One word: Love.

Dedicated to Caramela____________________Me: okay so… one, two I didn’t say three I dived into the water and swam my way to the flag … I felt Fahad swimming beside me… he was faster but I tried hard to beat him, but I couldn’t Me: cheater !! Fahad: HAHA yalla enrid… Me: la7’9a … I … need… to … catch my … breath He swam towards me… 7a6 eada ...

My mind was telling me “yes” but my heart was against my mind!I couldn’t find it in my heart to marry my ex’s brother ..Nouf: la’ goulellaha la’!!Khalda surprised: haw laish?Nouf: bs!!Khalda: ana mara7 aq9ebech bs abe a3aref laish!!Nouf: maku sebab!Khalda: haw nouf?Nouf: mabe atzawwaj mu qaseb a9lan salfat ezawaj shelt’ha men rasy ou tawni 9ghera shley belham!Khalda: entay men ga9aity sha3rech wentay metghayra ga3da tkhar3eny tarach!Nouf: laylahellallah!! Wallaaa anaa lail7een bent 6abe3eyyaa ba3dain elga9a trend ou ne9 elbanat ga9enha ou ezawaj m’ajleta la’any 9gheera ok?Nouf left her mom and went to her room ..Nouf sat on her bed ...

Sleep takes me into strange dark places. It’s difficult to define my state of being. A part of me is left behind as I wake up, and continue to feel disoriented. It makes me not want to go back to sleep, to that dark place once more. When I am fully conscious, I feel a [...]

My heart started to beat so fast and I became nervous ..Nouf: aloFaris happily: hala wallahNouf: gelt’ha lek men gabel ou kany agoulha lek al7en ana many mayta 3ala ensan eb hadenya tefham!Faris: shinu mawthou3ech mga3datny men enoum tgoulelly halkharabe6Nouf: mawthou3y fech 3anny fech maabeek khalaaa9 3eftek 3eftek!Faris: waain kalamech elly gabel? Matgolely waina? Wain elly tgoully khantezawwaj ou a7ebek ou magdar aw9ef 7ubek wain? Faj’a takhthen okhouy wentay ma t7ebeena bas thra6? 7ageegy nathla!Nouf: faris enta ga3d etemada wayed ma3ay e7terem nafsek!Faris: 6eeery zaaain etemada!! Jawbay 3ala su’aly!Nouf: ent tadry shemsawy ma 7aja n3eedFaris: tabeeny asket? Ashouf kel ...

Aloha! adri adri 7addii 6awalt 3alaikom bas i was too busy in a weird way. weird 9a7? :p3eedkom mbarak w ta8abal Allah 6a3atkom mo2akharan, i3tabraw hal post 3eediyya minni ;pShlon L 3eed ma3akom? This post goes out to all my readers!Enjoy :D...... Previously Dana: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! all: SHFEECCH!? Dana: 6alal 3ogob 2 weeks milchitik! TWO WEEEEEEEKS! two weeks! and he's officially married to a stranger that he started to fall in love with...two weeks and he's officially married to Dalal........... he couldn't stop thinking about that sudden change in Raghad, ymkin L 7adith athar feha? hahaha...ymkin she feels guilty ? kaifha...bil 6aggag he changed his clothes and went ...

Almost 3 am, and all I can do is busy myself with cleaning my room.I open my jewelry drawer and find that it is as if there had been a mini-hurricane that took place inside it. Gold tangled with silver. Necklaces tangled with bracelets. So, I decided to unravel it all.That's when I stumbled upon the small navy ring jewelry box in the corner of the drawer.My heart skipped a beat; I had almost forgotten all about it.I opened the box, and to my great astonishment. The ring was gone.What?!A million ideas flooded my mind of where I may have misplaced ...

Faris was shocked: nouf?Sara 3yonha ghoregat: eeh!Faris: ay nouf?Sara cried: nouf elly khanat el3eshra elly bainy ou bainha ou khathetek meny nouf elwaskha el7a ..Faris closed the line ..Sarah tried to call faris but he ignored her ..Faris decided to call Abdullah ..3abdallah: ent wainek hny mekhtar3en 3alaikFaris: ya allah 3alaik esket mabehum e3arfon enek tkalemny!3abdallah: shloun?Faris: esma3 gollehum enny radait elbait ou enta abe ashofek bakalmek eb mawthou33abdallah: khair enshallahFaris: 3abdalla reactionek khalla lama tshoufny mu jedamhum3abdallah: enzain meta?Faris: al7een ou la tgolehum enek betro7ly!3abdallah: khair khair Faris: faman allahNabela: ha wainaa?3abdallah: egoul reja3 elbaitSel6an: 3asa ma ...

The post you're about to read is dedicated to a new blogger, i've just been acquainted with her blog and I only read one of her posts, yet it has led me to write this one.Deema, here's to you._____________I clench the necklace in my hand. Thinking, wondering. My heart aches, what logic does this hold? How logical is it that it yearns for someone who does not yearn for it?I miss him, yet, he does not miss me.I want him, yet, he does not want me.I've come to accept it; to accept this.Yet, the ever growing fire of yearning in ...

Eid in the summer. Family is scattered all over the world. Wishing you all love and contentment. Filed under: Announcements

There you go as promised :D Dhary: momkin tfahmeeny wain kentay? Me: excuse me? Am I your sister? Daughter? Dhary: jawbeeeny Me: Malik sheghl I said and walked past him to my room and before I could shut the door and lock it stopped me and pushed the door open Dhary: laman akalmich yufathal ena mata36eeny thahrich o tamshin fahma? I looked at him taken aback Dhary: 9ij eny mu oboch wala o5och bs ley 7ag arakeb ta9arofatich el tafha Me: laish enta rayly? * I gave him that ...

Faris: umm Khaled ekhtara3: faris goul shfeeha nouf?? Wainhaa?Faris: dakhelKhaled left faris and went to nouf ..Faris was quiet and shocked from khaled’s reaction ..Faris “hal kether khayef 3alaiha?”Faris kan wagef eb mukana  ou men9edem ..Khaled came back to faris ..Khaled m3a9eb: nouf ga3da bel 9ala ou ma feha ella el3afya ent shfeek sh3endek!Faris ma9doum ..Khaled eb 9ot 3aly: nouf shfeeha???Faris: la mafeha shayFaris left khaled ..Khaled: en6er ga3d a7acheek ana!Faris laf 3ala khaled ..Khaled: shfeeha nouf? Ou shfek mtane7?Faris eb nabra ba6e2a: la bs ga3da bro7ha kanat Khaled mestaghreb: aha! , okhh nesait elmolten bel ferenFaris left ...

From previous comments I feel the need to write another post about my spiritual ideas. Please let me clarify, that I am not seeking help, please don't try to fix me. I'm happy with who I am. Yes, I'm confused at times. But, who isn't? Just because my religious beliefs may not add up to yours that doesn't mean I'm a bad person. You may have told me you don't think I'm a bad person, but you implied otherwise.I love you guys so much for trying to help me. Just please understand, what I type up in these posts are ...

I'm officially back to posting like a proper blogger not daily but maybe every two days or so :DI'm sorry for taking so long :( this goes out to all my followers :* thanks for being patient Dhary drove me to my/Hamad’s apartment. We got out of the car walked together to the elevator and out on the second floor. As we both stood there facing the apartment door, he tossed the key as I smiled knowing that this is Hamad’s key from the key chain. Me: allah yaster (I mumbled as I unlocked ...

Nabela eb 9ot wa6y: ana galbi kan 7aas ya 7asratnaSel6an: shfeek?Faris: mafeny shay bs 3eed elesem ma sema3tNabela “3asa ma sema3t 3asa”Khaled: khara3tnySel6an: nouf bent fahadFaris left his family with no comment ..At faris’s room ..Faris was angry and confused: ma9akhat’ha 3ad lai hny ou kfaya!! Ana awarech ya nouf en ma 6alla3t 7g khaloud khamalech ou w9ekhech mashy!!Faris decided to call nouf ..But no answer ..Faris was angry: lai meta el7egraan lai meta!! Astaghferu allahhh!At nouf’s house ..Fahad: ha benty shloun elrayyal 3jebech erte7tella?Nouf: eeh ya3niKhalda: ya 7elwa khaled et7essa san3 san3 rayyalNouf “rayyal? Balach ma 3arafty faris ...

Thank you guys for your sweet comments ...guys adry eni wayd g3da a6awl 3aleekm i'm sorry about thatbs please bear with me, i cant post every day i'm busy with my familyi have no time to write, I'm trying my best to post at least once a week. i want to mention one thing, for those eli mu 3ajbhom eli g3da aktba w eni mu g3da anazl bser3a w sending me rude comments please stop reading the story .. ana ma 6agetkom 3ala eadkom w geltlkm egraw its your choice taboon tgroon egraw ma taboon kaifkm bs e7trmooni ...

and the scent of confusion escapes from my pores into the world.*sigh*I know how often people ask for answers, and I know that I have asked for them often. Of course, they're still nonexistent. So, this leads me to think "what's the point?"...i'm tired.

Nouf baggat 3younha ou fachat 7aljha ..Nouf was shocked from the way he was taking .. Nouf and her eyes full of tears: ana menzeman khosh sum3a ou mu me7taja 7g shahadtek!Faris yebtesem: kafwechFaris left nouf’s college ..Nouf was crying so hardly ..S3oud came to nouf ..S3oud: nouf tukfa la tabcheen ana awal marra ashoufech chethyy!Maha: malat 3alaihaa! 3ad faris!!7essa: minu faris?Maha: mu sheghlechS3oud: nouf entay maku wala a7ad bel3alam yestahel enazel menech hal dmou3 lem6ayyebaNouf walked so fast and went to her car ..Ghalia noticed her ..Ghalia: nouf nouf! Noufoo wain ray7a aku class al7en shfeech!Ghalia: haw ...

So, this is the end of the road.Death.He's gone; My uncle.Passed away on Friday.I read Quran to try and dampen the fire in his wife, and daughter's hearts. Despite my beliefs, I knew his. So, he would want me to read Quran.When I used to read Quran, I used to feel instantly better. But now, my faith has been abolished.This is not something I'm proud of, this is just who I am now, I can't help it.I prayed, unanswered. Just as I had prayed for my mom to get better.I prayed there is an after life, and that indeed my ...

Finally, a new chapter...

Fahad: shgalatlich Wasan? (He sounded like he was expecting it. He knew it was her who changed my mind) Me: she just mentioned … Hmm.. what was his sister name? Rawan? Well forget about it. Fahad: mentioned who? Who? How did he know it was a person? Me: I mean she was talking about you and she seems like she knows a lot. Fahad: yeah? ...

Hi readers. How've you been?How's life?For those who're fasting, hows the hot weather and the whole no water treating you?ma2joreen enshallaI wish every single reader Ramadhan kareem w 3sakum mn 3wada....again.heheEnjoy the post I just put up and I would like to hear some feedback..TTYL!x

MahaI look at the watch it was 9 a.m finally. I've been up since 3. Thinking whether or not I should tell my dad.I pick up my bbm. And I needed to talk to someone. I needed a third persons advice. So I decided to give adhwa a call. No answer.I got dressed:And went to buy the multi-vitamins Bader told me about. I heard a familiar voice in the counter and when I peeked it was him, fawaz. He was asking the pharmacist for his prescriptions.He waited the doctor to come back with what he asked for and his gaze ...

Hello Everyone Yes it's me. I AM indeed alive. I know I've abandoned this blog and you guys for a year and a couple of months. I'm terribly sorry, but you know reality knocked on my door and I was back to my busy life of University, friends and family. The other day I discovered that one of my cousins reads my stories and was ADDICTED to it, and I confessed to her that I am indeed the owner of this blog. She went ballistic LOL, ("A" if you're read this, I love you lol) And because of her I decided to ...

Hello, shloon el gerge3aan m3akom?yalla kelkom garg3ooli ;p golaw salem Darliam ;p Enjoy_________________Fahad: wakhray 3anha Me: It’s none of your business! Fahad: hathy ekht F9ail. Me: w mnu hatha b3d. Fahad: eli geltlch 3ana yabi ytzwjch Me: b3d enta shnawiii etsawii yayb ekhtaa hnee! Fahad: ma kent adry enha hnee… mabeech tg3deen m3aha… may9eer tadry beli e7na ga3deen ensawii Me: kaaaify ag3d m3a eli ana abi! W b3dain there’s nothing going on!! Ana w enta are not together and we’ll never be! Fahad: okay mashy … wanna play this game… ...