UGH!!! Elyoum was like the worst day ever!!! Ya3ni I can’t beleive people are like this!!Ps; I think I’m over reacting or pmsing;$ tell me am I over reacting?!? La2na 7tertTekhaylaw awal Shay I was at class, did my work 3ady.. But most of the others di…

My prettiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiies !! ;**
I’ve missed you all so much !!
You guys have to forgive me please..
I know latley I havent been the best blogger..
I didn’t want to stop for a month wallah I didn’t.
I haven’t been on the computer alot either.
Alot’s been going on and a friend of mine flew in so I was busy with her the whole time.
But I promise you, and this time I’m sticking to it, that I’m officialy back. :D
I will do my very best to post everyday, but if not then I promise every other day.
Please don’t be mad at me!! :(
I love you al so so much !!
Your comments is what’s motivating me to keep on writing !
I won’t stop.. you guys are the ones keeping me from stopping!
And again.. I love you all !
Oh and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ! (I know it’s kinda late :p)
Here’s a juciy post for you all !

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Bader?

Msh3al?

How the hell could I possibly choose ?

Their both amazing in their own way…

But I can’t.. atleast not for now.




I stayed with Bader for the rest of the week while he was at the hospital. I couldn’t leave him alone. I wouldnt even let the nurse touch him. I wanted to do everything myself. We got closer and closer each day.

As for Msh3al.. well I haven’t herd of him. It’s like he vanished after he walked out. I tried calling him a couple of times to check up on him but his phone would be switched off. But then I asked myself why I was even bothering? I mean he cheated on me with some slut client of his. And by the position she was in when I walked in that night.. there’s no doubt that she was a part-time stripper as a kid!

A month had a passed and I still haven’t herd from Msh3al. An after a month in the hospital Bader discharged. The doctors said he needed someone to take care of him for a while.. since he broke his leg and had a few stiches. They were going to send a nurse to stay with him for while but I couldnt have that. I didn’t want someone taking care of my Bader. That’s right I said it… MY Bader. At first he refused to come stay with me at the house but eventualy he gave up and agreed.

I set up the guest bedroom for him.

Msh3al abadanoned the house.. and me.

He didn’t even give a message to one of te maids to give to me. He just left.



A week later I get an unexpected knock at the door.

It was Msh3al ! He was back !

Msh3al: Hey…

Me: Hey…

Msh3al: We have alot of talking to do.

Me: I know.

Msh3al: Can I come in ?

Me: Ummm.. I don’t really think now’s the best time for this.


” Jenaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ?! “


Msh3al: Who was that ?

Me: Uhhh…



He walked passed me and ran up the stairs. I tried to stop him but I couldn’t catch up to him.

He opend the door and saw Bader lying there. His eyes widend and he bgan to clunch his fists. He looked back at me with this heartbroken look in his eyes.

Msh3al: Him?

Me: He just got out of the hospital and they needed someone to take care of him for a while.

Msh3al: And you just had to jump in and save the day ?

Me: He needed someone he trusts to take care of him.

Msh3al: Oh so you’ve been together long enough to develope trust.

Me: Your not so innocent yourself either.

Msh3al: I never said I was. But here is “the other man” lying in our house. How do you expect me to react?

Me: You were gone ! You just abandoned me ! Your own wife !

Msh3al: Wife?? I lost my wife the second she did this to me !

Me: I lose my husband !



We argued like that, throwing cruel words back and fourth at each other. Bader just sat there watching us. He yelled for us to stop but we just shut him out. There was all of this pent up anger inside of us.. it just started flowing out. It’s like we couldn’t controle it. Like a storm..

After what seemed like ages of argueing we stopped. He walked out once again. I didn’t even try and stop him.

The next day Bader left. He was capable of taking care of himself again.

And I had a choice to make. I sat for two days at home. Avoided everyone. Even Nawal. I wanted to be alone and think about what was best for me.

A few weeks later I picked up the phone and dialed…

Me: I choose you…







































































































































Msh3al: 7beebty… I’m on my way home.



I wanted to tell Bader face to face. He atleast deserves that.

So I hurried over to his house. Hopefuly I’d make it back in time to see Msh3al.

Bader: I can’t say I didn’t see this coming.

Me: He’s my husband Bader.. I did what was the righ thing to do.. what anyone would have done in my situation. We both made a mistake and I think we can get through it.

Bader: So I was a mistake ?

Me: … you know what I mean.

Bader: Like I told you before, all I want is for you to be happy. And if your happiness lies with him then so be it. Just now if you need me …

Me: I know, thank you.

Bader: Is he back ?

Me: He’s on his way.

Bader: You better get going then…



I broke his heart. I broke MY Bader’s heart.

But I had to do this. I mean before Bader I had the perfect marriage. I was madly in love with Msh3al. And if we could get through this I knew we could be happy again. I can’t just throw my marriage away and run off with Bader. It doesn’t work that way. This isn’t a fairytale. This is life. Hard life.

I knew Msh3al loved me and I did too.

Back home…

Msh3al: 7beebty!

Me: Welcome home.

Msh3al: You have no idea how much I’ve missed you!

He took me in his arms. Those arms. It’s been forever since I’ve had them wrapped around me. I felt that same comfort and warmth I felt before. This was a sign.. a sign that me and Msh3al could get back to they way we were before. I sighed in relief. With me still in his arms we walked into the living room.

Me: I’m glad your here.

Msh3al: Your my wife Jenah. I never wanted to leave you… or hurt you…

Me: Just promise me something.

Msh3al: Anything.. min 3yooni el thntain.

Me: No more lies. No more betrayls. I really want this to work.

Msh3al: 7beebty we both made a mistake.. we can’t take it back but we can move on. I want to be with you more than anything in the world. Your everything to me Jenah. I can;t picture my life without you. I know I haven’t been there latley for you cause of work. But I Promise you that will all change starting from now. We’ll start a new chapter. The past is the past and we can’t change it. I wan’t my future to be with you. I love you.. and I will always love you.

Me: Ok see what you did ? Now you got tearing up.

Msh3al: Do you love me ?

Me: I love you.

Msh3al: Ba3ad 3umrii.

Me: But your not going to fire Bader are you ?

Msh3al: I won’t let my anger effect my work. He’s a good asset to the company. So no, I won’t let him go. But now you have to promise me something.

Me: Ofcourse?

Msh3al: You can’t see him again.

Me: *sigh*

Msh3al: Please Jenah.. I don’t want to lose you again.

Me: And you won’t cause I don’t plan on seeing him anymore. Like you said… the past is the past.



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Sorry about me refering her as Jenah instead of Me like I always do. The computer is kinda messed up a bit. Whenever I’d try and change it, it would just erase the whole thing.

30+ years have passed o mako fayda… ppl still throw garbage from their car windows! I am so glad they at least learned to use the deodorant! 
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Wa7aashteenii…wa7ashteeeeniiiiiiii….w Jeet as2aal as2aal..w athin ini 3ala baaalik..*terararara*..3asa maa shaar? 3asa maa shaar?… WAYY WAAYY WAAYY RASHED IS THE MAN! :p Oh OH…guess who sang this song? :p YES YES..KETCHUP SANG IT! ;p Bas whatever i luv hal song..bas ohwa 3gaidi wallah..3/4 L ighniyya y9affir :) …L7mdillaah 3al 3agil ya rabbi :D

MY MOUSE 7ASHA PANIC ATTACK…no no seriously madri shfee ga3d yarjif :p 7imdillaah w L shikr!

YAAAAAAAAAYY YAAAAYYY YAAAAAYYY!! ZZOOOOO8AAA WALLLAAH :*

wanasa :D hehee ;p waaayiid istanast ina u liked it…bas bagoollikum sha..Bedayat L 8i9a ya3ni awal cham post maku wayid action..bas in the middle…bityinoon min kthirhum ;p

hehee ;p

THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO.. “MRS. CHUCK” :DDDD

P.S. ohh 9ij..my email 7ag illi yabi shay min zimaan ma 7a6aaita ;p glittery-butterfliez@live.com

ENJOY :***

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BATHBA7HUM!

La La La….BAGI6HUM IB NI9 L 9A7RA WAHIDHUM! a7saan..5awafeen…

Wallah hal banaat madri shlon 9ayreen..

DALA3 IB DALA3!

Allaah yer7imich yummaa…lo kntay mawjooda chan ma rithaytay ubooy ydalli3hum chithee..*sigh*…ihya L wa7eeda la ya3ni moo L wa7eeda L wa7eeda 3amiti laila ma3aha ba3ad ;p ..illi moo mithilhum…moo minhum!…moo min the others…

La itgooloonly ma 3araftaw mino the others lail7een?

Laa?

hahahaa…mani gayyilikum..bit3arfoon broo7kum..

la7tha baghasil hal alwan illi 3ala wayhi…*washing his face*

aaaahhh….

eeee chithee…wla tarseeen wahyi 5arabee6 9ayir chinni fefe 3abdu!

ohh 9ijj ma ta3arafna..

Ma3akum 3thman 3abdullah Al-X

age: 21

Occupation: Student

Height: 189 cm..

irta7taw L7een?

laa?

taboon shakli ba3ad?

la la mani gayil 3ashan la tgooloon 3anni maghroor…ba5alli Glittery tgoollikum.. ;p

HIII! its mee ;p okaayy so 3thman is Tall (duh) Tan…his eyes are dark and mysterious, his nose is the perfect sharp thin 5aleeji nose..dirty face..w imgari3 :p moo 9AL3A…just imgarri3 (the good looking way)..*whispering* he’s the most maghroor person ull ever meet..malkum shighil fee… ;p i’m serious tara…WAAYIIDD MAGHROOR!

Ana L bchr..3ndi i5tain MIYANEEN…bas ythiloon 5awati w bathil u5oohum L 3od..magoollikum ma a7ibhum..la2ini bil 3ax waayid astanas lama ag3ad ma3ahum..bas la jad ya3ni maani gadir afham laaish L banat waayiid delalee3 w malee8aat w ma yn3araf lihum….Shfee L Zhaiwy? bs la2ina aswad w 9gheer w y7oos bil shwari3 y5afoon minna? DALA3!….Ummi Allah yer7amha tewaffat gabl 5 sneen ib 7adith sayyara…kanat 3amiti Laila tawha na8la 3indina la2ina ham ihya rayilha twafa Allah yer7ima…Athkir hal fatra 3adil…Kanat kilha bachi w 9ya7…gabil la ittiwaffa ummi ib cham yom kanat 7assa…galatli ” deer balik 3ala 5awatik…3thman int L7een kbart w 9rt rayyal, imta ma 9arat mshkila la tn7ash..l2nha mahma kanat kbeera bt.thil int akbar mnha..w inshallah ib tlga laha 7al..3thman ana athi8 feek” ma ansa kalamha…7asiat yomha ini basheel mas2ooliyya kbeera..w f3lan shilt.ha…

ubooy killa imsafir w lahi ib shighla..malooma…ma shft a7ad y7awil yas3id 3yala w y3ayish.hum a7san 3eesha mthla..

KNOCK KNOCK

3thman: na3am?

Lora: 3osmaan…Yallah mama Laila say go down..

3thman: yallah kaani yay..

Yallah ana baroo7 atrayyag L7een..L yom sabt (ryoog L 3ayla)…7ayaakum ;p

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Ryoog..

Laila: Hala ib 3thmaani…Hala ib 7abeeby…

3thman: Hala ib 3ammiti Laila..Hala ib shai5at L banat..

Laila: weh weh 7abeebii … w ys2iloony laaish a7ibbik?

Deemah and Maryam looked at him jealous..

Laila: Deemaah goomay yeebay 7ag u5ooch 3a9eer..

Deemah: Inshallah..

3thman gave her a look as she stuck her tongue out at him…

3thman: e7m…3ammiti Laila?

Laila: haa yuma?

3thman: L yom ana 3azmich 3ala cinema w 3ugb inroo7 intaghada ib lenotre w 3ugub arakbich *looking at maryam and Deema* L “ya5t L ydeed”…

Maryam: AALLAAAH WANASA! BAROO7 ABADDIL!

Deemah; Aaalllaaah! ni6reeny bayi ma3ach!

3thman: ana glt 3ammiti Laila…BROO7HA…min ghairkum intaw L thntain…

Laila: *giggles* eee 7abbeeby mita bnroo7?

P.S I have a 3amma chithee…isimha Laila ba3ad ;p …ITYANNIN! w ya 7bhaa 7ag L ryooogg … the whole character is based on her ;p

3thman: L7een 3ugb L ryoog nroo7…

Deemah: bas

Maryam: MAY9EEEEEEEEEEERRRRR!!

3thman: *smirk* laish ma y9eer…ba6alli3 3ammiti sh7arkum?

deema: 3THMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!

Maryam: Maa y9eer ma y9eeer! AMS L MAFROOTH ITWADEENA L YA5T BAS MA WADAITNNA!

Deemah: EEEEEEEE! U CAN’T BE MEAN TO US! *pouts*

3thman: Ma77ad gallikum sawooni barbie *killer stare* knt bawadeekum bas 3ugb L sawwaitooh LA2!

Maryam: 3thmaan 3thmaan 3thmaan 3THMAAAAAAAAAAN! PLZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

deema: SOORRYY SOORRYY WAALLAAAH SORRYY!! PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZ WADNA!

3thman: haa 3ammiti Laila..awadeehum?

laila: ee yummaa wadhum 7araaam…

Deemah and Maryam: *angel face*

3thman: Zaaainn…bas 3ashaan 5a6ir 3ammiti Laila..

they jumped from their seats, hugged him then hugged their aunt and off they went to their room to change their clothes…

they had an amazing dayand they enjoyed every part of it..except the part were Deema started crying because she figured out she was wearing her dress backwards.. :p

tsk tsk … 9ij min the others!

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W 5ALLAAA99 L POSSSTTTTTTTTTT!!

HAA BASHRAAW? :p

RAAYKUM ? ;p

La7atht ini 5arba6t bil colors :p Maali 5lg a3addil (a) 3aadii? sama7toony? ;p

SHUKRAAANN ;*

HEHE LUV U :******

Shlounkoooum? ;)Ma 3indi shay agoola :p mafene garga el youm.6awfaw badliyat I didnt check.LONG POST Enjoy it O ma giltooli shraykoum bil story so far?___________________________________________________________________ 3umar: 6aiba jawbene mn kintay…

Will You Marry Me … ? (19)Guess What ? ;OIm BACK !!!! =DDDDDDShock huh ? dont ask about my extra long absence please (AAAA)elmhm eny rja3t w raj3a gwyah enshallah ;)b9ra7a I miss’km WAYD ! ;****w SORRY ! =$Yalleh 7baybeee Enjoy (L)*********Ma damt el…

Salem: “Mariam, law sama7tay la tirfi3een thaq6i..tara brou7i wasel 7adi”Mariam: “Salem, wala mani 3arfa qasdch shinu..ma baini ou bain Mansour ukhook shay!”Salem: “Haach, egraaay ou fasray 3aad..”Msikat Mariam el barqeya mu emsadga eley 3younha tshou…

No one likes the flu! It ruins your plans, wastes precious days off your life, you feel horrible, and you suffer the aftermath of flaked nose and a strong couch FOREVER…!
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Heyyyyyy u guys :*******ambaaaai ambaaai 7adi im sorry adry walla i didnt post mnziman…!!!Basssss……bassssssssssssssss………i have a good reason why…..ur gona be shocked !!!im shocked ….hehehehehheur kaboooot my luvies is……….MARRIED !…

Finally posted;p sry I took a while bs I found out some shocking sad news…RIP Alexander MacQueen, 3ad 7aram his new collection was AMAZING! Bs who will take his place? ;sMnu ra7 7aflat Abu Baker? Kinta by arooou7 bs allah ma ketab Instead, we gath…

MY READERS! U’ve been missed! :p

no seriously i did miss u guys.. *sigh* waayy waayy waayiidd ISTANAST MIN UR COMMENTS! Laail7een moo im9adga..the deal was i wair laay a5ir L isboo3 w i start posting my new story ;p hs glt la 7araam 9ij ma asti7i 3ala wayhi :p so i posted today ;p

hehe…i hope u like it :D

Tell me raykum ;p

Dedicated To Maryoom ( msn buddy) and as i promised a character that has the same name ;p

P.S la7thaw ini ghayyart my template lil marra L MALYOON :p the previos one itshawwig bas its tooo pink.. ;p

ENJOY :***

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Deemah: Yallaah yallaah! waayy meme IBSIR3A!

Maryam: Iff Zaain Zaainn! bas laa7tha bayeeb L red lipstick…

Deemah: hehehe :p Yallah bisir3a! OMG I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE HIS FINAL LOOK!

Mryam: we’re soo dead for that tadreen?

Deemah: DUH! ;p bs whatever..YESTAHAL! Yallah!

Meet Deemah and Maryam..the crazy 16 year old identical twins…they’re tan and they have balck hair, they got their father’s eyes. (brown) and their mother’s lips and nose…they’re beautiful…Maryam is named after her grandmother..while Deemah is named by her aunt Laila who lives with them in the same house…

They tiptoed to his room, carefully opening the door, holding their set of weapons in their hands, they carefuly walked to his bed…

Deemah: *whispering* iffff nayim 3ala ba6na!

Maryam: *whispering back* 3aadii 3adii..i have an idea..

she got a feather and started tickling his ears..he moved his hand trying to itch his ears…she did the same thing over and over again, he was moving uncomfortably untill he finally settled laying on his back..

deemah: *whispering* hehee…wayy abbaaihh shakla filim!

Maryam: hahaha 3thman! *whispering* HERE COMES REVENGE!

P.S. He was supposed to take them on a trip on their new yacht but he didn’t…and they’re mad at him..

deemah pulled out the blusher from her pocket…Maryam got the glittery (gha9ib glittery ;p) blue eye shadow and they started to work their magic on him..

Deemah: *whispering* waayy ashwa ina noma thigeel…ma y7is ibshay !

maryam: hehehehe…

Deemah: *whispering* shshhh shhhh bas a5af ygoom!

3thman: mmmm….

Maryam: *putting her hands on her mouth*

deemah: *freezing*..

he finally stopped…

Deemah: *sigh* waayy ashwa..

Maryam: and now the red lipstick!

Deemah: *in a low voice* hehee …

Maryam: not forgetting the final touch!

Deemah looked at her sis and understood her right away..

she grabbed the black eyeliner and placed a big black dot under his right eye..

maryam and Deemah: PERFECT!

Deemah grabbed a big mirror and placed it right infront of him..while maryam put her face next to his ear and…

Maryam: *screaming* 3THMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

3thman: *jumping* haa? Shfeekum SSh9aa–*looks at himself in the mirror* mino Hal-…..AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Deemah and Maryam: KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!

he got out of his bed furious following them as they ran out of his room…

3thman: ANA AWAREEEKUM!? MA TSTI7OON 3ALA WYOOHKUM? HAAA?! YAL 7AMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER! BARBIE? BAARBIEE ANA BARBIEEE 3NDIKUM!?

Deemah: *runnig* laaa fullaa!

Maryam: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL! 7LWA 7LWA DEEMOO! *hi 5*

3thman: MA CHINNI U5OOKUM L 3OD!..AYA KLAA–

He suddenly stopped when he heard his aunt’s voice…

Laila: WEEE ghubra! 3thmaan shino hatha?! laaish moo labis shay!? *looking at his face* HHHHHHHHHHHHH!! SHFEE WAYHIK!?

3thman figured out he was only wearing his navy shorts..nothing else…

3thman: *deep breath* swalif Deemo w Meme!

he saw them sitting peacefuly minding their own business eating their breakfast..

Laila: *giggle* inzain yumma..ma 3alaih yahaal yahaall..yallah 7abeeby roo7 baddil hdoomik w *looking at his face* ghassil wayhik w ta3al tarayyag..

3thman: *sigh* inshallah…

he gave his sisters a glare..they giggled as they saw him running up the stairs..


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W 5ALLAA9 L POOSSSTT!! ;p

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo???

Shraaykum?

P.S. i won’t be posting daily…bas inshallah mita gidart ill post :D

Quwa;* Shlounkoum? ;)#1.I didnt see alot of comments 3ala el last post :/ Do u guys like the story so far? #2. inta kaaafi O ma abe ‘3airiik abaad, inta kafii O inta bizyaada 3alaaaya! waay 7adha m3alga ib rasii ;p#3. shloun awal youm of dawam? Tasjeel…

6ab3an endazat el barqeya ou garoha Bo Salem, Om Salem, ou Salem. Tifaji2aw jamee3an bely garoh..Bo Salem: “Salem? Kent daari ena ukhook e7ib Mariam?”Salem..Mariam, jara7teeni, wegoul Mansour ena bainkum 7ub ou gharam? 7aram 3alaych ya Mariam..Salem: “…

   What is the best thing about love?Spontaneity Honesty SurprisesI mean if my love told me “Baby, I love you” for the sake of Valentine’s Day .. I’d be like .. “Really? News? You just told me that yesterday .. and you’re telling m…

Okaaay so i was right , you HAD strong opinions ;pSo the reason i didn’t post sooner is very sad ;( ana i spend WAAAY too much time on the laptop and due to my obsession and the concentration i put in the posts am writing , i began having HORRIBLE head…

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If you are on a diet but just can’t stop thinking about a sandwich, or you are confused between two sandwiches and can only have one, or maybe you want a light snack? Here is the solution for you! While shopping in the bread section of TSC i found this tiny tiny bag of toast from [...]

Hello! Sorry adri I did not post in a while, I have it written down bs mako wagt;sOkay guys, my friend needs your help. she really does. So, she comes from a family where the guy can marry his cousin if he want to. They call it ‘ya7jezha’. Anyways, her…

Note: Last post was not the finale neither is this =)
Dedicated to All of you specially .. Identity;* , Nawarii , Sunset, Zuzzy pie (Hope ur feeling better sweets) & ZARAH ( Miss U)

Note: Last post was not the finale neither is this =)
Dedicated to All of you specially .. Identity;* , Nawarii , Sunset, Zuzzy pie (Hope ur feeling better sweets) & ZARAH ( Miss U)

There are many different schools of thought when it comes to Valentine’s Day – some people wait for this day all year, ready to accept and give flowers and gifts and chocolates. Others hate this day, usually people who are recently out of failed re…

Yesterday I was at the mall and the weirdest thing happened to me ..I went to buy a dress for a wedding party I’m going to in two days. I found the perfect dress in the first place I went to !! Ha! That’s a huge surprise itself !Anyways, I was getting …

If i had my way, all my old consoles would still be here and i would be on Ebay right this second selling them! See here and here
But my mom has to throw every thing old away since she hates clutter and every surface has to be surgical room clean and gleaming :`(
All i have [...]

I enjoyed reading this account of a day spent in Cairo on Travelblog. The writer gives a detailed account of her impressions of all the places they have visited and her impressions. Towards the end of the post, she mentions Valentine’s Day in Cairo and expresses her surprise that people are celebrating at all in [...]

Some tips for Arabic language learners

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“I’m sorry..” he whispered, lowering his eyes, not able to look into hers.”Ok..” she answered, shrugging her shoulders.”Ok?” he asked, surprised. “I’m standing here apologising, humiliating my self infront of you. All I get is an ok?”"What did you expe…

“If you want to feel like a Queen, dress in McQueen”I heard that phrase a few months ago, God know’s where from .. And I hear that McQueen hanged himself in his London home yesterday, at the start of New York fashion week and a few weeks before he was …

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DEDICATED TO MY LOOVELY 84 FOLLOWERS…MY SILENT READERS..MY MSN BUDDIES…MY READERS ( 7asha fayza ib oscar :p) hehee (a)

u get the point right?

wayid garagt?

okaayy bas 6awfaw my badliyyat ;p

ENJOY :*************

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Jood~

Zaid L yom birid min L sifar..9arla 4 ayam ib Dubai 3nda shighil….bazoor Mshary..*sigh*…ill give it one last chance..madri laish but i still feel guilty…i mean a part of why he’s in this situation was becuase of me…Ughhhh! i hate this feeling!

She changed her clothes, carried her and headed to see Mshary…

DING DONG (she ringed the bell hesitantly)

Um Mshary greeted her with a warm smile…

Um Mshary: 7ayyach 7abeebty…Mshary bil 9ala L 9ghera..

she saw the pain in her aunt’s eyes..he was her son after all..she held 7arith’s hand tighter and walked with him to the small living room…

Knock knock.. (she knocked softly)

no one annswered her..so she took a deep breath and entered…

she saw him sitting on his wheel chair, enjoying the view of their beautiful backyard..this room is his favorite room now…he always stays in it…

Jood: *clears her throat* e7m..L salam 3alaikum…

he didn’t turn around, it was as if she wasn’t even there…he kept staring through the window aimlessly…

Jood: *sigh* Mshary…?

again he didn’t move..

Jood: Mshary asfaa wallaah asfa! please rid 3alay!

Mshary:………………

Jood: Mshary?

He turned around, gave her a cold stare..one that scared her..that gave her goosebumps all over her body..she lost every word she prepared..

7arith: mama…mama…

She looked at her 4 year old son…who looked just like him..and by him i mean Zaid..

He kept staring at the little kid with her..he had her eyes he thought..then he shifted his gaze to her…she saw something she never saw in him before…she saw regret…he looked at her with his watery eyes..she was shocked…she never saw him this weak..

Mshary: *turning around* roo7aay…*clearing his throat* L yahil binaam…

She didn’t know what to say…without a word..She carried 7arith and left the room..

Mshary~

He heard the door closing and he let out a deep sigh..he felt his heavy heart pounding…he felt his vision blurring, he opened his eyes wider hoping that the tears of regret will dry, he kept staring at their garden….he started thinking…

laish itsawwi chithee? Laaish lail7een itzoorny? 3ugb kil illi sawaaita laha…*deep breath* lail7een ts2al 3anni…twi8a3t a5sarha…bas 5isart ryooli…*looking at his paralized legs* ta3athbt w 3athabt waayid nas ma3ay…shthanbhum? sh.thanb Zaid w Jood?…

he heard the door opening again..

his mom came in to check on him…

w shthanb ummi?

he smiled warmly at her…

its been a long time since she saw him smiling…her emotions started to take over on her…she walked closer to him and hugged him close as she cried on his chest..he stood strong…he didn’t shed a single tear…he tried no to ever be weak..that was Mshary..the old Mshary…the happy one…the good one…

He decided he’s gonna change….

a new life is waiting for him…

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Jood~

She enetered her cozy home, opened the lights, and smiled at his picture hung on the wall…she missed him…she carried her son and walked to his room..he woke up and looked at her..

7arith: Mama..wain baba?

she smiled and kissed his cheek..

Jood: Baba yaay bil 6ireej 7abeeby..yallah naam..

7arith: hehe

he smiled and went back to sleep..he was like an angel..he had her eyes..but his father’s face..his tan..his hair..everything else looked like his Dad..She went to the kitchen and baked some cupcakes…decorated them with frosting..perfect! Just the way he liked them she thought…

She heard the door slightly opening..a smile formed on her pretty face..it grew wider when she saw him..she hugged him tight..

Zaid: i missed you Joody..

she looked up at his face and traced the scar on his forehead..her heart ached remembernig the incident..she smiled..

Jood: i missed u too

Zaid: *sniff* ashim ree7at cupcakes!

Jood: hehee…ee ;p

Zaid: waain 7arooth nayim?

Jood: yup..

Zaid: imshay 5anga3da shareellaa sayyara ydeeda 7aga w 7ag 3abood…

Joood: inshallah nafs L lon w L shakil bas!

Zaid: *closing his eyes till wrinkles started to show*

JOod: Zaid! shfeek ismillaah 3alaaik yanaait?

Zaid: la7tha bat.thakkaar..

Jood: ohh…

Zaid: laa ashwa nafs L lon ;p

Jood: zain ;p

she tiptoed to his room and he followed her doing the same..

Jood: *whispering* yallaah…

Zaid: *whispering back* inzaain…uhh Joody?

Jood: *whispering* na3am?

Zaid: *still whispering* laish ga3deen namshi china 7aramiyya?

Jood: *in a low voice* hehee…la2ina 7aroothy nayim..

Zaid: ohh …*remembering*OOOOOOO 9IJJJ!

Jood: *turning around* SSSHHHH!

Zaid: ooohh asif asif…*giggling* tara ybtlich hadiyya ;p

Jood:*excited* 9IJ!?

Zaid: SSSHHHHHHHHH!

Jood: *shyly* hehe ;p

they finally reached 7arith’s room who woke up as soon as they eneterd he jumped on his dad and held on him tight…JOod smiled at them…Zaid showed him his gift and was very happy…

I’m thankful for the family i have..thankful for having Zaid..for 7arith..for my friends..for my family…don’t think i’m not happy…i am!…i might be one of the happiest people in this world..yeah i sometimes remember Mshary but its hard to forget what happend when i see zaid’s scar every morning…i hope he’ll do as well as i’m doing..and-

Zaid: JOODY!

Jood: *waking up* haa?!

GGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR <——- zaid's stomach

jood: hehee ;p

Zaid: btwakleeny wla tara an7ash min L baait? :p

Jood: la laa! wain tn7aash tawwik yaay ..imsh inta3asha

he giggled at her reaction…carried 7arith on his shoulders and wrapped one arm around Jood..as they headed to the dining room (DANG IT! I watch alot of movies! :p)

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Noora~

Shaheen: Nooraa shfeech!? Laaish tabcheen? sh9aayir?

Noora: *gasp* ana–*sniff*

there was no use of talking to her he hugged her tight as she cried on his chest…

Shaheen: bas Noora 5alaa9..la tabcheen…

he dropped her home worried about her…she ran to her bedroom, locked the door behind her, and cried her heart out..

she heard her mother knocking the door..then Shaheen’s voice from behind..

Shaheen: yumma 5alloolaa broo7ha shway…

she dug her head in her pillow and cried more…

she didn’t really know why she was crying…was it because she beleived fai9al? is it because of guilt? or is it becuase she lost M7amamd? she lost the man who took her heart away with him….(ee bas ay wa7da ib mukanha btsawwi nafs L shay itha moo al3an :p…u blame her? shafat b3yoonha? lo kntaw mukanha shbtifakroon fee?)

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M7ammad~

Kaan L mafrooth a3arif! AKEED BIKOON FAI9AL! ya3ni itha moo ohwa mino bikoon!? W Noora..*sigh*…ma gidart ashoofha chithee…w lama shft Shaheen 7asait L salfa ib tkbar fa r7t…adri moo ghal6at.ha….bas.. bas shlon? yimkin tkoon ghal6anna inha ma sma3atny bas ham ana ghal6an ini hadait.ha ib hal suhoolaa*sigh*…..aaahh..maku illa 7al wa7id…

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1 week later…

Hala~

Hala: SHAHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! SSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNN!

Shaheeen: Shfeech sh9aayir!? wian kintay?

Hala: SHAHEEN ABBAAAIIHHH ABBAAAIIHHH ABBAAAIHH!!

3abdullah heard his mom screaming and ran inside their room…

3abdullaah: *making a shock face*:O :O appaaaaiihh (lama knt yahil knt agool L B p :p waaii33 waaii33 sima3t recording fi9alt 3ala 9oti :p it was moore like “pappaaaa PyePYYyyHHhee ” :p LOOL )

Shaheen: *giggles* hehe…

Hala: ABBAAIHHH SHAHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!

Shaheen: shfeech abbaaih w abaaihh!!?

Hala: TAWNIKNT3NDL6ABEEB *breathing* W GALIINI7AMIL! ABBAAIHSHAHEEEN! WE’REHAVINGOURSECOND…baby!

Shaheen: *sa66iling* haa? ma sima3t illa baby!? 3eeday shway shwaay..7ABBA 7ABBA…

Hala: *inhale* *exhale* agoollik knt 3nd L 6abeeb…w galli ini…*smiling widely* 7AMIL!

Shaheen: BA3AD!?

he was shocked as always…

3abdullah: mama thino?*laughing*heheheee…. laith tith7ikeen?

Hala: 3abadii 7abeebii…bi9eer 3ndina baby!

3abdullah: hhhhhhhh!!!! baby 9ijji?

Hala: *giggles* ee 9ijji!

3abdullah: wain binaam?

Hala: minnii ib ghurfatna..

3abdullah: *eyes popped* bath hatha mukaani!

Hala: *la 7abeebi inta L7een 9rt kbeer itnam broo7ik! *looking at Shaheen* 9a7 Shaheen?

Shaheen: haa? ee ee 9a7 kalaam mama…

3abdullah: maaabyy maabyy! ma7ibb L baby! *pouts* LA IYEEBOOOOOOONAAAAAAA!!! MA7IBBAAAAA!!!

Shaheen: baal! hatha min L7een ballash yghaar! Allaah yastir ba3dain!

Hala: *hugging 3abdullah* bas bas 7abeebi la tabchi 5alaa9 ma naby baby..

as soon as 3abdullah stopped crying Hala started crying…

Wallaaaiinnn….Allaah y3eennii bas..ma77ad makilha ib hal nisaat w hal bachy ghairy!

Shaheen: Haloolyy shfeech? laaish tabcheen? tawwich mistansa ..

Hala: w wldik y5alli a7ad ystanas!? 5ARRAB 3ALAY WANASTY! a5aaf ythba7 L baby!

Shaheen: *giggles* Allaah yhadach wain ythba7 L baby…hal yahil ythbaa7 marra wa7da!?

Hala: eee eee! a5aaf ythba7aa! ma tgra bil jarayid L yahal illi ythbi7oon i5wanihum! WAAYY WAAYY A5AAAF WALLAAH A5AAAF!

He hugged her as she cried like a baby….

Hala: waayy *sniff* itha 3abdullah lail7een baby..shlon bat7ammal baby thaany!? *gasp*

Shaheen: *murmuring* wallah maku baby ib hal bait ghairich..;p …

Hala: *sniff* shgilt?

Shaheen: haa? laa laa ma glt shay 7abeebty….agoollich la t7ateen ..lail7een L baby ma yaa inshallah 7azzat L 7azza ykoon 3abdullah kabraan shway..

Hala: *looking at him* 9ij?

Shaheen: eee 9ijj…

he smiled at Her and took her out for lunch with 3abdullah to celebrate the great news..they were all happy….

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Noora~

she was sitting on her bed reading some kind of magazine..eating chocolate cake..trying to chill and relax when she heard someone knocking the door..

KNOCK KNOCK!

Noora: *mindamja bil magazine* tfathaall…

her mom cam in with the biggest smile on earth…

Noora:*looking up* uhhh..yumma shfeech?

UmShaheen: IIIIIIIIIIIIIHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE2222222222222! (tathkiroon L bachya? :p)

Noora: haa! yumma shfeech? laaish tabcheen?

UmShaheen: Iheeeeeeeeee22 ihiieee22!

buShaheen: *mn b3eed* ana gtlich la tgooleenlaha! ana illi bagool! intay ma t3arfeen ghair L 9yaa7!

UmShaheen: shasawwii ba3ad *sniff* hathi bnayti *looking at Noora* 3a6eeny L Kleenex yumma..

Her dad came in her room..

Noora:*giving her the tissue* haw sh9aayi!?

BuShaheen: *smile* moo 9ayir shay…bas ummich Allah yhadaha 3ala kil shay tabchi!

Noora: hehhee…3ayal shfeekum? shilsalfa?

BuShaheen: Mabrook yuba..

Noora: ??

BU Shaheeh: M7ammad Al-X 6alab eedich minni (Wwaayy 7assaait ayyaam awwal 6alab eedich mini ;p )

Noora: Haa–aa? Mm–M7amad?

BuShaheen: ee yuba adri ina Allah ma kitab awwal marra….bs tara M7ammad 5osh walad w ma yti6awwaf…

Noora: *looking at the ground*

BuShaheen: *putting his hand on her shoulder* Noora..adri billi 9ar bainkum..w laish ma malachtaw..M7amma-

Um Shaheeb: IHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE22222222222222222222222! wallaah ma testahlaain illi 9aar (sniff* feech ya bnaytii…*sniff*

BuShaheen: *murmuring* L wa7id ma ygdar ygool jumla wa7da kamla ib hal bait…*looking at Noora* M7ammad galli 3an kil shay…w hathak illi isma Fai9al ma ysti7i 3ala wayha..Allah yastir 3alaih bas…*sigh* mani im6awwil 3alaich bil 7achi..bas intay shrayich?

Noora: ee Bas–

BuShaheen: Laa bs wla shay…tara ana gtla ini imwafi8 bas L ray rayich w L shor shorich..shgiltay?

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3 MONTHS LATER~

Jood: AAAAAHHHHH!!!

Hala: AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!

Noora: BAS BAS! SKTAW UR MAKING ME NERVOUS!

Jood: abbaaaihhhh Noora u look gorgeous!

Hala: Heeyyy moo 3ashan ana 7amil w karshiti jiddami takshitoon feeni! ana L gorgeous a9laan lo ma hal karsha chan 9akaait 3alaich *winks at Noora*

Noora: abbaaihhh do i look good? sha3ri thabit!? LAAISHH A7ISS YT7ARRAK!? waayy waayyy….*closing her eyes tight* abaaaihh magdar atnaffaas!

Hala: NO NO NO NO! honey ur breathing! shoofeeny! yallaah now breath in *inhaling* and Out *exhaling* good job yallah marra thanya..in..and out…SEE MA FEECH SHAY!

JOod: Noora sh7alatich ma feech shay la t5tar3ain!

Noora: la la la! abbaaihhh ya3ni ma ra7 a3eesh ma3a ummi w ubooy marra thanya! ma raa7 ashoofhum! ABBAAIHH *pouting* Laa Laa …SA3DOOONYYY *sniff* L bachyaa ib t6la3!

Jood: la la! LA TABCHEEENN!! UR MAKEUP Y5TIRIB!

Hala and Jood quickly jumped infront of her making funny faces … Hala 9abbat 7wila ;p while JOod did a fish face..she laughed at them…

JOod: eee chithee! Nooraa 3aadii ma y5arri3…SMILE….*wiping her tears and fixing her hair* YALLAH SMILE!..L7een bifichoon L bab..

Noora: inzain inzaain…*deep breath*

Music playing…

w Haab L sa3aad….*continuing*

and there comes the bride “Noora” looking so beautiful..her black hair tugged into a classic elegant bun….her long yet simple strapless white dress following her to the cosha (madri shino cosha bil english :p ) her smile that that lighted up the huge 9ala….it was her wedding day..her day!

she walked as everyone was staring at her…Jood and Hala held her mother she was going to run and hug her…and ruin everything!

Noora fnially reached the cosha…she smiled at the people who she couldn’t recognize most of them..THE PLACE WAS HUGE! VERY HUGE! Her wedding was held at Al-Raya ballroom (dedicated to the girls that read from 3rs ams illi hnak :p) the theme was prurple…her favorit color..eveything was perfect! JUST PERFECT…

Ohh yeaahh btw its Noora’s wedding she’s marrying M7ammad :p.. while they were engaged they talked and each explained..she apologized for not listening while he apologized for letting go..tehy figure things out..they truely loved each other..and now..they knew that nothing could bring them apart..

Jood was wearing a classic long black dress, she pulled her hair into a side bun and put simple makeup and wore a pink lipstick…Hala left her hair down she wore a colorful yet very elegant long dress..it looked very cute with her karsha “3ala golat.ha ;p, the both looked stunning…

after a couple of hours the man of the DJ (IFF WAAIII3333 WAAII33 WAAII333 mala8a lamma tamsikoon L walkie talkie mal L DJ….never do it! NA9EE7A! ;p) announced that the men were coming in…

ladies wore their 7ejabs…shawls…whatever ;p while Noora’s heart staring skipping a couple of beats…

There he comes wearing his white crisp dishdasha holding his bisht with his hands..her father and his father were right behind him…she saw other men behind him but she didn’t pay much attention (la it7atoon fai9al moo ma3ahum:p) , ..her eyes were fixed on him “M7ammad” ..she couldn’t see anyone else…



He walked shooting her his million dollar smile…he didn’t turn around he was just looking at her…he was finally there..he kissed her forehead took some photos and sat next to her squeezing her hand…





M7ammad: *whispering in her ears* u look beautiful..



Noora: *shyly* m7ammaad…



he giggled as he watched her change into shades of red..


M7ammad: *looking in her eyes* a7ibbich.. (astit7i aktib L kilma :) too much cheeese ;pbas whatever lazim 3ashan the story :p)




Noora: *looking back* me too ….




FLASH!



Hala: SAAY CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZZZ!



Jood: YALLAH SMIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!



they took a billion photos..JOod and Hala took some photos with Shaheen and zaid too ;p



It was a great day…

5 months later…

Hala gave birth to a pretty little girl whom she called “Tala” (gha9ib it6a88im ma3a isimha) :p
Shaheen was struggling along with her since 3abdullah was HELL jealous from the new baby..and yeah he did try to murder her :p KIDDING :p

Jood is now 4 months pregnant with her second child..she hoped it was a girl too…she bought a little store and she’s now starting her own bakery business…

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