This post is dedicated to FS and NH Fa6ouma and nouro om kalthoumm<3!!I brought my mobile out and sent him an SMS ..Me:“I hate you!!“…….: Mayar S3oud Al****6AAAAA6 6AAAAA6 ..….: MAYAAAARR…..: MAYAAARRRI walked to take my certificate ..……: MAYAAAARAMy heart skipped a beat ..That voice ..That lovely sharp voice ..I turned around to see Fahoud was waving ..I smiled ..Raaddaatly rouuuuu7yyy!!!!Kent adry enna ra7 eyyeee!7abeby ma ysaweeeha ..Sadness turned into happiness the moment I saw him ..I took my certificate and went down the stage where my family and friends ..We took special photos together ..Dad: yalla emshaw enta3asha barraShamlan: ...

Once upon a time, I was a normal girl with a normal life. My friends were by my side, and my family tried their best to make me happy. I woke up in the morning thinking about who to go out with and where. It was mostly with my friends or parents. I used to travel whenever I felt like it, and when I traveled I bought everything I wanted. My life used to be simple; it was predictable. If you asked me what I really wanted, I would say I want a challenge. I ...

Fahad called me immediately ..Fahad: 7ELFAAAYYY!!!!!Haa chenny ta7assaft!!? La la besmelllahh ..Me: wallaahhhFahad: 3ALA RASYYY!!Me giggled: yaaa 3gaaalekkk???Fahad: MEN OMMAHHH!Mom: MAYYYAAAARRRRRMe: KANYYY!!Me: fahoud yalla bye barou7 elmadresaFahad: men metaaa?? TawenaassMe: eeeh omy mkhalletna namshe 3al sera6 elmustaqeeemFahad: haha wain ayamek ya rajoMe: ee wallahh , yalla byeFahad: byeI closed the phone and went to school ..…At 5:30 ..I changed into my soccer clothes ..I stood in front of the mirror ..Hmmm slik wella afellaa?Uhh!I shouldn’t play!!I promised him!!LAAAA!!!My eyes filled with tears ..Efff shebachhyy al7eeen!!!Dmou3y akrahkummm malgoufeeeenn!!!Deshaw dakhel yaaallahh!!!!Uffff!I wanna play with them soooo badly!I took off my clothes and ...

Guwa!!1. Shlonkoum?2. I'm sorry that it took me a while to post bas 3awathtkoum ib post 6WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL WAYEEEEEEEED!3. I'd like to thank SAA for trying to help me and inspire me to write a post!! Thanks for the support S:*ENJOY IT & I'd love to read ur feedback!_____________________________________________________________________________________________Reem walked to her class while reading her notes for the last time, everyone says that last minutes review wouldn’t make a difference but to Reem it does!!She felt her mobile vibrate in her purse.Maraitay 9oobe bas kentay lahya eb ur notes :p good luck :DReem smiled and looked around.Ma ashoofik?Ali smiled.Mu wagte ...

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Hello beauties ..Awal shay this post is dedicated to beautiful BR she used to make my day by her AMAZING REGULARLY comments;* Thany shay 9ayratly salfa qaweyya tha7ekatny wayed fa 7abbait asharekkum far7ety;pMarra kent ray7a avenues ana ou wa7da khangoul X ok?Kenna ray7een netrayyag eb dean & deluca ou kan elwagt 7ail mbacher yemkin ma 9arat 9:30 am ..X ga3da 3ala wheelchair she was suffering from a temporary injury ENSHALLAH tkoun temporary ed3oullaha;* ..Elmuhem fa 9efa6na bel parking mal phase 2 3end dean & deluca ..Nezalna wella el elevator msakkar! Lail7een ma fta7oh la’anna it was TOO early ..Bs kan ...

Sorry for the unintentional cliffhangers, I absolutely hate over-doing them, I didn't realize I was and at some point my chapter had to stop, so please forgive me! (Thanks to Anonymous for the heads up!;P)And for those who did not understand the previous chapter, this might hopefully clear everything up!Enjoy!***He opened the door for me as I sat on the couch in front of the TV, my brother plopped down beside me."Shinu?" he asked, wiping his eyes.I cleared my throat, "Okay isma3," I said, bracing myself, "ilyom iltutoring kan ib bait Noura." I expected him to yell at me, but he ...

A confused expression washed over my fathers face: 3ala shnu?My mother, on the other hand, was grinning: haw shfeek Barrak kila nasy mwafqa 3ala Saud!!Me: la yuma mu Saud!!Now my mother is confused: 3ayal mnu?Me: Khalid..My mother gasped: mnu Khalid ba3ad??I looked at my dad: haw Khalid Al***** rifeejikMy dad stood up: mwafqa 3ala shnu??I lowered my head in disgust: enna.. umm nitzawajA tear found its way down my cheek..My mom shot up the bed and shouted: BARRAK!! Shisalfaa?? Khalid ebyitzawaj Lama????Dad: Lama entay shga3da tgoleen??? Shnu Khalid gayilich shay?I looked at my dad, puzzled: ...

This post is dedicated to Noor Alsahali The manchester big fan<3 thanks for your help;*Naser: eee na9er!! Ma teste7y 3ala wayhek ent??Naser: 7abetek elgaraaadaa!!7abeeeeby fahouuud!!!Naser: fahoud ga3ed ta9demny!! La tkhallenna nakhser ba3athna!Naser froze in his thoughts for a while ..Naser: mu 3alay hal kalamNaser: haa?Naser giggled: 7aywan ent 7aywanKent EMTAN7AAA!!Shgallaaa fahoud!!Naser: ayaaal 7aywanaaa Ou 7athafny eb makhaddaa ..Me giggled: haw shinuuuNaser: en6ar ra7 aredha lek yal 7aywannNaser: byeMe: heheNaser: awarreekum!! Ana agouuul! Fahoud ma ysawweehaa! Ou entay ba3ad ma tsawenha faj’a bet7ebben fhaid hahahahMe: shdarraaaany 3annekkNaser: akhh te9be7en 3ala khair ou la t3edenha weyya rasechMe: heheheHe went to his ...

Sorry for the late post, I've had a really busy day!Anonymous commenters I'd really love it if you left your initials or something so I can distinguish you from others!Thank you so much, and your comments encourage me a lot! Enjoy!***Eight months later.I plopped down on my bed right next to Reem's. I got a job about a week ago, after months of waiting and waiting. It wasn't as prestigious and as paying as my last job, but as long as that person was not there I was all for the job. Speaking of him, I hadn't seen him ever since we'd ran ...

He giggled ..Me: qasaman bellah ma ytha7ek! Wallaa el3atheem ma ytha7ek! Ou rab elka3ba ma ytha7ek!!!!3umar: okMe: Fahoud refeejy la tghale6!3umar smiled: did i?Me: eeeh???3umar: ok!He stood up ..Me: haaayyy!!He turned around ..3umar smiled: 3umar esmy 3umarMe: enzain tara daraina enna 3endek ghammazat bassek 3ayazt went twazze3 ebtesamaat!3umar giggled: wa7da ma mennech athnainMe: enzaaain esma3niii!!3umar: la twa9en 7aree9Me: nesait enek mustame3 jayyed!3umar giggled ..Me: shdarraak enna fahad? La la I mean shaku fahaad shakuuuuu!!!!! 3umar giggled: aku fahad akuuMe: ya3ni betfahhemny enny yayya hny ou at7al6am ou at’af’af men fahhouud? 7adda shakuu etha77ek taraa!3umar: eeeh!Me: ghal6aaaaan hahaha3umar: ghal6an ghal6an ...

To the girl on my Ask page telling me that I "support" dating because I write about it,that is seriously stupid. I did comment back bas lail7een 8athatni. John Grisham wrote the most gory and violent novels, does that mean he should be put in jail for "supporting it"?Thought so. Just because I write about something doesn't mean I support it. I watch Romance movies, does that mean I support that too?Anyway, if you're younger than thirteen, please don't read the post below.I mean it.Enjoy!***What I saw, I could not un-see.It never occurred to me that this type of violence was ...

Fahad: na3am??Me: eee wallah impossible ba3ad shinu!!Fahad: mashy! Yallah bye!Me: 9aber 9aber shinu elly bye!!Fahad: khair??Me: ya3ni za3alt?? walla 3aib 3alaik rayyal kha6 shanabek tez3al!Fahad: mayar la tkharbe6en wayed!Me: enzain eshh hal la3ana ma legaait ella el7uuubb?? Goully la trou7en elmadresa goully la tel3ebeenn uno bs muu soccer ellaa elsoccer!!!!Fahad: elsoccer 9ar el7uub? Ou ana sha6laa3?Me: 7abeeby el soccer 6oul 3umra el7ub ent tawwek ams welyoumFahad giggled ..Me: eee eth7ak sh7alatekFahad: mu ma3nata enny rathyyMe: enzaain laaaishhh eff!!!Fahad: tabeeen t3arfeen laishhh???Me: eshrayek ya3ni!Fahad: ma aabeee kelmen hab ou dab yalmesech!!!! Me wonderingly: yalmesny??Fahad: eeehh ou agrabhaa mesaa3!! 3baaid ou ...

Umm. He called again, I hesitated at first but I ended up answering. Me: aloo? Khalid: hala wala hala Lama shlonich? Me: el7mdla bkhair.. Khalid: ha shlon umich o uboch? Me: el7imdla tamam 3amy baghait shay? Mala da3y en6awil elsalfa. Khalid: ee Lama, uboch galich 3an el mashroo3? Me: eeKhalid chuckled: ee, fe cham shaghla aby agolicheyahum gabil la yistimir el mashroo3. Me: tefathal..Khalid: agolch hal mashroo3 bainy o bain el CEO's ely eb sharikty, bs oboch yally o galy dakhilny bl mashroo3 tukfa o 3a6any 20,000Kd first payment 7ag ras elmal. What the hell? ...

I cant believe my last post was 7 months ago.I thought i was going through a phase of emotional numbness, but this.... ....this is cardiac death.

I typed Dalia a reply: of course I forgive you, I love you and our friendship means so much to me too!Dalia: aah I miss you wallah!! We have to do something soon! Me: I miss you more! Yes, how about breakfast tomorrow? Dalia: sounds great! Khalas enshallah :DI love Dalia. She was always there for me, this girl really knows the meaning of friendship. I looked around for my parents but they were no where to be found. My phone vibrated, it was a message from Wahab,Wahab: ta3aleely 9oob el desks Obviously, he was ...

Me SHOCKINGLY: OH MY GOODD!!!!Reema turned around: shfeeech? El7emdellah wesheker?Me: AAAAHHHH!!!7aaarrrrrr!!!! My face became hot ou red I think ..Mom: haw shfeech??FINAAAAALLYYYY!!!!!Reema raised her eyebrow ..Reema: ashouuuf shdazzeeellech??Me shyly: abaaaih legafaaaa Reema: yummaa bentech te7eb3AN KHAYYERHAAAAA!!!!Me surprisingly: enty shinuuuuu????Mom: haw rayyouumm?Ma 3alaiha sharha mjaaarbaaaa elkalba ..Me: yumma 7egreeeha kel men yara elnas eb 3ain 6ab3aReema: chaab chab!!I replied: “in love with whom?”Fahad: “the weather -.-“My eyes popped out!!Laaaaaaa yaaa maleeeeq!!!!!Me:“huh! A9lan 7ar kheesa!”Fahad:“shdarrany 3annech”awhhh!!!!!!!!Me:“with me????”Fahad: “I guess”Me: “shlouuuun ya3ni goully goully walahh shinu you guess!!”Fahad:“3aad felleeeha! Traa ana yeded 3al 7ub fa shway shway 3alay ou fehmeha wehya 6ayra;$”Me:“ent ...

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Important note: About cutting/self-mutilation, if you're doing it-please stop. It is 7aram, and very very dangerous. If you have problems try talking to a trusted person, you may find it hard but it's way better and more helpful than harming your own body. I am also willing to help you out if you'd like (you'll be anonymous): Ask.fm/CashmerepoisonxOr @CashmeresBlog (Used to be CashmerePoison, might change it though!)Anway, Enjoy! (Goes out to Maha Al-A and 6aiba ;p)***Seven months later.March, 2011.Life after the incident in the chalet was going downhill.I was slowly being isolated away from my friends, I lost many for being too "bossy ...

He smiled ..…..: ana 3umarMe wonderingly: ou minu 3umaar?Suddenly 3aboud came ..3aboud: esh 3endekum tsoulfoun yaaallah eb nabdeee!!Me: eb yel3ab ma3annaaa???3aboud: eeh3umar: laa3aboud: laishh??He winked to 3aboud while staring on me ..Haw!!!3aboud: min 9ijjekkk??? Meste7y min mayouuur??3umar: ana hal marra bashouf ou elmarra elyayya al3ab mu labes labcheenHe smiled on my face and went to the stadium ..Me: 3abbouuuudd3aboud: haaMe: minu haathaaa?? Shaklaaa kbeerrr3aboud: khaly 3umarMe surprisingly: KHALEK???3aboud: khaly lesgheer 3umra 22Me: ou shyaaybaaa??3aboud: yaylena 3ad getla yel3ab weyyanaMe: ahh3aboud: shgayellech?Me: nothing ma gally shay3aboud: enzain yalla tara ma 9araaatMe: yalla yalla emshWe went to the stadium ..Fahad: ma7aad ...

"Yasmeena, all guys are like that; plus he admits it better than the others. He obviously changed, if he just wanted to play you then he wouldn't ask your dad""I know, bas I cannot live with a man and I know he used to drink, sleep with women and do God knows what""did he tell you he used to drink and sleep with girls?""la, bas its obvious he does!!""Yasmeena 7abebti, if he admitted that he had girlfriends I dont think he will mind telling you everything about himself""thats the thing manoor, I dont want to like him more and forget ...

Hellloooo beauties ..SORRY for the unexpected delay bs walaahh i have my reasons!!ENJOY IT<3!! After moments ..Fahad: A7777!Naser: GHAAABEEYY??Fahad: mu a7san men ma ndesh belsayyara???Rajo: ana gouly mama shinu hadaaa!!Naser: mayyouur?Me: AYYY!! JAAD AYY!!Fahad: shfeech?Me: rasy kufakh bel durj!!Naser: ashouuufI turned around ..Naser giggled: 9a3rouuuraFahad: ashouuufffMe: waai3 ent weyyah 7g elshemaata yaa sa3ad! Ma a7ebkum!!Naser: fahoud sh9aar?Fahad: elda3ameyya 6a7at chennaMe: EEE NEZLAW SHOUFAW! MU GA3DEEN OU ETEWAQE3OUN!Rajo: ana mu mas’oul!!!Me: ent men 7achaak!!Fahad: maku mu mas’oul baba ent elly tsoug feenna!Rajo: enta souug mu anaa fakkar ana ma yshouufNaser giggled: ANA SHLOUN GA3ED YAM HAL 9AIDAA!!Fahad: enzel enzel Fahad naser ...

Yes, two updates in one day!Strangers: http://strangersbycashmere.blogspot.com/2012/04/strangers-chapter-twenty-three.htmlEnemy: http://enemybycashmere.blogspot.com/2012/04/enemy-part-16.html

Two posts in one night! (One post of Enemy)Enjoy!***Walking around the chalet was my main activity for the rest of the day, my aunts told me to sit in one place because I was making them dizzy.Little did they know it was the only thing distracting me from my cookie-cutter cravings. It was almost 8:30 PM, the men were preparing a barbecue outside by the pool. I pulled on my Kansas University hoodie my brother had gotten me back when he was studying in the States. It was hot, but the hoodie made me feel comfortable. I got downstairs to the living ...

Its been 2 days since what happened at Dalia's and I still didn't hear from the girls. I know what I said came as a shock to them but I never thought they would cut me out. My mother is still talking about her friend's son every chance she gets trying to convince me to marry him. Meanwhile, my dad is so excited about the project with 3amy Khalid he talks about it all the time. My father sold both the Bentley and the BMW. He said that he will get me a new car, ...