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3 days XD

Love you all ;*

I’m sorry inee gimt a6awil these days but what can i do wallah there’s no timeEnjoy ;*Yousif: tabeen inroo7 nakil l2nee 7adee yow3anSindis: ee ok laysh l2we left the hospital and went to a restaurant we ate and one we were done we headed to the apparte…

I miss writing on the blog , I dont think Im getting enough credit …but i love this story to much __________________________________I stared at my mothers face blankly . Okay , I kind off felt some drama behind this women but This? seriously?”Mama , …

ZAAAIN !! ur private ?? :’( !! u have my email , add me ;pDedicated to Caramela ;****THANK YOU LAYMOON FOR UR HELP ;**next post inshalla thursday , i wont post bl holiday .. sorry…………………….Continued ..Layan”yumma shrayech b jana ??………

ZAAAIN !! ur private ?? :’( !! u have my email , add me ;pDedicated to Caramela ;****THANK YOU LAYMOON FOR UR HELP ;**next post inshalla thursday , i wont post bl holiday .. sorry…………………….Continued ..Layan”yumma shrayech b jana ??………

I had my share of hideous bad cuts, always too short for my hair type and i would regret it the minute i come back home… once my hair cut was so bad a girl recommended i try Fast Shampoo & Conditioner Combo from Boots to try and grow it out quickly!
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TalaI quickly locked my BB and stuffed into my pocket . My heart was pounding that I could’ve sworn I heard it smacking my rib cage a couple of times … I wanted to look for Jaber but the dimmed lighting didn’t help.Wesh etna’9reen – Salman spok…

Recently in Kuwait, a man was arrested for voyeurism:
Arab expatriate in Salmiya arrested for watching husband and wife having sex
KUWAIT CITY, Nov 17: An Arab expatriate was arrested in Salmiya on charges of voyeurism.
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Basically, the whole month all I did was practice, practice, and practice. It was so hard. However, it was pleasant. I learned a lot through out the summer. Thanks to a7medo mostly. When 6alal didn’t have the chance to train me A7medo takes his pla…

Hi Im 6amz glittery’s sister:P. Glittery WON’T POST today due to her very chaotic pressured day. She’s been awake since il fayir.. and she just came back from home, So she’s really tired and can barely keep her eyes open.. she’s probably in deep slumber now dreaming of KETCHUP:P hahaha.. anyway she told me to write you guys this post with her eyes half closed so she wouldn’t keep u guys on waiting..




P.S: Zaid biridla il cancer o bimoot:P














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Previously..Om A7med: “Om Nasser? Hathy ebnaytch eley ergi9at ma3a banati? Ya 7ilouha, chem. 3umurha?”Om Nasser: “Ee walla. Hathy Mariam el ghalya. Feha 16 sina.”Om A7med: “Hmmmm, Mariam. Khosh ebnaya mashallah.”Mansour: “Allah ikhaleech …

Hey all! I’m not new to blogger, was on blogger a while ago but deleted my blog for couple of reasons, and now.. I’m here again! So I’ll blab a bit.. te7l6mining first haha. Couple of reasons you’ll know why I closed my blog and why I opened it again…..

i posted part 26 bs moo ga3d y6la3 , madry laish .. anywayz just wnated to let you know MAYBE bacher ill post , aw inshalla next thursday…COMMENT ;******

i posted part 26 bs moo ga3d y6la3 , madry laish .. anywayz just wnated to let you know MAYBE bacher ill post , aw inshalla next thursday…COMMENT ;******

Ummmm.. How are y’all? My feet are killing me! I’m eating lunch now so i do not have anything to say…. MMMM! CHOCOLATE!!

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Ummmm.. How are y’all? My feet are killing me! I’m eating lunch now so i do not have anything to say…. MMMM! CHOCOLATE!!

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5 days left…most probably going to be the longest and most tiring 5 days of my life.

I’m tired.

I’m bored.

I want to sleep and never wake up.

I miss you guys oh so very much.

It’s just five days, I’m hoping they’ll pass by the blink of an eye.

I’m already expecting loads of ups and downs, although the downs are going to be way much more.

Just a week ago, I found out that my two best friends are moving back to Saudi.

State of depression? I’m holding it in there.

Worst news ever? I honestly didn’t expect that…it’s like someone slapped me real hard on the face, and my face’s heating up.

I’ll miss you N and S :*

And that’s nowhere near to how I feel.

So, I finish finals on Tuesday, which explains the 5 day countdown, and they’re moving on the 26th, so that’s Thursday. Now, those last two days I’ll be spending all the time I have with them, I really don’t care but I’ll be glueing them to myself. I’m planning for a sleepover but we’ll see what happens.

I have to go now.

Wish me luck my lovelies.

P.S. Love ;** We’ll miss you and your talent, we’ll miss you more though :*

P.P.S. I love you all.

I am done with blogging, I promised Cupid I wouldnt delete the blog which is why I am keeping it!It has been a great journey, thank you for allowing me to write.I love you all ;**

helloi have a family issue.. thats why i have been away… oo i dont know when im going to be back.. bas inshallah soonok1- Can a person easily forget something that hurt them really bad? .. i mean the good days come but there is that thing that consta…

Om Nasser: “El Salam 3alaaaaikum!”Al 7osh kaaan matrous! La tinsoun lana 3aylat Om Salim a’3na min Om Nasser eb wayd. Bait’hum kan min a7la byout Al Kuwait. 6ab3an ebyout gabul kelaha 3arabiya..eley uhwa 3ibara 3an dour wa7ed ou 7osh bel nu9 wi…

Pretties,
I’ve recently gotten a comment saying “wow mashallah your that young and your writing” and also before I would get the same comment. Just incase some of you think I’m “that” young, I’m not :p
I’m 17, to be 18 in the summer inshallah. Just wanna clear it up :)

Love you all ;*

After my breakdown, the next day I was a bit better. My mom really calmed me down and her words helped. I mean you can’t change whats already been done. W laish abki 3ala shay Rabi 5ala9 katbo 9a7 ?

I still had the “gang” I was with and ofcourse my cousin/bestfriend.

Lemme tell you a little bit about her. Her name’s 3aysha and oh my god was she adroable. We were the same age and spent practicaly all of our time together. We were so close. Bs I didnt tell her about any of my relationships. She’s open minded and all bs she’s not the type that cares much about guys.

Other than that she knew absolutley everything about me.

The summer of 2006 was spent in Jeddah. My grandfather was very sick in the hospital and my mom didnt wanna leave him. Especialy me, I was so close to him. I used to go and see him everyday and just sit and talk with him for over two others. I loved him to death. His smile just lights up a room, wallah it does. He makes me laugh and really knows how to turn anyones day around.

Everybody loved being around him.

Later that year in mid Ramadan I heard a rumor that was spreading about me, basicly calling me a whore. You would think I’d be angry right? Well I wasn’t. Once I herd, I just started laughing hystericly… because it was such bullshit!

I knew exactley where it came from , and sorry bs I dont wanna get into that. :)

Almhm after that I distant myself from some friends and started putting up borders.

{ SUZY 101 }

The thing is.. I let in people too quick. I rush into trusting and confiding in people. Sometimes my instincts would be right, and some wouldn’t. That was one huge I did that everybody kept telling me not to do, but did I listen? No.

So I just stuck with my 3aysha my cousin.


Then at the end of Ramadan I met this guy. But before you hear about that you should hear something else.

I wa very close with 5 of my guys cousins.. one of them was M7sin. We would talk on the phone daily and chat and all that. We were really close and we enjoyed eachothers company.

He lives in Riyadh and was in Jeddah on vacation.

So one late night at around 2 am we were online and he told me he’s gonna be right back. So I waited a while and then got a message.

Him: Hey

Me: Hey

Him: Sorry but M7sin fell asleep Im his cousin 7mood.

Me: Aha.. hi.. well can you wake him or something we were talking about something that we need to finish.

Him: Wallahi I cant he looks so peaceful.

Me: Aha.. well in that case Im gonna call it a night. Tell him his cousin Dina needs to talk to him. Bye tc.

Him: WAIT !

Me: Ha?

Him: I’m so bored cant we chat for a bit ?

Me: Sorry bs I dont know you.

Him: You know M7sin. I’m his cousin. So technicly me and you are related.

Me: No were not. Yalla salam.

He managed to keep me on. So we talked on msn for a couple of minutes until he asked for my number and AGHHHHHHHH what the hell was wrong with me ??????? I just gave it to him.. JUST LIKE THAT !

He instintly called me and we talked for about an hour. I dunno why but I just kinda liked him, I knew it was wrong to talk to a stranger but …. just but.

The next day he asked ot see me at a restuarant with some of his friends and their girlfriends. Wow.. I guess I became his girlfriend. ;S

We sat and we talked but mostly is was silence. I mean all the other couples were talking and laughing while me and him just sat there looking at eachother every once in a while and smile. I felt lonely. I didnt feel like I belonged.

A couple of days later he started becoming distant. Whenever I would call him he would either not answer, or shut it in my face. And whenever he did answer he would tell me that he’s really busy and that he would call me back, but he didnt. Then two days went by where we havent spoken. So that’s when I kinda knew it was over. He didnt say it but I felt it. I didnt call or even text him. I just erased his number from my phone and moved on.

Surprisingly I moved on in less than a minute.

Not long after that I got a random add and inbox from this guy on Facebook. (( Before the summer I deleted my netlog account and made an account on Facebook ))

One hell of a bumpy road with this guy *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

We were facebooking while on a break from work on Sunday morning when we saw Kakao ’s group on facebook… we decided to order their sample 1.5 Kilo of chocolate box for Monday morning and bring along some arabian coffee… Look how pretty it was!!!!

The 1.5 Kilos = 18 KD comes in this box

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What can i say… is it a dream? or is it somethin REAL?Did it really happen? Did it after 3 years of waiting? Did it for real?!i can’t believe it… BUT it was worth the wait ;) we waited, and waited, and waited… and now… it’s our turn.. our time …

What can i say… is it a dream? or is it somethin REAL?Did it really happen? Did it after 3 years of waiting? Did it for real?!i can’t believe it… BUT it was worth the wait ;) we waited, and waited, and waited… and now… it’s our turn.. our time …

I had just come back from winter vacation in london with my family. Oh and my (ex) best friend joined us aswell.

See before I knew about facebook I had an account on this other thing called netlog. BULLSHIT!

At that time I used to accept add’s from anyone. I just liked the attention and flattery. So then this good looking guy called Ra7man added me. And we kept sending messaging on netlog contantley. Then one day we went to the next step which was msn. So we chatted everyday for an hour or two. Then we exchanged numbers and in just 2 weeks of knowing eachother we became a couple.

I didnt even know what love was but still I managed to have him say it to me and for me to say it back. Looking back at all of this.. I realized I never did love him. I was just inlove with the fact that I was loved.

Me and him were together for like 2 and a half months, until I ended things. Its cause he wasn’t from a good enough backround. ((i wasnt even concidering marriage bs right now im just saying))

He had the most bad crowd of friends in Riyadh.

But mostley cause, I just got bored of him.

The strange thing was I had nobody to confide to. My best friend who came along with me and my family to London, well yeah we still talked and all bs mdri wsh 9arlaha but I didnt feel I could trust her.

Later on I realized that half the things I told her, she went and bragged about to my mom.. whom just a couple of months ago confessed that to me !! WTH! MY BEST FRIENDS GOES BEHIND MY BACK LIKE ! BACKSTABBER!!

She says she was doing the right thing? The right thing? Are you mad ?!

Anyways after Ra7man, I layed off men for a while, let’s just say I wasnt in the mood. I wanted to have fun with my friends. And speaking of friends, I met a whole new gang which later on I joined.

They were these adorable girls younger than me in a year or two. I started fitting in with them and we would see eachother every weekend. I was booked every week! It felt amazing being called and asked to hang out and all. I felt wanted and mostly belonged.

“You can be in a room full of people and still be alone”

One of the girls was Haila who was so sweet at first until faj2a she turned on me in a blink of an eye.

One minute were hanging out and laughing, then the next she texes me saying I dont wanna be your friend.

{ SUZY 101 }

Back then I was an emotional wreck! I would cry and bruise so easily! Not like today, now I’ve learned how to controle my emotions and not let them be my enemy.



Haila told me that a girl called Fara7 told her that I was ***** that meaning alot of false statements.

And I broke down and cried! I told her its not true and I gave my all trying to prove myself. Now I think, why the hell was I trying to prove myself ? To who? To an immature little brat? If only I had the mind then that I do today.

And after Ive shed all the tears in me, she agreed to let it slide.

Meanwhile, my other friend Bdoor, whom came with me to London was acting off with me.

I called her up and asked what was wrong.


Bdoor: you know what you did .

Me: what are you talking about, what ?

Bdoor: you know.

Me: can I come over and we’ll talk about it ?

Bdoor: sure.



So I went over and we sat for about 2 hours talking about everything. The most messed up thing about our talk was that she was standing roaming around her room staring at the ground most of the time, while I was on her bed sitting still trying to hold back my tears.

I spoke with a voice of shock.

She’s said that I’ve changed and that she think’s our friendship should end.

Another thing she said that made me so mad was.. ” I’ve re-connected with all my old childhood friends.. I have over a hundred friends its hard to keep up. im gonna be really busy so I dunno when I can see you. “

What? Is she seriouse?

Let me just say something. I did not change. I’ve just met new people whom Ive grown to like spending time with. I cant only have one friend in my life. I still treated her well, called her and saw her. Maybe not as much as before bs I did.

She was so cold and cruel to me that day that it broke me.

That night I broke down… I literarly BROKE DOWN !!

My first nervous breakdown! I was still 13 and a half. thats 4 years ago right ? anyways…

That night everything was fine at first. It was 11 pm. I had gotten into my pj’s and snuggled up into bed. Suddenly out of no where I start shedding a few tears. Those tears were my anger, conffusion, pain, and depression.

I never knew one single person could make someone break down.

Small cries turned into big ones, which would cause me to breath loudly gasping for air.

El7mdelah my mom could hear me all the way from her 9alah… cause ont he opposit side of my room wall is the 9alah. The wall’s weren’t so thick.

She ran in and jumped on the bed next to me. She held me in her arms w 9arat tegra 3alay.

Trying to calm me down, she thought of an idea. She grabbed a couple of pillows and a huge blanket and we went out side to our garden. She spread the blanket and pillows on the grass and we just lyed there.. staring up at the stars.

She started telling me that it was ok. And that this is life. People come and go and that I should judt be happy I still had my health and family, and how some people dont even have half of what I have.

My mom was truly the amazing. The relationship me and her have is undescribable. My mom was everything to me. She’s my best friend. She knows every single thing about me. Well not every single thing.. she didnt back then, but there came a day when I couldnt hold anything in anymore so I just confessed it all to her. I will tell you all about this later.

My mom is the kind of person who’s understanding and wouldn’t judge 3ala6ool. She would try to relate, even if there wasnt a relation and talk to me. She never uses physical voilance. Instead she just used her words, calmly.

You should also know my parents are divorced, since I was 6. Dad lives in Kuwait and me and my little sister Lulu live here with my mom.

You think this is it ?

These are just the basics.

I dunno how I just wrote all of that. el9ara7a it kinda hurt me writing about it all.

Im not very proud of my past. I hate thinking about it. I sometimes cry whenever I remember a few things.

My past is my enemy. But I always try to put it this way … that if non of the past happend I wouldnt be here now. In the place that Im in. And right now, all I can say is I’m happy el7mdelah.

I dunno where to start..

I’ve been through so much that its really hard to dig in and get it all out.

It all started four years ago, in 2006.

I will be completley honest and no offence in sounding rude but I dont give a shit whoever doesnt like what they read. I’ve made mistakes, hell we’ve all done mistakes.

In the past four years Ive gone through alot.

Family.

Friends.

Relationships

Life


I struggled so much that i dont know how ive made it here right now. The tears ive cried. The anger ive unleashed. The pain ive suffered. All i can say really is el7mdelah w shkran ya rbb el 3alameen !!

When people write their own story, its not to show off or to attract pitty or attention. No. Its about letting your emotions out. Kinda like therapy. And what better than here right? The blogspehere to me is the perfect place. Cause everyone here has all dealt with similar issues. When we read we understand eachother and can relate. Our comments are there to advice and put back a smile on the face.

Tonight I’ll be posting the first part.

I love you all ;*

So, the other day I was thinking .. what if swine flu was not all about flu .. there is something bigger hidden for those who got the flu .. like in the future they’ll grow a tiny pig’s tale .. or they’ll grow a bigger nose .. or worse .. their babies …

I saw this in the UK and it was new… thin slivers of Toblerone Chocolate… i didn’t try it though… when i came home wella it’s EVERYWHERE!!! Masha2 allah ibser3a made it to Q8! Thank God i didn’t bring some back with me as gifts. Did any one try it yet?
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