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[30 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on SPREAD the LOVE | 0 views]

Sometimes, a wave of senseless depression hits you out of no-where. A song, a scene in a movie can trigger your emotions and suddenly silly tears are dancing in your eyes for no reason. Yesterday, when I was just about to be sucked in in one of these o…

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[29 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on My Heart.. | 0 views]

Dedicated to Him.. ____________________________I love you, my heart would whisper every time you I see you… You look at me, a hint of amusement in your eyes.. Did you hear that? Of course not, because I have taught my heart the art of silence.. The…

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[28 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Team EFF or BEE? ;) | 0 views]

A group of us were sitting and my friends were split into two groups team F and team BWhich team are you  and Why?

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[28 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Team EFF or BEE? ;) | 0 views]

A group of us were sitting and my friends were split into two groups team F and team BWhich team are you  and Why?

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[28 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on In-between | 0 views]

Ko7 Ko7 Ko7 ..Ghbaar ghbaaar…:DMaskeen bloggy mn ziman 3annah. I ‘ve been travelling and haven’t stayed much in Kuwait after Ramadan. Life is steering us in this unexpected direction where there are alot of cross roads, and all u can do is el-estikha…

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[27 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee(7)? | 0 views]

Thanks to all my readers and those who commented !:* If you guys are mixed up with anything tell me !One more thing If you guys want shout outs tell me :pAND MORE COMMENTTSS PLEASE:D_______________________________________I woke up the next morning with…

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[27 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee(7)? | 0 views]

Thanks to all my readers and those who commented !:* If you guys are mixed up with anything tell me !One more thing If you guys want shout outs tell me :pAND MORE COMMENTTSS PLEASE:D_______________________________________I woke up the next morning with…

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[27 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on 2. Feek | 0 views]

Awalaan a7ib ashkir Abdulwahab AlHaji , Nawarii,Girl with the petite appetite,Om ya3goub and the 3 anony’s 7g their lovley comments which meant alot to me ou A BIG THANKS to Glittery-Butterliez ely 9ij maa ga9aart ma3aay ou supported me:…

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[26 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Just You.. | 0 views]

Once stood a girl..she trusted almost everyone… loved the people around her so much…yet, ended up with some big scars and bruises from “them”..she kept her secrets for herself… all the pain…. all the sorrow.. afraid…

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[26 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on different people(21) | 0 views]

From 22 coments to 5? Thats depressing =( Readers the more you comment the faster posts go up.. :( HINDI woke up on the sound of my phone vibrating under my pillowIncoming Call Saroona;*Me: Hey bestieSara: Heeyy !! Kaifeck? Me: Al7amdella , O…

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[25 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Ash3ari | 0 views]

Ams billaail i passed by a blog… w waayiiidddd 3ajabny!Its new! w proudly *e7m e7m* i’m the first follower (a) ;p Madri shagoolikum 3an L writer…bas ili a3arfa w mit2akda minna ina he loves poetry!w i think this explains it all ;phttp://ash3ar…

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[25 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on My say on the shared story.. | 0 views]

This is dedicated to sara for being brave and sharing her story.. This is my advice to you.. Simply.. Follow your heart.. _________________________________________From what I read, I don’t think that a7mad is the one your heart is set upon. I see Faha…

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[25 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Part 21 : I’m Ready For You | 0 views]

Last Time on Memoirs of a Disturbed Teen ; She turned on the ignition , and was surprised by the car’s smooth purring . She put down the hand-break , switched the car into reverse and was off . Little did she know that there was someone watching in a b…

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[25 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on 1. Esmik | 0 views]

Awal g9eeda basam3kum eyaa “Esmik” . Kint katba lishaakh9 y3iiz 3alaaay jidaan jidaaan walaah lo asolflkuum 3ana ma akhaali9 eth’haba walaa!..Ou baktib hl g9eeda ib lo’3at elmsn 3la ma a7i6 3la laptobi a7rof el3araabiya;pYa Zeen El8alam La Ketab E…

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[25 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Masaakum Alaah Bel Khaaair | 0 views]

7ayaakum alaaah fe blog ash3aari ..wna insaan ahwa elshi3ir watamana a9eer sha3ir eb ma3na elkelma.. 7abaait aktib ash3aari elkhaa9aa wakhith raay eljameee3 fee, Ou ana tawni 9’3eer la ta7sbooounii enii mn elsho3aar tawni e3laaamey .. faa 7ab…

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[24 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Nothing Is Ever Really Perfect *3* | 0 views]

I want comments or else I wont post.. hehehehe.. (A)The next morning Jenna had a follow up appointment with her doctor. She was now going to finally know what was really wrong with her and if there are any possible treatments.Jenna and 3bdullah have be…

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[24 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Shared Story | 0 views]

Hello :)
So below is someone’s story..
she would like to share it with you and just let it all out. .
please offer advice if you have any..
Otherwise.. it just helps to talk to someone who doesn’t know you..
So i Guess this can be considered as part of the healing process..

*Names have been changed..

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i guess today was the day i decided to let go of it all!
I wonder when did I first learn to love?
At the age of 13 I made that decision to commit…
Not to any one, but a member of the royal family…was I that materialistic from a young age??!! Did the watches he gave me blind my eyes…was I charmed with his smile, did his light tan really make me love him??!!
But based on what did I think I’m in love…the smile I felt forming across my check bones, or the heartbeats I felt pumping in my chest?? Or was I simply trying to making every girl jealous by putting my hands on the new item that dropped in school??!!
I guess a7mad was overwhelmed with my beauty himself, I myself came from a high class well known family..i knew the standers I was expected to end up with and thus I aimed for.
You may say I’m the type of girl that get’s what she wants… I put my eyes on something, I work on getting it and yes you guessed it right I actually do get it…and like all of you, as soon as I get it I feel like I don’t need it anymore…
Stuff moved fast and the next thing you know, I had my first boyfriend…he’s just a year older than me..14 at the time…
We were the young sweet hearts….my friends would gather around us and smile at the image of us sitting next to each other…you’d hear one call out: ‘you’ll end up having gorgeous babies.’
After 2 weeks of passion, I was forced to leave a7mad…since my sister found out…she had no chose but to tell my mother…everyone at school was talking about us!
So we broke up…I guess that’s when I realized I really liked him…
No..the story doesn’t end here…it goes on…but not with Nasser…
I felt really lonely at this stage of my life, that’s when my friends grew closer to me…
But that’s when the unexpected happened….my friends ex-boyfriend claims he’s into me…
He’s no more than a brother…
We grew closer as we talked, he paid attention to what I said, he listened and respected me…he himself comes from a well known family.
I started to like him…I admit…
As I grew older I knew whats wrong and whats right, whats acceptable in our society and whats not, that’s when I backed out….
Long story short..i guess my so called friend, the hand that pulled me from the dead is the same that wants to spend his life with me!
I was shocked..but I left everything as it is and moved on…
After 5 years…this same person comes back..holding the same exact feeling for me..
But now is it love??
Im much grown, my brain can digest this all.
I know for a fact a friend of mine holds feelings for him…but she hurt me once…was I the kind of person to hurt her back?!
I sit with myself, and yes I saw a future for both of us…a possibility maybe
Until..he thought he knew me well…
That’s when I said goodbye…
Are those two men I know worth me?? I don’t think so..a7mad..oh my I guess bumping into you now will just decide if there was ever love…I admit I hate my self for thinking I loved you..you where a crush..nothing but that….why did I ruin my past with you…how can I ever stand in front of my husband and say yes I did have a boyfriend…or should I lie….everything is different now….
But you fahad…you knew so much….you knew about a7mad….you still took me as I am…but to use me to show yourself how much of a man you are then your wrong….im worth so much as I know it…I stood with my head high on graduation night, I looked in your fathers eyes thinking ill be part of your life one day…but sadly my fairy tale got shattered….
If I was to ask you something now I’d just ask if you really loved me?? was I really gonna be the mother of your children??
To be honest you’re the only man I felt warm as I talked to…you made me smile and feel upset…but hell yes you hurt me, you said what no one else had said…so as much as you wanted me to be yours I wanna make you stay away…
Ive always been know for being a strong person but I guess when I see you, I’ll know if what I did is the right thing or not..
Thankyou for reading…I feel so much better now, and knowing that all your readers might read this makes me smile…
I guess you were right opening up is what I really needed…am I alone?? No im not…ive got my family…and that’s enough..and you and your readers are for sure part of it.
Thankyou again
sara..

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Inshallah I will post soon..

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[24 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee (6)? | 0 views]

Hope the outfits gives you an idea of how i picture the characters :D______________Me: tsk…babaa gafel al staraA’6wa: its me ! GoumyMe:bsmella ! gafelyyI rubbed my eyes then smiled at my best friend’s liveliness.Me: km alsa3a?A’6wa: 11Me: hmphA’…

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[24 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee (6)? | 0 views]

Hope the outfits gives you an idea of how i picture the characters :D______________Me: tsk…babaa gafel al staraA’6wa: its me ! GoumyMe:bsmella ! gafelyyI rubbed my eyes then smiled at my best friend’s liveliness.Me: km alsa3a?A’6wa: 11Me: hmphA’…

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[23 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee?(5) | 0 views]

Uff I’m too depressed going to change into something comfy ; leggings and my over size Ralph lauren jacket( ( which I secretly bought from the men’s section.)Hehe noone knows exept maybe my readers , I can trust u guys , no?)BBM: Haifa Baifa: Sorry I h…

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[23 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee?(5) | 0 views]

Uff I’m too depressed going to change into something comfy ; leggings and my over size Ralph lauren jacket( ( which I secretly bought from the men’s section.)Hehe noone knows exept maybe my readers , I can trust u guys , no?)BBM: Haifa Baifa: Sorry I h…

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[23 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Hey | 0 views]

I APPRECIATE YOUR PATIENCE !ENJOY THE POST YOURS TRUELY…;)

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[23 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Hey | 0 views]

I APPRECIATE YOUR PATIENCE !ENJOY THE POST YOURS TRUELY…;)

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[23 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee(4)? | 0 views]

Me: a3uthu bella!! M3afen ejeb el hammm!;sHaifa: ma 7ad ‘3airk ejeb al hamm shoufy ;o! He’s almost edible. Oh  my god !!*sighh*Me: omg , I can’t even.. EwWaiter: can I get u anything elseHaifa: how about him with chocolate syrupMe: OMG HAHAHAHA ! …

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[23 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee(4)? | 0 views]

Me: a3uthu bella!! M3afen ejeb el hammm!;sHaifa: ma 7ad ‘3airk ejeb al hamm shoufy ;o! He’s almost edible. Oh  my god !!*sighh*Me: omg , I can’t even.. EwWaiter: can I get u anything elseHaifa: how about him with chocolate syrupMe: OMG HAHAHAHA ! …

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[21 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on My fairytale.. | 0 views]

Hello again :) So I received emails from some people.. asking about my own love story.. So I decided to write this post, and of course, since I am not that discrete, people are starting to ‘discover’ my identity ;pSo i decided to clear things up :) Ya3…

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[20 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on The Others (33) | 0 views]

Adri ini WAAAAAYIIIDDD MA9AKHT.HA! Bas wallah jad 7ashni block moo 6abee3i! bas im back now 9a7? with a post! I’m eating barrid luli toot 3araftoo? L muthallath? illi 6a3ma duwa? ;pglt 7ag ubooy ymr L jam3iyya w iyeebli barrid lulu kdd rad yayibly luli…

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[20 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Don’t Read. | 0 views]

Hey All!!I’ve missed actually typing up random posts about nothing.I literally have NOTHING to say :P LOL. I’m just so bored.Can’t sleep because I gotta change moms position in bed in 2 hrs.Can’t watch Persons Unknown even though it’s fully downloaded …

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[20 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Don’t Read. | 0 views]

Hey All!!I’ve missed actually typing up random posts about nothing.I literally have NOTHING to say :P LOL. I’m just so bored.Can’t sleep because I gotta change moms position in bed in 2 hrs.Can’t watch Persons Unknown even though it’s fully downloaded …

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[19 Sep 2010 | Comments Off on Nothing Is Ever Really Perfect *2* | 0 views]

Omg im so sorry!! I accidently put yasmeen in the first line. Its supposed to be Dalia!! Im re posting this to correct it!! Thank you Halla for pointing it out and you guys im sorry for any confusion !! ;**Dalia was always the type that knew what she w…