Msh3al: Are you sure your ok ?

Me: I told you a hundred times already I’m fine.. just a little light headed.

Msh3al: You’ve been like that all through our trip, I’m calling the doctor to come see you.

Me: Will you stop it already I’m fine !

Msh3al: No your not !

Me: Fine call him.. but your only gonna make a fool out of yourself..

Msh3al: Agool bs la ykthar.

So we went back home where I was forcefuly told to lay in bed. Msh3al helped me get into my Purple mini Victoria’s Secret night dress and carried me into bed. I didn’t even know why he was carrying me, I could walk perfectly fine. I was only three steps away from the bed. Men.. they always think their right.

I sat on my bed drowning in bordom. Msh3al was waiting downstairs for the doctor.. I wanted to get up and get the remote, watching a bit of TV to pass the time but it was too faw away. I was too tired to get up.

A while later the doctor came in and examined me. And guess what…

Me: Are you sure? I mean I’m not prepared.. WE are not prepared!

Msh3al: 7beebty calm down.. we are prepared and we will be amazing. Lat 5afeen..

Dr. But you need to take it easy.. it’s been a few days and we just found out. So the most important thing for you to do right now is rest. Try not to get yourself bothered or stressed out. Seem’s like you’ve been for a while now. It’ll cause risks towards the baby.. especialy in this early stage of the pregnancy…



Yup.. I was pregnant.

I didn’t know how I never saw it coming. I mean just before we left for the airport I felt dizzy and naucious and weak. I kept running back and forth aisles just to use the rest rooms in the plane. It was so unexpected. I was on the pill, so how could this even happen? Condoms break, not pills!!

After the Doctor excused himself, I asked to be alone. I needed to be alone. I needed time to process all of this. St’frallah for a few seconds I was actualy concidering abortion.. but I quickly snapped myself out of that thought.

Hours passed, and I had spent them sleeping. Everytime I’d wake up I’d just fall back to sleep again. I didn’t want to get up. I felt so weak, like a set of weights were holding me down.

Suddenly the lights switched on. And the covers were pulled away from my face. I was burried deep inside my bed. And to my surprise I opened my eyes to see Nawal sitting on my bedside.

Nawal: Hey gorgeous..

Me: Gorgeous my ass. Shayfa manthari kaif.

Nawal: Mmmm.. your right …

Me: HEY !

Nawal: Haha ! I missed you ya kalba !

Me: You practicly abandoned me ya kalba !!

Nawal: Ya kalba t3ali 5umeeni o bs !

Me: So your not mad at me anymore?

Nawal: Ofcourse not! Yeah I was mad but I had no right to throw those cruel words to you. You didn’t deserve that. And I’m sorry.

Me: 7beebty I’m the one who’s sorry..

Nawal: So.. no Bader?

Me: No Bader…

Nawal: You know I’ve always o your back no matter what right ?

Me: And I’ve got yours..

Our gushy-ness went on for 20 minutes.

After that I asked her to get the remote for me. She was such a dear. She fluffed the pillows for me. Brought up a tray of food. Turned th channel to E!, my favorite channel.

In the middle of E! News, Msh3al walked it and totaly spoiled it.

He slowly pulled Nawal away without me noticing. I was so hooked on the television that I didn’t notice her leave.

Msh3al slowly crawled into bed next to me. I didn’t even feel him.

He wrapped his arms around me and switched the tv to dvd mode.

Me: What are you doing ?

Msh3al: Just watch…

It was our wedding video. I thought I’d lost it! I’ve been looking for it since god knows when and their it was right infront of me. How the hell did he find it? Until this day I don’t know!

We had a winter wedding wonderland. Everything was all in all in just three colors. Baby blue, silver, and white.

It really was a dream wedding, MY dream wedding. A day I’ll never forget.

After watching the movie Msh3al got up out of no where and walked out the room. I was confused. I sat their with my head tilted to the side. Seconds later he ran back and jumped onto the bed next to me.

Me: Eaaaaaaaasy there sparky!



He asked me to close my eyes. I felt something being placed on them. When I opened them, I saw the most beautiful necklace. It was so adorable. Tiny diamonds that made the letter N.

I knew exactley who it was for.

Msh3al: Our Nouf.

Me: 7ayatii inta wallah I love you!

I pulled him close to me and gave him a hug in which I nearly suffocating him. Hehe…

Me: But we don’t even know if it’s a girl yet.

Msh3al: Maybe you don’t. But I do.

Me: Thank you 7ayatii I love it.. I’m so speechless right now!!

Msh3al: Aham shay that smile on your face.

Me: Ba3ad 3umrii !!

The doorbell rang.

Msh3al had given the maid’s the day off to be all alone with me.

He rushed downstairs to open the door.

Why is it, that whenever things start to get better the past find away to rise back up to the surface ?

Msh3al: Ahlain Bader.

Bader: Hallah.. sorry to just drop in like this but I tried calling your cell phone but you wouldn’t pick up. I needed your approvel on a few things.

Msh3al: Sorry but I’m really busy right now. We’ve both got alot of things to do.

Bader: Is everything ok ?

Msh3al: Everything’s great. Jena’s pregnant, can you believe it !!

Bader: ………

Msh3al: Anyway she’s upstairs alone, I better be getting back to her. We’ll talk when I get back to the office.



And he shut the door. Not in a rude manner, but causaly.

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When you wanted to announce that you kill animals in a Halal way for ppl to eat… didn’t you find a better place to hang it than on this road sign? Seriously? Why? Are you advertising a cure for cancer?!
I took this while waiting for my turn at the Surra Roundabout… those signs are there [...]

You will make all kinds of mistakes. But as long as you are generous and true and also fierce, you cannot hurt the world or seriously distress her. She was made to be wooed and won by youth. ~Winston Churchill

There is nothing better than waking up to a platter of hot fresh blueberry chocolate chip pancakes… topped with fresh fruits, dowsed in maple syrup, strong coffee and fresh OJ on the side… and you have the ultimate wake up catalyst… YUM!!!!!
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 God only knows how much I’d love you if you’d let me

*TERARARARARARARAA* i’m still singing by the waay ;p

W 3ayyiddiii ya Kuwaaiitt…ya a7laa Balaaad…

ana lich ghanaaitt..*clears throat* E7EEMMMMM…

9oti raa7 :p

OHH LOOK :O

ANOTHER POST!

Yaaaaayyy!

This one goes out to AbdulWahab :D

P.S. check out this blog..
http://m-a-r-y-o-o-m.blogspot.com/ … 3AJEEEEEB! U goo Maryoom :p

ENJOY PPL :****

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He went to his Lecture and came out “imsa6il” after 2 whole hours..thank GOD that was the only mu7athara he has today…he went back home, took his daily afternoon nap..woke up for lunch..then changed again and went to 7adag with Khalid and a couple of his guy friends..

Meanwhile….

Deema: Meme…ifff meme!

Maryam: WHAT?

deema: i’m bored..

Maryam: yeah me too..

Deema: 5ansawwi shay!

Maryam: hmmm..shino?

Deema: lich 5lg nsba7 bil pool?

Maryam: umm..yeah what else can we do ?

deema: hehe yallah!

they changed into their swim suits and went to the backyard (where the pool was) .. they heard their aunt’s voice..she was talking to their Dad..

Laila: adri 3abdulla adri… ee bas mita rad?…haa?…5ala9 okay…lala ma ra7 agoollihum..akeed la it7aty..bilsalamah inshallah…

Maryam: Deemo! shino illi ma tgoollina?!

Deema: madri..iff whatever lets go swim !

Maryam: YALLAAH!

they jumped in the cold pool screaming and laughing..

what was it that she wasn’t supposed to tell them about? what were they hiding?

……………………..

3thman came home tired..he literally threw himself on his bed and slept…ZZzzzZzzz and he was in another world…

KNOCK KNOCK

Laila: *dar3iming* Hhuuuhhhh!! 3thmaan 7abeeby yallah goom! L sa3a 8:30!

3thman: mm…5ams degayig bas..

Laila: shino 5ams degayig! Yallaah goom! L yom mu7athartik L sa3a 9!

without knowing ,he said…

3thman: *sleepy* yummaa bas shway..

She paused there for a while…she knew how much he loved his mother..he was VERY attached to her…

Laila: *sigh* yallah 7abeebi 3thman goom *shaking him gently* Yallaah goom…

He got up streching his arms..he looked at the clock next to his bed and jumped…

3thman: TA2A5ART!

Laila: hehe..yallah 7abeebi ibsir3a baddil w roo7.

He changed quickly and drove like a maniac to Jam3a..

wwoooohh!

WA A5EERAN WI9ALT!

3aad shifukni min hal d3la L7een…

He opened the door carfuly looking at his professor busy talkig about the lesson..he walked slowly and nosielessly till he reached his seat…

Phheewwww!

ma baghaait!

the boring lecture continued..and they were finally dismissed…

as he got out he saw her…she was busy looking for something in her bag…he kept waiting for her to notice him…

akeed hatheech L mara ma kanat shayfatny…shoofaw L7een akeed bit6ali3..

….he stood there infront of her for what seemed like ages..this never happened to him before..i repeat NEVER…that was enough for him..he got mad..and so he walked angrily towards her..

and……..

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

……………………

W 5ALLAA9 L POOOSSSTTTT!!!!

MWA7A7A7A7A7A7A7A7A (6)

SHBI9EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER?? :p

WHAT DID HE DO?

waaaihhh..ma tadroonn?

well too bad…ull have to wait untill next post..MWA7A7A7A7A7A7 (6) :p <–GOD I LUV SAYING THIS! :p


LUV U :******

3ASHAT LINAA L KUWAAIT L KUWAAAIITTT W 3ASHAW AHALHAA…WILLI Y7IB L KUWAAIT L KUWAAAIITTT…YTHA7I LAJILHA…

*SHARBIKA*

Waaayy a7ib jaw L 3eed L wa6ani ;p

ams bil sayyara chinni habla a3id L byoot illi 7a66een a3laam L kuwait ;p YWANSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!

*TERERARARA* w HAATHIII DEERAAT L SA3AAD….

HATHI 7UBBI LIL ABAAD ;p

mista6riba 7adddiii ;p

*kammiling*

Yallah Ill leave u guyz with the post 3ala ma t5alli9 L 7afla illi 3indi ;p

DEDICATED TO L :*********

P.S i’ll be dedicating randomly :D

AND..

I MIGHT

i repeat..MIGHT..

post part 5 today :D

ENJOY:********

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Mino hathi?

Fara7: *waving her hands infront of him* HELLO!

3thman: *clears throat* E7m…na3am?

Fara7: *raising her eyebrows* la wallaah?

3thman: shfeech?

Fara7: ana illi shfeeni…wla inta illi shfeek thiba7t L bnt 5az!

3thman: *acting dumb* ay bnt?

Khalid gave him a look…he was shocked himself..

Fara7: Lama..

Lama…Hmm…

Ba3ad?

Yallah Far7oo GOOLAY!

3thman: mino hathi?

Fara7: *smirk* and u care because?

3thman: i don’t …

Fara7: aha…

Khalid: Yallah ana baro7..mu7atharti tbda 3gb 3 min

he got up and left Fara7 and 3thman alone..

*silence*

Fara7: huuff! FINE! dont give me the silent treatment please! isimha Lama..kanat 3aysha ib London w she just came back to Kuwait last week i think..

Adri feeha Far7oo..tmooott itha ma ta7achat..hehhee..

3thman: *half smile* aha…

he didn’t know why..but he wanted more about her…knowing this is not enough..why didn’t she look his way? he was still confused..his ego and pride always comes first..yimkin la2ina she’s taken?

3thman: uhh..is she..?

La7tha laa7thaa … ana shfeeeni?

Fara7: is she what?

3thman: haa? nevermind…

min mita ana as2al 3an wa7da!? *laughs sarcastically* L thaher ini bidait a5arrif..

*Silence*

Fara7: *sigh* No…she doesn’t have a boyfriend…irta7t L7een?

fahmatny…. madri shlon killa itchikny hal bnayyaa…

3thman: BAL! intay sh3arifich ib hal suwalif!? min waain tyeebeen L a5bar!?

Fara7: DUDE! its called GOSSIP!..plus i have my ways..*smiling widely*

3thman: *giggles*

Fara7: look 3thman..whatever your thinking of just leave the girl alone..

3thman: sh8a9dich?

Fara7: madri bas we’ve been friends since FOREVER! w i know u too well dude..she’s not that type..and “YOU” are definately not her type..

3thman: *crooked smile* i’m everyone’s type..

Fara7: again i say it….MAGHROOOR!

3thman: hehe..

she started playing with her nails to annoy him..she knew her friend..he hates girly stuff..accidently she hit the table hard and one nail broke..

Fara7: MY NAAAAILLL!!

AAAHHH AAAHHH! gal3iti wallah gal3iti! astaahil!

3thman: *imitating her* Myy naaaiilll!…3an L dala3 yallah..kilha thifir…bacher bi6ool..

fara7: laa! i just did them bil 9alon! AAAAHHH!

3thman: *shakes his head in disaproval* ma ityoozeen….

Fara7: UHH! Lo Khalid hnee chan cha3imik! *getting up angerily* BYE!

3thman smiled when she mentioned 5alid…

lo tadreen billi ib galb 5alid ya Fara7…

3thman: *laughs* Allah weyyaach..

maku fayda….9ij inha Far7o..min 3umr a3arifha w a3idha mithl wa7da min 5awati..bas bit.thil wa7da min the others…

P.S. shftaw lost? the others ? how they’re different w chithee….3thman looks at girls as the others…ana chithee tara (a) :p bas moo 3ala L girls 6ab3an ;p … fahamtaw mino the others L7een? ;p

He turned his face around and he saw her sitting busy talking to someone…he wanted to know more about her…

lama was the first girl that found a spot in his heart to settle in..

………….

W 5ALLAA9 L POSSTTT!

Could it be love from first sight?

or is there something else missing?

Hmmm……

MWA7A7A7A7A7A7A77AAA (6) ;p

LUV U :*******

I am SO SO SO terribly sorry, I got really busy o kl youm agoul I am going to post bs things just come up …. here is a post for you I hope you like it.Once again, im sorry ;sPreviously”aby a6l3 mn ehnee mny mirta7a b3dain abek ymy” I ran the back of…

I am SO SO SO terribly sorry, I got really busy o kl youm agoul I am going to post bs things just come up …. here is a post for you I hope you like it.Once again, im sorry ;sPreviously”aby a6l3 mn ehnee mny mirta7a b3dain abek ymy” I ran the back of…

New post today inshallah…

sorry adri min zimaan i ddnt post w i ddnt reply ur comments….

ALOT is on my mind..

i can’t think straight :p

w eeeeeeeeee!


Our internet 5arraf shwayya madri sh.salfita …


9ayra malee8a adri wallah adri :p

Again…


Sorry :**

Bo Abdullah: “ekhthay yuba el kamadat wel maay, ifidoun el jar7 wel 3awar..erta7ay al7en shwey wana eb nafsi ayeeblch el reyoug..”Ghaneema: “7asha walla ya 3ami! Wel 7asha 3an alf yimeen, ana eley ayeebah eb nafsi!”Bo Abdullah: “la ya 7abeebty testahla…

Quwa ;*izayikoum?#1. Im sick! :/#2. I hate being sick.#3. rasi y3awirni#4. el 7imdallah 3ala kil 7al!Hal post is long la tgoolon gi9er! ;pEnjoy it ;*_______________________________________________________________A week later.6AAAYOUBA JAHZA?!6aiba: iff…

Today, I thought it was the last day Of my life. It was like any normal Friday, visiting my grandparents later shalaih right? Well no, this day I went over to my friend’s house.. About to sleep over, bs did not since we have visitors at home..Ga3deen…

Days flew by and soon we were going to the airport together. Now, I will tell you that I have never traveled with a man before and the thought was equal parts terrifying and exhilarating. This wasn’t just some man though, this was him. I had packed …

I miss someone SO MUCH! I know ur not reading this But I miss you, come back already! Missing u makes the heart grow fonder ;*~What do you do when you miss someone?~wa shukran;*

The other evening
at the Clinic,
some women
sported thongs,
their unpainted toenails
appeared
delicate,
like fresh petals
peeping up
from soft-fleshed
feet;
like a veiled woman
removing her burqa
in an intimate moment.
oh winter,
you were the briefest of
interludes.
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Why is it whenever i talk to someone about it… they have a question mark on their faces and shake their heads by no?
It aired in 1991, right after we came back from ‘3azoo, it was meant to be about a war thingy which i think it was in WW2 but they translated it as [...]

I came across a discussion on one of the new Kuwaiti TV channels. It was a talk show geared to youth and one young woman and two young men were discussing the topic of female bodybuilding and whether it was a desirable sport.
One of the men said that a woman should be soft and delicate, [...]

Heeey you guys ;**No this has nothing to do with the story ;p I wanted to ask you for a favor though Etha ma 3alaikum Amir please post links to you favorite blogs ;p Lena i wanna read Something new :DPlease & Thank You Love You AllQueenbee*XoXoA ne…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

wa6ani 7abeeeby , wa6ani lghaly .. wa6ani el najm el 3ali wa6ani sh3la mothee2a .. kilma jaree2a , wa6ani …wa6ani lghaly wa6ani !!allaaah allaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ya shams el 7aya !! ya kwaait ya kwaaait ya nabth l 7aya !! allaaaah ya kwaaait …ya kwaaait…

NOOOOOOOO !!!
Please dont be mad !
My laptop completly shut down on me and for the whole weekend was at the shop getting fixed !
WALLAH YOU GUYS :(
I made a promise and I stuck to it .. but my luck turned cold ! :(
Im sorry .. but blame the laptop not me :(
I love you all so much !
I just got it back like an hour ago..
I quickly wanted to write you guys a post !
I know its short but I wanted to post one soon..
Inshallah tommorow as soon as Im back from school..
One HELL OF A JUCIY post ;D
I love you all so so much !
Please dont judge me mefore you hear my story..
;**********************

I made a choice.. I chose Msh3al. I can’t say I wasn’t happy. I mean I was going to get my marriage back. The marriage all my family and friends raved about. The marriage half our married friends envied.

This bye is a temporary bye…but after that period that bye would be a perminent one.

I'm sorry you guys.

I no longer have the interest to blog…even if I did, I simply do not have the time.

It's been really crazy and hectic it's not even funny.

P.S. Queen Bee* I'm more than sorry walla :( :"( latz3leen mny etha I haven't commented on your blog bs walla 9arly fatra I'm not online 7ata! W etha bagra agra mn my BB w now I can't seem to comment on any posts. Love you waaaaaaayd waaaayd and miss you more…and same 7ggich MAMA Z!!!! I love you both :*

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I look out my window to see sparkling display of lights on Burj El Ta7akom… and i know February is Here… such lovely eye candy!
I wish you all a happy weekend filed with lights and joy
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