That my story isnt in anyways true, its all made-up. im making it up as i go, ya3ny i dont even know whats going to happen in part 17. Well no, im lieng i do know whats going to happen in part 17, but i dont now whats going to happen in part 18,19..etc…

My Pretties,

I really don’t know what has gotten into me today. I woke up so happy, why? I have no clue what so ever. Anyways Here is your post that I promised you later today. But I was feeling so generous so I decided to do it right away. Enjoy!

Love you all !!
xx- D.

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M7sin: So talk.

Rima: I’m gonna need you to divorce Noura.

M7sin: No chance in hell.

Rima: M7sin, you’ve cheated on her. You abused her. Do you really think she’s going to come back to after all you’ve done? Do you really want to stay in a failed marriage?

M7sin: She’ll come around. She did last time.

Rima: She came back last time because you promised to go seek help. But once you become a cheat then your always a cheat. You can’t take it back.

M7sin: Rima, your really waisting your time here.

Rima: I’m staying here until you agree to grant Noura a divorce.

M7sin: Like I said. No.. chance.. in.. hell.

Rima: Ya rabi M7sin. 5ala9 you lost her. Face the reality! You will never have her.

M7sin: *sigh*

Rima: Don’t you already love Fara7?

M7sin: That doesn’t concern you.

Rima: When my best friend walks in on you screwing another women then yes it does concern me.

M7sin: Yes I do love her. So?

Rima: Oh my god. You are probably the most insane person on the planet. You have Fara7, so you can be with her. Cleary you two deserve eachother.

M7sin: I can’t lose Noura.

Rima: YOU ALREADY LOST HER !!

M7sin: Rima I think you should leave.

Suddenly Yasser barged into the room and held M7sin by his shirt and pinned him to the wall. Rima called him in for backup on her way to the office.

M7sin: Ya kalb let go of me or I’ll call security.

Yasser: Listen to me you peice of shit! ’3asban 3anik you will give Noura a divorce or so help me god I will cause you so much pain that not enough novicane can help you. I’ve sat around so pissed and now I can’t take it anymore. Your causing my sister so much pain and I wont stand for it anymore. So you have two options right now and pick one wisley. Either you grant the divorce or else.

M7sin: Bismilah allah sam7ek ya Yasser. FINE FINE ! Just get the f*** out of my building. The divorce will be finalized by tonight.

Yasser: ’3asban 3anik tonight! Yallah Rima let’s go.

Rima: Bloody bastard!

Wow.. I never expected them to actualy do all of this for me. They came back to the hotel where I was sitting around bored flipping through the channels. I was told everything and I was finaly at ease. I’m getting the divorce I wanted which ment I could finaly be with Fahad.

I called him after I herd the news and he was thrilled. Y7lelo he was so cute. I aksed to see him the minute I’m finaly divorced. I wanted to celebrate, with him. The kiss I’ve been longing for all this time was a couple of hours away.

I asked Rima to come with me to pick out a nice evening outfit for when Fahad takes me out. We went to a couple of botiques but I found nothing. I almost decided to give up and just mix up something I have but then I passed by a window where I saw the most perfect outfit. It was this red knee length dress, strapless. It imediatley caught my eye. I rushed in and tried it on. Luck struck me hard, it was the last piece and my size. It was so over my price range but it was worth it.

A couple of hours had passed and it was already 8:45. Where the hell was my divorce? Just as that thought passed my mind someone knocked on the door. I opend it and it was the conciarge (however you spell it :P) He gave me a small card, said some one left it for me downstairs. With that I thanked him and read the card.

Noura,

I hope your happy. You got your divorce.

-M

I rolled my eyes and ripped the paper up.

I rushed to the phone and dialed Fahad’s number.

Fahad: Hala bl zain !

Noura: 7beeeeeeeeeeeeby !!

Fahad: Wow… men mita 9rt 7abeebik ?

Noura: Since my divorce just finalilized and you’ll be picking me up right now !!

Fahad: Now now ?

Noura: BYE !

Fahad: *sigh* Still bossy…

I got ready. Rima did my light makeup and I dont mean ot brag but damn i was hot. That’s the first time I ever complimented myself in really long time.

Fahad arrived. He looked like a million bucks standing there with a black polo shirt (he still remembers) and dark blue jeans. And my favorite, tods shoes.

He stood there for like what seemd to be a thousand years just staring at me from head to toe.

Noura: Yallah let’s go!

Rima: Y7lelkom have fun !

Fahad took me to the beach. I know it sounds tacky, thats what I though until he led me to where the surprise was. He led me to the shore of the beach. where he layed a romantic little picnic. He had pasta, penne my favorite prepared and a bottle of water cause i dont really like soft drinks.

He led me over and we had our meal. I barley ate from all the nervousness. Bs 6al 3mra la everything was peachy for him.

He then turned to face me. He took my hands and placed them on his chest.

Fahad: This is what you do to me.

Noura: I love you.

Fahad: What?

Noura: What?

Fahad: What did you say ?

Noura: Uhhh nothing you know what just forget it. It came out all wrong. I didn’t mean it. It was all wrong. I’m sorry. You don’t really have to say anything back. Let’s forget it. Please don’t think I’m some kinda weird —-

He kissed me. Our first kiss. I’ve waited so long for this moment, the passiona nd the lust.The way he does what he does to me…. could just make faint heavinly.

Fahad: You blab too much.

Noura: *breathless*

Fahad: I love you too…

Noura: You love me?!!

Fahad: Haha y7lelik. Ofcourse I do.

That was basicly how we spent out first night. Me blushing and asking him over and over if he loved me.

This was it. A new chapter of my life had finaly started, with the most perfect man. Could I have really found my happily ever after?

I still miss you… But not like I did before. The intense aching I felt, Isn’t there anymore. I still whisper your name… Not as often as I used to. Now it may be once, Before the day is through. I still hear your voice… Replaying in my mind. But…

Fahad: A-are you sure?

Noura: Perfectley sure.

Fahad: But you still didn’t get your divorce?

Noura: Is that all your thinking about you perv? The kiss! Haha for now just keep your pants on.

Fahad: Keep my what on?

Noura: Oh no! Don’t you stare at me with those pervy eyes of yours! I was joking!

Fahad: I bet you were *winks*

Noura: Whatever, let’s call in Rima and go out for dinner.

Rima: But it’s late. *walking into the room*

Noura: *eyes wide open* Where you listening in on us this whole time?

Rima: Well what else was I supposed to do? TV or this? Hmmmm… what do I pick, what do I pick? *sarcastic tone*

Noura: Ok then. Well do you want to grab dinner with us or not?

Rima: Ya 7beebty it’s like 12 am, nothing’s opend except for maybe a pharmacy.

Fahad: Fast food places might still be opend.

Noura: Great, then we’ll go there.

Rima: Eat… in a fast food place?

Noura: Agoul bs, bla dala3!

Rima: But its all gross and the people there.

Noura: Remember the chocolate sundae ?

Rima: Grab your stuff let’s go !

Fahad: Haha !

After our dinner Fahad dropped both me and Rima back to our hotel. We said our goodnights casualy, a simple hug. Like I said I didn’t want to start anything with him just yet. Once the divorce is finalized then I can begin the life with Fahad that was once taken from me.

Once we got to our room I got my phone and checked my messages. I had one new voice message from… M7sin.

“Noura….. hi. I know I shouldn’t even be calling you. I’m kind of glad you didn’t pick up or else you would have hung up, not listening to what I have to say. I was going to tell you about Fara7 , going to be honest with you but I needed to find the right time. You have to understand that you gave me no choice. I mean you know how men are. We have needs and I’ve been having them for such a long time. I’ve been patient and patient but then I couldn’t anymore. I needed to get my…. pleasure. I know it sounds wrong but please try to understand. Don’t think I never loved you because I did, and still do. I tried to be the best I could for you. Call me back…. please.”

I was shocked. How could he fj2a leave me a message like that? I just walked in on him having sex with another women and he just expects me to forgive and forget? How can I? After everything he’s put me through I was willing to put it all aside and try to make things work. Loved me? Is he seriously trying to play that card with me?

Rima: Babe what’s wrong?

Noura: Uh it;s M7sin…

Rima: What about him?

Noura: He left me a voice message.

Rima: What did he say?

I played back the message.

Rima: Unbelievable! It’s offical, the guy’s a freak!

Noura: What am I supposed to do now?

Rima: You do absolutley nothing. You did your part as a wife. You job’s done. He’s the cause for all of this. You asked for the divorce right?

Noura: Yeah…

Rima: So all you can do now is wait for everything to be official.

Noura: I know that but I asked for the divorce while walking out of the house. I didn’t get a reply from him. So I don’t actualy know what’s ahead of me.

Rima: Lat 5afeen, he’s going to give you the divorce wether he likes it or not.

Noura: Wether he likes it or not ?

Rima: Listen, it’s late so why don’t you go sleep. Relax your mind and we’ll talk more in the morning.

Noura: Yeah your right.. Night.

Rima woke up early that next day and decided to play a little game called “M7sin”. Rima had always been the type that does whatever she has to do to get something done. Especialy if it means crossing some lines. She called M7sin’s office and skedualed a meeting under the name Fara7. Oh was she devious.

She wore her black armani suit which looked like heaven on her because of her amazing curvs. The buisness world would love her, if you know what I mean. Oh, damn Yasser. I keep forgeting, their an item now.

She walked into the building and up to his floor. The reciptionist ushered her to the meeting room and asked her to wait. Rima went and sat at the head of the table and waited patiently.

A couple of minutes later fahad walked in to see the back of Rima’s chair facing him. He walked on over to her.

M7sin: There’s my sexy *Rima suddenly turns around* — RIMA !

Rima: Hello lover.

M7sin: What the hell are you doing here??

Rima: I’m here for our meeting you silly boy.

M7sin: I don’t have time for this ! You can see yourself out.

Rima: Mmmm yeah I don’t think so. You see your skedualed to have a meeting with me so I say we get down to it.

M7sin: La elaha ela allah. 5air?

Rima: Make yourself comfortable.

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My pretties I know this post is kind of short but I promise you another one later today. So you can check back at around 6:00 PM.

Love you all !
xx- D.

if you’re under 18 please don’t read, there’s no nudity or porn or whatever, I just don’t want to open your innocent eyes to the real world. Hold on .. are you people even slightly innocent anymore ?Warning Im in a VERY bad mood. Oh and I didn’t proof …

Can’t concentrateDepressedCraving food I don’t even likePissedMoody = bad moodGoing insaneSnapping at everyoneAngerDepressedSick to my stomachMoody = very very bad mood Shitty moodDizzyMigraneDepressedIm outThe fortune cookie of the day :”Sometimes sil…

There are ppl who miss Lulu and Feras….and they are wanting more of them since they miss them…..shawagtkom feehom ib the last cham post i admit ;psoooooooooooo…..here is what i thought….Do you want another epilogue for “My One and Only”…?YES….

LOOOOOOL this dude is funny!!!, I can’t stop laughing;p;pI have nothing to say I just wanna show you this doll:P! LOL, qalel adab;$I’ll be off to bora bora, next week enshallah:DHmmm, what else..yeah! I need hot swimsuits! any advice?

Oh my god i cant wait to see the movie :)

oh and to leave you with something funny :)

How to Drown a Blonde ?

Put a mirror in the bottom of the pool .

until next time

xoxoxox

Yesterday night, influence hit me and I’ve been writing like crazy, thus I am honored to say I finished “The Girl With The Green Eyes” .. this part is one of the last so stay tuned! Two or three more parts and it’s going to be “THE END” exciting right? :P

Anyways, Enjoy!

PREVIOUSLY;

I quickly stood up but Rashid held my wrist immediately “Stay” He whispered “Please” I looked down to him, I really didn’t know what to do, so I .. sat down.
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“Why? Fai why?” He asked me and his eyes filled with confusion. “Why what?” I murmured softly.

“Did you run away? Leesh sheradti leesh?” He asked softly yet painfully.

I did run away, but I couldn’t, I couldn’t admit it.

“I didn’t” I finally forced myself to say “It was an opportunity and I took it you encouraged me to follow my dream .. you remember” I tried to blame him, I tried to make this all his fault.

He looked at me, expressionless “Don’t makeup excuses we both know your real intention” He said very quietly, holding himself from bursting with anger.

I stood there quiet, I wanted to say something, I wanted to express my feelings, how much he hurt me, but I .. I needed time to make myself stronger. “I .. ” I tried to say but my lips closed unintentionally. “You?” He asked at me looking impatient.

“Rashid .. you said that you .. you won’t wait for me okay..”-I took a deep breathe then continued-”you think I’ll stay waiting for you? ya3ne you made it clear that you won’t give me what I want, what I need .. so I left .. I followed my dream at least my dream won’t betray me” I said looking away from his face.

“Betray you?” He asked immediately. “Uh .. there’s something you don’t know Rashid” I mumbled, he just gave me a look that said continue.

“I Was there, that day at Grand Hayatt when you met”-and I fell silent for a moment-” when you met .. her .. when you met Alya and I .. I heard everything but it’s fine you know”-and I stood up-”It’s fine that you love her” I smiled wryly.

Rashid quickly stood up “Fai laaa that was just a misunderstanding .. just let me explain” He said calmly, like everything will be okay.

“Uhh explain? You .. you don’t even want to talk about her you don’t want to share anything with me, I’m tired Rashid I’m tired of this! Why can’t you leave me alone?” and my voice started shaking.

“Yaraby Fai leesh itsawein chi eb 3mrich? Just let me take care of you and everything will be okay” He said softly.

“Really? I can’t. I can’t trust you Rashid you won’t even tell me about her!” I muttered.

Rashid looked at me apologetically “Fai it’s .. it’s complicated.”

I stared at him for moment and then he said something I never expected he’d say” Fai .. you look exhausted, go back home .. we’ll talk soon okay?” He slightly brushed his fingers on my cheek, smiled and then left.

I took a deep breathe, sat back down, covered my face and broke down crying. Pathetically, I hate crying.

“Excuse me are you okay?”

I lifted my head it was the waitress, I smiled at her “Yes I am” “Do you need a napkin?” She asked “No” I shook my head. “I already have some in my bag” She nodded and left. I opened my bag to take out something to wipe my face with when I saw something .. a piece of paper folded. I took out the paper and opened it up.

Inside was written.

“Fai

Don’t ever think I’ll give up on you.
I’m ready to tell you, to tell you everything.
And I’ll wait for you no matter what, because I love you.

Call me +9**************

I’ll be expecting you ;)

Rashid“

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Stay Tuned,

A Lover in Dubai

Mug of morning tea
held before me
thoughtlessly moving to the breakfast table
when
those wicked mangoes
deeply yellowy
lustfully
beckoned to me
their aroma
so rotund
fleshy
and enticing
that I turned
my head
and eyed them
with brief
desire
contemplated
ravishing them,
gnashing into the
firm ripe flesh
until their juices
spilled down my chin
in satisfying succession.
But
I didn’t.
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My tongue
encircles the pert
purple grape
I salivate.
I suck.
I swallow.
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May 31 2009,continued..[Lobby]Jay: Where is coach Sa’ad?Security: He’s with the girls. The lesson will finish in 15 minutes.Jay: Thanks. Dee Imshay lets sit on the sofas.Dee: Ewww! Im guna sit on the floor wayed a7san. They’re Soaking.Jay: They’re wet….

May 31 2009,continued..[Lobby]Jay: Where is coach Sa’ad?Security: He’s with the girls. The lesson will finish in 15 minutes.Jay: Thanks. Dee Imshay lets sit on the sofas.Dee: Ewww! Im guna sit on the floor wayed a7san. They’re Soaking.Jay: They’re wet….

I should be studying!!! Do you get this feeling of UGGHH its nearly the summer holidays! MALI 5ILG! And you just start skipping all your classes? I stayed in bed today and did absolutely nothing. I feel like a bum. I have a quiz bacher, a midterm on Sunday and two projects to hand in. I’m also thinking of going to the beach on Saturday, is that bad? I’m sooo lazy! Anyways, enjoy.. Love you

I should be studying!!! Do you get this feeling of UGGHH its nearly the summer holidays! MALI 5ILG! And you just start skipping all your classes? I stayed in bed today and did absolutely nothing. I feel like a bum. I have a quiz bacher, a midterm on Sunday and two projects to hand in. I’m also thinking of going to the beach on Saturday, is that bad? I’m sooo lazy! Anyways, enjoy.. Love you

hatha takmilat 28-A…duhhhhhh ;pENJOY….;)))))__________________________________________________________________Feras…..”Haaa…” i whispered, “lail7een manam….?”"la2….”whined lulu minsad7a yam 3abood which was playing with her hair. Gimt oo gi…

SUMMER BABY..so wain bitsafroun this summer ??well for me im going to Cannes !! AAAHH THE TANN MO SIJ THERE..nice bronzish golden brown ! wanasa :p..but dont worry ill post from there..ill be leaving next thursdaay :( im gonna miss kuwait (ok maybe jus…

Anonymous this one’s for you babe. And then I’m going to write a post… maybe, not sure.

Ok, yes I am Kuwaiti but I’ve been raised in Saudi Arabia. And lemme tell ya’… It ROCKS!

We don’t have those strict rules you’ve all herd about. It’s all a bunch of crap. It’s amzing here and so are the places and people. And yes my dear you were right.. Saudi’s are kind and caring people. I’m so blessed to have been raised with them.

All of my friends are either from Jeddah or Riyadh (I go to it every break I get,,Riyadh) The only Kuwaitis I know are my family ;P

Mmm.. what else? Oh! The malls are fab here and the GUYS !! 3AAAAAAAAAAAAW !! << That word has a long story behind it. I'll fill you in.

Last summer I was with my friends in London, And we love the bumber cars. Although it may sound chidlish but we have to go into Trocodero and ride them especialy there. Cause all the Arabs are there. Especialy Saudi’s and its all fun. I swear we were the only girls in the whole ride.

It’s such a long line. So once we got to the front there was this one guy… I think he was from Bahrain , once he passed by us (he was staring directley at me) and yelled “3AAAAAAW” like an agressive dog. We laughed our asses off and once he passed by again I was like “agool bs la ykthar” Thats my favorite line to use, aswell as “3asa ma tkalaft” and “wj3″.

Best comebacks to use !! <<< lesson learned? Good! :)

So now whenever I see someone hot I go “3AAAAAW”. I hate the word but somehow it became a habit. :S

OMG! What if I go to London (I’m going there inshallah this summer, oh and I’m SERIOUSE WHEN I SAY THIS.. but whoever is going plz fill me in cause mn jd ana men il noo3 ili i love to get to know MORE people. Fa yallah 3ad bla dala3 o 7arakat 5leeni ashfkm :(

What if I’m in London and it accidentley slips out? SHIT!

Ok i know I’m just blabbing on babe, but this is me expressing LOL.. BLABBING !

I suddenly got obsessed with heels. I used to wear flats of all colors but now I stick to heels!
Their sexy and make you tall and make your legs skinnier, and guys love em when your sitting crossed legs ;)

And yeah I remember you mentioned something about my age? Hehe yeah well 9ara7a I matured faster than I was supposed to (not showing off!) Plus believe it or not all my friends are in their mid and late twenties. I have it sometimes hard socilaizing with girls my own age. Cause mainly all they talk about it boys and clothes. Ok… I’m not saying anything is wrong with that bl3ax.. but sometimes can’t we just change the subject? Theres a million other things out there. La7geeeeeeen 3al awlad :P

I’m a SERIES addict. I don’t know how I do it but right now I’m watching 11 series at once. Don’t ask how I kep up or not forget what’s going on cause my mind’s so wrapped around them.

The Best:

1. Desperate Houswives
2. Ghost Whisperer
3. Prison Break
4. Gossip Girl
5. Dirt
6. Smallville
7. Greys Anatomy
8. 90210
9. Heroes
10. Lost
11. One tree hill

Plus I love Audrey Hepburn movies. I have the best of the best she ever stared in.

I’m really into reading. Mainly I love to read Romance novels… yes I admit I am a hopless romantic.

I have all of Nicholas Sparks novels. At the moment I’m reading “The Wedding” Wow.. is it moving. Really, you have to read it.

Now how about relationships?

Just 2 months ago I broke up with my 8 month long boyfriend. I really loved him but things just had to end. He lied to me about 2 things, sorry but I can’t mention them. But no he did not cheat, or else he would probabley be dead now.

Just last month on May 11 was “supposed” to be our one year annaversary. I was at my best friends house that night. I cried a little but survived.

He was too sensitive. It’s sweet when men are but not to the level he got to. He was so jelouse. This one time I was going to the beach with my cousins. (guys N girls) so we were randon chit chatting when he asked me what I’m gonna wear. I told him that we were going to be on the jet boat, so I was going to wear these shorts and a tank top. Fj3a he went all mad at me. He said where half sleevs. I was like what are you kidding me? It’s a freaking beach.Does he want me to melt? Plus I wanted a good tan, not a crappy one.

I know I’m cursing alot and I’m very sorry, I don’t usualy. Unless I’m so upset. And well this is bringing up some memories so please forgive me.

Anyways I asked for some time apart, a break. He refused at first but I insisted. A one week break. I felt relaxed during those days, like a weight had been lifted off. I spoke to mom alot about the subject. Yes she knew and she approved when me and him were together. So I finaly decided. I called him and told him everything. Not about his sensitivity and jelousy issues but just that our time is over and that we have to go our seperate ways. Here’s the thing … he told me”No D. I can’t live without you, I’ll die” Ok yes its very sweet and hearbreaking but no one ever dies from love. He’s a boyfriend, not yet a family of mine. Plus that same line was used on someone I know and the guy who told her that is still LIVING. =D

I had to do what’s best for me. It broke my hear. But sometimes the best things in life come when you make these big sacrifices. And please don’t argue with me on this.

It’s been two month and I would have to say yes, I’m over him. Although I sometimes think about him and the good times, but them later I say “eh”.

There’s this quote “Love Is Patient”. I believe in it. If your pateint then love will find it’s a way to you. You don’t wanna rush into the first thing that comes your way. You wanna find the perfect ending. I’m going to enjoy my life second by second. You only have one life so live it up to the fullest. And whatever obstacle come you way, well .. I’ll deal with it when it does come.

I’m happy, so happy. My mom and sister have been so supportive. Oh yes, my sister. I forgot to mention her. She’s 12 and so damn adorable mashallah. O el 9ara7a akbar mm 3mraha. I feel I can talk to her about anything. She’s got light brown hair.. not dyed, like mine heheheh ;P

Ok, well Im all out of things to say. :(

Oh but I will again remind you about the London thing ! I’m so seriouse. Let me know <3

I love you all… a77m a77m Anonymouse
Kidding! Love you all !

xxx – D.

THATS THE ONE…THE ONE THAT HUGGED AZIZ AT SUGAR & SPICE !!…AAHH latgarib yame la i9eer shay ! im so mad right now!, She came up to me ib kil thiqa o ig3adat..na3am?the person*ma a3arif isimha* – hala jawa..ma3ach shoug il flaniiway3aaa !! malat…

THATS THE ONE…THE ONE THAT HUGGED AZIZ AT SUGAR & SPICE !!…AAHH latgarib yame la i9eer shay ! im so mad right now!, She came up to me ib kil thiqa o ig3adat..na3am?the person*ma a3arif isimha* – hala jawa..ma3ach shoug il flaniiway3aaa !! malat…

I love Khobiz Irani, or Khobiz il Tanoor… how many of us tagged along with one of our parents to the nearest khabbaz o stood in line to watch as the khabbaz shapes the little dough and throws them into the blazing oven?!
I remember the heat from the tanoor mildly scorching my little face [...]

Kila baktiba P.S mazaaj lool :pP.S. A7is enne booma ib jisim insaan sumtimes…shda3wa magdar anam :(P.P.S.yaaaa monyatee yasalaa 5a6eree wana 7baak ya salaaaaam (faj2a yat ib rase) P.P.S il title mala da3ee bs faj2a shtahait aktiba :p maskeena ilbaloo…

May 31 2009,continued..Since our car is a black Range Rover, Rafeeg looks very funny bldaba. Im 16 and I drive better than my mom. She drives like a loon, while Dee drives like a lunatic. No difference I guess.[Driving to the nadi]Jay: Guess what?Dee: …

May 31 2009,continued..Since our car is a black Range Rover, Rafeeg looks very funny bldaba. Im 16 and I drive better than my mom. She drives like a loon, while Dee drives like a lunatic. No difference I guess.[Driving to the nadi]Jay: Guess what?Dee: …