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PEOPLE…….

TABOON EPILOGUE 7AG MY OLD STORY?

i thought u guys forgot about it :p

w cuz ana ma a7ib L main character bil story moo mishtahya aktib L epilogue :p

w to all of those people who think 7amad is my BF…HE IS NOT :) W HE NEVER WILL BE,,

a9lan i’m against ina L bnt ykoon 3indaha BF …

willi y7ib 7amad…dnt ever think 7amad illi bil 8i99aa nafs sha59iyyat the real one :)

w ZAINA is a fake character based on true events..YA3NI ZAINA IS NOT ME!

anyways taboon wla ma taboon? :p

W HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

ma ra7 asawwi epilogue itha a8al min 12 different people :D

LUV U :***********

Previously, Bo Salim: “Ta3awethay min iblees ya Om Salim enshalla maku elah el5air ou yerja3..la latgoulen chthe! Uhwa shaaab ma e3arif ma9la7ta!”Om Salim: “La uhwa kaan yabi Mariam lama Salim kan emsafer lakin rufatht 6alaba!”Salim & Bo Salim: “NA…

Hello and Happy New Year
It’s been over a month since i last posted i know… but now i’m off hiatus
Being a shameless Pinkberry addict, i missed it terribly when i was in London so i started searching for something to curb my appetite… and i found TWO: Yu-Foria and Snog!
Today im [...]

أنا باسي قوي و لا ترجعينصدقيني عمر نفسي ماخضعتو جان قصدج دمعتي لا تفرحينشعرةٍ دشّت بعيني و طلعتخالد المريخي wa shukran;*

HAPPY NEW YEAR !! …… I LOVE YOU ALL !! :D






Previously…

I looked up at him and we both smiled. I’ve never seen this smile on him before. It was like a whole new Bader. For the first time it felt like he wasn’t just here to ruin my life. Like he was here to help me enjoy it.

I took myself to the edge. Closed my eyes and held on to the rail.

Bader took one of my hands off the rail and held onto it with both his hands.

What chills it gave me.

His warm hands back to interlocking with mine.

We spent several minutes up there. Not even a single word was spoken.

My eyes were closed, while his was all over me.

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I knew he was staring at me the whole time through.

I knew he was aiming for a kiss, but I couldnt let that happen. Not again.

But I couldnt controle myself.

Especialy now since he’s changed on me. He’s this other Bader. For once I can actualy see his heart and soul.

We were up their for so long just staring at Paris. Taking in all it had to offer.



Bader: Jenah ?

Me: Hmm ?

Bader: ………

Me: What ?

Bader: Nevermind.

Me: You cant do that, yallah 3ad what ?

Bader: Have dinner with me tonight.

Me: Oh…

Bader: No strings attached I promise. I wont make a single move, just dinner.

Me: Just dinner ? Bader I dont think just is even in your vocabulary. There always has to be something on he side of just.

Bader: I’m serious Jenah. Besides Msh3al is working late. I dont want you to spend the whole night alone.

Me: *sigh* Ok.

Bader: Really ?

Me: Yeah really.



It was then off to the Champs-Élysées Avenue.

We strolled around the whole avenue going in and out of shops.

We laughed so hard that day, I’ll never forget it.

We tried on so many random things for eachother.

In some shops we were actualy kicked out and some banned from every entering again.

Before dinner I dragged Bader inside of CHANEL with me. I had to go in. Its a must for me that whenever I see it, I must enter it. I dont even have to buy anything. I just have to go in.

I absolutley adore CHANEL.

The second I stepped in, my eyes were drawn, my whole body was drawn to this handbag.

It was from the new collection. ” Chanel Coco Cocoon “.

It was simply jaw dropping.

I fell in the love with the russian red color.

I walked on over to the mirror holding it. It suited me so much !

Bader: Suits you.

Me: Nah, it’s alright.

Bader: You should get it.

Me: It’s not worth it.

Bader: Anything’s worth it for you.

Me: Whatever let’s just leave. I wanna be back before Msh3al.

We had dinner.

We laughed.

We joked.

We shared stories.

Intresting intense conversation happend.

It was nice.

I actualy had fun. I really needed this. Msh3al was working and I had nothing to do. No friends in Paris. I was alone.

I’m not saying I’m glad he crashed in, but it was good to be in company for one night.

After Dinner he walked me back home. It was a silent walk. We each were away with out thoughts…

” I know what Im doing is wrong but I just cant help myself when I’m around her. She’s beautiful and smart and funny. How could Msh3al not want to leave work and be with her? 7aram 7azanatny, I just wanted her to have a day of fun. That smile a555 bs that adorable little smile. Those adorable little dimples. What I wouldnt kill to just get a simple kiss on the cheeck from her. “

” Why do I feel so guilty? Nothing happend. We just talked and laughed. I’m innocent here, well ok maybe not entirely innocent but… oh damn it! “

He insisted on taking me up to my door but I refused. I didnt want Msh3al seeing us together. I didnt even know if he knew Bader was here.

We said goodnight at the opposite side of the street and parted ways.

I actualy thought he was going to kiss me. I was so nervouse yet excited at the same time. But once he didnt, I died inside. For once I was prepared, ready for a kiss.

Oh well, I guess it was for the best. But was it though ?

7beeby was already home.

Msh3al: Hallah walah bl zain.. t3ali give me a kiss.

Me: Hallah 7beeby.

Msh3al: Wain knty? Sha’3alt 3leeki laman ma shftik.

Me: I was out for a bit.

Msh3al: Did you have fun ?

Me: Yeah.. you know what I did.

Msh3al: Aham shay. 6yb ana bt5l atrwawash.. wanna join me ? *smirk*

Me: Haha why not. I’ll be right there.

Msh3al: A555 feeki bs. Amoot feeki ya ba3ad el kl.

That night we had sex.

Mind blowing sex.

During it all I kept thinking was that what I was doing was wrong and that I had to end it with Bader.

I didnt know what was going on between us. But whatever it was, I had to put a stop to it before things go too far.

Msh3al 7beeby w amoot feeh. I would never want to hurt him.

Everything he’s doing, he’s doing for me. All just to keep a smile on my face.

I had a perfect marriage. Why did I want to screw it all up ? For what ? A passionate kiss with a total stranger ?

But oh what a kiss it was.

The next day 7beeby and I woke up extra earlier to go sailing.

While he was in the shower I got a knock at the door.

Me: Good morning. Can I help you ?

Bellboy: This has just been delievered for you.

Me: Me? Well who’s it from ?

Bellboy: The gentelman did not say.

Me: Gentleman? Umm ok thank you.

Bellboy: Have a nice day.



A black and white bag.

With a black box inside.

I couldnt believe what my eyes were seeing.

He actualy got it for me.

Inside the note, it read…

Your worth everything…

Loooool the post ileee I wrote about new year didn’t get published for some reason ;pSo awalan HAPPY NEW YEARO kil 3am o intaw ib alf 5air Inshallah hal year itkoon kilha 5air 3alaykom o ayamkom itkoon kilha afra7 bafra7 ya rabO I would like to thank u…

I cant believe 2009 is over !

Happend to fast !

Now we have something new to look forward to.. 2010 ! :D I’m super excited!

A new year has begun.

I cant wait to find out what 2010 has in store for all of us !

Inshallah elah el 5air maktoob :)

I love you all and I hope you had an amazing new years night :D

Oh and sorry for not posting these past 2 days but I’ve been so busy planning a party.. which by the way totaly ROCKED !

Inshallah tommorow..

Good night and sweet dreams !

Awalan, kel 3am wentaw eb alf khair ou inshalla ti3oudouna kel sina bel 9e7a wel 3afya, la fagdeen wela mafgoudeen ya rab. Weli kanat lah sina 9a3ba khalas yuba ra7at ou mara7 etrid! eley faat maaaat. Weli kanat lah sina waayd 7elwa inshala kel lesneen…

happy new year my faaaavorite cyber people ;p hehe, shsawaytaaaw hal new year? :D ana I spent it in kuwait ;p with my family and my dear husband :*, we had a barbecue at our house and everything was perfect and cosy :*…and I must say the weather is a…

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!Inshallah the new year will be full of wonderful surprises for everyone.. W I hope that you change to the better and acheive all your goals..Now about that :P What are your new year resolutions?Personally, I don’t …