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I wrote a post defending a blog and Slouchypants wrote a post not defending this someone.

I don’t want any drama i agree with “here i stand” this is a place where we get away from all the drama, like some sort of sanctuary for us. Let’s leave it all behind. I dont want any drama with any of you, espeicaly Slouchypants. I love each and every one of you. And here in the blogsphere were all the same.

So no judging. Whatever people wanna write, let them. We’ll just keep our opinions to ourselves. Please let’s never have something like this happen again.

No more posts offending anyone.

Again I love you all.

- xoxo :)

I wrote a post defending a blog and Slouchypants wrote a post not defending this someone.

I don’t want any drama i agree with “here i stand” this is a place where we get away from all the drama, like some sort of sanctuary for us. Let’s leave it all behind. I dont want any drama with any of you, espeicaly Slouchypants. I love each and every one of you. And here in the blogsphere were all the same.

So no judging. Whatever people wanna write, let them. We’ll just keep our opinions to ourselves. Please let’s never have something like this happen again.

No more posts offending anyone.

Again I love you all.

- xoxo :)

Dear readers,
Jounral Entry 7 of Roses are Red is now up. Enjoy, comment and let me know what you think, I apologise for the post being short, I haven’t written in awhile.
Don’t forget, you can follow me on Twitter @Flana_
http://flanaroses.wordpress.com/
Love, Flana
xoxo

Note: There’s so much drama in the blogosphere it’s unbelievable. It’s almost like being back in Middle School. I thought this was supposed to be a place to get away from all the real life crap and have a sort of online sanctuary? …

It was about to turn six and 3bdulah still hadn’t shown up for their tutoring session. Dina’s been waiting for about an hout till’ she finaly gave up and tried to do the work by herself.

Mama: 7beebty ?

Dina: Na3am mama?

Mama: 3bdula’s here.

Dina: Oh…

3bdulah: Hey sorry I’m late.

Dina: I thought you weren’t gonna come.

3bdulah: Sure I’m hating you right now but it doesn’t mean I’m cruel. I promised I’d help you and I never go back on my word.

Dina: And I appreciate that.

3bdulah: Yallah let’s get started. Wow what the hell did you do.

Dina: Are they all wrong ?

3bdulah: We got alot of work ahead of us if you wanna get back to your smart self and pass the year.

Dina: Hey !!

3bdulah: Oh c’mon let’s face it. Ever since you became miss popular you’ve stopped caring about anything else.

Dina: That is not true !

3bdulah: Listen I came here to tutor you not have an argument. So let’s get to it.

Those two hours were the most embaressing and awkward moments of Dina’s life. She couldn’t even make eye contact with him. She felt humiliated, in her own home, her own room. After their little session 3bdulah left leaving Dina again with her thoughts.

It always seemed that everytime he left her, she would get lost in this new little world of hers.

The next day Dina skipped school pretending to be sick. Ofcourse her parents believed her since she played sick over a million times before. Once both her parents went to work she got dressed and headed to a diner called Joe’s. She’s loved that place ever since she was a little girl. She felt relaxed there.

She walked in and orderd a jumbo chesseburger with chili fries. The staff member said it would be a while so she turned around to get herself a table. Her eyes emdiatley hit a table with a bunch of teenagers. It was 3bdulah, Naif, Noura, and Haya.

Haya was leaving in just a day and they all wanted to spend one extra hell of a day with her. Ofcourse 3bdulah was never the one to miss, he spotted Dina. She quickley turned around heading for the door. But before she could even take another step 3bdulah caught up to her.

3bdulah: Hey..

Dina: Oh 3bdulah hi, I didn’t see you there.

3bdulah: Yeah… so do you alwaysorder your food then run out ?

Dina: Haha… yeah…. alright fine you caught me.

3bdulah: You here with anybody ?

Dina: Nope all by my lonesom.

3bdulah: Well why don’t you join us.

Dina: Oh no really it’s ok. I dont wanna be the lunch crasher hahah get it lunch… yeah… *turning her head away*

3bdulah: Ofcourse you won’t.

Dina: I thought you were hating me ?

3bdulah: Oh no I still am. But I’d hate to see anyone have lunch alone.

Dina: Well in that case I’d love to join you.

Haya: Dina…. hey.

Dina: Hey guys.

Naif: Tfa’6ali.

3bdulah: So…

Noura: Kfk ?

Dina: Wallah I’m good. How are you guys, I haven’t seen you in what ….?

Noura: TWO YEARS !!

Naif: NOURA !!

Dina: No its ok. It’s been a really long time.

Noura: Yeah it has.

Dina: So Haya I herd your leaving to Yale ?

Haya: Yeah, after tommorow inshallah.

Dina: I’m happy for you. I know you’ve wanted to go there.

Haya: God blessed me el 7mdelah.

Naif: Lazim asta2than. There’s a gathering at my grand parents house.

Noura: Oh hey can you drop me off home?

Naif: Yeah yallah.

Noura: It was nice seeing you Dina. Bye.

Dina: Yeah… bye.

3bdulah: And then there were three.

Dina: Am I really that horrible that they’d rush out like that ?

3bdulah: No don’t worry, they really did have to go.

Dina: Whatever.

Haya: When did you two become all friendly ?

3bdulah: I’m tutoring her.

Haya: Wow. Friends… then strangers , then study buddies. Wonder what’s next.

3bdulah: Haya cool it mn jd zawadteha !

Dina: It’s ok.

Incoming Call

3bdulah: Hello ?……… yeah……… now?…………. 6yb al7een I’m on my way….. bye

Haya: Everything ok?

3bdulah: I gotta go. Sa3ad needs me for a match.

Haya: You just played a match last week.

3bdulah: Sweetie this is soccer, theres always a match. I’m not too fond of the guybut he does have the strongest team. And for him to call to ask me to join, well thats one hell of a deal that I’m not turning down.

Haya: Well what am I supposed to do ?

3bdulah: Hang out with Dina.

Haya: Oh joy *sarcastic tone*

3bdulah: You gonna be ok?

Dina: Yeah yeah go. I’ll be fine.

3bdulah: Ok, yallah see you girls soon.

Dina: Can I ask you something ?

Haya: Do I havea choice?

Dina: Why do you despise me so much ?

Haya: Are you really gonna sit there and play the innocent role?

Dina: What the hell is your deal ?

Haya: YOU LEFT US !!

Dina: I didn’t leave you !!

Haya: You hung out with the popular people every once in a while and that was ok. Socializing was alright but all of sudden blocking us out fo your life.

Dina: I never blocked you guys out. You stopped talking to me.

Haya: That was because we tried to call you and see you but you were too busy. What were we supposed to do ? Keep doing the same thing over and over again until we finaly made it on your list.? No we got fed up of being treated like shit from you. Plus you ignored us for the next two years. Meaning you didnt give a shit.

Dina: …. Your right..

Haya: What?

Dina: I’m so sorry. I never realized how much I hurt you.

Haya: Did you ever think about Noura? Yeah me and you were close but not like you and Noura.

Dina: ….

Haya: She cried for days you know, she couldn’t believe what you did. You guys were like one, and you betrayed her.

Tears starting flowing down Dina’s face. She actualy felt the pain she caused her friends, expecially Noura. Haya came around to the other side of the table and held Dina’s hands trying to calm her down.

Dina: Im so sorry…… Im so sorry…… Im so sorry…..

Haya: Shhhh it’s ok…. It’s all gonna be ok. But you do know your going to have to fix all this.

Dina: I cant..

Haya: Why?

Dina: I’ve got my life set already. My grades are gonna be up, plus I have my friends now.

Haya: Allah yehdeki bs Dina.

Dina: Please don’t look at me like that.

Haya: I can’t look at you in any other way, I’m sorry.

Dina: I’m sorry too, well I’ve got to get going. Inshallah to9leen bl salamah. *getting up*

Haya: Allah yslmik… and Dina ?

Dina: What?

Haya: Take care of yourself.

Incoming Call Mona

Mona: Hey sexy, where are you?

Dina: Hey, I’m out, why whats up?

Mona: I need help. I gotta know what to wear to impress s3oud.

Dina: Are you still on that

Mona: Have you seen me ? Why wouldn’t he?

Dina: You dont stand a chance.

Mona: Whatever, meet me at MAYASS.

The Next Day…

Noura: Dina?

Dina: Oh hey what are you doing here?

Noura: I’m getting a dress.

Dina: Well well , when did you start shopping at Vibe ?

Noura: Oh sorry one sec……… Hey baby…. I’m getting something from Vibe……… yeah I’ll be done in about ten minutes…… see you in a bit.

Dina: Baby huh?

Noura: It’s non of your buisness.

Dina: … Mind if I ask who is is?

Noura: No you may not.

Dina: Dude I’m just trying to make a conversation.

Noura: Well you should have tried along time ago.

Dina: Listen about that ….

Noura: Oh, would love to stay but my boyfriends out side. Bye. *walking off*

Dina looked out the window to see Noura getting into black Merdedes. She couldn’t tell who the guy was until he leaned over to give her a kiss.

Dina: Oh …. my …. God …

That Weekend…

Mona: Ahh your finaly here, yallah help me put our the snacks.

Dina: Sure, hey is that from MAYASS ?

Mona: Yeah why?

Dina: No reason, it’s hot.

Mona: I know, S3oud’s gonna die.

Dina: Your not planning anything are you?

Mona: What do you mean?

Dina: I mean like a kind of seduction or anything…

Mona: Why are you all of a sudden so intrested in what I do with my men?

Dina: See that’s the thing your not getting, he is NOT your man.

Mona: Oh we’ll see after tonight.

It was about to turn six and 3bdulah still hadn’t shown up for their tutoring session. Dina’s been waiting for about an hout till’ she finaly gave up and tried to do the work by herself.

Mama: 7beebty ?

Dina: Na3am mama?

Mama: 3bdula’s here.

Dina: Oh…

3bdulah: Hey sorry I’m late.

Dina: I thought you weren’t gonna come.

3bdulah: Sure I’m hating you right now but it doesn’t mean I’m cruel. I promised I’d help you and I never go back on my word.

Dina: And I appreciate that.

3bdulah: Yallah let’s get started. Wow what the hell did you do.

Dina: Are they all wrong ?

3bdulah: We got alot of work ahead of us if you wanna get back to your smart self and pass the year.

Dina: Hey !!

3bdulah: Oh c’mon let’s face it. Ever since you became miss popular you’ve stopped caring about anything else.

Dina: That is not true !

3bdulah: Listen I came here to tutor you not have an argument. So let’s get to it.

Those two hours were the most embaressing and awkward moments of Dina’s life. She couldn’t even make eye contact with him. She felt humiliated, in her own home, her own room. After their little session 3bdulah left leaving Dina again with her thoughts.

It always seemed that everytime he left her, she would get lost in this new little world of hers.

The next day Dina skipped school pretending to be sick. Ofcourse her parents believed her since she played sick over a million times before. Once both her parents went to work she got dressed and headed to a diner called Joe’s. She’s loved that place ever since she was a little girl. She felt relaxed there.

She walked in and orderd a jumbo chesseburger with chili fries. The staff member said it would be a while so she turned around to get herself a table. Her eyes emdiatley hit a table with a bunch of teenagers. It was 3bdulah, Naif, Noura, and Haya.

Haya was leaving in just a day and they all wanted to spend one extra hell of a day with her. Ofcourse 3bdulah was never the one to miss, he spotted Dina. She quickley turned around heading for the door. But before she could even take another step 3bdulah caught up to her.

3bdulah: Hey..

Dina: Oh 3bdulah hi, I didn’t see you there.

3bdulah: Yeah… so do you alwaysorder your food then run out ?

Dina: Haha… yeah…. alright fine you caught me.

3bdulah: You here with anybody ?

Dina: Nope all by my lonesom.

3bdulah: Well why don’t you join us.

Dina: Oh no really it’s ok. I dont wanna be the lunch crasher hahah get it lunch… yeah… *turning her head away*

3bdulah: Ofcourse you won’t.

Dina: I thought you were hating me ?

3bdulah: Oh no I still am. But I’d hate to see anyone have lunch alone.

Dina: Well in that case I’d love to join you.

Haya: Dina…. hey.

Dina: Hey guys.

Naif: Tfa’6ali.

3bdulah: So…

Noura: Kfk ?

Dina: Wallah I’m good. How are you guys, I haven’t seen you in what ….?

Noura: TWO YEARS !!

Naif: NOURA !!

Dina: No its ok. It’s been a really long time.

Noura: Yeah it has.

Dina: So Haya I herd your leaving to Yale ?

Haya: Yeah, after tommorow inshallah.

Dina: I’m happy for you. I know you’ve wanted to go there.

Haya: God blessed me el 7mdelah.

Naif: Lazim asta2than. There’s a gathering at my grand parents house.

Noura: Oh hey can you drop me off home?

Naif: Yeah yallah.

Noura: It was nice seeing you Dina. Bye.

Dina: Yeah… bye.

3bdulah: And then there were three.

Dina: Am I really that horrible that they’d rush out like that ?

3bdulah: No don’t worry, they really did have to go.

Dina: Whatever.

Haya: When did you two become all friendly ?

3bdulah: I’m tutoring her.

Haya: Wow. Friends… then strangers , then study buddies. Wonder what’s next.

3bdulah: Haya cool it mn jd zawadteha !

Dina: It’s ok.

Incoming Call

3bdulah: Hello ?……… yeah……… now?…………. 6yb al7een I’m on my way….. bye

Haya: Everything ok?

3bdulah: I gotta go. Sa3ad needs me for a match.

Haya: You just played a match last week.

3bdulah: Sweetie this is soccer, theres always a match. I’m not too fond of the guybut he does have the strongest team. And for him to call to ask me to join, well thats one hell of a deal that I’m not turning down.

Haya: Well what am I supposed to do ?

3bdulah: Hang out with Dina.

Haya: Oh joy *sarcastic tone*

3bdulah: You gonna be ok?

Dina: Yeah yeah go. I’ll be fine.

3bdulah: Ok, yallah see you girls soon.

Dina: Can I ask you something ?

Haya: Do I havea choice?

Dina: Why do you despise me so much ?

Haya: Are you really gonna sit there and play the innocent role?

Dina: What the hell is your deal ?

Haya: YOU LEFT US !!

Dina: I didn’t leave you !!

Haya: You hung out with the popular people every once in a while and that was ok. Socializing was alright but all of sudden blocking us out fo your life.

Dina: I never blocked you guys out. You stopped talking to me.

Haya: That was because we tried to call you and see you but you were too busy. What were we supposed to do ? Keep doing the same thing over and over again until we finaly made it on your list.? No we got fed up of being treated like shit from you. Plus you ignored us for the next two years. Meaning you didnt give a shit.

Dina: …. Your right..

Haya: What?

Dina: I’m so sorry. I never realized how much I hurt you.

Haya: Did you ever think about Noura? Yeah me and you were close but not like you and Noura.

Dina: ….

Haya: She cried for days you know, she couldn’t believe what you did. You guys were like one, and you betrayed her.

Tears starting flowing down Dina’s face. She actualy felt the pain she caused her friends, expecially Noura. Haya came around to the other side of the table and held Dina’s hands trying to calm her down.

Dina: Im so sorry…… Im so sorry…… Im so sorry…..

Haya: Shhhh it’s ok…. It’s all gonna be ok. But you do know your going to have to fix all this.

Dina: I cant..

Haya: Why?

Dina: I’ve got my life set already. My grades are gonna be up, plus I have my friends now.

Haya: Allah yehdeki bs Dina.

Dina: Please don’t look at me like that.

Haya: I can’t look at you in any other way, I’m sorry.

Dina: I’m sorry too, well I’ve got to get going. Inshallah to9leen bl salamah. *getting up*

Haya: Allah yslmik… and Dina ?

Dina: What?

Haya: Take care of yourself.

Incoming Call Mona

Mona: Hey sexy, where are you?

Dina: Hey, I’m out, why whats up?

Mona: I need help. I gotta know what to wear to impress s3oud.

Dina: Are you still on that

Mona: Have you seen me ? Why wouldn’t he?

Dina: You dont stand a chance.

Mona: Whatever, meet me at MAYASS.

The Next Day…

Noura: Dina?

Dina: Oh hey what are you doing here?

Noura: I’m getting a dress.

Dina: Well well , when did you start shopping at Vibe ?

Noura: Oh sorry one sec……… Hey baby…. I’m getting something from Vibe……… yeah I’ll be done in about ten minutes…… see you in a bit.

Dina: Baby huh?

Noura: It’s non of your buisness.

Dina: … Mind if I ask who is is?

Noura: No you may not.

Dina: Dude I’m just trying to make a conversation.

Noura: Well you should have tried along time ago.

Dina: Listen about that ….

Noura: Oh, would love to stay but my boyfriends out side. Bye. *walking off*

Dina looked out the window to see Noura getting into black Merdedes. She couldn’t tell who the guy was until he leaned over to give her a kiss.

Dina: Oh …. my …. God …

That Weekend…

Mona: Ahh your finaly here, yallah help me put our the snacks.

Dina: Sure, hey is that from MAYASS ?

Mona: Yeah why?

Dina: No reason, it’s hot.

Mona: I know, S3oud’s gonna die.

Dina: Your not planning anything are you?

Mona: What do you mean?

Dina: I mean like a kind of seduction or anything…

Mona: Why are you all of a sudden so intrested in what I do with my men?

Dina: See that’s the thing your not getting, he is NOT your man.

Mona: Oh we’ll see after tonight.

I’m so sorry everyone that I haven’t been commenting on your blogs bas walah I barely have time so please bare with me:*

Munthir
( It’s been a week since Lamar has been in the hospital, her condition is stable now, 7emdila. The doctor says that she’s to be released from the hospital within a couple of days. Ghizlan saw how I was and felt pity for me so she kept updating me with Lamar’s condition. She does not know anything about what had happened yet, as far as she knows is that there was an accident, nothing else. Lamar was informed about what happened and that she lost her uterus. I’m sure that she remembers every single thing of what had happened but she’s just too shocked to react. I give it a couple of days.

Lamar is going to be released tomorrow which is why I booked a ticket back to Kuwait this afternoon, she’s much better now and I don’t want her to see me or else everything’s gonna come back to her.)

Lamar

(Three monthes had passed now, and I no longer see a reason for me to live. I despise him, for everything that he did to me, and for everything that he made go through. Weirdly a guy proposed to me this month but I had to reject him of course, no man would want to take me with my condition. He did not know about my condition but I rejected him before giving him a chance which is why he doesn’t need to know anything. I have a check up this evening at the hospital to see how I’m progressing.)

Let’s go to Nawaf for a minute, Nawaf is Munthir’s younger brother, he’s the ultimate bad boy/player. He’s really hot and knows how much girls just drule over him. Bader on the other side was his older brother, he’s a really good caring brother and always understands both Munthir and Nawaf.

Nawaf and Bader were out with their friends having their monthly car race competetion, they do it in the desert and each one just shows off basically. Bader only went because he did not want Nawaf driving or racing alone, he knows how out of control he gets.

Nawaf did not join the race this round, he’s supposed to go the second round.

:Ready, Set, Goooo

The boys started to race, the jokes started to get heavier, one of the boys decided to annoy Bader to make him lose track. He kept bending over to his side until he lost control of the wheel and hit Bader’s car from the edge. Bader’s car flipped all the way to the other side. The next thing that filled the place was blood and an ambulance.

Munthir: Ha 7maid int bil diwania?

7amad: Eee kani rayi7 bil 6ireej

Munthir: Khalas ana al7een yaykum, digeega 3indi 5a6 thani

Munthir ( I haven’t returned back to my life the way it was, it was so difficult for me to try and adjust to my normal life again, and I came up with a decision that I’m going to propose to Lamar six monthes from now, this way she took the time that she needs to try and adjust to her life again, even though I’m sure that she won’t but I promise that I am gonna make it up to her)

Munthir: Aloo

Caller: Al salam 3alaikum

Munthir: wa3alaikum il salam ya hala

Caller: Ikhooy ma3ak mustashfa lameeri, inta Munthir Al Flani?

Munthir: Ee na3am ana ihoo ish9ayir?

Caller: La bas mumkin ma3alaik amir tyee il mustashfa ikhook imsawi 7adith o ta3ban.

I drove off to the hospital as soon as I could, I didn’t know which brother it was or nothing, all I knew was that one of my brothers was in the hospital.

Munthir: Diktor ana Munthir Al Flani, imkalmeeni ib khi9oo9 ikhooy?

Doctor: ee ee na3am, hatha il diktor eli e3alja iho ekhabrik bakhbara

The doctor headed towards me.

Doctor: Int Munthir?

Munthir: ee khair diktor sh9ayir?

Doctor: mafi wakt al7een ni7taj dam 7ag ikhook basra3 wakt, ikhook il thani khathaw mina dam o bas na6reen il fi7oo9at etha dama enasib Bader wila la2

Munthir: Bader? Zain wintaw shna6reen yala khal yakhthoon mini dam.

Nurse: Doctor, you need to come quickly.

Bu Bader: Munthir, khair ya wlidi sh9ayer?

Munthir: Yuba, Bader imsawi 7adith wal7een yaboon dam oo Nawaf dakhil yis7iboon mina dam wal7een bys7iboon mini

Bu Bader: Ana ham khal yis7iboon mini, dami nafsa

The doctor came out and seemed shocked suddenly.

Diktor: Munthir mumkin law sama7t titfathal ma3ana?

Munthir: Khair sh9ayir?

Diktor: La mujarad fi7oo9at

An hour later

Diktor: il bagi ib 3umerkum

Bu Bader: Shinu? Musta7eeel wlidi Bader!?!

Munthir: Ina lilah wa ina elayh raji3oon

Doctor: Ana asif, bas lazim nakhith Nawaf ma3ana, il fi7oo9at bayinat ina feeh marath il HIV ili iho il aids bas inta saleem o mafeek shay

Sa7ar…

I was about to go to sleep when I heard a loud THUD from downstairs. I quickly jerked up, and when I did I hear Bader calling for help. Yes, Bader. He told me about his plan, that he wanted to surprise Sara with his proposal. I quickly wore my robe and rushed down the stairs to find him carrying her and putting her on the couch.

“Bader! Sh9aar?!” I was so worried.

“Kanat ebtrkab el daray wla mara wa7da e6ee7…yeeby may bsr3aa.”

I went over to the kitchenette and found a bottle on the counter and grabbed it as fast as I could. I took it over to him and he opened…

“Sara, 7abeebty, please talk to me!” he said while lifting her head up so she could drink some water, but she didn’t respond. She was a 100% unconcious.

“Umm, Bader, was she shaking o shakilha kan t3baan?” I suddenly asked him, remembering if her blood sugar might have gone low or something.

“Ee, uuuuffff, DAMN IT! How could’ve I just ignored it!?”

I qucikly went and got Sara’s bag of blood test from her room upstairs and back down again. I opened it and changed the needle and opened the cover, put it in and fixed it then closed it again. I inserted the strip and took an alcohol swab and cleaned her index finger, and finally pricked it. The blood came oozing out and I brought it nearer to the strip and in the blood went. We waited for about five seconds until the result showed on the screen, it was 42!

“SHIT! Wait here, bayeeb el Glucagen o barja3!”

I got up and ran to the fridge, where Sara’s medical supply was stashed and got the injection. I pulled it out of the box and took the injection and opened it. I let all the air go out and then inserted the insulin and ran back to them.

I pulled up the cover of her sleeve and wiped a specific spot on her arm with the alcohol swab and injected her while Bader was holding her hand as tight as possible. Although I felt him stiffen at the sight of the injection but he didn’t let go. Mskeen, ksar 5a6ryy.

When I was done, I got up and reassured him that she’ll be ok since I have her the injection and that she’ll gain her consciousness in a bit.

“5ala9 3ady 3a6ait’ha el ebra al7een o Inshalla et6eeb, cuz el ibra etrafi3 mu3adal el sukar 3indaha, so 5ala9 5aleeha al7een trta7 o hy ra7 etgoom eb nafisha.”

He stayed silent looking at her still holding onto her hand.

“Bader, you could go etha t3abt, 3ady ana bag3ad wyaha…” I said as I put my hand on his shoulder.

He looked up at me.

“No, bag3d wyahaa…”

“Enzain, 5alny 3ala el agal afrishlak mukan etnam feeh…we’ve got a guest room there etha taby…” I pointed out to the direction of the room.

“Thanks Sa7ar, bs laa, bag3d wyaha, ma ashty anamm. I’m fine, really.”

I stayed with him in the living room. Sara was still unconscious. He sat on the floor with his back on the chair, still with Sara’s hand in his. He kept staring at the ceiling until he finally fell asleep. I got up and got a small blanket from the room and covered him and sat back in my place, waiting for Sara to get up.

Sara…

I felt dizzy, tired, weak and exhausted. All I could see was black. Nothing showed. Not a thing. I was surrounded by complete darkness. Even though I couldn’t make out where I was, I’m sure I’ve never been here before. It had a weird, strange vibe. A vibe I have never felt. The atmosphere was quiet, very solemn and serious.

The pain, oh the pain. My head was aching so badly. It was one of the worst headaches I have ever encountered. And to make it worse I felt as if a hammer was hammering my head down. It was horrible. It was killing me!

Bader…

I felt someone twisting and turning behind me and that’s when I open my eyes and check on Sara. She had a troubled look on her face and that’s when I sat up right and stroked her forehead.

“Sara 7abeebty, you ok?” she was sweaty.

“Bader?”

“Yeah 7abeebty, I’m here.” I said as I got up and hugged her so tight.

“I’m tired…” she whispered.

“Baby, I know…lie down here…” I put her head softly on the pillow and covered her with the blanket.

“Don’t…leave…”

“I won’t 7abeebty, bag3ad 3ndich hnii, lat5afeen. I’m here baby, I’m here.” I kissed her forehead.

“What happened?”

“You passed out…”

“For how long?”

I looked up at my watch and it was 03:45 a.m.

“For about an hour and a half…”

She stayed quiet and I look down at her, she fell asleep.

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Guys walla sorry, adry hal post ylaw3 el chabid bs I felt like I had to post something. I so wasn’t in the mood to do so, bs yalla b3d, shnsawyy.

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Sara…

I was in bed trying to sleep, but no such luck. I closed my eyes and though “Black” (that’s what I do if I really wanted to sleep so fast and not to think about other things) yet again, no such luck. I counted sheep but that didn’t solve the problem either so I just lay there staring at the ceiling. It looks like the sleepiness had gone and replaced by wide awakeness (hehe, is that word even exsists), which I really hate. I would’ve done done something like blogging online but I didn’t get my laptop, which I terribly miss.

I sat myself up straight and turned to my right to pour myself a glass of water from the jug on the night stand but the jug wasn’t there. Although I could’ve sworn that I got it this afternoon when I came and placed it here. Oh well, maybe, maybe not. You see, I have this rule, I have to have water by my side 24/7, otherwise I get dehydrated that me throat seems to hurt and crack. It was something I got used to after I was diagnosed with diabetes. I remember once Jessy forgot to put the jug of water on my table the other and I made such a big deal out of, drama queen, I know! But when I wake up and it’s the first second I open my eyes I SO don’t feel like walking into the kitchenette and pouring me a glass of water. Anywhooo, sheesh, lets get back to where we were.

I pulled the cool, silky covers off of me and wore my big fuzzy fluffy robe. I wore my flip flops and went down the stairs. I passed by Sa7ar and Summaar’s room and they were fast asleep. I went down the stairs, with my flip flops making that squish squish sound on the marble flooring, and went to the fridge. I open it and reach out for a cold bottle of water when my eyes land on a card! How random, right?

I take it out along with the bottle of water and start unfolding it. All the lights were out and the only source was the fridge’s light, so I bent a little down and squinted my eyes to read the message properly…

Happy Birthday to a special someone…

Ok, so how random is that? Honestly, on your birthday, would you expect a card waiting for you in the fridge? While your coming to have your water? NO! Seriously, there has to be something.

“Goom 3any walla, a7a9l cards bl fridge, haha 7mdilla wl shkrr!” I laughed to myself.

I was just about to open the bottle of water and turn around when I catch a glimpse of a persons shadow, and that’s when my heart raced a thousand beats per second. When I fully turn around I find a tall figure standing in front of me with his face down, yup it’s definitely a guy. OH SHIT, shaybyy! I was so scared that thoughts like rape and murder came in my mind. I started shivering. Actually mn kthr ma I was shivering, like crazy, he realised.

“Shfeech 5ayfaa…?” said a voice so familiar.

“Hhhm…mmm?” I managed to mumble.

“Sara, why are you shaking?” said that voice so concerned.

He pulled me into a hug and that’s when I automatically froze. Laykoon he’s a serial killer o obsessed with me, ya far7tyy! Hay ely nag9 b3d, he chops me into teensy tiny bits and puts me in the trunk of his car! Abyyyyyyyyyyyy BADERRRRR! Wainaa when I need him!

He let go of me, realising that I had stiffened up. He took my by the hand and walked me to the sofa, but I first I just stood in my position, as if my feet were glued to the floor, but he nudged on me and that’s when I gave up.

At least if he wants to kill here they’ll find me and find some evidence, mo chii? Ok, so maybe I’m overreacting. AY OVERREACTING AY 5ARABEEEEE6! I’m going to be murdered and he’s taking it all cool and stuff! No, seriously, abyyyy BADER!!!!!!!!!!!

He found the switch of the lamp and turned it on.

CHIIIIIIIIIIICCCCCCCCCCCCCCK (The switch, hehe.)

“Sara?”

“Bader!” I said relieved and hugged him so tight, 7maar! Laish chii ysawyy?!

“Yeah baby…”

As soon as I realised what had happened and my mind went through several flashbacks I let go of him and my facial expression changed.

“Don’t ever do that, ok?! You scared the HECK out of my!” I turned to the other side of the sofa and pouted.

“Haha, so that explains the tense atmosphere?” he was laughing!

LAUGHING I TELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!

“Bader! That SO wasn’t funny! Tadry I thought you were a rapist, serial killer, murderer!???? DO YOU!?” I hit his chest, but ouch, I hurt my small hand compared to his perfectly outlined chest.

He sensed that I hurt myself and stopped laughing. He took my hand, the one that I hurt on his chest, and kissed it. If only those lips were on mine, **sighhhhhh**.

“Hmmm, I’d prefer serial killer, that way I’d more fun, the more the merrier.” he said with his bad boy look.

“And I’d prefer for you to leave!” I said getting up and pointing to the door.

Bader…

7araam, I really did scare her, didn’t I?

“Afaa baby, shda3waa 3aad! Mo ka2nha 6arda quwiya shway?” I said putting my hand on my heart, ya balfait I was hurt, haha.

“Well fine, feel free to leave whenever you’re ready. I’m going back to sleep…or at least try!” she mumbled at the end.

7abeebty, she looked really tired and scared, her eyes were really puffy and big.

5ala9! I can’t wait any longer! I’m going to tell her now, I can’t take this anymore. I want her to be mine! My wife, the mother of my children, the soul mate I have dreamed of for many, many years, I’m going to tell her.

She had already turned to walk around and up the stairs when she suddenly collapses to the ground…


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Haha, cliff hanger much?!

shoug 7uby this one is for you ;** (I LOOOVE YOU ;D)*jawl is to move freelyI love you all ;**ENJOYp.s I am LOVING writing this story (I hope that made sense ;p)p.s.s posted part 4 as well ;**_____________________________________________________________…

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Here’s a long one for you ;**

The doorbell rang. Voices were being herd but clear enough to tell who it was. Steps were marching up towards Dina’s room until there was a knock on the door.
Without waiting for a reply the person opened the door.

Dina: What are you doing here?

3bdulah: Your mom said it was ok for me to come up.

Dina: That wasn’t my question.

3bdulah: You said you needed my help.

Dina: Not anymore I don’t.

3bdulah: Dina please…

Dina: Oh so now you care?

3bdulah: I’ve always cared.

Dina: Well your really proved that today.

3bdulah: I didn’t mean that.

Dina: If you don’t mind I’m kinda busy so…

3bdulah went and sat on the bed which was a cue for Dina to do the same.

3bdulah: I’m here. At you house late at night. So don’t I atleast deserve a little bit of credit?

Dina: *sigh* Have you ever tutored anyone before ?

3bdulah: I’m lucky to say that you’ll be the first.

A brief moment later 3bdulah took Dina’s hands gently and placed them in his.

Dina: What are you doing ?

3bdulah: Don’t worry. I’m gonna help you get your grades up.

Dina: I hope so cause if you don’t then it’s the end for me here.

3bdulah: What do you mean?

Dina: I mean, their gonna send me off to some boarding school in England.

3bdulah: Wow to that level huh ?

Dina: It’s not just my grades, its a lot of other stuff.

3bdulah: Like what?

Dina: Uh… that’s really non of your business, no offence.

3bdulah: Non taken. So how do you wanna do this?

Dina: Let’s make it a twice a week thing.

3bdulah: That’s fine with me.

Dina: Great. Umm.. 3bdulah ?

3bdulah: Yeah ?

Dina: Could you let go of my hand now.

3bdulah: Oh haha sorry.

Dina: Listen I really don’t wanna be rude or anything but I’m tired.

3bdulah: *getting up* Oh yeah your right it is getting kinda late. So I’ll see you tomorrow after
school ?

Dina: Tomorrow after school.

Meanwhile Noura and Haya were having a conversation of their own.

Haya: I cant reach him.

Noura: Maybe he’s busy 5ala9 3adi.

Haya: It’s not like him to not pick up. He’s my ipod and I need it.

Noura: Dude just buy a new one when your in the US.

Haya: I would but then what the hell am I supposed to do in the plane? Stare at the seat in front of me, no thank you.

Incoming Call 3bdulahNoura: Its 3bdulah.

Haya: Well answer it !

Noura: Hala 3bdulah wenik ?

3bdulah: Hala Noura, sorry but I was a bit busy. Tell Haya I’ll give her the ipod at school
tommorow.

Noura: Ok, uh 3bdulah I got another line. See you tommorow.

Haya: Is it.. ?

Noura: Yeah *all smiles*

Haya: Well don’t just stare at the phone !

Noura: Ok *deep breath*

S3oud: Hala b a7la bnt.

Noura: Hehe hey S3oud.

S3oud: Kfk 7beebty ?

Noura: Eb 5air el 7mdelah. You ?

S3oud: Great now that I herd your voice.

Noura: Haha bla tasleek.

S3oud: Lesh asalik 3ala Noni ?

Noura: Mdri…

S3oud: Eh shfty keif you cant find a reason.

Noura: Fine fine you win.

S3oud: My only victory is you my dear.

Noura: 7beeby listen I’m helping Haya pack and all so we’ll talk later.

S3oud: When are you gonna be home?

Noura: Wallah mdri, I might sleep over.

S3oud: Cant you sleep over with me ?

Noura: Haha ya ws5 !

S3oud: You know you want to baby.

Noura: Kil za8 *laughing hysterically*

S3oud: Yallah a5aelkm. Good night 7beebty.

Noura: Good night.

Haya: Well well well, look at you miss giggles

Noura: Inti ba3ad kili za8.

Haya: What did he say?

Noura: He said that he wants me to sleep over instead of over here.

Haya: Awa9lek 3ndo ? *winks*

Noura: Yaleet wallah !

Haya: Tisk tisk tisk, you dirty little girl.

Noura: Haha !

S3oud was one of the popular guys at school who was in the same crowd that Dina’s in. He’s known as the bad boy but Noura doesn’t believe since he was so nice to her ever since she walked into high school. Then their hi and bye friend ship turned into something Romantic. They barley see each other at school. Sure when they spot each other in the hall way they would smile but as for sitting together, that’s out of the question.

In some silly way S3oud convinced her that if his friends knew they were dating they would try to spoil everything they had together. After all it is high school and cliques are very well used.
He’s Mr. popular and she’s Miss ordinary. it’s a romance no one would ever expect, which is why they wanted to keep it on the down low. It’s been five months and so far all’s going the way they want it to.

Now back to Dina who was sitting in her bedroom trying to contact Mona and some of her other friends. Still confused as to why she had been blown off. Mona finally did answer her phone.

Dina: Where the hell were you on Thursday. And how come I didn’t see any of you guys at school today ?

Mona: Dina chill ok. They were all at Haifa’s beach house and the car wasn’t enough for all of them so they asked me to come with my car.

Dina: I was there for like an hour ya Mona !

Mona: I know babe and I’m so sorry. You know I love you and would never bail on you. I mean have I ever ?

Dina: No..

Mona: Ok, then so don’t put a frown on that gorgeous little face of yours ok?

Dina: Hehe ok.

Mona: I’ll see you tomorrow ?

Dina: 6b3an.

Mona: Alright gorgeous good night.

Dina: Night.

Dina went asleep that night feeling good. Her friends didn’t bail but only got stuck and she finally found a tutor. She believed that everything was starting to brighten up for her.

The Next Day, School

Lunch time…

Mona: Your still not mad at me are you ?

Dina: No wallah I’m not.

Mona: Good. Oh hey s3oud!

Ok.. Huh? S3oud just gave Mona a hug. But that’s ok right? Friends do hug. But that’s not how it was. S3oud practically carried her off the floor. Mona’s hands roaming up and down his back. Does that seem friendly to you ? Is s3oud up to something ?

S3oud: Hey Dina.

Dina: Hey yourself.

Mona: He is so hot.

Dina: Mona.. Shhh he can hear you.

Mona: Let him hear me. I want those muscular arms wrapped around me good .

Dina: Haha oh my god. Hugh Hefner would love to have you at his mansion.

Mona: Ewwwww !! I would never do playboy !

Dina: If you say so.

Mona: Bitch !

Dina: Love you too. Mona: Excuse me… Hey s3oud?

S3oud: Yeah?

Mona: I’m having a little get together at my beach house this weekend. Just a few close friends, wanna come ?

S3oud: Yeah sure sounds fun.

Mona: It will be.

Dina: Gathering?

Mona: The one that your gonna help me plan.

Dina: Your unbelievable you know that ?

Mona: What?

Dina: Babe he’s not into you.

Mona: Really? Cause from the hug we just shared I think its safe to say that I’m about to catch a big one.

Dina: I hope you didn’t mean ….

Mona: Huh? … OH GOD NO !!!

Mona got up to get a beverage. With her walking away someone else was coming straight at Dina.

Dina: Uhhh… hi…

3bdulah: Mind if I join you?

Dina: Actualy I was just leaving…. Guys I’ll see you in class.

3bdulah: Hold up. Damn your fast.

Dina: Oh, sorry.

3bdulah: What was that back there?

Dina: I’m not following…

3bdulah: The second I walk by you just storm off.

Dina: I have a class.

3bdulah: There’s still a couple more minutes.

Dina: I wanna get a good seat in the front. You know how those are always taken.

3bdulah: Why does it always result to lies with you ?

Dina: I’m not..

3bdulah: Dina ?

Dina: Ok fine maybe I am just a teeny bit.

3bdulah: Teeny bit or no teeny bit, you just don’t want your “friends” to know that we know eachother.

Dina: I’m sorry 3bdulah but it’s complicated.

3bdulah: What’s so complicated about you and me hanging out ?

Dina: Nothing..

3bdulah: So?

Dina: Look I’m sorry but I gotta get to class. I’ll see you later this after noon.

Missed u my readerz! hehehee ;*** this one is dedicated to EVERYONE! ;p

Zaina~

7:30 pm

She reached home and ran upstairs…she locked herself in her room, took a bath, curled her hair and wore a simple dress that she already had in mind since yesterday…

incoming call “Ya Far7a Ma tammat”

Zaina: aaalo0o0o0….Haaa??!!

fara7: Zaino yallah nizlay il naas ta7at!

Zaina: chathaaaba abbaaaih!!! shifteehum??

fara7: la2 la2 lail7een ma dashait…ommi galatly 6illay 3ala zaina o 3ugub adish o intay itdisheen waraay…

Zaina: ifff Zain…kani L7een banzil…

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Fara7: OMG!

Zaina: shinu??!! fee shay ib sha3ri?! WHAT?

Fara7: Your dress…

Zaina: shfeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh??

fara7: MAGLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB!!! KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!!!

Zaina:HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHH!!! ABBAAAIH ABBAAIH ABBAAIH! SHASAWWI!

Fara7: *ib buro0o0o0d* glbee

Zaina: eee bas wain shlon mita o laish o madri o ba3ad…

fara7: yaw yaw yaw! shga3da itgo0leen? :p

zaina: haa? madri ifff asti7i!

fara7: YALLAH! MAMA GA3DA ITDIG 3ALAY ITGO0LLI ADISH!

Zaina: haa? weee ok intay dishay 3ala ma ana aro07 aglib nafno0fy o ayii..

Fara7: hehehe ok…

Zaina: Fara7!

Fara7: ZAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIINAAAAAA! ya a7la na7laa! :p (dedicated to Um S3o0od) ;p

Zaina: CHUB! umm….minu titwa8i3aain?

Fara7: heeheeeh madri…7AMAD! :p

Zaina: *sarcastically* hahahahaa..yallah go

Fara7: WEIRd! ok ;p

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Fara7 entered the living room dying to know who’s the lucky man for her sister….

Fara7: OH-MY-GOD!

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Ifff Ifff Ifff! moo ra’6i yinglib sh.hal nafno0f il Di3la! *8alliding fara7* lazim tishtireena 7ilu … waay abbaaih Zaino ma 3indich tho8! ….ifff wai3 KILL ME! ….abbaaih mobiley ga3id irin! AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Zaina: haa mama…ok ok now bayee..

she went down the stairs nervous….her heart was beating a million beats in a minute, she was curious and scared of what will she see..and whether he will be “the one”

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She took a deep breath and entered the room…she knew the mother…”what is she doing here?” she thought to herself…”no..it can’t be….HIM“ she sallimed 3ala everyone then sat on the couch her mom pointed at….it was a bit far from all the noises where “HIM” was waiting for her looking handsome wearing his white crisp dishdasha..and shooting her his million dollar smile…

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ADRI ADRI…WALLAH MA99A5T.HA :P BAS I’M LUVIN IT! 6AMZ ITGOOLLY UR EVIL 7ARAAM 3ALAAAIICH…BAS HEHEHEHEE shasawwi i have to be “glittery” :Pp next post u’ll know I PROMISE! ;************ LUV U!

MA IT9ADGOON SHKITHIR ANA FA’6YA!

7addi fa’6ya ….
I’m drinking Laban Up :p


7addi Fa’6ya…..

I’m eating kakaw IM3AFFIN!

7addi Fa’6ya….

I gained 7576985789 kg BAS TODAY!

7addi Fa’6ya….
I’m reading blogs garayt.hum for the 20th time!

7addi fa’6ya….

I’m looking at my scho0l’s yearbook illi a8dam minna maku!

7addi fa’6ya…

I’m refreshing this webpage for 100000th time!
7addi fa’6ya….

BA6NI I3AWWIRNI :(
7addi fa’6ya….

so i guess i’ll go write a new post xD
7addi fa’6ya….

MALI 5ILG SHAY!
7addi Fa’6ya….

MABI ANAAAAAAAAAAM!

7addi Fa’6ya….

Fa 8arrart i stop writing hal post L faaaa’6yyy!!!

Hehehhehehee i guess i made it clear inni waaaaaaaaaaaayiiiiiiidddd fa’6ya! ;p

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Helloooooooo anony : PISCES,LIBRA,ARIES :**

LIBRA IN LOVE & ROMANCE:

Libra are terribly in love with love – that’s the best way of putting it. Libra at any point in their adult life, are either in love with someone, or chasing the someone’s love. The L-word means so much to you that you just can’t stay put without it. So when you are in love, you are genuinely in love. The partner has all your warmth, care and affection. The only allegation against you is that you fall in love too easily. You are so much in love with love itself that you hardly watch who you are falling in love with. And that’s not a petty problem by any measure! Your very longing for a permanent relationship might turn out to be the reason for your inability to have one.
As alarming or sacrilegeous as it may sound, in relationships, you always need to step out of yourself and think about your relationship impartially – whether the two of you are fit for each character-wise, whether you see yourself with him/her ten years from now, whether you feel you and your partner can sustain such a relationship.
The magic of first love works on everyone, but the young Libran is probably the softest victim. He/she might be gullible enough to think about marriage without even knowing the other person completely. Now all this can be learnt only through practice and experience. So if you have been in and out of too many relationships, don’t fret. This will only make you stronger and more understanding, and thus better equipped for future relationships.
Sexually, you enjoy your relationships quite a lot, but in a rather different way. For you to be at your best, you need a relaxed atmosphere, void of stress. You enjoy the quiter and more mellow part of the act, and you might not get what you want that often, even after marriage. So try and learn how not to disappoint your partner in that front.

LIBRA IN MARRIAGE:

Being a Libran, you will feel complete and more with yourself only after getting into a relationship. So a marriage will do wonders on you. You might even say the Libran balance is achieved after the marriage. But the balance is again the very issue with the Libran. You tend to think too much in tems of the couple. All the decisions you take has this flavor, which is good in quite many ways.
But for quite a lot many reasons, you need to maintain your individuality. It is too easy for you to give in to your partner’s opinion, sacrifice opportunities and careers and make all sorts of amends in your life for the partnership. At some point, it is important to you how the world looks at you as a single person, and the picture is not a very normal one for them. Not only that, in case the relationship does not work out, you will be the one to point out that you gave up everything to make it work, even though you didn’t need to. I know you feel this is a very selfish way of thought, but it’s not! After a certain extent, it is not prudent to jeopardize your career and your individuality for any relationship – that’s the hard truth.
Marriage is like two trees across a road – both of them have to bend in order to meet. You’d obviously want the partner to act in a peace at all cost kind of way, but that does not quite happen. Instead of putting your demands in a strong enough way, you tend to tell yourself that the demands are too unreasonable to be accepted and lay low. I am not telling you to fight, all I’m saying is that you have the experience and intelligence to decide what is good for the two of you just as much as the partner. As for children, you need to know how to discipline them. They can take you for a ride, and you will solely be responsible for that. These are things you need to work on.
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ARIES IN LOVE AND ROMANCE:

Ariens fall into love record-breaking fast – they will be in love even before they know it. And it’s not even like a serious love-like infatuation that you’d expect to pass, it is the real passionate I’m-all-for-you kinda love. To some, it might look like they are rushing into it, but in an Arien’s mind, that is the normal speed. But all the same, how ever so much ecstatic they might feel, relative to the world they seem to be pushy. And that means they are pushy – and we all know that pushy messes things up in matters of love.
Being pushy carries on to another dimension of the relationship as well, namely the sexual. The Arien has so much passion and libido that he/she never seems to get out of the making-love-all-night-long stage. Now the thing with passion is that passion and consideration hardly go along with one another. So the partner might suffer and flinch and be unwilling to take the physical strain for so long for so many times, but the Arien just wants more and more. So the best way to curb such tendencies is to be aware of them, and talking one’s way through whenever one has a doubt whether the partner is ready to go to the same length that he/she is.
Another characteristic of their sexual personality is that the thing comes naturally to them. They have a beautiful love-instinct and know exactly how to express it. Because of their uncomplicated personalities, they always have things figured out and hardly ever have guilt-related issues after the act. The issue, however, is that they have a more than average sex-drive. Now how’s that an issue? It is an issue if the partner does not share the same amount of enthusiasm. Herein is the need to assess one’s partner and shape one’s approach accordingly to be amusing and engrossing enough for the partner. Otherwise, we come back to the problem of overexerting one’s partner.
Ariens have an unpredictable, sweet side to their persona. They have a habit of giving their loved ones small presents, for particularly no reason at all. The partner enjoys it very much and things take off in a totally new direction for that night.

ARIES IN MARRIAGE:

Ariens make good spouses – this is credited mainly to the passionate and enthusiastic side of their personality. They are interested domestic affairs just as much as in official ones, in an almost childlike way. You can witness this in the way they decorate their houses, buy presents for their family members and provide for them. As parents, they are neither so unattached as to pass on cleaning diapers over to the spouse, nor so over-anxious as to panic when their kid spoils his school exams. If their children do not perform in school up to their expectations, they will take things into their own hands and help them through. But Ariens are not known for their patience! They might end up saying or doing something they might regret later.
There is the general notion that Ariens are give and take in marriage. This is a horrible notion to have, but nonetheless, not totally incorrect. Here, there’s one thing all married couples need to understand. In married life, there obviously are taking periods of each partner of the marriage – periods when the other understands his/her spouse’s need gives. But when the giving period comes, the Arien is often found wanting. At this point, he/she should reassess the situation, and question himself/herself if he/she is giving all that he/she has got. Ariens have this vast reserve of fervent energy, but it’s really important for them to put it in the right place.
Again, an important problem with Ariens is their selfishness. They do things that hurt their partner, and they don’t realize it. This thoughtlessness is as natural as the selfishness, and the end outcome is that the partner expresses his/her anguish in an outburst and the Arien is totally taken by surprise. The Arien’s simple nature and way of looking at life hinders his/her ability to understand the complicated results of his/her actions. So if you are an Arien and married, you have a lot to give as well as a lot to look out for.
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PISCES IN LOVE AND ROMANCE :

In this matter, Pisces are ruled by instinct and emotion. Pisces are not one to sit in a judge’s chair and think about the partner-to-be objectively – you are too romantic for that. What you do is rush straight into it, and think later. Ill advised, but when it comes to love, there is no bound to your emotions, you just cannot control yourself. This impulsive nature is greatly loved by all those you couple with, at least as long as the two of you are together. And this is how it works – when you are young, you have all the impulse and verve in the whole world and ‘leap before you look’ would seem to be the motto of your love life; but as life goes on, with all the cuts and bruises you have suffered in the name of love, you will learn to be cautious.
This issue eclipses all others in relationship matters for you. And the answer to this problem is simple – try to think practically. I know it’s hard for you, so whenever you feel a strong impulse, just count to ten – relax! When the situation tends to get a little too hot to handle and it feels like all that talk about self restrain is just not working for you, try to let go of it – take a time out. This is not the same as running away from your demons. Time has a way of clearing the mist and removing the cobwebs. When you are not in the proximity of your ‘lover’, you will be free from blinding emotions, and be able to think clearly about your coherence with him/her, and if it has a future.
Now, if you end up with the wrong person, it will be difficult for you to realize that in time and make amends. But why should you end up with the wrong guy/gal? An important factor here is your too-good nature. You are willing to go to any level, and make any sacrifice in order to make the relationship work. This attitude might attract many a people who are not really worthy of .. you! So there are quite a lot many things you need to learn, I’m afraid, the hard way. Good luck!

PISCES IN MARRIAGE :

When it comes to marriage, I am assuming that the you, the Piscean, have found the right one for you after a certain number of trials and errors. Congratulations! Now you need to learn the ABC’s of married life. And the A is – Always maintain your identity in spite of the marriage. If it’s important for one to maintain his/her identity in a relationship, it’s even more so when it comes to marriage. There are those who say that after the marriage, there is no place for ‘I’ – the two I’s turn into a ‘WE’. But they are not you; you are you and you know that it is very easy for you to mould into your partner’s personality and become his/her mouthpiece. You can forget your own likes and dislikes to please your partner; and as much as you may seem to be doing all this out of your own free will, it is not good for your mental well-being. Suppressing your ambitions and pleasures is not good after a certain level.
On a lighter note, you are very easy to live with, even with your sometimes unorganizedand untidy way of life. Your partner may accuse you of being too casual about things that ought to be taken seriously, and not be totally wrong. But that’s you – you are not deliberately negligent, you just think there are more important things to do.
When it comes to parenthood, you are not negligent of your duties at all – you make sure you give your kids every opportunity to learn and perform. But you have a way of spoiling your kids – not by giving them to much material stuff and spending too much on them, but by giving them too much love. Nothing wrong with that, except for the fact that in your eyes, they can do no wrong. So when they actually do something wrong, like spoiling their grades, may be, then it comes as a rude shock to you. So with time, you need to learn how to teach your child a little self-discipline and the virtues of hardwork and honesty.

Remember how I said I was gonna do this Thing in 10 posts. Ive done 2 already one about my mom which apparently was a HUGE hit. LOL. The other one was about how I look. Well tonight I was out to dinner with some friends and this discussion came up and …

I sat there shocked not knowing what to do.Why were my brain cells not working when I need them??? Thank god the man who crashed him stopped to check on him. I called the ambulance and went to the hospital. I sat there shocked not knowing what to do. I called up Dana and asked for Khalid’s mom number.

Outgoing Call: 00965********

I called not aware of what time is it in Kuwait. After 3 rings she answered

“Aloo”
“Aloo, el Salam w 3alaikum”
“w 3alaykum el Salam”
“5alty ma3ach Al-Zain Al-Flani bint Noha Al-Flani”
“Hala shlounich? Shloun umich?”
“7imdilla kelna ib5air, intay shlounich?”
“Tamam wallah”
“Umm 5alty,uh madri shagoul” and I started crying, I felt so sorry for his mom, madri shloun agoulaha, and also at the same time I felt guilty because if it weren’t me chan ma 9ar shai
“3asa ma shar, shfeech?” She asked worried

After putting myself together I finally uttered out

“Khalty ana adres ma3a wildich Khalid, ou al7een uhwa ta3ban”
“Shfeeh, sh9ar??”
“D3mta sayara”
” aye mustashfa? Ou mta dash?”
“Tawa al7een….5alty ako 6ayara i6eer b3d 4 sa3at mn liq8 to qatar ou mn Qatar to new work ou mn new York to LA, a7jez 7agkum?”
“La mashkoura i7na al7een na7jez ou b3d cham youm i7na 3andkum”

We said our good bye’s and shut the phone. Ksrat 5a6ri 5alty, she was so sad. I waited in the hospital impatiently waiting for the doctor to come out from the surgery. I stayed there for hours and hours till I had no energy and fell asleep.

I felt someone tapping on my shoulders, I woke up and to see it’s three pm!

“Excuse me” Said the nurse
“Yes”
“Are you Khalid Al-Flani’s friend?”
“Yeah”
“Khalid is done with his operation but he is now in a comma”
“COMMA? FOR HOW MANY DAYS?”
“I don’t know, would you like to talk to the doctor?”
“Yes please”

She went over and called the doctor for me,

“Hello” He greeted me
“Hi”
“So you’re his friend?”
“Yeah”
“How are you right now? Yesterday you were exhausted”
“I’m feeling better”
“Okay, so the operation went great and everything was fine, but he lost a lot of blood and had severe damages……” He continued on telling me about the damages, what they did and how did he get into a comma.
“Thank you, and when can I see him?”
“Look, you can’t see him for today, why don’t you come back tomorrow and take a rest tonight okay?”
“Sure”

I headed back home,plugged my mobile into the charger and opened it to see if I had any messages or miss calls. There was a miss call from S3oud but I ignored him and 7 miss calls from 5alty! I dialed immidiatly, after a couple of rings she
answered

“Aloo”
“Hala al-zain, shloun Khalid?”
“El 7imdillah ib5air, 3amaleeta inj7at ou igoul il doctor ina bacher ngdar inshoufah”
“El 7imdillah”
“5alty bs tara Khalid dash ib ‘3aybouba ou i7temal kbeer ina yegoum”

I could feel that she was crying or about to cry, I comforted her and told her that I’ll message her tomorrow when I’m off to Khalid about him.

I made me a sandwich, finished up my projects and went off to sleep.

I woke up the next morning for university, I took a shower wore a jeans and a white flowy top. Thank god I only had two classes today. After my classes I went to the hospital and sat there all day with him. I was either sending messages to his
mom about him or praying for him to get well soon.

Two days passed by and I visit him after university and spend the rest of the day there, today his parents are going to come and I really don’t know how to act infront of them bs il 7imdillah that they are somewhat related to me and his mom knows me.

Ga3da ad3i mn ktab il ad3ya wala ma asma3 mobili iren. I picked it up, it was 5alty.

“Hala 5alty, El 7imdillah 3ala el sallamah”
“Allah Isalmich, Al-Zain intaw aye mustashfa?”
“Hospital Of Los Angles”
“Yala ana al7een yaya, 5aleech ihnak”
“Inshallah”

I waited nervously till my aunt and uncle came, I really did not know how to react when they arrive here. I orginized the place, well it’s well orginized but I just wanted it to look tidy.

Four hours later they came. 5alty was tiered imbayeb mn wayha. We talked for a while, and time flew by fast. But whenever she looks at Khalid deeply tabchi I tear up a bit.

“7abeebty reday il bait werta7ay, ana ag3ad ou intay bacher warach jam3a”
“inshallah”

Half an hour later I went back home and slept with a heavy heart.
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Dedicated to all my readers, and silent readers please comment, I have heard you talking about my blog in a friend’s house;p wallah wanastouni, I never thought this much people read my blog

Sara…

I turned around to find the wall-like glass door open, but not fully. I guess I forgot to close it when I came in from the pool since I was so in another world talking to Tamara, I haven’t talked to her for ages!

I keep the fridge door open and took shawl from the couch and went to close the door. Before I did, I stepped outside to inhale some fresh air and when I did…

“SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE” yelled Sa7ar, Summar, Nayif, Shoug, Ghanim(my cousin), 6ariq and Jana.

And when the did, I quickly jumped and gave out a little shriek! I mean, WTH? I almost had a heart attack people! I faked a smile quickly after that and said…

“Thank you bs…surprise?” I looked at them.

“HAHAH, latgoleenly you forgot your birthday you ass!” Summar came hugging me ever so tightly.

SHIT! AHAHAHAH! 9jjj mo 6abee3y, I forgot my own birthday?!!!! Uffff, 9a7, it is my birthday! How could I have forgoten about it?

“Haha, umm…ee…haha I just uhhhh…” I stuttered.

“Crap! My ever so annoying cousin nsat her birthday?! La la ma 9adig!” Ghanim gave me a hug.

“Chubb ‘3anooom! You’re still an ass tadry!? Tsk tsk…ma t’3ayaart!” I said sarcastically.

After that I hugged each and everyone of them. Y3ni it really was a surprise! 7adaa ra7 3an bally, bs el moshkila how? Haha, nevermind.

Anyways, we stayed up and had fun. It wasn’t much of a party, but it was the best! I went and changed into a pair of jeans and a plain white shirt, and unbelievingly shocking, I looked good, haha! 7mdilla wl shkrr, I know! We had a BBQ and played on some music. They also set up a bonfire, hahah, mtfar’3een, ya7laiihum! La2kn I love them for that!

“Allaaaah, 6ariiiiq the ribs are amazing mashalla!” I told 6ariq.

“E7m e7m, secret 5al6a, shrayiich?” he gave me a wink.

“Jana my friend you have made the right choice by picking him…he knows how to COOK!” I said laughing.

“Haha, akeed. Don’t think I’d pick just any guy, laa2. Fii muta6alibaat!” she said winking at me and we all laughed.

“La walla?! Ay muta6alibaat Inshalla?” 6ariq said wrapping his arms around her waist.

Awwww, MAshalla shakilhom 7adhum cute, Alla y5aleehum ll ba3′9.

“Baby, sh3alaik int. Int al7een 5ala9 shawi el ribs ely 3indkk, b3dain agoolk.”

He kissed the back of her head and continued BBQing.

Sa7ar and Summar were laughing their asses off m3 ‘3anooom and 6ariq was busy flirting with Jana and BBQing at the same time. I busy enjoying my ribs and baked potato that Summar fixed up that I nearly forgot everything around me and went and sat on the porch. I was too engrossed with my own thoughts when I see Shoug and Nayif walking down the other end of the beach. They looked adorable together. They were walkign hand in hand and Shoug would smack Nayif’s arm playfully. They were laughing and having fun.

Shoug…

“7abeebty…” Nayif said while we were walking down the beach.

“Hmm baby…”

“Et7ibeeny?”

“No!”

After that I started running back to the porch were they were BBQing and stuff. I was nearly going to reach them when Nayif comes and carrys me and I start laughing.

“Mat7ibeeny haa?” he gave me a devilish look.

I nodded my.

“Enzaain Shougaa, I guess we’ll have to do it the hard way.” he said turning around to the beach and carrying me.

“Nayooofyyy…” I pouted.

“3younaa.”

“Don’t you dare!” I said as he came closer to the water.

“Babe, you asked for it!” he said all innocently.

“Nayiifff laa2!” by now his feet were in the water, and he was walking in deeper and deeper.

“Gooleha.” he told me, waaaaaaay yjanin!

“Aish agool?” and put an angellic face on, ya balfait madry shl salfa.

“tara haa, 5ala9 3ayal…1…2-”

“Ok okkkk 5alaaaaaa9. Awal shay take me bara el may o bagoolk.”

He went out of the water and walked half way back and then put me on the sandy surface.

“Yalla.”

I went closer to him and whispered in his ear…

“Akrhikk.”

and ran away as fast as I could, but again, no such luck, he caught me.

This time he threw me over his shoulder.

“Ok, so lets try this again, shall we?” haha, he just won’t give up.

“La2, la2 5alaa9 I give up.”

I cupped my hand around his ear and whispered to him…

“I live you baby, you’re the best thing that ever happened to me.”

he put me down and cupped his big, manly hands around my face…

“I love yu more ya galby, you’re the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.”

and then he leaned in for a kiss, a kiss so passionate, so beautiful, so romantic.

Nayif…

I couldn’t help myself and so I kissed her.I couldn’t fight the urge and so I did, I kissed her luscious full pink lips. It felt surreal. It was beyond amazing. It was the best experience I had ever experienced, honestly, and to experience it with my one and only Shougty made me the happiest man alive on this earth.

When we finally pulled away, we both were gasping for some air, and that’s when this particular thought occurred to me. Shoug wanted our first kiss to be special, she wanted it to be on our wedding night. On the night that she’ll offically be in my arms for the rest of my life.

“7abeebty Shoug, walla I didn’t mean too, I couldn’t help myself. Damn it!” I said kicking at the sand in frustration.

I then feel her soft, petite hands touching my face and directing it towards her.

“If I wouldn’t have wanted it, I would’ve backed off or pulled away.”

“I love you.” I said hugging her and kissing the tip of her crown.

“I love you more.”

I stared into her eyes while she did the same. We were having one of our moments when…

“HEY LOVEBIRDS BASSKUM WITH THE MAKE OUT SESSION YALLA GABL LA YBRAD EL RIBS.”

6ariq said all the way from the porch.

Alla yg6a3 ebleesa!

I saw her moving her face and I sensed inha eftashlat, 7abeebty uff hal 7maaar! Baraweeh b3dain.

I held onto her hand and we walked to the porch were they were sitting, we were quiet the whole way. Salamt 3alaihum kiluhum o we excused ourselves 3ashan awa9l Shoug el bait since ta25ar el wagt. When we got in the car I turned and faced her.

“Shouga baby walla I’m sorry. Ba2dba, bs please say something!” I took her hand into mines.

“That was funny.” and she started giggling.

Ashwaa!

We made out a little more and then I put the keys into the ignition and drove off.

Jana…

“6ariqqqq!” I told him as we got into the car going home.

“3younaa…”

“3aib 3alaiik, walla 7araam. Fashalt el bnt tara!”

“Shsawaiit?” he said, obviously trying to hold in his laugh.

“GOD! Tadry at times you could be such a kid!”

“Juju…”

“Shno? Would you like your brother to do that?!” I said so serious, y3ni ok y’9a7k, bs mskeena el bnt tfashilat. 6ool el wagt o she’s looking at the ground.

“La2.” he said feeling guilty.

“Exactly, bukra you’ll call him to tell him sorry, sami3?” haha, a7s I’m scaring him.

“Inshalla mama!” he huffed.

“Hey, I’m not that old!” trying to “lighten up the mood” ma3ana there’s nothing in the first place, bs he looked so cute and adorable.

“Tawich zafatny!” he said with that childish look on his face,

“Yalla emsh, yalla. 7arikk!” haha, walla zain, I can take advantage ;)

Mskeen, he really did get sad…

“6arooqy…” I said in my dala3 tone.

“Mmmm…”

“Shda3waa 3aad?”

“Haha, do I show that much?” he came in closer to me.

“Mhmm…” I leaned in and kissed him.

Sara…

‘3anim was the last to leave, following Jana and 6ariq. The twins were staying with me and so we decided to watch a movie. I had already opened my presents and finished, and Mashalla each was nicer than the other, but I loved all of them the same.

Aftrer half an hour or so, the movi finished and each one of us said our good nights and went to our rooms. I was exhausted, but first I took a shower and then changed into my PJ’s the ones I wore earlier on tonight.

While I was in the shower, I could hear the door of my room opening and closing, I’m sure it was one fo the girls checking in on me and so I continued with my shower. 15 minutes later I was done, wrapped a towel around me and stepped out of the shower, dried up, changed and got into bed.

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Ok so slight change of plans bs yalla ma bga shay, o b3dha I’ll be finishing this one and posting the other two. Anyways, Inshalla you enjoyed it o it’s extra long (compared to the posts I have been posting this last week). Ciaooooo. I’ll try to post the next part tonight, ta ta my loved ones ;****

Sara…

I turned around to find the wall-like glass door open, but not fully. I guess I forgot to close it when I came in from the pool since I was so in another world talking to Tamara, I haven’t talked to her for ages!

I keep the fridge door open and took shawl from the couch and went to close the door. Before I did, I stepped outside to inhale some fresh air and when I did…

“SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE” yelled Sa7ar, Summar, Nayif, Shoug, Ghanim(my cousin), 6ariq and Jana.

And when the did, I quickly jumped and gave out a little shriek! I mean, WTH? I almost had a heart attack people! I faked a smile quickly after that and said…

“Thank you bs…surprise?” I looked at them.

“HAHAH, latgoleenly you forgot your birthday you ass!” Summar came hugging me ever so tightly.

SHIT! AHAHAHAH! 9jjj mo 6abee3y, I forgot my own birthday?!!!! Uffff, 9a7, it is my birthday! How could I have forgoten about it?

“Haha, umm…ee…haha I just uhhhh…” I stuttered.

“Crap! My ever so annoying cousin nsat her birthday?! La la ma 9adig!” Ghanim gave me a hug.

“Chubb ‘3anooom! You’re still an ass tadry!? Tsk tsk…ma t’3ayaart!” I said sarcastically.

After that I hugged each and everyone of them. Y3ni it really was a surprise! 7adaa ra7 3an bally, bs el moshkila how? Haha, nevermind.

Anyways, we stayed up and had fun. It wasn’t much of a party, but it was the best! I went and changed into a pair of jeans and a plain white shirt, and unbelievingly shocking, I looked good, haha! 7mdilla wl shkrr, I know! We had a BBQ and played on some music. They also set up a bonfire, hahah, mtfar’3een, ya7laiihum! La2kn I love them for that!

“Allaaaah, 6ariiiiq the ribs are amazing mashalla!” I told 6ariq.

“E7m e7m, secret 5al6a, shrayiich?” he gave me a wink.

“Jana my friend you have made the right choice by picking him…he knows how to COOK!” I said laughing.

“Haha, akeed. Don’t think I’d pick just any guy, laa2. Fii muta6alibaat!” she said winking at me and we all laughed.

“La walla?! Ay muta6alibaat Inshalla?” 6ariq said wrapping his arms around her waist.

Awwww, MAshalla shakilhom 7adhum cute, Alla y5aleehum ll ba3′9.

“Baby, sh3alaik int. Int al7een 5ala9 shawi el ribs ely 3indkk, b3dain agoolk.”

He kissed the back of her head and continued BBQing.

Sa7ar and Summar were laughing their asses off m3 ‘3anooom and 6ariq was busy flirting with Jana and BBQing at the same time. I busy enjoying my ribs and baked potato that Summar fixed up that I nearly forgot everything around me and went and sat on the porch. I was too engrossed with my own thoughts when I see Shoug and Nayif walking down the other end of the beach. They looked adorable together. They were walkign hand in hand and Shoug would smack Nayif’s arm playfully. They were laughing and having fun.

Shoug…

“7abeebty…” Nayif said while we were walking down the beach.

“Hmm baby…”

“Et7ibeeny?”

“No!”

After that I started running back to the porch were they were BBQing and stuff. I was nearly going to reach them when Nayif comes and carrys me and I start laughing.

“Mat7ibeeny haa?” he gave me a devilish look.

I nodded my.

“Enzaain Shougaa, I guess we’ll have to do it the hard way.” he said turning around to the beach and carrying me.

“Nayooofyyy…” I pouted.

“3younaa.”

“Don’t you dare!” I said as he came closer to the water.

“Babe, you asked for it!” he said all innocently.

“Nayiifff laa2!” by now his feet were in the water, and he was walking in deeper and deeper.

“Gooleha.” he told me, waaaaaaay yjanin!

“Aish agool?” and put an angellic face on, ya balfait madry shl salfa.

“tara haa, 5ala9 3ayal…1…2-”

“Ok okkkk 5alaaaaaa9. Awal shay take me bara el may o bagoolk.”

He went out of the water and walked half way back and then put me on the sandy surface.

“Yalla.”

I went closer to him and whispered in his ear…

“Akrhikk.”

and ran away as fast as I could, but again, no such luck, he caught me.

This time he threw me over his shoulder.

“Ok, so lets try this again, shall we?” haha, he just won’t give up.

“La2, la2 5alaa9 I give up.”

I cupped my hand around his ear and whispered to him…

“I live you baby, you’re the best thing that ever happened to me.”

he put me down and cupped his big, manly hands around my face…

“I love yu more ya galby, you’re the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.”

and then he leaned in for a kiss, a kiss so passionate, so beautiful, so romantic.

Nayif…

I couldn’t help myself and so I kissed her.I couldn’t fight the urge and so I did, I kissed her luscious full pink lips. It felt surreal. It was beyond amazing. It was the best experience I had ever experienced, honestly, and to experience it with my one and only Shougty made me the happiest man alive on this earth.

When we finally pulled away, we both were gasping for some air, and that’s when this particular thought occurred to me. Shoug wanted our first kiss to be special, she wanted it to be on our wedding night. On the night that she’ll offically be in my arms for the rest of my life.

“7abeebty Shoug, walla I didn’t mean too, I couldn’t help myself. Damn it!” I said kicking at the sand in frustration.

I then feel her soft, petite hands touching my face and directing it towards her.

“If I wouldn’t have wanted it, I would’ve backed off or pulled away.”

“I love you.” I said hugging her and kissing the tip of her crown.

“I love you more.”

I stared into her eyes while she did the same. We were having one of our moments when…

“HEY LOVEBIRDS BASSKUM WITH THE MAKE OUT SESSION YALLA GABL LA YBRAD EL RIBS.”

6ariq said all the way from the porch.

Alla yg6a3 ebleesa!

I saw her moving her face and I sensed inha eftashlat, 7abeebty uff hal 7maaar! Baraweeh b3dain.

I held onto her hand and we walked to the porch were they were sitting, we were quiet the whole way. Salamt 3alaihum kiluhum o we excused ourselves 3ashan awa9l Shoug el bait since ta25ar el wagt. When we got in the car I turned and faced her.

“Shouga baby walla I’m sorry. Ba2dba, bs please say something!” I took her hand into mines.

“That was funny.” and she started giggling.

Ashwaa!

We made out a little more and then I put the keys into the ignition and drove off.

Jana…

“6ariqqqq!” I told him as we got into the car going home.

“3younaa…”

“3aib 3alaiik, walla 7araam. Fashalt el bnt tara!”

“Shsawaiit?” he said, obviously trying to hold in his laugh.

“GOD! Tadry at times you could be such a kid!”

“Juju…”

“Shno? Would you like your brother to do that?!” I said so serious, y3ni ok y’9a7k, bs mskeena el bnt tfashilat. 6ool el wagt o she’s looking at the ground.

“La2.” he said feeling guilty.

“Exactly, bukra you’ll call him to tell him sorry, sami3?” haha, a7s I’m scaring him.

“Inshalla mama!” he huffed.

“Hey, I’m not that old!” trying to “lighten up the mood” ma3ana there’s nothing in the first place, bs he looked so cute and adorable.

“Tawich zafatny!” he said with that childish look on his face,

“Yalla emsh, yalla. 7arikk!” haha, walla zain, I can take advantage ;)

Mskeen, he really did get sad…

“6arooqy…” I said in my dala3 tone.

“Mmmm…”

“Shda3waa 3aad?”

“Haha, do I show that much?” he came in closer to me.

“Mhmm…” I leaned in and kissed him.

Sara…

‘3anim was the last to leave, following Jana and 6ariq. The twins were staying with me and so we decided to watch a movie. I had already opened my presents and finished, and Mashalla each was nicer than the other, but I loved all of them the same.

Aftrer half an hour or so, the movi finished and each one of us said our good nights and went to our rooms. I was exhausted, but first I took a shower and then changed into my PJ’s the ones I wore earlier on tonight.

While I was in the shower, I could hear the door of my room opening and closing, I’m sure it was one fo the girls checking in on me and so I continued with my shower. 15 minutes later I was done, wrapped a towel around me and stepped out of the shower, dried up, changed and got into bed.

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Ok so slight change of plans bs yalla ma bga shay, o b3dha I’ll be finishing this one and posting the other two. Anyways, Inshalla you enjoyed it o it’s extra long (compared to the posts I have been posting this last week). Ciaooooo. I’ll try to post the next part tonight, ta ta my loved ones ;****

I noticed lately ineh ako wayid nas are getting very worked up about other blogs and the contents of these blogs. Lately i fell across two worrying blogs both with content warnings which is the first indication of danger.One is what appears to be this …

Dear Readers!I LOVE YOU ALL! :* And if I don’t reply to your comments doesn’t mean I don’t read them! It’s because sometimes they are too much and I can’t reply to each and everyone :*This is to all my readers who demanded for me to post this part soon…

She ignored the message, deleted it, and went to sleep. The next morning was going to be tough for her. Well maybe not that tough because her dad is a little more understanding than her mom.

Dina always was a little daddy’s girl, her dad hated to see a frown on her face. But that was all when she was a child, will an acception be made this time?

The alarm woke her up at around four in the afternoon. It was the weekend, a typical waking hour for her. She wore her baby blue silk robe and heading downstairs. Once she reached the end of the steps she saw a small black suitcase meaning her father was home.

She ran into the sitting room and jumped her father with joy.

Baba: Haha hala b a7la bnt fel 3alam !!

Dina: Baba I’ve missed you ! Makanik bayen MARRAH !

Baba: Sit sit, tell me how was your weekend?

Dina: It was alright I guess…

Baba: Your mother told me you went to a party?

Dina: Yeah I did.

Babe: Without her permission?

Dina: Baba she gave me no choice !

Baba: Wsh ele she gave you no choice, shes your mother and she gives the orders and you listen.

Dina: I’m not her slave.

Baba: Following orders doesn’t make you a slave. She’s your mother, and its her job to raise you well. That’s all she’s trying to do. If you don’t listen to your mother, forget me now, but your mother then trust me in the future you will regret it. And theres no turning back time.

Dina: But shes just so strict that it pisses me off.

Baba: Aha see, that’s the word. The word I never want to hear come out of your mouth. I don’t know from where you learned all these bad habits but I really hope they disappear soon.

Dina: So now what?

Mama: Now you’ll go pack. Your plane leaves in two days.
Dina: WHAT? BABA !!

Baba: *sigh* Dina you need to behave.

Dina: I can behave right here.

Mama: I know you Dina, for the first couple of days you will behave but then you’ll take advantage.

Baba: You promise to behave here ?

Dina: YES !

Mama: What are you saying? The school in England is perfect for discipline.

Baba: No wait, I’m on to something.

Dina: Anything baba you just name it.

Baba: You wont go out on weekdays anymore.

Dina: WHAT?

Baba: Shhh wla klma.

Mama: Continue..

Baba: Unless its something important. Other than that no. Weekdays is when you stay in with your family and do homework and study, even if you don’t need to. ..Moraja3a.

Dina: What else?

Baba: It seems that every weekend your off to some party. We wont forbid you from them, but you wont be allowed to go to every one.

Dina: But that’s so unfair. Its rude if I don’t show up!

Baba: Well it was even more rude when you stormed away from your mother last night.

Mama: I have something else to add.

Dina: Wsh tha, tara mani l3ba !

Mama: That attitude has got to go.

Dina: 7ather..

Mama: And you’ll need to find your self a tutor.

Dina: Why? I don’t need one.

Mama: Have you seen your last report card ?

Dina: Fine, I’ll find someone.

Mama: Non of your friends.

Dina: Ufff ajal meen ?

Mama: You can figure that out.

At School, Saturday Morning

Noura: How was she ?

3bdulah: Pretty much cold.

Noura: I still don’t get how this all happened.

Naif: 5ala9 ya Noura, she chose her path and decided to walk away. Forget her.

Noura: I cant! We were best BEST friends.

Haya: Naif is right Noura, you have to forget about her.

Naif: Moving on, you said you wanted to talk to us about something ?

Haya: Yeah… I’m moving.

Silence…

Haya: Hello !

Noura: Why the hell are you moving ?

Haya: Well I had a meeting with the principle and it turns out their skipping me up to university. And apparently Yale university wants me.

3bdulah: 7beebty Hayou you got into Yale !

Naif: Mabrook ..

Haya: C’mon don’t be sad I’ll call and visit whenever I can. I promise. I love you guys too much to just forget you.
3bdulah: And your just here today to clear out your locker?

Haya: Guilty.

Noura: Haha we understand. Yallah go and we’ll see you later.

Haya: I leave in a week.

Noura: Hell you are !

Haya: Ive got a lot of stuff to do but the day before I leave you guys can buy me dinner.

Naif: Mn 3yoonah.

Haya was walking away while Dina was coming her way. The two haven’t crossed paths in over a year. Their eyes spotted one another. Each heart beating rapidly. Wanting to turn around so bad but can’t. They finally got closer and their shoulders touched. Shivers started running up and down Dina’s spine. She was relieved that awkward moment was over. That is until 3bdulah came up to her.

3bdulah: You know when someone sends a message checking to see if your alright its not so bad to reply.

Dina: That was you?

3bdulah: You deleted my number I see.

Dina: No,I just… lost it.

3bdulah: I bet you did. Well have a nice day.

Dina: No wait! *grabbing his hand*

3bdulah: What?

Dina: I need your help.

3bdulah: You came all the way here to ask for my help? Well sorry Barbie but I owe you nothing.

Dina: Why are you being so cruel?

3bdulah: Me? …. I’ll help you with one thing. Look up the word cruel then look deep into the mirror.

Dina was holding back the tears in her eyes. No one has ever talked to her that way. Not even her mom, who she kind of hates right now. They were friends once so she assumed he would help her. She never expected he would say such a thing to her.

She just took a few slow steps back and walked away. 3bdulah felt the guilt in the pit of his stomach killing him. He didn’t mean to hurt her. Or did he?

Noura: wasn’t that a bit harsh ?

3bdulah: I don’t know..

Noura: Allah yesam7ik 3bdulah.

Naif: Noura 5lee al7een yallah we have class.

Back At Home

A lonely evening at home. Dad was still at work leaving mom downstairs with a novel in her hand.

There was nothing for Dina to do. She got back from school had lunch, took a shower and hit straight into the books. Did all her homework in two hours, research in half an hour and finished by seven. So yes this was going to be a lonely evening at home, but not for long.

I was deep into the lecture, when my mobile vibrated and distracted me. I ignored my mobile and concentrated on the lecture. Minutes later she assigned us with a project and dissmissed us. I dug in my hand into my bag and grabbed out my mobile. I opened the bbm and saw a message from Khalid saying:

K Al-Flani
When ur done ta3alay my apartment

Al-Zain
On my way;*

I hopped into my car and drove off to Khalid’s apartment. As I opened the door and saw him, I swung the door shut and went into his arms.

“I miss you” I squeked
“Moo kethri” And kissed my head
“So… Shnu tabi insawi?”
“Shrayich inrou7 a movie?”
“Yala”

We grabbed our stuff and headed to the movies. Dashaina the proposal, it was hysterical! Bs g3d ath7ak. Later we headed to ketchup for
Lunch.

Two weeks passed by and I was literarly living with Khalid. Whenever I don’t have much university work, I’d be sleeping over and when I can’t, I’d just visit him.

As I was getting ready for university, my mobile started ringig, I picked it up, it was my mom.

“Hiii youma” I sang
“Hala Zayoun, shlounich?”
“Tamam ou intaw shlounkum?”
“B5air el 7mdillah, zaina abeech ib mawthou3, intay mash’3oula?”
“La ma 3andi shay”
“S3oud Al-Flani teghadamlich, shrayich feeh?”

Lamen galat S3oud teghadamli, I was nervous and scared, madri shagoul?!?

“Uh youma, madri y3ni S3oud 6ayeb ou kelshay bs ma adri”
“Tara el walad 5oush walad ou mn 3ayla ou umah wilne3m feeha ou foug hatha it3arfeenhum”
“Mama madri”
“shoufay ana bakalemhum ou bagoulhum ok bs ina ite3arfoun 3ala ba3ath ou itha ma tabeena agoulaha la2 okay?”
“ummm okay”

I closed the phone shocked, not knowing what to do, I grabbed my bag and headed to university. Adish ou a6la3 mn my classes bs chethi, ga3da im9a6la moo fahma shay, bs chethi dasha. When I was done all my classes I called Manour then Jouna, Kadi and finally Jadi. Gelt for all of them what happened and they all told me to tell Khalid, and later talk to S3oud.

I headed to Khalid’s apartment, and found him still asleep. G3at in the living room waiting for him to wake up. Half an hour later he woke up and came out refreshed from the shower.

“Khalid”
“Hala wala”
“I need to talk to you bs lat3a9b okay?”
“Shoot”
“Umm ur right, S3oud 56abni ou my mom tawha galatli”
“So? What’s the big deal? Bs reftheeh”
“The big deal is ina umi mo9era ou galat awafe8 for now 3ashan ashouf how he Is b3dain itha ma abeeh arfetha”

I said all at once worried. Waaaaaai3! This is seriously annonying, when I’m all okay with him something pops up! I got closer to him and
cuddled up next to him hugging him.

“3adi it’s okay, inshallah kilshay i3ady 3ala 5air… Shryich n6la3? Mnzmaan ma 6la3na, kila u visit me aw I visit u for an hour ou bs”
“Yallah!”

He cheered me up. We headed out to Santa Monica ou temashaina along the shops. We were walking hand in hand, happy talking and enjoying each others company, when we were about to cross the street 3ashan inrou7 il ba7ar, ana sa6alt when I saw s3oud. He saw us together and got infuriated, he excused himself for his friends and came towards me.

He pulled me from Khalid’s hands and started yelling at me saying

“Intay shg3d itsaween? You are sick, tewafgeen 3al 56ouba b3daina itrou7y lay?”

Khalid pushed S3oud away from me “S3oud te3awath mn il shai6an, ta3al ng3ad netfaham”
“Ya5i wa5er 3an wajhi!” and he punched Khalid. I ran to him wanting to say yallah let’s go, but he got up and they both started fighting! I started crying hysterically wanting them both to stop fighting. S3oud then pushed Khalid and went. When Khalid stood up,

CRAAAAAAASH!