Articles Archive for August 2009
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Hey!Guys mn 9iji I need your help. I have FOUR weddings after rm’6an in a while, and ALL are my first or second cousins.Plus before a couple of days my cousin in5a6bat, and itha allah kitab n9eeb her wedding bkoun HUGE. so I need three dresses at least…
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In the morning…
Nouf woke up while yawning.. ombaaay esa3a 11:30!!.. I got a good night sleep…bss I slept on the couch..;p;p…bs kint abee agoom embacher 3ashan adig 3ala the police station achoof shisalfa…. Oo ba3dayn lazim azoor 7amad bel mo…
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In the morning…
Nouf woke up while yawning.. ombaaay esa3a 11:30!!.. I got a good night sleep…bss I slept on the couch..;p;p…bs kint abee agoom embacher 3ashan adig 3ala the police station achoof shisalfa…. Oo ba3dayn lazim azoor 7amad bel mo…
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The following short film was made to shock teenagers into thinking twice before texting whilst driving.
I think that this kind of awareness campaign should be also directed to all adults considering the number of drivers in Kuwait that think they are invincible.It’s downright frightening because once something like this happens, there is just no turning [...]
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الله يرحمهم برحمته إنشاء الله و يصبر قلوب أهاليهم و يعظم أجورهم، لا وحدة و لا ثنتين فوق الأربعين مرأة … لا حول و لا قوة إلا بالله من سمعت أمس و انا كاش شعر ينبي من الخرعة…

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she runs wild
a gothic vampire
with wild grey hair in
showstopping fashion
arched like an open jaw.
skinny girl scurrying down piccadilly pavement
her batwings
black
dainty
so real
the boys chase her down the road
but she only wants one boy
and she calls him a Swine!
as she dashes after him in bold black stilletos.
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Hello!Anonymous readers, sorry I removed you all from commenting, bs wallah the harsh comments are annoying me, and I know that it’s only a couple of people who have harsh comments..And to the anonymous who have harsh comments, Look I don’t know who yo…
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I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I’M SUPER DUPER SORRY! Thanks for everyone who asked about me..it means alot wallah :* ” Love..Identity..Zain..Hope..Cookies n Cream and everyone else :* “ I’m fine..i got sick a couple of times, and passed through crazy crazy busy weeks..my fav. cuzn getting married and stuff…3eed shopping…and most importantly Rmthaaan…w u know how busy this month is…i know i was wrong that i didn’t put a note or stuff..bas wallah i didn’t have the time! ask 6amzo ;p … Ma it9adgoon shkithir i miss u people! i miss ur comments waayiid :p w 3eedkum Mbaraak mu2a55aran :* Tadrooon shkithir A7IBKUM? i think la2 3ugub hal ’3aayba… :$ BAS WALLAH WALLAAH WALLAAH WALLAAH I LUV U WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIID WAAAAAAYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDDDDDD WAAAAAAAYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDDDDDDD!!!! :*************** Quick note before the post: as i said before thanks 7ag illi s2alaw 3anni .. but there was this comment that seriously cracked me up! :p LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL She’s really funny laazim itshoofoona ;p
Yal Zag we hate ur posts i use to love them bes 6ila3tay ma tistahlayn intab3ich!! :@ :@
oo from now on i won’t comment oo i will tell everyone not to follow ur blog!!! :@:@:@
you will see in the next post no one will comment le2ana makoo a7ad i7ibich aw i7ib ur blog oo malaw min il na6ra!!! :@:@:@
malat 3elaich feshalteena!!!!
Serously… rude much? :p w the funny part illi 9ij mit 3alaaih min L thi7ik “malat 3alaich fashalteena”…i mean shaku? a3arfich it3arfeeni? a9eerlich i9eereenly? …OMG 3ARAFT! laykoon intay my new manager wana ma adri!? :O hehehee moth7ika ;p another one… Anonymous said … Ya maynoona i hate ur posts i use to read them bes 6ila3tay ma thoola oo maynoona!!!:@:@ oo from now on i wont comment oo i will tell everyone not to follow ur blog!!!:@:@:@ You will see in the next post no one will comment le2ana makoo a7ad i7ibich aw i7ib ur blog oo malaw min il na6ra!!!:@:@:@ malat 3elaich feshalteena!!!! ana anon’s friend oo ihya 9a7 kalamha!!!!
hehehehee :p Laa walllaah? 7ilfaay bas 7ilfaay! tha7akteeny wallaah…bas lo u used anon’s twin chaan 9aar waayid athbaa6 ;) anyways thanks again to everyone :D I LUV U WAAYIIIDDD :*********
P.S. i accept criticism..a9lan bil 3ax thats the only way i can improve…w chan zain ib kalaamhum kaan fee 1% criticism it was all sab w 6aab :p Allaah Yahdeehum inshallah =) Waayiid garagt haa? :p ENJOY :***
Previously
Fara7: *shouting*
ZAAINAAA!! ZAAAINNAAAA! YALLAAH WE’RE LAATE!Zaina: okaaay okkaaaay! 5 min. w a5alli9!
Fara7: *dar3iming into Zaina’s room* OMG U LOOK GORGEOUS!
zaina: hehehe :$ thank u ;p
Fara7: *halaaalooooyaaa* OMG! *going to zaina’s window* Zaina: Haw shfeech? 7mdillaah w L shkr!
Fara7: Trust me u love me sis! *popping her head out of the window” He’s here!
Zaina: who’s here?
Fara7: ohhh!! *shouting* 7AMAAAAAAADDDDD!!! 7AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDD!!! 7AMAAAAAAAAAAAAD! Zaina: OMG FARA7 WHAT ARE U DOING?!Fara7: i know i know…u’ll thank me later!
…7AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!Zaina: Faraaa7 st
op! a9laan shdarach ina he’s here!??Fara7: *rolling
her eyes* DUH! lights are opened!*shouting* 7AMADEEEEEEEEENOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO?? WAAAAIIINIIIKKK? A9MAAAA5??? 7AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!Zaina:
UH STOP!7amad: HAAA SHFEEEKUM??? SH9AAAAAAAAAAYIIIIRRR???!!!
Fara7: Z
AINA IS DEAD!Zaina: *min5asha da5il L kabat*
7amad: HEY
YY SHINO DEAD!? LAA TFAWLWEEEN 3ALA l BNT!Fara7: Laaaish?? *winks* it5aaf 3alaaihaa??? ^^
7am
ad: INATY SHTABEEEEEEEEN?! Zaina feeha shay?Fara7: O
MG!7amad: shfeech??
Fara7: OMG 7AMAAD..LAA2 LA2LA2! DEER BAALIK LA T6EEE7!
7amad: A6eee7??
Fara7: ZAINAA LI7GAAY 7AMAAD BI6EEEEEEEEEEEEEE7!
7amad: ?
Zaina: ABBAAAIH SH9AAAYIIRRR!?? LA7THA BA6LA3 MIN L KABAT!
Faraa7: 7AMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADD!! 6AAAAAAAAA77 ZAAINAA 6AAA7!
Zaina: *running to the window” 7AMAAAD!
7amad: uhh…hi?
Zaina: uhhh… inta ma 67t?
7amad: laaa..
Fara7: yeaah yeaah yeaah…i know u love me *running to her room*
Zaina: 3ayal shfeeek?!
7amad: ma feeny shay..bs tawni adri ina L gumar sakin jidami ;)
Zaina: *blushing* hehee..
: nice dress btw .. ;)
Zaina: *looking at her dress* HHHUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! LAAAIISHHH MA GTLYYY!!!!!???? *hiding behind the curtain*
7amad: gtlich shino?
Zaina: THAT I’M STANDING INFRONT OF U WEARING MY STRAPLESS DRESS!
7amad: 3abaaly tadreen :p
Zaina: Laa wallaah! adri w ba6la3lik chitheee…!
7amad: bas it was worth it ;)
Zaina: STOP IT! I KNOW THAT UR WINKING!
7amad: hahahhaa ok ;p
Zaina: uhh..7amad?
7amad: hmm?
Zaina: Bamur so plz wa5ir..
7amad: a’3amith 3yooni yallah muray
Zaina: La La La.. wa5ir in5aash! get out of ur room!
7amad: ollaa ollaa shda3waa…!
Zaina: Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzz
7amad: ok Zaina: wa55aart??
7amad: ee yallaah murraay
Zaina: akeeed?
7amad: ………………
Zaina: ohhhh yshawwwig 9ij wa55aar...
She passed infront of her window and found 7amad’s window closed she smiled…for the first time 7amad was Mr. Goody goody..at least thats what she thought…she didn’t know he was straing at her behind the curtains mesmerised by her beauty…
Fara7: yallaah ma 9araat 7amad!
zaina: Ur dead btw :)
fara7: Yeaah whatever
Zaina was wearing a baij strapless D&G dress..its very simple…she did her hair into a “fyonka” on the side ( 3araftaw l tasree7a ? :p) wore simple makeup with red lipsticks … red cutch and her cute red heels taht also had a fyonka on them ;D
As for fara7..she was wearing a weird dress that i can’t explain :p bas its nice..her make up was classic…black eyeliner, thick coating of mascara and maroon lipsticks she wore her jimmy choo black heels, held her classic black clutch, and was all ready for her best friends wedding :D Zaina: Omg :O is it only me or everyone here is looking gorgeous?!
Fara7: Naaahhh…its just u…ana a7la wa7da(a)
Zaina: wayhich!
Fara7: waayy waayy waayyy…i know 7adda iyannin
Zaina: maleeee8a :)
Fara7: u came first .. so ana 6al3a 3alaaich :)
Zaina: Maani radda 3alaaich ..
Fara7: OMG! MOO HATHI LULU CUZN BASOOM??!!
Zaina: ee wallah kaahi! w ma3aha Lama rifeeejat.ha!
Fara7: ee ya7laaihum imshay insallim 3alaaihum!
Zaina: Yallaah!
Lama: ohh Zaaina Faraa7 shlonkum!
Fara7: L 7imdillah B5aair intay shlonich?
Lama: I‘m great L 7imdillaah All: dom :D
Zaina: haaa Lulu shlonich? sha5baarich? shimsawya?
Lulu: walah L 7imdillaah kilshay tamam
Zaina: hehehe good..w shlon M7ammad ;) ? <–dedicated to the thought of love :p
Lulu: hehehe :$ zaain L 7imdillaah
Fara7: OHHH!! JAANOO W LAYAANOO W JUMAANOO!
Zaina: eee ya7laailhum kaahum!
Fara7: imshaw nroo7 ing3aad yamhum!
All: Yallaah so zaina, Fara7, Lama, Lulu, Layan, Jumana, and Jana were sitting next to each other…all looking pretty and gorgeous :D
rashed…”Bala 7ub bala wija3 galb .. wsh jana mn wara hal 7ub..’3air L alam ’3air L ta3ab…wsh janaaaa???…” … song playing..
Zaina: I LOVE THIS SONG! goomaw nargi9!
All: Yallaah ;D
They all stood up and walked to the dance floor… dancing, smiling…singing along..it was fun..until suddenly…
“someone poking Zaina”
zaina: ayyy far7oo stop…
“more pokes”
Zaina: ayy far7oo bargi9 baasss fashalteennaa!
“more pokes”
Zaina: *turning around* LULU!
Luluty: BOO! :p
Zaina: *dancing and igriging* hehehe abbaaih mita dashaitay ma shftich..
Luluty: tawni ;$
Zaina: haw! ma ga3adtay? :p
luluty: Laa :p awwal ma dashait rigaa9t..7addi mishtahya! ma it9adgeen min mta wdi aroo7 3rs! ;D
Zaina: Yeaah i know the feeling ;p
they continued their dancing..then joined their friends who just came “laura” , “Zarh” , and “fara7″
Laura: *whispeing in Zarh’s ears” abbaaih mino hathi?
Zarh: ayhi??
Laura: hathi illi labsa black short dress yshawwig…chinni a3arifha!
Fara7: ohhhh…hathi AL-LULU!
Laura: Remind me please? ;p
Zarha: eeee 3araft.ha!
Laura: helloo…? mino?
Fara7: shfeech hathi cuzn L jawa…illi ga3da hnaak…labsa black and red dress ma3a tights!
Laura: eee ya7laailhum! still ma 3araft.ha ;p
Zarha: 3ayal ma it3arfeenha…’3a9ib? :p
Laura: hehehe ;p
Al-LULU sat next to her cuzn Al-Jawa…and they noticed that all of Msa3ad’s 3 sisters were wearing black…they all looked cute and elegant…even the twins who were wearing a short strapless black dress .. and his eldest sister “the elegant mature one” was wearing a long black velvet dress….
Ladies…let me introduce the sisters ;)
“Sara”…and the twins..”Jana and shoug” <– i hope its ok ini sawaaitkum sisters btw :p Jana: OMG OMG OMG! shougo are my lips still red?
Shoug: OMG OMG OMG! they are! what about mine?
Jana: They are!
Shoug: WE LOOK GORGEOUS!
Jana: I KNOW! both: hehehehehe :p
Sara: 7imdillah w L shkr…bdaal la itmad7oon ib nafskum g3daw salmaw 3al Nas
Both: iff zain..
Sara: *distracted by the people” ohh hala…allaah Ybarik feech 7abeebty L faal lich inshallah =)
More people started to come…the wedding was HUGE! and by huge i mean LOTS OF PEOPLE! Friends from everywhere….ya3ni if u go there u should atleast find 2 people that u know…
BTW It3arfoon the Famous “Glassheart” ? w The Famous “Jay” ? yeaah well they were there :p w I almost forgot Daloul w Hope? do u know them? Abbaaih i love those people.. hope ur so sweet wallah ;* w…SENDIS! it3arfoonha? illi it7ib Bader haw shfeekum? :p yeah well they all looked gorgeous! bas ofcourse ma77ad y3arifum illa ana .. 7arraaa :p
Weeeee!!! Lail7een ma warraaitkum 5awaat L 3aroos….asameehum.. “Lujain” w “Lulwa”.. They’re cute..w simple..waayiiid yshawgoon…trust me u’ll love them when u meet them ;D ………………………………….……………………………..
Fara7: Zaino shfeech imsa6la?
Zaina: Abbaaih who is this?
Fara7: who’s who?
Zaina: Her!
Fara7: hathi?
Zaina: la la la! haathi…she looks…“DAZZLIN”
Fara7: abbaaih mashallah 7adha! GORGEOUS! shakilha moo kuwaitiyya…
Zaina: yeaah

Dazzlin girl: Heyyy Daahhllinggzz ;D
All: Heyyy
Dazzlin Girl: U have space for me? .. i’m Al-Maha btw..or Maha..seriouslt maha or al-maha not a big deal eh?
All: hehehee ;p
Zaina: i love ur dress :D
maha: AWWWWW! Thank u i love urs too !
Zaina: hehehe .. so ur not from kuwait 9a7?
Maha: oh no hun… i’m from the UAE … but i came for the legendary wedding *whispering* emnilia’s wedding
Zaina: ohhhh :p
Maha: hehehe ;p
GLITTERY SPEAKING: too much people 9a7? :p i had to shasawwi ba3ad…waayid nas yaboon y9eeroon characters…6ala3na killina n9eer 7ag ba3ath shftaw shlon? :p hehehe i hope u like it 3aad :D
It was now the time for “Sara” to come in…She looked Simple yet Beautiful…she walked blushing and flashing everyone a wonderful smile…ofcourse all the girls were awing.. Fara7 was crying…ya3ni its her best friend :p everyone got up and congratulated Sara..took pictures…and dropped some comments…girls will stay girls right?
Its 11 pm….which means its time for the groom to come in…
Music on “w Yaa M3aaireeees 3aain Allaah Tar3aaak w L gumaar w L nijoom Tamshii waraaaak….” continuing…
Here comes the groom looking Oh so ugly..”kidding :p ” with an army of his friends and family behind him…his dad and her dad behind him..his brothers i guess..and this familiar face..if he could only turn around so i can take a closer look at him…
Fara7: OMG! IS THAT WHO I THINK HE IS?!
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Who is it? 7amad? Fara7′s Ex? could Fara7 have and Ex boyfriend without anyone knowing about it? or maybe he’s a hot guy? hmm….maybe only maybe he was the reason of Fara7 and ’6ari’s fight..They had a fight remember? :p This ladies and women was the hardest post i’ve ever written! La jad it was because da55alt waayiid new characters taht i weren’t planning ini ada55ilhum .. bas i’m really glad i did…i enjoyed writing it..I hope u like it too :D Btw tadrooon ina it was written min zimaaaaaaaan w ba3da inmisaaa7! TA5IYYILAAW INA INMISAA7! W I HAD TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN :( bas tistahloon wallaah :*
LUV U :*******************************
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Missed u guys wayiiiiiid wayiiiiiid ;***i didnt plan to post elyoum bss i did bs il post 9’3eer ;p anyhow…ENJOY ;)_________________________________________Zain…….”5alid ?!” i looked at him surprised.”zain ahhh zain…a5eeran legaitich…”said 5al…
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Heeey this is R:DI dedicate this post 7ag kill o10 oo especially m oo F oo n … 7adii I miss you guys oo I hope to see you soon . oo 7ag all the lovely readers .tara I wrote this post 7ada ibser3a cause gabel ams radait il Kuwait bilail oo ams was my …
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Dedicated to My Friend Haya!!!! I Love you!! Her birthday was 2 days ago! Please wish her a happy birthday!!! Sorry itha 6awalt!! Rama’9an is coming and I guess I’m busy ma3a preparing for it!!Nothing happened on Wednesday. Al-Maha stayed home watching…
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adree inee 6awalt 3alaykom I’m so sorry love u guys ;DTI5AYILAW MINO SHIFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!il i5t Nooor wiya this guy that i havent seen min gabil he had his arms around her shoulders o they were laughing wala k2na imsaween shay.. ya3nee taboon il …
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Noor called me and came to visit me in the hospital (maligatni biljam3a so she of course felt I was sick). But it was just me, my family, Noor and Lati :D. And Razzag after 8.Razzag kept visiting, we talked mostly about movies and actors and stuff, he …
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Will You Marry Me … ? (12)This part is the last part I post till I get back to UAE which ill hopefully reach on the 17th and then I might post again after like a week.* D3ooly Aw9al Bslama ;D * Sorry its not as the same length as the previous one ***…
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Perusing the Kuwaiti newspapers, I came across an amusing little bit in the crime section.
An Egyptian man living in Kuwait went to the airport to meet his new bride who was arriving from Egypt.
Instead of just receiving her and then partying later on, he decided to take a troupe of friends with their musical instruments [...]
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3eesa had a hard time breathing when he saw Raseel standing there looking like a princess who just got out of a fairytale , maybe HIS own fairytale , she smiled shyly as he watched her with his mouth almost dropping down with the plastic bags ” I alrea…
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I know, I know, I’m sorry *pout* don’t hate me! Finals in two days, so I had to post. Also, a very persuasive letter from Carpe Diem forced me to finish this post so voila!;p I didn’t proofread, I have a million past exams to read through *sigh* let me…
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I know, I know, I’m sorry *pout* don’t hate me! Finals in two days, so I had to post. Also, a very persuasive letter from Carpe Diem forced me to finish this post so voila!;p I didn’t proofread, I have a million past exams to read through *sigh* let me…
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This Post is dedicated to my one and only love Susy.Q
A nice long post for you;*
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Eb thimatkum!! who does that:S says i love you then runs away !
walla knt 7adii shocked! w madre shagoul w shasawii;/
it was too early to tell him that i loved him, i mean i did like him alot!
elmuhim;p
radait el bait, w i was thinking should i msj him? or wait for him to msj? wla shnu?
So i msjed him
Sent
Marassii Ghorbitii;*
9:45 pm
Heeey wainik;( i miss you
you didnt call or msj me;s
Recieved
Marassii Ghorbitii;*
9:49 pm
Heey sweetie;*
Sorry, knt m3a rab3ii bl duwaniya;/
Sent
Marassii Ghorbitii;*
9:51 pm
La 3adii love;* dont worry abt it
listen, im gna sleep now ill msj u when i wake up;*
Recieved
Marassii Ghorbitii;*
9:53 pm
La 7ubii dont sleep, wait for me kaa eshway w brja3 el bait abii asma3 9outich;*
Sent
Marassii Ghorbitii;*
9:56 pm
Sweetie, walla dkht;/
Shuuf rid el bait w call me till i wake up 3ashan akalmik lain anam;*
Recieved
Marassii Ghorbitii;*
9:58 pm
EEEEH!! a7san!! 3ashan anam b3ad w atkhayal entaay m3aaay ;*
yalla 7ubii noum el 3awafii;* awal ma arja3 ill wake you up;* sleep tight;* w cover up well
Fa yeah, i fell asleep ma wa3ait ela around 1:30 my fone starts to vibrate 7adii mali khlg !! feeni elnoum!! knt bakshit eb who ever is calling, bs i answered w it was 3abood
N: Aloo *sleeepy voice*
A: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa2 mgdr 3ala chthi !! 9outich w entaay nayma!!
N: hehe bs 3add!! im sleeping w your screaming!! :$
A: eeeh shasawii !! 9outich edawikh!! n6raaay let me get into bed 3ashan asma3 your voice w adoukh w anam on the fone with you ( Mwaaaaah!!)
N: waaay bs khala9 !! wayhii a7mar!! stop!! ;$
A: fdait elyy tisti7ii walla;*
N: Tfdak rou7ii walla;*
A: 3umrii entaay !!
N: hehe;$
A: enzain babyy ?
N: hmm?
A: *whispers* a7bich
N: (khala9 i litterly jump out of bed and my reaction was) WHAT?!?
A: eeh i do shfeech
N: im shocked i never expected this!
A: yeah well its what my heart feels, and i cant keep it in anymore, i had to tell you
N: 7abeeeeeeeeeeeeebi!!! walla i like you alot !! walla you have no idea!
A: najooltyy, 3umrii entaay, you dont have to say it now if you dont want to, im not gonna rush you, now yalla get back into bed;p
N: what how did you know i got out of bed?
A: loool i heard (A)
N: looool ok;p
A: yalla tila7ifaaay
N: ok;$
A: what are u thinking of?
N: honestly? right now?
A: eeh
N: you
A: ok, what about me?
N: normal things, what you do to me when im with you, I always get butterflies, when i talk to you let alone, when im with you.
A: B3ad 3umrii ;* I do all that to you! ya bakhtii (A)
N: heey !! chub!!
A: Fdait el chub mn elsanich;*
N: hehe;$
A: najooooooooooooooool!!! aaaaaaaakhhhh 3alaich!! shmsawya feeeni !!!
N: mmm
A: 7abeebtii? nmtaaay?
N: mm
A: b3ad 3umrii, galbii namat;*
A: aaaaakkkkh 3alaich;* yalla 3umrii noum el 3awafii;*
( btw he didnt close the fone, he kept it open, and slept on the line;p till i woke up for school the next day)
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What age would you consider old?The concept of aging has always freaked me out, along with the marriage, kids etc.. some people would say that I’m afraid of responsibility and commitment, and unfortunately I would have to agree. We celebrated my baby…
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And the inspiration finally hits…ok, so as I promised Dazzy a song/story post a long time ago, and I just remembered that I did when I was listening to this song by Taylor Swift, Crazier…anyways, I hope you guys like it.
P.S. I’m still stuck on the 13th part of Now What?, so I’m really hoping that this will do.
Love you guys.
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I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow…
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There’s so much more…
I’ve never seen it before I was trying to fly but I couldn’t find wings,
But you came along, and you changed everything!
I wasn’t always the one that looked forward to what faith had in store for me, how my life would be whether filled with surprises or not. I just let it happen. Everything changed though, when that Facebook chat box popped up on my screen, I felt my heart fall down to my stomach. I tried to get what was happening in my head but I couldn’t. You changed everything…
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I’m falling,
And I’m, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier…
From that day you treated me like a princess. A princess loving and cherishing what she has, it was you. You treated me like no other, you made me love myself. You’d always spoil me, and you knew the exact way to do so. I love the words coming out of your full lips. You always managed to put me in good spirits whenever I was down. You made me smile. I even woke up with a smile remembering that I have you in my life. You made me crazy…madly and so crazy in love with you.
I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own…
Every sky was your own kind of blue…
And I wanted to know
How that would feel,
And you made it so real…
You showed me something that I couldn’t see…
You opened my eyes and you made me believe!!!
You taught me to not be afraid, to go after what I wanted. As I saw you growing into a much bigger person, a person much respected and loved, I thought I wanted it too. Unfortunately, I was wrong. Not only did I want it, I needed it. I needed to be loved…by you, that’s how I let you in. When you came along I was blind of what was in front of me. I was ignoring the fact that I’d once fall in love or ever go anywhere near this so-called term love. I always thought of the word love in two meanings. The first term would be where I love my friends and family, but the other one really had me thinking, it was to love your one and only true love, your soul mate per say. I’m happy you came along. You made me believe in love, you made me believe that love was out there somewhere but you had to just wait for it, wait for your lover to come and lift you off your feet. You taught me to love and believe in love….
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I’m falling,
And I’m, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I’m falling,
And I’m, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier…
Ohhhhhh…
You made me love you more and more. I love you to the point that just by having you next to me or whenever I feel your presence around me, you make me crazy, crazy, and crazier. I love the feeling when I feel like I’m falling, falling into your world of love and care. I look into your eyes and I can’t seem to find a way out, it’s like I enter a whole other world of beauty and grace and I’m fine of being lost inside them. Oh baby, you make me crazy….
Baby you showed me what living is for,
I don’t want to hide anymore…
You always reminded me that we live once. You told me to leave that bubble of mine and go after my dream. At that time, you were my dream, my only dream. I wanted you…I needed you. You were my rock and never left my side. I got tired of hiding and now I want you, baby. I want and need you real bad. You showed me that living is about having fun and enjoying it…and by loving you, that’s what I enjoyed doing. That’s what I lived for.
You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I’m falling,
And I’m, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I’m falling,
And I’m, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier… crazier….
I thought I should just let you know, you make me crazier and crazier everyday…I love you baby…
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It probably isn’t that nice, but I’m glad I wrote it. I let some feelings that were stored inside of me out and into the open. Maybe it isn’t clear but like I said in my previous post I have difficulty in expressing my feelings, but I’m really happy I did. I cleared my mind.
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So sorry to my followers (I doubt you guys are still here :S). I took a long break and it’s about time I get my fingers working!! Inshallah I’ll post faster than usual l2ana seriously, I have NOTHING to do. Anyway, I’m gonna start writing now! Ciao! ;*…
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3eesa had a hard time breathing when he saw Raseel standing there looking like a princess who just got out of a fairytale , maybe HIS own fairytale , she smiled shyly as he watched her with his mouth almost dropping down with the plastic bags ” I alrea…
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Heey u guys im really sorry i wont be able to post 2day, i knw i promised bs i have a lot of things to do .. hopefully ill post 2morrowI love all of youSmo7ah again :**
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Dear readers, Join me tomorrow tonight – Saturday 15th August at the Ramadhanian easy-wear collection & prayer sets in Beit Lothan @ the Safsafa Room from 10am–2pm & from 5pm-10pm. The exhibition will be on until Tuesday 18th August. Love, Flana xoxo Ps: be on the look out ‘cos I’m going to be there ;)![]()
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Mona took 3bdulah by the hand and led him away from the crowd. They both went into one of the classrooms and closed the door behind them.
Mona: *sitting down* This…. wow…. I never expected.
3bdulah: What would lead her to this? Ma 8a9art ma3aha 3ashan tsawi feeni kitha.
Mona: Ummm… I think this happend long ago, like before you were even in the picture.
3bdulah: How would you know? *confused*
Mona: Uhhh… *tensed up* I just assumed. I mean I know she loves you.
3bdulah: This is some fucked up stuff !! I dont think I can be with someone who acts like such an animal.
Mona: Oh 3bdulah you cant judge her that fast.
3bdulah: You really do care about her dont you ?
Mona: Ofcourse I do. I may give off a negative vibe to alot of people.. but there are a few out there that I treasure deeply.
3bdulah: Mashalah.. never thought I’d see this side of you.
As 3bdulah turned his face away, Mona pulled it back to her slowly.. she got up and sat next to him.
Mona: Don’t worry ok? Were gonna figuire this out together. *holding both his hands*
As Mona was cozying up with 3bdulah, Dina finaly arrived at school with Naif on her arm. You know.. how a cow girl holds on to the arms of her cowboy? (its the only way I could think of to explain it :p )
They thought there was some huge fight or something.. but as they got closer to all the comotion, it led straight for Dina’s locker.
Standing right infront of it, their jaws dropped.
Plastered on her locker was a huge picture poster of her sleeping ontop of some random guy. This guy was laying down asleep on the bed while Dina was asleep crossed sided on top of him.
Sure Dina used to have a bad side, but from what we’ve seen, could she really go all the way and pass out? With some guy?
She quickly pulled it off her locker and ripped it in half. She saw the looks the people were giving her. Looking at her all the way from top to bottom. Shocked stares turned into disturbed stares. So scared that she was about to have a breakdown.
Naif imediatley took Dina’s hand and led her away from the crowd. Starting to cry.. she couldnt walk any further. Her knees buckled as she fell to the ground.
Naif pulled her up and put his arms around her. They both went in to the restroom. He lifted her up and placed her on the washer counter and gently started to wipe her face with a tissue he soaked in water.
Naif: Shhhh its gonna be ok….. its gonna be ok
She still couldn’t stop crying. She couldn’t help but start breathing heavily.
Naif: Hey, no no we dont want that 7beebty. Shhhhh *wrapping his arms around her*
Dina: I just dont understand why someone would do such a thing…
Naif: Did you.. uhh… really do that?
Dina: No.. I dunno. I mean that girl in the picture is me. But I would never… NEVER do such an act. Pass out? Lay ontop of a RANDOM guy? No.. its not me.
Naif: Are you sure? Cause you have had some up’s and downs in the past 2 years. Maybe you forgot.
Dina: Yeah I’ve done some stuff.. But not to that extent. I would never bring myself so low like that. Naif you have to believe me.
Naif: I do, I do.
Dina: You know just when I thought I was alone.. you showed up.
Naif: Listen to me, *lifting her face up towards his* I will always be there for you. I am going to be here by your side no matter what. I’m not only your friend. I’m your brother and I will make sure that no harm ever comes to you.
A few doors down the hall, things were starting to heat up. A few minutes ago all that was going on was Mona sitting nex to 3bdulah holding his hands. Normal? I dont think so, but aparently for Mona… it was.
Now, she had one arm around 3bdulah’s wasit while the other was placed on his chest. Her head was on his chest as he wrapped one arm around her.
Mona: I don’t know what to do. I love her, how could I have not seen this coming? I could have prevented this.
3bdulah: Hey calm down. Inshalah we’ll go talk to her, me and you. And we’ll get all this sorted out. C’mon let’s go.
Mona: Where? *dala3 voice*
3bdulah: Anywhere… I just need to get out of these halls.
As they both stepped out of the classroom still holding on to eachother, coming their way were Naif and Dina.
3bdulah: Dina?
Dina: Mona?
Mona: Oh sweetie I’m so sorry… are you ok? *hugging dina*
Dina: Do I look ok?
Mona: *backing away* 3bdulah and I were just about to leave.
Dina: Oh? 3bdulah you know I was here all morning and you didn’t think to look for me?
3bdulah: I saw the picture and I was just shocked. I needed time alone.
Dina: So you and Mona just what ?….
Mona: We talked… I made him feel better. *evil grin*
Dina: I see…
Naif: Well maybe next time you should mind your own buisness and let the man talk to his girl friend.
Mona: Well whats past has past. No rewinds hehe.
3bdulah: Dina, now that your here why don’t you join us.
Dina: Where you guys going?
Mona: Oh we jus —
Dina: I believe I was talking to my boyfriend. *stare*
3bdulah: We just wanna get away from all this.
Dina: Oh, so you were just gonna leave without seeing or even trying to contact me.
3bdulah: Dina please try to understand…
Dina: Understand?? Understand what? That my boyfriend would rather walk away from the girl that he claims he loves? To leave her all alone and confused while she has no idea whats going on around her?
3bdulah: Naif?
Dina: Naif was here for me. He calmed me down. He actualy filled out your position.
3bdulah: Dina please…
Dina: I don’t even know you anymore….. I look at you, and all I see is a blank face.
Naif: Dina should we go?
Dina: Yeah, I’m done here.
Just as they were about to walk away 3bdulah pulled Naif back.
3bdulah: How could you ?
Naif: Me? I’m just trying to be there for my best friend. You know me better to never try to take her. I love her too you know. Mona? Really ya 3bdulah? Your girlfriend’s in pain.. and you choose to keep her in that bubble.
How could 3bdulah just treat her that way? He technicly abandoned her. And Mona? What the hell is she upto this time? Is she really concerned about Dina or is this one of her little games?
Poor Dina, just when she’s starting to have a clean start… All thing’s come crashing down.
A Few Hours Later…
Naif: Are you sure your ok ?
Dina: Yes wallah I’ll be fine. I’m just gonna watch a couple of movies.
Naif: Movies? That’s your idea of being ok?
Dina: I’ve also got tons of snacks *wink*
Naif: Haha ok.. but if you need ANYTHING I’m just a phone call away and I’ll come running.
Dina: I know you will. Yallah bye. *kiss on the cheeck* Oh hey wait.. where are you gonna go ?
Naif: Don’t get mad but Im gonna go talk to Shai5ah.
Dina: What? I thought you were over her?
Naif: Oh no, I am. But I just have to make her understand once and for all. Actualy I kinda.. sort of like someone else.
Dina: Kinda sorta huh ?
Naif: Hehehe..
Dina: Ok Romeo… Run along.
Naif: Yallah 7beebty bye.
*Incoming Call: Unknown Number*
Dina: Hello ?
……..
Dina: Hello? Is anyone there?
???: Dina?
Dina: Yeah… Ummmm do I know you?
???: Yeah… It’s me
Dina: Oh…
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A cousin of mine from my extended family invited her boyfriend to her house. They just got to know each other so her parents wanted to see him first. *I know you are thinking shnu hal parents but they are AMAZING* anyways.. fa her boyfriend was like ok…
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I love nights! especially beautiful cold nights..full of sparkly stars night…romantic ones…and so on;p btw I’m back :D with lots of news and stories;p;p miss everyone;******so what’s new with you my lovelies?
