March 14 4:08 Its THURSDAY, I know I havent written in a while but this week was stressful in terms of work, Sama2 shway 7na bs she is nice she helped me out wayed, she pushed for my ad and they wanted it which was good and bad, good cause I get to put…

You guys sorry I didn’t post sooner !, bas wallah I was busy m3a bedayat el jam3a wel ashya2 sorrryyyy ;* Thank you all for commenting, enjoy this —Ya3goub couldn’t believe his ears , here Dana was telling him she was pregnant ! , he was the only…

#1 I think im getting my laptop back this monday or tuesday so inshalla next weekend fee post !!#2 do you want me to finish the story soon and start a new one ? a7is fee wayd nas mallaw mn el story ! i thought about it and i finally came up with the id…

Surprised?? That I am calling you a stranger?? Well what else should I call you?? The Love of My Life?? You are no longer. Unfortunately that is not the way that God wanted it. I may have completely removed you from my heart and my mind. But apparently…

Surprised?? That I am calling you a stranger?? Well what else should I call you?? The Love of My Life?? You are no longer. Unfortunately that is not the way that God wanted it. I may have completely removed you from my heart and my mind. But apparently…

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Two weddings tonight…

The first one:
Al-Jasmi will we be there
*love him <3*

The other:
Rashed alMajed.

In my book,
alJasmi 6ab3un yaghlib.

But,
my friends are going to the other party!

Hummmmmph
*confused*
:-/

So,
Are you a Jasmi fan, Or Rashed’s?

the wedding is in 4 days..how can u say u love me when u picked herhow can u fall apart when u see mebut pick herhow can u long for mebut pick her..it doesnt make sense..ur initails are engraved in my class ring..i cant wear that ring anymore..your not…

I showered as soon as we went home , prayed , read some Quran and hoped everything would be okay . Saif:Wain jawalek?Me:3l kitchen counterHe came back after a while.Saif:Aish il lock code?Me:UmGhaziHe’s features relaxed and unspread from the frown they…

March 8 10:10 pm, mm, so today was interesting. Joun called me in the morning and she was crying, and when I asked her why and if she was okay she explained everything to me and asked me if we could spend the day together and we did. We had massages,…

If you saw me now…Would you dance with me?Close your eyes, be one with the music. Remember our drama teacher? Hahah I miss those days, we used to laugh so much at her when she said that, but now I know what she meant. Close your eyes, be one with the…

S3oud blinked, once,twice, many many times.He knew what coincidences were, this wasn’t a coincidence, it was beyond that…”H-H-H-Hi, S3oud…” repeated Jana. “Oh God, did I just greet him twice?!” She yelled at herself deep inside as she blushed like …

S3oud blinked, once,twice, many many times.He knew what coincidences were, this wasn’t a coincidence, it was beyond that…”H-H-H-Hi, S3oud…” repeated Jana. “Oh God, did I just greet him twice?!” She yelled at herself deep inside as she blushed like …

(A little bedtime story to cancel out all the negativity.) Twinkle, twinkle little star
So I’ll know where you are
Gleaming in the skies above
Lead me to the one who loves me “Allo?” “Shaha, hi.” “Hi… hi. Shaheen, how are you?”…

Me: okBaba: ok shinoMe: ok ba3ad shinoBaba: ok imwaf8a ok wala matabene ath8i6ich ok?Me: ily itshoofa baba.. itha oho 5osh rayal oo 3ajbik.. 3ayal ana imwaf8aWhen dad was talking about him earlier today was what reassured me.. I believed that he really…

Hello!!I know I said I will post in the weekend..But I wasn’t and still not in the mood for studying..So I thought I would write a short post!ENjoy!________________________________________—– M7ammadAs soon as the door closed, I took a quick look at …

TADROON SHKITHIR I’M SORRY?! I’M VERY VERY VERY SORRY! BAS wallah i’m sick :( w i’m super busy…My head :S w my NOSE! w my throat..Ughhh IBACHI L WATH3 WALLAH! :”(( BTW is it mating season? :p this week in3izamt 3ala BALYOON 3RS! la ts2iloon shlon :p hehe..this opst is short..I’m sorry wallah :S Now baroo7 L 9aloon w madri shasawwi ib sha3ri w MA2SAAT! o0o0o….IT7IBBOOOONY?! ana a7ibkum :p hehehee..

ENJOY :************

Previosuly

3 am

aahhhh!! i think i’m gonna go to bed..yimkin mash’3ool…

Each day for 3 moths she would wait for him to sign in…check her e-mail cuz she thought maybe his msn is not working..but she found nothing…she would drown herslef with her own tears everyday before she goes to bed…worried about him..thinking of the worse..he can’t just leave cuz his mom just called from the U.S…telling them everything is fine..

AKEED HE HATES MEE! EE EEE! THATS THE ONLY REASONABLE ANSWER! 3AYAAL LAISH IHIDNI *SNIFF SNIFF* LAAIISSHH??? He knows i need him! he knows i miss himm!!….

Yes he left her…and he wasn’t willing to come back..even if he gets better he didn’t want any contact with her … he loved her too much to see her suffer…2 weeks later…

In Joody’s room

Joody: hehehee …. hahahhahaa ABBAAAIHH STOP IT BAS LA IT.THA77IKNI! ….uhh…Zaid? why did u leave me?! laaish ma raddaait ibsir3a!?? I WAS WAITING FOR U!…..ZAAID! ZAAAIDD??? LAAISH MA TRID 3ALAAY ZAAAID! ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIID!

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Joody was in her room..awake…talking to Zaid. Yes Zaid..oh don’t tell me your surprised?! :O Don’t you know Zaid? Her new friend? ughhh… i guess u don’t know :p so let me tell more about Joody..Remember when i told u that her father left her? well at that time she was around 4..she was very attached to her father as in TOO MUCH, and suddenly he’s gone…

She started talking to herself..imagining him infront of her, telling him her inoccent child stories…showing him a drawing that has him and her in it..she created a new dad..one from her imagination…Zaid new about it too..she used to tell him that they went out to “7adee8at L shi3ib” or “madeena L tarfeehiya” (yahaal ba3ad wain biroo7oon :p) and he listened to her..

Her mother found out about her imaginary Dad..she took her to a doctor. She decided to get married after a long time of her friends and family convincing her. Thank God her new husband loved Joody as if she was his own daughter…thats when she slowly started forgeting about her real dad..

Now Back to Zaid…hahaa…u guessed it right..

She’s in her room talking to Zaid..the “imaginary” Zaid..

P.S. joody is now 14..Zaid is 16

Joody: Zaid? *teary eyes* Zaaid! Laaish r7t? .. ana sawwait shay? Zaaid!

She burried her head in her pillow..she cried..and cried..and cried..

she felt lonely..

she needed a friend..someone to comfort her…

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3adel (Jood’s stepdad) : Haya..wain joody? 9arlaha cham yom killa ib darha..moo 3ajbatny hal ayyam..

Haya (um Jood) : wallah madri..min safar hal Zaid whya 7alat.ha 7ala..

3adel: laazim in5aleeha itta3arraf 3ala new friends..

Haya: 7awaalt! waayiid 7awalt ma3aha bas maku fayda…*sigh*

3adel: moo lazim friends…5anni6la3 akthar..3zmay 3yal i5tich 5al iyoon..

Haya: ee wallah..5osh fkra..

3adel: *getting up* ana baroo7 a6il 3alaiha..

He got up, knocked her bedroom door. She didn’t answer, so he knocked again..and yet she didn’t answer him..so he decided to go in..he found her laying on her bed..

3adel: *shaking her gently* Jood…Jooddyyy

Joody turned around to face him..with her eyes puffed, her face red, and her vision blurred..

3adel *worried* Joody shfeech!

Jood: *crying* i–i–

3adel: *hugging her* Bas joody 7abeebty la tabcheen..

Joody: *gasp*

3adel: shfeech baba? *smiling* gooleeli..

Joody: I *gasp* I miss Zaaid..*sniff*

3adel: bas 7abeebty ma y5alif la tabcheen moo zain tsawween ib roo7ich chithee…

Joody: Ee Bas *gasp* he’s my only friend..

3adel: 7abeebty bacher bi9eer 3ndich friends waayid ’3aira…

Joody: MABY FRIENDS ’3AIRAA! MAAAABY! *crying*

3adel: Ssshhhh…Shhh…bas la tabcheen 5alaa9 3aadii..inshallaah ba3dain birid min amreeka w tshoofon ba3ath kil yom..

Joody: ohwa moo ib amreeka!

3adel: haaa? 3ayal waina?!

Joody: *wiping her tears* kahu..*pointing at the white chair near her window*

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I know..i knoww…ITS SHORT! BAS WALLAAH I’M VERY CICK W SUPER BUSY! ..o0o0o o0o0 nisaaait :p SHBI9EEEEEEEEER? what will 3adel do?! ww what about Zaid?! Sh9aar 3alaaih? is he still sick? Is he cured? Is he DEAD?! Muahhahahahaha (6) u’ll never know untill next post :p inshallah if i have time when i come back from the wedding aktib post..:D

LUV U :***********

For the next few months everything was perfect I would be showered with love and attention from both of the men . My grades were excellent , me and my friends worked at a nearby clothes department for extra things to jot down on our CV’s .I was going t…

I’ve been very busy lately, so sorry for not posting! I also have the worst writer’s block ever :(EnjoyPreviously;”You look fully awake now” Abdullah suddenly came into the apartment. “Wain sert?” I asked. “To get your surprise” He smirked.”Oh 9a7! Yal…

I’ve been very busy lately, so sorry for not posting! I also have the worst writer’s block ever :(EnjoyPreviously;”You look fully awake now” Abdullah suddenly came into the apartment. “Wain sert?” I asked. “To get your surprise” He smirked.”Oh 9a7! Yal…

Enjoy got the chance ;DI actuallay couldn’t wait so I called him instantleycalling Yousif:Yousif: alooooSindis: Yousif waynik?Yousif: ana bil hotel shfeekom feekom shay?Sindis: la ma feena shay bas I need to talk to u , when can I see uYousif: il7een a…

Dedicated to: HaBaHeBo ;**enshallah first this time ;P________________________________________Me: la maby aby LIFE 6alal: LIFE et6awel, ana aby UNO Me: kaifik ana oo Liana eb nel3ab LIFE Liana: wait, wait, chenkom yahal, l3baw rock, paper, scissor…

this is far all of you!…..Ana 9a7 mo rathe bil fikrat zawaj gabil il jam3a.. bas intay mashalla u could handel it.. even though u were spoiled the most intay akthar wa7da a3timid 3alaiha…Fa ana bagoolich al7een ina wa7id yay ya56ibich oo oho wild 7…

Dear Readers,
Journal Entry 10 of Roses are Red is now up. Enjoy, and you’re feedback would be highly appreciated.
Love, Flana
xoxo

7baibee, im sorry I went MIA on you bs insha’3lt shway m3a my hubby but im all yours again ;**I love you all, this one is to the sick anonymous matshofen shar inshalah o I hope you like this ;**__________________________________________________________…

Sorry u guys bss walla laahya ma3 uni ;p its gonna be short…bsss i promise blweekend i post a long post…;***tistahlon !ENJOY…the mini post ;))_____________________________________________________________________ZAIN……..My phone rang again……

Sorry u guys bss walla laahya ma3 uni ;p its gonna be short…bsss i promise blweekend i post a long post…;***tistahlon !ENJOY…the mini post ;))_____________________________________________________________________ZAIN……..My phone rang again……

Wow! did not think you people would actually read…This is hard… I have prayed many times..and to the ones who I did not reply, sorry but I was out the whole day, I finish work at 4, and there is no time..So I will say everything, reply to all your …

If  you have read and loved “The Time Traveler’s Wife” and im talking the good book, not the horrid movie, i can assure you that this book is demanding to be read… ASAP!
My friend eleventhst and i were talking about books the other day and she insisted  that i must read it, it is written by [...]

Right now there’s only one thing I most want…and after I accomplish
it and I’m off to a new start I’ll finally start working on my other
wants.

Inshalla I’ll start working very hard…I really want to do good and
get into a really good uni…I didn’t work my ass of for 9 years as a
Choueifaty and I really don’t want that to go to waste.

UK university representatives were supposed to come to our schools
today but they cancelled it last minute. All I know is that Qatar
Foundation are coming next Tuesday but we still don’t know about the
representatives of the UK unis.

I have to admit though, I’m really scared about the SAT and TOEFL and
not to forget the external exams for Cambridge and Edexel.

Allahum la sahl ela ma ja3altahu sahla.

It’s weird yet funny when you look back at the days…the best year
was Grade 9! Walla it was the best…including the studying and
all…it was amazing! That was my best school year so far…but I
don’t think these last two years will be any close to good too.

By the way I’m not making this any easier on myself…I’m going to be
positive Inshalla…I HAVE TO!!!!

I guess you’ve figured what I want, no? Yeah well…I want to graduate.

I think I better shut up, I’m fearing I won’t because of my never
ending plans for the after party and all…I’ll stop wasting time…
5oofy a5er shay mat5araja.

The other day I asked my sister W which was best, school or
uni…turns out she misses school a lot and that they were her best
days. Which do you guys miss more? Which is better to you guys?

I talked to B yesterday! I missed him so much! It’s been quite a while
now…but it was quick.

I may be doing an internship this summer…but I don’t they’ll let me
this year since it’s not my last…anyways, where do you suggest I
should go or do like community service and stuff? I’d really like it
if you guys would give me a list of places. Thank you in advance =)

Don’t you just love Yara’s songs? Honestly, I’ve never like a non-
Khaleejy singer as much as her! No, let me rephrase that…I NEVER
LIKED A NON-KHALEEJY SINGER BEFORE HER! EVER! The songs are wonderful
and the lyrics are exceptional! The songs I’m currently listening to
over and over again are T’thakar Youm, Raghbatn Mny, Sukar Zeyada,
Salemoly, Maroom. Bekul Shay Taj’thb is good too, but not one of my
faves.

Rashid Al-Majed’s Ana ‘Thayeg is real nice too!!!!! I just listened to
it today and I instantly liked it…the way he sang it was amazing!
And I’m not that much of a Rashid fan but I must say this song, as
well as Mink Mn8hr and 8uloob Al Ejar’s introduction song even though
I hate the musalsal and don’t watch it…

I’m a really emotional person…I cry over any small thing. Literally,
ANYTHING!!!!

My luck is really f*cked up right now! I don’t have anything to say
except La 7awla Wala 8uwat Alla Bl Alla Al 3aley El 3athmeen.

Good night :*

P.S. I don’t know why I named this post after me…I didn’t have an appropriate title so I named it Sunset, and it sure is not one of my random…even though it’s similar to one but nope, it’s a Sunset =)

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Again.. I know that I’m a terrible blogger,and I’m very sorry..But seriously our school sucks..and plus all the work I have to do took away all the inspiration..AND the person who inspires me is no longer available for various reasons which I have come…