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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (7)
[5 Feb, 2016 at 10:03 pm ]
Sorry for the short posts, I promise to make them as long as I can xx**I picked up Saad from school before heading home. I didn't tell him about Razzag, I felt like he might spill the beans or something to someone, I was already worried about him telling my parents about him living with us for the time being.We got home and Razzag's car was already parked in his usual spot."Khali rad?" Saad asked."Ee, khala9 dawama," I told him."Oh," he only said as we walked in.Razzag was in his dishdasha in the living room on his laptop."Ilsalam 3alaykum," Saad ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (6)
[3 Feb, 2016 at 10:13 pm ]
The class ended rather quickly, or maybe I was too carried away with my thoughts that I didn't pay attention.I could see girls trying to prove themselves to him from the first class, first impressions and everything. It was ridiculous. I could also tell he was trying too hard not to look at me. We were both too weirded out by this. I wanted to drop the class but it was my final course and I would not stay another course for this class, which he might teach again.I hated this."Please make sure to read chapter one as you will ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (5)
[1 Feb, 2016 at 8:20 pm ]
I froze. I was basically half naked in my own living room in front of a stranger I had non stop arguments with."Shtsawi hal 7aza bl ma6bakh?" I asked him in shock. I really hoped the dark was covering up what I was wearing."Yo3an?" he said, as if it was obvious. I couldn't see what he was eating but I felt his eyes were fixed on me. I guessed the dark was doing nothing to my pajamas.His face was traced by the moonlight, his sharp jawline was well defined and his eyes just stood out in the dark. He was ...

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[31 Jan, 2016 at 10:34 am ]
It was late at night that she missed him the most. Not after a long day at work when everything fell apart in one go, and she broke down because she had no one to pull her out of it with. Not after her best friend told her point blank that she was a spoilt brat who got everything she wanted, somehow not managing to see through the tornadoes inside her. Not after she'd had a huge fight with her family about the guy who is proposing to her, while she was still thinking of him. Not after she'd called her brother because she'd ...

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Cashmere.Poison: What’s Left of Me (4)
[30 Jan, 2016 at 8:31 pm ]
I woke up the next morning with a huge headache. It was nearly 10 AM, I wanted to have breakfast out with Saad but my plans were ruined thanks to Razzag and this huge headache of mine, also caused by Razzag.I got dressed since I couldn't walk into the living room in my pajamas, which I hated, and took a deep breath before leaving my room.I didn't look at Razzag but said good morning to Saad and gave him a kiss hard on the cheek. I just wanted him to know I was still here for him. I still didn't ...

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[30 Jan, 2016 at 5:15 pm ]
Footbridge, Toledo, Belize

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[27 Dec, 2015 at 12:08 am ]
Hello readers, I didn't bail on you I promise ! I came down with the flu and still recovering, BUT a new long and extended part will be out tommorow enshallaa. Goodnight and stay warm xx 

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[18 Dec, 2015 at 12:44 am ]
Head resting against the wheel, I tried to even out my ragged breathing. Another panic attack and this time a witness. I hated the attacks, they made me feel weak and helpless and he's the one to blame. No your weakness caused this. Shit , now the little voice in my head was being a bitch too. I needed my bed. I woke up hours later , head pounding , disoriented , my iphone blaring with text messages. I sat up straight and reached for it. 15 messages from my closest friends in our whatsapp group. Mariam: a little birdie told me you are ...

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[16 Dec, 2015 at 7:15 pm ]
Hello gorgeous readers! i'm back for real and I'm to start posting regularly, been travelling all year long and it's hard to keep up with blogging! Anyways I'm going to publish a new part tonight enshallaa but I want you guys to support my other new personal blog/journal where I'm going to write non-fiction ,aaand I need your support! Follow and read my other blog https://medium.com/@queenzenobiaThank you xoxo

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[8 Dec, 2015 at 11:16 am ]
Valley Gate,Yorkshire, England

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[7 Dec, 2015 at 9:15 am ]
My hands shook, spilling coffee all over my white shirt, I inhaled loudly, suddenly feeling claustrophobic. * as soon as I land we meet and talk things through* I reread the message I just received from Mubarak again and the icy fingers of despair wrap around my heart just like the first time I found out about the other woman. "are you okay?" My friend frowned, snapping my attention. By now I was sweating like a pig, my thoughts all jumbled, and I just needed to leave." I'm sorry I...that was home, they're coming back I've to go""But shaikha! at ...

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Madliar: Let Me In 23
[30 Aug, 2015 at 4:24 am ]
Abdulrahmam: shfeech ga3d achayk 3ala elbaby! I gave him that side stare with my straight lips. 7aqeer ya3ny goul bashof shfeech 3gb el vomiting la eshof el baby shlouna...We got to our house and a smiled formed as soon as I saw our wooden white door, I missed it! We walked to the door and my mood flipped 180 degrees. Better of-course!Me: yaa ahl baaayyt ana yeeet Abdulrahman was so shocked, I'm always quite with him and so he's amazed as I revealed the real me. Noufa and my brothers were in the living room they all looked at us and smiled and ...

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Madliar: Let me in 22
[8 Aug, 2015 at 2:45 am ]
Its super duper long! So I hope no one complains :p Enjoy ______________________________Dania's point of viewI couldn't sleep, it took me more than 30 mins I THINK. I couldn't fiddle with my phone because I was trapped in Abdulrahman's arms all I did was breath. It was so dark too. I gave up of course and I slept. ....: Daniaa... daniaaI woke up to someone calling my name and moving strands of my hair away from my face.Me: ana 36alt ma 3ndy jam3a khala9 latga3dony bas Abdulrahman: goumayy yuba wallah bas el adweya... Hahah yallah gomayI woke up immediately half shocked half asleep, Helen ...

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[6 Aug, 2015 at 5:45 am ]
(SO SORRY THAT I HAVE TO RUSH THROUGH THE ENDING..)Today was the night. It was the night Afaf and Abdullah would finally get married..after years of their innocent love..Dhklt Afaf elqa3a ou kl man y6al3ha nzlt 3la ghneyat hab elsa3ad...3ma mzna: shnu???? shtgoul??? entaw wain??Afaf: 3ma shfech?3ma mzna mn el9dma 6a7 telephonha mn eedha.. Afaf took it..Afaf: shfeek matgoul???Feehaid: Afaf a7na eb mstshfat el ...Afaf: laish sh9ayer???Feehaid: Afaf.. Abdullah sawa 7adeth ou a7na bl6reej lel 3rs......They rushed to the hospital, afaf was crying in her beautiful white wedding dress.. it was the night they would finally be together bl7alal ou ...

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BlueVelvetBlog: Chapter 25 – The end
[6 Aug, 2015 at 5:31 am ]
FINALE!I had the best almost two years experience with my readers with this story! I am so honoured to have you guys reading and always there by my side, commenting and giving me feedback. And I just love talking to you guys so once again..I am so sorry for not completing the chapters i have written chapter 24 2 years ago and this as well a year ago and have not completed the rest, so elyoum 6ara 3la bale ene adsh this account ou ashuf shnu 9ar 3laih so so so sorry that i didnt give a proper ending i ...

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Madliar: Let me in 21
[27 Jul, 2015 at 12:22 am ]
I looked at him with pure innocent shocked eyes my face as pink as radishesAbdulrahman: bagolich shay, tara ana ma7b ashof sha59 a7ba za3lan o maygoly shfeehMy eyes started getting watery I don't know whyy! However the strong inner self decided to show upMe: latgoly hal kalam please... Because I know it won't last, you're just saying it to soothe meI looked down at my hands and started fiddling with my wedding ringAbdulrahman: 7abeeebty wallah entay fahma ghala6 wallah As soon as he said "7abeebty" my eyes teared and I pressed my hands over my ears not wanting to hear what ...

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[26 Jul, 2015 at 3:19 pm ]
 I snuggled closer to the strong, rock hard very warm arm hmmm this was delicious I could sleep forever ..I wonder if I could have that doughnut My aunt used to make..now where did I put my neon bathing suit? I hope it still fits...when did Nike become so chic? Marshmallows and-" can you ..uh move a little?" A distant gruff male voice invaded my swirling confusion of dreams/hallucinations; whatever I experienced whenever I took that evil pill. My heavy eyelids won't cooperate, and I was pulled back to the dark abyss of sleep. " Shaikha? Shaikha" a gentle nudge and that ...

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[26 Jul, 2015 at 12:40 am ]
the music went up and I could see the people at the modern luxurious bar swaying with the melody. Nouf joining them on her seat; her energy was contagious and I found myself giggling and clapping. For a refreshing change I wasn't worried aout how I looked to Mubarak, I wasn't even aware of him staring at me with intense eyes at that moment, I was totally lost to the sexy music. I closed my eyes and hummed, the Dj's voice electrifying...when I opened my eyes he was staring at me with those smoldering eyes, my breath hitched and I felt ...

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moi: vote
[21 Jul, 2015 at 11:20 pm ]
hello readers; the ones I love so much for keeping this blog (still) alive! I was thinking.. do you guys want me to continue writing my name is Nouf? or the one im currently writing? please vote. yours moi xx

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[21 Jul, 2015 at 9:12 pm ]
I woke up the next morning to the sight of a bulgari small box with a card and ribbons,I reached for the card hastily, ripped it open and read "thank you for last night-M" ....... I was stunned. He west rewarding me for using my body with a box of Italy's finest jeweler. The low life. A cloud of fury and hurt clouded my vision but I wasn't going to cry again. Not this time. I didn't even open the box, despite my undeniable love for diamonds, I was really hurting and I wanted to prove something ...

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Madliar: Let me in 20
[15 Jul, 2015 at 8:40 am ]
Abdulrahman: bsmellah era7man elra7eem shfeechHe headed to the door  Abdulrahman: banady el doctorMe: abdulrahman... Eedik kanat bardaI think I whispered and thank God he heard itAbdulrahman: kl hatha kan goosebumps??  He widened his dark brown almond shaped eyes at me. He walked over and sat on Shaikha's chair looking up towards my eye and holding my palmAbdulrahman: asef bas khtara3t 3abaly jist shay o bdaitay tet7awilain khft mrty ga3da tet7awaaal 7ag shay tadreen ba3ad 5ayaly wasi3 He was so serious at the beginning that as soon as I heard his joke, I started laughing along with him and pinching his arm as that ...

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[28 Jun, 2015 at 6:48 pm ]
I'm sure that everyone has heard about the ISIS explosion at the Imam Al Sadeq Mosque. Everytime I hear, speak, read about anything related to it i get goosebumps. How can a normal human being wake up in the morning, know that he's gonna die and kill other people with him do such crime. May their souls rest in peace and may the ones hurt recover. This is obviously not an Islamic or humane group of people, not one religion around the world asks for its unions to kill innocent people that are at a Mosque praying. Mosques should make them feel ...

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Madliar: Let me in 19
[21 Jun, 2015 at 5:19 am ]
Abdulrahman's Point of ViewI was in a hurry, I honestly felt bad that I cared less about the new life I got myself into. It's not that I hate it, I just had other necessities that came first. I've been consulting this company of a really close friend of mine that I knew back in Uni. This company felt like a growing baby to both us! Legally it was his, between us he's the founder and I'm the co- founder. I loved working for it, day and night whenever any idea buzzed through my busy head. So, those are just some habits ...

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Madliar: Let me in 18
[7 Jun, 2015 at 3:12 am ]
I headed back to the city with Bishr and Helen! We passed by the pharmacy to get some pain-killers since mine were gone. Two days passed and I've been visiting the spa for massages, it was so relaxing the lady was so gentle, there was sometimes where I actually fell asleep while at it!Sunday night I asked Nasser to take me back to my place. I called Abdulrahman's younger sister Shaikha and she came to my apartment to hang out.Shaikha: shno tshofin tv shows ma wedy ashof filimMe: wallah ashoof wayed bas aghlabhom khale9aw bas shoufay eb iTV abdulrahman 7a6 ashya2 Shaikha: laaaish ...

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Madliar: Announcement!
[27 May, 2015 at 5:40 pm ]
Hello,Im really sorry, I accidentally skipped a post and I just realized that, so I just added it in, its the 15th one so re-read 14 to 17 to fully understand what went on! Thankyou, Enjoy!