posted part 8 as well ;**This post is dedicated to; Glittery-Butterfliez, Fashionista, CuteandCuddly, Queen Bee, AND Nawarii ;**I love you all ;**ENJOY ;Dp.s once again, my BEAUTIFUL s3ody readers, if I am butchering the s3ody accent I AM SORRY :$_____…

..My mind keeps drifting to memories of fahad..he is alwys in the back of mind..he never goes away..its as if he has put a spell on me..my thoughts usually take me to that memory of our reunion..it was years and years ago..2003..fahad and i decide to meet up in dubai..we wanted to have our own private time..i wore a short skirt and a white sleevless top in which fahad thought was too much of a 7afra….my heart was racing..the elevator goes up and up and up..till i arrive to fahad’s floor..im nervous,anxious,excited..i havent seen him in so long..i knock on his door..he picks the room number that goes with our anniversery date..i wait 2 seconds and he opens the door..we keep looking at each other..not knowing what to say,waiting for the other to speak..fahad breaks the sweet silence and says “ive missed u so much..u have become more beautiful then before..you take my breath away” and then, a single tear rolls down fahad’s cheek..he chokes up..seeing him so emotional makes my eyes swell up with tears..i hug him so tight..i go inside..and fahad pushes me to the door..kissing me on the lips..passionately not wanting to let go..i kiss him back..over and over again..i didnt know it was going to be our last kiss……………… To be continued( sorry for the x-rated parts)

Im depressed, annoyed, and have a crush on a pimp. I call Rayan, and as usual..she complains.’Waii3 Jawanoo Khaywaleyy ! .. I Hate Him ! He Hurt Uu Wayed!’ And Just Like always I say..’Ya3ney Lazem Asame7 !!.. ‘ And The conversation Goes on the same wa…

Character List;; Jawan- Main Character.Narrator. Rayan- Jawans Close Friend; More like a sister. Is in love with Bader.Joury- Another Close Friend of Jawan, and Also is Like a sister. Lives In a Different Country.Bader- Rayan’s Boyfriend. Fawaz- Baders…

Heyy Guys.. Hope You Like What You’re SeeingxxSally;;In Love-Always.

Warning: Dear reader, before you read this, I have to warn you that this includes detailed sex scenes, and if you do not wish to read then don’t. I am sorry if it offendes any of you, but this is fictional, and let us leave it at that. Dominique could …

Continued from the previous entry Then I heard a ‘dinggg’ and the elevator door opened to our floor and I stepped out with tears streaming down my face and I ran to my room. Once in my room I couldn’t stop crying. It was quiet, and all I coul…

” May your soul rest in peace MJ. “

” You’re truly going to be missed. “

” LAAA! MJ’S GONE! :( “

WTH?

I see crap like that everywhere!

It’s true that a legend just just passed away. May his soul rest in peace, bas seriously people sh’hal 7ub ily 6ila3 faj2a? I mean, ya3ni sij he had good songs and he’s the king of pop bas suddenly people are weeping over him? Two days ago you didn’t have a clue where he is, or what’s he doing bas now that he’s dead and gone you suddenly care so much and act all dramatic? And yeah, people say he’s going to be missed! I don’t think so..

Grow up people. Don’t lie to yourselves and act like you care. Save the drama and all the sobbing to the death of someone you actually CARE about for a change.

I know it’s been long since I’ve last posted bas this topic narfazni! I know wayed hithart and got carried on bas I just HAD to say something.. Don’t get me wrong, people. Ana maqsid ay a7ad so no hard feelings. ;)

Love you, beautiful people. :*

Hey everyone ;**… enjoy__________________________I opened my eyes at the sound of noise; a lot of people talking at one time, a sour taste, and something cozy under my head. Wait, there are other sounds… what are they? Trolleys? Yes trolleys! I ope…

Okay my phone is touch screen so sometimes it calls people randomly :(

So i do a lot of sorry wrong number crap.

I have two stories to tell one happened yeaterday and one happened the first week of owning my new phone :)

Are you ready !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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1)
Phone rang

Me: hello

The caller (guy ): hello

Me: who is it?

Guy: who are you?

Me: you are the one who called

Guy: no you did

Me: really when you know what sorry wrong number ( mind this is all in Arabic )

Guy: No I was the one who called

Me: oh really “sigh” good so it’s not me for once

Guy: Hello I am calling you from the * bank to talk to you about your account

Me ( oh he is from the bank oh please don’t tell me I reached my limit on my credit card): oh okay which bank sorry I didn’t hear the name

Guy: * bank

Me: but I don’t have an account in that bank

Guy: really then I guess I have the wrong number sorry

Me: no worries it happens

My sisters where sitting in living room listening to me on the phone. They could not stop laughing at me. They couldnt believe i was happy that i didnt make the wrong number. I also must mention that my voice on the phone is that of a kid. So I cant stop wondering whats going on the mind of that guy. Walla if i was him I would think i was crazy !!!!!!!!!!

2) I was talking to my sister and gossiping. When the phone rings.

Me: hello

Old Man: hello sister

Me: hello who is with me?

Old man : you are the one who called

Me: really then i am sorry i guess wrong number

Old man : i know but i would reccomend putting you phone on lock

Me: why? (yeah i should have shut the phone right but thank god i didnt)

Old man: your phone called me and you didnt know and i could hear your conversation with the person near you. I closed the phone and called you to inform you of that.

Me: really thank you and sorry again and i will lock it next time

Old man : be sure to do that because may be someone else does not closes the line

Me : thanks bye

I really respected the guy becasue i checked my call log and its true my stupid phone called him. now I always lock my phone.

Hope you enjoyed them and learn from the second story !!!!!!!

So the lesson of the day is always lock your keypad !!!!!!!!!!!!

until next time
xoxoxoxo

I have finished my first year of university. Let me tell you, it was one hell of a year! We had to go back to Kuwait for the 5e6ba, and all those gatherings! We stayed for a week b3dain radain to America.

I have been running around from my milcha, since I’m not going to have a wedding, I’m helping 5alty with the milcha. And I’m not sad, I did not want a really huge wedding because in Kuwait even though you have the best wedding ever begouloon ma 3jabna ou wayed yertazoun fa I would like it to be small with my loved one’s.

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The moment I woke up, I felt butterflies up in my stomache and throwing up. I don’t know how I managed to live in this moment.

“Kadi, 7ady 5ayfa!”
“Laish? Don’t you love him?”
“I do, bs ya3ni I don’t know how will I live with him”

Then came in Muneera.

“Zayoun! Yala, lazim tanzleen now”
“Okay”

I checked myself for the last minute infront of the mirror. I looked simply amazing. My hair was up with an elegant bun. I had on simple make up. And my dress? I love it,it’s classic! It’s strapless and has a v-line on the back. There was a lace on the bodice and beaded gold embroidery on skirt with scalloped edged hem. I placed on my earings and neckless and I just looked waay better.

I faced the doors of the ball room, they opened the wide doors and the song played. Al Ga9ar was already in the ball room singing wearing a gold bisht with his men. All I can see was black, they closed all the lights. When every step I walk the light under me opens so all eyes can be on me. With every step I take my heart beats like a thousand times, and the photographer kept on taking pictures. When I finally reached the kosha, they helped me sit and the lights opened. People were comming up to me taking pictures and congratulated me. I looked around the place and it was packed with my loved one’s and some people I don’t know but I was happy that they all were here. I looked around taking every detail of the place, I never imagined it would turn out like this because the workers were annoying the hell out of me.

The chairs were covered with a white cover and a gold neat ribbon tied on the chair with the ribbon facing the back. And each seven chairs were in a U-Shape so a group of people could sit and talk together and in the middle was a table with chocolates, nuts, and tissue. The waiters would walk around and serve drinks. My kosha was off-white, the same color of the walls and had gold framings.

An hour later they announced that the men were comming in. All the ladies covored up and in came in Khalid with his father, brothers, my brothers our cousins and friends. Each man looked good with the dishdasha. Khalid reached the kosha kissed the crown of my head and whispered “Your finally mine” it sent shivers through out my spine. The men congratulated us and when they were heading out, most of the danced. They looked amazing, I was smiling the whole time.

“Meta n6la3 mn ihni?” Khalid whispered
“Madri, ana 9arli sa3a ga3da ihni, 7adi malait!”
“Afaa, w ana wain re7t?”
“La when you came ghair”
“Agoul, banadi umi 3ashan n6la3 mn ehni”
“Inta men9ijik? ana mani 6al3a mn ihni ila lamen arg9″
“Goumay rg9ay”
“Chan zain agdar! law agdar chan ma telgani ga3da ehni.. kil ighnya a7la mn il thanya, abi agoum!”
“La moo ila intay bs te6amshay”
“Ana law ib eedi chan ma 5alaitek itshouf hal banat wala itdesh”
“It’3areen?” I blushed
“Akeed I do! Shouf shloun mtfa95een ou g3d yarg9oun! latshoufhum bs shoufni”
“Ana shabi feehum dam il gumar ma3ay” I blushed

My mom came up to me and whispered “Yala al7een itgoumeen targ9een” lamen galat arg9 istanast! Finally barge9. They placed the song and Jadi and Kadi helped me walk down, I danced till the song ended, law kan ib eedi chan kamalt;p!!

An hour later we headed out of the ball room and into the hotel.

ITS POSTED!

there was this girl ! who have never believed in love in the first sightand she would laugh at people who’d believe in it ! until one day came and she was sitting with her cousins in that Muncie’s (that’s him)house , he’s the cousin of my mom . so Cher…

Dear Diary,I haven’t heard from S3ood after the engagement party, which was honestly expected. I didn’t think he’d want to talk to me after seeing Ahmed and me together, but the more I thought about it, the angrier I got. What gave him the right to jud…

Here you go the ending :)

the song is Josh Groban – My Confession

hope you liked it !!!!!!!!!!!

i wanted to put the whole story in one post but it was to long :(

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Nasser wasn’t happy when he heard that Anood left the country. She left before he could even talk to her. He wanted to join her in London to run away from the pity looks his mother is giving him without meaning to. His brother on the other hand can’t stop from thanking him. No one could cheer him up and he knows that the only one that can cheer him up Hates him and is out of the country. Ali noticed a change in Nasser. He knew something is wrong and he knew it has nothing to do with Sarah and Ahmed but he can’t put his finger on it.

Ali was with Nasser when he got a phone call from Anood.

Ali: allo

Anood : Ali get your butt to the airport

Ali: why

Anood: because I need a ride back home

Ali: what?

Anood: I am in Kuwait

Ali: really okay I am coming 15 minutes and I will be there ” searching for his keys”

Nasser: where are you going ?

Ali: to pick Anood up from the airport

Nasser: Anood is back

Ali: yes oh why don’t you come with me

Nasser: yes ” grinning like crazy for the first time the past week’

They both ran to the car. Ali with his crazy driving made it to the airport in 15 minutes. He nearly crashed in to two cars but that didn’t stop him. He was too excited to see his sister. He really missed her.

Anood was waiting for her brother in starbucks . She was playing with her phone. She was reading old messages and checking the pictures on the phone. She can’t stop herself from smiling whenever she reads a message from Nasser or a sees a picture of him and Ali. She really missed her relationship with him. At least it was better than now were they don’t talk to each other .Even if it hurt when she spends time with him and knowing that he will never think of her more than a sister. Nasser was her one sided love she tried to get over but she never had and never will.

Nasser was walking after Ali who was searching for his sister. They found her in starbucks. Ali ran to Anood. Nasser stay behind and stood there staring at her.

I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can’t hide
Now hear my confession.

He couldn’t help all the memories that are running through his head. He could not stop all the emotions that are spilling out of their prison walls he built to avoidj . He finally realized he loves her. He was amazed of his feelings. He was afraid to admit it before but now he finally sees it as clear as crystal. He loves her.

You are the air that I breath.
You’re the ground beneath my feet.
When did I stop believing?

He headed towards Anood. He found Ali taking her bags and heading towards the car while Anood was ordering food. He went to her and told her he need to tell her something. She was can it wait. Nasser was no it can’t. He stirred her to a table and sat in front of her.

Nasser: Anood I want to tell you something

Anood: what is it?

Ali: Nasser and Anood what are you doing?

Nasser: nothing just waiting for our orders

Nasser went and picked up their drinks and headed with the rest to the car. When they reached the house Nasser excused himself and left in his car. Nasser headed to Cartier and bought the trinity ring. He bought three dozens of lilies. He knew Anood loved them. He then called her. She answered.

Anood: Hi Nasser

Nasser: Hi anood may you please come out to the garden I have something for you

Anood: okay and you can tell me what you wanted to say in the airport too

Nasser: of course

Anood headed to the garden and found Nasser holding lilies. She was surprised why the sudden act of kindness. She head towards him.

I have been blind, unwilling to see
The true love you’re giving.
I have ignored every blessing.
I’m on my knees confessing

Nasser went on his knee and took out the ring and asked Anood

“Anood I love you and I want you to be my wife?”

TheEnd

until next time
xoxoxoxox

i couldnt let you wait because i hate waiting so here is part 3 :)

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Nasser turned his face to avoid Ali’s questioning looks. He ended up facing Anood who was busy texting on her phone. She had a big smile on her face. She did not hear what he said because the Anood he knew would be cheering him up right now. He was disappointed, no he was mad. He wanted Anood’s kind word. He never thought he would miss them. She was the only one who could cheer him up other than his mother. What has he done?

Ali (turned towards Anood): Anood did you hear what I just heard

Anood: yeah already know Sarah talked to me on the phone earlier

Ali: you are not surprised

Anood: well I was but now not really

Nasser: you knew

Anood: yes Sarah told me

Anood’s phone rang. She stared at the caller id. She knew the number that’s Yousef’s number. She was surprised. She was too busy trying to figure out why was he calling that she didn’t hear Nasser or Ali talking to her.

Nasser noticed Anood was not her normal self. He was curious about whose phone call would be taxing her brain so much. He took the phone from her hand and answered it. It was a familiar voice.

Yousef: allo Anood

Nasser: ……….

Yousef: Anood I know you are listening I am really sorry I want you to forgive me. Are you in Maki my friend saw you. I am now entering the restaurant.

Nasser turned around to face the door and saw yousef. He turned to Anood and saw her shaking. He never told anybody why he hit Yousef. He promised Anood he wouldn’t. It was because Yousef hit Anood not once but several times when she cursed him and slapped him. Nasser was the one Anood turned too. She had no choice since he found her bruised and cut. She told him to lie and say she was in a car accident. He took care of everything. He got up and told Ali to take Anood home. Ali was surprised at his sister sudden change in mood but he thought maybe it was that time of the month. Nasser on the other hand knew better.

Yousef noticed the phone was in Nasser’s hand and took that as a quo to leave. Nasser sends him a message that if he ever calls Anood or comes near her, it would be the last thing he will do. Nasser paid the check and headed to his house. He wished he could be there for Anood. He remembered Anood’s mobile was with him. He changed his destination and headed to Ali’s house to give Anood her phone back. He then returned home and slept. He was exhausted from all the drama.

Anood was shocked. Why did he have to come back? Why now? When she was over what happened? She couldn’t figure it out. Thank god Nasser was there. She couldn’t thank him enough. He saved her a lot of explaining. She was sitting in her room when someone knocked on her door.

Anood: who is it?

Ali: me Ali

Anood: enter

Ali: Anood are you better do you want anything?

Anood: no thank you I think I am going to sleep.

Ali: oh here is your mobile you forgot it in the restaurant Nasser dropped it on his way home.

Anood: thank you

Ali: good night

Ali closed the door and left Anood to sleep.

Anood woke up the next day and decide to ask her mother if she can travel. Her parents were at first against it but then they agreed. Anood booked her ticket and left the country for her two week break from the drama. She headed to her best friend who was studying her masters in London.

until next time
xoxoxoxoxox

Nasser decided to join Ali and his sister in maki. Nasser reached maki before Ali did. He searched for Anood and found her sitting in the table on the corner. He headed towards her.

Nasser: hi Anood

Anood: hi

Nasser: are you still mad at me

Anood: No that means I care about you

Oh forgot to mention the last time they met they did not part on good terms. You see Anood told Nasser to not ask for Sarah’s hand in marriage. Nasser didn’t want to hear it. He made up his mind and being the stubborn person he is stuck to it. Anood told him Sarah loves someone else, she will never love him, and that she was just doing this to make the person she loves jealous. Nasser didn’t believe her. He told her that she was a selfish bitch who didn’t want him to be happy because misery likes company.

You see Anood was engaged to a guy called Yousef . She was so happy she thought that Yousef was the man who will make her get over her first love (for the record which was one sided). Everything was going okay until she discovered that Yousef drinks and not only that he is married too. She caught him with a girl once and asked him who is she. The women answer her who are you? Anood told her that she was his future wife. The other girl told her she must be mistaken because she was his wife. Anood turned to Yousef and he did not deny it. He just sat there and told her my mother wants me to marry you but I love her. Yousef was pointing at the women. Anood canceled her engagement.

Nasser was so angry with Yousef. He went and hit him. Yousef did not press charges but everyone was amazed at Nasser’s reaction. He wasn’t but he didn’t want to investigate the feelings he is feeling because he was afraid of what they may unfold. So he turned to the best defense mechanism he knew, He suppressed them.

Back to the conversation:

Nasser: So you didn’t tell Ali?

Anood: what should I tell him that you best friend thinks your sister is miserable and selfish?

Nasser: So you are not planning on telling him right?

Anood: no I am not a bitch

Nasser: I never said you were a bitch and I am sorry

Anood: whatever

Ali: hey you guys sorry I am late

Nasser: no its okay

Anood: yeah we were just catching up. So Nasser how is Sarah?

Nasser’s face suddenly changed colors. Anood noticed but Ali didn’t.

Nasser: she says hi to you both

Ali: oh that’s nice so when is your big day

Nasser: which big day?

Ali: the wedding

Nasser: oh you mean Ahmed’s big day

Ali: what?

until next time
xoxoxoxox

I fell in love with this story and all my characters, I think about them all day! and I think I’ll write it as longer as I can. hope you guys love it too;*

” your aunt is very lucky, she has two lives; the one she’s living and the book she’s writing…

*jawl is to move freely in arabic, so yes anonymous (the one who asked ;p) ;**Luluty this one is for you ;**________________________________________________________________7arith was lost, he needed to talk to someone not Turki or Lyth. He pulled out …

Okaaay! I know how random of me but this sentence “El rayal esheel 3aiba” ANNOY’S THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! SERIOUSLY? I hate it when they say it, ya3ni shnu? el rayal erou7 isawi eli yabeeh w il mara teg3aad??? Okay I know ina they want to protect us ou madri shnu bs moo m3nata the guys do what ever they want;@!!!

Wallah I’m so pissed off! My brother a9ghar meni in like what 4 5 years?? erou7 il shalaih brou7a w inam ihnaak and I haven’t seen him in a week itha mo akthar? and he’s shnu 12?? Etha 9ar 18 shesawi?? WAAAI3!

I get annoyed lamen igouloonli la t6l3een at 8 bara il bait ma3a rab3ich, okay laaaish? and what do they say? Intay bint! WETHA ANA BINT???? Oh and at 10 intay bil bait, ok at 10 bakoun bil bait bs at 8 5alouni a6la3! I’ll be home at 10!

Or you know what I hate the most.. is when they ask me ay jam3a btdsheen? ou i reply Ku Artetcture, then their reply is “eh dshay bs itha yetay ibteshta’3lain may9er ma3a il 3umal ou moo ma3a ay rayal” Okay SERIOUSLY???? Or then I’d be like 5ala9 interior design b3dain igouloon “Eh bs ma nabeech itdsheen byout il awadem, intay bent 3ayla mo7tarama ou ma in5aleech itdsheen bait ay nas” MEN9IJHUM YET7ACHOUN??? Please tell me this is a joke!

I am so pissed off of how our society is always u55 madri shagoul? there is no word to explain it. Okay I don’t only mean about being free like doing all I want bs ham 3an wain adres w ashteghel, aw when I go out. Kelshay 7ag el walad, okay w il bint wain ra7at? Mithel ma it5afoun 3ala il mara, 5afaw 3ala il rayal! GOD KNOWS WHAT THE GUYS ARE DOING RIGHT NOW!!!

Ya3ni El bint it6ee7 sum3at.ha w il walad mahma isawi ma y6la3 3ana 7achi as much as the girl! And I get annoyed wheh guys yaboun yetzawjoun ou igoul abi bint san3a ma 3andaha sowalef! IF YOU GUYS DON’T TALK TO GIRLS CHAN MA 9AR CHETHI! CHAN LEGAITAW BANAT SAN3EEN! Law sum3at il walad ham it6ee7 chan ihtam ib banat il nas moo irou7 igazer 3al banat yel3ab 3alaihum ou ige9 3alaihum! Okay 9ij ako banat moo hayneen bs ya3ni law it were not the “El walad isheel 3aiba” Chan il bint bayenat who she really is ou chan il walad i5af 3ala sum3ta!

Moo ela u comment but I just got mad with my parents mn hal mawthou3(: Yallah a5aleekum cuz adri mani im5al9a ib hal mawthou3

Hey people I have been trying to write another story for Dazzlin.

I ended up writing a 6 page story .

So here is part one :)

The song will be on the last post :)

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Nasser: what do you mean you don’t want to marry me?

Sarah: I don’t love you, I love Ahmed

Nasser: then why did you accept me and tell me you want to marry me.

Sarah: I am really sorry

Nasser: well I am sorry too. I am happy for you and Ahmed. I don’t believe in Love but I think you two are made for each other.

Sarah: you’re not mad

Nasser: no disappointed but not mad. Tell Ahmed he doesn’t have to listen through the keyhole anymore. He is welcome to come in.

Ahmed enters and stands in front of Nasser. He is looking at the floor.

Ahmed: I really didn’t mean to fall in love with Sarah. Nasser please forgive me but you didn’t love her right you told me that.

Nasser (hugs Ahmed): Ahmed you are my brother. Do you think a girl could come between us?

Ahmed (hugs him back): No your are the greatest brother ever

Sarah stood there watching the man she loves and his brother who she just dumped hugging each other. She couldn’t but help be envious of the relationship between them and feel a pinch of jealousy

( Nasser is older then Ahmed )

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Nasser left Sarah and Ahmed alone to face his parents. He just didn’t want to see the pity in his parent’s eye when they hear the news. He called his friend Ali and asked what is doing right now?

Ali told him he is heading to meet his sister in Maki. He asked him if he would like to join them. Nasser did not want to go. He didn’t feel like seeing Ali’s sister again. She just annoys him. She can read right through him. Whenever he is pissed she would know. He just can’t figure her out. He would call their house to talk to Ali because his mobile is either switch off or not near him. Ali is not a mobile person he forgets to charge it or just leaves it in his room and sits in the Living room. If you want him you have to call his House. Usually Anood answers the phone. Anood was the only girl in his age group he could talk to other then Sarah about anything. He had no sisters it was Ahmed and him. Nasser remembers once he called Ali to complain about work and Anood answered. She knew that he was upset from the minute he said Hello. He was surprised but her kind and caring words made him spill his guts. He had a hard time talking to girls because he was shy. He would get all defensive and mask his shyness by being a jerk.

until next time
xoxoxoxo

Dedicated to L;*
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I went back home with a smile plastered my face. I changed into my PJ’s washed up my face and cuddled up in bed.

My mobile vibrated indicating a message.

1 New Message. 12:17 AM
From: Khalid;*

Expect a call tomorrow:*

I smiled and drifted to sleep happily.

I was dreaming an amazing dream until my mobile vibrated interupting my dream. UFFF, ya3ni mnu ideg al7een??. I stuck my hand under my pillow, and grabbed my mobile. It was my mom.

“Aloo”
“Nayma?”
“La2″ I woke up the instint I heard her voice. I miss her so much!
“Shlounich?”
“Ib 5air ou intaw shlounkum? Shloun Baba? 3aboud te’3adam 7ag Jouna?”
“Kilna zaineen il 7imdillah… wallah 3aboud ma teghadam lail7een, ibyan6er lamen i5lae9 hal sena la2na tawa ma 9ar 7ag ubooch sena” When she reminded me of my dad tethakart ina tewafa, kela a7es ina he’s still alive.
“Ah, yalah allah yewafga inshallah”
“Inshallah”
“Zayouna, Khalid flani Al-Flani teghadamlich, ma aby a3aylich nafs S3oud, al7een abeech intay itwaf’3een mn kaifich. 3andich shahar, shoufeeh kalmeeh, s2lay 3anah ou b3dain gouleeli okay?”
“Okay” I was more than happy, I wanted to say YES ABEEH! bs I did not want to make it that obvious ini abeeh. We talked for a while, b3dain sakaina. I got ready for university and ate breakfast with sara. We headed to university, we will be starting exams in two weeks and I had to study from now.

Two weeks passed by with a blink of an eye, and I already started exams, some of my exams were based on projects which I found diffuclt because I had no time! I only have one exam left, ou gelt awal ma a5al9ah, I’ll call my mom agoulaha eni abi Khalid.

Outgoing Call: Khalid;*

“5ALOOOOOD!” I said excitedly
“Wejaa3! Athouni inba6at”
“Chub!”
“Tara z3alt”
“Yal 3ayaaar! Inzain, ana mayta 5ouf, I’m heading to my last exam”
“Allah i3afeech, laish 5ayfa? Ag9aha rasma ou 3ala thouqich il 7elw”
“You think it’s that easy?”
“Eh ma yabeela shay”
“Your not helping!”
“Hehe yala tewaklay 3ala allah, w itha 5ala9tay call me”
“I’m calling umi awal”
“Inzain call umich bs la tensainy”
“Shloun ansa ana?”
“Ma tegdreeen!”
“5aloud, yala I gtg now badish limt7aan, ou salim 3ala 5alty goulaha itrou7 bilsalamah and sorry ini ma kalamt.ha”
“Inshallah, Bye”

I closed the phone from Khalid, and headed in to take my exam. Two hours later, 5ala9t my exam, ou awal ma 6la3t I called my mom.

“Mamaaa!”
“Hala zayoun”
“Ana mwaf8a 3ala Khalid” I said shyly
“M8tan3a feeh?”
“eh”
“Yala mabrouk ou 3asa allah iwafgich, al7een adeg 3ala 5altich agoulaha inich imwaf8a”
“Okay, byee”
“Bye”

5e6batna en3alnat in Kuwait, and everybody knew about us. I was happy now that I could go out with Khalid when ever and where ever I want. And hopefully in June is going to be our milcha.

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Micheal Jackson has passed away

He died at the age of 50 :(

Cause of death cardiac arrest :(

I wasn’t gonna post today bas 3alashanich Charmbracelet:* oo Jacqui yes you’re right, u clarified everything thank you very much;**

Lamar ( I went to my doctor appointment this evening and on my way out I saw Munthir sitting on the chairs restless, I despised him and he saw me walking and came to me, I was about to collapse, I hated his smell, it keeps reminding me of the incident again)

Munthir: Inshala mirta7a intay al7een ya Lamar? Rad 3alay kil eli sawaita feech bas lil 2asaf il shadeed mu feeni, ad3eetich kilha istajabat

Lamar: Wakhir 3ani

He did not move

I started screaming hysterically: agooolik wakhir 3ani, law samaa7t, laaa jeeesni wakhir

and I cried so much remembering all the details of that night, him unbuckling his belt and forcing himself onto me. Then everything went black

Munthir ( staqfaralah il 3aliyu il 3atheem, look what I have done, libnaya ta3aqidat wil siba ana, Bader allah yir7ima o tiwafa o Nawaf 9ar fee aids min sibat ihmala o kharabee6a, ana ba9ali7 ghal6iti kilaha, and I saw 3am Lamar coming out of the room that Lamar was taken to)

Munthir: Masa2 il khair 3ami

Lamar’s uncle (3abdilmi7sen): Ahlain hala

Munthir: 3ami ma3ak Munthir Al Flani, ana ili kint ma3akum ib Libnan

Mi7sen: eeee sami7ni ya wlidi ana gilt imshabih 3alaik, shakhbarik? 6amini 3anik? Shakhbar il walid wil walda?

Munthir: Walah ya 3ami akhbar ma tsir la 3ado wala 9ideeg, bas baghait as2ilik mumkin inmirik ana wil walid 3ala lisboo3 il yay?

Mi7sen: ee ya wlidi 7ayakum allah ib ay wakt il bait baitkum.

Munthir ( I was busy these couple of days with the funeral, my parents, and coping with all of what had happened, I informed my dad that I want him to come with me to propose Lamar’s hand in marriage by next week, so that we can get married and I’ll take her with me to London so that we can be with Nawaf)

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Knock Knock

Lamar: Tfathal

Mi7sen: Salaam 3alaikum

Lamar: Wa3alaikum il salam hala 3ami

Mi7sen: Shlounich binti?

Lamar: 7emdila bkhair

Mi7sen: Lamar ya bnaity intay ib 7isbat binti wana ib 7isbat il walid allah yir7ima oo dayman abi ma9la7tich, wintay al7een kubartay oo ra7 e9eer warach mas2ooleya wi3yal

Lamar: Shisalfa 3ami?

Mi7sen: Tadreen minu kan 3indi tawa ib dar lithyoof?

Lamar: Minu?

Mi7sen: Munthir Al Flani, wibooh yayeen ekha6boonich

Lamar: Menu? ( I started shivering as soon as I heard his name)

Mi7sen: Munthir ya binti eli kan ma3ana ib Libnan ihwa eli yabich il mustashfa

Lamar: ee 3arafta

Mi7sen: zain intay 9alay stikhara o fakray bil mawthou3 ba3dain gooleeli

Lamar: enshala 3ami ( I was too shocked to comprehend what my uncle had just said to negotiate or anything)

Mi7sen: ee ya binti bas ihma yaboon rad ib khilal youmain 3alashan ikho maskeen mareeth oo yit3alaj bara o Munthir yabi ekoon ma3a, iboo rayal kbeer o mafee shada

And he went out

Lamar ( I did not need time to think, I knew my answer, what am I going to lose, i3yal o mani yayba, and he’s the only man that will want me but if he thinks that I’m going to be thrilled he’s more than wrong. I’m going to say yes, and this is payback time, makoun Lamar etha ma ta7asaft 3ala il sa3a ili damartni feeha, aqal ma feeha inik mint 9ayir ibo)

I went down running down the stairs

Lamar: 3aami

Mi7sen: Na3am ana hnee

Lamar: 3ami goolihum ini imwafqa

Mi7sen: Na3am?

Lamar: ee ya 3ami ana imwafqa, int moo tgool inik it3arif iboo wihma khosh nas, oo ba3ad damhum mista3yileen, ana imwafqa

Mi7sen: ya baba, hatha zawaj moo li3ib

Lamar: Adri ya 3ami wala adri wana imwafqa

Mi7sen: Bas ihwa ma yabi 3irs ikhoo tawa mitwafi

Lamar: Mitwafi?

Mi7sen: ee tawa ma 9arla ila sboo3

Lamar: ee khalas a9lan ana mabi 3irs kilma tisara3at limoor kil ma 9ar a7san 3alashan erou7 7ag ikhoo ba3ad

Mi7sen: allah ewafgich ya bnayti oo yarzigich li3yal el 9al7een

Lamar ( I teared up the moment he said that, knowing that, that won’t ever happen

already posted part 7 enjoy ;**Rsal, Ma2ab and Faris

already posted part 7 enjoy ;**Rsal, Ma2ab and Faris

Wow! Never thought bawa9el part thirty;P YAAY! And thank you silent readers;p and this post is dedicated to misella, Cupid, and CuteandCuddly;* Also to all my readers! love you all:*
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A month passed by with me always going to Khalid, I called off the engagment with S3oud, I can’t forgive him with what he did for Khalid. I know it’s not his fault and it was mine’s I guess bs moo m3nata isawi ib Khalid chethi!! I guess I lost hope of Khalid getting well, after my father’s death ma gam i9eer feeni hope in anything, I guess I have to change this habbit.

I lost A LOT of weight since I don’t eat that much, bs ashwa 9ar my body a7la;D! But my face looks pale no matter how much I try to make me look better.

After my presentation, I headed to cheese cake factory to grab some food for 5alty, 3ami, and me, later headed to the hospital. We sat there eating, talking about Kuwait and how the hospitals here are much better, and also about many other things. Hours passed without us noticing because it came something normal and we enjoyed each other’s company. I grew more closer with 5alty and 3amy, they are really kind to me, it was like they were my family from how caring they are.

I went down to the mini market to bring us water so we could keep them in the room, while heading to Khalid’s room, I saw the nurses going in and calling the doctor.

THIS CAN’T BE GOOD!

I did not go inside, I waited out of the room not knowing what to do. I called Jouna crying not knowing what to do, she was with me on the line for a while until 3amy came out. He saw me crying and approached me.

“Jouna dgeega, 3ami yay 9oubi” And I stuffed my mobile in my pocket.

“Al-Zain, Laish tabcheen?” He asked worried. It was the same way when Khalid used to ask me when I was sad.
“3ami, Khalid feeh shay?” I asked in between my sobs. He laughed, and I was shocked.
“Laa ma feeh ila il 3afya! 7asaina ina 9e7a fa il decatra bechaykoun 3alaih, bs moo shay thani”
“Oh” And I smiled.

Later 5alty came out.

“Ha laish 6ela3tay?” 5aly asked
“6al3ouni el decatra, shakla 9e7a” She said with a smile. Waay! Shakelha 7aail mestansa, I wanted to hug her, ksrast 5a6ri for some reason.

We talked for a bit until 5alty asked me the unexpected!

“Ela ta3ali, Zayouna intay shloun it3arfeen Khalid?” I did not know what to say.
“Umm, wala salfa 6weela” 7awalt arage3
“Shloun?”
“Ana kela kint ma3a dana ou lulu bil shalaih, fa lamen akoun ihnak ashoufah… b3dain kan yadres ma3ay bel jam3a bil kuwait bs ana 6la3t ou yeet ihni adres la2na ma 3ejabni ta5a9o9y.. ou lamen yeet ehni Dana galatli ena uhwa ehni fa gemna n6la3 ma3a ba3ath la2na tawna yayeen ou man3arf a7ad wala bedaina jam3a”
“eeeh! Al7een 3eraftich! Intay ili kela itmureen lulwoo mn shalaihna bil jet ski mo 9a7?”
“Hehe, eh”

Just then the doctor came out with a smile.

“Hello”
“Hello” 3amy answered.
“Thank god, Khalid is awake right now but he’s tiered and needs some rest, you can come and see him tomorrow”
“Can’t we just look at him righ now?” 5alty asked.
“No, no one can see him till 24 hours”
“Okay, thank you” 5aly thanked him.

We were all smiling, I hugged 5alty really tight. I wanted to give her this hug minzmaan, and I finally did!

“7imdillah 3ala salamtah” I said to 5alty and 3ami
“Allah yesalmich” They replied in unison.

All of us headed to Geisha House a Japanese restaurant for dinner. After dinner I headed back home and slept.

After university I headed to Khalid. I was scared to enter the room, madri shnu basawi. I opened the door and he was awake talking with his parents. Ya7lailhum they were all happy.

“El 7emdillah 3ala el sallamah” I said with a huge smile plastered on my face
“Allah isalmich”

Today was the happiest day of our life’s, kel ma ashouf Khalid agoul el 7imdillah ena gam bil salamah. Mashallah he has this smile that never fade’s away, even when he’s sad telgaina mebtsm.

A couple of days later Khalid was out of the hospital. We went to a Cheese Cake Factory to celebrate because Khalid is finally out of the hospital.

“Dam ena kilkum ehni ana 3andi lekum 5abar” Khalid said smiling after the waiter took our orders.
“Shnu?” Khalty asked anxious
“Ana abi atzawaj” When he said abi atzawaj, ehni en8imat and I felt a lump form. Abi abchi bs I can’t right now so I forced a smile.
“Menu sa3eedat il 7ath?” 3amy asked
“Ma yabeelah tafkeer, ana abi Al-Zain” He said with a huge smile, I was more than shocked and my face turned to the deepest shade’s of red. Fashla! He proposed infront of his parents!!!
“Ha Al-Zain shetgoulen?” Khalid asked
“Haa?”
“Men gal haa ma sma3″ Khalty said, I blushed.
“Umm Uh okay” I blurted out, got that was hard!

We all spent the day together and Khalty was very very happy. Kent 7adi mestansa ashoufha with a smile.

3anooda I LOVE YOU and I am sorry about everything ;**____________________________________________________________________”mm ‘3aith” shaking him lightly ” ‘3aith 7yatie goum insid7 3del I dont think you are comfortable this way” ‘3aith fell asleep on …