Sorry 3ala il Delay ;pEnjoy everyone ;****Noor: …….Ali: Noor shfeech goolay shayNoor: abaaiih Ali madree shagool inta faja2tneeAli: adreee wallah bas ana I just wanted to clear things out 3ashan it3arfeen inee ana ga3id atkalam min 9ijee mo ga3id a…

Happy new year.Every year I start with new resolve, telling myself that this year will be different, as this day marks the beggining of my journey without you. I put down a list of things to do, things that will take my stubborn mind off of you. The ha…

I woke up
one morning
my mind
singing
boisterously
I used to be LoveDrunk
but now it’s all over
and come to think of it
waking up to music
makes me smile.
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Even flies
seek sanctuary
on
my
white walls
Posted in Poetry

Him “I’m sorry”Her “baba tiwafa”Him “adree”Her “and you leave me like that right, not even a msg”Him “kint abeech tinsainee”Her “tadree ina 3omri mara7 ansak”Him “adree”Her “then why did you leave me all lonely”Him “madre shagoolich”Her “3ayal latgool”…

My little pretties sam7oony for not posting yesterday. I woke up in the afternoon. So didn’t sleep well. I was an exhausted wreck. No worries, I’m all better now.
Love you all ! ;**
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Previously…

Me: What the hell are you doing calling me? How dare you !

Bader: I just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for putting you in this situation.

Me: Aha…

Bader: I herd that you and Badoor were going to Paris this weekend. So I hope you guys have fun.

Me: Yeah were leaving to the airport now.

Bader: Well I dont wanna keep you. Have fun.

Me: Goodbye.

Huh ?

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We arrives in Paris, it was so beautiful. Spring. The weather. The leaves. The people.

Everything was perfect here.

I didn’t see much of Msh3al on the first day. He was up at 6am getting ready for his big meeting. I picked out his suit and tie. He looked so handsome.

I will never forget how anxious and nervous he was. So adorable.

He wasn’t to be back until later that night so I decided to waist my time on my money. I mean what else is there to do in Paris. It’s one of the capital cities in the world to max out your credit cards.

A clutch and sunglasses from CHANEL.

Shoes from Louis Vuitton

Clothes from Dolce and Gabbana


After those long hours of shopping I went to take a little walk around the park. I asked the driver to take my bags to the hotel.

I’ve never seen Paris like this before. Summer yes. Winter yes. But spring never. It was so calm and peaceful. You could really take it all in. Picture perfect.


Along the way I bumped into this french women whom I had a nice conversation with.

She was gorgeous mashallah. Long golden hair. Sea blue eyes. Tall. Curvy, but the good kinda curve.

Annabell: Vacation ?

Me: The weekend actualy. My husbands here on a meeting so I tagged along.

Annabell: But what will you do ?

Me: Oh no he’ll be done today and then we’ve got the rest of the weekend to ourselves.

Annabell: Seems wonderful.

Me: You speak perfect english.

Annabell: I studied in America for a couple of years.

Me: Ahh mashallah.

Annabell: ……..

Me: Haha it means wow in arabic !

Annabell: Uhhh Jenah?

Me: Yeah ?

Annabell: Is that your husband coming this way ?

Me: My husband? No he’s at *turning head* a me —

It was my Msh3al!

He had come for me !

Actualy finished early and had come for me!


He took me out to an early dinner, his words exactley were ” dinner early, dessert late “.

He took me to a nice little french bistro next to the eiffel tower. The plan was for us to have dinner up there but I was just too scared. Heights killed me. Especialy flying, just before the plane would about to take off I’s start to panick. But as always my Msh3al always calmed me down.


Dessert finaly came.


I put on this little Victoria Secret lingerie I had just bought from back home.

He was already on the bed waiting for me.

I was on the bed on my knees slowling getting closer to him..

Layed him down…

Got on his waist..

Just as I was about to take his belt off…

Msh3al: SHIT!

Me: OH C’MON !

Msh3al: 7beebty wallah I’m so sorry it’s my work phone.. bsr3a get off !

Me: GET OFF ??


Seconds Later

Msh3al: 7beebty please don’t hate me but I’ve just gotta rushover to the other side of the sreet. The client lives there. Twenty minutes maximum and then I’m all yours!

Me: Go…

Msh3al: Baby please…

Me: Msh3al… go….

Msh3al: I love you wallah I’ll make this up to you !!

Me: Yeah yeah…



He gave me a kiss and ran off.

7beeby I can never be mad at him. He was working so hard. And I knew this was all for me. To provide the perfect life for us. How can I be mad? He was being the perfect man, the perfect husband.

I sat there waiting for him flipping through the channels.

The door knocked!

Could that really be my Msh3al ?

It’s only been ten minutes.

I love him !

I quickley applied my cherry flavored lip gloss and rushed to open the door.

Then I stopped for a second before turning the knob.

Why was he knocking? He had a key. This was our room.

I looked through the peep hole but saw no one.

Just in case I opend the door and peaked out the hall.

In a heartbeat someone pushed me back into the room and I fell to the floor.




No no no !

This was my weekend !

What was he doing here !

He promised !

Bader: Steamy Jenah.. very steamy…

Me: Oh BADER !!! YRABIIIII YOUR SOON GONNA BE THE CAUSE OF MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN !!!

Bader: And a sexy mental breakdown that will be..

Me: Do you think this is funny ?

Bader: ….

Me: I am here with my husband whom I love by the way. Please leave.

Bader: *staring from head to toe* Ohhhhhhhhh you two were about to…. oh I see I see…

Me: *closing the robe* Please leave..

Bader: Hey it’s ok you don’t have to close it .

He started getting closer.

Pulled me agressivley towards him.

Now out bodies were touching.

He gently let down the the robe from my left shoulder and started kissing my neck.

Why do they always go for the neck ?

How do they always know exactley where to go, what to do ?

I let out a light sigh…

He started to remove my robe.. and it was silk. Very easily to slip right off.

He took one of my legs and wrapped it around his waist. My other one was still on the ground.

My body was heating up.

I had no controle over my own mind or body anymore.

When he’s around me I just lose my self.

I’m moving through his mighty curse.

As much as it pains me to say… I wanted his lips on me.

His gentle touch turned agressive.

He started sucking on my neck..

Suddenly we hear the card key getting slipped..

” HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE “



All this steam is for my Nawarii ;)
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Oh my god you guys have to hear this song. It’s called “Cry”. I’m officaly hooked on it !! BEAUTIFUL! ;**


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WK1M0hs-tqQ

Let me know what you think !! :D

Thursday, well was just Thursday.I was out with my dad; we both had nothing to do so decide to have dinner at living colors. And off we went. The weather was amazing. We just chatted, and had a good time. Later my sister joined us…Friday was Christma…

Part 7 is up…just belew the “Ya7lwek:*” post.

Shamma’s P.O.VJust as I was about to turn around and leave, the door flew open and my eyes shot open in shock.“oh you have got to be kidding me!” I grumbled, “this is great, just great.”He just stood there before me with a smirk plastered on …

Shamma’s P.O.VJust as I was about to turn around and leave, the door flew open and my eyes shot open in shock.“oh you have got to be kidding me!” I grumbled, “this is great, just great.”He just stood there before me with a smirk plastered on …

With so much news that brings us down, it is always heartwarming to hear good news and to read stuff that uplifts us.
I enjoyed this story tonight:
This Love Story Had a Perfect Ending by Deb Gruver
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Electronics, you say?

Yes, my dear friends…I hate everything to do with electronics even though I depend on them greatly and love and cherish them oh so very much…yes, electronics.

So, should I tell you the reason behind this post?

Should I waste my time ranting and ranting even though it may not help me in any way?

Yes, I should.

Why?

Because I’m one of those people whose luck just sucks so badly…that’s why.

Let’s start, shall we?

Ok.

3 years ago, I got my first phone…problems came up on the 3rd day I had it.

Bad, much?

2 years ago, I got a new digital camera…you now those hot pink ones…Sony? Yeah…it’s got stolen that summer…with my medication and other stuff too.

1 year ago, I got the new iPhone 3G…problems started bit by bit later on…until the network wouldn’t work and it’s literally dead right now…the screen won’t light up…it’s just lying there, still…next to me on my bedside table…may God rest its soul in peace. Yes, it was VERY dear to my heart.

Now.

Present.

Remember my previous post? When I told you I wouldn’t be able to post until I get my laptop back? Well, I just got the news that the motherboard is completely raye7 feeha w fe um ely yabha…

Karma, you say?

No.

Hay 7athy…7ady magrooda.

Alla ya3lam aish by9eer lain I get a BlackBerry…I’m betting ena el BBM won’t work…since hathy meezat el BB’s 3n ay jawal thany…

Bye.

Nawariii o to my readers ileee they’re waiting for a post sorry adree inee I promised ineee I’m goint to write one bilayl bas wallah I can’t inshalla tommorow ;*******

لا إله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له , له الملك وله الحمد وله الفضل وله الثناء الحسن , يحيي ويميت وهو حي لا يموت بيده الخير , وهو على كل شيء قدير , …

 Ja’afar was taking a walk in mishref with his twin brother, yasser when it happened. When ja’afars life was taken. Ja’afar was a 19 year old university student studying in the states. He had just come back and was reunited with his family for the…

Previously…


And just as he was about to un-zip my jacket his cell phone rang.

” Aloo.. ee ee al7een jay.. za7mah el 6reeg al7een jay.. shway w akoon 3ndik… ok yallah salam “

He slolwy released me from his body and walked away.

Without saying a single word or even looking back. He just walked away.

Before he took the last step out of the room he said…

” A scent of an angel… “

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I wanted to grab the vase next to me and throw it at his head, but what good would that do me ?

That’s it, it was official. I had just cheated on my husband with another man.

His best friend.

His loyal most trusted friend.

I immidiatley called Nawal and had her cancel whatever she was doing and hurry over.

Nawal: Babe I dunno what to tell you…

Me: I’m so scared right now..

Nawal: You should be I mean look at what you’ve gotton yourself into!

Me: What do I do now ?

Nawal: Thats a question that goes to you not me.

Me: 6yb tell me what YOU think I should do!

Nawal: If I were you, I’d tell Bader to back the hell off and go to talk to my husband.

Me: He’ll just flip out of controle!

Nawal: It all comes down to you J, you and your decision.

Me: I wanna tell Msh3al wallah I do bs he’ll think I ment for this to happen. And he’ll ask why I didnt tell him from the very start.

Nawal: 6hb why didnt you ?

Me: I dunno !! Aghhhhhhhh !!

Nawal: So ?

Me: I’m gonna talk to Bader.

Nawal: And … ?

Me: End it !

Nawal: *sight*



Well Nawal wasn’t much help.

Can I blame her though ?

There wasn’t much she could do or say that would change anything. It was all up to me, my next move.

I called Bader and asked him to meet me the next day at a low profile cafe where I knew no one would see us.

Bader: Damn you just took my breath away.

Me: No Bader! Stop it ok! I am your best friends wife!

Bader: So ?

Me: SO !!! So dont you care about him at all ?

Bader: Ofcourse I do but I care about my heart even more.

Me: You dont even have a heart !!!

Bader: Jenah ism3ny inti da5alti galbi.. wallah inik da5alti galbi..

Me: Have you no guilt towards what we did yesterday ?

Bader: Honestley no I dont.

Me: *getting up* You are a cruel hearltess bastard! Stay the hell away from me !



I stormed out.

I really thought I could talk to him about this. I thought he’d take the issue seriosuly. What a jerk!

What was I going to do now ?

Is he going to try something again ?

Is he going to talk to Msh3al and turn the tables on me ?

At this point I’m not surprised to where this might lead.

My only option was hope. Hoping that nothing over floods.


7beeby came home early that night. I was so excited! We havent had dinner together in two days! I missed him so much.

Finaly. Just me and him.

We snuggled up on our little love seat in our bedroom and fed eachother Chinese food. We always did this.

I felt like a little baby in his arms getting fed.

Although to some people it may seem a bit lame, but to us it was the perfect little night in.

Msh3al: I missed this..

Me: I know… I miss you

Msh3al: 7beebty wallah I’m going to try my best to be with you more. But you know how hectic things have been at the office latley.

Me: Im not mad bl3ax I’m so happy for you.

Msh3al: Ok so would it make you feel better if we went to Paris next weekend ?

Me: Oh my God are you seriouse ???

Msh3al: Haha your just too cute!

Me: For the whole weekend really ?

Msh3al: Well I’m going there on buisness —

Me: BABYYYYY !! *whining*

Msh3al: I’m going for a one hour meeting with a client and then I’m all yours for the weekend. So come with me.



He pulled me closer to him and started tickeling me while saying “please please”

I could never say no to 7beeby. I broke down and said ok.

Paris here we come!

On The Phone: Nawal

Nawal: Thats amazing 7beebty! I’m so thrilled for you.

Me: I’m so excited I cant wait !!

Nawal: Haha y7lelik.. when do you guys leave ?

Me: A couple of days.

Nawal: Shopping ?

Me: Absolutley!

Nawal: Alright I’ll pick you up tommorow at around 6.

Me: Perfect!

The next day was just what I needed. A day of pamper.

We went to the spa. Had facials. Mani pedi’s.

Went shopping at all the hottest botiques.

A day of pampering.

Now I could NOT wait to be in Paris with my Msh3al. I just wanted to get away from all of this get the hell out.



That Weekend…

Incoming Call: Unknown


Me: Hello ?

?: Jenah ?

Me: Yes, may I know who’s calling ?

?: Bader..

Me: What the hell are you doing calling me? How dare you !

Bader: I just wanted to say sorry. Sorry for putting you in this situation.

Me: Aha…

Bader: I herd that you and Badoor were going to Paris this weekend. So I hope you guys have fun.

Me: Yeah were leaving to the airport now.

Bader: Well I dont wanna keep you. Have fun.

Me: Goodbye.



Huh ?

Noor: hiiAli: ahlaaaaan Noor: sorry 6awalt 3alaykAli: la 3adee ana a9lan tawnee wa9ilwe sat down and I started looking through the menu, bas I swear I could feel him staring at me the whole time so I ignored his stares at first then I couldn’t take it …

Shamma’s P.O.VThe plane ride passed by quicker than usual. We were going to land soon, and I couldn’t help the big smile that formed on my face, though it looked out of place amongst all the other tired and dull expressions that everyone around me …

Shamma’s P.O.VThe plane ride passed by quicker than usual. We were going to land soon, and I couldn’t help the big smile that formed on my face, though it looked out of place amongst all the other tired and dull expressions that everyone around me …

He told me about you…He suffers for you, did you know?He says he cant understand you..That’s why he left… Feeling blue :/wa shukran ;*

Enjoy part 3, sorry its short ;*”baba t3aly aby akalmich”My father had a worried look on his face, but I didnt think much of it.”baba there has been a change of plans”He wouldnt look at me”with what?”"m3a Bader”"um shloun ya3ne?”My heart was beating, …

Enjoy part 3, sorry its short ;*”baba t3aly aby akalmich”My father had a worried look on his face, but I didnt think much of it.”baba there has been a change of plans”He wouldnt look at me”with what?”"m3a Bader”"um shloun ya3ne?”My heart was beating, …

Previously…

Bader came closer to me and put both his hands on my hips.

Gently and slowly started pushing me back, until my back met the wall.

He took one hand off my hip and lightly moved it from the side of my body all the way up to my left cheeck.

He brought his face closer to mine and looked deep into my eyes.

Took his lips, moved it closer to my ear and said…

” I hope to be seeing alot more of you… “
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With those words going into my ear, he walked away.

I was left there standing, with my back against the wall.

Not knowing what I was feeling. Was is lust? Hunger? What was it?

I quickly pulled myself together and joined everyone else.

Thank God I saw a familiar face!

Nawal: Hey sorry I’m late babe.

Me: OH THANK GOD YOUR HERE !! *hugging her*

Nawal: Hey you ok ?

Me: He’s here.

Nawal: Who’s here ?

Me: Him.

Nawal: Him him ?

Me: YES HIM HIM !

Nawal: Where? Which one is he ?



I pointed out to her which one Bader was.

She took my hand and started walking me out of the party room and upstairs into my bedroom.

Nawal: Ok did you invite him or something ?

Me: Ofcourse I didnt! He’s the friend that Msh3al has been talking about so much.

Nawal: The one from New York right ?

Me: Yeah thats him.

Nawal: Hmmmmmm… well why not just tell Msh3al..

Me: Oh yeah I can see just how smoothly that’ll go… 7beeby while I was in New York Bader saved my life. Then just a while ago in your study he started seducing me.

Nawal: Ok maybe not a good approach.

Me: I dont think I’m gonna tell him. I mean he’s been looking forward to this for months. I dont wanna be the one to ruin it all.

Nawal: I dunno.. if I were you I’d tell him now before things start going off the tracks.



We talked for a couple of minutes until both 7beeby and Bader walked in.

Msh3al: There you two are.

Me: Yup here we are…

Msh3al: 7beebty feeki shay ? Shklik ms5na..

Me: La I’m fine,.

Msh3al: So are you ready to join me back downstairs ?

Me: Yeah let’s go.



Both Msh3al and I walked out first. And just as Bader was about to, Nawal pulled him back.

Nawal: Esm3ny ha.. wallahi lw 7awalt ay shay AY SHAY m3 Jenah wallah ra7 athba7ak b2eedi el thnayn.

Bader: Bismilah.. hadi hadi.

Nawal: Im seriouse Bader. Stay away from her. She’s married!

Bader: Now what makes you think I’m even going to try anything?

Nawal: Because I know you Bader. I know how men like you think.

Bader: Ok now I’m insulted!

Nawal: Dont even try to fool me!

Bader: *sigh* I’ll see you back down stairs..



Later that night Msh3al and I were tucked into bed watching the news. We have this little half hour thing we must do before going to bed. He watches the news, while I read one of my latest Cosmopolitan magazines.

I focused so hard on trying to forget Bader and what had happend earlier but I couldnt. How could I move on from something like this ?

This man violated everything.

God knows if Msh3al wasn’t around what else he would have done.

I put down my magazine on the night stand next to me and turned to face him.

Me: 7beeby ?

Msh3al: Na3am 3yoony ?

Me: How about we spend the whole day tommorow, just you and me ?

Msh3al: Wallah 9a3eb 3alay bkrah 7beebty. I’ve got meetings all day.

Me: Oh…

Msh3al: Spend the day with Nawal.

Me: I would but I miss you.

Msh3al: 7ayati inti.. I miss you too but remember the client from Paris…

Me: Oh yeah…

Msh3al: This could be huge for me.

Me: I know baby.. and Im so proud of you.

I gave him a little kiss on his lips and went back to reading my magazine.

You know when you plan on telling someone something? Then the minute your faced infront of that person you just cant and back down?

From that night, I decided to keep it to myself. Not saying anything was best for now.

The Next Day…

There was nothing for me to do.

Msh3al was going to be at the office all day.

Nawal was spending the whole day with her brother that just flew in.

I was all alone at the house.

Wearing my red juicy track suit and white fluffy slippers.

I was sliding in my slippers on the dining room table.

I turned up the sterio to Beyonce’s song “Crazy Right Now” and started dancing.

Must confess, it was a hell of fun.

I didnt realize that someone was in the room with me until suddenly the music stopped.

I turn around to find 6al 3mro Bader staring at me, with both hands crossed.

Bader: Bravo.. really that was excellent. *clapping*

Me: Bader what are you doing here ?

Bader: I came to pick up some papers from your husband’s study.

Me: Couldn’t Msh3al have sent his assistant ?

Bader: Yes he could, but afterall I am his most trusted partner.

Me: Well go right ahead. As you know the study is four doors down. Turn on the music on your way out.



He closed the door. Turned on the music. And made his way towards me.

I told him to leave but he wouldn’t listen.

He slowly took both my hands and pulled me back down.

Now I was sitting on the table.

Took both my legs and wrapped them around his waist.

Then took my hands and wrapped them around his neck.

Now we were so close, close enought that I could feel his warm breath on me.

I know it was wrong, but it felt so right. I couldn’t stop myself. When I’m with him its like giving away my soul. I have no controle.

Bader took both his hands and held onto my waist. Leaning in closer he inhaled my scent. He just closed his eyes and inhaled my scent.

I closed my eyes as he gently started to kiss me.

A peck on my cheeck…

A peck on my chin…

He lowered his head…

A peck on my neck…

And just as he was about to un-zip my jacket his cell phone rang.

” Aloo.. ee ee al7een jay.. za7mah el 6reeg al7een jay.. shway w akoon 3ndik… ok yallah salam “

He slolwy released me from his body and walked away.

Without saying a single word or even looking back. He just walked away.

Before he took the last step out of the room he said…

” A scent of an angel… “

ta7iyaaaty;*

When I first started the blog kint agool 7ag nafsee ina the story will end at the 30′th post cuz i thought ya3neeeee ollaaa shda3wa a9lan I’ll be writing 30 posts bas I guess it wont be ending now fa we’ll just have to wait and see ;pO eeee whoever has…

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