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Madliar: Let me in 29
[12 Sep, 2017 at 11:09 pm ]
Hey Anonymous Virgo born September 12thThis ones for you!I know it's not before your Birthday but, I thought Birthday gifts are on BIRTHDAYS :p-MadliarHessa… his older sister is younger than him but she’s a married  27 year old and let’s say she thinks she’s stuck at 21 her hubby is in a way different world. I don’t quite understand her stares she hates me (PERIOD).Shayoukha: sharaytay furniture for il room? Me: eee 6alabt mn Pottery Barn Kids shay white you9al hal sbou3 Aunty Hana: eee yuma zain tsawon tara laih 9arat el9jiya malich khlg 7ata etesab7ainMe: waay la khalty latgoolin 3ad ana khayfa ...

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Madliar: Let me in 28
[4 Sep, 2017 at 11:25 pm ]
Loving the feedback on the previous postReplying soon, enjoy xx-MadliarThe second night, I was finally discharged Khalty Hana was there with Shayoukha and 3amy Ahmad before Abdulrahman signed the papers and we all left together I had my medicine bag and the rest of my stuff were either with Abdulrahman or Shaikha!Aunty Hana: yallah yuma shway shway 3al 6reej nshofkom bl baytI went over and kissed her forehead and I couldn’t reach his dad’s so I just pecked his cheek and Shayoukha hugged me and waved goodbye to join her parents!Abdulrahman’s Point of View Rkabna esayara o ehya sakta maska chees ...

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Madliar: Let me in 27
[21 Aug, 2017 at 2:12 am ]
Back with bonus posts but show me you guys exist💔I sipped some water after plugging my phone to charge and started feeling sick again! Little did I know that water would mess me up...I quickly pulled on to my bedroom trash, bent down on the floor beside my bed and well you name what I saw! I started coughing loudly trying to catch my breath as well as pushing what's left of it out of my throat! My door opened with Nasser rushing in with his training clothes on probably back from his late mamsha runs and climbing the stairs because that was ...

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Madliar: Let me in 26
[9 May, 2017 at 3:11 am ]
Better late than never?-MadliarI couldn't sleep that night I was rolling under my covers trying to figure out a way to speak to him but I knew he would keep pushing me away. My only way out of this is just ignore his existence pretty much as he is ignoring mine!I got up to make myself some green tea after dinner out with friends and slept on the couch in my hot shorts and tank top set Pjs. The next morning I awakened by Abdulrahman's room door as it did make me jump but I tried to seem not disturbed ...

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[10 Mar, 2017 at 2:07 am ]
I met Angel six months ago. I love him too much. He's too good to me. He's tender, loving and faithful , And I'm the only girl in his life. He's too good, too pure. He's rich, he's from a good family , every sane girl wants to land him as a husband, girls follow him, talk about him endlessly and I've always wanted him. Until He became mine. I still cant believe he loves me this much. He's the best thing that ever happened to me and I was so content with him; I was so content with everything ...

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Madliar: Let me in 25
[27 Feb, 2017 at 12:57 am ]
After infinite writing breaks, I guess I'm back with something - MadliarThat day came! Dalya's Birthday...Sabacha had ordered the cake to be delivered at my house and she was picking me up then we would head over to Dalooya's and off we go to find The Roof! Have dinner eat our cake cruise and mess around that was literally it. Me and my friends planned to have closed group Birthdays we tend to enjoy them more since we don't "click" with each others separate "cliques".I tried to look as cute as possible with my hairband and as I popped in ...

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[14 Feb, 2017 at 8:28 am ]
diaries of a blogger back from the dead  www.girlaboutktown.blogspot.com

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[28 Dec, 2016 at 11:45 am ]
A stab of longing engulfed my heart. Oh how I wanted him to kiss me and hold me and tell me that everything was going to be alright, that he wanted only me and no one else. But the truth was different and this time I had enough my pride and heart were both deeply injured. Rejection is hard. It kills, and my desire for him was deeply unfulfilled , and that made me so desperate." No" I said. " stay away from me"" dont make this hard Shaikha Im trying to apologize"" Save it. I dont want one. Just ...

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Madliar: Let me in 24
[22 Sep, 2016 at 2:14 am ]
I'm back, and I've missed this badly! Also, there's more so soon!💔-MadliarMe: ambaihh And I hid my face under the covers! I get so shy when I hear this word I blush like crazy! My cheeks turn red and I can't not cover my face. Abdulrahman: hhhhh ta3alay bouseni gbl edawam Under the covers with a blurry voice, sounding like a 6 year old! Me: maby Abdulrahman: matabeen? Blurry voice under the coversMe: eee Suddenly Abdulrahman was over me, felt like a wall has tumbled over on my body! He's heavy! I started screaming. Me: baamouuut gouuumAnd when he found my head with my hands over my face, he pulled ...

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moi: Trying
[6 Aug, 2016 at 9:52 pm ]
Hello readers! I'm trying so hard not to get distracted with life and post at least once a week. شجعونيYours truly -moi

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[25 Jul, 2016 at 2:40 pm ]
As some of you may know from my Twitter account, Don't Forget Me has been plagiarized word for word on Instagram. "Blogging" for two months/61 posts before I was able to find out.So I DM'ed the girl anonymously through a fake account and I asked her how she got inspiration to write the story. She replied with thisThen I told her it's mine. That's where it got messy. She actually played victim and CLAIMED:1. She didn't say she wrote it. (Then what on earth is that message you sent me? She said she told people I was the author after ...

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[15 May, 2016 at 1:54 pm ]
Major dissapointment. And I wasn't even hopeful. Suddenly my new found confidence of this morning vanished. I felt  so small,  merely passaple,insignificant..and he wasn't even trying to make me feel all those things. He didn't do anything. A fat hot tear escaped my left eye landing on my cheek " oh" I guess I thought It wouldn't hurt this much anymore, I guess I forgot how deeply in love I was with him, how his good looks and intelligence already made me feel less. And now the fact That another woman ,who is probably smarter and more interesting captures his heart added ...

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[25 Apr, 2016 at 1:00 am ]
10 minutes passed and I was still staring at his text message. The strange thing was that he obviously knew who I was.. How did he know my number? And he acted all honorable when I mentioned my marriage and now he seemed more than eager to text. *already regretting it?* I jumped when I recieved the second message , okay this was too late I initiated this, I might as well finish it. * no. How are you?* I sent, feeling less like myself, my self image dimming fast through my eyes. * didnt expect you to text. I'm glad**... Why?**want a ...

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[24 Apr, 2016 at 12:10 pm ]
Announcement: this Author will be posting a full length post tonight. Apologies and kissess xoxoxo

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Next?
[25 Feb, 2016 at 10:55 pm ]
Wow I'm honestly surprised at the amount of reads I've been getting and most of all the comments! Thank you guys so so much you seriously inspire me to blog everyday!I have to ask, dear readers, which story did you like better?A. What's Left of MeB. Don't Forget MeI honestly enjoyed writing Don't Forget Me more, I got lost in it! I was very stuck in What's Left of Me but then it all suddenly hit and I guess that's why it seemed rush, I'd just wanted to get it done until I realized that I actually liked where it ...

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[25 Feb, 2016 at 10:02 pm ]
Six months later,I sat in the living room of my family's house and joined my sisters on one of their movie nights. I baked some brownies, with the help of Rosie, and arranged the seating to be a bit more "cinematic". The living room was dim and there were blankets everywhere, along with a "snack bar" with goodies that were essential for movie nights, to me at least. I'd moved out from the duwaniya and into my family's house not long ago. I didn't need to isolate myself anymore and I missed out on so much. I did stick to my promise. ...

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[24 Feb, 2016 at 10:47 pm ]
He chuckled. "Razzag," I said. I was desperate to know what his secret was.He took in a deep breath before he looked around. "3ajbatni wa7da," he said. And my heart was caught in my throat."Ha?" I could only say. His eyes twinkled as he looked at me."Ma3ay bljam3a," he said as his eyes were fixed on mine. I couldn't look at him. I looked at my hands in front of me."Mu3eda 7ag class thani," he said. I was confused. Actually I was stunned and completely caught off guard that I was embarrassed of my own reaction."Wayid rakda oo madri, 3jibatni," he continued, paying ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (24)
[24 Feb, 2016 at 3:13 pm ]
The following day was different. I didn't feel trapped anymore, I didn't feel like I had no purpose. It felt like there was finally something to look forward to. I got another surprise visit from Razzag and Saad, and we had lunch together. Razzag wasn't feeling quite himself, it was as if he felt ashamed around me and I couldn't really blame him. But I knew he was just as weak as I'd been, and just as vulnerable."Y9eer nrou7 ilcinema?" Saad asked and I chuckled. "Okay, Razzag?" I asked Razzag, who was glued to his phone and avoiding my gaze. "Umm okay," he said ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (23)
[23 Feb, 2016 at 9:09 pm ]
Dedicated to JJ!***"Alu?" I heard his voice and I was, for once in my life, relieved."Razzag?" I said. "3ndik shay?""May? Shfeech?" he asked. Was he actually concerned?"Razzag please ta3al ikhithni ma3ndi a7ad oo madri shga3d y9eer," I said, sounding desperate for him to come."Wainich?" he asked me."Ilsalmiya," I said."Ilsalmiya wain?" he asked I was sure he could hear the wild music in the background. "Umm bshi8a, I'll send you the location. Bashra7 klshay bas please ta3al," I begged and I could hear him sigh."Okay bas bayeech 3ugub ni9 sa3a aw sa3a ila rub3 l2ani blshalaih, 3adi?" he asked and I nodded ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (22)
[23 Feb, 2016 at 6:23 pm ]
I eyed my reflection in the mirror. I hadn't been to a gathering in so long that I forgot what I should be wearing. I wore a pair of dark high waisted loose pants with a beige blouse and heels. I curled my hair and left it flowing down my shoulders and applied light makeup to my face. I grabbed my red purse and waited for Hani's text in the living room. This week was very uplifting, I got to reconnect with an old "friend" of mine, see my nephew again, and even got a semi-apology from Razzag. Hani texted that he ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (21)
[22 Feb, 2016 at 8:37 pm ]
Since the story is complete, would you like double posts everyday or one post per day?:) Dedicated to "Purple Acorn", thanks for your advice and I still hope you're reading!***I felt hungover the next morning. I'd somehow managed to fit the large slice on Saad's cake into my stomach along with chocolate and other stuff. Now I knew why I'd been so emotional. I grabbed my phone and texted Hani, the poor guy must've felt very awkward yesterday. Hey, so sorry about yesterday. It's a super long story that I can explain in another meetup. Also don't worry I'm not back to my ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (20)
[22 Feb, 2016 at 5:58 pm ]
Dedicated to SF!:****"Wow pizza's here already?" Hani joked and I rolled my eyes as I stood up from the couch."Are you fine with me being here?" he asked as I approached the door."Trust me at this point no one really cares," I said as I turned the doorknob. I let out a small gasp of surprise as Razzag was in front of me with a foil dish. He looked surprised at my reaction, and looked me up and down to see why I had dressed up. He was wearing a pair of jeans and dark gray shirt, while his light hair looked ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (19)
[21 Feb, 2016 at 6:14 pm ]
Dedicated to H! I LOVE your comments! ***Four months later,I had no life, only a routine. Wake up, have breakfast, go on my laptop, watch TV shows, lunch, shower, more tv shows with the occasional outing to buy necessities. I didn't even go to college, or see Razzag again from that matter, or my family.I drowned myself in movies, books and other distractions to keep my mind busy, but my mind craved things that seemed to be a more effective distraction method. I knew I couldn't get any of what I was craving, I'd lost the numbers of all the people ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (18)
[20 Feb, 2016 at 5:03 pm ]
Dedicated to Soso, thank you for your enthusiasm!:****I could only stare at the white wall in front of me as I tried to register what had happened.I was numb.I realized I lost everything.My family.My chance at graduating with honors if not at all.And maybe even Saad, the only person who truly loved me, wasn't probably allowed to see me anymore. I was sure Razzag would take him from me, and that my mother would tell my brother, who wouldn't want his son to live with me anymore, as if he'd been the best parent ever.I had nothing and I didn't ...