I can’t help the way you make me feel, you make me want to yell out from over the rooftops, you make me want to jump in your arms the second I see you, you make me want so much that sometimes my heart feels that it’s about to explode. I hate this. But then [...]

Previously: Jade is signing into MSN……. She waited until her contact list popped up, and thought to herself, ‘Wow it’s been what ages since I signed in here’ such memories are best to be forgotten or better yet let’s sit and remember them, what have I got to lose, I’m single now and should be [...]

Sorry for the late-ness in this post.  I’ve been meaning to write something new but kept on getting bombarded with life-issues.  I hope to update this more often, I keep thinking of wiping the blog out and just stopping but then I think that it’s a story worth to be told, who knows who out [...]

Note to the Readers: The whole point of this blog is not going to be the previous relationships, I never wanted to focus a lot on them, and they are just there to show what went wrong in a broader view, but they are part of the past and part of what makes the present [...]

Pretty soon, August started rolling in and the end of summer break was almost there.  Senior year was almost starting and Jade couldn’t wait to get back to school.  Throughout those past few weeks she started reconnecting with Musaed as well as Nasser.  She still had that first crush that she always felt when talking [...]

Later that night she went to bed, relaxed and comfortable, it felt as if a huge weight has been lifted and she could breathe again.  He didn’t mean that much to her, she should’ve kept the relationship as it was, a rebound and not take it to places.  It was a year lost from her [...]

Jade sat there waiting for his call, remembering all the things she went through with Jassim. He really put her through a lot, and did not respect her opinion or ideas at all. He kept on telling her how much he loved her and thought that she was the one. But at the same time [...]

“MSN is currently logging in…” appeared on the screen. Jade started to play with her nails while waiting for the connection to be made.  ‘Ugh, it’s taking forever,’ she thought. “You are signed in.” appeared on the screen. ‘Finally’ she sighed.  She started to browse her MSN List, looking for Jassim’s name, ‘Hmmm he promised [...]

Things started to progress with Nasser, they started talking now that he was back, they met this one time at the movies, although it wasn’t a date they were just in the same theatre at the same time.  Jade had told him she wanted to go see the Lara Croft Tomb Raider movie at one [...]

“Incoming Call – Nasser  +965xxxxxxx” she stared at her cellphone, what was he doing calling her now, didn’t he decide to disappear a few months ago from her life.  Jade couldn’t believe it, it’s like just as she let’s go of him and tries to make it work with Jassim he comes back to remind [...]

She hung up on that weird call, well not hung up but the conversation ran it’s course and they had to say their good-byes.  She couldn’t believe what she heard and had she been so invested in him rather than wanting to be with him she might have been affected even more, might even have [...]