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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part24
[31 May, 2016 at 10:36 pm ]
Othman: na3aam?Hayouna: ee wallah! Ou ba3dain ana fakkart feeha mu 7elwa ya wlaidy noura makhle9at 3edat'ha went tro7 tetzawajOthman: la7tha ekhtech min 9ejhaa??Hayouna: eee 3ethman shfeek! Khe6ba hathy mu le3eb 3ashan tghashmerOthman: ou laaaaish tarfethny!!! Shnaaage9ny yumma men 9ejkum!!!!Hayouna: tegool ena beyyeek walad ou enna mertek haddetek!Othman: OU MA GELTELLAHA LAISH MERTY HADDATNY!!!!!Hayouna: laaish haddetek?Othman: la'aaanna shafaat 9wary ana ou basma men 2005 eb mobily el nokiaaa!!!! Hayouna: haw men 9ejha noura?!! Othman: la'aaanha shafat enna malha mukaaan bgaaalbe!!!! Shafaaat nathraaatna ana ou basma!! EE YUMA ANA 3UMRI MA SHELT BASMA MIN BALY!! Ou youm enny rethait bnooora rethait 3ashanech!!!Hayouna: ya wlaaidy ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part23
[27 May, 2016 at 1:54 am ]
She bursted into her tears and lowered her head..He sat down next to her..Brought his head closer to her..Othman whispered: basma la ta7remeeny mennechBasma sighed: 3ethman! Please la tkalemny!! Goum allah ykhalleekHe sighed and left.."Kel ma agool khal awakher ou akhally elbent t3eesh 7ayat'ha alga nafsy wagef 3nd babhaa.. Kel ma qarrart ansahaa a3eeesh elmathy watmannahaa!!!"...Barrak: basma?Basma: hmm?Barrak: chenech 6awalteeeha?Basma: ha?Barrak: ya3ni be9eer ley shahar kha6bech wentay lail7een ma qarrartay!!Basma: ee 3ady! Lazem afaker 3adel! Shahar shahrain ma waray shay! Ent warak?Barrak: shetfakreen feeh basma?Basma froze in her thoughts: umm, agdar akamel ma3ak 7ayate aw la!Barrak: enshallah btegdereen! El7emdellah mu ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part22
[23 May, 2016 at 12:01 am ]
Basma: a9lan ana yazly elwath3 shakly bag3ad hny adresSana: shtadreseen eb asbaanya ballah?Basma: lughaaSana: la maku lugha betredeen deertech ou tetzawejain ou tadreseen ma3a raylechBasma: maaa abeeee!!! Men al7een karaahta halwalad!! Shinu hatha shafny marra madry maretain kha6abny? Nel3ab e7na?Sana: basoma mamaa!! Enty al7een 3umrech 28!! Ou dasha bel 29 ya3ni manty yahel 3ashan tredeen 3yal khalg allah!Basma: bs mukhy 17!!! Ou mabe atzawaj al7een ok!!!Sana: la betezawejainnn!!Basma: kaifech etha zawajteeny bafashlech ou barge9 badawy eb 3ersy 6redy men el6oofa laay el6oofaaShe laughed her heart out..Sana: ee saweehaa 3ashan a6red warach bel n3aalBasma giggled: afaaa? Tarkhe9een feny 3ashan hally ma ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part21
[16 May, 2016 at 12:32 am ]
Othman's heart skipped a beat..He froze in his place..Othman: basma? Bent khalty ou laha kel el7asheema wel karama laish?Noura smiled: ma ta3abt men elchethb?Othman: noura shfeech?Noura: GOULLY SHBAINEK OU BAINHA!!!Othman: NOURA LA T9ARKHEEEN!!!!Noura: a9arrekh men elhaaaaammm!!! Laaaish khathaaaitny 3ethmaaan laish khathaitny madaamek ma tabeeeny laaish thalaamtny ma3aaaak!!!!!Othman: la noura!! Lelmarra el alf agolech etha ma abeech chan ma khathaitech!Noura: lel marra el alf etchatheb 3alaay!!!She brought his 6600 out of her pocket..Othman surprised: hatha shesawy 3ndech?Noura: same7ny 3ethman bas elwath3 mu 6abee3y!!! KELYOM ADAKHLA BELYARRARA WETRED T6AL3AAA!!!! El mobilaaat elqadeeema ma te6la3 ella eb 7altaaainn!!! Ya mobilek el7aly kharbaan? Aw ...

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[15 May, 2016 at 1:54 pm ]
Major dissapointment. And I wasn't even hopeful. Suddenly my new found confidence of this morning vanished. I felt  so small,  merely passaple,insignificant..and he wasn't even trying to make me feel all those things. He didn't do anything. A fat hot tear escaped my left eye landing on my cheek " oh" I guess I thought It wouldn't hurt this much anymore, I guess I forgot how deeply in love I was with him, how his good looks and intelligence already made me feel less. And now the fact That another woman ,who is probably smarter and more interesting captures his heart added ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part20
[14 May, 2016 at 1:14 am ]
Othman froze in his place..Othman: afa? Laish yuba!Noura: la'annek ma t7es feeeny!! 9arly sa3a atsanna3 wasanne3 elmukaan ou teye bared mbarrad tgoly sam7eeny ma agdar!!!Othman: la'annech tekhtarain awqat ghala6 ya3ni tadreen eny yay men elshalayh ou lamma aye age6 rou7y ou anaam!!Noura: 3ethman enta dayman chethyyy 3umry masheft be3younek lahfa 7aggy!!Othman sighed and went closer to Noura..Othman hugged her and ran his hand on her hair: etyeech ellahfa bs ekhtaray awqat zaina ok yuba?Noura: ya3ni mabethnek may? Betnam?Othman: wala yhemech hatha el3a9eer enty msaweeta?He went closer to the juice and grabbed one: haa sharabnaahh ou leshmoo3 al7een anfakh'hum lech gabel ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part19
[12 May, 2016 at 10:05 pm ]
Othman: la basoma tekfaainn!! Latgoleen chethy!! El7ayat kelha jedamech ou tadreen shinu alf men yetmannach? Etha mu kel shabab lekwait!!They arrived to basma's house..Basma: mu muhem minu yetmannany! Elmuhem ana shinu atmanna ma3asalama!Othman stretched his hand to reach basma's..He held it hard..Basma rolled her eyes to see othman..His face was heartbreaking..Othman: basmaaa!!! Ana tedabbast!!! La etakhayelaain enny bahedch wa3eesh 7ayaatee!!! Laaa ana 7ayatee 3ndech!! Basma pulled her hand without saying a word..She opened the door and left..*weda3ek mur abad mabe tewade3ny!! Gabel bu3dek bagool amsayt ana basry ou jawebny telagy khair aba7fath 6aaifek b3ainy wasaker 3ainy men ba3dek ou etha allah ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part18
[10 May, 2016 at 11:39 pm ]
Othman froze in his thoughts..Noura smiled widely: 3ethmaaaan!! El7emdellaah!!!Othman smiled: el7mdellaah!!.. Ya36eech el3afya dektoraThe dr.: allah y3afeek!They left the hospital..Noura: 3ethmaan khanroo7 el avenuesOthman: sh7agga?Noura: madry khanshouf shinu aku bel souug khantesawag 7g yousiff eljameelOthman: noura! 7abebty tawech belshahar elrab3 la testa3yeleen benazlon shaghlat a7la 3ugubNoura: enzain akheth khebra 3n ma7allat elyahhalOthman: la maku da3y erta7aay bro7ech 7amel ou tawch radda min eldawamNoura: atmanna ena 9ej qa9dek ra7ty!Othman: ya3ni shbekooon qa9dy? Noura: ma adry! Othman ignored her sentence..They went back home..He wore his pajama and laid on his bed..She took her bathrobe and went inside the bathroom..Othman started to think of Basma.."Noura ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part17
[9 May, 2016 at 12:46 am ]
Othman started to wipe basma's tears using his qetraa..Othman: 7ayaaateee 3umri entay ana hny 3ndechh!!!Basma took a step backward and started to wipe her tears herself: sorry sorry sam7ny getlek 3ethmany nesait nafsyOthman gave basma a wondered stare: asaam7ech 3ala shinu!! Basma ana 11 sena metshafeg asma3 halkelma mennech men 9ejjech!!! Kellaaa ensy naaafsechhh!!!Basma: la 3ethmaan laaa mu men 7aggy elkelma men 7ag mertek, noura!Othman: basmaa! 6alabtech la t7e6een masafaat!!Basma: shloun ma7e6 3ethmaaan!!! Mu anaa ely akharreb byouuut!! Luw enha 3elaqa mu zawaj chaaan kharaaabt'ha chaan ge6a3t'ha min 3erjhaaa!!! Bs hatha zawaaj maagdaar!!Othman: ok 7e6y 7awajez bs mu al7een basma ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part16
[7 May, 2016 at 12:34 am ]
Othman's blood went down the moment he heard the word "7amel"..Othman: shinu?Noura happily: ana 7amel! AkheeraannnHe faked a smile: la? 3albaraka.. 3albarakaNoura: way el7emdellah 7addy mestansaaaShe took a few steps toward him and hugged him tightly..Noura: bet9eer obo 3ethmanHe slowly moved his arms to wrap her body.."Yaa rab el6effff"He thought of the previous sentence while his eyes were filled with tears.....Bo aziz: basoma 7abebty e7na kelena met'akdeen ou meqtan3een enna entay mafe mukhech shay ou esmella 3alaich manty maynoona bs nafseetech te7taj men e3alejha ou ma tenlamain 11 sena marat benesba lech chenha lailaaBasma smiled: yuba! Mala da3y tbarrer! 3ady ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part15
[6 May, 2016 at 1:04 am ]
Othman's eyes popped out..His tears started to fall heavily..It was from his shock that she knows.. It was from his sadness that she talks from her hurt.. Basma tried her best to hold her tears..She moved her wheal chair and turned around..Othman went in front of her: basma!! Ana 9ej tezawajt noura bs wallah..She interrupted him saying: shhhhhOthman: basma tukfain abe ashra7lech!!She shook her head "no"..Othman: muu men 7agech temne3eeny!!She puts her hands on her ears..Othman sighed and sat down in front of her..Othman: meste3ed an6er lain eedech tet3abb!!She lowered her eyes and they started to tear..Othman: basma laaa!!! Latabcheen bsebbty!! Ana ...

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4 Ketakeet emfarzineen: The smile of my life.. Part14
[4 May, 2016 at 12:32 am ]
Part14:*ashtaag athem jfounek shoug elneda lewroud zan el3e6er befnoonek washtam feek el3ouud.. Galaw ana majnoonek gelt el3agel mardood amout luw y6roonek ghayeb ou bey mawjoud..*Othman: bashray shloun basmaa! Walhaan abe ashofhaaLujain: umm ok akalem joud ou ared lek khabarOthman: may9eer akallemha bel mobile? Lujain: la 3ethmaan! Ma tegdar la'anna kella esh3a3at mu zain lahaaOthman took a deep breath: ok kalmay joud ou redeelly khabarLujain: okk...Sana: basoma mama? Enty za3lana? Thayg khelgech?Basma ignored her mom's words..Sana: 9arlech yomain wentay mu 3ajbatny! La akel takleen wala ebtesama tebtasmainBasma rolled her eyes to see the ground..Sana: basoma? 7abeebty enty shemthaygech?Basma sighed..Sana: ya ba3ad galbe ...

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[25 Apr, 2016 at 1:00 am ]
10 minutes passed and I was still staring at his text message. The strange thing was that he obviously knew who I was.. How did he know my number? And he acted all honorable when I mentioned my marriage and now he seemed more than eager to text. *already regretting it?* I jumped when I recieved the second message , okay this was too late I initiated this, I might as well finish it. * no. How are you?* I sent, feeling less like myself, my self image dimming fast through my eyes. * didnt expect you to text. I'm glad**... Why?**want a ...

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[24 Apr, 2016 at 12:10 pm ]
Announcement: this Author will be posting a full length post tonight. Apologies and kissess xoxoxo

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Next?
[25 Feb, 2016 at 10:55 pm ]
Wow I'm honestly surprised at the amount of reads I've been getting and most of all the comments! Thank you guys so so much you seriously inspire me to blog everyday!I have to ask, dear readers, which story did you like better?A. What's Left of MeB. Don't Forget MeI honestly enjoyed writing Don't Forget Me more, I got lost in it! I was very stuck in What's Left of Me but then it all suddenly hit and I guess that's why it seemed rush, I'd just wanted to get it done until I realized that I actually liked where it ...

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[25 Feb, 2016 at 10:02 pm ]
Six months later,I sat in the living room of my family's house and joined my sisters on one of their movie nights. I baked some brownies, with the help of Rosie, and arranged the seating to be a bit more "cinematic". The living room was dim and there were blankets everywhere, along with a "snack bar" with goodies that were essential for movie nights, to me at least. I'd moved out from the duwaniya and into my family's house not long ago. I didn't need to isolate myself anymore and I missed out on so much. I did stick to my promise. ...

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[24 Feb, 2016 at 10:47 pm ]
He chuckled. "Razzag," I said. I was desperate to know what his secret was.He took in a deep breath before he looked around. "3ajbatni wa7da," he said. And my heart was caught in my throat."Ha?" I could only say. His eyes twinkled as he looked at me."Ma3ay bljam3a," he said as his eyes were fixed on mine. I couldn't look at him. I looked at my hands in front of me."Mu3eda 7ag class thani," he said. I was confused. Actually I was stunned and completely caught off guard that I was embarrassed of my own reaction."Wayid rakda oo madri, 3jibatni," he continued, paying ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (24)
[24 Feb, 2016 at 3:13 pm ]
The following day was different. I didn't feel trapped anymore, I didn't feel like I had no purpose. It felt like there was finally something to look forward to. I got another surprise visit from Razzag and Saad, and we had lunch together. Razzag wasn't feeling quite himself, it was as if he felt ashamed around me and I couldn't really blame him. But I knew he was just as weak as I'd been, and just as vulnerable."Y9eer nrou7 ilcinema?" Saad asked and I chuckled. "Okay, Razzag?" I asked Razzag, who was glued to his phone and avoiding my gaze. "Umm okay," he said ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (23)
[23 Feb, 2016 at 9:09 pm ]
Dedicated to JJ!***"Alu?" I heard his voice and I was, for once in my life, relieved."Razzag?" I said. "3ndik shay?""May? Shfeech?" he asked. Was he actually concerned?"Razzag please ta3al ikhithni ma3ndi a7ad oo madri shga3d y9eer," I said, sounding desperate for him to come."Wainich?" he asked me."Ilsalmiya," I said."Ilsalmiya wain?" he asked I was sure he could hear the wild music in the background. "Umm bshi8a, I'll send you the location. Bashra7 klshay bas please ta3al," I begged and I could hear him sigh."Okay bas bayeech 3ugub ni9 sa3a aw sa3a ila rub3 l2ani blshalaih, 3adi?" he asked and I nodded ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (22)
[23 Feb, 2016 at 6:23 pm ]
I eyed my reflection in the mirror. I hadn't been to a gathering in so long that I forgot what I should be wearing. I wore a pair of dark high waisted loose pants with a beige blouse and heels. I curled my hair and left it flowing down my shoulders and applied light makeup to my face. I grabbed my red purse and waited for Hani's text in the living room. This week was very uplifting, I got to reconnect with an old "friend" of mine, see my nephew again, and even got a semi-apology from Razzag. Hani texted that he ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (21)
[22 Feb, 2016 at 8:37 pm ]
Since the story is complete, would you like double posts everyday or one post per day?:) Dedicated to "Purple Acorn", thanks for your advice and I still hope you're reading!***I felt hungover the next morning. I'd somehow managed to fit the large slice on Saad's cake into my stomach along with chocolate and other stuff. Now I knew why I'd been so emotional. I grabbed my phone and texted Hani, the poor guy must've felt very awkward yesterday. Hey, so sorry about yesterday. It's a super long story that I can explain in another meetup. Also don't worry I'm not back to my ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (20)
[22 Feb, 2016 at 5:58 pm ]
Dedicated to SF!:****"Wow pizza's here already?" Hani joked and I rolled my eyes as I stood up from the couch."Are you fine with me being here?" he asked as I approached the door."Trust me at this point no one really cares," I said as I turned the doorknob. I let out a small gasp of surprise as Razzag was in front of me with a foil dish. He looked surprised at my reaction, and looked me up and down to see why I had dressed up. He was wearing a pair of jeans and dark gray shirt, while his light hair looked ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (19)
[21 Feb, 2016 at 6:14 pm ]
Dedicated to H! I LOVE your comments! ***Four months later,I had no life, only a routine. Wake up, have breakfast, go on my laptop, watch TV shows, lunch, shower, more tv shows with the occasional outing to buy necessities. I didn't even go to college, or see Razzag again from that matter, or my family.I drowned myself in movies, books and other distractions to keep my mind busy, but my mind craved things that seemed to be a more effective distraction method. I knew I couldn't get any of what I was craving, I'd lost the numbers of all the people ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (18)
[20 Feb, 2016 at 5:03 pm ]
Dedicated to Soso, thank you for your enthusiasm!:****I could only stare at the white wall in front of me as I tried to register what had happened.I was numb.I realized I lost everything.My family.My chance at graduating with honors if not at all.And maybe even Saad, the only person who truly loved me, wasn't probably allowed to see me anymore. I was sure Razzag would take him from me, and that my mother would tell my brother, who wouldn't want his son to live with me anymore, as if he'd been the best parent ever.I had nothing and I didn't ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (17)
[18 Feb, 2016 at 6:29 pm ]
Dedicated to Fofa, I love your comments!:****I walked into class with my head down. I didn't give two shits what they thought of Razzag, I was worried about my own reputation that I worked so hard to improve, even if it seems like people still cared about the past.I didn't lift my head to see if the two girls I'd seen at breakfast were there. All I could focus on was when Razzag would walk in and when class would finish. I thought about skipping class but it would be too suspicious.Razzag finally walked in, and I could see he ...