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Happy New Year to everyone !Hope 2009, brings you all happiness, peace and beautiful timesWishing you all well. Blessingsloads of love N xoxops: I had the flu injection yesterday keshakht o re7t ilparty! and Gooood… What a party i was dancing like t…
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Hey all!
A very very very happy new year to all of you. I hope 2009 is filled with wonderful memories and the best luck for all of you. Allah yi5aleekum li :) Thank you for keeping this blog alive and being so supportive! I love you all and hope you all had a safe and fun new years!
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Happpyyyyy Neeewww Yeaaaarrrrr
Im in terminal five about to board my flight… frankly all i can think about is edward and bella!!! 7asha fever mo twilight!!!
I love it when i like a book sooo much it takes me off reality for a bit… especially that i have to go to work next week.
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I recall a blogger once wrote something about someone called Edward Cullen… I didnt care much at the time.
Saw the movie, went straight into waterstones, bought Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse…
and every since i have been living in a haze! Literally! My severe cold/flu/fever has nothing to do with it, if anything, it was subdued [...]
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*Shereen*
“Madri wainhum Yazzy o Ebrahim laykoon ‘6a3ow?” “Shda3wa Reeno 9ij Yazzy im’9ay3a bas Ebrahimo edalee…akeed fil 6ireej yayeen.”
We sat in the restaurant waiting for them to show up so we could order. My head turned to the…
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Awal shay sorry I haven’t posted in a while, bes I’m the kind of person who can only write when I really feel inspired o hal cham yoom 9ayra 7ail BLAH fa mabi akhareb il story by writing something crappy just for the sake of writing. O ba3dain elyo…
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2 weeks later I woke up to find chinks of morning light edging underneath my half closed shutter. My phone is on the night stand. i reached for it, 1 message from terki “good morning sunshine:D”, aww he’s so cute!
it has been like this for the past two weeks, we messaged each other daily and i haven’t told any soul about it, even Farah my soul mate .
I went downstairs , mom and the twins were sitting at the dining table having breakfast . “jana t3aly mama emsawya baith o 6oma6! ” 7amani said with his mouth full. I chuckled “mama! Sha5bary baith o 6oma6!”
” ta3aly mama, el6abakh msawy kel shy, o sowalef hnood ba3ad 7amsat ma 7amsat” mom said.
” wai mama ma7eb chethy mn e9eb7!” I made a disgusted face.
“feh pancakes etha taben, , honey and chocolate syrup ” mom declared.
I sat down on the table with them, having a lil bite from every dish, even the ones I hate just to satisfy mom. ” mama, elyom yemken shway at2a5ar” I said hoping that she wouldn’t ask lots of questions.
” haw lesh ba3ad?” mom asked.
” mama because awal shy baro7 weya fara7 gallery terki , khalid’s brother… o b3den..”
” meno Khalid??” she asked interrupting me.
” mama shfech ,Khalid rayel fay bent 5alti muneera, e5et farah? Ring a bell?”
” eee ee 3arafta , ya7lela okhoh msawy gallery?”
“ee mama, I’ll go with them, bashof his artworks” I said innocently.
” enzain lesh ra7 ete2a5erain?”
” I’ll stay at faroo7 shwaya, benshof movies o chethy, mama please??” I begged.
” khalas 3ayal nami 3endaha mu a7san?”
“ee eee mama a7san!!” I rushed to her, kissing her forehead. She giggled, patting my cheeks softly.
I drove all the way to the avenues to buy a new dress for tonight, i shopped everywhere from phase 2 to phase 1 , and I didn’t find what’s in my mind , with frustration I dialed farah’s number ” hala joono”
” hala faroo7, im at the avenues, el sog we3! Ma3ejabny shy” I said disappointed.
” borrow something from me, or wear an old thing , you have lots of nice dresses. ” she suggested.
” madryyy, you know how I feel about re-wearing my clothes!”
” el7emdella weshker!! Janoo minona! You have lots ofoutfits labsat’hom bas marra w7da!! 7araaaam!!! , 5ala9 3ayal give em to me!”
” okay ta3aly take them bacher!” I joked.
” wallah seriously mala da3y el5abba, wear anything as long as you look clean and good” I would wear anything if it wasn’t terki’s event!
” hey farah I’ll call you back I think fahad’s calling” I said.
” okay, salami 3leh , bye babes.”
“bye”
” aloo, hala fahad”
” hala jana” his voice is undeniably pissed off. He never calls me jana! Unless he’s angry.
” shlonik fahad?”
” I know enich met’3yra o 7dech distracted , bas I hope enna kel hatha for something that is worth it” he ignored my question.
” fahad ana ..”
” maby asma3 your excuses , we both know enich met’3yra, 9a7 wela la2?” his voice was getting higher. Uh oh!
” yes, fahad I have to see you tonight”
” enshallah, bye” for the first time in 3 years he didn’t say “a7ibich”.
I held my phone ,staring at his name on the screen, i should tell him the truth tonight, he don’t deserve this. And im going to.
At 7:00 pm Im all dressed up in my favorite donna karan black dress , diamond earrings, and my killer zanottis . I decided to go classic, since nobody can go wrong with it. I checked my reflection for the last time ,staring at the long mirror and talking to myself ” terki , your artworks are spectacular” no no! “terki i like..” the gentle knocking on my door made me jump, crap! I dropped one earring on the floor ” meno?” I yelled , looking for my earring.
“ana ana farah!” farah’s voice came behind the door.
“come on in it’s not locked!”
“la 3abaly your not decent ” she said laughing.
“as if! Fara7o , remember when we were four? When we used to go to the chalet together o I was always topless bel ba7ar? “
” eee, kent kella agol hathy lesh matalbes bikini nafsy!” she giggled.
” ayal klba!! Ba3ad shasawy wla mrra 9ar 3ndy swimsuit ella when I turned 6!” I couldn’t help laughing at the memory.
” enzain yal topless yalla we don’t wanna be late!”
” wait im looking for my earring!”
” kaho hanging from your dress!” she said pointing at it.
“Oh,3ayal yalla im done!” I took the earring off my dress and replaced it on my left ear.
Our drive was so much fun, we listened to our favorite songs and farah couldn’t stop talking about saud which relieved me, because I don’t want to talk, I might say something I shouldn’t say about either terki or fahad.
” et5ayely eyaninnnn , 3enda lad’3a mayegdar egol 7arf el R!! ” farah’s still talking about him.
“ya7ayatiii!!! Maskeen!” I said ” enzain he knows that you like him?? He likes you?? You have the same feelings towards each other?? Shno bethab6 elwath3? Million questions poured from my mouth. Because honestly I was busy with my own love triangle that I forgot to even think about farah’s love life.
” madry ,all I know enna we get along very well, ya3ny we talk a lot belyam3at o chethy”
” hmm, enshallah it will work out, if you really want it”
I reached terki’s house since the exhibition is held there , it was an event for close people only, family and friends, and It was very nice of him to invite me over, he even begged me not to miss it. We parked behind khalid’s range rover, “how do I look??” I asked farah urgently before getting inside.
” you look like yourself” she joked “ofcourse you look nice jano!”
I made a face to her. “yalla lets go” I said.
The decoration was amazing, nothing like that day when i spent the night at his house. It’s dark, no lights except the ones framing each painting which made them stand out so magically and a few red lights here and there. i held farah’s hand so tight, I felt like a total stranger between the huge crowd. Terki is nowhere to be seen. i spotted Khalid and fay chatting to someone. “theres fay,lets go say hi” I said to farah.
Fay looked so good in a red silk dress , her hair is in big shiny waves and her face is glowing , Khalid is an old version of terki , I came to notice that.
” shlonkom banat sha5barkom?” Khalid began “terki is over there 9ob el kitchen ,etha taboon tsalmoon 3leh wetbarkolla”
“sure, emshay jana” said farah.
We headed “9ob el kitchen” , it was dark , a small group gathered there, terki is one of them. we approached them and they all turned around. I recognized one face aside from terki’s, it’s deema, the one and only.
terki’s face lit up “ahlaaan, you made it” he said looking at me. Farah narrowed her eyes.i think she’s being suspicious at the way terki is looking at me, my cheeks were flaming. ” shlonkom? ” he asked smiling sweetly.
“tamam, el7emdella” we muttered together.
“shlonich deema?” farah is being polite as usual.
” im fine, shlonich?” she asked farah while sliding her arm around terki’s , if im not mistaken she’s doing it on purpose! She smoothed his hair with her tall fingers while giving me a very unreadable look. I need to get out of here! i felt so uncomfortable and angry, That I wished that the dogs outside would chew off her butt.
” farah lets go check the paintings, nice to meet you all” I gave them a polite smile and pulled farah . we walked far enough from them when her mouth opened “shfeeech??” she hissed.
“mafeny shay bas I don’t like this deema, tnarfezny” I muttered angrily.
She chuckled ” she is annoying! especially when she touches terki, wedy agolaha 3aib!”
My phone beeped in my hand , I looked at the screen : 1 message, I opened the message it’s from terki! ” stay… bagolech shay later.”
My heart stopped for a second. Okay. He wants to tell me something. WHAT ON EARTH HE WANNA TELL ME????
The rest of the evening passed so slowly and I couldn’t wait, I so wanted to know what terki had to tell me. There were plenty of photographers, farah and I made sure that we appeared on every magazine and newspapers, that was fun, it made me forget the churning in my stomach . at 10 pm we had to get home but I couldn’t go , I wanted to know what terki had to tell me so I lied to farah “farah ro7ay weya your parents elbait o ana ra7 al7agkom later on, ok?”
“lesh?” farah asked stupidly.
” because bashof fahad shwaya o radda,ok?”
“yeah sure” she said.
“wer shud I wait u?” I texted terki.
” here, latro7een” he texted back.
“I cnt! They’l notice!”
” khalas 3ayal park wara o stay in the car,k?”
“k”
I waited in the car for what seemed like thirteen minutes, maybe more. Until he called. “hala terki”
“yalla nezlay kelehom ra7aw”
“you sure?”
“ee 100% sure, yalla nezlay ,I’ll open el bab ely 9obich”
He opened the door almost immediately I didn’t even had to wait, he smiled and I couldn’t take it! His eyes were GRAY now just like his gray shirt. God why he has to do this to me!!! ” come on in” he said gently.
“thanks” I smiled ” so sheno betgoly?”
“besmella” he laughed ” shfech mesta3yela, emshay lets go outside bel 7adeqa ,eljaw 7elo” he led me to their garden ,it’s so huge and beautiful and theres a big trampoline in the middle.
” allah! Trampoline!” I said laughing.
“taben tnagzen feha??” he offered.
” laaa mn 9ijek”I laughed
“eee mn 9ijy! Wllah im serious ,it’s so much fun tara, o now that you mentioned it, wedy anagez myself!” he said excitedly like a seven year old.
He got inside the trampoline, waiting for me to join him. ” yalla jana” he said laughing.
” maby! Wallah wallah” I said . I cant jump! Not now! Not like this!
” yallaa come , wallah I wont let you get away with it” he said . I couldn’t resist so I took off my shoes and joined him there.
” good girl” he said grinning. ” its fun all you have to do is jump”
” la wallah?” I giggled.
I couldn’t move I just stood there , worrying that my dress would flew up , he jumped and my body couldn’t help but jump with him , he held my hands tight and we started jumping together , it was so refreshing, the cold air was hitting our bodies from every side and it was fun and crazy. We talked while jumping, and I cared less about my dress later on.
After a little while he laid on the elastic ground of the trampoline and I continued jumping , I couldn’t stop! It was an amazing feeling. ” shway shway ” he laughed.
” it’s fun wallah! Its been a long long time since I last jumped, let alone jumped in a trampoline!” I said short breathed.
” ya7lailech, with that frame of yours ,you look like a little girl”
“afaa!! ” I said giggling.
” it’s sooo cute, wallah” he said
His complement made me blush, thank god my face was already flushed from the effort of jumping. He was gazing at me and smiling , I avoided eye contact with him but I continued jumping and talking about random things . before I knew what happened my feet were skidding and I lost my balance , I tried grabbing anything but I failed , there’s nothing I can do but fall straight on top of terki . SHIT!
He grabbed me so hard and tight ” you okay?” he asked, I can feel his warm breath against my face. I nodded quickly ” I think I hurt my finger”
He rolled around and put me on the elastic ground. His eyes never leaving mine. “let me see” he took my hand in his , looking at it for a moment , then he started massaging it slowly, his fingers were leaving a warm, loving sensation wherever it goes. ” mafeha shay” he said. I don’t want him to let go off my hand! , before I knew it, I had my hand on his clinging to it. He smiled warmly, brushing a strand of hair off my forehead . he got even closer. ” I wanted to tell you that i..” my phone ringing made me jump , I sat myself up ,its fahad! ” terki, I think I ..i should go” . I got off the trampoline , leaving him speechless. I got in my car, and drove as fast as I could. My heart is pounding so hard, my hair is all over the palce, and my cheeks are flaming. I called fahad. “hala fahad, I’ll meet you eb the usual place” I said.
“okay ,kany five minutes wakoon 3indich” he said.
He showed up after less than five minutes , he parked next to my car. “yalla come in” he mimed through the window.
I got in his car, he was wearing his pajama pants with his navy polo sweater which I got him a year ago. ” kash5a ashof, o taly elail ba3ad, wain kenty?” he didn’t even say hi.
” ee, kent ma3zoma 3end ahal fara7″ I said.
” aha, so shba’3aity tgolin?” he said coldly.
I sighed deeply. I can do it, I thought to myself . ” fahad, I don’t think that me and you ne9la7 7ag eachother” I said.
“na3am? O men meta hal 7achy anesa jana?” he said sarcastically .
“fahad, I know that we shared three years of our lives together , and it was beautiful, wallah I’ll never forget you bas I don’t think enna it will work out”
” theres someone else 9a7?” he said quietly .
” no it’s not about that, I just don’t think that I love you” I said honestly.
” you don’t love me? hmm”
I remained quiet because there wasn’t anything else to add .
” enty met2akda mn ely ga3da tgolena?” he asked even quieter, his reaction surprised me.
“yes, I think so” I said. Silence. Just then when I was about to say something else to break the icy silence , his big hand reached my face slapping it so hard, and then he slapped me even harder and again harder than the time before. I tried to fight him off but I was so weak comparing to his masculine big figure. I screamed and pushed him away but he grabbed my arms and pushed me off his car, I fell on the ground shocked . “thelfay 3an wayhe yal 7aqeera!! Enty 7emday rabich enna wa7ed nafsy e7ebich o ga3ed weyach all these years! Ee o by the way tara I cheated on you twice, bye!” he drove away ,leaving me alone on the cold street’s ground . my body was numb, I couldn’t move. I was so shocked to feel anything.
That night we both did things for the very first time. I broke his heart. He lied his hands on me.
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M7 by Yves Saint Laurent.I could recognize it anywhere. Even when I was unconscious.I opened my eyes and the very first thing I saw was M7ammad’s face as pale as Casper’s. Apprehension filled his piercing blue eyes. The brown M7 bottle was in one o…
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Awalan my throat hurts bad right now.. Laa’a ya rabi Malait min il hot water with lemon juice and honey ThaneyanThat’s what you get. When you let your heart win “Say no more!” Thalethan: 7asbey alla wa ni3ma ilwakeel 3ala hal isra’eleyen il7aywanat ga…
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..تاقف على اطراف الهدب .. وماشافتك عيني ..صافحتني ومدري يدك هي لمست ايديني …سلم .. ابارد السلام ..وهذا ترى كل الكلام..اللي بقى بينك وبيني تخيـّ…
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Well, back to work tomorrow and so not looking forward to it. I managed to screw up my sleeping patterns the last couple of days and now wondering how I’m actually expected to wake up tomorrow and go get some work done.. but oh well, this is what happe…
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” okay ,thanks” terki nodded while smiling to the doorman. My heart started pounding so hard at the sight of him. God what’s wrong with me! It must be his undeniable beauty,I thought to myself. he was about to make his way inside when farah spotted him. “terki!” she called out for him. God, Farah is so shameless! , he turned around immediately , i pretended to be playing with my phone. My face turned crimson.
“oh oh look whose here” he grinned ” shlonkom banat?” his teeth are pearly white against his skin.
” el7emdellaa enta shlonik??” farah said enthusiastically.
” wallah 6ayeb .., shlonich jana?” he said looking at me intensely with those big eyes.
” I ..im good el7emdella!” I muttered stupidly.
He smiled warmly at me and my heart beating slowed down. ” yayen bro7kom? Wela na6ren a7ad?” he asked .
” were waiting for our friends ,they are on their way!” farah said.
Just then, a red manicured hands covered terki’s eyes from behind , he smiled a knowing smile, wait a sec what’s going on?! He turned around and she wrapped her arms around him giggling “terkiii ” she said stretching his name. what the..?
” deema! The one and only” he grinned. THE ONE AND ONLY?!!! whose she?! she released him resting her arm against his shoulder , ” girls this is deema, one of my good friends, deema these are farah ;khaled’s wife’s sister, and jana her friend” He introduced us. We smiled greeting her politely.
Deema. She’s beautiful , her hair is very short , charlize theron in the astronaut’s wife short. Her nose is pointy and her lips are pouty red. She’s wearing a leather jacket with a mini black dress underneath and black leggings. She’s tall almost as tall as terki with those 6 inches louboutins. I stood uncomfortable between the three towers of terki,farah and deema, cursing myself for wearing flat boots.
” 7ayakum allah inside 3ala mayon your friends? It’s cold” terki offered.
” la mashkoor ,we are fine” I said before farah would say yes and ruin my day.
” okay 3ayal, enshofkom enshallah” he said, making his way inside with the one and only deema.
We sat on the table upstairs that overlooks the window ,and to my utter bemusement,terki’s table was next to us. My heart made an unexpected flip . why did they hug each other so intimately like that? God , im having stupid thoughts and why the hell am I so bugged by it! It’s their business, right..? I tried to ignore all these senseless thoughts and focus on the menu ” janooon did you finish your order?” dalal, one of the friends asked me. And then I realized that they finished ordering ages ago ,staring at me “yeah, one midnight and one texon” I said blushing.
During our meal I couldn’t stop glancing at terki every now and then, he was chatting happily with his guy friend and deema. Suddenly deema took a napkin and SO SHAMELESSLY wiped something off terki’s mouth. Terki caught my eyes slightly I looked away. I think I lost my appetite. ” ee t3aly janon hows fahad??” dalal said smiling .
” fahad? Ah yeah el7emdella fine” I said quickly, distracted.
” solfay 3an fahad I love sowalef about fahad I love fahad!” noor said. And they all laughed. did i mention that my girlfriends adore fahad? they think that he’s their reminder that there are still good men on kuwait. I smiled weakly, im not in the mood to talk about fahad. Im not in the mood for anything right now, I think I want to go home.
“girls I think im tired shway, im sorry bas I really wanna go home”
” honey shfech?? ” farah asked concerned.
” 3ady faro7 mafeny shy bas shway ba6ny e3awerny ” I lied.
” okay then I’ll go with you, you cant go alone!” farah said. ” no no!! fara7 stay! Wallah I’ll be fine I promise!” I said feeling guilty.
” you sure..??” she asked.
” aha! Absolutely” I nodded.
” okay 3ayal ,take care of yourself okay joonoo?” farah stood giving me a hug, the rest of the girls too.
” yalla bye 7abaybe o sorry”
I made my way outside quickly, passing terki’s table even quicker, I waited the parking valet guy to deliver my car, it’s freezing.
“jana..” a masculine voice spoke behind me.
I turned around , it’s terki ” hey” I said ,feeling uneasy.
“shfeech?” he asked.
“mafeny shy! Lesh? ” I said astonished by his question.
” la..,la nothing” he said frowning . weirdo.
” radda elbait?” he asked.
” yeah bas wllah mawedy ared” I said .
” good! Shrayech etyen weyay ” he beamed.
” wain??!”
” mukan no one saw it before o wedy a5eth someone’s opinion , someone may3arefny 3adel 3ashan layjamelny” he giggled.
” what’s that place???” I asked curiously.
” goly yes awal shay ..” he said grinning.
” yes!” I don’t know why I said yes I know I shouldn’t but i did anyway.
” yalla emshay 3ayal”
“la7tha! Im waiting my car”
“5ala9 3ayal, follow me ok?”
“okay”
I followed him, having no clue where hes going. he drove fast, and I found it a bit hard to follow up. we reached al shameya , he parked in front of a big white house. He opened his window and waved for me, I parked behind his car. I waited inside the car , he got out of his car and came up to me. ” yalla nezlay”
” that’s your house??,where are we?? I asked panicking.
He giggled ” enty nezlay o ra7 t3arfen”
I switched my car off and got out , he walked to the big wooden door of the house with me following him. He took out a chain full of keys from his pocket, he opened the door of the house. ” et’fathelay” he said politely.
He switched on the lights and I gasped ” wow!…….. you made all this??” the house is naked , no furniture , nothing but millions and millions of colorful dazzling paintings and pencil drawings all over the place .
He nodded smiling ” you like?”
” like??? They are amazing!!! Mashallah! Didn’t you think enik tsawy gallery??! “
” this is my gallery” he said smiling.
I looked around the place ” that’s the place that no one know about? They must be missing a lot!” I said.
” actually this is our old house, lel7en met3aleg feh, it reminds me of my childhood, kel yom I come here ,since the day we moved to our new house” he said eyes twinkling. God he’s so cute.
He showed me each and every painting ,describing them and what they represent to him , he was so passionate, so focused, I never saw anyone who adored what they do like he did.
” this is the last painting, resamt’ha about 1 week ago” he said noticing me stretching my legs, ” im sorry shaklech te3abty men elwagfa, have a seat” he pointed at the floor.
I giggled, he sat and motioned for me to sit next to him , I obeyed ,sitting next to him while leaving a small space between us.
After what seemed like an hour we talked about everything , he told me about his family, it turned out that he’s older than saud, which is strange, he looks so young! I thought he was the youngest between the three brothers. He told me about his job, he runs his own business, and paint when he’s free. he told me about deema! he said that they were friends since first grade, she left when they graduated from highschool to study abroad,now she’s back! I told him about few things , about my college, how I know farah and simple things like that. I glanced at my watch ,it’s 10:45 ” omg! I ma7aset belwagt, im so late!”
” it’s okay, ana amashech le baitkom” he said.
” la shd3wa mala da3y..”
” la I insist! Ma3endena banat eredon 3ogb el 10!” he teased me.
” okay baba!”
He laughed heartily ” yalla yuba emshay”
He followed me until I reached home. i entered my room, the smile is not leaving my face, i lied on bed, flipping my phone open ” I had a great time, thanxx. NiteJ” it’s from terki .
” no, thanx to u… nite;)” I replied him back.
That night I slept like a baby. Not waking up until my phone started ringing furiously ” mahma yegolon mahma 9ar mahma tam” m7ammad 3abdu sang his heart out disturbing my sugary sleep.
” aloo…” I answered ,my voice’s shaky.
” janooon? 7abebti you ok?” fahad’s voice filled the other end of the phone.
” yeah..shfek?”
” madry, I thought fech shay, nemty bedon saying goodnight”
” sorry fahad bas kent ta3bana o I fell asleep emedietly”
” yalla 3ayal ana a5alech tnamen 7abebti”
” okay, goodnight fahad.” I hung up.
I couldn’t get back to sleep, i felt guilty that i neglected fahad tonight, but there was this other feeling that was making me sick and it made me forget about fahad . i rolled over and over in bed, my heart is running fast finally realising that it had a very terrible HUGE crush on terki.
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Ok, so ilsoog ib London loo3a. Killa sale o za7ma o mako shy yeswa. 7etta jan6a ma sharait. All that i’m excited about are these 5 pairs of shoes I bought, aaaaaaaand this wicked thing that I had custom-made for me especially :-)
It will take two weeks to finish, but that’s ok coz X is coming back to London mid-January for a business trip and he can pick it up for me then.
That night, X is out with a friend of his for a late ras of hubbly bubbly (shisha- YUCK!), but I don’t care.. I lay my head on the fluffy pillow and I smile to myself.. 7addy metshawga o mstansa 3la nafsy inny legait hal shy finally o made me a special order..
The following day, while we were dining @ this little italian restaurant, X’s mobile rings. He picks it up and it’s his friend from last night…
Athari X Allah e7afthah, told his friend ana wain re7t o shino eshtarait.. Goom ila7beeb- ib salamaat 3omrah, told his little wifey- (which I don’t like that much!), o il7ilwa traced my steps o ra7at ordered the very SAME THING I ORDERED !!
La o shino ba3ad, he is calling my X to tell him to pick it up along with mine when he’s in London next time!!
>;-(
Somehow, when I put my head on the pillow tonight, I doubt I will be as happy and smiling like i was yesterday ;-/
**ee tra don’t ask me shino it is, coz mn al7een agool lokom tra many gayla ;P
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“Haya…tra….”
“Haya…yala…”
“Haya…we’re here already”
“Mabyyy…bs banam”
Silence.
“Haya, we’re here”
“Mabyyyy bs banam” I said, as I made my head comfortable in its position. I sunk into my pillow a bit more.
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I have a cold. It’s all because of Bu Tootee who insists on taking a shower and going out in the cold. Now he is well but he threw his virus on me.
Oooh by the way… my tooth filling fell! Turns out the dentist has cracked my tooth and now it looks horrible!!! and when [...]
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This post is dedicated to 6alal … happy birthday ;p ——————-
It had been two weeks since the funeral and Zeina had spent a cumulative of two hours outside her bedroom. On the day of her final exam, having not picked up a book or attend…
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” aloo..” his voice is sleepy.
“nayem?..” I asked him almost whispering.
” la , I was watching a movie o ethaher eny ’3afait” he said yawning.
” you wanna go back to sleep 7abebi?” I asked him , hoping he would say yes.
” you were so distant elyom, tara sending a message is easier than you think” he said coldly ignoring my question.
” I know! Wllah I know, bas you know .. I was busy at the wedding o chethy!” I started my usual list of excuses ,almost yelling .
“lat9ar5en..”
” im not! Bas agolek , im sorry..” I said in a low voice.
” hmm luckily for you maly 5elg at’hawash ,im really tired, I had a long day.” He said ” and I missed my baby…” he added huskily.
I gulped. Why cant he just be mad at me?! One day is all I ask for!
” I missed you more” I said feeling uncomfortable.
” you wanna sleep now 7abebti?
” in 5 minutes I’ll be ready for bed, let me just wash up” I said.
” okay baby, miscall me when you finish, a7ibichh” he said.
” ana akthar” I hang up.
Fahad. What can I say about fahad. He’s every Kuwaiti girl’s dream, he’s so gentle and sweet and adorable and handsome, to top it all he’s from al-x family, one of the richest families in Kuwait. Fahad and I met three years back. At a library in Switzerland, we picked the same book , he smiled and I couldn’t help but smile back at him. Since then we became “the couple” . everyone thought that we were born to be together. And it made sense. We look good together, we know eachother very well. he loves me like no other. And he sure knows how to make me happy with all his gifts and sweet gestures. And I always feel safe around him, he feels like family. But , There’s just this tiny teeny problem , I do love him. Really, I mean how can I not? It’s just that im not” in love” with him. Or maybe its just stupid me shoving bad ideas into my head? I don’t know really, Its just that whenever I read a romance novel or watch a love scene, fahad don’t pop in my head, I never pictured myself with him , I never felt like I want to kiss him . I never felt like wanting him to be around me all day just like he feels about me. I never felt a rollercoaster in my heart. I want to feel the rollercoaster.
After I finished washing up and applying my moisturizers , I lied on bed wrapping the covers on top of me until it reached my forehead. I picked up the phone and dialed fahad. He didn’t pick up. i was about to turn off my nightlight when my phone started beeping . it’s fahad.
” hmm 7ayati..” he whispered.
” hey..” I whispered back.
“ready for your beauty sleep?”
” aha..” I said softly.
” you want me to tuck you in?” he asked his usual question.
” yes please” I giggled.
” okay, yalla put your head on the pillow, golay besmella elra7man elra7eem , and close your beautiful eyes” he ordered.
” besmella..” I murmured falling asleep.
” goodnight 7ayati.” He kissed the phone and hang up.
I woke up at 11 am , my head aches and annoying humming in my ears. it must be last night’s wedding hang over! , I couldn’t move. I picked up my phone, a single message from farah “janooo I have sowalif!! Call me when you wake up! asap!”
I dialed her number. She picked immediately , “9aba7 el5air..” I said groggily.
” ahlan sleepyhead!, guess who I spent the whole night with yesterday??” she said eagerly.
” the groom’s fa……..” “s3oood!!!” she said interrupting me.
” ebayen , wela this excitement mo lallah” I teased.
” laa 7aram 3lech im excited for fayon too!” she said giggling.
” eeee shlon el newlyweds?! Ya7lailhom” I said.
” wllah mashefna fayoon ams chenha mo m9adga enna she finally married him”
“ya7aytee they must be thrilled!, enzain faro7 I got to go wash up and say hi to dad, tawwa rad men el sefar” I said.
“Okay , esh3endech today?” she asked.
” wllah I don’t know yet, I’ll check with my mom etha feh shay o I’ll let you know , if not lets do something fun with the girls”
“sounds great, yalla bye”
“bye” we hung up.
I sat on the comfiest armchair in our cozy living room sipping my Irish cream coffee , my twin brothers are watching tom&jerry and laughing hysterically every second disturbing my serenity.
“shabab ..” I began, they like when I call them that they feel like grown ups despite the fact that they are only 7 years old. ” ro7aw shofaw tv eb dar mama mako a7ad.” No response.
” yalla gomaw!” I snapped at them. A snort of laughter and still ignoring.
” lesh ta7geron??” I yelled angrily “haa?” I came down to them on the floor, they started giggling furiously sensing me approaching , I started tickling 7amani’s tummy he laughed hysterically trying with all his power to push me away, wahab came and tickled me from behind ” aaa wa5eer!!! ” I jumped laughing . “5ala9 5ala9 wa5raw 3anny I wont tickle” I said covering my body with my hands. I think I woke up the beast in them that can never have enough of playing because they don’t want to go back to tom&jerry. “come here” I opened my arms to them , they rushed tickling me , I shoved them hard” hey hey don’t tickle I meant ta3alaw hug me!” they laughed hugging me hard. God I love my lil brothers, they drive me crazy but I cant live without our morning hug.
I waited outside farah’s house in my car , desperately trying to warm up my hands since the stupid heater is making me colder. After what seemed like five minutes she came outside wearing burberry’s Hemmingway quilted trench coat with jimmy choo patent ankle boots. Her hair is perfectly sweeping with the air. ” hellooo” she opened the door of my car, adjusting herself on the passenger’s seat.
” ahlaan” I beamed at her. ” wain benta3asha?” I asked.
“slider station, im craving burgers” she bit her lips.
” yum yum 7elo el burgers bel bard!” I agreed.
We are waiting on the chairs before the entrance of the restaurant ,it’s freezing outside and the long stupid waiting list is still long!, but we don’t wanna sit on the bar. Cold air is stinging my eyes, I closed them briefly because I don’t want to cause mascara disaster.
” mr terki your table is ready” Im not sure if I heared the name right but when I opened my eyes he was standing there wearing Abercrombie and fitch green sweater ,his hair is messy in a sexy way and his eyes are in this very moment the same color as his sweater.
