Hello My Lovely readers as promised im writing the ending to this story .. Smo7ah 3al g9ooor .. Love u all and thank you

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Feb. 2010

spring break/Kuwait

Meanwhile other things were happening with the other characters..Noora and M7ammad are better then ever..not engaged..nothing yet..M7ammad thinks he’s too young to take the responsibility..just not yet he thought..Noora agreed..it was too early for them..but Zaid..he decided he’s going to join the club…and by that i mean “the marriage club“..Zaid and Jood are officialy engaged now..everyone knows about it..everyone includes MSHARY..

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Zaid~

9ij ini mstanis ini 5a6abt Jood w wafi8aw..bas fee shay ghala6! a7is Mshary nawi 3ala shay…9arla mudda moo imbayyin..7attan Joody tgool ma gaam ydizlaha msgat..Allah Yastir!

True…Mshary has been away for a while, no one knows what is he up to. Letting go? or planning for something? He was too quiet, even his mom was afraid…yeah he’s a player, but he truely loves Jood.

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Noora~

UUUUUGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! this dude keeps sending me msgs w i don’t even know him! ohwa shaku ib M7ammad A9lan! waayy! w shdarraaah!?

1 msg recieved from M7ammad

Noora?

msg sent to m7ammad

haa?

1 msg recieved from M7ammad

L nas tgool na3am :)

*giggles*

msg sent to M7ammad

asfa..na3am? :)

1 msg recieved from M7ammad

afa! bas na3am? :)

msg sent to M7ammad

laish 3ayal shtabeeny agoollik?

1 msg recieved from M7ammad

hmmmm…”Asfa..Na3am 7amoodi 7abeebi galbi?” yeaah sounds good to me ;)

msg sent to M7ammad

i dnt flirt :)

1 msg recieved from M7ammad

aha…Mac?

msg sent to M7ammad

6AB3AN!..i love u! thank u !

1 msg recieved from M7ammad

Kil hatha 3ashan ba6nich yal 3ayyara? waain illi i dnt flirt? ^^

waayyy abbaaihhh NIKTA! noo waayyy he’s cheating on me! 7adda no waay! that freak sending me msgs im5arrif!

msg sent to M7ammad

:$

Noora and M7amamd were happy together…they were really good friends..M7amamd felt like himself around her which really made him comfortable. and if ur wondering about the msgs..the sender is an anonymous (3ala 6ari L anonz..i repeat plz write ur names :p) and what he’s saying about M7ammad is not true, Noora ddnt belive him, but the msgs kept increasing day after day.

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Mshary~

Bas Ya Mshary! 5alaa9 insahaa…shtabi ib wa7da ma tabeek!? *sigh* Bas hathi Joody…shlon ansaha ib yom w laila? wana min sneen a7ibha…

He kept smoking his lungs out in the shalaih..he kept staring at the waves crashing on the shore’s golden sand….He decided, well he thought he did…

bansa…!

at that moment he saw his friend Jasim, he hanged out with him and tried to clear his mind off Jood.

Jasim: Int mn 9ijjik!?

Mshary: shino illi min 9ijji!?

Jasim: Hathaak illi isma Zaid 5athaha minnik wnt ib taskit!?

Mshary: *sigh* shasawwi Jasoom…mahma ykoon ittim bnt 3ammiti..

Jasim: maa glna shay .. bnt 3ammitik 3al 3ain w L raas…bas oho shi9eerlik!?

Mshary: Jasoom int shga3d tgool!?

Jasim: int fahim ana sh8a9di! w 3arif illi ib bali Zain!

Mshary: haa? ya3ni it.haga chithee?

Jasim: akeed!

Mshary: la la…Jasoom willi y3afeek 5alna b3eed 3an L mshakil!

Jasim: Kaifik…bas itha nwait itsaweeha in6ir 3ugub L 3rs..

Mshary: laaish?

Jasim: madri 3ahsan y3arif inik moo sakit 3anna 6ool hal modda

Mshary: ohhhhh…jasoom gtlik laa2!

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W BAS!

5ALLAA9 L POST!

HATHA ILLI AGDAAR 3ALAAIH!

TA3ABT!

GAFFALT!

D5T!

BANAM!

bacher fee post thany ta3weeeeeth :*

shbi9eeeeeeeeeeeeer?

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LUV U :*********

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The rain drops trickled down the window behind me. I felt the cold through the back of my head, filling my body. I was cold. It was such a cold place; an eerie place. The hard hospital chairs were aching my back and thigh muscles. I got up to stretch my legs. I couldn’t handle the thought of sitting while he was in there, on the operating table.

Bader was in surgery.

My Bader.

I couldn’t believe it.

We were just on the phone a few minutes ago, and then ….

Just thinking about it makes me naucious.

I wanted so bad to run in there and hold his hand. Alot of crazy thoughts were going through my head that time.

Any second now and I would to rush into the OR and scream!

I was scared, terrified that he may not make it.

What if something happend to him ? I mean this time he got lucky. But what about next time ?

I’m still so angry at him. He was in the middle of the street, he should have seen the car coming his way.

Also in a way I blame Msh3al. He could have told Bader to move out of the way. And at times I actualy think that Msh3al intended for Bader to get hit. Maybe I was being a bit paranoid, I don’t know.

But all I know is that I have to see Bader soon. It’s been two hours since they first took him in. I kept thinking about what they were doing in there. Was he hurt? No, cause then I remembered the gas.

Millions of unpleasant thoughts were rushing through my head. I just couldn’t seem to think positive. I mean I don’t know what I would have done if anything had happend to him.

I was going mad inside my head. Any second now and it would expolode.

Morning arrived and I woke up to the smell of fresh black american coffee in Msh3als hands.



Msh3al: Hala bl gamar…

Me: Mu wagtek abadan !

I pulled myself aggresively off the chair and started looking for a nurse.

Msh3al: Jenah sit down, eat something, your body’s empty…. your pale !

Me: BAS ETRKNY EB 7ALI !

I then finaly found a nurse leaving a patients room. I hurried up to her.

Me: Excuse me, hi. I’m a friend of Bader Al – Flani.. could you pkease tell me which room they put him in. I fell asleep in the waiting room so…

The nurse escourted me into Bader’s room.

First I took a deep breath then slowly walked in.

7ayati he was so helpless.. I couldn’t.. I didin’t want to see him like this. It literlay broke my heart. I just wanted to rush over to him and hold him in my arms.

He was lying there with a cast around his leg.

Scratches all over his face.

I was standing too far away to see what else had happend.

So I pulled a chari close to his bed side and sat. I wanted to remain that way for as long as it took, until I see those beautidul eyes look into mine again.

So there I was waiting and waiting.. hour after hour.

Msh3al kept begging me to come back home with him but I would continously refuse. I didn’t want to leave Bader. I wanted to be the first thing he see’s once he wakes up.

Msh3al said he would go back home to shower and rest. He would later be back the next day to check in.

He wasnt worriesd, knowing how I have this incontrolable act of helping others when their in need.

I was exhausted too, and wanted nothing more than to lay in my soft bed and drift off to sleep. But I couldn’t. Not if Bader was like this.

If I were to sleep, it would be my head on his bedside.

If I were to eat it would be from the vending machine out in the hall.

If I were to shower, it would just be me using a wet cloth to wipe my forehead.

I didn’t care. All I cared about was for Bader to get better.

I was putting his health before mine.

I wished I could take all the pain he was feelig and put it in me instead. He did not deserve this.

Nurse: Miss visiting hours are over.

Me: Oh no please no.. I’m staying the night.

Nurse: He’s in real critical condition..

Me: I dont care please just let me stay the night.. PLEASE !

Nurse: Alright fine Miss… have a goodnight.



There was nothing else to do but wait.

I was in that tiny room just roaming around, my arms were crossed and all I kept on doing was praying to God for him. “Ya rab gawamo bl salamah”

Finaly I decided to give myself a break. I sat back on the chair and rested my head on Bader’s bed side. I dozed off so fast, that’s how tired I was. Up for five hours pacing around the room just waiting for him to wake up.

El 7mdelah he wasn’t in a coma but just in a deep sleep. He would be awake soon said the nurse before she left the room.

At 12 el thohor the next day I got a light tap on the top of my head.

With a sudden shock I woke up to find Bader’s eyes opend. There he was. He was looking straight at me. Those big beautiful eyes were looking into mine. I couldn’t believe it!

He tapped twice on the bed signiling me to get in with him.

I got in and he put his left arm around me, his right hand was cupped on one side of my face.

He looked pale and so tired. It broke my heart seeing him like this.

Bader: Your here…

Me: I thought I lost you.

I started to tear up.

Bader: You could never lose me.

Me: How are you feeling ?

Bader: Having you in my arms.. I’m immune to absolutley anything.

Me: And you better stay immune !

Bader: Haha wla tz3aly..

Me: I thought I’d lost you, you know ?

Bader: It happend alls of a sudden Jenah. One minute I was talking to Msh3al, then the next…

Me: Answer me honestley, did he push you ?

Bader: No no ofcourse not ! Dont think that !

Me: Then I don’t get it…

Bader: Yarabiii.. as I was on my way out of the house he was following me accusing me of the fight that broke out between you two. He though I told you. So we started arguing, and my car was across the street. I was crossing but then in th emiddle I stopped to tell him something then the next thing I know.. I end up here at the hospital.

Me: I’m just so happy your safe. I don’t know what I would have done if I lost you…

Bader: You will never lose me. I will never let that happen. 5ala9 your apart of me Jenah. I love you.



Bad timing or what?

Just as he said those three little words, Msh3al walked in.

He was there this whole time listening to the words Bader and I were saying to eachother.

We both froze in our place as Msh3al walked in, put down the vase of flowers on the table and came towards us.

I could actualy see his vains popping out. I was so afraid. I’ve never seen him this upset before.

Msh3al: 7mdelah 3ala el salamah..

Bader: Allah yslmik…

Msh3al: Now if your done charming my wife, I’d like to take her home.

Me: Msh3al don’t start please.. the guy’s just woken up..

Msh3al: Yet he seems fully energized to hold you in his arms.

Bader: I’m sorry…

Msh3al: For what ? For loving my wife ? Hey I don’t blame you…

Me: Is that supposed to be a joke or something?

Msh3al turned around and started to walk towards the door to leave.

Me: Now where are you going ?

Msh3al: You’ve got a decision to make Jenah. Let me know when you do.

Me: Well what if I cant ?

Msh3al: Well then I’ll make it for you.



He walked out leaving me and Bader staring into deep space.

Bader: What do we do now ?

Me: I dont know about you but I’m up for a nice hot shower.

Bader: Jenah I’m seriouse.

Me: Yeah I am too.

Bader: This can’t keep going on like this…

Me: I know.. but I like things the way they are.

Bader: Are you hearing yourself right now ?

Me: Pretty clear.

Bader: 7beebty you know this cant keep going on forever.

Me: Im not saying forever.. I’m just saying… hey wait.. this isnt any of your buisness ok! Just leave me alone.

Bader: I’m only trying to protect you. Even if you dont choose me I will understand. He’s your husband. All I want is for you to be happy.

Me: Yeah well I dont know what I want anymore. So just stop it !

Bader: *sigh*Could you call the nurse in for me..

Me: Why what’s wrong ?

Bader: I think the pain killers are starting to wear off…

Me: Yeah sure…

What the hell was his problem !

Thats all I kept thinking during my shower.

This is my life and I get to do whatever I want whenever I want.

Y3ni wsh ybeeni asawi ? Ma agdar aqarer.. is it my fault two amazing men are in my lives and I’m in love with both of them? No. This happened beyond my controle. And if I could turn back time and change it all I would…

But unfortunatley this is reality…

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Awwaalan…I’M DONE WITH MY EXAAMZ…YAAAAAAAAYY! XD

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tasi3an… W BAS! I GUESS ILL RETIRE …. u know..stop blogging?



















3ashiran wa a5eeran…NAAAAHH! i have a new story :p just messing with u guys (a)

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My world’s turned upside down.

I didn’t know what to do.

How could I stay in the same house as him ?

Yet how could I judge him when I was doing the exact same thing to him ?

But this is diffirent I love…

Yeah, that’s when I realized I loved Bader.

I never thought I could ever love anyone but Msh3al.

Somehow he found a way into my heart.

I guess you could even say he stole it away from Msh3al.

But why did I have to realize my feelings for him after he’s betrayed me ?

I fell into a black whole.

Sob7an Allah..

Nawal called me on my way back home.

I asked if I could spend a couple of days with her.

I told her everything. And I mean everything.

About Bader. About Msh3al.

My feelings.

Everything.

She calmed me down. She always did.

So for the next week I was with Nawal.

I swtiched off my phone.

Both Bader and Msh3al would call Nawal’s cell but we wouldn’t pick up.

They’s message but we would’nt reply.

What was I to say to them ?

I didn’t know what to say to them.

I wasn’t ready to face either one of them.

After a week of avoiding them.

I decided it was time to pull myself out of the bubble I was in.

My first call was to Bader.

I wsn’t ready to face him just yet.

Bader: I wanted to tell you.. ma t9adgeen shkthr bs I couldn’t betray Msh3al.

Me: Oh so it was ok to betray me ?

Bader: No.. that’s not what I ment…

Me: So then tell me. Why was it so hard for you to tell me ?

Bader: Because if anyone was going to hurt you I wanted it to be him. I didn’t want to be the one to cause you pain. I didn’t want to tell you and have you cry infront of me from something he’s done. I didn’t want to see a tear fall infront of my eyes from him.

Me: Bader I…

Bader: This killed me so much. Being around you. Seeing you smile.. not knowing what was going on.

Me: So you knew about this the whole time ?

Bader: I found out a while ago.

Me: I don’t know what to do Bader.. I’m so confused…

Bader: Do whatever makes you happy.. I can’t decide for you.

Me: I’m scared…

Bader: Min esh 7beebty?

Me: Everything…

Bader: Jenah…

Me: Hmm ?

Bader: Can I see you ?

Me: I have to see Msh3al first…

Bader: Oh… right…

Me: Yeah…

Bader: I think I’m gonna go now..

Me: Wain ?

Bader: Out…

Me: Oh…

Bader: Yallah bye.

Me: …. Bye



I felt bad.

I could sense he was sad and upset.

I felt so guilty.

But why should I be ?

He was the other man.

I had no reason to right?

I guess wrong… I loved him.

Hearing him down broke me into a tiny little pieces.

I called Msh3al next…

But he didn’t pick up.

Once, twice, no answer.

He’d call me back.

Maybe he was busy with work.

It was noon time.

So yeah he was busy…





























































































































Just as Bader was on his way out he got a surprise knock on the door.

Msh3al: You just had to tell her. You couldn’t keep it to yourself could you ?!!

Bader: I didn’t say anything !

Msh3al: Are you seriously going to stand onfront of my face and lie to me ?!!

Bader: Msh3al of all the years I’ve known you.. why would I lie ?

Msh3al: Mdri 3anik !

Bader: I didn’t say a word !



He walked passed Msh3al and made his way out of his house.

He walked across the street, till’ he stopped in the middle to look back at Msh3al.

Bader: You brought this on yourself Msh3al. Your wife isn’t an ideot. You took her for granted.

Msh3al: I ended it.

Bader: Now? After she found out ?

Msh3al: I wanna make it right with Jenah. You have no idea how much I love her Badoor.

Bader: I don’t know what —-

Msh3al: BADOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR !!! BADOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR !!! BADOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR !!!

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