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[25 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Ramathaaaaaan …. RAMATHAAAAAN … F’3ee F’3eeeeee Jacco The Month we LOVE RAMATHAAAAAAN broo broo beyaw beyaw kumsee kumsaa chaw chaw!
Shino hatha?
Wain ma a7e6 qanat, wa7ed le7yetah ish6olha o ga3ed “yanshed”?!
Inzain amana be allah… it is supposedly 7lal
Lakin tra i7na in Ramathaaaaaa! Y3ni nabi nesm3 hal a9wat il mobde3a tegra do3a2, tegra qur2an…
Mo kil 5 seconds [...]

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[25 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Dear Diary,I’ve had butterflies in my stomach since yesterday. I called Fa6ma and gave her a brief update on what has happened so far between S3ood and I; she of course called 3abdallah immediately telling him what happened and I have been teased mer…

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Ramadhan Mbarak!!!I just love the spirit of this holy month! I firstly was hesitant about posting parts in Ramadhan because I don’t want to alheekom 3n more important things to do this month! But then I was like it’s just one part :P So just to remind …

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Ramadhan Mbarak!!!I just love the spirit of this holy month! I firstly was hesitant about posting parts in Ramadhan because I don’t want to alheekom 3n more important things to do this month! But then I was like it’s just one part :P So just to remind …

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

So, pointless title aside, I think I might be going private for now. And I also think I’m having hot flashes. WTF, way too young for that, right? No really, my body is like hot and then cold. Hmm, interesting. Nice sensation though? Ok I’m rambling. So…

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

9ayra agoom mt2a5er…y3ne tawamsa3 ga3da oo baktib the post ;pra7 ykoon gi9eer bsss better than nothing ;)ENJOY ;)__________________________________________________________________Zain……After the small party everyone headed to their office and str…

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

No this wasn’t happening, not here, not now, not like this.”Gaby.. who.. who’s this?” He said.”That’s Steven.” I said.”Wow, that was quick.”"Please look at the state I’m in, does this look like a date?” I said firmly.”You don’t have to be in a tight dr…

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

اللهم أعنّا على الصيام والقيام، وتلاوة القرآن
وغض البصر وحفظ اللسان

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

awwal shay mubarak 3lekom el shahar 7abaybeee;*** o 3asakom men el 3aydeeen wel fayzeen…I was away for a couple of days so mamedaanii abareklekom bel shahar..sam7ooni 3l eg9ooor in this blog :( adri kelesh mo ma36eta 7agga bas I promise I’ll make it …

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Who is she? Who did she think she was? Did she think I was one of those cheap girls that throw themselves at him? Never, not even ONCE did I confess my true feelings towards him, all I did was send song lyrics and youtube links, what’s up with her? Of …

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[24 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Raseel woke up around noon , her phone just below her right ear , she turned around to look at the clock and it was almost 2 o’clock She remembered last night , the painting , the fun , her friends .. and 3eesa most of all 3eesa They stayed up late on …

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Oh my goodness he was gorgeous. He was freaky, but he was gorgeous. I just stood there staring.”Are you ok?” He asked”What? Oh, yeah I’m fine..  umm.. weren’t you..?”"admiring you’re beauty? Yes I was.”I gasped for air. It was his beauty that needed t…

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[23 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Will You Marry Me … ? (14)Ramadan is amazing 9a7 … !Allah ybl’3na rm’6an 7ata a5rih enshalla … I know 3gb ma btfayaj so I decided to post nowMa b6awil 3laikm .. This post should be nice its long and contains some action ;) Dedicated to .. Be Mine…

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[23 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

3a6shana !!!!! ;pENJOY ;)___________________________________________________________________Zain……..Our eyes locked as we smiled. the moment was interrupted by mariam, “heloooooo….im here mohnaaak ;p”"ha…emmm hehe….”"shisalfa…”"walashay…b…

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[23 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Hey y’allSomeone pointed out inna the flashbacks were confusing- and I couldn’t agree more. Farait raskum 3adil feehum… fa now ra7 awath7 everything…1- Ib 3rs their cousin Nouf knew that Slaiman kan 5a6ib wa7da bas ihya mu fara72- Later on, safiraw…

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[23 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

This is my Ramadan Post!..So I’ll see u after Eid :Ppand btw.. this is Shaikha’s perspective on the wedding!____________________________________—– Shai5aI was feeling very nauseous from the moment they entered. I kept looking at the beautifully desi…

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[23 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

” We have to go back , lunch is ready ” he turned to leave ” No 3eesa , wait.. ” without thinking she went to stop him standing in front of his handsome face ” What were you going to tell me ?” she almost knew what he was going to say ” Uhh.. that am r…

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[23 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

EXTRA-LONG post. Im soo sorry! But no one’s commenting, so i just guessed no one liked it? I don’t know.. 

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Previously:
They were on their mission. He didn’t even look at the slut, instead he sent Zayoon a msg saying he missed her. Sulla and Zayoon happy dance because he didn’t give the slut a chance. They hear a knock on the car’s m’3ayam window.
January 27, 2009
2:12am
The guilt is killing me. So, as i mentioned before- Fahad caught me. He opened the door. Saw me and sulla stuck in our happy dance position. I had my hand in the air, and she has both in the air. The moment I saw his face, all hurt and shit, my mouth dropped open and no words came out. He gave me a disapproving look, said “Mako thiqa?” in a hurtful tone, then simply walked away.. I won’t text or call him, im sure he won’t answer. I’ll just dwell in the hell whole im in for the rest of my life. Yeah, thats a good idea, no?
I silently cried all the way back home. The girls were shocked and kept trying to cheer me up, till i just silently motioned for them to stop. The way back was silent.. And the silence, the silence killed me. I was lost in my thoughts, slowly trying to figure out what to do. I finally had someone i really truly loved, and the emotion was from both sides.. and i completely ruined it. The guilt is building up, slowly killing me inside. Soon, im sure im going to be an emotionless, cold, bitch. And you know what? Im thinking of not writing in this journal anymore. What’s the use? I have no emotions to share. I have no love to give. I have nothing. Nothing. Not a thing.
Good bye, diary.
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Sulla’s Point of View.
AHHHHHHH WHAT JUST HAPPENED. WE DID NOT PLAN THIS. WE DID NOT! FAHAD LEFT ALL SAD. ZAYOON LEFT ALL SAD. AND WELL, IM SAD FOR THE BOTH OF THEM. I’VE GOT TO FIX THIS. WE HAVE GOT TO FIX THIS. THIS IS NOT GOOD. But after a week or so, 5al i7isoon if they miss each other wella la2. Itha they really honestly want each other. I’ll be observing! 
Day#1: Zayoon has her phone switched off, and is always in her pyjamas watching some sad old movie in her room. (sign of depression? maybe?) Fahad on the other hand has not been home. I guess nam bilshalaih. All alone. Bad sign as well.
Day#2: Zayoon is still in the same phase. Fahad came back home looking like shit. 
Day#3: Zayoon left the house today. Looking FABULOUS. Change in mood, i don’t know what happened. But if you look clearly, the signs of being tired are within her features.. and the smile she has plastered on looks very fake to someone who knows her well. Fahad on the other hand still looks like shit. Unshaved and all..
Day#4: Zayoon is back in depression mode. Bipolar?! Fahad looks less shitty.
Day#5: Zayoon didn’t leave the house. Fahad has been out the whole day.
Day#6: they both look like shit. Time for help from MOI!
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Zayoon
I miss him. Is it wrong? Am i wrong? Ahh these thoughts are killing me. I havent been asleep, like really in ages because of these thoughts. My drafts folder is full with unfinished messages that i intended to send to him. What can i do? I have to leave the house every once in a while, fashioning a bright smile and the “im okay, really i am” attitude. But if your someone i know well, i think you can see through me. Sulla wants to go out to Peacock today. You know that chinese restaurant in some hotel. Im going, for the sake of Sulla.
So its 6:45 today. Its been a week and 2 days since the incident. I keep on calling it the incident. I have to leave the house at 8. So im thinking i’ll eat some Ben & Jerry’s then decide on an outfit? Yeah. exactly.
mmmm, icecream is good, isnt it? I mean it makes me feel better. Ooooh you know what else makes me feel better? CHOCOLATE! YUM! Okay, so imma eat chocolate too! Then get dressed. 
The chocolate, is far beyond amazing.. its INCREDIBLE! YUMMMM
So what do i wear? I have 30 minutes to get dressed. Purple dress, black long coat, hairband, make up, tights, boots. yay 
so lets go get readyy.. and go to that restaurant!:(

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[23 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Hey all, I’d just like a special thank you to go out to all of you who commented and read my blog. Thank you guys so much and I love you all. Enjoy…

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Previously on Now What?…


They sat back down, giggling and enjoying the great news while sipping their drinks.

“Ams b3d ma rj3na, Mama yat ba3dy eb sa3a chii. Knt ga3da wla etyeeny bl ’3urfa. Tamaina ensoolif wla hy etgool aby akalmich eb maw’9oo3. O bs walla, that’s how she told me. They’re coming in chii 4, 5 days.”

“Awwwww, marra ya7ubeeelk 7abeebty.” Hanouf imitated her Saudi cousins accent.

They sat for another hour when each one of them got up to leave. Hanouf headed back home while Yara went back to work

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As Hanouf drove back home, she couldn’t get the smile off of her face. She was really more than happy for her friend. She picked up her BB and BBMed Yara when she stopped at a red light.

H: Tara lai7een, mo mstaw3baa…

Y: Haha, ana I don’t know, I feel weird.

H: Yaro, we have to spend this year m3 ba3a’9 3la 6ool. Ba9ee7 if you’re moving to KSA!

Y: Ee :’( I know…Bs we’ll do frequent visits.

H: You better!

Y: Hey, latka2beeny, lai7een el walad ma ya el Do7a o e7na we’re already crying!

H: Hmm, yeah. Anyways, yalla w9alt el bait, call me when you’re done from work.

Y: Ciao hunn.

H: Bye Mrs.AlFlani.

Y: We’re not even official yet.

H: Haha, I don’t care. I like calling you that :D

Y: :$

…and it ended like that.

She parked the car in the garage, got her belonging and went in. She opened the front door and went up the stairs to their floor. She entered their living room, took her Abaya off and put it on the sofa. She went to the small kitchenette and got herself a cool bottle of water from the fridge.

As she drank her water she heard her BB ringing. She went back to the living room and answered it. It was her Aunt Um Ra2id.

“9aba7 el 5air 5alty,” she greeted her.

“9aba7 el noor ya 7lwa, shloonch yumma?”

“Tamaam el7mdilla, inty sh5barich?”

“B5air walla. Enzain yumma Hanouf, inty bl biat?”

“Ee tawny rada.”

“Ok 7abeebty, bs abeech etro7eenly bara bl 7adee8a 3ashan 6labt 6awla 7g el ga3da bara, o adry ena thooqich 7lo fa ro7y e5tary wain et76eenhum, eb ay zawya.”

“Inshalla 5alty, tamreen 3la shay thany?”

“La 7abeebty, salamtich.”

“Alla ysalmich.”

“M3 el salama.”

She went to her closet, got out a light cardigan and wore it over her shirt. She took her Shaila and BB with her downstairs.

“Marry, when the guys come bring them back at the garden, ok?”

“Ok.”

She went and sat down around the table and chairs int he garden. She started thinking about where to place it, in which corner. She imagined them at different angels when a hand extended from behind her and…

“I say if we put it over there, it will look realy nice. Shrayiich?” he said as he pointed towards the direction of the corner infront of the pool.

She couldn’t believe her ears. She longed for him so badly. She missed him.She turned around to look at him when a half smile formed on his face. Her expression was blank but underneath she was full of joy and happiness. She got up to walk to him and looked him in the eyes. They shared a moment as both of them looked into each others eyes. Minutes later a beautiful smile form on both of their faces as Hanouf hugs him.

“I missed you.” he said as he hugged her even harder.

She didn’t let go of him unitl he lifted her head up.

“Baby, we need to talk.

Her eyes watered and a single tear fell down her right eye.

“Don’t cry,” he whispered.

He held her hand and led her to where she was sitting minutes ago. He sat down and pulled her down with him. He put his arm around her as she folded her hands across her chest, he took his other hand and held hers tightly as he kissed.

“You need to stop crying first.”

She took a deep breath and he wiped away her tears with both his thumbs, each on one side of her face. He moved her closer to him as she lay her head on his left shoulder and began stroking her hair.

“Ok…” she said, with her voice so low and barely heard.

“First, I want to hug you as tight as possible. These last days were like hell to me and so hard. Don’t leave again, please…”

She lifted her legs and put them over his, which were extended up on the table, and she out her arms around his torso.

“I won’t…” she whispered.

“Good,” he kissed her forehead.

“Look 7abeebty, our marriage is so important, I love you and I couldn’t bare the thought of you leaving me…I’m so attached to you in many ways. You’re the reason I’m here right now. Hanouf, ana agdar akamil drasty eb ay wagt, bs ana 5ayf 3la our marriage. We need to do something about it, I’m not just going to stand here watching us break apart slowly! Inty 7ayati, inty 3umry, you’re my everything. We can go back mta ma b’3aity, bs as long as we’re back the way we were. I still have you between my hands right now, and I have to fix things before I loose you for good.”

He looked at her while her eyes watered again.

“Hanouf, let’s start over. I promise you I’ll do anything for you.”

He carried her and went over to the swings. He carefully placed her on the swing as she held onto his hand.

“…even if it means starting over…

Before he could continue, she put her finger on his lips.

“I’m sorry. I was really selfish and I wasn’t thinking properly. Now I know what I saw wasn’t what it really was. I just didn’t want to believe it, that’s why I moved away. I wanted to be left alone. ’9lamtkk, and I promise I won’t ever do that again…I’m really sorry Ra2id, I honestly and deeply am…”

He hugged her and kissed her forehead.

“Don’t be baby…”

He knelt donw on his knee as he put his hand in his left pocket and pulled out a tiny box. When he opened it, Hanouf was speechless. It was a 15 Carat Chopard round diamond ring in white gold.

“What I’m going to say now is like a marriage proposal…Hanouf Bint Flan, I’ve waited all my life to have you to myself and I finally did…we went through a rough time these past three months and I’m willing to start over. I’m willing to stop a course or ten, depending on how we progress, just to satisfy you and so we could go back to be being the madly inlove couple that we once were. I could go back anytime…that’s as long as you’re with me. I love you more than I love myself.. Will you marry me…again?” he finished off with an innocent smile.

She nodded eargerly. He placed the ring on the finger opposite the hand of the ring finger and he got up and twirled her in the air. When he finally stopped he inhaled the smell of her hair…

“Mmm, yummy…aby akliich,” he whispered in her ear and started planting soft, delicate kisses on her neck.

She giggled like a thirteen year old who came rushing to tell her friends about her first kiss.

Hand in hand, they walked inside and up to their room they went. Before entering the main door to their living room, Ra2id’s mother called them from the stairs as she approached them.

“Ya 7lewkum walla. Alla y7af’9kum w y5aleekum 7g ba3a’9 Inshalla.” she smiled softly.

Hanouf blushed while Ra2id looked at Hanouf, his eyes full of love. When they turned around to open the door…

“T3alo, wain ray7een?! Ma mdany ashoofkum ‘thnainatkum wla ttd5loon ’3urfatkum?”

“Yumma, bnd5al enray7 shway o b3dain nrja3. Yalla bye.”

As he pulled Hanouf into their living room, he could hear his mother’s laugh in the hallway. She pulled her closer to him as he cuddled her in his big, warm arms and in their room they went…

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Taboon epilogue? ;)

Love you all ;*

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

-i just love rmi’6an…madry laish…y3ne awalan the food is exceptional ib this month madry laish ;p-il lgaimaat oo 9ab iljafsha oo iltashreeba oo ilyireesh oo ilhareees oo waaaaw kilshay 7attan ilmagaleee y9eer 6a3amhom ’3air brmi’6an ;p (ashkara ga3…

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Mbarak 3alaikum ilshahar, o Inshallah yen3ad 3alaina o 3alaikum bel9e7a wel3afya kel sena :)

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

HEllloOOO!!Mbarak 3aleeeekum iL ShaHar!…W I hope everyone enjoys it like I do!and I’m sorry to say that I will post one post during this month only :SBut I will resume my story after Eid Inshallah!!I love you all!!! And Have a Happy Ramadan! TC!

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

ONEawwal shay mbarak 3laikom elshahar oo kil3am wentaw bkhair…oo inshallah yen3ad 3laikom b2alf 9e7a oo salama ;**TWOyou guys confused me with your results! al7en the results of the poll says ena u guys want short posts, bs the results of the comment…

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ONEawwal shay mbarak 3laikom elshahar oo kil3am wentaw bkhair…oo inshallah yen3ad 3laikom b2alf 9e7a oo salama ;**TWOyou guys confused me with your results! al7en the results of the poll says ena u guys want short posts, bs the results of the comment…

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

HELLO…. HELLOKEFKON? SHOL2A5BAR!!!IMBARAK 3ALAIKUM IL SHAHARTADROON SHINO MISTANSA MIN KIL NA7YA!!!!ALTHOUGH I LOST SOMEONE… BAS HATHA ILY ALLAH KATBA… OO HUBBY IS BACK TO GOOD HEALTH 7IMDILAH SO IS 3AMI!FAMILY ISSUES ARE OVER ANDMONWA IS BACK TO…

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HELLO…. HELLOKEFKON? SHOL2A5BAR!!!IMBARAK 3ALAIKUM IL SHAHARTADROON SHINO MISTANSA MIN KIL NA7YA!!!!ALTHOUGH I LOST SOMEONE… BAS HATHA ILY ALLAH KATBA… OO HUBBY IS BACK TO GOOD HEALTH 7IMDILAH SO IS 3AMI!FAMILY ISSUES ARE OVER ANDMONWA IS BACK TO…

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Hi there! ;D

to all the bloggers who made their blog private!! (hate u :P)

puhleaaase add me!

- with all my respect i hate you

- oo ’3airhaa ba3ad bas nisaait :P forgive me.. :(

mpisp@live.com

w hammaaan illy yaby ysaweely add on msn feel free to do that cuz i noticed that i have very smart and gifted followers :P la wallah i do, o kilmaa 9ar feeny writers block u can help me ;)

and when u do add me to ur private blog tell :)

thank u ;* oo sorry still working on GL’s ending :P

Mbarak 3alaaikom il-shahar.. ;)

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Mbarak 3alaikum hatha el shar el fa’9eel w 3asakum mn el 9aymeen wl 3aydeen. Kl 3am w into b5air, wa ta8abal Alla 9yamukum Inshalla :)

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

I feel lost, I feel hurt and I for sure don’t feel the love :’(
Help me…

Kisses and hugs,
Sunset.

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[22 Aug 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

I’m So Sorry bas i might not post during ramadan i know inee ma9a5t.ha bas shasaweee it’s RAMADAN o there’s no time tadroon shlown lowya o 7owsa so I’ll try my best ;****