Is anyone even reading this story? If you are, I want to see your comments! Thanks :*****I felt my heart beating faster as the plane was touching down in Bahrain airport, today I will be seeing him for the first time.What if he changes his mind about m…

Yeah, it really is.

I don't like the person I've become now.

I changed…a whole lot these last two years.

I want to go back to my old self.

I'm disgraced from my own self.

It's very sad.

I wish if things would go back like they used to that specific
year…back to when I was strong, from all perspectives.

I'm not proud of what I've become, although I assure I haven't done
anything bad…it's just that I dramatically changed the whole 360
degrees.

I'm ashamed of myself.

A3ootho bl Allah mn el shay6an al rajeem. Allahum barek feeny wala
ta'9uruny.

Allahum ameen…
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She just sat there frozen. You know the feeling where you feel numb all over. The feeling that if you even try to move a muscle you would fall apart.

She never really knew why 3bdulah was so distant with her. She always thought it was something she did. But the truth finaly came up to the surface.

Shoud she reply? Should she call Noura? Should she confront 3bdulah?

She was lost, didnt know what to say, think, or do.

Broken hearted all over again..

She finaly broke out of her forzen shell and rested her head on her pillow, held it tight and drifted off to sleep.

The next morning was horrible. She was naucious with everything that was placed infront of her. Her mother was starting to get worried. Not that she’d know what was going on, with all her buisness trips. Her father wasn’t that aware either. He worked late hours. Dina was pretty much a loner. Ofcourse they loved their only child more than anything but their jobs kept them occupied. You know how it is, work-aholic parents.

She used to get emotional about it but eventualy adapted.

Mom: 7beebty ekli shay 3ashani.

Dina: Im not that hungry mama wallah. I’ll eat something later.

Mama: Is anything bothering you?

Dina: No Im just tired thats all.

Mama: Ma nmty zain.. 6yb go take a nap for an hour, I’ll come and wake you.

Dina: I’m going out in a while to meet Noura and S3oud.

Mama: Ahh S3oud rj3? Kaifo al7een ?

Dina: El 7mdela Allah satr.

Mama: El zmdelah. Well whatever’s bothering you dont let it effect you that much 7beebty. You’ve got college in a couple of weeks. You need to focus.

Dina: Ee lat 5afeen mama ra7 ashed 7eeli.

Mama: 6yb, ana al7een I’ve got a meeting to go to.

Dina: Ok bye.

Mama: Oh by the way this came for you earlier today. *handing her a glittering white envelope*

Dina: Who’s it from ?

Mama: Ma adree.. just has your name.

Dina knew exactley who and where it came from. But shw was too scared to open it. She sat there for several minutes just looking at it.

Minutes later she left the house to meet Noura and S3oud for an early lunch.

Dina: 7mdela 3ala salamah. We missed you! *giving him a warm welcoming hug*

S3oud: 7beebty walla I’ve missed you more. Ha got any drama for us ?

Dina: Agool !

Noura: And dont I get a hello ? *crossing her hands*

Dina: You, I’ll give you the whole world if you wanted it.

Noura: Ba3ad 3umri.

Dina: So how are you feeling ?

S3oud: Walla better than ever.

Dina: I’m so happy. Happy for both of you.

Noura: He fj2a came and surprised me ams I was like what the fuck ! Mn jd the guy is trying to give me a heart attack!

Dina: Haha la wallah its sweet. I would kill to have a guy do that for me.

Noura: Whatever. So your gonna go to the same uni we are right ?

Dina: Yeah ofcourse 5ala9 I’m enrolled already.

Noura: So it’s just me you and S3oud, or are Naif and 3alya coming ?

Dina: I dunno actualy. I havent herd from either of them in a while.

Noura: Hmm ’3areeb wallah.

Dina: Mmm..

Noura: So has 5aled called or anything ?

Dina: Nope, nada!

Noura: Ok I officialy hate the guy!

Dina: 3adi whatever you know he’s getting married, I should just forget it.

Noura: No. I refuse to allow you to back down like this. Fight for him. I miss the old bitchy you. Getting everything you wanted. Breaking the rules. Where’s that girl ?

Dina: Uhh that girl was horrible. She was bad news.

Noura: Well let’s bring a little bit of her back.

Dina: Can we change the subject please..

Noura: Fine but theres nothing else to talk about.

Dina: Oh but there is my dear.. *handing her the envelope* look what I got this morning.

Noura: What is it?

Dina: Well I know what it is, but didnt come to open it.

Noura: 6yb yallah open it. 8edamy.

Dina: I’m scared..

Noura: Fine I’ll do it !

Dina: *big sigh*

And so she read…

Noura: Aha…

Dina: So it’s really happening..

Noura: I’m sorry sweetie.

Dina: It’s ok. Aham shay he’s happy. *putting on a fake smile*

After lunch Dina called 3alya and asked to meet her back home. It’s been a long time since they caught up on whats been going on. Both had huge news to spill.

3alya: Married !

Dina: Yup.

3alya: What kinda name is Sabia !

Dina: I know.

3alya: Well atleast you have a choice of what to do. I on the other hand dont!

Dina: What do you mean ?

3alya: Naif proposed to me.

Dina: WHAT !

3alya: Well, not an offical proposal. But we were on the phone talking and he all of a sudden blurted it out. I dont even know if he ment it.

Dina: Ofcourse he ment it he’s crazy about you.

3alya: But I told him no.

Dina: 7aram 3leeki 3aloosh.

3alya: Wsh eli 7aram 3lay ? Im gonna start college soon. I cant get married at 18. I wanna live my life first. I wanna graduate and get my masters.

Dina: Call him ?

3alya: I’m gonna pretend you did not just say that !

Dina: Talk to him , maybe he misunderstood you.

3alya: I dont care how he took it Dina. He reacted so childish. He should be the one calling me. Hell he should show up at my house and talk to me.

Dina: Just give him time, I’m sure he’ll realize.

3alya: I hope so.

1 Message Recieved

From: 001**********

I’m guessing you deleted my message. Dont act surprised, you knew it all along but didn’t wanna admit it to yourself. Love ya! xoxo.

That’s it Dina had it. This was the last straw. She searched for 3bdulahs number and called.

It was ringing.

Once.. twice..

Her heart was racing.

3alya kept saying her name but she just shut her out. She shut everything out and just focused on the phone in her hand, gripping it so tight.

He finaly answered…

3bdulah: I knew you’d call.

Dina: Uhhh..

3bdulah: You there ?

Dina: Uhhh…

3bdulah: Dina ?

Dina: Huuuuh…

3bdulah: You dont seem ok I’m coming over !

Dina: Uhhh…

3bdulah: Ten minutes!

600000000000000000000000006 !

She didnt know what got into her. She was all prepared to give him hell but once she herd his voice. The voice that used to make her feel safe. The voice she she used to love.. it made her weak. It made her remember. Now she finaly knew why he acted the way he did. And sadly.. she wished she hadn’t.

3alya: Shfeeki Dina! Bismilah !

Dina: I-I-I’m sorry.. Listen I’m not feeling too well.

3alya: Do you want me to get you some water ?

Dina: La 3adi..

3alya; Who was that ont he phone ?

Dina: It’s not important.

3alya: For a minute there you had me worried.

Dina: Wallah I’m sorry I didnt mean to scare you.

3alya: Yeah..

Dina: Do you mind if we call it a night? I just wanna rest.

3alya: Ee 6ub3an sweetie. I’ll check up on you later. Goodnight.

And there she layed..

Waiting for him..

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I was going to write the Graduation post this time bas that would probably be really long post and would take a long time to write :/ Ill have to postpone it for next time as i don’t really want to keep you guys waiting any longer. Shiftaw ishkether a7ibkom??? :P   So moving on with the story.. Lets seeee… I’m guessing that you guys want to know more about Rashed 9a7? Well… He added me on MSN

so its 2am in LA, i couldn’t sleepim in the hospital, ya3goub oo 7amani naymeen and i look at them and see that there are things i really love about them, ya3ni when they ask what do you love the most i instantly think of that thingso for ya3goub:i lov…

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I’m soo sorry walla I haven’t been a good blogger bs walla ma 3ndii wagt;s
Walla with unii and all;s
Wayed family issues I have to deal with
Walla I promise ill post as soon as possible
Bs plz!! Wedii ashouf comments!
Gmt a7s ma7ad is reading my blog? Are my thoughts true? Is no one intereste?
Is it boring or something?
Please abii feedback! Abii a7s ena aku people reading

HAPPY HALLOWEEN :DThis post is dedicated to all my commenter and followers I really appreciate ur comments and support ;* o eee there’s a new character ;D this is a loooong post ;pI woke up hearing some noises outside my room so I went to the bathroom …

Yesterday I literally cut off all ties to my mothers side of the family.It was dramatic. There was a lot of screaming and shouting, mainly from me and my little sister F.My aunt didn’t even respond.No need for details.Bas it’s safe to say that I was ve…

It’s been two days since Talal was here, I haven’t heard from him since he left Doha. Actually, I didn’t hear from him pretty much since our date, I called him the next day constantly and he never returned my calls, he only sent me a text message…

Here we goooooo ! part 50 ! am gonna call this Taboola’s post ;p , good luck on your exam babe ;* And to all of my lovely readers and followers ! , i know you waited too long for this But its not over yet !Enjoy guys ! , and wait for my next post .. We…

  Hello all you GORGEOUS people in Blog World. I missed all of you soooo sooo much! Wallah you can’t believe how much i miss my blog and all my sweet and wonderful fellow bloggers and followers and commenters and anonymous commenters and basically everyone! A7ibkom :*** Do you guys hate me for being away for so long? :( I have had a really rough couple of months since i came back from holiday.

Okaay so Mary Tagged me w glt Laazim atlaaigaf w asawwi “Glittery’s own version” :p bas before i show u the questions w L answers bagoollikum 8e99aa… i heard it and its true :D…

P.S. i don’t know about the description..cuz i wasn’t in their life :p bas L concept is real..w i chose names..ib kaifi :p

So our short story is about Faisal w morta Lamya…

Faisal insan waayiidd waayiiidd waaayiidd yshawwig w waayiidd y7ib morta.. w Lamya no3ha L mara L san3a .. she’s always there for her husband w she always wants to look in her best just to please him..and obviously she loves him ALOT! marrat L sneen w L ayyaam 3ala their marriage..laain Allah balahum w Lamya was in a very BIG car accident…L 7imdillah ma matat..bas she was seriously injured..w 3ashan shabbat 7areeja..TESHAWWEHAT…illi wayihha 9ar ma7roog w chithee 3araftaw? L mohim fa kanat waayid it7aty illi shlon ajabil rayli wana chithee…wana “mushawwaha” .. ma yestahal…w she was very saad….after a couple of days her husband started complaining about his eyes…3yoona killa it3awra… 7ag weeks he stayed like that..3yoona it3awra.. untill he went BLIND…….she was very sad for her husband but part of her was relieved.. “he won’t suffer everyday just by looking at me” <– thats what she thought…ever since, life was going great for them…untill the day Faisal DIED!…. Yeaah he died :( and when they did the regular checkups.. “ta7leel 7alat L wafat” lazim yf7i9oon kilshay and when they checked…6ala3 ina he’s not blind….he confessed to one of his friends thats he’s not blind..and he’s only doing this for his wife….3ashan ma ythayigha…ta5iyyilaw! kaan yshoof ma3a L nas bas ma yshoof ma3a morta!

The end :(

its soo saad 9a7…w hal insaan waayiidd waayiiidd waayiidd yshawwig! mashallaah! Allah yer7ema…
Waain nlga riyayeel chithee? WAAIIIN? :p

now the questions :p

Q1)Where are you born & raised?

kuwait :D

Q2)Tell us about your family.

hmm… they’re great..open minded tsome stuff…w at other stuff they’re the most close minded people ever.. i don’t get it sometimes :p but i love all of them :*

3) What am i up to?

hmmmmm…. :p

Q4)What do you want to do in the future?

Write a book :D

Q5) what did you dream about yesterday?

7amad trying to kill me ? :) .. hehe..i don’t remeber :p

Q6) Your most likely; CuteOrSexy?

:$ i dunno :p

Q7) Tell us about your teeth.

i think bidaw y5tarboon :/

Q8) Your favorite Chocolate?

KINDER…NUTELLA! <3<3

Dreamer tagged me:)

oo liked it :D

Q1)Where are you born & raised?
kuwait :D

Q2)Tell us about your family.
Im closer to my mothers side.. everybodys closer to one side 9a7?.. no? ok:p

Q3) What am i up to?
school

Q4) What do you want to do in the future?
a doctor :)

Q5) what did you dream about yesterday?
i was stranded on an island oo feehaa nas ga3deen 3ala ar’6 oo 7a6een sma6 oo yit’3adoon ba3daain fee tunnel underground oo nizaltah oo as im going deep into the tunnel ilmay yzeed faa wi9aal laai my chin oo i decided i would go back bas when i turned oo started walking back ilmay ma 8aal fa i started panicking oo gimt mi5tar3a:P

Q6) Your most likely; CuteOrSexy?
sexy.. HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!:P cute probably;p

Q7) Tell us about your teeth.
a7san min awwal :)

Q8) Your favorite Chocolate?
plain milk chocolate :)

Q9) How Tall are you?
158 :(

Q10) Make a confession.
im a very forgetful person.. :p

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i tag Glittery, oo lulu, oo L is for love, & unchained melody… oo illy ya3jiba iltag :)

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Previously :
” hehe! yalla let’s go 7amoo.. oh my god! 7amad!! 7amad!!!?…

Based on the comments, a few readers are confused about “something new with you” and how its a continuation of “something new” SO maybe I can help clear things up,Tell me what is unclear, or what you are confused about o hopefully I can clear things up…

Did I
hear
the rumble
of thunder?
 
See
lightning
white against my
window panes?
 
Wake up
to soft grey
skies?
 
Inhale
the scent of
new beginnings?
 
See
green leaves
pulsating
with new life?
 
Oh, Summer!
So long,
Too harsh,
and oh, so menacing!
Your time has past.
Farewell
and begone!
 
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Days passed by and no word from 5aled. But Dina didn’t let it bother her. The man was getting married so why should she care.

Every night before she rested her head on the pillow she would think about all that has happend. How she got to where she is now. Alone. Depressed. And heartbroken.

She knew it was her own fault that she didn’t run after 5aled sooner. She knew it was her mistake for giving 3bdulah over a million chances. She knew it was her fault about alot of things.

Although she was broken deep down inside, she tried not to let it interfere with her friends and family. The last thing she would want is to have them worried of any sort.

As for S3oud, his surgery went well and he came through. Noura was beyong exicted, she coudlnt believe it. She was so scared he would be taken away. Bs el7mdelah Allah satr and he would be back in two days.

Naif and 3alya have gotton really close this summer. Too close. And he was about to do something no one ever expected…

3alya: Oh my god.. Naif.. Your kidding right ? Please tell me your joking!

Naif: Why not? I mean we both love eachother.

3alya: Yeah but we’ve only known eachother for 6 months!

Naif: Yet we know everything about eachother.

3alya: I dunno.. it seems kinda too fast.

Naif: We’ll have a long engagment then.

3alya: Consisting of 4 years ?

Naif: A year ?

3alya: Naif.. 7ayati this is all flowing from the top of your head. We arn’t ready. Heck I’m not ready to be a wife! Let’s just take it easy and once we both graduate we’ll see.

Naif: Wow…

3alya: Oh cmon dont tell me your gonna get upset now !!

Naif: I’ll call you later ok? I just need to be alone right now.

3alya: Are you actualy gonna hang up on me ?

Naif: I’m telling you bye, I’m not hanging up.

3alya: Stop being a child Naif. Goodbye!

They havent spoken in two days. He was upset but had no right to be. She’s an 18 year old girl who just graduated high school. Now is when a girls life begins. Adulthood begins. She’d be throwing all that away if she got married. Before a marriage el bnt lazim t3eesh 7ayatha elain ma tshb3, w b3dain tbda2 7ayat-ha el jdeed m3 zoojha. Unfortunatley Naif tends to have a childish mind at times.

So 3alya went over to Dina’s to let all her rage out.

3alya; HE HAS NO RIGHT TO UPSET FROM ME RIGHT NOW!! I’M NOT READY TO BE A DAMN WIFE. WSH HO ’3ASB Y3NI?!

Dina: 6yb fahemy hatha el shay.

3alya: El walad mo5u thareb mu rathy yfhamny.. bazer uff !

Dina: 7aram 3leeki ya 3alya, remember how much he loves and adores you.

3alya: I know bs you cant blame me for being mad at him !!

Dina: You want me to tal to him for you ?

3alya: NO! He’ll call me soon I know. And when he does, we’ll sort things out.

Dina: Just calm down ok.. its not worth it.

Meanwhile Noura was on the phone going crazy at the fact the S3oud might not be coming afterall.

Noura: What do you mean your not coming tonight !

S3oud: I mean the flight got canceled !

Noura: S3oud this cant be happening ! When can you get another flight out here ?

S3oud: Maybe a couple of days baby…

Noura: Im at home waiting for you…

S3oud: I know 7beebty and I’m so sorry.

Noura: Well what am I supposed to do now ?

S3oud: You could look out the window.

Noura: What ?

She hurried over to her bedroom balcony and looked out.

Staring up at her was S3oud’s bright face.

Dropping her phone and rushing out side, she jumped into his arms.

They held to eachother which seemd like a decade. She was tears and just kept hugging him harder.

Noura: I hate you!

S3oud: I love you.

Noura: Why’d you do that ?

S3oud: I’m sorry baby bs it was kinda fun hehe..

Noura: Aghh I’ve missed you !! Come here !!

Later that night Dina was sitting on her bed reading the latest issue of VOGUE when she recieved an anonymous message.

He cheated on you with me you know.. Sorry sweetie, we’ve done things that you cant even spell. Nothing personal but what can I say, a girl’s gotta unleash those hormones. Love ya xoxo.

Her jaw dropped wide open.

She thought for a minute then it hit her..

Who it was..

The only one who would ever call her sweetie, leaving xo’s at the end.

Mona!

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