Previously…

That was the first time I saw “him”.

” T3awarti ? 9arlik shay ?

“I just stood there staring at him. I could speak. I’d try to but all I would do is stutter.

I got dizzy..

I blacked out..







I woke up to find myself back in my hotel room.

I brought myself up to rest my back against the head of the bed.

Seconds later “he” walked in.

Him: Ee ashwa 97eety..

Me: Huh? Where Am I ?

Him: You really dont remember ?

Me: Remember what ?

Him: You blacked out.

Me: But Im already in my room..

Him: Yeah I carried you back up.. I asked for your room at the front desk.

Me: ……

Him: I pulled you back onto the curb..

Me: …….

Him: Oh for gods sake you nearly got ran over.

Me: Ohhh !! That was you ?

Him: Badri…

Me: Sorry, I’m still a little dizzy.

Him: It’s ok.. so hows your head ?

Me: Much better…

Him: 6yb ma3na your ok I’m gonna get going.

Me: Sorry but I didnt get your name ?

Him: Bader..

Me: Thank you Bader.

Him: Don’t mention it..

Bader saved my life.

Though sometimes I really wish he hadn’t saved me, and just let me get run over.

My flight back home was the next day so I woke up bright and early to pack. I stayed for a long weekend so there wasn’t much.

I had the limo pick me up and drive me to the airport.

Once I was in my seat I thought I saw a familiar face pass by me. Guess I was still a bit woozy from my fall the other day.

I was back home the next day and as always my Msh3al was there to pick me up.

I ran into his arms!

I missed them..

I miss him.

We went back home, and as always he never stops surprising me.

He walked me into our dining where a gourmet dinner was all set.

I was speechless!

He did all of this for me.

My msh3al!

Two Days Later…


Msh3al was away on yet one of his buisness trips. My parents were taking a small vacation and flew out to Maldives for a week.

My closest most dearest friend Nawal was here so I spent practicly every minute of my day with her.

We’ve known eachother since we were both shipped away to boarding school.

We were both a bit of trouble makers at the age of ten. Our parents have had it and shipped us away.

Best friends ever since.

So were both out having lunch one day, she gets up to use the restroom.

All of a sudden I feel someone leaning over from behind me. I couldnt see his face but his voice was familiar.

He slolwy opend up the palm of my hand and slipped in a tiny folded piece of paper.

” I see your head is alot better.. “

Saying that, he slowly let go of my hand and walked away.

My heart was racing so fast. My eyes were wide open.

Could it really be him?

Is it so wrong to say that it felt good when his hand touched mine?

Nawal came back to the table and I told her everything.

Nawal: Oh my god! Your cheating on Msh3al ?

Me: What? Hell no!

Nawal: Well then why was he acting so forward with you?

Me: He was just giving me a piece of paper..

Nawal: Oh no no no.. you said and I quote, he slowly opend up the palm of my hand and slipped it in and brushed away from me slowly. I think thats a little too forward.

Me: So ?

Nawal: I know you Jenah.. you were turned on.

Me: I WAS NOT!

Nawal: Your only human.. not even a little ?

Me: Ok maybe just a little.

Nawal: 3adi theres nothing wrong with finding someone attractive. It’s normal.

Me: What about Msh3al ?

Nawal: Your not cheating so why are you worrying ?

Me: Remember the guy I told you about ?

Nawal: Yeah………………. NOOOOOOOO !?

Me: Oh yeah…

Nawal: Sweetie you’ve got yourself an admirer.

Me: I do not.

Nawal: Oh really? Well then let’s read what the paper says.

Me: Fine… “I hope to be seeing more of you…”

Nawal: Huh ? Thats it ?

Me: I guess so.. but what did he mean see me soon ?

Nawal: Mdri 3ano.. shay ’3areeb wallah.

Me: Whatever, the guy is obviously a kid playing around. What is he.. like 24?

Nawal: Babe your 24.

Me: ……Can we just go please..

Nawal: Hey relax. Don’t pressure yourself too much. Shay ma yestahel..

I followed what Nawal said and just forgot about it. He was just some guy looking for a joke.

Msh3al came back that night.



The Next Day…

It was finaly the day of our party. Msh3al had gotton a new client. A clilent from Paris, whom he’s been trying to represent for a long time now. This case was huge and he wanted to be the one on it. He fought so hard for this. I was so proud of him.

This party was for him. We wanted to celebrate. We invited a few of our closest friends.

The dress I had gotton from New York was customized by CHANEL. This was such a huge night and I wanted to look special for 7beeby.


The guests had finaly arrived and everyone started to mingle with one another.

Msh3al was in his study talking to someone.

A freind of his had recently moved back and they were catching up a bit.

I was anxious to meet this friend of his that he’s been talking about so much latley.

Apparantley they were both in law school together.

His friend moved away to work in New York, while 7beeby stayed and started his own firm.

Msh3al wanted him on to join his firm. He thought it would help make it stronger.

From what I’ve herd, this friend was “a law genious”. His words exactley.

At one point during the evening Msh3al called me into his study to finaly meet him.

Msh3al: 7beebty hatha Bader.



My heart started racing all over again.

I must be dreaming.

Please somebody pinch me and wake me up from this dream.

It can’t really be him!

No!

Me: Ahlain Bader… 7mdelah 3ala salamah. I’ve herd……….. so much about you.

Bader: Halla wallah bl ’3alya. Msh3al you were clearly right, she’s stunning mashallah.

Msh3al: Mshkoor 7beeby.. oh I’ll be right back. You two stay, mingle..

7beeby kissed my hand and walked out.

It was just me and Bader.

He was standing there, 3adi, k2anah ma 9ar shay. As if he knew me for ages.

I was the one standing there shocked and frozen.

Bader: You really do look stunning Jenah.

Me: So you knew the whole time who I was ?

Bader: No, I’m really as surprised as you are.

Me: You dont look surprised.

Bader: That’s because I’m happy.

Me: Happy ?

Bader came closer to me and put both his hands on my hips.

Gently and slowly started pushing me back, until my back met the wall.

He took one hand off my hip and lightly moved it from the side of my body all the way up to my left cheeck.

He brought his face closer to mine and looked deep into my eyes.

Took his lips, moved it closer to my ear and said…

” I hope to be seeing alot more of you… “


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I’m hoping that this story will beat out ” TRAPPED “.. ! :)

Shinu al alam?Hal uhwa shay nafsi am bel jisim?Hal isabib lina mashakil aw le’3airna eley y7ibouna?Ay el alam akh6ar? Eley bara wela eley dakhil?Al Alam lah wayed ma3ani ou aw9af ma tit3adad. Al Alam mumkin ymawtik aw yita3bik aw ysa3dek 3ala darbk fel…

She washed upShe went to bed waiting for himShe wanted to tell him but didn’t want to worry himBut couldn’t hide anything from himHe came to bedHim “7ayati shilee imlahee balich?”Her *smiling at how he reads through her* “inta ya galbi”Him “akeed? Akee…

Dear Readers,
Journal Entry 15 of Roses are Red is now up.
Enjoy, and you’re feedback would be highly appreciated.
Love, Flana
xoxo

Shamma’s P.O.VIt started ringing once more, but this time it seemed like an international call. I thought I’d just ignore, but they kept calling, once, twice, 3 times, so I picked it up.”Umm, hello?”"Hey you, guess who”I recognized this deep mascul…

Shamma’s P.O.VIt started ringing once more, but this time it seemed like an international call. I thought I’d just ignore, but they kept calling, once, twice, 3 times, so I picked it up.”Umm, hello?”"Hey you, guess who”I recognized this deep mascul…

A7IBKUMMMM! thats why i wrote a loonngg post for u guys :D inshallah hal post clears things a bit..illi lail7een moo fahim ygoolli.. ;D raa7 y9eer parts min 2015 .. w parts min 2009…they’re all related..try to relate ;p

THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO….MARY POPPINS! I luv u hun ;p weird,,i never luved u before :p Jk Jk ..

ENJOY:*********

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September/ 2009

The 2 next days were extremely fun..M7ammad was getting along perfectly with Noora, Shaheen and Hala are still crazy, Jood and Zaid were catching up..and Mshary was leaving today..

In Uni..

Zaid: Shaheenoo are u sure about this?

Shaheen: ee..

M7ammad: here comes commitment!

Shaheen: 7amood chub

M7ammad: athakriikk bas..

they both stared at him..and he kept quiet

Zaid: okaay tara i7na jahzeen..wana kallamt Jood w ishta66at…

M7ammad: ee w Noora galat bityeeb L akil…

Shaheen: *deep breath* okaay…w mino biyeeb ummi w ubooy min L ma6ar?

M7ammad: ana w Noora…

Zaid: sh9aar 3ala ahalha?

Shaheen: Ummi daggat 3alaihum w 56ibat.ha .. w galat ina ma 3ndaha mani3..bas L raay raay Hala..w ma ygdirroon iyoon

Zaid: *smile* L 7imdillaah..Allaah Ywafgeek

M7ammad: pshh…wallah inkum ma6foogeen..istansaw ib shabaabkum..la7geen 3al zawaaj!

Shaheen: agool 7amoood chub willi y3afeeek..bas malna 5lgik..

M7amamd: afa! L7een ana anchub?

He gave him that killer stare…

M7ammad: zaain zaain..baskit..

Zaid & Shaheen: hehe

M7ammad: *imitating them* hehe wayihkum..roo7aaw roo7aw 3ndikum class L7een..

Zaid: bnroo7 … int illi shbitsawwi?

M7ammad: ana bas 5alal9t mu7atharati L yom..barid L sh8a..

Shaheen: 7amood dam fathi..6alli3 Nooraa i5ti..ga3da broo7ha ma77ad ma3ahaa

M7ammad: haa?

Shaheen: ee illi sima3ta..bas 7i6 balik 3alaiha…tara hathi i5ti ya 7amood..

M7ammad: ee eee…*leaving*

zaid: moo 9a7i rifeejna tara..

Shaheen: tawwik tadri..

They laughed and headed to their next class

the plan was all set..Shaheen wanted everything to be perfect..the perfect proposal..

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Jood and Hala were in class…very boring! they almost slept..well Hala did..but Jood kept waking her up..

Hala: *zzzzZzzz*

jood: *whispering* Halaa…hala!

Hala: Haa! shfeeeechh?!

Jood: shhh shhh…fitha7teenna!

Hala: waaayy wana 3abali nightmare 6ala3 9ij i’m in Mr “bu6bu6′s” class!

Jood: heheh yal hablaa :p … la tnameen ana broo7i mitmallila!

Hala:*yawning* inzaainn..

*silence*

Hala: *grabbing a note* *writing* sh9aar 3alaich?

Jood: *replying* 3an shino?

Hala:*reply* DUH! u w ur mom!

Jood: *replY* i talked to her yesterday..bas i didn’t tell Zaid..

Hala: and shgilteellaha?!

Jood: gtlaha ina the guy i was with is Zaid..she was relieved after knowing that w i told her ina he slapped me..w ina he was kissing a girl..

Hala: *screaming* CHATHABAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Mr. Dunkin: HALA! the anoyying bee in my class!

Hala:*mumbling* wallaaaaiinn..*looking at him* sorrryyy…

Mr. Dunkin: STAND UP!

Hala: *mumbling* Dude i said i’m sorry…

Mr. Dunkin: what? excuse me but were u calling me a dude?

Hala: mee? Naaahhh…

Baall! 3afyaa athoon! broo7aa shayib ohwa w karshita! madri shlon 3ayish hal insaan..

jood: *poking her* waayy Halo shut up..

Mr. Dunkin: whats with ur atitude lady!?

Hala: what with “my” atitude..?

the whole class was giggling,,and Hala was half asleep..thats what Jood thought..

Jood: *standing up* excuse her preofessor she just didn’t get enough sleep last night..

Hala: heeyyy! i’m not sleepy..at all! ohwa illi madri shfee 7imdillaah w L shikir..

Mr. Dunkin: U know what? u and ur little friend..OUT!

Hala: na3am? i mean what?

Mr. Dunkin: i said out..

Jood got up, grabbed Hala’s hand..and stormed out of the class..cuz she knew Hala would do something crazy to that professor if she stays for one extra minute..

Hala: hehee…

Jood: ur crazy tadreen..

Hala: waayy fakkaa..9ij ma kaan li 5lga! ee kamlaay! shgalaat ummich!?

Jood: i dunno..she was very weird when she talked to me..7assait.ha guilty..china she knows inha thlimatny…w ina mshary was lying..madri mino illi far ras.ha…she was like ” i know..i’m sorry mama”

Hala: ABBAAIIHHH!!! WANASA! YA3NI U CAN BE WITH ZAAID!

Jood: ee bas … madri Mshary still doesn’t know about it..w my mom shlon faj2a ghayyirat rayhaa? its not making sense to me

Hala: waayy waayy waayy..intay laaish it3abeen mu55ich..bas istansay! w tell Zaid!

Jood: madri…iff lets go out..hathi a5ir mu7athara w bcuz of u .. we got kicked out :)

hala: i know u love me…

jood: hehe ;p ..thi8aa

Beep Beep

Jood grabbed her phone to check the msg..

1 msg recieved from Misho..

La tstansaain wayiidd…7attaa lo infallat L 5u6ooba…ma ra7 a5aleech ittahanaain ma3a Zaid.. :)

Jood: FREAK!

hala: mino..mino?!

she gave her the phone and Hala started looking at the sender’s name..and reading the msg over and over again..

Hala: waaii333! moo min 9ijjaa hatha! shdarraaa a9laan!?

jood: madri..! something is not right..

Hala: whatever..lets go have fun shwayya!

They left uni, went back to their sh8a..
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December 2015

Jood~

She enetered her cozy home, opened the lights, and smiled at his picture hung on the wall…she missed him…
she carried her son and walked to his room..he woke up and looked at her..

7arith: Mama..wain baba?

she smiled and kissed his cheek..

Jood: Baba yaay bil 6ireej 7abeeby..yallah naam..

7arith: hehe

he smiled and went back to sleep..he was like an angel..he had her eyes..but his father’s face..his tan..his hair..everything else looked like his Dad..

She went to the kitchen and baked some cupcakes…decorated them with frosting..perfect! Just the way he liked them she thought…

She heard the door slightly opening..a smile formed on her pretty face..it grew wider when she saw him..she hugged him tight..























Zaid: i missed you Joody..

she looked up at his face and traced the scar on his forehead..her heart ached remembernig the incident..she smiled..

Jood: i missed u too

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M7ammad~

He took 3abdullah to The Jam3ia..he was at Shaheen’s place…he saw a common figure searching for smoething..he smiled..he missed her alot..he heard the convo the old lady started with her..and felt sad that she was going through this becuase of him..if only she would give him a chance he thought..

Ohhh! waain 3abood..tawwa ma3aay! akeed 9on L kakaw! Halool imwa9yatni ma yishtiri shay…

He went to the chocolate area to see her with him..smiling and talking to him..

Noora: hehe 3abadi shyaybik L jam3iyyaa broo7ik..wla yaay ma3a shaheen w mama?

3abdullaa: laa ana yaait ma3aa un–

M7ammad: Ma3aay…3abdullah yaay ma3aay..

She looked at him speechless..his tall figure his tanned body..he didn’t change a bit..he was wearing a navy hoody with grey sweat pants (since its winter)

3abdullah jumped out of his place when he saw him .. he hugged Noora’s legs ..and she let out a slight giggle..

They stood there silently staring at each other..he wanted to talk..to apologize..to
explain..to do anything..just to get her back..

M7amamd: e7m..yalalh 3abood ta2a55arna..

3abdullah: MAABII!!! maabiii ayee ma3aak!

Noora: 3abadi 7abeebi roo7 ma3a M7ammad..

3abdullah: maabi! ohwa ma y7ibni!

Noora: hehe..laish ma y7ibbik?

M7ammad smiled..he missed her voice..he missed everything about her..

3abdullah: ma y5aleeni ashtilli kakaaaaaw!

M7ammad: ana ma a5alleeeek? haaa?? ma sima3t ummik it9ari5 *imitating Hala’s voice* tgool no kaakaawww!

3abdullah: laa laa! intaa ma it7ibnii! aunti noowaa it7ibni ibtishtireeli kakaawww!
tha7 aunti noowa?

Noora:hehe.. kakawa wa7da bas..

3abdullah: *sticking his tongue out* thift! aunti noowa it7ibnnyy!

M7ammad: 3aaib ya 9baay..

M7ammad walked towards them and lifted 3abdulla off the ground..thats when he
started screaming and everyone started looking at them…

3abdullah: HDNIII!!!!!! UNCLE 7AMOODDIII MOO 7ILOOO!

Noora: shh 3abdullaah bas…

M7ammad: 3abood iskitt..

3abdullah: maabeek maabeeek abii Nooowaaa!

they were both talking to 3abdullah..bas they didn’t talk to each other…it felt weird..

Noora: *clearing her throat* e7m..m7ammad 3a6ni iyyaah..awa9la laay L sayyaara…

M7ammad: la mala da3ii..ana awadee..

Noora: raa7 yabchi waayid..3a6ni iyaah..

he couldn’t disagree..she took 3abdullah from him..and they both went out to the parking lot..

noora: aayy 3abaadii..hehee…

he was behind them .. he smiled at her..he always thought she’d be a good mother..

finally..they reached the car..he walked near her so he can take 3abdullah from her..

M7ammad: 3abdullaah..

3abdullah: *sniff sniff*

M7ammad: 3abdullah yallah ta3aal 5alaa9 ba36eek kakaww..

his voice felt like he was whispering in her ears..his was inches away from her face..she
could feel his warm breath on her cheeks..

Noora: uhh..3abadi 7abebi..roo7..

3abdullah: maabiii

he held her tighter and dug his face in her chest

they stayed there for a while..3abdullah was holding Noora’s neck so tight and crynig…they waited for about 10 minutes till he finally stopped crying and slept on
her shoulders…

M7ammad: naam…

Noora: open the car..

he opened the car and she placed him gently on the backseat and took his hoodie off to cover him with it..

She smiled at him..he was always nice with kids..bas he would never admit it

she smiled and turned around to leave…

the next thing she knew was a firm grip holding her wrist…

M7ammad: Noora..

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I may not be posting everyday…only because my laptop is at the service center…dumb virus.

Mmm, actually, I may not be posting at all until Saturday or Sunday.

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**Sunset hides behind hands**

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I love you all…and I’m extremely sorry.

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It was a cold rainy day in New York City. I was just there to pick up a couture dress for this huge dinner party I was throwing the next week.

Staying at the Four Seasons.

Usualy my husband would tag along with me, but he had to work. He owns his own law firm you see. With that he’s always working late hours, until three in the morning sometimes.

I would have sent one of my assistants but this time I wanted to go. It’s been a while since I’ve been to New York and I missed it.

New York is like my second home. I lived there for five years while studying psychology. I love it. Always been intrested in it since I was a little girl. Always wanted to pursue it into a career. And now look at me, I’ve got my own private clinic. Along side of me are three other professional psychologists I hired with PHD’s from Harvard University. I’ve now had this clinic for about two years. My husband Msh3al helped me open it up. If it wasnt for him I wouldn’t have it today. He supported me all the way and gave me the courage to start it up.

He really is a dear.

We met multiple times at dinner gatherings of friends but were never properly introduced.

We would have that moment of locking eyes, but other than that a move was never made.

Then at a mutual friends birthday we finaly introduced ourselves. He walked up to me and the minute we shook hands, that was it. That spark.

Msh3al: Ahlain.

Me: Halla walla..

Msh3al: Ana Msh3al.

Me: Jena

Msh3al: 3ashat el asami..

Me: Eehe..

Msh3al: I’ve seen you before but I dont think you remember me.

Me: No I do.

Msh3al: So how do you know Maryooma?

Me: Oh me and her go way, our moms were best friends.

Msh3al: 7elo.. hey would you –

Me: I’D LOVE TO !!

Msh3al: You’d love to pass me a napkin ? *staring at me in a weird way*

Me: Ok *sigh* here you go. I’m a big helper…

Msh3al: Oh and one more thing…

Me: Yeah?

Msh3al: How about dinner?

Me: I’d love to.

And from there our love had begun.

He made me so happy.

He always spoiled me rotton on my birthdays and on our anniverseries.

We dated a year before he purposed.

I’ll will never forget it.

He always takes me on these mini trips to islands.

But this trip was diffirent.

He took me to the south of France. I’ve always wanted to go.

One night we were walking the streets after midnight. Just for a little stroll.

He suddenly stopped, turned around and lifted my chin up so both our eyes could meet.

” I cant wait to see you in that beautiful gown “

I stared at him tilting my head to the side trying to figuire out what those words ment. At the same time I knew, but didnt know.

Msh3al planned this trip since two months. He had already discussed it with my parents long ago but was just waiting for the right moment. It was perfect! I wouldn’t change a thing!

The engagment party was to be held once we arrived back home.

This was it. I was finaly getting married to the man of my dreams.

Msh3al was my “Mr. Perfect”.

He was sweet, thoughtful, and caring. He respected me so much, accepting me as I am and never tried to change a single thing. He loved me deep, inside and out. Trusted me blindly. Never questioned anything I did. Open minded, letting me be free to live my life.

He truly was “Mr. Perfect”.

I never believed perfect could ever exhist, but Msh3al changed all that.

After we got married we moved into a little house in the city.

He’s had his own law firm now for six years now, ever since the age of 21. He was the youngest man in the country to have done so.

El7mdelah we were wealthy.

We traveled halfway around the world.

I was living the life most women dreamed of.

We had an apartment in New York and houses in Paris and London.

I’d be free to shop whenever I wanted, hence the spoling me rotton part.

We’d be invited to social events two/three times a week.

Half the city new us.

We’ve been married for 2 years, bs lel asaf still no children.

Msh3al is mostley away on buisness trips dealing with clients from America and Europe. He’d sometimes be gone for a month. It would sometimes get hard but I’ve gotton used to it by now. Bl 3ax this way I ge to see my family ad friends more.

I’m not saying wasn’t he good husband, he was an amazing husband. Just busy sometimes with work. Arn’t all husbands?

But when’s his home, there wasnt a day that goes by where were not happy.

We loved eacother to where there was no limit!

Back to New York.

It was a cold rainy day. I had just gotton my couture dress and was walking to the hotel. The roads were blocked because of the weather so I decided to walk. It wasn’t that bad, plus the hotel was just a couple of blocks away.

I was in the middle of crossing the street. A car was coming my way but didnt notice it. I herd a loud honk and screamed. Someone from behind pulled me back to the curb.

That was the first time I saw “him”.

” T3awarti ? 9arlik shay ? “

I just stood there staring at him. I could speak. I’d try to but all I would do is stutter.

I got dizzy..

I blacked out..

I had screwed up two major areas of my life ” job, relationship” BIG TIME! eb hal monasaba el6ayba sam3oni a3la safgaaa!ps: I need a huuug

It was 4:10The train stoppedThe doors openedLike any other day for the past seven yearsShe waitedShe waited for him to comeHe told her it was only a four day tripHe told her he would find the best doctor and bring him back to herShe waited seven yearsS…

After a long relaxing weekend at the chalet, we packed our bags 3ashan na7dr. 6ab3an ana tka2abt, this is something normal kil ma a7dr itheeg 9adry I just want to stay here..El mohim, re7t ma3a khalaty for dinner.While we were engrossed in gossiping wh…

Tonight was perfect.. absolutley perfect.

He looked adorable.. i just wanted to hug em’ tight until his eyes popped out. Metaphorically speaking ofcourse.

He walked in and my jaw literaly dropped wide open !!

I was so turned on!

He didnt have to do anything.. I was in hell !!

I was burning in heat mn kither ma I wanted to pin him down and kiss him !!

Lel asaf we were in a restuarant. A very fancy one I might add. So no messing around in there :(

We were playing around with eachothers hands under the table the whole time.. He would rub my thighs every now and then. I would get chills up and down my spine!

Nothing dirty dont worry ;)

It was the best two hours.. I mean we talked about everything.. for the first time in a long time we actualy talked instead of making out.

Since we talk so much over the phone and on skype, what more is there in person ?

Were empty.

But today we werent.

I mean we kinda had no choice. Bs we made the best of it, and mn jid it was the best !!

You guys wallah I dont know whats wrong with me.. Im so happy !!

This past month I’ve been so depressed and down, this was just what I needed.

A pick me up, a pick me up from my baby.

I never knew that just a simple touch of a hand can make it all better.

You see I’m not the makeing out kinda girl. Honestley I’m not.

Sure I say stuff lik e”aghh I wanna pin him down so hard…. “. But I dont really mean it.

Whenever Im with a guy I dont want kiss kisses and hickies and all that. Sure its nice and all bs the thing I love most is when he holds you in his arms. Your head rests on his where you can feel his heartbeat race with yours. Where he strokes your hair and you just kiss his fingers gently.

That’s me. Im an old fashioned gal. Im not so much into hardcore like in this centuary. Me, I go way back, before the 69 and 77 were even known ;p

Bs Im serious you guys.. I havent felt this spark I’ve felt with him since a long LONG time ago. It was so great to feel it once more. You know when you feel the heat is slowly melting away? And then the sun beams in again ?

Oh my God !!

Im so so so so OVER THE MOON HAPPY !!!

I cant wait till Wednesday.. I have to see him again !! I cant wait.. I need him now !!! I just wanna hug him..

Im so freaked out about myself right now.. I’ve never seen myself like this !!

I dont even think you guys have ever seen me this way !! Right ??

WOW !!

A55555 FEEK YA 5ALED.. A5555 BS !!!

You know Im wearing his watch he wore tonight right now ?

I just snapped it off and put it on.

He asked for it back later.. ha2 ha2.. we’ll see ;p

I cant wait for his call in an hour !!

The minute I hear the first ring Im gonna answer and scream out I LOVE YOU !!!

Aghh he had such an effect on me right now .. it sometimes makes me angry how much he has me hooked on him.

Wallah he’s my drug.. AND I NEED HIM NOW !

I always could sense when he was “needing his drug (me)” .. bs I didnt want it to be me .. I hate feeling this way..

Hatha el walad !!

A7bo !! <3

When my world is falling apart when there’s no light to break up the dark that’s when I look at you.

When the waves are flooding the shore and I can’t find my way home anymore that’s when I look at you

When I look at you I see forgiveness I see the truth. You love me for who I am. Like the stars hold the moon right there where they belong and I know I’m not alone.

I love him, I truly do !

Mdri wsh asawi mn ’3ero !!

Amoot wallah amoot !!

A3shego !!

Now I dont want you guys to think that my relationship with 5aloody was hell.

I kind of ment to write mainly about our arguments..

The silly, random, pointless ones at most.

I wanted to show that no matter what happens.. everything can still work out in the end.

Me and him broke up for a couple of months. Became friends again. And now look where we are.

He is my “ment to be”.

A relationship can be filled with drama, but that doesnt mean its heading towards a bridge fall.

It can sometimes mean its getting across it.

5aloody and I have had over a hundred fights. IN COUNTING !!

But look at us. Were still standing strong.

Everyday were learning more and more about eachother and falling deeper in love.

Our silly random fights is what makes us stronger.

Im glad we have them.. if we didnt, we would be where we are now.

There is a “mr. perfect” out there but you just have to be patient.

You know I never planned on being with 5aled. Nor did he.

I actualy couldnt stand him and was kinda using him at the begining just so he could talk to my cousin Meeny into convincing her to go to camp in the summer.

W sob7an allah ..

The point of writing SQ was to show you love in a diffrent view you know ?

That not all love stories are filled with rainbows and bunnies.

I experianced both.

And what I have with 5aled is the most romantic, sweet, amazing story I have ever had.

He loves me for me, for who I am.

He accepted me as I am.

Wla 7atta y8dar yz3elni..

He spoiles me to where there’s no limit.

He really does know how to treat a women..

I may forget all his good qualities at times and use them at my advantage bs wallahi this guy is MY GUY!

I think this is it for me..

Im in love..

And Im damn as hell ready for the next hundred fights were gonna have !

THE END .. <3

For a moment neither one of them said a word , They just kept staring at each other Jana was scared , but something inside her told her he wasn’t going to hurt her .. Something in his beautiful hazel eyes .. Then she sa…

Six months ago… “Tell me a bedtime story,” she whispered into the phone, pulling her comforter up to her chin. “7ayati… you know I don’t know how to tell stories. Intay goleeli? I love your stories.” Shaha closed her eyes and conte…

Yallaaaaa my lovely readers , here’s the post !Hope you all like it ,And i love you guys moooooooore ;**EnjoyXoxo—-Jana sat there in the room , thinking about what 7arith had said ..Was it true ? , was her uncle involved in all of this mess ?And what…

I LOVE U ALL PPL <3

Gabil ams knt Bil 9alon..i was getting my hair done w this girl ga3da yammi … kil shway it6ali3..w ana ath7aak 3alaaihaa…asawwi roo7i ma a6ali3ha w i can see her eyes on me..w when i look at her she quickly looks away…same for 6amz…kil ma s2alat ummi shay..”yumma hatha 7ilu?” kil illi ga3deen ilifoon wyoohum! w y6al3oon w mindamjeen ma3a her convo ma3a ummi :p…hello she said “yummaa” u can’t all be her mother can u? :p then i realize..they we’re just being girls…Ligafaat banaat :) .. hehehe intha7ik wallaah :p

This one goes for the winners…KISS (P.S 7AMAD IS MY NEIGHBOR ILLY KILLA Y2ATHEENII the one who sent me a love note :) …MOO MY BROTHER :p ) .. w UNCHAINED..W IDENTITY! YAAAYYY!!! :*

ENJOY..!

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September/2009

Zaid~

Zaid: JOodyy..shraa7 itsaween?

JOod:laazim akallim ummi…

Zaid: and?

JOod: bas 5alaa9 … i can’t stay with him anymore Zaid..i just can’t

a smile formed in his face..he was happy..he’ll finally get the chance to prove to her that he’s a changed man..but he felt bad for her…for what mshary did to her…

Zaid: w itha s2iltich laaish? shbitgooleen..btgooleenlaha illi 9ar?

Jood:………

Zaid: Joody?

Jood: *shaking her head*..he’s still my cousin..i won’t ruin his reputation..*smile*

Zaid smiled she’s still Jood..his Jood..she changed yes..but her big heart and smile never did…and never wil he thought..

Zaid: *smile* 3ala ra7tich..

She was about to call her mom when her phone rang…

Jood: aloo…hala mama

Zaid rested on the couch while hearing the convo she started

Jood: shino? .. mama shfeech?..laaish im3a9ba!?…ANA?..SH.SAWAAIT?

shfeehaa JOody glibat alwaan…sh9aayir?

Jood: la mama ..intay it3arfeeni 3adil w tadreen ini no way asawwi chithee!…LA2! … YUMMAA I’M NOT GONNA MARRY HIM!

Zaid jumped out of his place..he was on his nerves…

Jood: mama plz sim3eeny….yummaa wallah moo ga3da amathil….magdar atzawwijaa magdaar!..shino?! *gasp*..CHATHAAAB!,…yumma plz la la…mama plz sim3een–

6ooooooooooooooo666 66ooooooooooooooooooooooooo66 6ooooooo666

Zaid: sh9aayiirrr?? shfeech?..JOOD TA7ACHAY!

Jood: *inhale* galatli L shahar L yaay L milcha…

Zaid: SHINO?

she was soo calm..she had the urge to cry..bud she couldn’t

Jood: dag 3alaaihaa…gallahaa ini a5oonaa…

Zaid: ayaa L 7aywaan!

Jood: w gallaha ina ana a5aaf troo7 min eeddii w min hal 7achi..fa ummi galatla malik shi’3il bittizawijik ’3a9bin 3alaaiha..

Zaid: 9IJ MA YSTI7YY 3ALA WAYHAA! MAAL AROO7 W AHAZ2AA!

Jood: la zaid! in6ir…i know my mom lama tkoon im3a9ba ma t7ib tsma3 min a7ad shay…

Zaid: ee BAS MINTAY MITZAWJITAA JOOODD! .. MA RAA7 A5ALEEECH!

Jood blushed..she didn’t know why she just did…

Jood: *blushing* …i won’t..i’ll talk to her 3ugub ma thda w tell her L salfaa…

Zaid: hehe…

Jood: Laish tith7aak?

Zaid: hhee..wlaa shaaayy..

she smiled at him..and he smiled back..

a7is.haa mit.thayga…i can tell..w ma raa7 itgooli..a7is widha bas ma tabi..

Zaid: uhh…JOod?

Jood: *smile* na3am?

Zaid: shraayich nroo7 nyeeblina green gushers? :p

Jood: green gushers?

Zaid: ee insawwi movie night nafs gabil..ma3a gushers w uno :p shraayich?

Jood: hehe..okaayy :p

She smiled…she missed those days alot..the times she and Zaid would spend the whole day together..eating,laughing,playing or watching a silly movie…

Zaid: indig 3ala Halool w shaheen w 7amood?

Jood: yeaah! yallah call!

Zaid: okaay ;D

so Zaid planned a fun night for Jood..he wanted her to have fun..

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M7ammad came with Noora..and Hala came with Shaheen..they had alot of fun..Jood, Noora, and Hala seemed to get along very well…M7ammad would look at Noora every once in a while and smile..he was glad things were kind of back to normal..but he was still scared of taking the second step..for now..they’re just friends…

OMG! DON’T TELL ME I DIDN’T TELL U THAT M7AMMAD IS IN LOVE WITH NOORA!? .. I DIDN’T? :O … :O :O :O..okaay okkaay bagoolikum :p… M7ammad fell in love with Noora since the moment he first saw her..he knew she was different..the way he felt when he saw her was different than what he felt while meeting/dating/chatting..etc with any other girl…kaan killa y6affirha..w once she told him that she hate him min kithir ma kaan y6affirha..w he took it seriously..from that day he was too casual with her…as in too much

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DECEMBER/ 2015

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Nooraa..bakaalmich…

She kept staring at the number on her screen…she didn’t see it for a while… she threw her phone on her bed..took a bath.,.changed her clothes and went to jam3ia…

Noora: alooo ha mama?..inshallaah okaayy…maku pound cake mixture bs fee sponge…okaay … inshallah..okaayy bye

FINALLY! waayy sa3aaa…laaish chithee 7osaa?! caka hnee w L thanyaa hnaak..abi kakaaw!

A woman stopped her on her way…

woman: Haw Nooraaa??

Nooraa: *smile* hala 5alti…

woman: shlonich sha5barriiicch? ana Um Na9er bait yeeraankum..3arafteeny?

mino hathi? iff…maali 5lgg…

Noora: hhee..ee 3araftich 5altii…

Um Na9er: shlon ummich salmaay 3alaaihaa..w shlon shaheen u5ooch..ya 7lwaaa 9ar 3nda walad moo?

Noora: hehe L 7imdillah killihum zaineen..min zimaan shaheen 3ndaa walaad 5altii..

Um Na9er: ee 9aa77….ilaa intaay shlonich? simaa3t inich fallaytay L 5u6oobaa 9ijjj?

Noora: *forcing a smile* .. ee ..

she didn’t know someone was listening to them …

Um Na9er: ygooloon kaan ma3a wa7da thanyaa 9ijj?

Her words felt like a knife in her heart..a knife that stabbed her very hard…

Noora: ..maadrii..

Um Na9er: 9ijj ma ysti7ii 3ala waayhaa 8aleel L adaaab! L7een y5aalli hal gumaar w yroo7 7ag wa7da thaanyaa? jileel L 7ayaaa…

Noora: 3an ithnich 5alti ana ta2a55art laazim aroo7..

She left her and walked near the chocolate area only to find that little figure that she knows very well picking some chocolate..she tiptoed and poked his back…

Noora: BOO!

3abdullaah: HHHHHHH!!!!! auntyy nooowaaa!!

noora: hehe 3abadi shyaybik L jam3iyyaa broo7ik..wla yaay ma3a shaheen w mama?

3abdullaa: laa ana yaait ma3aa un–

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M7ammad: ma3aay…3abdullah yaay ma3aay…

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TARARARARARAA!!!! W 5ALLAAA9 L POSSSTTTTT!!!! :p hehee…shbi9eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr????????????one sing…whats happening in the future..will be explained billi ga3id y9eer L7een .. fahamtaw? ya3ni next post ill try to make it extra extraa loongggg 3ashaan tfhimoon L salfa.. okaay? ! yaaayyy! :D shukraaaannnn …

LUV U :*************

You can’t blame me..

He was never around..

I dont know what happend to us..

We were so perfect and then suddenly we slowly started to drop out of eachothers lives..

I love him, I still love him..

But I needed to be loved too, I needed him to show it..

This was never planned..

I never intended for this to happen..

I would never aim that low..

But something just pulled me in..

It’s like I had no controle..

I tried to stop, I wanted to stop..

But I couldn’t..

My blood would flow faster whenever I saw him..

My heart would suddenly turn into a beating drum..

I would lose all of my senses..





This all started a year ago.

Around Febuary..

I was in New York for a week..

That’s where I first saw him..

To know where I am now, I have to take you back.. way back..

Back to New York..

How could something so great end up in such a mess..

How could I have not seen this coming..

I was too blind..

I was too selfish..

I was only thinking about myself and my happiness..

What about his ?

I broke his heart..

But who’s heart did I end up breaking ?


It’s gonna be a bumpy road filled with twists and turns before you figuire that one out..

Ok now this is just the introduction of my next story. I want to know what you guys think. I’ve been thinking about writing this one for a while now. So if you want me to continue then I need a maximum of 12 feedbacks. I need to know I have the support on it aswell as with my blog fully.

I know your all thinking why 12 right? Well it’s my favorite number.

So if I get the 12 feedbacks soon, then the story will continue soon. If not, then.. I guess I’ll just have to drop it.

Oh and dont worry, the final post of “SQ” will be today. It’s gonna be a long one. Check back at midnight.

Love you all ;*********

just a one-shot story .. ********A pale hand traced over the door, dreading to enter the room that held his love. Taking a deep breath, he reluctantly opened the door. Stepping in his breath caught in his throat, even after all these years, his love st…

just a one-shot story .. ********A pale hand traced over the door, dreading to enter the room that held his love. Taking a deep breath, he reluctantly opened the door. Stepping in his breath caught in his throat, even after all these years, his love st…

Those bad days continued…Oo kila i9ra5 oo ihwashI hate those daysWe had a similar fight one day and when he wanted to leaveMe: Mabeek itroo7!Him: hatha ily nagi9 ba3ad itgolele wain aroo7 oo aye!Me: ya3goub ig3ad wiyay… laish kila hadne! LAISH KILA…