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[19 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

This is the finale, oo I’m gonna be writing a new story but I honestly don’t know when, I don’t think it’s anytime soon though, and I wanna tell you guys that wallah you guys have been more than amazing and with all your feedback once again, your lovely comments have been really motivating me on continuing the story and I hope that you guys like it:** Monwa baby this is dedicated to you, intay o raylich:p a7ibich;**

In the past six months, Munthir has been doing a lot of research, searching for any possible way to get Lamar pregnant, but unfortunately, there were none. She has lost her uterus. But within all the obstacles that these two have faced, they have grown into loving each one another more and more everyday.

Jiwana started to lose hope day by day, but she had never lost faith.

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General: Ghassan Al Flani! 3indik zayir!

Ghassan got up lifeless, his face looking pale, with black circles beneath his eyes, he had lost so many weight the past months, they were like hell to him, his hair had also started to fall but they shaved his head for him. His face lit up as soon as he saw the visitor, a person he knew very well, a really good friend of his.

Ghassan: Ra2id

Ra2id hustled to him crushing him with his massive shoulders into a hug: Shfeek? Hal 7ameer shimsaween feek?

Munthir whimpered in pain due to all the bruises that covered his body, he had been beaten up really bad.

Ra2id: Aya 7ameer wallah in ma rifa3t 3alaihum qathiya shloun isawoon feek chithi

Ra2id had attended law school, he was Athalia’s lover, although things did not work out between them two, they did not lose contact with each other they thought that it was best this way. He is also a really good friend of Ghassan, and his father’s name frightened and made any person dealing with him repect him. He was not willing to let this matter go this easily.

Ra2id to one of the police officers: Rou7 nadli il 3aqeed. Al7een!

Ghassan: Ra2id tikfa, basherni Jiwana shlounha? Shimsawya wallah 3ayazt feehum ma ritholi akalim mukalama wa7da o Terki and then he paused, a tear escaped his eyes Terki mat ya Ra2id mat thba7oh allah laywafighum! Shbagoul 7ag ahala shbagool 7ag khawata wikhwana wuma limsaikeena.

Ra2id was too shocked from the news he just heard, it only caused the fury burning inside him to increase when the general came in.

General: Salam 3alaikum

Ra2id: Ma3ak Ra2id Mu93ab Al Flani

General: Ya hala tfathal amerni

Ra2id: 9a7bi, tsaq6oon kil il tuham eli 3alaih 7aliyan wa7taj asami kil eli mit3aqdeen bil mas2ala hathi 3ala il fawr winshoufkum bil ma7kama inshala

General: Ya istath Ra2id had balik mala da3i ma7akim o ma ma7akim i7na youm 3arafna ina mafqood iti9alna feek moo 3alashan ityaryirna bil ma7akim

Ra2id: Int ma sima3tni ana shgiltlik? Al7eeeen i6al3oon o ti3tathronla ba3ad wana ashoufik inshala ya akh ??

Ra2id: Jamal

Ra2id: heh ya akh jamal!

Ghassan was released, Ra2id took all of the necessarry information due to this matter, it turns out they have arrested these two suspecting that they were the lead of a terrorist group, on the way back.

Ghassan: SHINU?? 7aaamil?? LA TGOOOOL!! I7lif wallah ra2id!!

And just like that it seemed like all his pain had went away, no words would describe how much he had missed her, he kept thinking about her day and night back at jail, hoping that she’d give up on him and marry someone else, he kept praying to god everyday that she’d be okay and doing well.

Nurse: Breathe madam breathe.

Jiwana: AAAAH I can’t get this baby out of me

Doctor: Yala ya Jiwana, this is the last push, I need to push a bit harder this time.

And after all the struggle, she heard her newly born baby boy crying, they cut his embelecal chord and handed him to her. Tears were forming on her face, where his father didn’t have the chance to see him, and neither will he have the chance to meet his father.

After hours, Jiwana fell asleep after cleaning up needing to rest after what she had went through, the nurses took her baby away from her to the nursery, baby Ghassan. Just like his father. She wook up to the feeling of a squish, Jiwana opened her eyes only to find Ghassan in front of her. She thought she was dreaming and kept crying, she missed his face, his smell, his features, everything about him, except that he looked different this time.

Ghassan: 7emdila 3aslama 7abeebti

He squeezed her hand and she knew that it was for real, she kept sobbing and sobbing hitting him on his chest. Despite the pain he was in, it was the first time that he enjoyed the pain, this pain was from his loved one, a smile formed on his face, a tired one.

Jiwana: Inta laish khalaaitnii laish?

Ghassan: Shh 7abeebti shh haday ba3dain afahmich kilshay il muhim inich jidami al7een, I thought I’d never see you again

Jiwana: Latgoul chithi 7abeebi, shfeek chithi, minu msawi feek chithi

Ghassan: Jiwana miskeeni, lat’hideeni, limeeni

He laid down next to her, putting his head on her stomach, embracing her into a hug while she stroked her hand along his shaved head, observing his features, looking at how much he had changed, and lost a lot of weight, she wanted to take all his pain away.

Two years later

Lamar: Yala ya 7abeebi ti2akharna al7een shifikna minha hathi o rayilha

Munthir: Ee wallah wintay el 9aja yala ana jahiz

The dinner was back at Ghassan and Jiwana’s place, it was Ghizlan’s proposal dinner, celebrating her proposal to the most caring and amazing guy called S3oud. They all gathered around the dining table.

Ghassan: Turkii

Terki: babaa

Jiwana: Tarooki mama yallah come let me wash your hands 3alashan you eat with us.

Jiwana and Ghassan decided on calling their boy Turki, after Ghassan’s friend. His memory had never left their hearts, he was an unforgettable friend. Athalia is now married to her cousin, who is really great and loves her so much, he has his eyes laid on nobody but her.

Munthir: Mama, shrayich nrou7 il bathroom?

Lamar: Munthir mama ista7 3ala wayhik 3aib i7na ib bait il nas

Munthir: Khair ya 6air, mirti o 7alali bastanis feech 7aram?

Lamar: La mu 7aram bas not infront of the people

Lamar started flirting with him with her foot from underneath the table, Munthir couldn’t take it anymore and pushed her chair back pulling him along with him as he got up.

Ghassan: intaw lathnain i7tarmaw wijoodna ib hal bait china i6waf jidamkum ma china 9arlikum sintain mizawjeen

Jiwana: Weh Ghsayin allah etamim 3alaihum

He leaned in closer to her: oo 3alaina inshala and winked

He still made Jiwana blush, S3oud kept feeding Ghizlan all through dinner and flirting

S3oud: Aah ni6ray bas intay mita t9eereen 7alali 3ad theek esa3a ma7ad efikich mini.

And they all lived Happily Ever After :)

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[13 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

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Munthir came back late at night, and got into bed next to me, I pretended to be asleep, on the other hand he did not talk to me as well. I’m guessing he’s still mad at me, but what am I to do, Mo’ayed is just friend, not even a friend he was just one of the Kuwaiti students that were with me back at Manchester, I barely saw him and all we did was exchanged greetings and met at formal invitations where all the Kuwaiti students were gathered.

I woke up next morning and Munthir wasn’t besides me, I can’t believe how childish he decided to be about it. I got dressed, changed and had breakfast, texted Munthir informing him where I’m heading and went over to Jiwana’s.

We stayed there for lunch and when I came back Munthir was already back home.

Lamar: Salam

Munthir: Wa3alaikum il salam

Lamar: Shlounik?

Munthir: 7emdila bkhair

Lamar: Tighadait?

Munthir: ee 7emdila

I went to change and my mobile rang,

I yelled out from the room,

Lamar: Munthir please pick up shouf who is it

I changed into a tank top and a velour track pants I headed out and Munthir was just looking at me, he seemed disgusted. I waited for him to say something but he didn’t.

Lamar: shfeek?

Munthir: Mafeeni shay ana 6ali3

And he stormed out just like that.

Munthir ( He called me and started stating some facts about Lamar, and some bull shit, he told me that he loved her and I didn’t deserve her, and to settle this hollywood drama I told him to meet, mu ana eli yig3ad eghali6 3alay wala 3ala murti.)

We decided to meet at Johnny il manshar.

Munthir: Wainik wi9alt?

Mo’ayed: Ee inta eli labis t shirt soda? Kani yayik

He came up to me and shook hands with me, walah waq7

Munthir: Yallah khali9na shtabeeni feeh?

Mo’ayed: Gabil ay shay atmana inik tifhamni wala t3a9ib wala shay

Munthir: Khali9na, shtabi?

Mo’ayed: Abi Lamar

Munthir: Na3am!? O min int a9lan 3alashan tabeeha, Lamar mirti ya mama

Mo’ayad: Law sama7t bidoon a39ab, ana agoolik iyaha inta lo 9ij t7ibha o tabi sa3adat’ha chan 6alagt’ha witkhaleeha takhithni, ana adri inha t7ibni wana ba3ad a7ibha inta ma tistahilha, Lamar ma7ad yistahilha ghairy yabeelha rayal moo wa7id nafsik!

And just like that Munthir got up and punched him on the face, he beated the hell out of him. Men gathered around them trying to break the fight but they were presistent and hard to seperate. Mo’ayad chickened out and left the place after Munthir had threatened him not to ever contact Lamar once again or even mention her name.

Munthir went back with rage and anger floating all over his head, he reached his house in a matter of ten minutes even though he was at al manshar, he went in with his nose bleeding.

Lamar: Shfeeek 7abeebi?

He looked at her disgusted and just moved away and the room, not their room but the guest’s room, he went in and showered hoping to calm down. As he was changing Lamar knocked the door and entered.

He was with nothing but his boxers and did not dress up completely yet.

Munthir: Mumkin ti6li3een 3alashan abadil?

Lamar: La moo mumkin! Bitgooli shfeek wal7een

Munthir: Ma feeni shay o Lamar law sama7tay 6il3ay bara!

He was starting to shout but I was so pissed, it was obvious that he was still mad at me, and he stormed out of the house right after picking up my phone from Mo’ayad again this afternoon.

Lamar: Munthir latgooli this is about Mo’ayad!!

Munthir: La tyeebeen isma 3ala ilsanich

Lamar: zain shfeek! Gooli ana shsawait laish im3a9ib 3alay?

Munthir: La imsawya rou7ich ma tadreen? El ikhit 6agatla 9i7ba ma3a 7abeeb il galb bara wal7een tgooli shsawait!

Lamar: Na3am? Inta shga3d titkalam 3ana?

Munthir: You know exactly what I’m talking about khala9 kfaya chthoob!

Lamar: You think I was with Mo’ayad?

Munthir: I don’t think, I know tawni shayfa wihwa gali kilishay

Lamar: And your nose is bleeding from him?

He did not reply

Lamar: And you know that I was with him ha? Bas li3ilmik makan fee ay shay AY SHAY la baini o bain mo’ayad wala bain ay 9bay thani! oo for you to believe whatever he had told you over me, your wife, without even asking me or confronting just leading your own assumptions just really shows how much you respect and love me.

And I stormed out of his room so mad, raged, infuriated. He did not come after me, I went to my room and locked the door on my self, crying for where I’ve reached, the point where my husband doesn’t trust me, the point that I can’t have babies, the point where every thing is just so messed up, I’m tired of this of all this, who would’ve ever thought that I’d reach where I am today. I cried my self to sleep that night. Next thing I knew, I woke up to the sound of someone knocking at my door, I forgot about what happened and opened the door involuntarily. Munthir looked at and embraced me in a hug that wasn’t expected at all, things came back to me then but I did not move.

Munthir: Asif 7abeebti ini shakait feech bas wallah ina the thought of you with another guy mat9adgeen shitsawi feeni wihwa ham 7mar min 7achya khalani a9adig kalama, I’m sorry.

He hugged me harder.

Munthir: Lamar 7abeebti khala9 5al nabdi bidaya yideeda, just you and me. Tawna mitzawjeen and without letting any obstacles come in between us.

Lamar smiled to him and leaned over to kiss him, it was a kiss full of passion, love and compulsion, she pulled him back into the room, as he pulled her again for another kiss, a hungry one.
He then moved away, not wanting to force her into anything.

Lamar: Munthir

Munthir: 3youn Munthir intay

Lamar: A7ibik

The smile on his face said everything and the hug he gave her.

Lamar: Min il youm ana mirtik

Munthir knew what this meant, Lamar asked for Munthir to wait for her and she came out revealing a bit of her lingerie beneath the most beautiful, sexiest night gown ever, this was going to be a remarkable night that none of thim will forget.

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[11 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

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Munthir: Lamari

Lamar: Hmm

Munthir: Lamar mama goumay telephonich ga3id erin

Lamar: Sheela shouf who is it

Munthir: Aloo

Guy: Aah min ma3ay?

Munthir: Asif bas min 7athritik?

Guy: La khala9 ithahir ini dag ’3ala6

Munthir: La tfathal min baghait?

Guy: Baghait Lamar Al Flani

Munthir: ee na3am hatha mobilha bas ihya al7een nayma min agoolaha?

Guy: Goolaha Mu2ayad Al Flani wihya bit3arifni, mashkour okhooy

Million thoughts rushed through Munthir’s head, is it possible that Lamar is cheating on him? Lamar’s phone rang once again as soon as he shut the phone.

Munthir: Na3am?

Ghizlan: Bismila sh’hal nafsiya yallah 9iba7 khair

Munthir: Oh hala Ghizlan shlounich sam7eeni

Ghizlan: Mm Munthir, Lamar yamik?

Munthir: ee bas nayma, baghaiteeha ibshay tharoori?

Ghizlan: ee ma3alaik amir, mumkin tga3idha

Munthir: Enshala digeega.

Munthir: Lamar, Lamar, goumay telephone

Lamar: hmm goolihum nayma

Munthir: Gltlihum hathi Ghizlan tabeech tharoori

I was sure that it was going to be something silly so I wasn’t interested in listening, I just got up, hit the shower and dressed up. The moment I walked out of the bathroom, Lamar was in a hustle and getting changed.

Munthir: Wain inshala min il 9ib7?

Lamar: Jiwana, Jiwana bil mustashfa o waayid ta3bana, ana barou7laha

Munthir: Ni6ray ana awa9lich

I got my wallet and cell while I waited at the car. I decided not to ask about this Mu2ayad since it wasn’t the time but I wasn’t willing to let it go.

Lamar’s face was pale, she was really frightened and it showed, ksarat kha6ri

Munthir: La t7ateen inshala mafeeha ila il 3afia

Lamar: Inshala

I kept my eyes fixed on the street the whole drive to the hospital.

Lamar: Wainha?

Ghizlan: Bil dar ga3da trayi7 they’re waiting for her results but she should be fine.

Lamar: Zain yalah khan rou7laha

We went in to Jiwana and she was resting, not asleep, she told us what happened to her and how she passed out. Moments later the doctor entered with a smile on her face.

Doctor: Mabrook ya madam danti 7amil

Jiwana: Shinu? 7amil??

Tears rushed all the way down her cheeks

Doctor: hahaha ma3alaish ya 7abeebti dol dimoo3 il fara7

Our faces were as pale and blank as a white piece of paper, we did not know how to react, we knew that this is considered to be a crises, not knowing where Ghassan is, especially since the wedding hasn’t been formed yet and over seeing the fact our culture runs, lots is gonna be told.

We went by her side and tried soothing her down, but her cries were unsoothable.

Jiwana: Goolooli ana shloun barabi yahil brou7i wala adri wain iboo!! Shasawi feeh? 7ita 3irsna ma sawaina shbegooloon il nas?

She was crying and crying and we tried calming her down, until the nurses had came in had medicine in her IV which caused some drousiness into her till she eventually fell asleep.

Lamar: What are we gonna do?

Ghizlan: Find Ghassan at first that’s for sure.

Lamar: Allah kareem inshalah allah esahil we7ilha alf 7allal


We stayed with Jiwana a couple of hours more until she was released, we talked some sense into her and she eventually calmed down.

Munthir came by to pick me later on and here’s how our drive back home went,


Munthir: Shlounha al7een?

Lamar: Inshala a7san

Munthir: Allah e3eenha we9aberha

I noticed that the route Munthir was taking was longer than the one we normally take.

Munthir: Fee wa7id isma Mu2ayad dag 3alaich

Lamar: mm

Munthir: Shinu mm minu hatha Mu2ayad?

Lamar: Wa7id kan ma3ay yadris ib Manchester

Munthir: ee shaku daglich bil a5a9 sh3inda dag shyabi?

Lamar: Ana shdarani chan sa2alta inta ib nafsik oo he’s nothing but a friend o law sama7t wadni il bait mali khilg 3awar ras


He just increased his force on the accelerator and drove much faster, I went home, washed up, prayed and headed to sleep, completely ignoring Munthir. It wasn’t the time to discuss such matter and he should know better than that.

Where’s Ghassan? Will he come back to see his child or won’t he ever see him? Will the child have a stable codition or is he going to die before birth? And is Mu2ayad just a friend as Lamar claims or is there more to him?

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[9 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

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Jiwana in a shaky voice: Lamar

Lamar: Shfeech smila 3alaich

Jiwana: Lamar, I’m not pregnant, I thought I was gonna get pregnant and have to raise this kid all alone

Lamar: Smila 3alaich come here, everything’s gonna turn out ok inshala bas intay rest your beautiful mind

Suddenly Lamar screamed: JIWANOO ya 7maara!! wana agoul intay il baree2a you slept with Ghassano gabil il wedding! Mafeech 9abir?

Jiwana: Lamar walah I didn’t want to bas it all happened oo it was Ghassan ya3ni

Lamar: Ghassan ya3ni ha?

Jiwana: Khalas change the subject ya kirhich

Munthir: 7abeebti

Lamar: Hmm

Munthir: Shrayich insafir?

Lamar: Insafir? Wain?

Munthir: I was thinking inrou7 we have a real honeymoon ba3dain inmir London nig3ad for a week 3alashan Nawaf

Lamar: ee walah shakhbara?

Munthir: Allah kareem

Both were laying on bed keeping a little distance from each other, Lamar shivered a bit and snuggled under the covers

Munthir: Bardana 3umri?

Lamar: Shwaya bas 3adi al7een atdafa

Munthir: Ta3alay ana adafeech

Munthir moved closer to Lamar, Lamar moved closer to him buried in his chest. Munthir inched closer and kissed her forehead, Lamar raised her head for a moment, she saw Munthir’s eyes filled with love and passion she did not eager for his lips neither did he, they eagered for each other. She took his hands and kissed it, drifting off to sleep right in each other’s hands.

Athalia: JJ!!!!

Jiwana: Wija3 haaa

Athalia: Inqibalt!! inqibalt!

Jiwana: Laa mabrook? Ay sharika il magrooda eli wathiftich?

Athalia: haha aslan e7a9ilihum, ib Sharikat ****** for Investment

Jiwana: Uff walah hathi khosh sharika, mabrook mabrook minha la3la inshala

Athalia: Agoul, laykathir! Mayloug 3alaich il sana3

Jiwana: 6oul 3umri san3a bas wain eli iqadir!!

Athalia: uff 3aaad 6aafich Jwain shift hottie!! Ohoo hottie

Jiwana: 9ij shloun shakla?

Athalia: Youzay ya bint! Intay mitzawja, that was just a test for you and you miserabley failed it

Jiwana: Ma sarli sboo3 min tizawajt wala adri wain rayli

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[9 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

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Jiwana hung up and looked at her calendar, she knew something was wrong, she gasped a quick gasp, NO this couldn’t be!

Jiwana flipped over the calendar to make sure that she was right, but the more and more she calculated nothing changed it was all the same, her period is three weeks late by now. No no no this can’t be happening. Before informing anyone, Jiwana rushed to the pharmacy and snatched every pregnancy test that was available. She rushed back home and peed on each stick from all the boxes waiting jittery for her results.

Hessa came back and knocked on our door while we were at our apartment

and then with all the softness that she could use and fake her voice she called out for Munthir

Munthir: Khair?

She pretended to blush: Mm Munthir ibook yabeek ib maktiba ta7at 3inda cham shaghla o yabeek feeha

Munthir: Gooleela al7een ayeela

Hessa: Inshala tamir amir

Lamar: Shsalfat Hessa?

Munthir: Salfa 6iweela 7abeebti agoulich iyaha ba3dain

I did notice Hessa constantly flirting with Munthir every now and then but I thought that it was all in my head and I was just over thinking the matter, Munthir came back after fourty minutes.

Lamar: SO shsalfat Hessa?

Munthir: Bismila la salam wala kalam, wala walaht 3alaik 7abeebi?

Lamar: La ma walaht tawik rayi7

Munthir: Aaaah thahri yithba7ni il walid allah ehada ma khalani ag3ad

I went to him and started massaging his back

Munthir: ee walaah hatha a7san shay bi6ayib thahri massage min eedich il 7ilwa

Lamar: Munthirr, shsalfat 7essa?

Munthir: Zain agoulich iyaha bas bidoun za3al?

Lamar: ok

Munthir: Promise???

Lamar: Inshala, so what’s with her?

Munthir: Hessa allah esalmich used to be my ex

I gasped

Munthir: Ya mama ni6ray latga63eeni khaleeni akamil, she was so in love with me, not really me but all of what I had, my looks, my family background and everything. She used to live next door to us before we moved, and that was how I met her, but then within a couple of months I saw that we weren’t suitable to each other plus I knew that she was a player I’ve heard couple of things about her, so in return she decided to make my father fall in love with her and marry her.

Lamar: Winta laish ma gilt 7ag ibook shay?

Munthir: 3alabalich ma giltla? Imbala I did tell him, but whenever I tried to interfere he told me to stay out of it, so I did, and my father is just like any other guy, plus he’s old which is natural that he’s going to be attracted to a young beautiful girl, and that was exactly her plan. She did all this hoping to get back at me or having another chance with me which explains the reasons behind her glares to you.

Lamar: Beautiful ha?

I pretended to be mad and walk away but Munthir pulled me back before I did

Munthir: Itghaareen?

I raised my head: La lat9adig 3umrik

Munthir: ee 3ayal shfeeha in gilt ina 7essa is beautiful, o 7ilwa wattractive o malikat jamal?

Lamar: Munthir!! Way3a!

Munthir: hahaha come here 7abeebti i’m kidding

he pulled me back into his arms

Munthir: 7abeebti 7essa ma tiswa thifir min thifrich o aslan 7aram mujarad inqarin jamalich ib jamalha a9lan matgayish

Lamar: hmm

Munthir: hmm intay, yala imshay khan 6ali3 movie aw shay

Lamar: Yala ana banagi il movie mali shighil!!

Munthir: hahaha ok ok bas i’m telling u min al7een, I ain’t watching any cartoons

Lamar pouted: hmph fine! khalas 3ayal you choose!
—–

Ghassan: Walah ma nadri 3an walashay ga3id titkalam 3ana

Man: al7een int 9arlik foug il thalath ayam oo mint rathi ti3tirif ib shay, la int wala 9a7bik wekoon eb 3ilmik 9a7bik hatha 3a6ak 3umra, ma gidar yit7amal 6ala3 troofa

Ghassan was bleeding and was all covered with bruises and hearing that Terki died? La akeed ga3id yistahbil ekhar3ini wanting me to give in, but there’s nothing to give in about

Ghassan: Ya allah ya rab sa3idni ya rab

The man kicked him on his stomach: La tig3ad itibachbachli chinik bnaya, yalla khalisna!

Where could Ghassan possibly be? What are the results of Jiwana’s pregnancy test? Could she possibly be pregnant before even having her wedding? Will Ghassan make it or not? And for those that read the actual edition expect the unexpected:D I love you all;**

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[8 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

I’m so sorry for the delay bas I was stuck I didn’t know what to write next, so I hope this long post is gonna make it up to you guys, I love you:**

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Lamar: Munthir, Munthir mama goum mirt ibook 3ind il baab

Munthir: walain shtabi hathi gooleelha nayim

Lamar: Munthir 7abeebi goum 3aib

Munthir: hmm? Shgiltay?

Lamar: Ya allah yala ya mama goum mu waktik

Munthir: Inshala inshala tamreen amir bas tara bas 3alashanich

Lamar: 3az allah shanik

Munthir took off his shirt and went to her, I was taken back from what he did, why would he do that? It’s probably so that they won’t suspect anything’s wrong between us, after all we did just recently got married

Munthir: Khair? Ya3ni il wa7id maynam imga3deena min 9iba7 allah khair?

Hessa: il sa3a wa7da ay 9iba7?

Munthir: wallah 3ad kaify wa7id tawa mitzawij oo bshahr il 3asal ya3ni il wa7id ma yit’hana ma3a mirta?

Hessa got irritated: Ibook inadeek igoolik yala inzil inta o hathi tighadaw ma3ana

Munthir: I7tarmay nafsich ya79ai9 o tikalimay 3adil hathi, ihya mirty o laha isim, mihi asqar i3yalich

Hessa didn’t dare utter another word and returned downstairs to the living room.

Hessa was Munthir’s father’s wife, she was young, almost my age. The weird thing was the way that Munthir talked to her, true that she wasn’t nice to me at all, and kept doing her best to separate Munthir and I but they were all failed attempts, after all she is her dad’s wife. Both his mom and her lived in the same house.

Munthir: 7abeebti yala talbiseen 3alashan nanzil nitghada?

Lamar: Inshala

and he headed for the shower, it was obvious that he was irritated by Hessa’s visit and I didn’t want to pressure him into anything. I got dressed into a simple blue dress and accessorized, applied some light make up and let my big wavy curls down, Munthir was in the living room waiting for me, talking on the phone finishing some businesses as I got ready. He was stunned by the way I looked, smiled to me and held my hands on our way to the elevator. We got in and he got really close, you look breathless. His breaths caused a tingling sensation getting all over my neck which made me pull back a bit, I just smiled and blushed.

Lamar: Kilik thouq

Lunch went great at first, Munthir was the most amazing man any woman could ask for. I could tell that he was trying to show me off for some reason in front of this Hessa, he kept spooning me with different food and filling my plate with a proportion from each dish. Until Hessa started asking me these annoying questions, it was obvious that she was piqued by my presence.

Hessa: So it’s Lamar isn’t it?

I just smiled: Mm yes it is

Hessa: eeh ma gilteeli intay tadriseen bil jam3a?

Lamar: La khalast hal sina

Hessa: aha ay jam3a?

Lamar: Moo bil Kuwait kint adris ib Manchester

Hessa: Shloun, tadriseen bara likwait brou7ich? wila akeed ma3ach a7ad?

Lamar: La walah ma3ay rifeejati kilna ib shiqa wa7da

Hessa: ee shinu ya3ni rifeejatich shbisawoonlich kilhum banat etha yalikum rayal il shiqa aw shay

Munthir: Walah 3ad ana ashouf itha il bint thiqa mafi mani3 inha tadris bara moo 3adi yuba?

Munthir’s Dad: 3adil yawlaidi wila shloun? il kharab mawjood ib kil mikan oo ma yinkhaf ila min il bint eli mihi thiqa la2ana 7ita mini il kharab mawjood

Um Munthir quickly changed the subject and every thing went back to normal aside of Hessa’s firing glares at me. We finished and got up for tea and desserts.

Lamar: 3ami shtabeeni a7i6lik?

3ani Mi7sen: Wala shay bnayti gi3day intay tawich 3aroosa, 7i9a goomay 9ibeeli chay

I went to Munthir’s side and asked him what he wanted: 7abeebi shtabi a7i6lik?

Munthir: Mabi shay salamtich 7abeebti

Lamar: Kilish wala tabi 7ala?

Munthir: Imbala, abi a7ali feech intay

I blushed like crazy and poured some tea for Khalti, and got a plate of fruits for Munthir.
Fashalni kan lazig feeni o kilsa3 ewakilni wemish 7alji and he sneaked kisses every now and he got closer every time I moved, it was as if no one was around us and the place was all to us. He then took my hands and pulled me up and excused us from his parents claiming that we would want to sleep our afternoon’s nap. Madri shnapa wi7na tawna ga3deen.

Ghizlan: La madaglina sarla akthar min arba3 ayam laish?

Jiwana: Ghizlan agoulich adigla mobila mughlaq wala erid 3alay 9arla akthar min thalath ayaam ma dagli wala shay mu ma3qoola akeed sayir feehum shay

Ghizlan: ya 7abeebti la t7ateen Ghassan chithi no3a careless, akeed nasi wila thayi3 sha7an mobila aw shay

Jiwana: La ana galbi mu mit6amin 3indich raqim rifeeja Terki?

Ghizlan: La bas a3tiqid ibooy 3inda iya, a7awil adigla warid adiglich

10 minutes later, Jiwana couldn’t wait any longer she called back Ghizlan

Jiwana: Ha rad?

Ghizlan: Mm la walah mughlaq

Jiwana: Shiftay giltlich ana 7asa ina 9ayir feehum shay, ya rab ya rab i7fith’hum ya rab la ta7rimni mina

Ghizlan: Jiwana mama haday inshala mu 9ayir shay, I’m sure everything’s fine, intay al7een haday o namay winshouf she9eer bachir il 9ib7

Jiwana hung up and looked at her calendar, she knew something was wrong, she gasped a quick gasp, NO this couldn’t be!

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Ughh Blogger 9ayir wayid WAYID ghabi!!:@ I post maybayin 3indi oo it doesn’t show ila 3ugib an madri shkither!! e7irrr!!!

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Jiwana: lamaar ma dag 3alay sarla more than 2 days wala dag 3alay

Lamar: haday 7abeebti intay mu tgooleen ina daglich awal ma wisal o kalimach?

Jiwana: ee bas ihwa gali bedigli… Lamar 3indi kha6 thani its unknown ashouf wadiglich

Jiwana; alooo

Ghassan; ya zeen hal sout wallah

Jiwana bursted into tears; ghassaan?

Ghassan; ee ya galbi Ghassan shfeech tabcheen?

Jiwana; laish ma dagaitli? Ana sarli foug il youmain a7ateek khift 9ar feek shay laish ma dagaait

Ghassan; sorry 7abeebti wallah g6a3aw kha6i o 3abala 3ala ma 6ala3tli kha6 si3oodi sam7eeni

Jiwana; mita btyee walaht 3alaik?

Ghassan; hmm bageeli bithab6 five days wa9eer 3indich

Jiwana; ya bakhti

Ghassan; ee walah ya bakhtich tadreen ina mara7 afargich? Bag3ad 3ala galbich

Jiwana; mushkila eli yitlazigon mushkilaaa

Ghassan; mushkila haa? Jiwanti mama shlabsa?

Jiwana was so naïve she didn’t know the intentions of Ghassan’s question

Jiwana; mm labsa my pjs laish?

Ghassan; hmm what do your pjs look like?

Then it hit her

Jiwana: Ghsaayin!!

Ghassan; haaa?

Jiwana; ista7 3ala wayhik

Ghassan; shinu ista7 3ala wayhik ya mama mirti o kaifi 7alaaaali

Jiwana; Ghasooooniiii

Ghassan; aaaah 3alaa hal sout!! Mat7amal il dala3 ana tara keep on talking this way and it’ll be like telling me what you’re wearing

Jiwana; garaadti rayli is a sick sick pervert

Ghassan; yes he isss and he’s proud of it!!
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Munthir: Wala ya mama intay fahma ghala6

Lamar: Zain khalas ana fahma ghala6 laish ghasib itfahimni? Ana mabi afham hathi 7ayatik wint 7ur feeha ana mali shighil

Munthir; Ha! Shloun malich shighil? Etha intay mirti malich shighil 3ayal min laah?

Lamar; you know what Munthir? Khalas i’m sick of all this, bas ta3abt walah ta3abt kil ma goul byitghayar ti6la3li ib salfa yideeda khalas malait malait walah ta3abt!!

Munthir: Lamaaar!! Lamaar! smila 3alaich goumay

Munthir carried Lamar onto the bed and got her a glass of water, he called the family doctor which arrived in a short matter of time.

Munthir: Shfeeha diktor?

Doctor: La2 bas tha6ha wayid mirtifi3 oo lazim tibti3id 3an any stress issues aw ay thiqoo6 gad ma tigdar oo lazim tirta7laha 3ala il aqal sboo3.

Munthir: Inshala, mashkour diktor o matga9ir

Munthir: Ha ha wain ray7a?

Lamar: Bagoum ayeebli maay

Munthir: Gi3day mama ana ayeeblich

After drinking her glass of water

Munthir: Lamar?

Lamar: hmm

Munthir: I’m sorry, I’m sorry 3ala kilshay sawaita lich oo all the pain that I’ve caused you, wallah I never meant any of it oo I’m sorry that you feel this way towards me, oo walah the message you saw was from an ex that means nothing to me, wallah ya Lamar ana min ba3dich mat’himni wala bint wala itshakili ay ahamiya, I want you and only you.

Lamar: Munthir

Munthir: 3youn Munthir intay?

Lamar: come here

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Happy Birthday anony, sorry it’s late but I made sure I post it before 12:p and I did not change a lot of part 19. I love you all:*

Jiwana: 7abeebi ya3ni lazim tsafir?

Ghassan: shasawi wala 3umri lo il wid widi chan ma safart bas inshala rayi7 bas sboo3 wa7id o rad, ana o terki

Jiwana: fine bas awal ma tosal itdigli saami3?

Ghassan; enshala min 3youni lathnain i7na bnrou7 il riyath bil sayara la2ana il mu2tamar minak o mara wa7da nsaweeha road trip

Jiwana; ula sh’hal 3abala ba3ad rou7aw bil 6ayara arya7 likum

Ghassan; lol adri bas Traik fee phobeia min planes

On the other hand, Lamar was invited to a relative’s wedding when her mobile vibrated, it was a text from Munthir

” I want to see you now, can you come out?”

Reply

” Mm sh3indik?”

Incoming text

” Abi akalmich ib mawthoo3″

Reply

“Khalas kani yayatlik, I’ll wait for you near the bathrooms”

I walked out to find lots of men near the bathrooms staring at the chicks that were passing by and many eyes were on me. A well known figure came and pulled me behind him, I knew this back oh so well. It was Munthir.

He pulled me into a corridor where there weren’t many people and smiled at my face

Munthir: Hala bil zaain

I blushed like crazy: Hala feek

Munthir: 6al3eeni shfeech imnazla rasich?

He was so close to me, I kept moving back till I reached the wall, that there wasn’t any other place that I could escape to.

Lamar: Mm shinu il mawthou3 ili kint tabeeni feeh?

Munthir: Bagoolich iya bas awal abeech twareeni kashkhitich

Lamar: Shawareek ba3ad ka you’re seeing me

Munthir: Eee bas 7aram your dress isn’t showing

Lamar: Shloun isn’t showing well?

Munthir: I meant take off your cardigan I wanna see you properly

Oo garab akthar

Lamar: Munthir la akhaf a7ad emir

Munthir: la latkhafeen this is an empty corridor, fiskhee bsr3a gabil layee a7ad

I blushed and moved my head back down

He moved his fingers and started un buttoning the cardigan

Munthir: Afaa ana raylich al7een, shda3wa… tisti7een minii??

I took of the cardigan quickly in fear that he’d kiss me, his breaths were on my neck and he was dazzled by what he saw.

I took the chance and twirled in my dress for him to get a good look at it and most importantly me.

I wore the cardigan back and moved close to him since he moved back to get a better view.

Lamar: Soo shkan il mawthou3 ili kint tabeeni feeh?

Munthir: You look ….

I had a victory smile on my face for some reason: Munthirrrr and I snapped my fingers next to his ears, il mawthou3?

Munthir: Oh yeah kint bas2ilich mita tabeen trideen?

Lamar: Hatha il mawthou3 ili im6ali3ni 3alashana?

Munthir: Mm laa aqsid la2ana intay giltay widich itnameen 3ind Ghizlan bas walah Lamar ana ma widi, widi trideen ma3a ahali mara wa7da la2ana ana ili baridhum

Lamar: Khalas inshala

Munthir: zain mita tabeeni amirkum?

Lamar: Mm nig3ad ba3ad sa3a winrid akhaf khalti tmil.

Munthir walked by Lamar the whole way back to the ball room and held her hands almost like protecting her so all the men won’t be able to see her, and she felt extreme joy within her, and it showed, her smile didn’t vanish from her face.

An hour later, Munthir came back and heard all of his mother’s comments about the wedding that she enjoyed, he dropped her home and as Lamar was about to go down he told her to wait in the car. Munthir made sure his mom went into the house and returned to the car.

Munthir: Sakray il bab shfeech?

Lamar: Wain ray7een?

Munthir: Bnitmasha shwaya mishtihi aghayir jaw

Lamar: bas tawna radeen min il 3irs

Munthir chuckled: Ya mama mani maklich, dishay shfeech khayfa bas nitmasha winrid

I smiled and buckled my seat belt and closed the door: Amri lallah

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Ya jima3a wain Queen Bee? You Complete Me? oo Um Loai :( I’m sad abeehum eridoon oo this instant!! and now I’m calling it a night:p

Noora 7abeebti this one’s for you:*

We reached their house and apparently we had our on apartment within their house, we had our own entrance from outside and it was isolated, so we had all the privacy that we needed, the apartment was beyond beautifully furnished, all the details were gorgeous from A to Z. The wall paper, the colors, the furniture, the bedrooms, everything.

Munthir was still upset and guilt was all over me, I wanted to make it up to him somehow but I just didn’t know how.

Munthir: Etha ti7tajain ay shay gooleeli o you can dial 17 in the intercom to call the maids if you need anything oo 15 ghirfat il 9ibyan wil siwaweeq.

Lamar: Mashkour

He went to his room which consisted of a single queen sized bed, a tv, a bathroom, a mirror, and the rest of the things that were in a room. I went to the other room besides it, wore a tank top with jeans and a jacket over my tanktop. I headed to the kitchen, and saw all the things that were in the cupboards and the fridge, the whole kitchen was packed with all kinds of food. I went and knocked on his door.

Lamar: Munthir?

He did not answer

Lamar: Munthir tabi 3asha?

I did not hear anything aside of the shatter of some glasses, I entered the room instantly and saw Munthir having a seizure, sweat was all over his forehead I ran to him he just pointed at the small bag in the small desk next to him. I opened it and his injection was inside I didn’t know how to inject him, I remember my dad suffering from diabetes so I knew how to fill the injection was insuline and hustled to it, but I was too afraid to inject him. Munthir took the injection and injected himself on his thighs. I moved my head, unable to watch him do that. Ga3adt agra 3alai qur’an wasami 3alai 6ool il wakt until it showed that he was better, he stopped shivering but he was still holding my hands real tight. He slept on my laps and I waited till he was fully asleep to move. He woke up as soon as I moved.

Munthir: Please la trou7een, namay 3indi

Lamar: Inshala 7abeebi bas inta irta7 al7een

Munthir: Maay abi may

I ran to get him a glass of water and he drank it all with one gulp

Lamar: Ayeeblik ba3ad?

Munthir: La shukran bas la trou7een please

Lamar: Inshala 7abeebi I won’t go anywhere

I went into bed with him and sat while he fell asleep, I couldn’t sleep afraid that he’ll have another seizure, I was really worried about him.
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Ghassan: 9iba7 il khair 3umri

Jiwana: Hmm

Ghassan: Baby, goumay malait wana ga3id brou7i

Jiwana: Enjoy the satisfaction of watching me sleep

Ghassan: I already did, for over an hour now

Jiwana: Shinu!! Shiftni wana nayma? Laykoun kharba6t bil 7achi? Wila I snored? A77

Ghassan: Shfeech 7abeebti smila 3alaich?

Jiwana: Eli feeni min 3amaylik

Ghassan: Bas khosh 3amla mu 3adil?

Jiwana: La mu 3adil

Jiwana was starting to blush, she couldn’t believe that she gave herself to Ghassan the night they were legally married.

Ghassan carried her into the hot steamy shower, gently as ever and went outside waiting for her in their room. Ghassan didn’t want to push it by joining her in the shower or anything, he wanted to wait until their wedding even though the main reason was because he knew that Jiwana’s most likely going to be embarrased by the thought of him joining her shower. She came outside with the towel wrapped around her appealing body which only meant one thing for Ghassan, which was another round.

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[2 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

A*mode and for all of you who requested part 17 and sleep you guys it’s late 3indikum:p I love you:**
and this is celebrating my 90th follower:D

Lamar ( I hustled downstairs to find him parked already infront of the house waiting for me, he didn’t look at me and I just went into the car, I was so afraid that it showed from my fast breaths, my cardigan fell down a bit revealing my shoulders from my sleeveless dress)

Munthir: Gha6ay chtoofich

I moved my cardigan back on my shoulders really quick but it fell again

He screamed this time: Agoolich gha6ay chtoofich

I covered my shoulders quickly and started to cry and cry, I sobbed like a baby, gimt ashahig and he sighed a deep sigh

Munthir: Bas la tabcheen

I carried on crying

He had his hands on my shoulders but it showed that he did not want to touch me he kept touching my shoulders and removing his hands

Munthir: Lamar khala9 I’m sorry la tabcheen

I tried lowering my sobs, but I was still crying until we parked into an empty strip of land he opened the door and asked me to come down, we walked until the ocean was in view, he turned to me and said.

Munthir: Lamar lazim nitfaham

I was quiet, too scared to pronounce a word.

He sighed once again because of the shape I was in, he came over and hugged me really tight then let me go, I did not move. I was taken back by his action.

Munthir: I’m sorry I got out of control bas lazim afahmich il salfa intay fahma ghala6, il ibra ili shifteeni akhith’ha ma kanat mukhadarat, hathi ibrat il insoleen malti

I couldn’t believe what he just said

Lamar: Insuline?

Munthir sighed: eeeh

Lamar: Bas il insoleen 7ag ili feehum sukar bas inta mafeek. Inta feek sukar?

Munthir: eeh

Oh my god, I can’t believe what I just did, 7abeebi 6ala3 fee sukar, oh god, I hate myself so much right now.

Lamar: Mm Munthir, I’m sorry walah ma kint adri

Munthir: That’s exactly why I haven’t told you, I didn’t want you to feel pity towards me.

I kept quiet

Munthir: zain yala khal namshi inrid il bait.

He opened the door for me and I entered, we both stayed in silence with the background music until Munthir turned it off, obviously annoyed with it. It was obvious that he was annoyed, pissed and frustrated.

Ghassan: Mani im9adig, khala9 ya3ni al7een intay 9irtay 7alali?

Jiwana answered blushing: Eee, mistanis?

Ghassan: mistanis ila mitshagig min il wanasa, widi ashig hdoomi a9lan

Jiwana: Zain Ghassan yala 7abeebi ridni il bait wayid ta2akharna ma 9arat 3asha

Ghassan: Kaifi intay al7een murti, 9irtay 7alali, t3arfeen ya3ni shinu 7alaaali?? Ya3ni asawi feech eli abii

Jiwana: Eli tabii? Nafs shinu?

She had a naughty smile on her face, Ghassan held her hands and started kissing each tip of Jiwana’s fingers. She took her hand and gently moved it over his legs with her nails causing to give him a wierd sense of arousal.

Ghassan: Jiwanoo toubay latkhaleeni at’hawar al7een

Jiwana: loool tit’hawar? Ya3ni shbitsawi mathalan?

Ghassan: Ana agoulich shbasawi

Ghassan u turned and change the direction that he was heading to

Jiwana: Ghassan yal khibil wain rayi7?

He had the naughtiest smirk on his face ever

Ghassan: Al7een bit3arfeen ya 7abeebti

And before she knew it they were checked in, in the honeymoon suite, this oughtta be a pleasant night

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[1 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

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We went back to the apartment and Munthir was so tired that he slept like a baby, I could here his snores all the way back in my room. I logged onto msn and talked with Ghizlan that gave me a brilliant idea. I decided to go with it

I got my straightener and straightened my hair, took a warm hot bath and drizzled my body with warm vanilla scents that I have from Bath & Body Works. I applied light natural-looking make up and slipped on an elegant dress that made me look really hot and sexy. I went out and started to fix us some dinner, I knew that Munthir was going to wake up. The look that he had on his eyes was worth a million bucks. A smile danced it’s way to my mouth, he came in from behind me and whispered into my ears.

Munthir: you look. No I’m beyond speechless, you’re the pretties girl that my eyes had laid on oo allah ya3lam

I just smiled but he couldn’t see me since he was behind me and continued doing my work, he came from behind me again and held my waiste, not allowing me to move anywhere, he started smelling my neck and pecking it tenderly, he wasn’t the only one awake for sure, he turned me but I moved quickly, he apologized and sat on the stool chair glaring at me with every move I made. I got to my room to slip into another dress since this smelled more like garlic by now, and as I was about to go out, I saw Munthir with an injection in his hand.

He seemed to be so relieved after injecting himself, I couldn’t believe first that and now he’s on drugs? I couldn’t believe I was willing to give him another chance! He saw me and put back the injection in it’s place as soon as he did.

I was furious

Lamar: Mashalah, mukhadarat taleet’ha shinu?

Munthir: La Lamar, 7abeebti intay fahma ghala6

Lamar: shinu eli afhima ghala6 bil mawthoo3 everything’s clear now save it.

I dashed into my room and locked the door behind me, he didn’t even bother to knock the door on me. Akeed he won’t mala 3ain ba3ad shifta ib 3aini. I cried so much, there’s no way on earth anyone’s luck is worse than mine. He got a phone call and left the apartment. I slept after all the crying.

Someone was knocking on my door.

Munthir: Lamar, Lamaar?

I ignored

Munthir: Lamar itha ga3da riday wila badish

Lamar: Na3aam?

Munthir: Jahzay jan6itich binrid likwait 3ugib 5ams sa3at, abi jan6itich jahza within an hour

I did not ask any questions or anything, I packed my suitcase and was ready to go.

He did not utter a word the whole flight back home, and neither did I. Just when I thought things were getting better, we arrived to Kuwait and we were welcomed by his side of the family. None of mine though.

3ami Mi7sen: Ha yawlidi wain taboun enwadeekum, bait ahal Lamar wila tyoun il bait itray7oon shwaya?

He didn’t reply and just looked at me from the side view mirror.

Lamar: La 3ami baitna itha ma 3alaik amir, 3alashan 7aba asalim 3ala ahali walhana 3ala 3ami

3ami Mi7sen: inshala, shloun Munthir ma3ach bnayti 3asa mu m2atheech witha nagi9kum ay shay layridkum ila ilsankum

Lamar: La 3ami mu mga9ir ma3ay

He stared back at her and continued watching the road.

They went to Lamar’s uncle’s house and said their hellos and stayed for an hour, she excused herself to go unpack while her uncle and his wife excused themselves for their afternoon nap.

Lamar: Wain jan6iti?

Munthir: Wadoha ma3a laghrath ib baitna

Lamar: Zain ana ba6arish sayiqna eyeeb jan6iti 3alashan I unpack

Munthir: oo laish inshala?

Lamar: 3alashan musta7eel ag3ad ma3a wa7id yit3a6a mukhadarat

Munthir: Lamar gisray il shar o manabi fithayi7 shbegooloon ahali wahalich tawna mitzawjeen!

Lamar: Walah 3ad itha tabi gool 7ag ahalik ini walhana 3ala ahali fa qarart anam 3indihum wana adabirli 9irfa agoolha 7ag ahali

Munthir: ana mashi al7een bas ba3dain btrji3een ma3ay wintifaham

Lamar: Maku shay intifaham 3alay ma3asalama

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On the phone

Jiwana: eee walah

Lamar: Ya 7maaaaara milchitich 3ugib bachir wana tawni adri!! oo Ghassano ghassanoo ma ghaira??

Jiwana: Ghassan law sama7tay, 3ayal sh3abalich laish radaitaw imbachir wiya wayhich

Lamar: Shdarani I didn’t ask

Jiwana: Eee we were planning to do it after you come back to Kuwait bas Ghassan has a conference out of Kuwait o he has to go, fa 7ab ina namlich gabil maysafir.
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2 days later

Everyone was starting to leave from after the milcha and no one was left aside of Ghizlan, Lamar, Athalia, Jiwana’s mom and aunts. They were dancing until Lamar’s mobile vibrated she picked up.

Munthir: Ana ta7at na6rich yeebay aghrathich o yala bnamshi

Lamar: Giltlik mani ray7a ma3ak mikan

Munthir: La bityeen, ana ba36eech 5 minutes win ma nizaltay walah anzil wafashlich jidam il kil, gilteeli bag3ad ib bait ahali o khalaitich 3ala ra7tich bas al7een bintifaham o theek il sa3a etha ma3jibach il 7achi ili gilta saway ili tabeena

Lamar panicked she knew that he wouldn’t mind pulling her from her hair if that’s what it takes to get her to come down to him, she was scared to death, she gathered all her belongings and went down to him before he does any thing irrational.

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[1 Jul 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Shraykum feeni? To be honest we reached LA yesterday o I had a controversy with mama so 6angart o ga3adt bil otail!! So here’s what you get:p don’t you just love me?? Yeah and yes I have been changing some of the events as much as I can from the original story, so I hope you like my touches

A*Mode, I miss you more;**

and this one is for you love;**, I miss you:*

We went back to our apartment and I went in to take a hot shower, I got out and was in my towel drying my hair, and all of a sudden I saw Munthir staring at me, so this is exactly how I looked like, my towel was wrapped around my body it barely covered anything, and my hair was all over my body. He must’ve knocked the door but I haven’t heard him from the hair dryer. I shut off the dryer quickly and covered my self as much as I could, he seemed to be taken back by the way I looked, it was as if it’s the first time he had seen me. I was afraid, the situation that I was in did not help at all, suddenly recaps from all the events that happened that day in Beirut came rushing to me I moved away to the wall and he moved closer worried about me.

Lamar: Wakhir 3aaani please Munthir, I’m sorry tikfa wakhir 3ani

Munthir: Lamar 7abeebti shfeech? Mani im2atheech wala mani imsaweelich shay

And that was the last thing that I heard, I seemed to have blacked out. I woke up to find myself on my bed all covered up with some advil pills on the desk besides my bed and a bottle of water. My head felt real heavy, and I remembered what happened before I passed out, I can’t believe I reacted this way, I needed to apologize to him, I acted hysterical and I really did over react.

I got dressed, went out and saw him with a different face, it was obvious that he was upset, he saw me and as soon as he laid his eyes on me he let out a deep sigh, and excused himself saying that he was out for a walk.

Munthir ( Baas khala9 mani gadir at7amal, kil ma garib minha tistanfir mini witloo3 chabdha, kil eli ga3d asawi ini athayigha maskeena 7ita bil 7loom 6ali3laha, staqfaralah il 3aliyo il 3atheem, I carried her into the bed, and stayed out waiting for her to wake up, I made sure that she’s ok and got out of the apartment, I didn’t want her to suffer anymore and have her deal with me, I went out for a walk, it was the longest walk I ever had, I came back to the apartment and did not find Lamar, I almost went crazy, it turned out that she was just sitting in the balcony, the thing is I was taken back of how I felt, I mean how can a girl that I have known for just a couple of days have this much affects on me, I went in, got dressed, sat on the sofa and turned on the tv, I wasn’t really watching whatever show that was on, I was just lost with my own thoughts)

Lamar ( I saw him sitting on the sofa, wearing different clothes, this obviously meant that he had been here for a while, I went and sat on the couch with some distance between us, he saw me and moved to the one seater, what was that supposed to mean, a couple of minutes later he got up to the kitchen, I knew that he was bothered of me sitting around so I got up and returned to my room, I stayed there for two hours, ya rabi malal shasawi! I decided that I wanna go out, I wore my track suit, paired a scarf with it and headed out)

Munthir: Wain wain inshala?

Lamar: Barou7 a6la3 batmasha malait

Munthir: zain chan gilteeli ayee ma3ach

Lamar: Mala da3i ana adil o kilshay gilt ashim hawa shwaya atmasha

Munthir: Lamar adri ina ma tabeeni ayee ma3ach wala agarib yamich bas 6al3a hal 7aza brou7ich maku, wal7een kila sikara sorry lo Blair bkubra ekalimni ma khalaitich

Lamar: fine ana an6irik ta7at

Munthir: La ni6reeni ihni bas aghayir my t shirt o namshi

I mumbled to myself: amri lalah ba3ad

Bas 7abeebi kisar kha6ri youm gal adri ina ma tabeeni agarib yamich, embayin lail7een mithayig 3ala what happened earlier.

We got down and started walking, I was thinking of ways to apologize, he seemed to be lost in his own thoughts and he was the one that kept a distance between us.

Lamar: Mm Munthir

Munthir: Hala ta3abtay?

Lamar: La bas I’m sorry 3ala what happened earlier today

Munthir: La ana eli asif

Munthir got closer to me a bit, and I tightened my scarf, it was really cold

Munthir: Bardana?

Lamar: Shwaya

He wanted to come closer to me but questioned me with his eyes, and I just smiled as an approval.

He pulled me so slowly at first fearing my reaction, when he saw that I was ok with it, he pulled me so closely and tightly to him and started rubbing my shoulders. We continued to walk that way for about seven more minutes.

Shaghaf: Lamaar??

I went and hugged Shaghaf really hard I missed her so much

Lamar: I miss youuuu shakhbarich walhana 3alaich?

Shaghaf: 7emdila wala bkhair intay shlounich?

Lamar: Oh my god, khibri feech min ayaam il jam3a ha how’s everything with you

Shaghaf blushed a bit

Shagaf: Mm Lamar, this is my husband 7amad

We shook hands and greeted, and I introduced Munthir.

Lamar: oo hatha and I paused for a second, rayli Munthir

They said their hellos until something grabbed my attention, it was a little girl in a stroller

Lamar: Smila 3alaiha minu hathi ili tyanin? Sub7ana allah niskha minich

Shaghaf: haha this is baby Jana

Lamar: Smila 3alaih3a tyanin 3ala omha, I carried her and played with her a bit, until Munthir signalled me, which was a que for me to say my good byes, we said our good byes and left, and baby Jana couldn’t leave my mind. I wish I could have my own someday, bas yallah kheera qadar allah wa masha2a fa3al

Munthir ( Min shafat hal Jana wana awal mara ashoufha tith7ak hal kither, 7abeebti ksarat kha6ri ga6i3at galbi, I leaned down for her, mabeeha tit3alag bil yahil akthar, on our way back it was obvious that she was thinking about the baby, or so I thought, I went closer to her and whispered in her ears)

Munthir: Inshala ana ra7 a3awthich 3an Jana o kil amthalha, aw3idich

She just moved away slowly and continued walking.

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We went to the Persian grocery shop and we got all the things I needed, Munthir yanani ma biga shay ma yabi yakhtha, Liban, bharat, kilshay ili yisma3 9arlina sina min hadaina likwait ma china ams yayeen

We went back to our place, and Munthir could not have been any sweeter I mean seriously ma yabi ikhaleeni ajees shay kilshay yabi ihwa isawi 3ani, I got really excited while cooking and burned myself by mistake.

Lamar: aaa7

Munthir: Shfeeech? Ta3awartay?

He hurried up to me

Lamar: la la mafeeni shay bas 7aragt rou7i bil ghala6

He went to the fridge and got me a pack of frozen peas and put it on my hand, he was staring at my bruise the whole time while I was looking at him, he moved his eyes to mine and we shared a moment, I moved away quickly afraid of the next step. He apologized and moved away heading to the bathroom to wash up.

Munthir: Khali for another 10 minutes la tsheeleena ba3dain 7i6eelich a band aid fee bil first aid kit.

We got dressed up and headed to Nawaf’s hospital. We got in and Nawaf was reciting the Qur’an. 7abeebi remorse is written all over him, he’s such a sweet guy and it shows how much he regrets all his actions. Ga3id brou7a yaksir il kha6ir. Istanas 3ala il akil wayid and of course Munthir was bragging, he took it as a chance and had his hands on my shoulders.

Munthir: Allah e3afi my little cook

Nawaf: Allah ekhaleeha lik wala ya7rimkum min ba3ath

Lamar: 3an ithinkum


I went outside wanting to give them their privacy and to catch up so I called Ghizlan.

I told her about all my late feelings regards to Munthir

Ghizlan: I’m sorry to tell you bas you DO have feelings for him oo Lamar he regretted what he did, I’m not telling you completely forgive him, bas I mean give him a chance oo I think what you made him go through was enough. Afterall he is your husband and you are gonna share your life with him

Lamar: Adri ya Ghizlan wallah adri, bas whenever I try to give him a chance, all the old feelings come back rushing through my veins and I just can’t help it.

Ghizlan: Those feelings are rushing back la2ana intay ma tabeen tit8abilaina lo inich tabeen the feelings you have towards him are gonna take over those feelings that you have of anguish and hate against him.

Lamar: Madri wala, I’ll talk to you later, he’s heading over to me right now

I was remembering what Ghizlan was telling me earlier so I pushed a smile out of my face

He stepped on his steps and hurried faster to me


Munthir: Shfeech 6ala3tay? Ta3bana? Feech shay?

Lamar: La mafeeni shay bas 6ala3t akalim Ghizlan

Munthir: Ah, Ghizlan agrab wa7da lich 9a7?


We started walking back to Nawaf’s room and Munthir was a bit close but I did not move since we weren’t touching or anything


Lamar: Mm bas i7na kilina ya3ni we’re close together.

Back at Kuwait


Ghizlana: Walaaa o akhir ziman ya Jiwano intay bit9eereen mirt ikhooy anaa!!!

Jiwana: Oo laish ma9eer chanitich smila 3alaich!

Ghizlan: simply because I’m the most beautiful girl in this whole world! Allah e3eeena 3alaaich

Jiwana: Hey tara ma9ar shay lail7een

Ghizlan: Shinu ma9ar shay ba3ad khi6ba o kha6abnach oo maw3id il milcha ta7adad, bas tara wayid mit2akhir allah e3eenich 3ala Ghassano!

Jiwana: Ee walah 3ad ana shifikni min ikhooch hal di3la! Mit2akhir 3alashan ban6ir Lamar 3ala matrid

Ghizlan: ee 9a7 a7san lai radat may9eer you have it bidoonha

Athalia: ela 9ij shakhbarha?

Ghizlan: 7emdila walah she’s doing great tawha il youm dagatli tgool wayid mistanseen

Ghizlan was the only one that knew about the incident out of all the girls


Jiwana’s face turned into a shade of red when her phone vibrated as she excused herself


Jiwana: Alooo

Ghassan: Ya ba3ad galb hal aloo!

Jiwana: Ghassaaan

Ghassan: Don’t Ghassan me, ana gayil badiglich 3alashan azifich!

Jiwana: Ana? Laish?

Ghassan imitating her voice: Ana? Laish? tsaween rou7ich baree2a? 7aram 3alaich yal thalma shinu il milcha 3ogib shahrain! Abeech 7agi abeech 7alaali basawi feech eli abi

Jiwana started to get scared: Shinu ya3ni bitsawi feeni ili tabi? Tara walah ahawin wagool 7ag ahali ina mabeek

Ghassan: la la yam3awda khala9 haa ibnit2adab! Asfeeen

Jiwana: eee khalik chithi san3 wila tara haa?

Ghassan: Khala9 yuba bintisana3 he was mumbling to himself, 7asha mathala hathi moo zawaj, hayin bas hayin

Jiwana: Na3am? Shgilt? Masma3

Ghassan: La abad agool salamtich, ila shakhbarich 7abeebti?

And they talked for the rest of the night all about their future plans and Jiwana’s struggles in the past with all of Ghassan’s pranks o da3alta

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Susy.Q, this long post is for you:*

Lamar and Munthir had reached their apartment in London, Munthir was exhausted, he hadn’t slept the whole flight and had to move his seat too, Lamar threw up again from his scent and asked him to move his seat.

Munthir: Lamar, I hope you don’t mind bas bnig3ad ib shiqatna bidal otail 3alashan bin6awil mini o shiqatna agrab 7ag mustashfat Nawaf ikhooy.

Lamar: La 3adi, ana badish anam

Lamar entered the first room across the hall and laid down. She slept like a baby, even though it was a different bed and a new place that she wasn’t accustomed to. Lamar woke up and found that it was night outside and there was no way that she was able to sleep again. She got up and unpacked her suitcase that Munthir had left infront of her door. She took a shower and freshened up and left the room to find Munthir asleep on the couch.

Lamar ( I wondered why Munthir was sleeping on the couch even though there were plenty of rooms in the apartment, it was huge and really nicely furnished. I went to the kitchen to grab something to eat, I was starving. I opened the fridge and to my luck there wasn’t any food and I heard some movement, Munthir must’ve woken up from all the noise I made)

Munthir ( I heard some noises coming out from the kitchen, I figured that Lamar must be hungry which is why she’s looking for food. I got up and went to her)

Munthir: Lamar, yo3ana?

She ignored me

Munthir: Ana barou7 il baqala ayeeblina akil, tyeen ma3ay?

She just shook her head indicating that she did not want to come with me and went to her room

I knocked on her door

Munthir: Lamar ana yimkin at2akhar shwaya bamir 3ala Nawaf ikhooy ashouf etha agdar ashoufa, intay 6ilbeelich akil wana imkhali floos 3ala il 6awla.

Munthir ( Oh who am I kidding, she’s not gonna take the money, neither is she ordering food, I decided to order pizza from the pizza place below us, bring it up to her, knocked on her door and left for the grocery shopping, followed by that I passed by Nawaf’s hospital, but visiting hours were over and I wasn’t allowed to visit him, I went back walking to the apartment instead of taking a cab and kept thinking about this whole messed up situation, and ways to get Lamar back to normal. I got up to the apartment and found the pizza in the oven, she hasn’t touched it, bas 7abeebti 7a6at’ha bil sakhan 3alashan ma tabrid, I asked her if she wanted to eat with me, and she refused of course, and I didn’t nag wanting to give her all the space that she needs, I ate and left it back in the oven in case she got hungry later on. I got back to watching tv, I’ve decided to sleep at the sofa just incase she needed anything, I’m closer to her that way, if she had one of her dreams or needed anything)

Lamar ( I was starving, my tummy made embarassing sounds and I figured that Munthir would be asleep by now, even if he wasn’t I don’t care. I got up and found him watching tv, I went to the fridge which was filled with all kinds of cheeses and snacks, I went to the oven and grabbed the pizza and started to eat, Munthir came and joined me and I was staring at him, ya3ni shyabi tawa makil)

Munthir: Shinu latshoufeeni chithi, ba3ad you3an may9eer akil?

Lamar: Mu tawik makil?

Munthir: Ee embala, bas yi3t, 7aram akil mara thania?

I ignored him, and went to the tv and sat on the couch, I was bored out of hell. Il akh ya o si6ar yami, I looked at him as in khair? He just smiled, so I got up and sat on the one seater and we settled on watching Woman on Top by Penelope Cruz. He slept half way through the movie, obviously uncomfortable, his neck was crooked and his back wasn’t rested well, so I just went to him leaving a small gap between us.

Lamar: Munthir

Munthir: hmm

Lamar: Munthir goum nam 3adil aw goum nam bil dar.

He started mumbling things that I wasn’t able to comprehend

Munthir: Lamar I’m sorry
and he held my hands pulling me and went back to sleeping

I was taken back from what he just did and removed my hands slowly from his so I won’t wake him up and went back to my room.

I got up the next day, and the breakfast was set on the table, there was also a note on the fridge

” Went to visit Nawaf, I’ll be back soon, call if you need anything”

I thought that it was thoughtful of him to do that, I ate breakfast and started cleaning the apartment, I’m a bit of a neat freak. Hours passed without any sign of him, so I decided to watch some more tv, then he came in. He noticed that the apartment looked a slight different, he looked different though, down somehow. I figured that it must be Nawaf.

Lamar: Shakhbar Nawaf?

He was lost in his own thoughts so I raised my voice a bit.

Lamar: Mm Munthir, shakhbar Nawaf al7een?

He seemed to snap out of his bubble

Munthir: ha? allah kareem inshala

Lamar: zain ihwa ga3id brou7a al7een?

Munthir: ee akeed ma 3inda a7ad

Lamar: zain shrayik, ana mishtahia a6ba5, asawi machboos, oo we’ll go visit him akeed walhan 3ala akil likwait 7abeebi

A huge smile formed on his face that I cared: yala 3ayal khan rou7 il baqala il eerania to get all the things you need wana asa3dich

Lamar: La mashkour ma7ib barbisa

He came closer to me: Nawaf 7abeebich ha? Tara aghaar

I flinched and moved away from him

He noticed, Munthir: Yala 3alashan ma nit2akhar

and he opened the door for me, maskeen kisar kha6ri but I just can’t help it, within days hopefully, la what am I saying? I hate him I’m not gonna let him get to me

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Sorry that the previous post was a short one, this one’s for all of those who have asked, oo charmbracelet 7abeebti ma ma9a5teeha at all;**

Lamar

I went back to my bed feeling a bit nauseous, I discovered that it was because his clothes was laying besides me, I feel nausea whenever I smell his scent, it reminds me of the whole not to be mentioned incident. I heard footsteps an hour later and a small proportion of light had entered through the door, it was obvious that he didn’t want to wake me by any sound, he entered the bathroom and opened the door which hurt my eye because of the huge amount of light this time and I moved my head.

Munthir whispering: Asif ga3adtich?

I didn’t reply

He left the room and closed the door behind him carefully probably thinking that I was asleep or just understanding my hint. I mean he has a bathroom outside why does he have to enter this bathroom.

I did not sleep at all, I heard a couple of knocks on the door

Munthir: Lamar, are you decent?

As if he cares, or it’s as if he hadn’t seen me naked before. I made some sounds indicating i’m a wake such as opening the curtains. It was dim out side, the clock said that it was 3:45, but what could he possibly want at such time?

Munthir: Lamar, I’m sorry to wake you at that time bas our flight is within a couple of hours and we need to be at the airport in about 40 minutes precisely

I was mumbling to myself, mashala il akh tawa egooli o yabeeni ajhaz! taw il nas, mr.precise.

Munthir: Lamar, asif adri athaitich bas a7taj adish akhith shower wakhith malabsi wala fee shower bil 7amam ili bara

I opened the door to him and returned to bed. He came out of the shower, fully dressed, he started wearing his cologne, the exact same cologne. Everything came back to me, really vivid this time I stood up wanting to go the bathroom and he turned to me intimidated by my sudden movement.

Munthir: Lamaar shfeech!?

I covered my mouth telling him to move away

He refused and came closer to me, I wanted to throw up. I went running to the sink and threw up, he held my head the whole time.

I was feeling so weak: wakhir 3ani

Munthir: Lamar, intay shayfa 7altich?

His smell was really strong

Lamar: Wakhir 3ani please, ree7tik

Munthir: ya mama tawni makhith shower shfeech?

If I knew any better I’d say I’m pregnant.

Lamar: Wakhir 3ani la tgarib magdar ashim ree7tik masta7mil ashimha

He went out of the room quickly and closed the door behind him.

He knocked on the door

Munthir: Lamar, lazim namshi al7een, 3a6eeni ay t shirt 3ala thoqich albis’ha o hathi eli kint labis’ha khala9 ga6ait’ha.

I opened the door to him again and he went to get himself a t shirt, yes he was topless, but that did not effect me since I wasn’t looking at him. He wore his t shirt quickly and I saw him throwing his cologne in the garbage, which was a smart movement I must say.

He got all the bags out of the room and called the receptioin to come and get the bags.

Munthir: are you feeling better?

I just nodded.

He pulled out his hands to me: Mishaina?

I just walked infront of him lowering my head, but he did not say a word.

He called in for the elevator, there was a man inside. In his late twenties. I did not want to be near Munthir in the elevator, and alone, so I was moving to that stranger unintentionally. Munthir seemed to be mad to he held my grip and pulled me towards him. His hands were touching my shoulders, I tried moving away but he held me tighter and he moved away from me to the side but leaving me next to him. So this way, he wouldn’t be touching me or next to me, but I wouldn’t be near that stranger.

The ride to the airport was silent, we checked in and we were now at the lounge. I followed him just like a lost puppy, I had no energy left within me. We sat on the table, and Munthir got up for the buffet. He came back with two plates, and handed me one.

Munthir: Etha ti7tajain ay shay naday il waiter aw gooleeli I’ll be sitting in the aisle next to you.

He went and sat in the other cubicle probably 3alashan akhith ra7ti or god knows why. He checked in on me again asking me if I needed any thing, and I simply shook my head. Our plane was now boarding and we were called for our flight.

Ghizlan: haa ya bnaya shgiltay?

Jiwana: Madri Ghizlan, I never expected to hear this shocking news, you have to give me sometime to think about it.

Ghizlan: walaah 3ad waladna wit3arfeena, mafi 9abir bas ihwa kan yabi e3arif what you think first before officially proposing you ma yabi e7i6ich jidam il amr il waqi3

Jiwana just smiled

Ghizlan: Ya3ni ingool mabrook?

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This is dedicated to all my readers:* I wanted to pick all the readers but I couldn’t I love you all, oo sorry 3al lig9oor:**

oo L mama I love you;**

Ghassan: Ghizlaaano sh9ar 3al mawthoo3 eli giltlich 3alai?

Ghizlan: ma 9ar shay

Ghassan: Shloun ya3ni ma 9ar shay?

Ghizlan: Ya3ni nothing happened, Ghassan ya mama shayifna mashghooleen kilna eb 3irs Lamar wal7een kilish moo wakta awal mankhali9 min loyat el 3irs ana akalimha inshala

Ghassan: eee sima3taay? Seeda awal maykhali9 el 3irs ya3ni wara il 3irs ib youm yawailich inta2akhartay

Ghizlan: Walaain thiba7tna madri chinik awal wa7id ib yitzawaj!

Ghassan: moo awal wa7id ib yitzawaj bas awal wa7id ib yitzawaj gimar!! GIMAR agoulich GIMAR!

Ghizlan: BARAAA ana agoulik BARAAA!!

and i kicked him out of the room

Today’s the wedding day

Athalia: yaa mama yaa Lamaar, this is your day what do you mean you don’t care how you look

Lamar: ya3ni frankly I don’t give a damn whether I look pretty or not

Jiwana: It’s not up to you aslan yala wakhray wincha3may the hair dresser is here mabi wala kilma i’m dressing you up!

Ghizlan: Ooooh somebody’s dream coming true

Jiwana: Intay chubbay oo khal nistifeed minich eb shay ghair el 7ana wil hathra, call in the make up artist 3alashan et7i6laha make up awal matkhali9 min sha3arha

Lamar was all ready to go, to say that she looked astounding was an understatement

Ghizlan: Smila 3alaich allah e7afthich

Lamar: Please can you all go out I need a moment alone

Lamar ( I looked at myself in the mirror admiring the way I looked, to say the truth I never looked any prettier in my whole life, I only wished that my mom was here to see how much I’ve grown and share a dance with my father. More than anything I wished that I’d be marrying the man of my dreams, the one I loved, filling our house with his children, but I guess that this is too much to ask right now. I swallowed a whole amount of air and tucked a strand of my hair that fell behind my ears and was all ready to go)

The wedding was perfect, I don’t know what I would do without the girls, they were the ones that arranged it all. I, on the other hand didn’t give a damn how the wedding reception was going to be like, I didn’t want any wedding to be honest but my uncle insisted since I wasn’t going to have a honeymoon.

The men came in and Munthir looked as handsome as always, it was hard to believe that he wasn’t looking around at any girls or anything, he saw me as soon as he entered and had his eyes glued to the floor after that. He reached where I was sitting, kissed my forehead and sat besides me.

He whispered in my ear: Lamar, I know that this is all hard for you to do, and I don’t know what you’re thinking if this is a payback or what, but whatever you’re thinking ana ma tiqadamtlich ila la2ini mit7asif o inshala ba3awthich 3ala kil eli sawaita inshala kil eli a6liba minich inich ta36eeni fir9a wa7da.

I ignored him and kept smiling to the people. We did not cut the cake or anything, he said that we had to leave early since our flight was before dawn. Ghassan dropped us to the hotel and we went upstairs. He held the door open for me, and did not utter a single word. I entered the room, hit the shower and changed my clothes. I wore a robe over my night gown since it was very revealing. He wasn’t anywhere in the room, I saw him take out his clothes, I took a look outside and saw him praying rak3itain shukir lallah. He then muttered some prayers out loud but I could barely listen to what he was saying, holding his hands above him towards god. He took his pajamas went to the other bathroom and laid down on the couch, covered by nothing but a really light throw on.

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I wasn’t gonna post today bas 3alashanich Charmbracelet:* oo Jacqui yes you’re right, u clarified everything thank you very much;**

Lamar ( I went to my doctor appointment this evening and on my way out I saw Munthir sitting on the chairs restless, I despised him and he saw me walking and came to me, I was about to collapse, I hated his smell, it keeps reminding me of the incident again)

Munthir: Inshala mirta7a intay al7een ya Lamar? Rad 3alay kil eli sawaita feech bas lil 2asaf il shadeed mu feeni, ad3eetich kilha istajabat

Lamar: Wakhir 3ani

He did not move

I started screaming hysterically: agooolik wakhir 3ani, law samaa7t, laaa jeeesni wakhir

and I cried so much remembering all the details of that night, him unbuckling his belt and forcing himself onto me. Then everything went black

Munthir ( staqfaralah il 3aliyu il 3atheem, look what I have done, libnaya ta3aqidat wil siba ana, Bader allah yir7ima o tiwafa o Nawaf 9ar fee aids min sibat ihmala o kharabee6a, ana ba9ali7 ghal6iti kilaha, and I saw 3am Lamar coming out of the room that Lamar was taken to)

Munthir: Masa2 il khair 3ami

Lamar’s uncle (3abdilmi7sen): Ahlain hala

Munthir: 3ami ma3ak Munthir Al Flani, ana ili kint ma3akum ib Libnan

Mi7sen: eeee sami7ni ya wlidi ana gilt imshabih 3alaik, shakhbarik? 6amini 3anik? Shakhbar il walid wil walda?

Munthir: Walah ya 3ami akhbar ma tsir la 3ado wala 9ideeg, bas baghait as2ilik mumkin inmirik ana wil walid 3ala lisboo3 il yay?

Mi7sen: ee ya wlidi 7ayakum allah ib ay wakt il bait baitkum.

Munthir ( I was busy these couple of days with the funeral, my parents, and coping with all of what had happened, I informed my dad that I want him to come with me to propose Lamar’s hand in marriage by next week, so that we can get married and I’ll take her with me to London so that we can be with Nawaf)

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Knock Knock

Lamar: Tfathal

Mi7sen: Salaam 3alaikum

Lamar: Wa3alaikum il salam hala 3ami

Mi7sen: Shlounich binti?

Lamar: 7emdila bkhair

Mi7sen: Lamar ya bnaity intay ib 7isbat binti wana ib 7isbat il walid allah yir7ima oo dayman abi ma9la7tich, wintay al7een kubartay oo ra7 e9eer warach mas2ooleya wi3yal

Lamar: Shisalfa 3ami?

Mi7sen: Tadreen minu kan 3indi tawa ib dar lithyoof?

Lamar: Minu?

Mi7sen: Munthir Al Flani, wibooh yayeen ekha6boonich

Lamar: Menu? ( I started shivering as soon as I heard his name)

Mi7sen: Munthir ya binti eli kan ma3ana ib Libnan ihwa eli yabich il mustashfa

Lamar: ee 3arafta

Mi7sen: zain intay 9alay stikhara o fakray bil mawthou3 ba3dain gooleeli

Lamar: enshala 3ami ( I was too shocked to comprehend what my uncle had just said to negotiate or anything)

Mi7sen: ee ya binti bas ihma yaboon rad ib khilal youmain 3alashan ikho maskeen mareeth oo yit3alaj bara o Munthir yabi ekoon ma3a, iboo rayal kbeer o mafee shada

And he went out

Lamar ( I did not need time to think, I knew my answer, what am I going to lose, i3yal o mani yayba, and he’s the only man that will want me but if he thinks that I’m going to be thrilled he’s more than wrong. I’m going to say yes, and this is payback time, makoun Lamar etha ma ta7asaft 3ala il sa3a ili damartni feeha, aqal ma feeha inik mint 9ayir ibo)

I went down running down the stairs

Lamar: 3aami

Mi7sen: Na3am ana hnee

Lamar: 3ami goolihum ini imwafqa

Mi7sen: Na3am?

Lamar: ee ya 3ami ana imwafqa, int moo tgool inik it3arif iboo wihma khosh nas, oo ba3ad damhum mista3yileen, ana imwafqa

Mi7sen: ya baba, hatha zawaj moo li3ib

Lamar: Adri ya 3ami wala adri wana imwafqa

Mi7sen: Bas ihwa ma yabi 3irs ikhoo tawa mitwafi

Lamar: Mitwafi?

Mi7sen: ee tawa ma 9arla ila sboo3

Lamar: ee khalas a9lan ana mabi 3irs kilma tisara3at limoor kil ma 9ar a7san 3alashan erou7 7ag ikhoo ba3ad

Mi7sen: allah ewafgich ya bnayti oo yarzigich li3yal el 9al7een

Lamar ( I teared up the moment he said that, knowing that, that won’t ever happen

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[25 Jun 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

I’m so sorry everyone that I haven’t been commenting on your blogs bas walah I barely have time so please bare with me:*

Munthir
( It’s been a week since Lamar has been in the hospital, her condition is stable now, 7emdila. The doctor says that she’s to be released from the hospital within a couple of days. Ghizlan saw how I was and felt pity for me so she kept updating me with Lamar’s condition. She does not know anything about what had happened yet, as far as she knows is that there was an accident, nothing else. Lamar was informed about what happened and that she lost her uterus. I’m sure that she remembers every single thing of what had happened but she’s just too shocked to react. I give it a couple of days.

Lamar is going to be released tomorrow which is why I booked a ticket back to Kuwait this afternoon, she’s much better now and I don’t want her to see me or else everything’s gonna come back to her.)

Lamar

(Three monthes had passed now, and I no longer see a reason for me to live. I despise him, for everything that he did to me, and for everything that he made go through. Weirdly a guy proposed to me this month but I had to reject him of course, no man would want to take me with my condition. He did not know about my condition but I rejected him before giving him a chance which is why he doesn’t need to know anything. I have a check up this evening at the hospital to see how I’m progressing.)

Let’s go to Nawaf for a minute, Nawaf is Munthir’s younger brother, he’s the ultimate bad boy/player. He’s really hot and knows how much girls just drule over him. Bader on the other side was his older brother, he’s a really good caring brother and always understands both Munthir and Nawaf.

Nawaf and Bader were out with their friends having their monthly car race competetion, they do it in the desert and each one just shows off basically. Bader only went because he did not want Nawaf driving or racing alone, he knows how out of control he gets.

Nawaf did not join the race this round, he’s supposed to go the second round.

:Ready, Set, Goooo

The boys started to race, the jokes started to get heavier, one of the boys decided to annoy Bader to make him lose track. He kept bending over to his side until he lost control of the wheel and hit Bader’s car from the edge. Bader’s car flipped all the way to the other side. The next thing that filled the place was blood and an ambulance.

Munthir: Ha 7maid int bil diwania?

7amad: Eee kani rayi7 bil 6ireej

Munthir: Khalas ana al7een yaykum, digeega 3indi 5a6 thani

Munthir ( I haven’t returned back to my life the way it was, it was so difficult for me to try and adjust to my normal life again, and I came up with a decision that I’m going to propose to Lamar six monthes from now, this way she took the time that she needs to try and adjust to her life again, even though I’m sure that she won’t but I promise that I am gonna make it up to her)

Munthir: Aloo

Caller: Al salam 3alaikum

Munthir: wa3alaikum il salam ya hala

Caller: Ikhooy ma3ak mustashfa lameeri, inta Munthir Al Flani?

Munthir: Ee na3am ana ihoo ish9ayir?

Caller: La bas mumkin ma3alaik amir tyee il mustashfa ikhook imsawi 7adith o ta3ban.

I drove off to the hospital as soon as I could, I didn’t know which brother it was or nothing, all I knew was that one of my brothers was in the hospital.

Munthir: Diktor ana Munthir Al Flani, imkalmeeni ib khi9oo9 ikhooy?

Doctor: ee ee na3am, hatha il diktor eli e3alja iho ekhabrik bakhbara

The doctor headed towards me.

Doctor: Int Munthir?

Munthir: ee khair diktor sh9ayir?

Doctor: mafi wakt al7een ni7taj dam 7ag ikhook basra3 wakt, ikhook il thani khathaw mina dam o bas na6reen il fi7oo9at etha dama enasib Bader wila la2

Munthir: Bader? Zain wintaw shna6reen yala khal yakhthoon mini dam.

Nurse: Doctor, you need to come quickly.

Bu Bader: Munthir, khair ya wlidi sh9ayer?

Munthir: Yuba, Bader imsawi 7adith wal7een yaboon dam oo Nawaf dakhil yis7iboon mina dam wal7een bys7iboon mini

Bu Bader: Ana ham khal yis7iboon mini, dami nafsa

The doctor came out and seemed shocked suddenly.

Diktor: Munthir mumkin law sama7t titfathal ma3ana?

Munthir: Khair sh9ayir?

Diktor: La mujarad fi7oo9at

An hour later

Diktor: il bagi ib 3umerkum

Bu Bader: Shinu? Musta7eeel wlidi Bader!?!

Munthir: Ina lilah wa ina elayh raji3oon

Doctor: Ana asif, bas lazim nakhith Nawaf ma3ana, il fi7oo9at bayinat ina feeh marath il HIV ili iho il aids bas inta saleem o mafeek shay

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It’s 5 am and lovely Cupid could not put her head to sleep;*

He stopped the car and I got so mad and got out of the car not aware of any car coming into my direction. The last thing I saw was a car speeding and the voice of Munthir screaming my name before the car came closer

Munthir: LAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR

And crash.

Munthir sprinted to Lamar

Munthir: Lamaar, Lamar goumay mama Lamar wallah I’m sorry please goumay

Lamar did not move, Munthir checked her pulse and found that her heart was still beating, he carried her into his car as fast as he could. He kept cursing the guy of the hit n run

Munthir: 7maaar, bin kalb moo rayal! lo fee uma khair chan wagaf

Munthir carried Lamar out of the car and ran into the hospital screaming for some help, she was bleeding to death and his clothes was all covered with Lamar’s blood. They took her into the operation room while Munthir waited outside regretting every single thing that he had done to this poor little girl, look where his ego had lead him. This girl might die and it’s all because of him. He called her friends and informed them to come over, Munthir’s heart pressure had increased which made the nurses gather around him, and give him some medications.

Munthir told the girls what happened but did not dare to mention a thing about the rape part.

Ghizlan: Kilaaa minik intaa ya7maar kilaaa minik walaah etha 9ar feeha shay matloum ila nafsik she was hitting him insanely until the girls held her back and told her that Lamar needs their prayers right now. Munthir on the other hand, let Ghizlan hit him, he knew that he was the reason that all this happened to Lamar. The doctors informed the girls and Munthir that her condition is unstable and that there was nothing that they could do with them sitting here, she’s in a coma for god knows how long. The operation did go well, but they say that her body had lost a lot of blood. Munthir decided to go back home shower, and pray for Lamar. That was all that he could do, pray, pray and pray some more.

Ghizlan decided to call Lamar’s uncle, it was best if he knew and he came on the first flight to Beirut. He saw Munthir and thanked him, all he knows is that Munthir was the one that brought her to the hospital from after the accident. From where he sees it, he had saved Lamar’s life, if only he knew. It was 9 pm, visiting hours were over but Munthir and the girls remained in the hospital. Munthir saw the doctor leaving Lamar’s room to check up on her and he hurried up to follow him.

Munthir: ha bashir dictor shloun Lamar al7een?

Doctor: inta meen? Akhooha la lamar?

Munthir: ee ee diktor ikhooha shfeeha?

Doctor: Maba3rif keef 2ilak, bas Lamar fe2dat il ra7im taba3ha ba3d il 7adis

Munthir: shinu?? fqidat ra7imha!!?? shloun ya3ni?

Doctor: mm you see ne7na we had to remove el ra7im taba3ha la2ana kan beshakil khi6oora la2ilha o lo ma stakhrajna il ra7im makaant 7at 3eesh

Munthir: Ya3ni al7een inta tgooli ina Lamar, mara7 tigdar t7amil?

Doctor: Ana kteer asif oo allah e9abrkon

Munthir choked between his words, how could he do that to such an innocent girl. She won’t get to experience motherhood all because of me, I promise I’ll make it up to you Lamar, a9eerlich omich ibooch kilshay wallah la3awthich 3ala kil eli sawaita.

The nurses came out of Lamar’s room screaming, she losing lots of blood we need a blood donater immediately.

Munthir: me, me, I’m an O+ I can donate to anyone.

They withdrew lots of blood from me, the amount that they took made me feel dizzy so I laid down for a bit. Lamar’s condition is more stable right now but the doctors say that she could crash any minute. Allah egawimha bil salama inshala

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[20 Jun 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

SOO just so you people know, my friend gave me the idea of this story inspired by a story she’s read and I can’t get in touch with her but I’m trying to build the events as much as I recall

and please check out this blog: http://smoochkins.blogspot.com/

Queen Bee and my love;** this one’s for you:*

It’s five o clock now, and I was still having second thoughts whether I should go or not. I mean what’s the worse that he can do? It’s my reputation we’re talking about. I wore the first dress I pulled out and pulled my hair into a pony tail, I applied no make up at all and headed to the restaurant. There was a short Japanese lady that welcomed me. None of the girls knew about this rendezvous because I knew that they won’t approve of me going of they knew about this so I’m on my own.

I followed the short lady and she leaded me into an area of the restaurant where it was isolated, she slid the door open and I saw Munthir sitting on the floor. I was beyond traumatized, or astounded. It was a Japanese restaurants that had seats on the floor, Munthir signaled the short lady and she went out and locked the door.

He had the akhbath look that I have ever witnessed in my whole life.

Munthir: Tathkireen ana shgiltlich min gabil? Giltlich ma7ad esawi hal 7araka 7ag Munthir Al Flani and gets away with it, oo ana lai gilt ma7ad ya3ni ma7ad.

Lamar: Please Munthir, I’m so sorry walah tikfa please I’m a girl, I have my reputation please don’t ruin my future.

I backed away all the way to the door and kept banging but no sign of any human being

Munthir: Lo t9arkheen min il youm lai bachir ma7ad ra7 yismi3ich this door is soundproof.

Lamar: Munthir tikfa, inta ma3indik khawat?

Munthir: Khawati mu waskheen nafsich!

He got up and came closer and closer and started unbuckling his belt. Tears were speeding down my cheeks one after another, I pleaded in every way possible but he seemed that he made up his mind and nothing could make him change it

Lamar: Munthir tikfaa aboos reelik walah aboos reelik bas khalni ib 7ali

Munthir: It’s too late now, you should’ve thought of that before messing with me

Lamar: Walaaa asfaaa law saamaa7t

I came down to his legs but he kicked me

Munthir: we can do this either the hard way or easy way, it’s up to you

He pushed me on the floor, on the cushions, took of his pants and lifted my dress.

The only sight I saw was the pitched blackness, the only sound I heard was my sobs and begging him to stop until it was too late. I had my eyes closed the whole time. I did not look up at him but he was quiet the whole time he pulled me up and ordered me to come with him. He opened the door of the passenger seat for me to get in, I looked up at him wondering what the hell he meant, weird that I saw a bit of remorse that showed on his face, nothing mattered now. I entered the car while I was limping and continuing my sobs. He got in and started to drive but did not dare to say a word yet.

Munthir reached for the drawer infront of me and gave me my picture

Munthir: There that’s the only copy I promise you mafi ghairha

Lamar: Shasawi bil 9oura ana al7een!? Shfaydat il soura etha my whole future is ruined, mustaqbili kila ra7 ti3tiqid ina thimni hal 9oura il khara!

I broke his heart with all my crying a mountain would’ve moved after hearing me

Munthir: Lamar wallah asif bas ga9 3alay il shai6an

Lamar: Asif? Wana shasawi ib asifik al7een? Asafik hatha beridni mara nafs ma kint? 7ali 7al baji il banat?

Munthir: Lamar

Lamar: Latgoool ismi!! Inshala ya3alik ma tirba7 7asbiyala wani3ma il wakeel, inshala ya rab ithay3ik nafs ma thaya3t mustaqbili

I kept cursing him and praying on him the whole drive. He screamed suddenly

Munthir: LAMAAR!! BAS!! lada3een 3ala ahali malhum thanb!

Lamar: Wana shthanbi? HAAA matgooli ana shthanbi kil hatha 3alashan tarthi kibriya2ik insan wa6i o 7aqeeer

He stopped the car and I got so mad and got out of the car not aware of any car coming into my direction. The last thing I saw was a car speeding a the voice of Munthir before the car came closer

Munthir: LAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR

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Lamar ( I’ve been receiving creepy texts lately from an unknown number, I asked who is this once, and the number replied saying that I’m your best dream and your worst nightmare. Soo I decided to ignore this creepy person, then this creepy person started calling me, but I never did once pick up. The girls and I went shopping this afternoon and Ghassan decided to be a noble guy and invite us for dinner, I’m not sure if it was the nobleness that he aimed for or Jiwana. Dinner went great aside from the part where this guy, khaleeji looking, came to me out of nowhere pushed me onto the wall and started kissing me. I was taken back by his action and was pushing him away with all my force, until I saw a flash by another khaleeji looking guy. He leered once I saw him and motioned the other guy that he took the camera, this guy went back in for another kiss and moved away wiping his mouth as if I was some disgusting creature. I went straight to the bathroom and cried for ten minutes, I mean wain ga3deen? Filim hindi? Orr what exactly did they just do, and out of nowhere? I headed back to the table trying to act all normal but it showed on my face, which is why Ghizlan excused herself and told Ghassan that us girls had to leave. I told the girls what happened the moment we stepped in the house and they were as shocked as I was, as a matter of fact Athalia did not believe that any guy would have the guts to do such thing, what a naive poor little girl.)

Ghizlan ( As to Ghassan if you were wondering where he slept, he had slept in the living room, there was no reason for him to book a hotel for just one night, he’s leaving tomorrow morning. Weird thing though, that Jiwana and him wasn’t fighting constantly as much as they used to fight, they were as you may say “tamed”, Ghassan had also told me that he wanted to talk to me about something important as soon as I return back to Kuwait, but I pretty much have an idea of what he wants to talk to me about)

Lamar ( The unkown caller had stopped calling for over two days now, Ghassan had left, the incident still bothers me a lot but I’m trying to enjoy my time as much as I could, and what better way to do that other than shopping? I ran into the one and only Munthir in Abassay today, he saw me and looked at me as if I was a fly and turned away, as if I care. I have to admit that he looks hot though, I mean really hot but what good is the hotness with a shitty attitude like his. The unkown number had sent a message once again just after I saw Munthir)

Unkown Number
I’m calling you tonight and I’m expecting you to pick up

But I did not reply

Later that night the number called right after I tucked my self in. I did not pick up.

Unkown Number
I have something that belongs to you oo 9adgeeni etha ma radaitay ra7 tindimeen, does your dinner at the restaurant 3 days ago ring a bell? I’m calling one more time and it’s up to you if you don’t pick up:)

I wanted him to call so bad, but he did not call until after twenty minutes, dick face.

My voice was shaking and I was trembling

Lamar: Alooo

Caller: Hala Lamar

Lamar: Min ma3ay?

Caller: Afaa ma 3arafteeni?

Lamar ( I’ve heard that voice before, I just can’t remember who it is): la minu inta o shtabi feeni?

Caller: you don’t need to know who I am, sim3ay if you really care about sum3itich oo ma tabeen 9ourtich youm bil ma63am tintishir meet me bachir at ******* Restaurant at 6 o clock.

Lamar: Bas

Caller: La bas wala ya7zanoon ana giltlich o i never give second chances fa ur future is in your hands.

And he hung up

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[18 Jun 2009 | Comments Off | 0 views]

Another long post, this is for you L:*

Jara7: Ha Ghsain wainik?

Ghassan: Kani ana 3ind il check intaw wainkum?

Jara7: i7na bil lounge

Ghassan: Khalas ana akhali9 wayeekum

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Ghizlan: maro, did you pack your bags?

Lamara: Nope, not yet why?

Ghizlan: Tara 6ayaratna is at the early morning lazim we be at the airport at 6.

Lamara: Khalas I’ll go back home now and pack

Athalia: Girls tara I’m passing by Sultan Center to get a couple of stuff, txt me ur lists oo la ti6alibon wayid mali khilg adoor barou7 bsr3a warid yeah and you’re coming with me Jiwana

Jiwana: apparently

Ghizlan: Sim3aw kilikum i’m telling you min al7een moo tis’hiroon wala tgoomoon and we miss our flight.

Lamara: INSHAALAA MAMAA

Ghizlan: Mama maa mama we’ll see what you’ll call me once you miss your flight

Each of the girls seperated in their own ways as planned and got ready for their flight.

Back at Lebanon

Ghassan: Akramch allah khalti wala ma kan la da3i hal 3azeema

Um Jara7: Haw wana shimsawia? 3azma wlaidi 3al 3asha feeha shay?

Ghassan: La abad khalti wallah ma ga9artay ana asta2thin al7een barid il bait dayikh wala

Jara7: Khala9 3ayal i7na nrid ma3ak nafs il 6ireej

Ghassan: Yala 3ayal mishaina

Um Jara7: Jara7 yuma bachir ana abeek itwa9ilni 3ind khaltik Inti9ar na6reeni ihya o rifeejati

Jara7 couldn’t hold back his laugh: enshalaa yuma ay awamer thania?

Um Jara7: La abad salamtik

Each went to their houses and Ghassan settled in the first room that he saw upstairs, he prayed the Isha prayers and then took of his shirt and pants and laid on the bed exhausted and slept

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Lamar ( I woke up to the sound of the alarm ringing in my head, I didn’t really get much sleep since I was really excited about today, I got up, had a quick shower and prayed. I decided to wear a white dress that reached till the end of my upper knees, I had my hair straightened applied light make up and I was all ready to go. Our meeting point was at Starbucks. I had already said my goodbyes to my uncle, his wife and his two young children and headed off with the driver.
Ghizlan was the first one that arrived, we ordered our lattes and had a seat till the rest of the girls arrived. They arrived shortly after us together, and we were now in our seats ready for take off.)

The plane took off right now, and the weirdest thing happened, coincidence? I think not. I saw the one and only Munthir with me, in the plane. Except that his royal highness was sitting in first class while we were in business. I always hated first class, it’s filled with old people and their aren’t any hot guys to check out. He was heading to our bathroom and he stared at me from my head to toes with a smirk on his face, a smirk that got me filled with goosebumps and terrified. I’m no longer that strong person that I used to be, I can never face him right now. Ghizlan told me that it might be another guy and I’m just hallucinating. We arrived at the airport and he went on his separate way and I did not see him again. Thank god.

The house was quiet aside of the extremely sweet short Lebanese lady that welcomed us with a table full of a variety of delicious looking plates. We ate and excused ourselves to rest and each girl picked a room.

Jiwana ( I was humming as I entered the room that I was supposed to sleep in I threw my bag on the floor and it fell on my toes and right on my nails)

Jiwana: Aaaaaah shitt!! Craap I’m bleeding

I then sensed a bit of movement on the bed and realized that the bed wasn’t empty, it was in a mess and wasn’t organized. I went closer only to find a face with a huge smirk on his face.

Ghassan: Salaamtich min il aah

Jiwana: Way3a what the hell are you doing here?

Ghassan: Ana eli what I’m doing here hatha baitna ba3ad shinu but I know what you’re doing here. He had this naughty look on his face, he pushed the covers away from him only to find him topless, and it’s really weird but yes, Kuwaity guys do have abs, well at least Ghassan does. I hate all the dirty thoughts that rush onto my mind when I see him, 7mar!

Jiwana: Eww you ass face, cover up

Ghassan: I think you mean AHH, you know you want me

Ghassan: T9adgeen I never thought that you’d show up in my dreams

Jiwana: way3a bala way3a this isn’t a dream ya7mar, it’s not one of those sick fantasies of yours and I pinched him so he would realize that this isn’t a dream.

Ghassan: aaa77 sorry I thought it was one of my fatasies, shinu entay shyaybich Libnaan!

Jiwana: Yaya ma3a rab3i inta eli shyaybik?

Ghassan: Yaay ma3a rifeeeji

Jiwana: zain i6la3 bara I’m sleeping here

Ghassan: la wala?

Jiwana: yala yala jaldi daykha banam

Ghassan: zaaain mu mushkila since you’re already here we can sleep together mafeeha shay

and he layed on the bed again and tapped on the space besides him indicating for me to come next to him

Jiwana: Oh I’m sure you’d love that

Ghassan: Ee walah wintay i9aja I would

Jiwana: Ghassano shouf ibook bil ghirfa eli yami in ma6ala3t on the count of 3 walaah lanadi

Ghassan: Iboooy?? Miniii? Gabaaaa

And he went out of the room running and I cracked from laughter and locked the door the moment he got out.

Ghassan knocked on my door really hard

Ghassan: Yal chathaaba fit7ay il baab

Jiwana: NOPE

Ghassan: ana awareech oo a9lan bas li3ilmich ana 6ala3t moo 3alashan khayif wila shay bas 3alashan mabi etha ibooy ya weshoufna i7na lathnain ib nafs il qurfa mu 7ilwa and that was the only reason eli 6ala3t wila ana ma 3indi mani3 a9lan

Jiwana: yeah yeah yeah whatever, yala rou7 bala z3aaj banam

Ghassan: namat 3alaich 6ofa bye!

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A really long post for you guys as promised:*

Soo let’s talk about Athalia, you see Athalia is the kind of girls that always does what her parents ask her to do, she’s a miss goodie goodie too, her parents are open minded except for one thing they would never EVER allow her to date, or even hang out with boys, her parents do not about Ghassan’s visits to us, and that he drives us and picks us sometimes. One slight problem though, Athalia met Ra2id back at University, she had fallen hard for him and they’re the best couple that I’ve ever seen, both are head over heels into each other, allah etamim 3alaihum. Ra2id plans on proposing eight months from now, by that he would be working for two years since he was older than us and he would have his own income.

Jiwana on the other hand had been in this constant rival between her and Ghassan, you can’t deny the chemistry between them it’s so obvious that Ghassan is so into her but I guess his way of showing Jiwana that is by constantly teasing and harrasing her, well I have to admit she is fun to harass she goes crazy 7emdila w shikir and she’s getting pretty pissed by Ghassan, her and her fail attemps of neglecting him.

Soo now to not trace ur pretty minds up, Athalia is dating Ra2id since Uni and he plans on proposing 8 months from now, I’m being stalked by this Munthir freak and Jiwana on constant controversy with Ghassan.

Athalia: girlss I’m really starting to worry, Ra2id’s parents and sister have been nagging him lately to marry his cousin

Lamara: 7abeebti you’re the one that he loves and wants and I’m definitely sure he’s not letting you go

Athalia: yeah but what if he’s forced by his parents! I don’t want him to get into a feud with them all because of me

Ghizlan: he won’t, Ra2id is more mature than that, now don’t you don’t worry about a thing

Athalia: enshala, allah yastir bas

Knock knock

Ghizlan: minuu?

Ghassan: anaaa

Ghizlan: sh3indik el banat 3indi?

Ghassan: laaa?? Jiwanaa 3indina? Wana agoul shfee el bait imthalim!

Jiwana: mthalim ib wijoodik ya 7mar

Ghassan: tototo affaaa al7een ana 9irt 7maar?

Jiwana: 7marain ba3ad etha mu 3ajbik

Ghassan: yalaa maqboola minich tmooneen kilshay min ilsanich 7ilu

Stupid Jiwana blushed and shut her mouth, just what Ghassan wanted her to do

Ghassan: agoool joojaaaa

Jiwana: yaa kirih ismi 3ala ilsanik khair shtabi?

Ghassan: abi 3asha

Jiwana: oo shgalolik khadamat ibook wana madri?

Ghassan: la 7asha, ma7shooma bas ana gilt widi akil akla latheetha min eedich el 7ilwa

Ghizlan: agoool you two how about you get a room

Jiwana: ya 7maaaaraaaaa ya qaleelt el adaab!!

Ghassan: eee walaaah 9idagtay ya Ghizlan yabeeela

Jiwana: i6la3 baraa ya qaleel el adab

Ghassan: al7een ana shgilt? Entay eli tafkeerich qaleel el adab ana kint abi room 3ala asas ini anam o arayi7 feeha minhad 7aili

Lamara: salaaamat 7ailik ya ba3ad 3umri

Jiwana: chubbay intay ithania

Ghassan: tghareeen 3aalaay?

Jiwana: ughhhh akrahkum kilikum!! 7ameeeeeeerr

Athalia: ghassano 7aram 3alaik bas 3ad 7adkum 3ala jooja

Ghassan: yala khalas ana maashi, tamreeni 3ala shay 7abeebti

Jiwana: bili may7afthik

Ghassan: wintay min kalimach al7een?

Jiwana was flushed with embarrasment

Lamara: la salamtik ya b3adi

Jiwana: entay 7mara tadreen? Shaku ta36eena wayh iff e7irrr

The girls stayed up the rest of the night watching House Bunny, and eating junk food

Jiwana: you know what I’m craving?

Ghizlan: Whaat?

Jiwana: Mc donald’s vanilla cone ice cream

Lamar: send the driver

Jiwana: He’s asleep right now

One New Text message

il muz3ij (Ghassan)
Omg what are you watching you naughty girl? Is that porn I hear?

Reply
Eww you pervert, we’re watching House Bunny

il muz3ij
yeah yeah sure whatever you say;*

Reply
Yuckk,, I just wiped ur kiss away

il muz3ij
I know you’re dying for it plus I can’t blame you, ur not the only one:)

And then Jiwana thought of taking advantage of that situation

Reply
Mm Ghassani may you please come to the room abeek ib shaghla

And he was there knocking on the door in a matter of a split second

Ghassan: Don’t tell me you’re horny after watching porn and you would like me to satisfy ur urges?

Jiwana: You are with NO DOUBT the sickest person I’ve ever met you disgusting pervert

Ghassan: You know you want me

Jiwana: agoool ( and then she remembered again)

Jiwana (with a dala3 voice): e7mm agoool Ghassaanii

Ghassan (shit I almost had an erection): e7m na3aam shbaghaitay?

Jiwana: Please please please, 3adi tmir mc donalds tyeebli vanilla cone ice cream?

Ghassan: Hah rou7ay 6eeray ana barou7 anam!

Jiwana: Ghassaaaan pleaase

Ghassan: walaain zain zain vanilla ice cream is all your getting

Jiwana (The puppy face always does the trick): Sh’hal nafs

Ghassan: Asif, 7athir min 3youni il thintain, ma 6alabtay, tamreen amir

Jiwana: A fries and a bbq sauce would be great thank you

Ghassan: Inshaaala ay shay thani?

Jiwana: Salamtik bas yala bsir3a yo3ana

Jiwana turned to find all the girls staring at her with their mouthes open

Lamar: What was THAT about?

Jiwana: What a girls gotta a do what a girls gotta do in order to get what she wants

Ghizlan: Well it sure did work, the Ghassan I know would never go out in the middle of the night to get ice cream

Jiwana: What can I say, I’ve been taught by the best

Lamar: Awww 7ayati intay

Jiwana’s food had arrived and poor Ghassan got all the girls sundaes and fries except Jiwana he got her the vanilla cone ice cream that she wanted.

The girls had informed their parents, asking them permission about their trip to Lebanon and they agreed.

Jara7: Ghassano

Ghassan: Saam

Jara7: Sama allah 3adiwik, isma3ni shrayik inrou7 Libnan?

Ghassan: La yuba mali khilg Libnan

Jara7: Shasawi il walda btrou7 ihnak o magdar akhaleeha brou7ha

Ghassan: Mashala wana wain bag3ad?

Jara7: Shfeek nisait? Villatna yam villatkum ana bas ismi nayim ma3a il ahal oo in baghaw shay bas baji il wakt kila ma3ak

Ghassan: Khalas ana agool 7ag il walid ekhali il mandoob ya7jizlina warid 3alaik

Ghassan is going to Lebanon? What are the chances? From all the places in the world he’s going to Lebanon and is staying at the same place as the girls, this ought to be fun



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2 years later

Lamar ( I have turned into a cold heartless bitch ever since my dad passed had passed away, I admit that I didn’t see him that much but he was the only family I had left, I don’t count my uncle that I’m living with as family, I mean all he looks after is money, money and money. He’s not poor or anything he’s just greedy. My uncle always claims that he always looks after my own benefit and wants the best for me but I really doubt that, I admit that he loves me and his second wife that lives with him is really sweet, did I mention that she’s my age? Well yeah she is, but she is benign and she had tried to be my friend lately. I’m really over my dad’s death I mean I do miss him but I’m done mourning, I’ve decided that no more Mr. Nice Guy)

Lamar: Geeeezoooo

Ghizlan: MEEEROOO

Lamar: wija3 shway shway ba6aitay athooni

Ghizlan: Zaain yala dress up quickly we’re going to Living Colors

Lamar: Ayhu? Mali khilg ashouf nas a3arifhum

Ghizlan: Laa latkhafeen Burj Tala’s

Lamar: Great pick me up within 5 minutes

Ghizlan: I wish I was as fast as u r

Lamar: Ba3ad all i have to do is wear anything, I know everything looks good on me

Ghizlan: 9ij lai galaw il thiqa ni9 jamal il mar2a

Lamar: ee a9lan hal mathal was based on me

At Living Colors

Lamar: God what’s with that guy Mr. I can get any girl that I want

Ghizlan: Well it seems that he CAN get any girl that he wants

Lamar: Yeah well not on my watch zain yala khal namshi

As the girls were heading to their parked girl they saw a car blocking theirs and it was the same Mr. I can get any girl that I want guy, he had his window closed and was talking to his friends and laughing out loud. The girls got into the car hoping that the guy would move once he saw that the car is moving but he didn’t seem like he was planning to move. Ghizlan stayed still but of did Lamar? No of course she had to do something. She went to the car and knocked on the guys window.

Guy: Amray?

Lamar: Ma yamir 3alaik 3ado bas mumkin it7arik sayartik 3alashan nabi ni6la3?

Guy: La walah asif, bas agoolich shay?

Lamar: Goool

Guy: ta3alay garbay

He motioned that he wanted to tell her a secret, she pretended that she was gonna move in closer but pushed his face away as soon as she came closer. His friends burst into laughter and Lamar got back into the car with a victory smile and her head raised up high.

Guy: Anaa awareech in makhalaitich tindimeen 3ala hal 7araka mu Munthir Al Flani eli titsawala hal 7araka

Lamar: Huh! A3la ma fee khailik rikba

Munthir was raged and hit the accelarator and was out of the parking in no time.

Ghizlan: Maynoona intay!? shsawaitay? Lmaair this is Kuwait, it’s not Manchester, guys over here are different than guys over there, you can’t do this in Kuwait.

Lamar: Shsawait ana! ihwa eli ga3ed yista3bi6 3ala rasi!

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Um Ghassan: Aloo hala yuma Ghassan wainkum?

Ghassan: Kana yuma bi6ereej

Um Ghassan: Zaain yala bsr3a la tit2akhiron

Bu Ghassan: Yala ya jima3a tara kahum li3yal yayeen bi6ereej.

Ghizlan: MAAMAAA BAAABAA I’m home

Before she knew it Ghizlan was embraced by her father’s arm taking her into a warm, graceful, and welcoming hug.

Ghizlan: BABAA you’re squishing me

Um Ghassan: Yala hid binti basalim 3alaiha

Lamar: Wi7na shinu ma3indina a7ad that hugs us wila i7na banat il ba6a il soda?

Um Ghassan: LAMARO! Ta3alay yuma walhanaa 3alaich

Lamar: Ana akthar yuma

The girls: Wi7naaaa??

Each of the girls were greeted by her parents, Jiwana, Ghizlan, Athalia except for Lamar.

The girls had just finished their last year of university and came back from Manchester. Lamar’s mom had passed away during a bipass surgery due to her overweight. Lamar was only four years old and Ghizlan’s mom was her mom’s best friend so she was more like a mother to Lamar.
Lamar’s dad was a business man, he barely had enough time to spend with his daughter. He travelled all around the world constantly.

Back to the story

Um Ghassan: Yala ya jima3a 7ayakum 3al 3asha

Jiwana: psst Lamaro!!

Lamar: HAA

Jiwana: Way3a shway shway

Lamar: Amraay 7abeebti khair sh3indich? Yala yo3anaa!

Jiwana: Since when did Ghassan become hot?

Lamar: Since neverr??

Jiwana: Ya 7mara kil hatha oo never?

Lamar: yeah yeah akeed he has been working out or something

Jiwana: ana bamout washouf mino ta3ees il 7ath eli ib yakhthich!

Lamar: huh ila il ma7thooth walah, hatha da3eetla oma

Here’s a bit of side notes about Lamar and Jiwana
Extremely beautiful, she has natural brunette curls, tanned skin, big brown eyes, one tad of a problem is thashe sometimes has a bit of an ego when it comes to strangers, or so it seems, but she’s the most caring person once you get to know her. Lamar has the greatest body out of all the girls she was tall, not bone skinny, and had the ass and the twins.

Jiwana on the other hand had wavy black hair that reached to half of her back, point nose, and thick eye lashes, she was curvy, thin but a bit short. She was the cute petite kind.

Athalia: geezooo

Ghizlan: hmm

Athalia: shway shway fashalteena china 9arlich sina moo makla

Ghizlan: Kaifii yo3ana

Athalia: zaain have you noticed how sayid Ghassan hadn’t taken his eyes of Jiwana since the moment we stepped in the car?

Ghizlan: hmm ee i think bas i didn’t think that,, but? I mean?

Athalia: Yupp

Ghizlan: haha i’m gonna have a serious talk with him tonight

People started to leave one by one after dinner, and it was just the girls, Ghassan and his parents.

Ghassan: mara, your phone’s ringing

Lamara: sorry excuse me

Lamara: Alooo

Caller: Mumkin akalim il anisa lamara?

Lamara: Ana lamara amer?

Caller: Wala ikhti madri shloun agoulich bas il walid shway ta3ban o we need you to come to the hospital this instant

Lamara: Babaaaa?? Shfeeh?

The whole room went quiet and tears started rushing down my cheeks, Ghassan took the phone from me and got all the details.

Ghassan, Ghizlan and their mom drove Lamara to the hospital while the girls went with the father. Ghizlan kept calming Lamara down, but it was useless.

Lamara dashed into the hospital as soon as the car stopped.

Lamara ( dad’s business manager (Ghazi) was standing outside the door with a pale face, he and two other men just as i was about to reach the room, two doctors and a couple of nurses came out, I tried moving past them but they wouldn’t allow me to go in)

Doctor: il bagi ib 3umerkum

Ghazi: Ina lilah wa ina elayh raji3oon