It’s been 8 years, why do I still carry all this guilt around with me? Maybe its shame? I really don’t what it is but it’s an ugly feeling. Really ugly.I’m a grown woman now. It’s been a year since I’ve started working and i love it. I feel different. I feel independent. Yet, there is always something that keeps me down.A girl at work recently said to me, "I’ve never met someone like you before!"

Hey everyone! I miss everyone here on blogger and especially Manoosh, malich 7is! :(So I’m not entirely sure that I’m going to be continuing any of my stories l2ana:A) Few commentsB) I’m kind of tired of these stories TBH.BUT I will continue inshallah …

7aneen: coz I see your future. I see you both together living happily ever after! Me: and you still watch Disney channel! 7aneen: give him chance! Me: Why would I. A9lan he’s not asking me for one, weya wayhich. Oo chub don’t put this in my mi…

Frustrated

A month has passed and we were inseparable we talked all day and night he would sleep while talking to me I would get upset but he has his way into making up for what he didEvery night! Literally every night he sleeps while I’m talking to him I got thr…

Hey Guys! For the next 2 weeks i will not be able to post for pure love 9 !Exams are next week and I have to study! Sorry:(As soon as exams are done I will post right away!:DTake Care,-Manoosh:*

Shopping in TSC Jabriya i spotted two Burger King snacks: Onion Rings and Ketchup and Fries! I have never seen those before and i don’t know if they are any good for i do not really eat chips anymore -Hula Hoops is an exception- but if their Ketchup and Fries tastes anything like their actual [...]

From now on what’s past has PAST! I can’t change a thing nor will I regret a thing. Why should I? I mean it’s like I pitty my life. And I don’t. El7mdelah I have family and friends who love me. What more could a girl want? A guy? Well when the time com…

wowwyyy!! a veeryy verryy talented beatboxer!!mashallaah 7ada 3ajeeb! lol wish i can do like him ;p

Re7t ga3at m3a banat 3amii oo kent 7adii mestansaa lena basm3 9oota g3adna ensolif oo nel3ab kout ;p
Sa3a 12 am
Khalid : naymaa ?!
Me : laa ga3da :) Khalid : yalla 3a6eni ur # 3lshan adeg
Me : 7******
Awal ma raan mobile 5eft a7es galbi ga3ed yrqa3 m…

On 7:00 amKhalid: 9aba7 al 5eer :DMe: 9aba7 al norKhalid: yah yah ga3da embacher alyoom , weniichMe: ee `3areeba 9a7 ;p , bel sayaraa ,uKhalid: tawna 6al3 mn beatWe9alt al thnawya, kent ib thanya thnawy oo ehwa last yearBel sa3a al thnya we9ali msg 6ab…

ناس مثقلون بنا , صداقات مع وقف التنفيذ , التروايح , البدايات الجديدة المنتظره, الإنتظار , الأربع سنين الماضية , الحياة التي على وشك أن تبدأ , ا…

Well, another looong weekend. I don’t think I left the house for 48 hours, because I got deep into cleaning and organizing – the entire house. Every closet, drawer, every cabinet. All belongings were evaluated and then separated into 3 areas – keep…

To my bbf, Darliam!;** sorry again;$ lets see who could hold their laughs while watching it!be honest! and enjoy!;D

QUWA!!Sha5barkoum?!1. Adri adri I told you guys that I’ll take a break from the story birmthan bas today faj2a I wrote this part o gilt 7aram I’ll post it 3ashan 5a6irkoum ;p!2. Sha5barkoum ma3a rmthan?!3. 7adii walhana 3alaikoum:*4. THIS POST GOES TO …

A very meaningful, touching nasheeda that have always managed to make me cry.

if your reading this then i hope you understand that i mean you , thank you for your help you made me wake up with a new mood today , feeling my spirit lifted thank you . although i dont know you that well but with the talk we had you made my day , and…

with no regrets im blessed to say the old me is dead and gone away . i wont say i regret all the time we spent together , i wont say i hate you because thanks to you im back to being me , ok i was mean , i had a temper but i never really allowed anyone…

! ممتنة ليـوم لا يكتمل إلا بهمممتنة لنعمة النسيان!ممتنة لقلب امي الحنون, لولاها لما كنت انا”ممتنة لحضورك “الغايبممنتة للهدوء الذي بت اشتاقه…

Adri mga9ra m3km.. adri.. and I’m sorry. Something has happend recently and.. well.. I kinda lost myself. So once i find that girl again.. I’ll be back. But I promise I wont stop blogging. I love it and writing is a passion of mine. I cant imagine my l…

Slight change of plans. I was planning on going to Paris for Eid, but due to unforeseen circumstances, it’s not going to be possible. So, instead, I’m going to do something I haven’t done for more than 18 months – I’m going home! Well, sort o…

Alohaaaaaaa everyone!Awal shaaaaay H ; I miss you ALL too wallah w i love your comments bil 3ax u weren’t blabbing ! ;*Nawariii ; I MISS you TOOO walah love you too babe w thaanks ;*Hannoish ; i miss you more ( SPACESAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT B3D !! ) lol …

im so devestated i cant even speak , i went online to check my fb and i found that he wrote on another girls pic ” yje mennik ” what are you supposed to respond to that , did i mean that much to you that you couldnt waste time not flirting ? that as so…

What a loooong weekend that was. And eventful.First things first, I want to say that I have no idea how people have children. I love kids to no end and just seeing one makes me smile, but as worried as I get when something happens to my dog, I cannot i…

Hey all;* How’s rmthan so far with you all? Don’t miss the chance inkum tad3oon rabkum for whatever u want… Lets get to the topic shall we?;)So, would you forgive anyone that asks for forgiveness or pops up into your life wanting your forgiveness but…

1.2.و مازلت أتوه بحثا عني3.كُل ما أريده قلب موصد الأبواب ,,, و ذاكرة لايعلق بها شئ4.كل شيء بارد حد السخافة

i’m too bored to tell you about how boring it is right now…oh w ana waayiidd za3lana min mama sabbacha… :( w salamatkum ;p

http://www.thefrisky.com/post/246-30-things-i-love-about-myself/http://www.thefrisky.com/post/246-30-things-i-love-about-myself-jessica/Read it and then start on YOUR list :)  I’m stiiiiill working on mine.

Re7t ga3at m3a banat 3amii oo kent 7adii mestansaa lena basm3 9oota g3adna ensolif oo nel3ab kout ;pSa3a 12 am Khalid : naymaa ?!Me : laa ga3da :) Khalid : yalla 3a6eni ur # 3lshan adegMe : 7******Awal ma raan mobile 5eft a7es galbi ga3ed yrqa3 ma adri…

Salam 3alaikom 8orra2ee, Mbarak 3alaikom ilshahar :8-)itha ilba3’6 ma la7a’6, ana ma nazzalt post ams.Wa mithel ma il3inwan ygool, Ana ma5tha ijaza lakin laai nehayat rmi’6an fa8a6 la2ina ilaw’6a3 tkoon wayed 7ousa halshahar w waraay 6baa5 w shi’3el w …