A year came to an end,And the other begins,We say goodbye to a year full of happiness laughter and sadness..And start a new page in life..Wishing the upcomming year better than the other.. ***Happy new year all! Hope 2010 a better year to all of you:…

KiL 3aMMM W enToO B5aiRRRRRR W 97aH w SLamMmMaH !! W J3L RBY Y30o0o0o0oDaH 3LAiKuM Bl5aIr InShAlLaH ;** !!May God gives You…12 Month of Happiness,52 Weeks of Fun,365 Days Success,8760 Hours Good Health,52600 Minutes Good Luck,3153600 Seconds of Joy…

Sigh..what a beautiful weather!
So,
Leaving work early at 2 to get ready for NEW YEAR party!
madre shalbis yet… it really hard to decide what to wear for a party
what do you think of a black lipstick,over sized black fur?! wela way too far?
any way…

It’s New Years Eve. I actually woke up crying this morning, before I even opened my eyes, my mind flooded with thoughts of you and of us and the memories that we have together. And the thought that there will be no more memories made it impossible to…

Another mountain in a chain of  rugged peaks to ascend and cross. Looking back, there are more peaks than my eyes can assimilate into one glance. Looking forward, the mist blankets the view with an airy gauze, somewhat alluring, and often a cause of apprehension.
Better to look down at my path for the moment and [...]

Shamma’s P.O.VHe smirked and leaned closer to me, so close that I could feel his breath on my skin, “hmm, no way in hell,” he whispered before he turned around, walked into his apartment and shut the door leaving me standing there flushed and fru…

Shamma’s P.O.VHe smirked and leaned closer to me, so close that I could feel his breath on my skin, “hmm, no way in hell,” he whispered before he turned around, walked into his apartment and shut the door leaving me standing there flushed and fru…

7abaybeee!! im leaving tommorow to makkah inshallasorry i didnt reply to your comments bas wala mako wagtaaaannnndddhubbys birthday Jan the third oo ana barid Jan 2so any ideas gololeeyes im returning to the US Jan the fourthso mako wagt 7ag posts bas …

I’d like to thank the people who have commented on my ending! waaaaaaaaaaayed wannastoony!! i love you all and as always…..

Enjoy..

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To complete some missing details in this story

7sain .. Her father knew people bil shor6aa oo they arrested 7sain and scared him oo left him bil-na’6ara (the place where they keep people who haven’t got their sentense yet) for an hour and found him minhar when they came back to get him, then Jumana’s father contacted his father oo told him of the things 7sain did to her and he threatened to sue them itha obooh ma ra7 ysaweela shay.. But his father did, and he was surprised to find out that his son was that kind of guy,, he couldn’t think of anything that would straighten him out ’3air marriage so 5i6ab bint 3ammita 7aggah oo 7sain rifa’6 *thats when he came to her in avenues then followed her home and was drunk and called her wa6ya o 7aywana o stuff..** bas obooh ’39ibah oo now he is married to Fara7 his cousin.. Shwayya ta3addal oo 9ar a7san bas still old habbits never die.. but he’s madly in love with his cousin.

Rawan .. The dancing girls at the wedding we’re her friends wihya mwa9yat.hom 3ala il-ihda2 wil *i7im* badlaat il3ajeeba wilrag9 il-motamayyez :) She’s still single & more beautiful than ever.. il-5i6aab 6wabeer jiddam bait.hom but she still hasn’t found “the one” she gave up on Bader and keeps a very formal relationship with him and Jumana

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At the hospital bisti8bal Jumana

Shahad: wa a5eeeeraaan ra7aw!!

Jumana: ayy!! fee wa7daa yat bitsallem 3alay chan t7o6 koo3haa 3ala ba6ny!

Al-Jazzi: a777777!

Mama: weeee 7abeebty.. yimkin ma ta89id!

Jumana: LAAA TA89ID!!! ADREE FEEHAA ANA!! TSAWEEE ROO7HAA 3AYOOZAA MA TADREE WAIN ALLAH GA6HAA BA3DAAIN T.HAJEM 3ALA 5ALG ALLAH!

Bader: Haaa.. shloun ba6atna? :p

He said as he walked in..

Lulu: ba6itik 9ayraa wayed ita7al6am

Bader: mo shay yideeed :p

Jumana: excuse me ya3nee.. >:(

Mama: bader sawait awrag 3yalik oo 5alla9t o 7a6ait ilasamee o kilshayy?

Bader: ee 5altee..

fai9al barged in..

fai9al: salaaaaaaaaaaaaaam,, shloun om fai9al >:)

Jumana: om fai9al ib wayhik! ana om 3abdallah!

Fai9al: thats what you think >:)

Jumana: NA3AM?!

Bader: FAI9AL!! GAYELLIK MO AL7EEN!!

Jumana: SHISSALFAAA?!!?!??! MINO OM FAI9AL?!?!

Bader: la7’6a Jumana.. mo giltay raw3a w 3abdallah w ilthaleth ana anaggy..

(Raw3a is his mother’s name btw)

Jumana: EEE BAS INT GILT YA 5ALED YA M7AMMAD!!! MAAA GILT FAAAI9AL OO ZIFT!!!

Bader: ee adree 7abeebty.. bas Fai9al allah yhadah youm yeet baktib 5aled gally innich intay ’3ayyartay rayich oo bitsameen ilthalith fai9al.. faa kitabtah bil-shahada fai9al..

Jumana: WINT 9ADDAGTAH?!?!?!?!

Bader: Jumana.. ohoo i3taraf lee bilsayyara youm kinna raddeen.. mo ohwa kaan mayyet ’6i7ik fa a9arait inny a3aef.. w a-ana 9ara7atan ma kint adree ib hal 3eda2 illy bainkom :p asif jiddan ya3nee.. 3abaly i5wan o 3ala galb wa7ed..

Jumana: ILYOUUUUM T’3AYYER ISM ILWALAAD ILYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUM!!

Fai9al: may9eer 7abeebty :)

Jumana: KIL TIBIN INT!!

Fai9al: sweet victory :)

Jumana breaks down in tears while fai9al laughs his head off and everyones gathering around her trying to calm her down..

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its bas i know:p

btw didnt review so please overlook the nonsense:p

and i would really appreciate a comment and an idea for the possibility of a new story :)

AND OH MY GOD!! 71 FOLLOWERS?!??!? tadroon shkither 71?!?! ya3nee 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11.. :p ya3nee WAYED!! al7een kil ma ashek ib 8i9ity y9eer feeny.. “mary.. you dont have 71 followers 7ag wala shay..” yessss it got to my head.. KILLA MINKOM! :p i love u ;***

Right after high school was where I meet Khalifa.He was my first.I still remember that day, I remember it very well. How can I forget?It was the first day of university, but I had no classes at all because when it was time to register my dad passed awa…

This is a post gabil la asafer as I promised o sorry no colors cuz I’m writing it on my phone ;pYousif: wallah hal Ali shakla Dowsh wa7idSindis: shlown?Yousif: digay 3ala nooroo 5al itgoolich manee im5arib 3alayha her excitement wila agoolich ni6ray la…

You are my first thought when I open my eyes in the morning. Where is my 7AM wakeup call? Where was my good night call? From the day that I met you, you have called me every single night before I sleep – no exceptions. Without hearing you say good ni…

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“Don’t look into her eyes!”
You screech in a voice that is a mixture of terror and disgust, warning the children to stay away from the hungry feral cat that is slinking up the steps of the wide verandah.
“It is not a black cat, ” I intervene. “It is not the Devil,” I mock. The cat [...]

 Kisses are sweetest under covering hair, And whispers in its woven twilight best; As flowery boughs above the chirping nest Make sweet and sacred all the darkened air Wherein abide the soft-secluded pair, And know in the warm fragrance where they…

I’M VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY..SORRY! sorry ma postaaiitt lately :p bas wallah i’ve been very busy! s2law my msn buddies they know :p w sham3a 7abeebat albi i’m soo sorry ma 7a66aitlich comments..lail7een ma garaait :/ sorry wallah :*

w roman6i8 i’m fine bas too busy… :p

I HAVE AN EXAM BACHER..id3oolyy :p see? shftaaw shlon kitba post wana mashghoolaa..thba7oonnaa examz! HUFF!

this one is dedicated to ACA GIRLZ :D ;p

w 6awfaw badliyyaati :p

ENJOY :***********

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Previously

Noora: open the car..

he opened the car and she placed him gently on the backseat , He took his hoodie off to cover him with it..

She smiled at him..he was always nice with kids..but he would never admit it

she smiled and turned around to leave…

the next thing she knew was a firm grip holding her wrist…

M7ammad: Noora..

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December/ 1/2009

Shaheen~

Iff madri shasawwi! 7addi mitwahig…Noora w 7amood ra7aw L ma6aar w lail7een ma raddaw! w *looking at his watch*..SHIT! 3ugub sa3taain! SA3TAAIN w HALA BTKOON MAWJOODA!

He was worried..terrified..he didn’t know what to do…how to react..he’d call m7ammad every 2 min. untill m7ammad …

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WALLAH L 3ATHEEM IN DAGAAIT MARRA THANYA MAANI RAD 3ALAIK!

1 msg sent to 7amood

Ohhh! shasawwi ba3ad! 7is feeni shwaay ya a5i!

1 msg recieved from 7amood

ma77ad gallik tezawaj 3ugub bacher :)

1 msg sent to 7amood

9ij inik..7maar :)

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7abeeb albii :**

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aaaahh…al7een fahamt..L a5 Gay? (6)

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A7IBBIK! :*

7imdillaah w L shikir!..moo 9a7i hal rifeej wallaah…tloomooni? tloomooni laaish ana im3a99ib w mit5asbig w 7aalti 7ala!? shagoollaa ballaah shagoollaa?!

MANI RAAAD ZAAIN!

he heard the door slightly opening….

Zaid: SHAAHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!

Shaheen: HAA?! SHFEEEK SH9AAYIIRR!?

Zaid: shfeeek mit9argi3 chithee?

Shaheen: haa? la bas..OHh! wallaah dodahtooni! waain Hala!?

Zaid: ig3aad…*ordering* agoolik ig3ad!

Shaheen: inzain!

Zaid: Hala ma3a Jood biroo7on ytmashoon 3ugub bitwadeeha L ma63-

Shaheen: SHINO?! LA LA LA! LA ITWADEEHA! 7AMOOD W NOORA LAIL7EEN MA yaa-

Zaid: Had a39aabik … in6ir 5alni akammil..bismillaah..

Shaheen: SHLOON AN6IR! SHLOONN? WAAN–

Zaid: Walaaaiiinn…Lo bacher 3rsik shbi9eer feek !? tara kilha *sitting on one knee and * “Hala..Ohh Haalaa!… will u marry me?” :p

Shaheen: iskit wla kilma w inthibir yammi..

Zaid sat next to Shaheen who was very nervous..Zaid would drop comments every now and then ..and Shaheen would shout at him….

5 minutes of waiting…

15 minutes of waiting…

30 minutes of waiting..

Shaheen: OHH! MA 9ARAAT WAINHUM!?

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Noora~

Noora: M7ammaad…m7ammad…M7AMMAAD!

M7ammad: haa!

Noora: waain sar7aaan!?

M7ammad: wala shay..

Noora: aha…

while they were waiting..M7ammad was thinking of a prank to do for Noora..he was squeezing his mind thinking of what she hates the most..trying to remember…

M7ammad: LIGAIT.HA!

Noora: haw! 7mdillaah w L shikir shfeek? yannaait!

M7ammad: hahaa…la la..kahum ummich w ubooch w9alaw…

weird person…very weird person..moo ashkara L nas traggi3 7ag 3umirhum!

Noora’s parents were now here..she went to hug them and greet them..while M7ammad acted like “prince charming”..he charmed them with his appearance his personality..and his gentleness…He helped them with the bags, left them to bring the car..and came back with a smile..

M7ammad: *opening the door* tifathilaw…

BU Noora: dam fathlik..ya36eek L 3afya M7ammad..ma ga99art wallah

Um Noora: ee wallah ya wlaaidy ta33abnaak ma3aannaa..

M7ammad: la ta3ab wala shay..tstahlon..*smile*

Noora’s Dad likes Zaid and M7ammad…he appreciate them being his son’s friends since a very long time..and being there for him through whatever..he was glad to see them again..

M7ammad always acts like the perfect one in the group infront of Zaid and Shaheen’s parent..but when it comes to the three of them he’s the craziest person..

waayyy waayy waayy! shftaaw! SHFTAW?! shftaaw shlon ysawwi roo7a “mr. perfect” ?!

they all got in the car..Noora and her mother sat in the backseats and her Dad sat next to M7ammad..

Um Noora: *whispering in Noora’s ears* Waaayyy ya 7lwaaa M7ammad…rayyaal ismillaah 3alaaihh…shfteee shlon y6laa3ich?

la7tha la7tha..yit.hayya2li illi sima3ta..or ummi biat t5oora? MIN 9IJHA!?

Noora: *angry* yummaa!

Um Noora: Waaaihh..ma 3ndich salfaa!

he had a smirk on his face..he looked at her from the rearview mirror..and smiled that devilish smile..only she knew what it means..

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December 2015

Noora~

M7ammad: Noora…

she was standing still in her place..trying to react..

shyabbi? i hope he let this go…

M7ammaad: *in a soft tone* Noor–

before he continued she looked around to face him..her eyes met his..

Noora: na3am?

M7ammad: Noora ana..A-ana..

she looked at him waiting for an answer..she haven’t heard from him for the past six months..she missed him..she looked at him hurt .. sad for why the had to be apart..she couldn’t handle it..she couldn’t handle “him”..

Noora: M7ammad please..

M7ammad: Noora sim3eeny..9adgeeny agdar ashra7lich..

Noora: tshra7li shino? haa M7ammad!? kil L deera it3arif ib salfitik w ham ana adri…w yay tabi tshra7li!?

M7ammad: 9adgeeny intay fahma L mawthoo3 ghala6..Noora L salfa moo chithee..laaish ista3yaltay gabil la itta2ikidaain minni!? moo wath8aa feeni?

Noora looked at him with teary eyes…could he be right? could all of them be wrong and he’s the right person?

M7ammad: ridday 3alay Noora…MA KNTAY WATH8A FEENI!?

she turned around quickly she couldn’t look at him anymore..tears started to fall on her cheeks..

Noora: madri *sniff* madri!

he felt guilty..he walked near her and he put his hand on her shoulder..

M7ammad: assiiff..ma kaan 8a9di..ba-

Noora: Laish ma daggaait!? laish ma sa2alt ? six months m7ammad! *sniff* SIX MONTHS..w ba3dain yaay tgoolli laish ma ta2akkadtaay?! haa?

M7ammad: Nooraa anaa…

Noora: intaa shino!?…Bas m7ammad 5alaa9! insaa L mawthoo3!

m7ammad: nooraa la7thaa..

she ran to her car locking the doors behind her..he thought of following her home but was hesitant..he did it anyway…he had to get her back..show her that he never cheated on her…

the memory of dec.1. 2009..kept repeating in her head..she smiled while remembering that day..the day he confessed his love to her…

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I hate that thing about youI hate the impact you have on meI hate itBut I don’t know why I can’t hate youYou knowI don’t even know if I love youDo I love you?But I hate that thingSomething that could decide my love or hate towards youWhen it comes to y…

Ok I’m thinking of writing a True story 3an wa7da I know bas she gave me all the details that I need to know in order to write a story ana I took her permission o she agreed so what do u think ?P.S: its a Love story bas it’s actually very interesting ;D

When this happens!(Lam yatom al3ethor 3ala elmodawan bla blaah!) eee LAISH ppl u delete ur blogs?! :@ take a break bs don’t deleteWallaaah!

Previously…

My body was heating up.

I had no controle over my own mind or body anymore.

When he’s around me I just lose my self.

I’m moving through his mighty curse.

As much as it pains me to say… I wanted his lips on me.

His gentle touch turned agressive.

He started sucking on my neck..

Suddenly we hear the card key getting slipped..

” HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE “

_____________________

Bader: What ?

Me: In the closet over there now!



He got in quick, just seconds before Msh3al got in.

Msh3al: Asfa 6awalt 3leeki 7beebty.

Me: Walaw.. you didnt..

Msh3al: Now where were we..

Me: Oh no no no no *pushing him away*

Msh3al: Shfeeh ?

Me: You just got back from a client. And…. I need you to take your clothes off.

Msh3al: *confused* Thats what Im doing right now..

Me: Yeah but see its much more sexier when you do it in the bathroom and then come back out wearing nothing on.

Msh3al: Aha… well… ok…



I pulled Bader out and threw him out the room.

After closing the door I threw myself onto the bed.

I was exhausted!

I shouldn’t have to be doing all this work. Or should I ?



7beeby finaly came out, with his black Calvine C. boxers.

They looked so good on him.

I was lying on my stomach so he came and sat ontop of me, not applying too much pressure.

This is what I was waiting for ever since we got here. Our “dessert”.

But all I had to say was, “how about we just cuddle..”

I mean how am I supposed to have sex with my husband while some other man is clouding up my head?

Well we didn’t get our dessert that night.

Instead we both put our clothes back on. Msh3al got out his laptop and started typing away with work. And I was left with yet another one of my Cosmopolitan magazines.



The Next Day…

We woke up and had a nice breakfast out by the balcony which overlooked half of Paris. It was such a beautiful morning.

Msh3al: 7beebty I kind of have bad news ..

Me: *sigh* Yeah ?

Msh3al: I’m not sure if I can take you to the museum this afternoon.

Me: Whatever Msh3al..

Msh3al: Jooni you have to know that I never plan on these things to happen. They just do.

Me: This is work, you gotta do what you gotta do.

Msh3al: Think about your clinic, I’m sure if you were in my shoes I would understand.

Me: Do you hear me complaining ? No. So 3adi, go.

Msh3al: Do you have a thought to what you might do ?

Me: Plenty.

Msh3al: Great. Ok mmm *taking a sip of coffee* I better be off.

A kiss..

And he was off again.

Why is it that whenever we plan on something, really plan on it…

Get out hopes up so high…

Then suddenly it all comes crashing down ?


Later that aftertoon on my way out, I ran into Bader.

Bader: And where are you off to ?

Me: Not in the mood..

Bader: Hey hey… *holding me by the hand* are you ok ?

Me: Yeah why wouldn’t I be…

Bader: You don’t seem yourself…

Me: Why, just because I’m not in a mood to argue with you? You know the world doesnt revolve around only you Bader!!!

Bader: I never said it did Jenah… can I ask again where your going ?

Me: I was supposed to spend the whole day with Msh3al, but work as always came up.

Bader: How about we spend the day together ?

Me: What.. you and me? A day.. in Paris ? Together ? You must be — Hold on…



Msh3al was on the other line so I took a few steps away from Bader.

He told me that he was sorry and would’nt be able to make it for dinner.

Bader: Everything ok ?

Me: Yeah, just work…….. So shall we ?

Don’t blame me.

Do not blame me.

This doesn’t have to mean anything.

I mean who want’s to spend a day in Paris all by themselves ?

I just wanted to have some fun. Not that kind of fun.

Msh3al hurt me. He really hurt me.

He could have sent in anyone besides him to meet with the client. Hell he could have sent in Bader.



We walked for a while until he stopped me infront of the Eiffel tower.

Me: Why are we stopping here ?

Bader: You said you wanted adventure.

Me: Not that kind of adventure. I’m not going up there.

Bader: Jenah please!

Me: No. I’m scared of heights ok! Scared! Scared! Scared! I will literaly pass out!

Bader: I’ll be with you.. it’s ok.

Me: You? Haah! Msh3al yes, but you ?!



He backed away.

Turned his face and body and walked away…

I wanted to hold him back and tell him that Im sorry.

But at the same time why would I even concider that after what he’s put me through.

He almost put my marriage in jepordy.

But I didn’t need to go to him. Because he came to me.

Took my hand, and led me towards the elevator.

My heart was racing.

I wanted to stop and turn around.

But with his hand in mine, it just felt so right.

We got in.

I started to panick.

He held on to my other hand and pulled me closer to him.

I burried myself in his chest.

His smell.. his smell was what drugged me then and there.

I was lost in it.

A maze I couldnt find my way out of.

When we reached the top he started calling me name to let go but I didn’t.

I didn’t want to.

He laughed and managed to walk us both out of the elevator.

I could feel the cool breeze blowing through my hair, but I didn’t want to look out.

Bader: *whispering* It’s ok Jenah.. you can let go of me now. Aw3adik.

Me: Is it scary ?

Bader: Breathtaking.

I slowly started pulling away from Bader.

I could see Paris. The wonderful city of Paris.

The sun was falling and the moon was rising.

I could see it.

The colors of the wind.

The smell of the air.


I looked up at him and we both smiled. I’ve never seen this smile on him before. It was like a whole new Bader. For the first time it felt like he wasn’t just here to ruin my life. Like he was here to help me enjoy it.

I took myself to the edge.

Closed my eyes and held on to the rail.

Bader took one of my hands off the rail and held onto it with both his hands.

What chills it gave me.

His warm hands back to interlocking with mine.

We spent several minutes up there. Not even a single word was spoken.

My eyes were closed, while his was all over me.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I moved to your country a year ago by chance and that we met by chance and that you fell in love with me. I’m sorry that we were so happy together and in love that you bravely sat with your parents and told them that you…

Dear Readers,
Journal Entry 17 of Roses are Red is now up.
Enjoy, and you’re feedback would be highly appreciated.
Love, Flana
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Right after high school was where I meet Khalifa.He was my first.I still remember that day, I remember it very well. How can I forget?It was the first day of university, but I had no classes at all because when it was time to register my dad passed awa…

Every little girl dreams of being a princess with her prince charming. No, scratch out prince charming; all we wanted was being pretty, having fun, and well be adults. I was one of those girls, dreaming of my future every time I play with my dolls or t…

Remember the days we used to talk till dawnRemember the times we used to hugRemember the moments we used to kissI remember themI don’t want to I want them backI want youI’m sorryWhat can I do?

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These days luxury comes in the form of sleeping in, lolling about in bed, waking up, and falling back into a deeply somnolent state. I don’t question my body’s needs. I go with the flow.
But with this hibernation comes a price. In day dreams, there is more chance of coming upon the unkind, uncouth, and [...]

Dear Readers,
Journal Entry 16 of Roses are Red is now up.
Enjoy, and you’re feedback would be highly appreciated.
Love, Flana
xoxo