Rashed was going to London for 3 months for a training job, and we had decided that once he was back we would make things official between us. I focused on my studies while Jas drooled over Mish3al, he truly was great we saw him on a daily basis and h…

I saw Rashed 3 times a week, sometimes more it all depended on his work schedule. We were not a mushy couple, we said “I love you” once and never again and that is not because we did not mean it, we showed it as opposed to saying it.”7beebty”"Shfeek 3…

“JEMA!!!” Jas shrieked”Ya 7beebty, laish il9ra5?”"GUESS WHAT?”"shfeekum” Bader yelled”Mish3al wants to marry me”"Mabrooook 7beebty, he is such a great man I am so happy for you” I really was”Ha? uhwa yabech intay? bs intay wayed 9′3era, uhwa wayed akba…

I was in a daze throughout the summer, I hardly left the house and as much as I needed my time alone to think, I was grateful my family, and Mish3al surrounded me.”So James?” (my new nickname given to me by none other than the hottie doctor)”Yes Mike?”…

“7beeby you sure about this? maf3oulha awal bwal? akeed she wont remember?”"Bu Ya3ga, 3la ‘6amanty, slip the pill in her drink o she wont remember anything the next day”"Okay, yala ashofik”Ya3goub purchased Rohypnol: A common date rape, from his “drug…

“I..I..ive been divorced for over 6 months, I dont need the pill” I manged to mumble”Okay, okay shofay Fawaz is not here so you take mine, o ana I will go to my doctor on Sunday for more okay?”"o.okaay…”"Shfeech your shaking, emshay lets get you into…

Silly silly little girl.I got dressed into my night gown, brushed my teeth, applied my vanilla scented lotion and slid into bed with him. We snuggled at first, sneaking in a kiss here and there. The snuggling become more intense, and the kisses were …

The next few days with Ya3goub were pleasurably pleasant. We flirted, we talked, we flirted and we talked. After prolonged months of Ya3goub and I spending every minute together, I saw him. My ex husband. Khalid.I was meeting friends from university …

The first few months were blissful, I got what every 19 year old girl wanted, a man who loved and spoiled her, a new car and freedom. He took me out everywhere, we did everything together. Plus we barely kept our hands off each other.The next few mon…

3 years ago”Yala banat ily jahiz minken yanzil ilqa3a, lat5aloun Hind bro7a ta7at”"Inshalah mama, ana jahza, anzil an6er ma3a 5alty Hind”I was 18, my senior year in high school and it was my cousin Samar’s wedding, she was the first grandchild to get m…

“Hath shfee raylich, kil shahar radich lna tara ilzawaj mo l3b, intay shsawaitay, akeed minich, intay soosa, 9ij bilsha ana al7een ishbasawi shfeech? la shahada, la wa’6eefa, istagfar allah”"Mama 7beebty oboch m39ib shway malich shu’3ul feeh, bacher in…

Khalid: thelfay, a9alan ana ibtilasht feech blsha, mino ‘3airy yabeech, by5a, o di3la, o sa5efa, jaikara o mteena, mat3arfeen itsolfeen? mat7seen? Tadreen shloun intay 6alag bl thalth bly my7af’6ich BARA!I walked out of my husbands house and headed to…

It was so cold outside. So very cold. Maryam didn’t want to get up. She was too comfortable in bed. Blankets strewn around her, with Faisal’s heavy leg, so warm, somehow entangles with her own legs. She acknowledged this for a second then wiggle…