up first thing in the morning. I took a quick shower and spent longer than usual in front of my little closet. I wasn’t really obsessed about the way I looked. We all dressed the same in this island, especially in the village, since we lived near the beach and the weather was always so sunny. But this once it was different, I wanted to impress Jon since he was coming today as I promised him to bake him cookies. And Alex might come along with him. I wanted to impress Alex too.
I finally decided on an orange embroidered shirt and my same old jeans. I braided my hair and wrapped a colorful scarf around my head. I knew the permanent scar on my face would be showing fully with my hair away from my face but I just didn’t care.
When I reached the scent shop it was already opened which meant that Wendy was already there.
I entered the shop, and to my surprise Wendy wasn’t alone, Jon’s cheerful face appeared next to her’s. “Good morning Wendy, Jon” I greeted them.
“Morning, you look good” Jon smiled that dazzling smile of his.
“Yes you look good” Wendy chuckled. I shot her a hard glance.
“Thank you Jon, you’re… early!” I muttered excitedly.
“You’re late” he laughed. ” Nessa it’s 10″
“I don’t come early on Saturdays”
“Oh, um. So can I steal you now?”
“I don’t think so, I have to be at least here for two hours” I said apologetically. His face fell with disappointment.
“You know Nessa I can manage alone” Wendy smiled at me.
“You sure?” I asked her.
“Oh please, go!” She ordered. I laughed.
“Thank you” I mouthed the words silently.
I took Jon around the village and showed him my favorite places, including my former happy place. He wasn’t amazed by the beauty, he sounded as if he had seen much better than this in his life.
“Nice” he said.
“Nice? This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen!”
“Ok ok, calm down” he grinned.
“You’re mean!” I laughed.
He looked away and continued walking to the beautiful, glistening turquoise sea. I followed him and he turned around, facing me now.
“Breathtaking” he said.
My mouth opened involuntarily to say nothing in particular but he answered my thoughts. “Your eyes. They remind me of the beach, they are a different shade of blue obviously; hyacinth-blue, but they are so deep that’s why they remind me of the beach” he blushed.
I laughed. “That was so poetic, thanks, I guess”
“Yeah” he grinned.
We then walked along the beach and talked a lot. Jon was an easy person to be around, I enjoyed every second of being with him, I didn’t even feel self conscious with that hideous, big scar on my face and he didn’t seem to notice how ugly it looked. Instead he admired my eyes.
When we went to my house to bake the cookies I was already starving, we ate olives and drank water because that was the only thing in the kitchen that was ready without cooking.
“How’s Alex?” I asked him.
“He’s fine” he said with his mouth full of olives.
“wh-why didn’t he come along with you?” I hesitated.
” you want him to come with me?” he asked.
” I don’t care” I lied.
He smiled. “Aren’t they ready yet?”
“Oh, they’ll take long” I grinned. “Sorry!” I looked apologetically at the oven.
“That’s okay because it means I’ll enjoy more of you” he said and laughed at the way he said it.
“You’re definitely a poet, I’m sure of it!” I laughed along with him.
In the upcoming days we became closer, we’d meet every day and spend the entire day with each other, and I enjoyed it a lot, I didn’t want this simple friendship to end.
One day after I finished work, I closed the shop and headed home. Jon had promised me that he would come by for dinner tonight. It was seven pm and I was very tired, I had a long day and I didn’t have the time to cook a decent meal.
I changed my clothes quickly to a more comfy shirt and pants, washed my face and headed to the kitchen. He was there.
“How did you get in?” I asked him. I wasn’t surprised, I was just happy.
“The door was open” he said, smiling.
“I brought something, thought you’d be hungry”
“Oh I am, thanks Jon!” I put down two plates on the little, wooden table along with two forks and knives.
We talked a lot while we ate, as usual. I loved talking to Jon a lot, he was a good listener and a good well, speaker.
“I heard something very strange about Donna Carina’s house, and…Alex” I said, finally deciding on telling him.
He looked up in surprise. “What did you hear?”
“That…that he was cursed and” I broke off hesitantly. ” and that his mother is a…sorceress”
His face turned red, he looked utterly angry. “That’s plain bullshit Nessa”
“I’m…sorry, I know it’s not true” I looked away in shame.
“It’s okay, people talk a lot when you’re different” he sighed.
He was silent for a minute before he spoke”You probably need to sleep now, I’ll see you tomorrow Ness” he put his fork down
“No!” I almost screamed. “Don’t leave, please. I don’t really sleep early, I barely sleep”
” it’s okay Nessa I should go” he stood up.
Suddenly my eyes filled with huge, warm tears when I realized that he was gone without even looking at me in the eye.
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style=”color: rgb(102, 51, 255);”>i woke up the next morning with a bright huge wide smile on my face .. i loved yesterday so much, it was sad that it’s over ! anyway .. now i finally knew that he’s in my heart and i want to keep him for ever and ever .. i didn’t know him very well but i was willing to be friends with him and try to know him more than i do .. i want to be close to him and to his heart , i want to be his lover . i want to be the one that he thinks about all the time, i want to be his love of life ,, i want him to come to me whenever he needed someone , i want him to feel comfortable with me ,, i want to see his smile that i love on his face forever and ever ,, i want him mine JUST MINE ,, i want him to keep me in his heart .. i want to hold his hands , i want to hug him.. i want to sink in his chess and cry whenever i felt crying ,, I WANT HIM !
and i spent every day writing things about him in my diary .and let out every thing that it’s hidden in me . i kept writing and writing ,, letting out and letting out ,,
here >>>
a page in my diary :
what’s the world without you ? =[
i LOVE you , when will you realize that =C
if i can get this courage and let out these things in me and tell you about how MUCH [[[ I REALLY LOVE YOU ]]] will i ever get the chance to hug you ?
if you can read what’s written in my eyes you’d know what’s hidden in my heart for you .
please take a look at me . CLOSELY , “ will i ever be enough for you ? “ what’s the world without me to you ? do you really carry some feelings to a girl ?! ..
will you love me back the way i love you .. i have lots and lots to say ! it’s just that i can’t describe what’s in me easily ,, i need you here with me and help me with your love to me to let things out and know how much you mean to me ! i hope you’d be with me to prove to you that i am the one who cares about you the most . i want you mine . i want to have the rest of my life with you ,, just you and I . that what i all ever wanted .. =’]
hope we get together soon !
so one day Minnie and banana slept over at my place .. and as usual we would really have fun together ..
minnie was on her email where i found his email in her contacts list and she was talking to him .. i asked her to give him my email and add me .. and being the good guy that he is .. he added me
when i got online i saw him online too . i was too shy to start the conversation
so i went like :
CHERRII: Hello ^^ ,, whose this ? * as if i don’t know *
MUNCIE: Oh HEY .. It’s Muncie. how you been ?
at that moment i was like AHHH !! he replied and my heart started to beat so hard !!
CHERRII: Hehe Hey muncie I’ve been great thanks ^^ what about you ?
Muncie: doom ,I’ve been great as well
and then i smiled a smile that in a moment i felt like my cheeks will explode any minute ..
so we kept talking and talking and talking .. and we started to know each other a bit more especially for me i got to know him more and more and fall for him more and more
and i started to wait for him to go online just to talk to him , and when goes online i start to get these butterflies that tickles my tummii !
i knew that the green colour is his favorite color , he hates jeans , he loves three quarter pants , he’s so simple , he loves his head shaved *bald* i hate that he thinks it’s more comfortable !! he loves wearing soles other than wearing sport Nike or converse shoes like other boys , it’s because when he sits somewhere he loves baring his feet awww so cute .. his biggest dream is to be a doctor *he once told me that * he loves short girls ,he finds them cute , he would love to be a jet pilot one day.. his birthday is in July 24 ..
he loves playing guitar , he loves playing piano , he wants to have three boys when he’s a father in future *he once told me that* he said he hates girls . He stutters <33 and ahhh when he stutters my heart stutters with him ,he’s not too tall and not too short he’s normal .. he has beautiful black hair and a killing thick dark eyebrows and AN AMAZINGLY beautiful dark eyes .. and his hand aww i love the way his fingers are shaped . he once said that they are ugly , at that moment i wanted to PUNCH him on the nose ! they were beautiful and the touch of them is more than any beautiful word to describe his touch!! He has a tender heart !,he always wears a smile and has the best personality ever Yes, i LOVED a jewel and i know it.
He is truly a beautiful person. .he’s unique and i want him mine
days turned to weeks :
one day i went to my cousins house and i saw that HUGE STUFFED animal ! it was a frog , i loved it , it was HUGE ! like the men size i guess, i hugged it and i wrapped it’s arms around me !! in a glance in my thoughts i pictured the frog as him ! i know weird but i loved the feeling !! I LOVED IT ! it’s like am hugging him ! i don’t care if it’s weird or not !! IT’S HIM ,, it FEELS HIM!!
and then
CHERRII: AHHHHHH !! IRMAAAAAAAA ! this frog is coming with me home !!
IRMA : WHAT !! COME ON CHERRII
CHERRII: NO NO !! PLEASE I WANT THIS FROG *hugging her and nagging*
IRMa: alright , alright you can have it * rolling her eyes*
cherrii : awwww ya 7yatii *kissing her cheeks*
irma: AWW cherrii stop * laughing loudly*
cherrii: HAHAH ..
MAAAN ! i was so happy ,, am going home and this amazing thing is coming with me..
irma is my closest cousin , she knows everything about me except for this little beautiful secret am hiding from every one *is about me loving him*
so i got home with him ..i mean the frog ‘.’ !
i laid it on my bed and gave it a kiss and then i headed to my bathroom to brush my teeth , comb my hair and wash my feet cause it was my bed time .. i wore my Pj and it was a yellow short dress and it’s size was XXX LARGE (though i weight 49) it was cute on me and SOOOOOOOOOOOO COMFY !!
and then i moisturized my body with my Moisturizing cream for body and i moisturized my lips as well .. it makes it so soft i love it , i always do that before i sleep ,,
and then i headed back to my room , and there was My Muncie laying on my bed ,, I MEANT THE FROG !!! **i wonder what will he think of me if he knew am having a frog stuffed animal as him** !!! ANYWAY .. i looked at it as it’s him ! in moments of this i started to see him !!! instead the frog i got SO into it .. i laid next to him and got his arms wrapped around me , it was comfy so comfy i gave him a cheek kiss,, My heart started beating and i took a long breath and then i started to run my fingers through his and held him tightly i was closing my eyes to get more into it and i so loved it .. and then i said it again
I…….. LOVE…….. YOU……. MUNCIE ….
That night i kept my eyes closed til i fell asleep in that position where he was right next to me with his arms around me ,, that was the best night sleep and the best feeling i ever had ….
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Susy.Q, this long post is for you:*
Lamar and Munthir had reached their apartment in London, Munthir was exhausted, he hadn’t slept the whole flight and had to move his seat too, Lamar threw up again from his scent and asked him to move his seat.
Munthir: Lamar, I hope you don’t mind bas bnig3ad ib shiqatna bidal otail 3alashan bin6awil mini o shiqatna agrab 7ag mustashfat Nawaf ikhooy.
Lamar: La 3adi, ana badish anam
Lamar entered the first room across the hall and laid down. She slept like a baby, even though it was a different bed and a new place that she wasn’t accustomed to. Lamar woke up and found that it was night outside and there was no way that she was able to sleep again. She got up and unpacked her suitcase that Munthir had left infront of her door. She took a shower and freshened up and left the room to find Munthir asleep on the couch.
Lamar ( I wondered why Munthir was sleeping on the couch even though there were plenty of rooms in the apartment, it was huge and really nicely furnished. I went to the kitchen to grab something to eat, I was starving. I opened the fridge and to my luck there wasn’t any food and I heard some movement, Munthir must’ve woken up from all the noise I made)
Munthir ( I heard some noises coming out from the kitchen, I figured that Lamar must be hungry which is why she’s looking for food. I got up and went to her)
Munthir: Lamar, yo3ana?
She ignored me
Munthir: Ana barou7 il baqala ayeeblina akil, tyeen ma3ay?
She just shook her head indicating that she did not want to come with me and went to her room
I knocked on her door
Munthir: Lamar ana yimkin at2akhar shwaya bamir 3ala Nawaf ikhooy ashouf etha agdar ashoufa, intay 6ilbeelich akil wana imkhali floos 3ala il 6awla.
Munthir ( Oh who am I kidding, she’s not gonna take the money, neither is she ordering food, I decided to order pizza from the pizza place below us, bring it up to her, knocked on her door and left for the grocery shopping, followed by that I passed by Nawaf’s hospital, but visiting hours were over and I wasn’t allowed to visit him, I went back walking to the apartment instead of taking a cab and kept thinking about this whole messed up situation, and ways to get Lamar back to normal. I got up to the apartment and found the pizza in the oven, she hasn’t touched it, bas 7abeebti 7a6at’ha bil sakhan 3alashan ma tabrid, I asked her if she wanted to eat with me, and she refused of course, and I didn’t nag wanting to give her all the space that she needs, I ate and left it back in the oven in case she got hungry later on. I got back to watching tv, I’ve decided to sleep at the sofa just incase she needed anything, I’m closer to her that way, if she had one of her dreams or needed anything)
Lamar ( I was starving, my tummy made embarassing sounds and I figured that Munthir would be asleep by now, even if he wasn’t I don’t care. I got up and found him watching tv, I went to the fridge which was filled with all kinds of cheeses and snacks, I went to the oven and grabbed the pizza and started to eat, Munthir came and joined me and I was staring at him, ya3ni shyabi tawa makil)
Munthir: Shinu latshoufeeni chithi, ba3ad you3an may9eer akil?
Lamar: Mu tawik makil?
Munthir: Ee embala, bas yi3t, 7aram akil mara thania?
I ignored him, and went to the tv and sat on the couch, I was bored out of hell. Il akh ya o si6ar yami, I looked at him as in khair? He just smiled, so I got up and sat on the one seater and we settled on watching Woman on Top by Penelope Cruz. He slept half way through the movie, obviously uncomfortable, his neck was crooked and his back wasn’t rested well, so I just went to him leaving a small gap between us.
Lamar: Munthir
Munthir: hmm
Lamar: Munthir goum nam 3adil aw goum nam bil dar.
He started mumbling things that I wasn’t able to comprehend
Munthir: Lamar I’m sorry
and he held my hands pulling me and went back to sleeping
I was taken back from what he just did and removed my hands slowly from his so I won’t wake him up and went back to my room.
I got up the next day, and the breakfast was set on the table, there was also a note on the fridge
” Went to visit Nawaf, I’ll be back soon, call if you need anything”
I thought that it was thoughtful of him to do that, I ate breakfast and started cleaning the apartment, I’m a bit of a neat freak. Hours passed without any sign of him, so I decided to watch some more tv, then he came in. He noticed that the apartment looked a slight different, he looked different though, down somehow. I figured that it must be Nawaf.
Lamar: Shakhbar Nawaf?
He was lost in his own thoughts so I raised my voice a bit.
Lamar: Mm Munthir, shakhbar Nawaf al7een?
He seemed to snap out of his bubble
Munthir: ha? allah kareem inshala
Lamar: zain ihwa ga3id brou7a al7een?
Munthir: ee akeed ma 3inda a7ad
Lamar: zain shrayik, ana mishtahia a6ba5, asawi machboos, oo we’ll go visit him akeed walhan 3ala akil likwait 7abeebi
A huge smile formed on his face that I cared: yala 3ayal khan rou7 il baqala il eerania to get all the things you need wana asa3dich
Lamar: La mashkour ma7ib barbisa
He came closer to me: Nawaf 7abeebich ha? Tara aghaar
I flinched and moved away from him
He noticed, Munthir: Yala 3alashan ma nit2akhar
and he opened the door for me, maskeen kisar kha6ri but I just can’t help it, within days hopefully, la what am I saying? I hate him I’m not gonna let him get to me
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When they finally got to J’s condo after a 20 minute drive, Nayla was the first one out. She practically sprinted to see if J’s car was in the building’s parking space. Since it wasn’t, she took out his condo keys. She asked Moh’d is he could come up with her to make sure everything was safe and sound. He parked his car , and when he got out, they both walked towards the lift that would take them start up to J’s condo. Moh’d out of nowhere remembered something.
Moh’d: This condo looks so familiar to me, its like I’ve been here before..
Nalya: Really?
Moh’d : Yea I know I’ve been here , But I just need to remember when and with who..
A few moments of silence hang over…
Moh’d: Now I remember !! I knew J sounded so familiar to me, we used to hang out together with a group of friends at Hong Kong, since they used to have lunch together once a week. He was laid-back and really friendly. But when he headed of to the U.S. , we felt like somebody was missing. He always used to make us laugh and even the restaurant staff liked him . He even got us a couple of free lunches.
Nayla”grinning with a huge smile”: That sounds like the J I know..
Then the lift stopped at J’s floor. Nayla inserted the key into the brass key hole that opened up the lift doors directly into J’s condo. He lived in one of the most spacious buildings in his area and Nayla loved how his condo gave off a Bohemian feel that would send you off imagining yourself relaxing on the beaches of Maldives. Captivating right ?
When she got in , she saw that it needed a bit of cleaning up. Since she knew where he kept the cleaning clothes and dettol, she started scrubbing any surface that had anything spilt on it. She stacked all his papers, and before she knew it , the place was spotless. She then called J , and asked where he was, he said he had just parked his car in his condo building. She told him she was waiting upstairs and that there’s something she had to show him.
J suddenly felt nervous. Not the good kind that you get when your around the person you love , no the bad kind, the kind you get when you know something bad was about to happen. You know what I mean. He took a deep breath , stepped out of his car , and slowly started heading towards the elevator doors , counting his paces as he went along. It was one of his many habits , one that usually showed up when he was nervous. When he finally got to his condo, his nervous face turned into a huge boy like grin. He saw Moh’d there standing next to Nayla , who without any hesitation , came over and hugged J in a tight embrace and gave him a light peck on the cheek. He then was sure that nothing was about to happen. He then headed over to Moh’d , and Gave him a good old bear hug. he had remembered him from time to time and missed the times they used to hang out. They started catching up until Nayla interrupted them.
Nayla: Sorry to cut your catching up short ,but J , there’s something you need to see.
J: What is it ?
She then pointed to the brown package on his mahogany table , and at the T.V.
Nayla ” with a remote control in her hand”: This .
She clicked the play button , and as we watched the video , it was apparent that anger began flaring up within him. His started clinching his fists , and a tightness started developing around the edges of his lips. When the video finally was over , he took out the DVD and broke it against the wall with his very own hands. Nayla jumped when she heard the DVD crash . She had never seen J so angry in her life. He then sat down on the couch with his hands to his face. She walked over only to discover that tears were slowly trickling down his cheeks. That made her heart ache in such way, something she hadn’t felt in a long time. She put her arms around him , and slowly stroked his hair. It was something that always calmed him down.
Nayla: Baby , I know it isn’t true , remember , you told me about her and how she was a visual arts major.
J: I know, but she’s never gonna give up until she gets what she wants. She’s trying to break us apart…
Nayla: That never is gonna happen , cause I love you , and trust you more then I trust myself. No matter what she does , she’s never gonna tear us apart. The only thing that will is death .
She gave him her famous reassuring smile , and he felt his heart skip a beat. He never really understood how Nayla thought and reacted to everything . But she now proved how mature she really was, and thought about everything with reason.
Nayla: So no more tears , K ? They don’t suit you anyways . Water works is my department.
Moh’d: Trust me , I know , you should’ve seen the lungs on this kid when she was a baby . Damn ! was she annoying , I dunno how I bared her.
Nayla gave him a dangerous-in-a-teasing-way look. ” Remember your driving me home ; ) “
He acted like he was scared, begging for mercy . They all ended up laughing
Moh’d: And J , you don’t have to worry about you know who , she has what’s coming to her..”
He then felt so much love in that one single moment. He knew that they had his back and would be there for him no matter what. Nayla was at the moment the reason he kept smiling…
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When they finally got to J’s condo after a 20 minute drive, Nayla was the first one out. She practically sprinted to see if J’s car was in the building’s parking space. Since it wasn’t, she took out his condo keys. She asked Moh’d is he could come up with her to make sure everything was safe and sound. He parked his car , and when he got out, they both walked towards the lift that would take them start up to J’s condo. Moh’d out of nowhere remembered something.
Moh’d: This condo looks so familiar to me, its like I’ve been here before..
Nalya: Really?
Moh’d : Yea I know I’ve been here , But I just need to remember when and with who..
A few moments of silence hang over…
Moh’d: Now I remember !! I knew J sounded so familiar to me, we used to hang out together with a group of friends at Hong Kong, since they used to have lunch together once a week. He was laid-back and really friendly. But when he headed of to the U.S. , we felt like somebody was missing. He always used to make us laugh and even the restaurant staff liked him . He even got us a couple of free lunches.
Nayla”grinning with a huge smile”: That sounds like the J I know..
Then the lift stopped at J’s floor. Nayla inserted the key into the brass key hole that opened up the lift doors directly into J’s condo. He lived in one of the most spacious buildings in his area and Nayla loved how his condo gave off a Bohemian feel that would send you off imagining yourself relaxing on the beaches of Maldives. Captivating right ?
When she got in , she saw that it needed a bit of cleaning up. Since she knew where he kept the cleaning clothes and dettol, she started scrubbing any surface that had anything spilt on it. She stacked all his papers, and before she knew it , the place was spotless. She then called J , and asked where he was, he said he had just parked his car in his condo building. She told him she was waiting upstairs and that there’s something she had to show him.
J suddenly felt nervous. Not the good kind that you get when your around the person you love , no the bad kind, the kind you get when you know something bad was about to happen. You know what I mean. He took a deep breath , stepped out of his car , and slowly started heading towards the elevator doors , counting his paces as he went along. It was one of his many habits , one that usually showed up when he was nervous. When he finally got to his condo, his nervous face turned into a huge boy like grin. He saw Moh’d there standing next to Nayla , who without any hesitation , came over and hugged J in a tight embrace and gave him a light peck on the cheek. He then was sure that nothing was about to happen. He then headed over to Moh’d , and Gave him a good old bear hug. he had remembered him from time to time and missed the times they used to hang out. They started catching up until Nayla interrupted them.
Nayla: Sorry to cut your catching up short ,but J , there’s something you need to see.
J: What is it ?
She then pointed to the brown package on his mahogany table , and at the T.V.
Nayla ” with a remote control in her hand”: This .
She clicked the play button , and as we watched the video , it was apparent that anger began flaring up within him. His started clinching his fists , and a tightness started developing around the edges of his lips. When the video finally was over , he took out the DVD and broke it against the wall with his very own hands. Nayla jumped when she heard the DVD crash . She had never seen J so angry in her life. He then sat down on the couch with his hands to his face. She walked over only to discover that tears were slowly trickling down his cheeks. That made her heart ache in such way, something she hadn’t felt in a long time. She put her arms around him , and slowly stroked his hair. It was something that always calmed him down.
Nayla: Baby , I know it isn’t true , remember , you told me about her and how she was a visual arts major.
J: I know, but she’s never gonna give up until she gets what she wants. She’s trying to break us apart…
Nayla: That never is gonna happen , cause I love you , and trust you more then I trust myself. No matter what she does , she’s never gonna tear us apart. The only thing that will is death .
She gave him her famous reassuring smile , and he felt his heart skip a beat. He never really understood how Nayla thought and reacted to everything . But she now proved how mature she really was, and thought about everything with reason.
Nayla: So no more tears , K ? They don’t suit you anyways . Water works is my department.
Moh’d: Trust me , I know , you should’ve seen the lungs on this kid when she was a baby . Damn ! was she annoying , I dunno how I bared her.
Nayla gave him a dangerous-in-a-teasing-way look. ” Remember your driving me home ; ) “
He acted like he was scared, begging for mercy . They all ended up laughing
Moh’d: And J , you don’t have to worry about you know who , she has what’s coming to her..”
He then felt so much love in that one single moment. He knew that they had his back and would be there for him no matter what. Nayla was at the moment the reason he kept smiling…
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I KNOW!I’m horrible for not posting for a couple of days. Forgive me I was very busy, I’ll make it up to you all :*Enjoy this part!PREVIOUSLY;I quickly looked behind me it was Ghanem and he was smirking devilishly, in a very scary way.”He doesn’t like …
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To all my lovely readers….i just wanted to let u know that my story is based on TRUE events TRUE characters, and TRUE description, o Some of the ashya2 9arat in real life…. (NOT EVERYTHING) <–Ya3ni glittery waayiiid im2alfa ashya2 :p
Thats all! Luv u ;**********
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Missed uuuuuuu……;**********ENJOY…;)))))))__________________________________________________________________Zain….I shivered slightly when he touched my arm, i chose to ignore it and we sat down. Men and women all with experience were seated on …
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Someone asked me where this is all taking place, and as always my readers all my stories will take place in Dubai. That wont change, unless I change a few things. But as for now its Duubai.
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This one is dedicated to my lovely CUPID
ILY ;**
While Mona and Haifa were scheming their little plot, Dina was off to meet the mysterious sender.
The cafe was filled with alot of people so she decided to send the person a text. After she did, there was a ring. She flollowed it and it led her straight.
Dina: Well I should have known.
… : *giggles* Have a seat.
Dina: How did you get my number?
… : After I dropped you home I went back to help clean up at mama Mouthy’s. So I saw Yasmeen and 3alya and asked for your number.
Dina: You know you could have just asked for it yourself.
… : Yeah I know but this is way more fun.
Dina: Fun…. aha..
… : So how have you been ?
Dina: Im so exhausted.
… : Studying huh ?
Dina: No its not that. I just kept tossing and turning all night, mdri wsh feeni.
… : Am I that hard to let go ?
Dina: Very funny, haha…. *rolles eyes*
… : So ?
Dina: So why did you bring me here?
… : I wanted to talk.
Dina: Dude you didnt even give me your name yet.
… : Oh that you’l have to earn.
Dina: Look Im really not in the mood to jump through rings of fire.
… : Aha your the seriouse type.
Dina: I just dont like games.
… : Really? Not even hide and seek?
Dina: Ok if you dont stop with your lame ass jokes then Im leaving.
… : My name’s 5aled.
Dina: 5aled..
5aled: Can I ask you something?
Dina: Sure..
5aled: You and this 3bdulah…
Dina: Ok Im gonna stop you right there and tell you that me and him are just friends. Weve got nothing on eachother.
5aled: Sorry one sec.. Aloo?………… leh…………………. ok…………. ok………. 6yb bshwaysh yallah jay jay !!
Dina: Let me guess, you gotta go ?
5aled: I’m sorry its this thing.
Dina: Oh…
5aled: Im sorry I really have to go *getting up* heres some money get whatever you want.
A Few Hours Later …
Yasmeen: That bastard !!
Dina: RIGHT ??
Yasmeen: He’s an asswhole !
Dina: RIGHT ??
3alya: Ya banat ykafi !!
Yasmeen: Are you for real ? He invited her. Then after a few minutes rushed off throwing money in her face.
3alya: Well yeah, that is kinda bad.
Dina: Kinda? The guy treated me like trash !
Yasmeen: Why dont you call him and get an answer.
Dina: Why should I? he should be calling me !!
Dina decided to forget about what happend. Besides, she had a huge test to worry about the next day that she did not need a guy spinning her head all the way around.
At school, everything seemed fine. The first couple of classes wee good and concentrated. There was even a little pop quiz which she knew she did well on. On this morning everything seemed to be going well, with everything happening.
During her Bio test she didnt even get a chance to get past question five. 5aled kept sending her text messages and she just couldnt help but answer. He started off apologizing then going into lame jokes.
The teacher caught Dina and sent her straight to the principles office. The principle took away her cell phone, and would be returned to her at the end of the day.
At Lunch …
Mona: He actualy took it, just like that ?
Dina: I was so pissed !
Mona: Who were you texting anyway ?
Dina: Oh no one, this relative of mine.
Mona: Oooo tell us more !!
Haifa: Is he cute ?
Dina: Very !
Mona: So listen theres gonna be party tommorow night, you in ?
Dina: Who’s party ?
Mona: Well its a bit diffirent.
Dina: Meaning …
Mona: A college party.
Dina: What ??? Are you crazy ???
Mona: Dont be that way, it will be so much fun. Haifa and I are gonna go.
Dina: Well you guys have fun.
Mona: You have to come please.
Dina: What about my parents ?
Mona: They’ll never have to know. You could say your coming over to my house to sleepover and then we’ll sneak out once my parents are asleep.
Dina: I dunno… it sounds too risky..
Mona: Wow… what happend to the Dina I knew? The one you used to take risks and party
Dina: I have to get my act together Mona, I cant be partying on forever.
Mona: Its just a party, like any other party. And except for high school boys, their college boys.
Haifa: Wait, are we gonna be crashing ?
Mona: Haha God no !! I have some girlfriends who are going. They’ll get us in. So you in ?
Dina: Yeah.
School was almost over but before Dina could get to class she needed to find 3bdulah and explain everything. She knew he had free period now, so she decided to skip it for a few minutes.
She searched half the building until she found him out in the soccer field.
Dina: Hey.
3bdulah: Hey.
Dina: I think I did well on my test.
3bdulah: Good.
He didnt even look at her, instead he gave her a cold vibe.
Dina: 3bdulah listen to me please. Look at me.
3bdulah: Hmm ?
Dina: I did not blow you off if thats what you thought. Things got kinda late at my grandmothers house. Then my oil leaked so 5aled drove me home. I mean I was only a half hour late. We could have finished up.
3bdulah: Dina its ok, aham shay you did good.
Dina: So I’ll still be seeing you after school right ?
3bdulah: Yeah ofcourse but if you pass this test it just shows to prove that you dont need me anymore.
Dina: Oh…
3bdulah: Dont be upset this is a good sign.
Dina: Yeah, I know it is..
3bdulah: So any plans for the weekend ?
Dina: A party.
3bdulah: You know just once I wish your response would be I don’t know.
Dina: Excuse me ?
3bdulah: Just for a change I would love to see you sitting at home watching tv.
Dina: I’m sorry sorry but its SO not any of your buisness what I do.
3bdulah: Your right. It’s not.
Dina: ……
3bdulah: Oh listen I’ve got plans after school so I dont think we have our session today.
Dina: I see…
3bdulah: Noura, Naif and I are going out.
Dina: Wait, your blowing me off to hang out with your friends ?
3bdulah: I defending you instead of Noura! I havent seen Naif in a long time trying to save your ass from failing. So yes Dina I am blowing you off for today. Tommorows your big party so why dont you go to the spa and get a facial or something. I gotta go. Bye.
Dina: WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TALKING TO ME THAT WAY !! DONT YOU F****** WALK AWAY FROM ME !! 3BDULAH !!!!
Wow… thats was rough.
S3oud hadn’t spoken to Noura in a week. He missed her. Her laugh, her smile. He was always so crazy about her smile. It’s what caught his eye. It felt like there was something missing in his life. He needed her. He was wiling to do whatever it takes to get her back in his arms.
He already had a plan in the works.
Noura was working late at school so she was most probably going ot be the last student out.
After her long hours after school in the library she passed by her locker to grab a couple of books before heading out.
Once she opend it an envelope slipped out.
” Hey pretty girl, That’s all I can say for now. “
Noura: Ok what the hell !
Naif: Everything ok ?
Noura: ah!! Shit Naif you scared me !!
Naif: Sorry..
Noura: Mdri I found this is my locker.
Naif: Pretty girl huh ?
Noura: Oh shut up ! Yallah lets go 3bdulas waiting for us.
Naif: Speaking of him. BE NICE !! DONT JUMP HIM TOO !!
Noura: Are you implying that I cant hold my temper.
Naif: Thats exactley what I’m implying.
Noura: You are nolonger very dear to me Naif.
Naif: Bala 7arakat yallah lets go.
The lunch was alright you might say, There was a bit of pickering between 3bdulah and Noura but eventualy they worked things out.
Back Home …
Yasmeen: Did you ask him ?
Dina: Yes I did but he also said its weird since it was in his desk drower the whole day.
Yasmeen: Inshallah mafi ela el 5air.
Dina: I need my cell phone. 5aled might call.
Yasmeen: Oh? Whats this? 5aled? I thought you were not intrested.
Dina: Yeah well I hate sushi butthat all changed once it was in my mouth.
Yasmeen: Haha 6yb yallah lets watch the movie.
Hmm.. who could be behind such a cruel thing? To steal a phone? Why no other than Mona and her little minian Haifa. But why would Mona take Dina’s phone? What could she possibly need it for? Nothing in it is valuble enough to spread something. Just what is she up to ?
The Next Day …
3alya: Wheres Yasmeen ?
Dina: She said she cant meet up. So its just me and you.
Incoming Call 5aled
3alya: Its 5aled.
Dina: Whats he doing calling you ?
3alya: I gave him my number so that you could talk to him, until you get your phone back.
Dina: Hello ?
5aled: Ahleen
Dina: Hala 5aled.
5aled: I hear someones phone got stolen.
Dina: I really dont know how this happend. The principle hid it away from me until the end of the day. Who the hell would do this ?
5aled: Dont worry inshallah you will get it back.
Dina: I hope so.
5aled: So umm.. can I see you today?
Dina: Oh I’m sorry I cant. I have this party.
5aled: Ah yes you high schoolers and your parties.
Dina: Just when will you stop the lame high school jokes ?
5aled: Hmmm.. never.
Dina: Listen I cant just ignore 3alya so I’ll talk to you later?
5aled: From where?
Dina: Hahaha I’ll figuire something out.
5aled: You better.
PARTY TIME **
Everything was set. Dina told her mom that she was sleeping over at Mona’s. So the girls waited until Mona’s parents were asleep. The snuck out of the house perfectly and were ont heir way. This was the first time Dina has ever been to a college party. She didn’t know what to expcet. People from the ages of 19-22. Is it possible that college could be just as bad as high school ?
Mona: Were here !!
Haifa: This must be one hell of a party for us not to find any parking space.
Mona: Its a college dude’s party duh !
Dina: What? I thought you said your girlfriends from high school were throwing this party.
Mona: No. I said I HAVE some girl friends from college COMING to this party.
Dina: *sigh* This better be a hell of a night.
Mona: Oh trust me. It will.
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Previously:
Najla: NA3AAAM!! SHNU ENTA MN9IJIK!! 3ALA 6OUL ETSHIKK FEENI CUZ SALAMAT 3ALA WLD KHALTII!! AWAL SHAY MNU ENTA 3ASHAN TET7AKAM FEENI!! UR NOT MY BF UR MY FRIEND AND YOU MADE IT VERY CLEAR TO ME;) SO SWEETIE BUTT OUT OFF MY LIFE!! IM NOT GNA WAIT FOR YOU ANYMORE CUZ ENTA MU KAFU!! I DO CARE ABOUT YOU THAT I WOULDNT MIND BEING FRIENDS KEEPING IN TOUCH W BS! NO MORE!! KHALED KHALA9 I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!! ETHA ENTA CHTHII UR DOING THIS BALLA WHEN WE REALLY ARE TOGETHER SHNU BTSAWEE FEENII ?? KHALA9 MAGDAR!! BYE KHALED!!
6oo6 6oo6
OH MY GOD!! i cant believe i just did that! No, no, no !! i love him i cant i cant why that hell did i do i cant lose him no no no !!!
Ok, Now Khaled is out of my life? or we are only friends, i dont understand im confused. Does he really want me seriously?
2 weeks later
I havent heard from Khaled, so i went online, and found him online too. So i didnt even think about saying hi, so i ignored him, until he started the conversation
Khaled: Hi Shluunich?
Najla: uhh, Tamam u?
Khaled: el7imdilla, doom enshalla
Najla: damat ayamik,
Khaled: ajma3een, So, wats up?
Najla: nm u?
Khaled: Same, bored,
Najla: me too,
Khaled: la7tha i want to introduce u to my friend since we are both bored w uhwa 7ada funny
Najla: uhh ok;s
Abdulla: Halaw Bu Waleed!!
Khaled: Halla halla!! agoul el 3ubed! hathii Najla my friend;p
Abdulla: halla najla, shluunich shakhbarich?
Najla: tamam walla eb khair
ok, so this conversation went on for almost 2 hours, we were laughing and all, Abdulla and i became quite close, that i forgot about khaled, and “US”.
Summer came along, Khaled and I still talk and so do Abdulla and I, I was off to London, which is my favortive place in the world to go to!
Khaled would call me sometimes to see how I was doing there, I would talk to Abdulla online sometimes.
Abdullas birthday was coming up while i was in London, so I found him online and wished him a happy birthday, so i asked him how old he was
Abdulla: Guess entaay eshrayich?;p
Najla: Madre, 18? 19?
Abdulla: close;p 20
Najla: ohh enta akbar mnii eb 3 years;p lool;p anyways Happy birthday w Have a great one;*
Abdulla: Mashkuura Najoola;*
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IM BAAAACCKKK :D
Yes my friends, i am back and ready to finish my story.
Just wanting to clear things out, this story is real, but i just changed the names, it happened to me almost a year ago, so their will be very detailed parts since i still have some of the msn convos(A)
Now Back to the story;p
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Okay this is part 2…. i know its short and im sorry .. i promise ill make it up to you later ;******P.S: etha fee ay shay moo 3ajibkum bl story , u can always tell me… either bl posting (color/font/size) or bl story… Love Ya ;****……………….
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You know that guy you pretend to hate cause every girl is dying to be with him? Yeah, that guy? He’s sitting right in front of me. Let’s take a few steps back. It was a Thursday night and we’re all dolled up and ready to hit..,the mall. Shensa…
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“Ma2ab aby akalmich ib shay” Faris walked into his sister’s room and closed the door behind him.”bsr3a aby a6l3 ma3a Muruj” applying her mascara”Muruj 3ndaha a7ad?” getting straight to the point”laih?” surprised with his question”jwbeny” annoyed with h…
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I wait for your light touch, to trickle down my face,I expect your cold fingers to caress my body,I stand beneath the clouds,Waiting for you to come,Come and wash away my fears,Wipe away my tears,Drain all my sorrow,Your drops echoing the sound of his …
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After the financial crisis I have tried to reduce the budget of my destructive literature, so instead of Cosmopolitan UK and US edition and Glamour I switched to VIVE and GRAZIA the dubai magazines. And to be honest the only difference I felt was in my…
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Hey guys, how are you? Inshalla all is well :)
Anyways, I decided to write this post about who I am and myself, I mean how my personality is and stuff like that.
Ok, so here goes…
I’m a person that doesn’t know who to express her feeling properly, and this is the only way I can, by writing the story that is. In real life, I would just jolt everything up until I explode and go to my mom or my best friend sometimes.
The first time you see me won’t exactly be the way you might think it would be. I mean, here in the blog sphere you may think awww she’s fun and stuff like that but that’s how I am, but because I’m not the socializing person like my friends are, I have trouble of feeling comfortable around new people. It would usually be me my group of friends. Anyways, so the first time you’ll see it’s normal if you’d hate me from the beginning, but it’s only because I’m not the socializing type and such.
Ok, so friends. My best friends with me from school are 4 but another 2 are with us in the same group but I’m not too honest with them, I mean I don’t tell them everything since they’re kind of close-minded, you know what I mean? And one of the four, her name is Noaf, is the absolute closest to me. I mean, I always tell her everything and feel very comfortable around her, she’s more like a sister actually. I love her to death. I don’t know what I’d do without you Noafa ;* But I love them all to death and honestly, I wouldn’t know where I would be know if it weren’t for them, I love you guys ;* And my other group of friends would be either that I would have met them through my mom or my friends, and it goes on and on and on…
Shy? HELL YEAH I’m the MOST shy person you could ever meet in your life, but after maybe three o four gatherings you’ll eventually get to like since I don’t get out of my shell that easily, know what I mean?
Family…well…let me tell about our family. You see, MY family is like my mom, dad, sisters, brother,grandma, grandpa, 5aly o some o 5alaty…I mean not all of them since we weren’t…umm…let’s just say we aren’t on good terms with some of them, and they really piss me off! So, yeah, anyways, and I’m not close to all of them, it’s a very small group that I call MY family, and the others seem to have their own “family”, but never mind that. Oh, and my friends are like my second family while my so-called “family are like my friends. So, in general, Family to me isn’t what it is to nearly all people. But to those who do have them, Alla y5aleehum likum Inshalla ;*
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE QUOTE: “Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer.” It’s a hundred percent true…let me tell you what happened to that should explain to you why I love this quote so much! Ok, so years ago, I wasn’t what I am now with my 2 best friends. Years back, I used to hate them so much, but what do you think got us closer to each other and started liking each other? Well my fellow readers let me tell, back then each one of us had her own group of friends and so my friends were in detention and hers were too. So it was only me and her. We started talking and enjoyed each others company. A year later we were REALLY close and that made us what we are now, best friends. You see, she was my arch enemy but now she and the other one, her sister that is, are like my sisters! ;*
… Good night, I’ll continue tomorrow, I’m really sleepy ;*
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Holding on.
On tenterhooks.
Her fingers digging into the small of his back.
…..So?
Despite the facts, let’s just strip our feelings and write.
…..How?
We’ll spell out our masochistic tendencies all over the white sheets.
…..I’m Game. Let’s just write back to love, despite all the facts.
One pen and the horizon is between a hard cover.
…..OPENSESAME.
Facing him. [...]
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His gaze returned to her. She stood proudly, though her eyes were full with apprehension, and he could not help but recall the way she’d protected her brother, defended him, even when the bastard did not deserve it-he’d not missed William’s bow b…
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“Jood, goomay!”
“huh? YOMA?’
“ee, goomay”
“gimt’
“shoofay 7abeebty! Ily sawaitee intay akbar ‘3ala6! 3aib inich a9lan tkalmeen wa7id mat3arfeena oo i6ay7een il miyana wiya ba3ad! May9eeer… intay al7een 5ala9 kibartay oo 3igaltay oo it3arfeen il 9a7 min il ‘3ala6 moo chithee?”
“ee yoma!”
“oo tara ana ma a5af minich… ana a5af min il nass ily 7awalaich! Tara idinya it5ari3 ya 7abeebty. Momkin wa7id iyeech oo y5aly nafsa bareeee2 oo min a6yab maykoon oo a5er shay yi6la3 il 3aks”
“ee 3adil kalamich yoma”
“atwa8a3 inich al7een 3arafty ‘3al6itich, moo 9a7?”
“ee”
“oo ma ra7 it3eedeenha mara thanya’
“wala ra7 afaker”
“ashwa… 3ayal yala goomay badlay bayeebich ma3ay 7eg il camp”
“ya3ny 5ala9 shiltay 3any il 3e8ab???”
“moo kila! Ma ra7 a36eech a’3rathich”
“ok! Mashkoora yoma wayid”
“inzain. Badlay ibsr3a! maly 5ilg an6irich… a9lan zain miny 5aleetich tiyeen” Typical mom “5ams digayig oo ana mashya”
“got it!”
My mom left my room. I opened my closet and got out an offwhite knee high dress, short sleeves, oo sada. Bas kan fee black swarvoski pieces 3ala my right shoulder… I wore a thick black waist belt, with fuschia shoes, and a fuschia marc by marc Jacobs bag (I just love that brand!). I tied my hair into a slick ponytail. For make up, I applied mascara and a pink lipstick and I was ready to go. I left my room….
‘yomaaa ana jahzaaa!!!”
“inzaaain! I5thay il miftaaa7 oo rikbay il sayara ana al7een a5ali9 oo ayeech”
Oo itgooly ana ma at2a5ar 3alaiha… ha!
“ooookkkk”
I went to the living room and grabbed the keys and left the house.
We finally got to the camp.
I missed the sun, the heat, the sight of people, everything! As soon as I entered the camp area… Faroo7 came running towards me with her hands spread wide to hug me “JOOOOOOOOOOD… I MISSED YOUUU”
“hehe meee too farooo7”
“aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww joooooooooooood” noor came walking towards me looking more stylish and goergous than ever!!!
“hehe noooooor” I gave her a hug
“ooohhhhh!!! Joood? YAITAY!!!” li6eefa 6abbat 3alay oo lammatny
“hehehehe la6oooof! Istee3ab!”
“hehe! Sorry! Abaiiii laish ma yaitay?? 9arlich 2 days kashta!!.. oo ma itrideen 3ala our calls, wala shay! Bada3tay!”
“la2, um…. Mobily …. Thayi3!” that was the best excuse I can make!
“weeeeeeeeeeeeeh!”
“ee walla”
“yalla! Feeha 5eera inshalla”
“la6oof! Matwa88a3! It’s a blackberry! Mafee 5eera bilmawthoo3”
“laaaaaaaaa2 faraaaaaaaa7 latgoooleeeeen chitheeeeeee”
“hathee il 9ara7a ya3ne”
“ilmohim! Shiftaw fajer?”
“ee ihya da5il”
“offff tharooory akalimha… yalla ! see you guys, k?”
“ok!” “see ya!” “bye 7abooooby”
I ran to her group’s room, where they told me she is, and I found her talking to someone on her mobile.. lamma shafatny adish il ‘3orfa, wayiha i3tifas oo she pretended she didn’t notice me and continued talking..
“lamooy…. Hehehehe….. laaaaa2 7asafa fatatny……. Lahadaraja?….. hehe abaiiii…….. wallaaa 7asafa…. Ma sajaltay il 7al8a?……. 5ala9 3ady! Ashtireeha min il hindy iliy ybee3 dvd’s….. ee haw! Oo isha’3lita…… eeeee ihwa iyeeey baitkom oo ya36eech ily tabeeena…….. la2 moo shar6 ta6libeen ihwa iyeeb jan6ita ma3a….”
Inshalla it5ali9 ya3ny!
“5ala9 adizlich ra8ma message….. la bas mabe shay, thanks… alla y7ayeech… see you too… bye!”
FINALLY
Lama 5ali9at min il mokalama, lafat, oo as if I was completely invisible, she walked right past me and left the room. Ana bas tana7t ga3da a6ali3 jidamy!!! Hathee moo fajer ily a3arifha!!!
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Mama 0096500000000
يبي تلفونك و الأيبود و اللابتوب و كل
الأجهزة الي عندك و حطيهم في داري
و ترا للعلم ما راح تطلعين من دارك حتى
أقول لك
I had extreme difficulties reading the message…. Yet I made it through!! Hehe…
But noooo…. I can’t live without my ipod, BB, nor laptop…. I just can’t… life will be miserable.
I mean, people always talk about communicating with people oo 9elat il ra7im.. oo ka! This is my way of doing it.. fa technically, illy omy ga3da itsawee 7araaaam…
Yesterday, Thursday, was the longest day in my whole, entire life!!!
So.. okay.. let’s say she grounded me today, Friday, and tomorrow, Saturday… will she not make me go to the camp on Sunday????
I cleared my mind from all my endless questions and kissed goodbye all the electronics my mom is taking away.. and went to my room, slammed the door, and stuffed my head in the pillow and screamed as LOUD as I can….
* * *
7:00 PM
I didn’t hear my mom enter the house, she didn’t even call to check on me like she usually does!!! She simply went straight to her room, trying to forget the fact that I actually exist! How can she do that???
So I just sat, looking at myself in the mirror
What I have done is a terrible mistake and I realize that now, thank god my mom ra7 tastir 3alay oo ma tiftha7ny jidam rabi3ha! Bas kilman beshik itha ma ri7t on Sunday..
That’s when I remembered Fajer… allah ra7amha by not letting her have enough courage to face Fawaz.. wallaaa allah y7bha!!! Oo I have to tell her il salfa 3ashan she knows that.
Oo what about s3ood, what will I tell him? How will I apologize after everything that happened?? Will he accept it or bas ignore me??
I just sat there looking at myself in the mirror, soooo bored I can’t handle this!! I went to my desk, pulled out the drawer and grabbed a deck of cards and started playing solitare.. walla shakly yaksir il 5a6er!!! When I grew bored, I went to bed and cried myself to sleep.
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On Friday, I woke up late since my mom doesn’t talk to me and so she won’t wake me up. i stretched my arms and got up. my hair smelled sooo bad, I desperately need a shower. I took me a shower; and as I was taking it, I was thinking about my name… Jood. It is the lamest, most boring name any girl can have. I mean, you can’t have a nickname. Come on! Like, what? Jwaid? Joodo, jodjod, jojo? Hey! Jojo isn’t bad, is it? That’s it! I came up with a nickname! I wore my robe and got out of my bathroom into my room and got me the hair dryer… when I dried it.. min il fara’3a 6ala3tly il straightner oo ga3adt oo I straightened my hair! Lamma 5ala9t shift il sa3a…. 3:00 PM
OLLLLAAAAA! It’s sooo late!… oo that’s when I realized I was starving! I hadn’t eaten anything since yesterday when I went to the movies with ratooj oo ‘3anoom. WOW! I have to eat right now or I’m gonna die..
With my hair falling to my shoulders and my snoopy pajama wrinkled from sleeping, I slipped my feet into my bunny slippers and finally managed to escape my room.
First I peeked from my room to the hallway, like a prisoner escaping jail! I looked so ridiculous. Then, I sneaked out-baby footsteps- looking around me after every step.. when I finally reached the living room, I was looking behind me and ti9arga3t lama sima3t my mom itgooly
“shim6al3ich intay?” ib kiiiil biroood
“huh? Um…. Yo3ana”
“inzain?”
“yoma… abee akil” is she kidding me?
“ana moo giltlich ma ti6li3een min darich?” boroodha ynarfiz
“ee. Bas abee akil”
“riday darich” oo she looked back at the magazine
“yomaaaa?????? Min9ijich?”
“…………………..”
“YOMAAAAAAA”
“darich…” still looking at her magazine as if she’s suddenly interested… ugh!!!!
I cried and went back to the room… she’s kidding right? I mean, she’s not gonna starve me to death, is she?
I went back to my pillow to scream, but I can’t, I have no energy, I’m huunnngryyyyyy!! Instead, I went back to sleep.
When I woke up again, I looked at my clock, it read 6:30 PM…. i found a tray of food on my desk! God! It feels like I’m prisoned… the tray had a plate of machboos diyay and a glass of water.
Bas maby machboos diyay al7een moo mishtiheeta. Bas my appetite doesn’t matter right now! I ate my whole plate and went back to playing jinjifa… when I was bored I went back to sleep.
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the sight of him was OHHHHH STUNNING AS USUAL . i still remember what he was wearing , he was wearing this beige t-shirt and that three quarter and it was a little bit baggy it was cute on him ,he looked amazingly cute .> !
THOUGHTS : OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD IS HE AN ANGEL
he glanced me and :
Muncie: Hey Cherrii Na3eeman
Me: Heehe . Al…ll, Allah ye..ee.an3am eb7alik *Stuttering* ,*choking*
at that moment there was a table in front of me that I DIDN’T SEE !!
i was too busy looking at his angelic face ! and then i kinda fell , u know that slip when you feel like you’ll slip and then you twist your body RIGHT , LEFT , EVERYWHERE to find your balance and gather your self up and hope that no one saw you ! IT’S HILARIOUS !!
THOUGHTS: AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! OH MY GOD !! DID HE SEE THAT !!!! DID HE SEE ME TWISTING ,CHOKING ANDD AHHH I STUTTERED !!!
WHY DID THAT HAPPEN !! GOD WHY DID YOU ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN !! GOD !! AM SURE HE THINKS AM A PSYCHO !!
*he walked away to say hi to the others ,, i don’t think that he saw me ! or noticed something stupid in me THANK GOD*
i was looking at him the whole time with the corner of my eyes , and then he sat on the table to have his launch !.. he had his launch after us . he was eating some rise without tomato sauce , with some chicken and he was eating *hearts*
and then he coughed ,while that my heart skipped a beat it’s like my heart coughed with him and then he grabbed a tissue after that he got up and went to his room . i didn’t want him to go i wanted to talk to him and make any moves . and then minnie came up to me
Minnie : HEY wanna go play some nintendo !!
thoughts : ehhhmm nintendo ha ?!! that would be in his room .
Me: YES!!!! *with an excited tone*
Minnie : ok ok !! *laughing* take it easy cherrii ! let’s head up to Muncie’s room
banana: HEY HEY guys am coming *running after us*
so we climbed the stairs ! and there was his room
Cherrii: soooooooo.. whose knocking ?!
Minnie: *Laughing*
Banana: guys !!! GET OVER IT WILL YA !! HELL YEA AM KNOCKING
she knocked asked him to play with his nintendo , he agreed and then we all got in , we were playing
he was sitting there on his bed watching us playing , and then
i offered him to play with us
cherrii: ehhm.. Muncie ?
Muncie: Yea… *turned his face to look at me *
his eyebrows were thick a Little ,they’re so DARK !! and his eyes were dark too . His look was so SHARP that i couldn’t handle that look . THAT WAS HOT .
cherrii: wanna play with us ? *blushing*
Muncie: *smiles* Yea sure
that smile killed me !!
so he got off his bed with the hottest move ever !! he put his hands on his bed supporting his weight on his hands to push his self up and then he got up !! the whole time am melting !!
and then he sat next to me and started playing !
thoughts: AWWWWWWWWW , he’s sitting next to me *hearts*
when he’s sitting next to me , it meant something to me *hearts*
we started playing together , he got so excited and so into it , he would sit on his knees and straights his back . and start OHHH MAAN! and beautiful voices he makes ! and our shoulders barely touches when he gets into it ,, hehehe ya 7yatii ……… and he would make fun of me that am not a good player at this game ! hehe … he was amazing !! ana i was really happy , i have never ever ever been this happier ,,
and then ………
My sister roxan came up to
Roxan : hey hunnii we’re going home
me: oh really * i didn’t look happy*
thoughts : NOOOOOOOOOOO!! i want to sit here with him ! and with my lovely cousins
ROXAN: yea hunniie get ready mom is in the car
me : ok
so i wore my shoes and i said bye to him
Muncie: Bye cherrii * smiling * [the smile i adore]
cherrii: hehe *blushing * bbye *hearts flying above me*
Minnie&bannana: bye sweet heart
cherrii: bye guys
i got in the car i kissed my moms cheeks , HEHE i always do that
we reached home with him stuck in my mind of course
it was 8:pm . and it was a school night so i wore my pj !
and cuddled my self in bed and i said it ..
I …. LOVE … YOU … MUNCIE
and slept with happiness that he brought to my world ……
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Two Weeks Later …
Ever since that day 3bdulah has been so cold with Dina. He didnt back down on his word. Still kept tutoring her. Whenever she’d try to start up a conversation in between studying he would always find a way to switch it back to the books. He was so mad at her, humiliating him infront of Mona and Haifa.
Noura on the other hand occupied all her time with Naif. She was much more closer with him than she was with 3bdulah. She was still upset from 3bdulah for not defending her. He tried apologizing to her so many times, but nope she didn’t even budge for one second. Naif didnt take sides, he was fair. Sure he listend when they both would complain but he never chose one over the other. Thats whats so special about Naif. He’s such a sweetheart. He’s such a true person.
Naif didn’t have anything going on with him except keeping up his amazing grades. Sure he’s had crushes but he never got the oppurtunity to ask any of them out.
Incoming Call Mama
Dina: Hala mama.
Mama: Wnk ya bnti !! It’s the gathering at your grandmothers house !
Dina: Oh my god that was today !!
Mama: Yes ! Where are you ?
Dina: I’m at home with 3bdulah studying.
Mama: Well cancel the session for today and hurry over here. !!
Dina: 3bdulah I totaly forgot about this gathering at my grandmothers house. I have to go.
3bdulah: Sure, no problem. But you do know that the test tommorow is gonna be a killer.
Dina: Ufff.. well can’t you come by later tonight at like 9 ?
3bdulah: I dunno..
Dina: Oh cmon please if I dont pass this exam Im dead !
3bdulah: 6yb 5ala9 at 9 inshallah.
Dina: Ahh your the best. Thank you thank you thank you !!
Dina wore her new skinny jeans, a black sleeveless top, and wore a hot red cardigan over it. Put on her Manolo Blahnik black heels and headed out.
She was surprised. He grandmother always has these monthly gatherings but never like this. Going all out and party like. Everything was well decorated, so elegant. All the adults were inside the house, in the living room while the teens were out back in the garden enjoying their own little party.
Dina didint know all the people there. She’s only ever been close with her first cousins who were Yasmeen and 3alya. The rest were all second and third cousins who seemed to be blank to her.
3alya: DINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!
Dina: Hey you !!
They exchanged kisses and hugs, then sat down at a table. An hour had gone by and they had caught up perfectley. You see these were always very close. That is until their parents shipped them off to boarding school, they thought they would get a better education abroad. They were only back for a month, then heading back.
Yasmeen: E7lafy ? 6yb come to ours.
Dina: You guys I cant. You went cause of your education, but if I went, I’d be going to get all proper.
Yasmeen: Y3ni keif? You turned into a bitch or something?
Dina: L2 ya w7sha ! I’ve just been failing a couple of classes and kinda not obeying moms rules.
3alya: Habla inti hathi omik. Babe you gotta get your act together. You were never like this before. What happend?
Dina: Popularity..
Yasmeen: Ouch !
3alya: Tough !
Dina: Yup…
Yasmeen: Well if your not happy where you are, then why not leave whatever you have.
Dina: Its complicated.
3alya: Huh?
Dina: Mona 6al 3mraha has something over me. She’s gonna do something drastic if I make one single move out.
3alya: Why the hell does she even want you in her group. Its obviouse that she doesnt give a rats ass about you.
Dina: Yeah, but shes the type that likes to own and torture.
Yasmeen: Why put up with this bull ?
Dina: I only wish I could have an answer to that.
Yasmeena: Allah y3enik 7beebty, I dont know what else to tell you.
Hellooooo hottie !!
… : Dina right ?
Dina: Uhhh.. yeah.
…: My mom speaks highly of you.
Dina: And your mom would be who ?
… : Rana.
Dina: Oh 5alty Rana zaman 3anha. How is she ?
… : She’s good. Unfotunalty she couldnt come tonight. She has a sore through.
Dina : Slmeely 3leeha ktheer.
.. : You9al inshalllah.
Dina: Would you like to join us ?
… : Actualy I kinda have to be going.
Dina: Oh 5a9ara.
… : Yallah ma3al salamah.
Dina: Bye.
Yasmeen: Who was that ?
Dina: I have no idea haha.
3alya: He’s cute.
Dina: Yeah… I guess.
The gathering/party was wonderful. It was a change for Dina, to be out with her family. To forget her daily drama and just laugh for a change. 3alya and Yasmeen still were not leaving for another three weeks. Thet planned on spending every second together.
While walking to her car Dina spotted “him” on the next house over. She decided to not react and just get into her car. Too bad for her little escape, he caught up to her.
… : Hey stranger.
Dina: Oh hey. I thought you were leaving.
… : I did, I live right next door.
Dina: Oh… umm cool.
… : So I see your leaving.
Dina: Yeah I ‘ve got school and all.
… : Oh your still in high school ?
Dina: You seem surprised.
… : It’s just that I thought you were in uni.
Dina: Nope I got this year and the next, and then uni.
..: Ah fa inti thani thanawi ?
Dina: Yup.
… : Haha lissa bazra 7lelik.
Dina: Hey 7aram 3leek. Mani bazra, I’m 17.
… : Wala tz3aleen I’m sorry.
Dina: What about you?
… : First year uni.
Dina: Mashallah, what are you studying ?
.. : What very man studies.
Dina: Business ?
… : And we have a winner.
Dina: Oh, well listen sorry but I really have to be going.
… : Arnt you supposed to be leaving with your parents ?
Dina: Yeah but their staying a bit late.
… : You need a ride ?
Dina: This is my car.
… : I know but it wont get you home safely.
Dina: Huh?
… : Your oil is leaking.
Dina: L222 C’MON NOT TODAY !!! SHIT NOW HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET HOME?
… : Hey heres a crazy thought. How about I drive you ?
The ride was hillariouse. Dina kept turning up the volume while he would turn it down. He would put down the window and she would pull it back up. Complete opposites, but they laughed hystericaly.
… : Yallah I’ll walk you in.
Dina: La wallah theres no need.
… : Yallah 3ad!
………….. …………….. ………..
Dina: Alrighty then, here this is me. So thank you and good night.
… : Hey befire I go, would you mind getting me a bottle of water.
Dina: Yeah sure come on in……. Bismillah 3bdulah ! What the hell are you doing in my house.
3bdulah: The door was unlcoked so I let myself in. Did you forget ?
Dina: Forget what… oh shit. Our study session.
3bdulah: It already 9:30.
Dina: Well thats no problem we can start right now, I’m only a half hour late.
3bdulah: You already have company so I think I’m gonna go.
Dina: 3bdulah please I really need your help.
3bdulah: Good luck on the exam tommorow. *walking out*
Dina: What in the world was that ?
… : Someone’s got an admirer on their hands.
Dina: Haha I dont think so. Were just casuals.
The Next Day …
1 Message Recieved
From: S3oud
7beebty Noura plz call me back. U got it all wrong! I wanna X-plain to U plz. Call me !!
Noura: And….. Delete.
Naif: Noura give the guys a chance. Let him explain to you. If he didnt care he wouldnt even bother doing all this.
Noura: Hell no ! I saw them wrapping their arms around eachother.
Naif: Sometimes the truth is behind the image the eye sees.
Noura: Ok stop it with your jumbo poetic stuff.
Naif: Whatever, just donr come crying to me when you lose him.
Noura: When I lose him? Hah !! He lost me !
Mona: oooo nice top where did you get it?
Dina: Oh my dad went on this buisness trip to Tokeyo and got it for me.
Mona: Cute.
Dina: So where S3oud ?
Mona: Over there with his friends. It’s like I’m invisible or something.
Dina: Well what did you expect. You brough this on yourself.
Mona: Whatever. Haifa and I are going to have lunch and Nobu after school, you in?
Dina: I wish I could join you guys but I’ve got this thing.
Mona: This thing? Would 3bdulah be any part of that thing?
Dina: Whats your deal with him ?
Mona: Whats yours ?
Dina: He’s tutoring me.
Mona: I bet he is.. *winks*
Dina: Eww no not like that.
Mona: Mmm hmm if you say so. Anywho gotta go. Call me later.
Dina: Aghh !!
You see this thing Dina has to do today came up earlier this morning. When she woke up she found a text message from an anonymous number asking her to meet up at Coffee Bean at 6:00. The message wasnt even signed off at the end. No initials nothing telling who the sender was.
Baba: 7beebty wain ry7a ?
Dina: Uhhh.. I’m meeting up with Mona.
Baba: Oh ok have fun.
Mama: No, not have fun. Why didnt you fill me in on this before ?
Dina: Because she just called me a few minutes ago.
Mama: 6yb bs be home before 9 please.
Dina: 7ather mama. Yallah ma3al samalah.
Mama: Was it just me or did she say 7ather mama without arguing it out with me ?
Baba: See? Things are getting better already.
Nobu, Mona and Haifa
Haifa: Why ?
Mona: Mdri 3anha, she had this thing she had to do.
Haifa: Thing ?
Mona: Whatever lets just forget about her for now.
Haifa: I’m so bored.
Mona: I know me too. When the hell is summer !
Haifa: Never !
Mona: Oh I have an idea of how to boost our spirits up.
Haifa: Im all ears.
Mona: Let’s spread something out.
Haifa: I dunno. I mean thats so childish.
Mona: Yallah lets have a little fun, this one time.
Haifa: Hmm.. Im listening.
Mona: Dina.
Haifa: What about her?
Mona: *raising a brow*
Haifa: Oh no. No no no. I draw the line right here.
Mona: Its just for fun. We’ll laugh about it for a while then it will all blow over.
Haifa: Well what the hell are we even gona say. She a whore? I doubt anyone will ever believe that.
Mona: Not if we make it believable.
Haifa: I was kidding !!
Mona: I’m not.
Haifa: Who are you even gonna spread it to? Its a plane to surley fail.
Mona: My plans never fail my dear. Now lets go back to my place, I’ve got a glittering idea in mind.
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Hey guys this is gonna be my new story,i was inspired by many bloggers so i decided to make my own… and with the help of a friend i did…… i hope yall like it………………………………………………………………………………..
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For some reason, this post proved itself very very very challenging to write..I have no idea laish, bs I’ve been trying to write it for more than a week now…oo I have 9 different versions of it…kil mara i write it up all from scratch oo a5er shay m…
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Guys I’m warning you! La tegroun because it’s detailed(: And um-ni8ab please stay away.._____________________________________He leaned in closer, and I was longing for it but it was my first kiss ever so I was nervous. Yes surprisingly I’m known as t…
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Look you guys I said I will aprove your comments, ou wallah I laughed like hell yesterday from your comments! Yep I read all 160 something comments(:! But remember, if this will go on every post I post, I will not approve the comments. Plus, I opened t…
