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[30 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 21 | 0 views]

(LUJAIN’S POINT OF VIEW)me: khaled shfeek?him: mafeeni shayme: latchaithib 3alayhim: mu ga3id achathibme: ok, i could sit here all day until u tell me shfeek.he didnt say a word. we sat there for what seemed like half an hour just staring at the cars p…

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[30 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 20 | 0 views]

(KHALED’S POINT OF VIEW)

After calling Lujain a million times, I decided to stop and walk away from my phone. I needed to be alone. I needed to be away from everyone and everything that would remind me of her. I just needed to think if this is what I want. I don’t want to sound like a baby, but this is a HUGE step that I’m about to take. Being a Kuwaiti man, this is a huge responsibility and I can’t change mind whenever I wanted to. (no matter how ironic that is, I kind of am doing that)

An hour passed with my unstable emotions taking the best out of me. I’m not an emotional person, but what was happening to me?

Ilmohim, shift mobiley wela Lujain daga 3alay alf mara oo ma radait. Qarart eni adezlaha msg, shes asleep for sure.

bbm:

me: Hey Lujain, lat7ateen im ok. call me once you wake up, banam shwaya.

right then & there she read my bbm, but she didnt answer me. I didnt want to call her or send her a msg, i know she felt something was wrong. 

I drifted off to sleep with a heavy heart for what seemed like 4 or 5 hours until my phone rang, it was Lujain. 

I answered my phone in my sleepy voice: aloo?
Lujain: meet me in starbucks palms in an hour, we need to talk.
me: ha? shfeech?
her: khaled just be there, can you do that? ok?
me: ok..
& she just closed the phone without a goodbye.
I got up and ninja-ed my way through my shower and got into my grey A&F training pants and a white t-shirt. I was so tired and i felt like shit knowing that I’ve pissed Lujain off. I got there in exactly one hour since she called me. I walked in and found her waiting in her car for me. I called her to tell her i was here. I went to her car and opened the door for her and wanted to give her a hug. she just looked at me and said:
her: 9aba7 ilkhair..
me with a weak smile: 9aba7 ilnoor
her: ha dashaina?
me: after you..
She looked stunning. She was wearing a long beach dress and her hair was wavy just the way i like it. I walked one step behind her,i wanted to show her the most respect possible. 
We walked in and i asked her for her order, she said she was going to go get us couches to sit on. 
We sat next to the window and sipped our drinks until…

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[30 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Guilt | 0 views]

It’s been 8 years, why do I still carry all this guilt around with me? Maybe its shame? I really don’t what it is but it’s an ugly feeling. Really ugly.I’m a grown woman now. It’s been a year since I’ve started working and i love it. I feel different. I feel independent. Yet, there is always something that keeps me down.A girl at work recently said to me, "I’ve never met someone like you before!"

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[30 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Guilt | 25 views]

It’s been 8 years, why do I still carry all this guilt around with me? Maybe its shame? I really don’t what it is but it’s an ugly feeling. Really ugly.I’m a grown woman now. It’s been a year since I’ve started working and i love it. I feel different. I feel independent. Yet, there is always something that keeps me down.A girl at work recently said to me, "I’ve never met someone like you before!"

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[29 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Continue or not to continue…? | 11 views]

Hey everyone! I miss everyone here on blogger and especially Manoosh, malich 7is! :(So I’m not entirely sure that I’m going to be continuing any of my stories l2ana:A) Few commentsB) I’m kind of tired of these stories TBH.BUT I will continue inshallah …

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[25 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bright Lights 4 | 27 views]

7aneen: coz I see your future. I see you both together living happily ever after! Me: and you still watch Disney channel! 7aneen: give him chance! Me: Why would I. A9lan he’s not asking me for one, weya wayhich. Oo chub don’t put this in my mi…

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[25 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on fml. | 0 views]

Hey everyone!I know I promised posts this summer but guess what the idiotic, imprudent S did? I spilt tea all over my laptop. But that isn’t the annoying part. The annoying part is that my laptop is fine except for the trackpad which I got fixed not be…

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[24 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 19 | 0 views]

(LUJAIN’S POINT OF VIEW)I was studying all day long and totally forgot to call Khaled to see what he’s been up to. I tend to be like that around midterms and finals. I called him a few times but he never answered. He was probably studying too. I went b…

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[24 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on eff or bee 17 | 0 views]

 as promised…___________________A month passes by…MahaI stretch my hamstrings as I get ready for my performance on stage in front of thousands.Karolina: Maha, they want you in make-upMaha: okay.I tiptoe to make up. Trying to practice the walk….

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[24 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on eff or bee 17 | 0 views]

 as promised…___________________A month passes by…MahaI stretch my hamstrings as I get ready for my performance on stage in front of thousands.Karolina: Maha, they want you in make-upMaha: okay.I tiptoe to make up. Trying to practice the walk….

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[22 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 18 | 0 views]

Dedicated to Salooma for making my day with her comment :)(KHALED’S POINT OF VIEW)I’ve never pictured my future. I’ve never set plans for my love life. I’ve never imagined myself laying down on a couch in my living room with my wife and kids laughing a…

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[22 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on eff or bee (16) | 0 views]

Thanks to everyone who commented, seriously got me excited to post!!!! So here’s to all of you :* Love u loads! Hope u all have a wonderful, care free summer!P.S have 2 more posts done !! so the more u guys comment the sooner ill post them aim for doub…

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[22 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on eff or bee (16) | 0 views]

Thanks to everyone who commented, seriously got me excited to post!!!! So here’s to all of you :* Love u loads! Hope u all have a wonderful, care free summer!P.S have 2 more posts done !! so the more u guys comment the sooner ill post them aim for doub…

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[20 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 17 | 0 views]

Next day…(LUJAIN’S POINT OF VIEW)I woke up to the cutest message from Khaled: 9abaa7 ilkhair wifey! hahahha ana 7ader al7een bakalem umi mithel ma gilna ams, once im done il bbm u and when ur back il tell u the details. a7ibich:*i replied: 9abaa7 iln…

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[20 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 16 | 0 views]

(LUJAIN’S POINT OF VIEW)Dashait dakhel ilshalaih & a million thoughts were racing back & forth. Shsawait ana? What is he going to think of me? oh my God fashalt 3umry!I decided to change into my pjs, wash up and get into bed, yimkin he bbms me….

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[20 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 15 | 0 views]

(KHALED’S POINT OF VIEW)9arat ilsa3a 1 oo qararna ina bn6la3 al7een 7adag. naalna il6arad oo mishaina, kina imjahzeen aghrathna already dakhel ilshalaih. &ail kan ib kha6ry akshet ib rab3y waroo7 ag3ad wiya Lajoonty.. ee LAJOONTTTYYYY MALTY! Kan we…

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[20 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Bittersweet Love Part 14 | 0 views]

Havent posted in a while, what with graduation & a million things going on… C: i promise i’ll post more often! :)(LUJAIN’S POINT OF VIEW)A7LAAA 9idfa! I’m so happy we went out for breakfast before going to shalaih. It gave me a chance to see Khal…

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[16 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on 6alal (15) | 0 views]

Hellooo *hides in the closet*awalan thank u for all ur comments w ur emails !thaniyan sam7oonii 3ala the super duper LAAAAAAATTEEE post… ..aaahhhh i miss blogging soo sooo much! this one goes out to my 144 followers!mako inspiration killiiissshh! fa …

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[16 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on 6alal (15) | 0 views]

Hellooo *hides in the closet*awalan thank u for all ur comments w ur emails !thaniyan sam7oonii 3ala the super duper LAAAAAAATTEEE post… ..aaahhhh i miss blogging soo sooo much! this one goes out to my 144 followers!mako inspiration killiiissshh! fa …

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[13 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Achilles heel | 0 views]

Everybody has 1 weak point that no matter what, will always be able to come and stand in their way, and the most thing that sucks about that is that when that one thing is in their way, they don’t realize it, until it’s too late. My biggest weakness is…

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[13 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Achilles heel | 0 views]

Everybody has 1 weak point that no matter what, will always be able to come and stand in their way, and the most thing that sucks about that is that when that one thing is in their way, they don’t realize it, until it’s too late. My biggest weakness is…

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[12 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee (15) | 0 views]

Hey readers I manged to squeeze in time for a post… so here you go.One post before my Cal exam. Wish me luck ….P.S Comment  tell me what you think xx;;)    JawaI opened my eyes and a grin formed on my face, I remember the n…

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[12 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Eff or Bee (15) | 0 views]

Hey readers I manged to squeeze in time for a post… so here you go.One post before my Cal exam. Wish me luck ….P.S Comment  tell me what you think xx;;)    JawaI opened my eyes and a grin formed on my face, I remember the n…

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[10 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Sorry for the delay. | 0 views]

I have finals and Im too caught up with studying and what not to do anything…. :( I’ll see to it that I make it up to you with 3 posts as soon as Im done. (June 27)I hope you all do great in your finals as well x With love, anonymous.

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[10 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Sorry for the delay. | 21 views]

I have finals and Im too caught up with studying and what not to do anything…. :( I’ll see to it that I make it up to you with 3 posts as soon as Im done. (June 27)I hope you all do great in your finals as well x With love, anonymous.

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[5 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Joy- introduction | 0 views]

enjoy:*_____________________________________________________________________does every story end like cinderella?does every story has a beautiful ending?does every sad beginning have a happy ending?or are all of these stories just a fairytale?and …

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[4 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Once upon a lie 23 | 0 views]

Hellloooooo bloggers!Now now i know what most of you are thinking : “hathy mn wain 6al3a” some of you might even be very upset with me too ;p Well am sorry i’ve been laying low these past months but i had A LOT going on ;( but the good news is! am here…

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[4 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Hello | 0 views]

I’m new to blogger as you can see i wanted to join it since forever but i didnt have the guts and now i’m here and would like to share my stories and be part of this wonderful family. i hope you enjoy my story. one last thing i would appreciate your co…

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[2 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Hello, anyone out there :$? | 0 views]

Okay, Hello, how are you ….Is there anyone out there I mean umm…is anyone reading the story anymore or I shouldnt bother?:p Please let me know.o

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[2 Jun 2011 | Comments Off on Hello, anyone out there :$? | 0 views]

Okay, Hello, how are you ….Is there anyone out there I mean umm…is anyone reading the story anymore or I shouldnt bother?:p Please let me know.o