How do you know if someone is the one? I mean sometimes we get so caught up in the moment that we dont realize half of what were doing. For example if someone came to ask for your hand, how would you know wether to say yes or no? How do you know you’ll be 100% happy?

I mean what if you say yes, but there was someone better out there that you deserved? I’ve been thinking about this alot latley.

It’s hard. I mean these days the best marriages work out when they are arranged. Don’t argue with me on that. Because both families know eachother’s backround.

I’m scared that I’d be confused, I would think I’m in love. Most of the time we think were in love when were really not. Especialy with mariage, it’s really hard to tell wether you want this person to be your “person” for the rest of your life.

How can you be so sure?

Love is something so hard and complicated, it’s not all smiles and giggles.

You can’t tell me that non of you never thought about this, cause it runs through womens minds all the time. Marriage is somthing so important to us, more than it is to men.

It’s scary for us.

Out thoughts straightly go to…

Is he the one ?
Wait, he seems good for me but what if theres another better man out there?
Will he stay with me, not betray me?
Can I trust him to give me the upmost security ?

We all think about it.

Were all scared.

Hell I’m even scared now, cause some mothers have been coming up to my mom asking about me. I just wanna be prepared. I don’t know what will happen, bs inshallah kl el 5air.

Thoughts ?

- xx

At 10:30 pm, the heat is still reminiscent of a hair dryer on low blowing softly, drying up nostrils. Up in the sky the moon is waning behind a light haze of hanging dust.
Our destination is Souq Sharq, one of the first purpose built large malls in Kuwait.
We alight at parking strip number 13, a [...]

I had an amazing day yeasterday it was all laughs and fun. I thought i was in Heaven.

It was a day i will not forget !!!!!!!!!

But at the end something happened that makes me want to forget about the day forever. I fell in to HELL :(

I was always the type that does what she is told and follows rules. I was brought up that way. I respect people. I learnt yeasterday that some people are not meant to be respected because if you do they take it for granted and step all over you.

I came out yeasterday with a bucket full of tears and a lesson I will never forget. You have to be a snob in this world and look down on certain people because if you dont they will step all over you.

SO CUTEANDCUDDLYS NEW RULE BE A BITCH !!!!!!!!!!!

I am not happy with it but its the way to live in this world.

until next time
XOXOXOX

PS i am sorry if i have not been commenting but i really dont feel like it :(
sorry but i still cant get over what happened to me :(

Rose
You are not Titian
or Tintoretto,
Not  plum
or mulberry,
Not sienna
or umber.
Perhaps a bit
red ochre,
somewhat cerise,
at times crimson,
often scarlet,
but mostly
my Damask Rose.
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Hello all, this is a random post, it’s just about a subject that I’ve been thinking about lately and I wanted to hear ur thoughts SOOO

Friendship:
- the emotions or conduct of friends; the state of being friends.
- a state of mutual trust and support between allied nations.

This is the meaning of friendship in the dictionary, but is it really that or is it anything more than that?

What does friendship mean or is to you?

One more thing, what do you guys think? A new layout or stick to this? I miss you and I promise I’m starting my new story shortly I’ve already thought of names:**

I know i promised you guys a post on Sunday or Monday bas wallah i was busy.. I had a project to work on oo lots of studying to do.. I start finals on Tuesday so i won’t be posting for maybe around 2 weeks.. I’m so worried inna I’m gonna fail one of my classes which would set me back a whole semester! :( id3oli!! I’ve been in jam3a way too long I’m afraid that i might get kicked out! Anyway good

I know i promised you guys a post on Sunday or Monday bas wallah i was busy.. I had a project to work on oo lots of studying to do.. I start finals on Tuesday so i won’t be posting for maybe around 2 weeks.. I’m so worried inna I’m gonna fail one of my classes which would set me back a whole semester! :( id3oli!! I’ve been in jam3a way too long I’m afraid that i might get kicked out! Anyway good

heeeeeey!! hows summer with you ?? did you notice that il shams t9eeer 3ajeeba week days oo on weekends i9eer mo6ar, ’3bar , and everything? LAAAAAISH ? sta’3feralla!

- To people who are so rude oo ma yi7tarmoon masha3er il nas. STOP STOP AND STOP WITH THE STUPID RUDE COMMENTS!! Anonymous itha mo 3ajbitich my story lategrain oo dont comment. Your rude comments doesnt cheer me up to write the next post btw! laish it’3eloon adabkom oo itnazlon min mistawakom? waiii3!

- im thinking of… I didn’t get close to the ending yet but do you want it to be a sad or happy ending?

- PPPL!! I HAVE A QUESTION!! WHY WHY WHY DO WE SEE PEOPLE THAT WE DONT WANT TO SEE AND PEOPLE THAT WE DESPERATLY WANT TO SEE THEM WE DONT?

-MY SISTER SAW 3ABOOD! YES 3ABOOD! :(

- Post 21 is posted tara itha ma shiftoo..

- Do you know whats funny and at the same time cute? that we are blind friends like we chat everything in blogs but we dont know each other if we saw each other randomly.. do u ever think about this? its funny ;p

-Im not feeling well . Everyone I know are sick.. shilsalfa? ;s

- BE AWARE OF: Fast food.. iktashfaw swine flu ib wa7ed philipino working in mc donalds. Alla i7afethna ;**
- new post COMING SOON ;D

- LUV YOU ;**

*Passionate ;**

(( وَإِذَا مَرِضْتُ فَهُوَ يَشْفِينِ )) ( الشعراء : 80 ) اللهم اني عبدك , وبك املي فاجعل الشفاء في جسدي , واليقين في قلبي , والنور في بصري , والشكر …

I’m pissed! I think I’ve lost my “mojo” or whatever you call it. And yes I said mojo!

I was at this mobile shop to get a memory card for my blackberry so I walk in and I see a VA VA VOOM najdi guy. I swear to god that he had everything I wanted in a man, the features. He had this perfectly straight dirty beard bs kan 5feef. and a mustach bs kan 5afeef ba3ad, o a5ar shay his little chin beard which was also shway 5feef. And his hair was shaved but not to the bald level. Just the kinda hair that I love. He was gorgeous!

But he didnt even notice me. Ma 3a6ani waj !!! I’m annoyed !! I mean for once a guy that I think is amazing doesnt look at me.. it really depresses me :S I don’t wanna make a big deal but it becoming a bog deal :(

Have I lost it? You know what I blame ??
3abaya’s… no 3abays have nothing to do with it. It’s the 6ar7a. Oh but if he saw me bdoon my 3abaya and 6ar7a and saw me in jeans, heels and a cute top… and my light brown long hair, Oh yes he would DIE !!

My hair is the best thing in me… so people say :)

Whatever I don’t care. He’s just one guy right? I will not let it bother me. He’s just one guy right?
HEYYYY !! I’m off to london in just 19 days. What am I complaining for ? I will see alot of hotter najdi guys there. Who will see me in normal clothes not an 3abaya… HAHA !

Damn it… now I can’t wait… I wan’t London.
Hmm… I wonder if there will be any cute guys on the plane?

Again I will remind you, I just wanna check out guys, not looking to purchase.

Love you all !
- xx

Did you miss me?

Haha I’M BACK from my little rest from the blog. And now I’m ready to post my new story, I hope you enjoy it as much as “The Girl With the Green Eyes”.

The new story is called “Simply Haya” and this post will be just an introduction to the character not a lot of action so I hope you won’t be disappointed!

Love you all and enjoy “Simply Haya” the first part ;)

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I looked at the mirror in my room for the last time and smiled. “At last I’m going to leave this place” I slowly glanced around my gigantic room.

“Miss Haya” My maid came in “They are waiting for you in the car” She nodded and left. I looked again to the mirror and smiled, at last I can begin MY LIFE.

My name is Haya. I’m pretty much a normal Emarati girl. Except that I come from a very very VERY wealthy family. I don’t like to mention it but it has now become inevitably a part of my life.

I’m average height, with feminine features as people say, nothing special .. the only thing that might be out of the ordinary is that I have light brown eyes. That’s about it.

I don’t classify myself as pretty or beautiful, even though my sisters say I’ll look gorgeous if I took care of myself. You see I’m kind of the outcast of my family, I’m not really fascinated by our wealth, fashion and money wasting. So I’m all about modesty and simplicity, a huge jumper and baggy jeans will do me good.

What else.. well I have a lot of siblings, 13 to be exact. 11 boys and 2 girls. Hamdan, Ali, Muhammed, Saeed, Khalifa, Zayid, Mansoor, Sohail, Ahmad, Salma, Humaid, Abdallah, Hessa and then me, a5er el 3anqood as they say, the youngest. Oh yah and these are really all my siblings and yep took me ages to memorize their names.

All of my siblings are top successful they graduated from top boarding schools and Ivy Leagues. Yah my parents were not very interested in raising us, well okay I’m being a bit mean but they weren’t really into the family thing, so they sent all my siblings to Switzerland, England, and all over Europe’s top boarding schools.

But my mom, weirdly, loved me and my sister Hessa the best and demanded for us to stay in the country. So we were not shipped off to study in those boarding schools.

Since Hessa and I were not sent away to boarding schools Dad looked at us as the “unsuccessful” ones, especially me for some reason, but I was fine with it.

A year ago my sister Hessa graduated from high school and attended Yale.

I hate her for leaving me alone in this big, big empty house. None of my siblings were here, most of them were married, living abroad, or studying for their Bachelors/Masters/PHD in some country.

Can you imagine how empty this house felt? The fact I had to face my parents everyday by myself, so okay my mom isn’t that bad my dad, ugh is a good word to describe him .. good thing I don’t see him that often.

But now I’m at last leaving this hell I live in and going to Columbia University in New York. Where no one knows me, or my family, a place where I can be myself, a place where people can not judge me by my family’s money or success.

I can be simply my normal self, simply Haya, oh boy and I’m very excited.

“Hayooya yalla” I heard my mom’s feminine voice behind me, I looked at her and smiled, she gave me the “Oh you grew up look”.

“Umy are you coming with me to the airport?” I asked her “Ah la 7abeebti 3indi 3zeema” She smiled and gestured for me to get going and left. “Uhh” I sighed angrily “I’m going to leave this place” I reassured myself.

You see my mother prefers going to parties than saying goodbye to her “favorite” daughter, I know I said my mom loves me best, but that doesn’t mean she’s a good mother.

I rolled my eyes quickly and gathered my last-minute things, I-pod, sunglasses, optical glasses, and those stuff.

RING RING

Meera Calling

Haya: Hey!
Meera: Hayoo yal 3anz ana fl ma6ar yalla!
Haya: I’m on my way a7eenh ba6la3

Meera was attending Columbia for 2nd year, she’s my close friend even though she’s older than me by one year, we both attended the same school, and she was actually the one who persuaded me to go to Columbia.

I ran downstairs said my goodbyes to my maids, well they are the people really matter, haven’t spoken to my dad in days, and my siblings have no idea I exist, so yeah.

And I jumped into the driver’s Rolls Royce, I put on my huge headphones, I hated the silence, and we headed to the airport.

New York here I come!

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Stay Tuned,

A Lover in Dubai

My father was prone to bouts of depression.
Our German housekeeper recommended scrubbing the bottoms of pots and pans clean.
He followed her advice.
I saw him thus many times, hunched over the kitchen sink, scrubbing the aluminum bases till they gleamed.
But that only gave him momentary respite from the dark whispers that never faded.
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The Guy I want to be with, can’t make up his mind..The Guy I wanted to be with 2 years ago, is working hard on patching things up..A dear friend wants to save me from my misery and weirdness by marrying me putting me in a little castle where I can have…

The Guy I want to be with, can’t make up his mind..The Guy I wanted to be with 2 years ago, is working hard on patching things up..A dear friend wants to save me from my misery and weirdness by marrying me putting me in a little castle where I can have…

At the party…It has been a while since the party started. Everyone was dancing and drinking beers. Stacey and Chester- Stacey’s boyfriend- were in Molly’s bedroom, making out. Rachel was dancing with Ben – her boyfriend and also Molly’s older brother…

At the party…It has been a while since the party started. Everyone was dancing and drinking beers. Stacey and Chester- Stacey’s boyfriend- were in Molly’s bedroom, doing their thing. Rachel was dancing with Bin – her boyfriend and also Molly’s brothe…

I heard that its hard to forget ur first love no matter how hard u try….sowaa2kan 7ob mn6araf wa7id aw mutual feelings….It haunts u every now and then….weeks,months and years after….Everything just comes back again..in a random day, random hour…

I wanted to share these words with you. Let me know what you think :*

“For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone.”

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“Your heart just breaks, that’s all. But you can’t judge, or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you.”

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“Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, it’s at the end of your arm, as you get older, remember you have another hand: The first is to help yourself, the second is to help others.”

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“People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.”

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“Pick the day. Enjoy it – to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come… The past, I has will help you appreciate the present – and you don’t want to spoil any of it by fretting about the future.”

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“Men are so willing to respect anything that bores them.”

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“Men always want to be a woman’s first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man’s last romance.”

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“Love aint love if you have to question it.”

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“The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible.”

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“Knowing is not enough; we must apply.Willing is not enough; we must do.”

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“Fall seven times. Stand up eight.”

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“One way to get the most out of life isto look upon it as an adventure.”

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“Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.”

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“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually be afraid you will make one.”

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“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.”

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And I kept the best one for last.

“There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you.”

- xx

Dedicated to Um s3ood
& 6amz queen of 7anna!

she asked as she took a glance at the 9ala to see the TV open and lotsaa of food on the floor with his laptop centering the whole junk food parade

Jumana “pheeew ommy wobooy naymeen!!”

Fai9al: ANA SHILLY IMGA3IDNYY???

Jumana: okaaaai i get the point!! so chub

Fai9al: agoool.. thilfay ’3orfitich waayed a7san lich..

Jumana hit Fai9al on the head and ran up to her room so fast and locked the door behind her.. she heard a BAAM on the door

She laughed as she entered her closet and changed into her comfy pajamas and went over to the window.. she opened it wide open and took a deep breath and then put her head on her beds pillow and had this feeling when u wanna scream oo ur face turns red min il-fisheela bas soo happy at the same time.. she then slept like a baby

She woke up and decided she was gonna call her friends.. its been a week since she talked to any of them..

Jumana dialing lulus number..

Lulu: YA 5AYSAA!! I HATE U!!

Jumana: Innas y9ab7oon w ysa..

Lulu: U GOT ME ALL EXCITED ND EVERYTHING WANA LAIL7EEN IM WAITING FOR 3AZEEZ TO YIT8ADAM OR AT LEAST MAKE A MOVE OR SOMETHING… HEY! LAYKOON THIS ALL A JOKE! TARA WALLAAH ABCHEEE!!

Jumana: lol! this is no joke… ma gimt ashoofah wayed in college soo i donno.. ill try to ask him watsup..

Lulu: k..

Jumana: u calm now?

Lulu: SHNO YA3NEE IM CALM NOW???! I WAS CALM ALL ALONG! SHNO YA3NEE I WAS MAD THIS IS ME BEING UNMAD KK??

Jumana: lulu inhale…

Lulu: *inhaling*

Jumana: okkaaaii so itss all good.. lat5afeen i dont think hes gonna back down.. inshallah.. i hope.. i mean he told me..

Lulu: ..

Jumana: Lulu?? OH RIGHT EXHALE!!!!!

Lulu: *exhaling* *gasp* yyy.. i feel better.. inzaaaaain tara basawweee barbecue on thursdaaaay.. BE THERE LOSER hahaha :P

Jumana: lol :P are we actually gonna barbecue.. or make believe ba3dain the maids will bring us the real food..

Lulu: the second one :P

Jumana: waay kaslaanaaa

Lulu: ya3neee lazim inda8i8 oo ma na7rigaa oo nrakiz oo madree shno..

Jumana: lol anywaaayz.. seee ya on thursdaay ;)

Lulu: byeee..

Jumana headed for her bathroom and washed up and skipped down stairs to get something to eat..

she saw her mother on the table eating alone..

Jumana: salamo 3alaikom.

mama: wa 3alaikom issalam.. ha yumma gi3day iklay ma3ay.. shtabeen i6awlaaa matroosa 5air..

Jumana: laaa inny la ashtahyy min ma ta2koleenahoo.. oreedo corn flakes yaa ommy…

Mama: inzaain kaa al7een agoollaha tyeeblich..

Jumana: jazaki allaho alfa 5ayr..

Mama: yah shfeeech galabtay chinnich istath fa9ool il-3arabi!

Jumana: hahahahahahahah!! :P laa a3rif.. hakatha mazaj..

TRIN TRIN TRIN TRIN

Mama: Jumana roo7ay sheelay il-telephone..

Jumana: k

she went and answered the phone..

Jumana: manzel 6alal al-**** .. Jumana tata7addath.. man ma3ee??

Mama *screaming from the kitchen*: JUMANA!! fisheeeelaaa!!

:hehe.. ma3akee Bader bin 3abdallah AL-****

Jumana squeezed her eyes shut..

Jumana “FASHLA! DX”

Jumana: umm h-Hala bader.. shlounik?

Bader: b5aair il-7amdillah intay shlounich??

Jumana: zaina il7amdillaah..

Bader: um.. Jumana obooch mawjood??

Jumana: Um.. S;/ La222 6ale3..

Bader: Ahh okaayl.. 2ithan sorirto bitta7adoth ma3aki.. ;D

Jumana: Lol ;p

they said their goodbyes and she went back to her normal saturday routine..

Next day (sunday)…

Uni..

3azeez: JUMANA!!

while trying to catch up with her.

Jumana: ooh 3azeez!..

3abdel3azeez: 9arly two weeks ara8ib il-mokan wadawrich.. wainich?

Jumana: i was busy.. oo kan 3ind jeeranna 3aza.. ooo i was helping out.. faa i skipped for a few days..

3abdel3azeez: ohh i was just meaning to talk to u 3an lulu..

Jumana: ee.. ma ta8addamt 9a7?

3azeez: um bas bashoof itha ihya mwaf8a min kaifhaa gabel la as2al ahalhaa.. fee nas y’3a9boon banat.hom.. ive been through this once and i wanna make sure ina it wont happen again..

Jumana: wat wont happen again?

3azeez: kint 5a6ib wa7daa min gabel wiktishaft inha ma’39ooba 3alaai oo matabeeny faa i broke it off a week gabel il-milchaa..

Jumana: Oh.. well Lulu wafi8at.. 7ad omma wafi8at.. a9lan gamat it7in

Jumana “wweee fashalt.haa ;p 3ady kaifhaa :P”

3azeez: haha.. 5ala9 3ayal min bacher ba56ibha..

Jumana: 5ala9 okkaai ;)

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Sunday..

3azeez: YUMMA TIKFAAAIN AL7EEN ITDIGEEEN W BACHER NROO7 NT8ADDAM LAHA!

Om 3azeez: Inzaain weeeh.. shfeek mista3yel!

She made the phone call and talked to Om lulu and told her how her son is kinda in a hurry because he wants to get married before he goes and ykammil dirastaa barraa oo innaa 3adyy another day bass om lulu said that bacher is a great dayy

3abdel3azeez: ya7laaaaaailhaaaaa 7amaty il-mosta8baliyya :D

Om 3azeez: haaa 3azzoooz! wishdarak innaa libnaya bitwafi8!?

3abdel3azeez: laa ya3nee.. inshallaaah.. :D

Om 3azeez: eeeh

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Lulus house – Same day (sunday) -

KNOCK KNOCK

Lulu: come innnnnnn

Om Lulu: Shlounich mama?

Lulu: umm.. zaina.. S;/

Om Lulu: waaay kbaraat bnayty..

Lulu: MINO TA8ADDAM LY?!!?

Om Lulu: haha ;p 3abdel3azeez il*** ya7laailaah a3aref ommah.. 5oosh nas.. w il-w

Lulu: MWAF8A!! XD

Om Lulu: LA7’6aa La7’6aaa! shfeekom shabab hazziman kila mista3yileen.. shway shway ma7ad la7igkom! 5al eyoon bacher ba3daiin y9eer 5air..

Lulu: SHNOOOOOOOOOO!! BACHERRRRRRRRR!!! LA2!!! MO JAHZAAA!! MABYYYYY!!!

Om Lulu: Sh3indich al7eeen?!? roo7ay issoog dawreelich shay..

Lulu: YAAAAAAAY OKAAAI!! XD

She called Jumana and agreed on meeting in al-raya mall..

Om lulu: waaaay halibniyyaa waaayedd mazajiyyaa.. allaah y3eeen 3azeez 3alaihaa :S

…..

Al-raya

Jumana: shrayich ib hatha?

Lulu: WAI3 WAI3 WAI3!! MAKOO SHAAAAY! KILLAA 5AYES!! D’; im gonna look uglyyyy

the store manager stared at them..

Jumana: Hehe ;p shfeech nervous break down?? Lol

Lulu: MAKOO SHAY IM TOO FAAAT!

Jumana: Lulu!

Lulu: iffffff mabyyy mabyyy binroo7 mall thany.. hathaa a5yas mall biddinyaa!!

Jumana: ZAIN GODDD!!

Lulu: SHUTUP!!

Jumana: TARA BOOOXAT!!

Lulu: …

Lulu ad Jumana: HAHAHAHAAHAHAAAAAHAAA! :P

Jumana: tabeen inroo7 avenues phase 2?

Lulu: K but promise me we’ll find something there..

Jumana: umm

Lulu: PROMISE ME!! PROMISE ME! PROMISE ME!

Jumana: zaaaaaaaaain! promise

Lulu & Jumana: GOD(eh)!! :P

They went to aveneuss and called Shahad and Al-Jazzi to come along..

They decided that they were going to look for the perfect dress while Lulu waited for them at starbucks and then they would take a picture of the dress and send it to her bb

New message.

Received

Shahooda:
yshawweg 9aa7??

Sent

To Shahooda:

ee!! bass its not what im looking for

Received

Shahooda:

yaaah i know its missing the “spark” :p

Sent

To Shahooda:

Okaai im still in starbucks come see me

New Message!

Received

Al-jazzi:

makooo shay but i found this 7aaddaaa yshawwwweg! with ur black loubs

Sent

To Al-Jazzi:

its great!! come back and we’ll compare them!

Sent

To Jojo:

Jumana Bsir3aa come bak to starbuckss i think we found the one!!

They met in starbucks and

Sent

To Jojo:

Jumana where are you! 9ar lina 10 mins nan6irich!!

after another 10 mins.

Dialling Jojo

No answer..

Lulu: WAINHAA!!

Shahad: i have no ideaa… bas i last saw her at chloe!

Jazzi: ana wayyach inroo7 inchayyik oo Lulu u stay here incase she comes back..

….

Jumana was walking around and examining the dresses at donna karen..

Jumana “waai3 nothing!”

Beep.

she checked her mobile to see a mesage

New message

Lulu:

Jumana Bsir3aa come bak to starbuckss i think we found the one!!

Jumana “LAA2!! i wanna find something!!”

she walks around a bit more till she gets another message..

Jumana “Lulu..”

she walks out of the store while checking her message.. she then raised her head up and gasped then opened her eyes wide to make sure this is real..

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7addaaa 6weeel this post! 7adddy a7san blogger !! “length wise ;p”

ive been laying low for a whilethings haven’t been going as expected..we started off again beautifully.. me and fahad..things were going more than amazing..it was a dream come true..but i guess it was just a dream..and i woke up..let me tell u what hap…

June 1 2009,continued..[10 AM - Shalayh]After ending things with Ali, I felt very relieved that I ended up falling asleep with my mobile in my hand. I just woke up to find 2 messages. One was from Sa’ad, who slept in the room next to mine(Dee and Azuz …

June 1 2009,continued..[10 AM - Shalayh]After ending things with Ali, I felt very relieved that I ended up falling asleep with my mobile in my hand. I just woke up to find 2 messages. One was from Sa’ad, who slept in the room next to mine(Dee and Azuz …

I just stood there, and kept on staring at the woman-correction-girl in front of me. Her face triggered a memory I’ve always wanted to erase.2 years ago, January 2007″Ghalia?” The teacher-Ms.Claudia-said. I was daydreaming as usual in class. Math was s…

For the past week I haven’t been eating that well. I would have breakfast, then a couple of hours later, lunch. During both these meals I would eat till’ I got so full that my stomach would explode. (not in a pig-y way ofcourse) And then like two hours later I would get hungry all over again. But this time when I try to eat something I can’t, I would feel so nautious whenever anything is infront of my face. My final meal would be like at 4 am… WHEN THERE IS NOTHING TO EAT EXCEPT THESE TINY LITTLE SNACKS WHICH DO NOT SATISFY ME !!

Suddenly these redish rashes have been appearing all over my upper body. Kinda like a 3D rash if that makes any sense, but not so big. I have no idea how this happend. I haven’t been eating anything wrong, cause I eat the same stuff so my question is “huh?”
I went to my doctor and turns out its stress! How could all this be stress?? Ok, yeah I am stressed but SO NOT to “that” level. Ugh! He said it would go away in like 6 to 8 weeks. Is he freakin kidding me !! I’m leaving for Summer in 20 days… help me !! :S

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Ok, done with the weird stuff cause i have a question to ask.

Ofcourse in the summer there are going to be men… the good and bad ones
How the hell am I supposed to tell them apart?
Not that I wanna flirt and do all those giry stuff , but cause if one aproches me I would know wether to stay for a bit and chat or walk away. There’s nothing wrong about that. And a summer fling is so not what I’m looking for. Just a bit of conversation with the guy :)

Oh I’m not a player or anything. But I just wanna chat, feeha shay? L2!

- xx

I woke up today ……with my hair kisha and my blanket crumpled i sat up in my bed, happy that its a thursday…..until…..I swallowed….and OOUUUCCHHHH…..bala3eeemeeee y3awrooniiiiii….i swallowed again and again….not believing what is happeni…

Dedicated to My friends oo D13;****************************************************************************************Once upon a time, in a Neverland maybe!! I was sitting at a table where everything around mewas white and clear; I was reviewing for …

Sara…

I just looked at the screen, staring so stupidly at it.

Bader? Is this my Bader? Pffttt, ofcourse it is **rolls eyes**, ok so it probably was me. DUH! You’re damn right it’s ME!

My phone was in my hand, like it was a minute ago. I clicked on the call log and dialed Bader. Inshalla he answers me, Inshalla.

6OO6 6OO6

6OOO6 6OOO6

6OOOO6 6OOOO6

l o tdala3, bs moo chii. I’m supposed to be like that not him.

6OOOOO6 6OO-

“Bader. Please esma3ny. I’m really really sorry. Walla mo 8a9dy I scream at you. I’m…sorry.”

No answer.

“Bader?”

“Ummm, ana moo Bader.”

WTH! SHIT.

The next thing I know was that I quickly ended the call, and by quickly I mean with a blink of an eye. Who was that?

I threw my self on bed. Ufff, sh’hal 7a’th.

Ali…

Yaaah, mno hathy? Ha ya Badoor, 6la3t mnt hayin b3d. Hahaaay, walla o 9aidaa!

“9a7byy, shfeek?” 3abdalla said after I ended the call.

“Madry…wa7da.” I said and threw the phone back on the sofa.

3aaad mukin etkoon…his girlfriend? La la ma’thin. La ya yubbaaa laaa, 3ala mn etg9 int!

3abdalla…

Wa7daa?


SARA?!



Ufff ya Bdair, haha, enkshaft! 3ad al 7een lain ys2ila, shloon bayragi3? Hahaha!

“La la, musta7eel! Bader? Wa7da? Sht5arb6 ya boooy!” I said trying to “Ragi3″ for him.

“Yaah, shfeek? Tara a3arf afarig bain wa7id o wa7daa!”

I burst out laughing, hahaha, law bs shftoo wayhaa!

Bader…

“Haa I’m ready, n6la3?” I said as I entered the 9ala, 3nd 3abdalla o 3alooy.

“Ya5y walla shfeek, tara come on, a3arf afarg! Mn 9jj!” 3alooy was telling 3abood, o 3abood mayit ’97kk.

Shlsalfaa?

“Hai Haii, enzain, 5aiir Inshalla.” 3abood answered him back, still laughing.

“Shfeekum?”

“Huh, la la ma shay.” 3abood, again.

“Ella feeh! E9br ya 3abood, 3ashan et3arf iny I do farigg, Badoor…uhhhh…intaa…mo 9a7 5alait jawalik hnii…”

Enzain…?

“Eee…”

“Well….uhhhh… int knt eb ’3urftik wla el jawaal yriin…”

“3alooy, 5ale9nyy! Tara ra7 nta5aar 3al shabaab!”

“Tam yrin so shalaitaa oo uhhh…wa…wa7da radat.”

UFFFF! ENF’9AAAAA7T! Al7een fhamt shlsalfaa. Yalla 5alny aragi3 shwaay!

“HAHAHAHAAAI, mn 9jikk ent? 7abeeby, nafs ma gaal 3abood, you ok dude? Sure et3arf etfarig bain wa7da o wa7id?” I said laughing.

“Ufffff, tadroon shloon, ana mashyy. Yalla, ashoofkum fl maylass.” he got up and adjusted his ’3itraa.

“Hahaii, enzain shda3waa 3aad, la yubba, yalla yayeen wyaak.”

3a6ana na’6raa o ra7. Haha, 9j wayha t5asbaag. Ohhh 9a7, nsait, let me message Sara agoolaha…o atasaflaha.

Compose message. 009747******

Sorry, that was 3alooy, my brother.
I’ll talk to you later, kind of busy right now.

01:40 a.m.

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Sorry guys, I know it’s EXTREMELY SHORT! Bs hey, look at the bright side, I posted didn’t I ? ;)
Good night, and once again, thanks for the comment, o Dazz, hehe the vogues aren’t helping a single bit, hehe.
Love you all.
Kisses and Hugs,

XOXO,
Sunset.

Also, posted “The one part 18″ and now enjoy ;**I love you all ;**___________________________________________________________Previouslybaba: il walad 3umra 24 sina ya yuba shloun he will take care of you o yousefjazzy: baba he will, o b3dain let me wor…

Hey People I have a Question For you :)

What time is it?
Summertime
It’s our vacation
What time is it?
Party time
That’s right, say it loud
What time is it?
The time of our lives
Anticipation
What time is it?
Summertime
School’s out, scream and shout!


Goodbye to rules
No summer school
I’m free to shop till I drop
It’s an education vacation
And the party never has to stop
We’ve got things to do
We’ll see you soon
And we’re really gonna miss you all
Goodbye to you and you
And you and you
Bye bye until next fall
Bye bye


No more wakin’ up at 6 am
‘Cause now our time is all our own

I love this song !!!!!!!
so true no more waking in the morning :)
yeah finally summer !!!!!!!!!
I finished all my exams !!!!!!!!

So on another note. ( I think Fa :P)
I would love to tell you a funny story :)
yalla are you ready sit down and enjoy !!!!!

ME

I was sleeping. I had the alarm on 7:00am. I use to have a class that starts at 8. I didnt sleep last night until it become 1 am. So i was really sleepy. I was dreaming but frankly i dont remember the dream but i know it was one of the best dreams i ever dreamt okay. So then the phone rings. I search for my phone . I find it and bring it near my eyes. I read the caller ID. I dont know that number so I ignored it. After it stopped ringing I thought maybe it was an emergency call because who would call me at 5:00 am in the morning. So I redialed the number and a women answered the phone. I was like hello you called. She was what is your number. I was like 9*********. She was well yeah i was searching for my son do you know where he is ? I was like what ? Sorry lady wrong number. I tired to go back to sleep but couldnt. I felt like i did something wrong. Walla i felt like i was her son’s girlfriend since she was calling me and asking me where he is? I was like what the hell ?

SO Fast forward to present day ( one month has passed)

I was sitting watching TV. When i get a phone call from a number i dont know. I answered since I lost half of my number when i changed my phone. So I was like hello. Guess who was on the other line? Well you guessed right the same old lady and this time she asked about her son and used his name . Apperantly his name is Bader. I was like lady i dont know your son and stop calling me searching for your son.

Walla i feel sorry for her because she must ask people where her son is .

I guess its not really funny but it is interesting :P


until next time
xoxoxox

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